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Please be normal

#this is what used to happen to me all the TIME during college and why I had such a hard time coming to terms with my identity #do not Do This

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(All pics from pinterest, none of them are mine)

#this is so summer to me #besides the Starbucks fuck Starbucks

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Lakota Nation vs. United States (2022, Jesse Short Bull & Laura Tomaselli)

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Oh fuck I forgor

#LMAO no wonder!!!!

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you sit down at the plastic table because your partner likes being outside at the bar even though it’s 90 degrees and 60% humidity at 10pm and you thought this corduroy dress was soooo cute but now youre all sweaty and so one of your balls has escaped your panties but youre wearing fishnets so your loose nut is now dying like a sea turtle in a six pack ring and youre the desperate diver trying to save it but blind and one handed and stone faced cause you can’t draw attention to the fact that youre doing a high stakes wildlife rescue on your stupid scrotum in public because it might turn into a six month news cycle and desantis might fly out to personally bulldoze the bar. and its a thursday

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choices made in anger is such a crazy image. if you know what i'm talking about

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(guy whos scared of everything and feels guilty about everything) sorry i got scared and felt guilty

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"I'm sorry she didn't handle the situation in a way that was comfortable for you." ?????!??!?!??? No, I didn't expect her to immediately confront a man in the middle of the library after I verbatim said "HEY IT ISN'T A PROBLEM YET but that man over there keeps staring me down every time I go over there to help that lady and its starting to get creepy, I'm just letting you know" because I think, I think, any other person's reaction would've been to ask more questions maybe, or hey! SINCE YOU APPARENTLY KNEW THE FUCKING GUY maybe TELL ME that that's just how he acts instead of telling him that he was making me uncomfortable and thus making a fucking scene and making him feel uncomfortable enough to leave the library??!!? Because, you know, its his fucking neighborhood, and also because, you know, if you have fucking eyes, you could see that I have bright ass orange hair, you know, really recognizable hair. So when this story gets passed around town, as these things always do, there's no way to not ID me :) which is just so fucking fun and cool. So no, I guess, maybe, I was not comfortable with how the situation was handled. I guess I was expecting, idk, maybe some tact and grace coming from the woman who's supposedly been a security guard for several years. And allegedly dealt with varying levels of conflict. Because now patrons are probably gonna be nervous to look at me like I'm a fucking celebrity who yells at people when they make eye contact. Since I fucking guess no one else in this bitchass library can use their brain. Or god forbid, communicate with me instead of immediately jumping to confrontation. Like WHY WOULD YOU NOT JUST TELL ME THAT'S NORMAL FOR HIM. I genuinely want to know what I have been doing in the last eight months that gives the impression that I would not be accommodating to that. I genuinely genuinely am staring to believe that grown ass adults just cannot handle quiet people, like maybe a 5'4 person with 0 muscle mass is so scary to talk to that you just won't tell me shit. I mean it has to be RBF right??? I am so so soooo sorry for not holding your hand and spoon feeding you social interactions, I truly thought we were adults with heads on our shoulders, that is so deeply my mistake. "We just want to make sure staff feels comfortable before anything else" hey jackass?? In what WORLD would this make a n y o n e more comfortable dude WHAT. I will take responsibility and say that I should've just kept my mouth shut and dealt with it. And you can bet your entire ass that the next time I do feel uncomfortable in that fuckass, paneled, cave of a building that I will not say a word. I would say rant over but I will be screaming about this for days.

#i am quitting this job as soon as i can #if my living situation were more stable id have walked the fuck out #i used to get so upset at the thought of making my co workers uncomfortable because i am not good at talking #but jesus lord above #and the fact that any connection i had built with regulars is probably shot to hell #makes me want to throw up #like fuck dude.

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april will be a good month [staring into the sink mirror eyebags prominent the most upset person youve ever seen]

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this may be the greatest thing in history, or at least this month

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“Don’t let fear control ur life” fear is giving me a spiritual testicular torsion

#in a damn psychological thriller

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yes girl I think it’s incredibly sexy how indecisive you are about every single decision in your life. I also love how you haven’t let anything go since you were 12. can we make out now

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#everything is so scary right now #taking my own advice #you've got to saturate your photos! #outside #woods #there were no visible fairies #but maybe you could feel them #leaves

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can someone do a scientific study on why we stop taking pictures as we get older

#it sucks so bad :( #im gad i took alot of pictures with my friends as a teen #and of the world around me #because i can go back and look at them! #and be able to solidify those memories! #and remember that not everything in the world is bad! #but I have so drastically fewer photos from my time as an adult and #its like #why? #is it because we stop being able to see the beauty around us? #because it's “cringe” or whatever to take selfies now? #or because its something you're supposed to “grow out of”?? #begging everyone to start taking pics again #of yourself! of your friends! of that dandelion you see a million of! #of! the! sky! #i used to have a WHOLE ABLUM FULL of pictures of the sky #when did i fall out of love with the sky???????? #maybe the only way to love myself is to love the world around me #ANYWAY #PLEASE DONT STOP TAKING PHOTOS

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