myfriendanastasia

[myfriendanastasia]

i found a really cute november calorie tracker on tiktok and im gonna keep updating it

On friday i had a terrible binge but i puked. I still feel guilty about it but yesterday i had a fast and burned 463 calories so it wasnt that bad

I hope that november will be my month!

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction

[myfriendanastasia]

My fav thinspo 💗

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[myfriendanastasia]

I love fasting but after every fast I binge, so I decided that better for me is to eat 100-300 cals a day and that stops me from binging

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction

[myfriendanastasia]

When I really crave to eat something I just drink water as much as I can and then I feel full and don’t have so much need to eat anymore ;)

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[myfriendanastasia]

ed can go for a while but it stays in you forever.

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction

[myfriendanastasia]

I just survived a 30 min cold shower but at least I burned 390 calories

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[myfriendanastasia]

Don’t binge.

go on a walk

drink water

work out

smoke a cig

watch a movie/show

take a nap

take a shower

do your skincare

But don’t binge.

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction

[myfriendanastasia]

This month’s choices are your next month’s body.

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction

[myfriendanastasia]

I binged today but it doesn’t mean I can’t fast tomorrow.

Don’t give up.

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[myfriendanastasia]

notes for today <3

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[myfriendanastasia]

I just binged about 600cals and I throwed it up because I was supposed to fast and I fucked up and I’m so mad at me em bc throwing up isn’t as satisfying for me as starving and idk how man cals it took but I hope not more than 250.

If you have any tips how to not binge please let me know!!!

love ya

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction #axe throwing

[myfriendanastasia]

29/06/23

waist: 74

hips: 86

breast: 89

thighs: 56

arm: 26

wrist: 15

actualising every week <3

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction

[myfriendanastasia]

My rules:

3 day fasts or more

max 150 cals a day

if ate too much: throw up or workout until you burn it

workouts 3 times a week

everyday bodycheck

if hungry: drink water, do a bodycheck and look out for your thinspo

remember that food is your enemy

you love the feeling od being hungry, you are obsessed with it

don’t eat greasy food or sweets

only fruits or vegies

#ana trigger #i need to lose so much weight #i wish i was weightless #my friend ana #restricted diet #tw ana diary #weight loss #4norexi4 #bede motylkiem #ed ednotsheeran restriction

[myfriendanastasia]

It’s not that hard.

Just stop eating.

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[myfriendanastasia]

I’m back

Hi, last month was terrible for me because i was overeating and i am so mad at myself for this. My plans to lose weight before summer are fucked up but it’s never too late to start again so here i am.

I’ll try my best and i will beat shit out of me until im skinny and perfect. Mean comments will help me teach my goal so don’t be shy, beat the shit outta me.

Hope yall are alright <3

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[myfriendanastasia]

I love the feeling of being hungry.

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[myfriendanastasia]

wanna be skinny? stop eating.

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