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Fireplace by Robert Winthrop Chanler at Gertrude Vanderbilt Whitney's studio in New York City, 1918.

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KANYE WEST

YEEZY 350 V2 “CREAM WHITE”

SEPTEMBER 21, 2018

“YEEZY SEASON”

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Prayer of the sinner.

Lord give me strength to do what’s right.

Whether I’m in a crowded room or whether I’m alone, help me to focus on you. It’s easy for me to get caught in the ways of the world. Lord help me to not seek worldly guidance, but your guidance. I am a mess, but I know there’s no mess you can’t fix. Help me to love like you do (passionately, wholeheartedly, unconditionally, acceptably, firmly, sternly). Give me your strength so that I may say what needs to be said to people even when it’s hard to discuss. Help me to keep my eyes upon you lord. Lord, make me a servant, so that I may be a tool that you may utilitize at your will.

Amen.

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Do you love me 🎈

❤️🔥

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Couple goals

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I’m getting over you

Going on 3 years after our 7 year relationship, I’m starting to get over you.

The thing that’s really helping, is the fact that you completely gave up. I had so much love for you I was always willing to be there through the good times and the bad. It’s unattractive that you don’t love me like I thought you did. When we were so young we used to argue “I love you more” “no, I love you more”. I guess I really did love you more. Because I would have gone through anything just to hold you in the middle of the night.

Its sad, but I gave you undivided love. I put everything I had into making things work, and I don’t regret it. I’ll always know I did everything I could have to make sure you knew I undoubtedly loved you.

I hope I can find someone that loves me like I loved you.

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November

November carries a strange sense of longing somewhere in the middle of being complete and disoriented

There are no reasons to light up the sky with lanterns and no reason to make your hours smell like butter and chocolate

But November has the essence of you on my chest after I’ve sneaked in to your house for the millionth time

November has us under the same blanket from the first night we spent together on your birthday. Your mother was mad and we were in love. This has my whispers and your smiles all tangled up under one big picture of a flashy neon sign that says forever

November has distance, between our bodies, physically over miles, when I am away, and inches between our fingers, when all we do is stare at each other, hungry and wanting, from across the table

November has no celebrations or art or even

But November has the sound of us crashing against each other, my hand under yours, goose bumps for clothes, and pressed lips for words, all under your favourite blanket. It has the strangest feeling of belonging somewhere while we talk about our wandering homeless souls

November. I think November is a nice month to fall in love with you again.

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every parasite needs a host... think about it...

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Your ‘friends’ are so quick to have you near when they need something from you, and quick to forget about you when all is right in their lives. It’s all good, next time you need something don’t ask me. I’ll be quick to tell you fuck off bruv.

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I may be a fool.... But I still love you.

I still want to have a family with you. I want to buy a house together, and watch you decorate everything. I want to kiss your lips for hours every night. I want to go to work and come home knowing you’ll be there. I want to laugh about all this bullshit someday and be comforted by your touch. I want to go on those drives we used to go on and never stop. I want to feel your curls as I hold our baby daughter. I want to cuddle up with you on cold nights. I want to talk for hours like we used to. I want to cook with your mother and go hunting with your dad. I want to laugh with your grandma. I want to hold our puppy. I want to have another ice cream fight at the sonic drive in. I want to take a trip to the mountains with you. I want to go to Hawaii and feel at peace with you. Damn it... I just want to be with you.

#love #breakup #girlfriend #heartbreak #happilyeverafter #heartache #original

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Fuck whatcha heard.

#roadtrip #green eyes #iphone

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🤤