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My excuse for not writing anything: I was lazy.

Now onto the fun stuff. I read a lot but didn't finish the new League of Legends book. I had to order it three times because it always arrived extremely damaged. When I read it, I will write about it.

I read 200 books last year! I wrote a lot of not LoL-related stuff and published a short story on Wattpad. I dislike using it, but it's nice for books. I passed all my exams! I will get a dog.

I got super into different fandoms. I left a few as well, but it's not League!

My health declined a lot, but I am happier than ever. Writing is honestly such a nice thing. You can be whoever you want and do whatever you want.

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Just a little cheer up after I was gone for so long.

Kayn Scenario You aren't well, and Kayn tries to do his best.

You sit on the bench with your legs pulled up to your chest. You feel comfortable like this. You can't see the world when your face is on your knees. For a second, it all doesn't exist. The cushion bends down as someone sits beside you, making you focus on reality and the harsh world. The person leans closer to you for a hug. You can feel yourself melt as your eyes burn and tears run down your cheeks. "I can't do this." You say to the man, Kayn. He makes you look up to him; his yellow eye never held such a kind expression. "What can't you do?" Kayn asks you calmly. You have no answer. You can't pinpoint your frustration, making you more frustrated than before. "Everything. Everything is unfair, and I can't do anything." Kayn rubs your back holding you close. "Life is like that. But we have each other. I will never let you down and stay by your side." Kayn got up from the bench, making you follow him. You trust him enough not to ask where he is leading you. He pulls you outside and stops in front of a huge tree. "Come on, if you climb up without my help, you get a kiss." You blink the last tears away and jump at the tree, quickly climbing up. After all, you are an assassin just like he is, and this is easy. You sit down at the top of the trunk, small branches holding leaves reach far over your head. But you can't comfortably sit on those thin branches, so you stay at the biggest spot.

Kayn kisses you as soon as he gets up as well. "Lay down and look to the stars." You do as he says and notice a hole in the treetop, the leaves part, giving a fantastic view of the night sky. "This is wonderful, Kayn." You tell him while you look up at the star constellations. "I wish I could smile for you." He kisses your forehead and holds your hand. "You never have to force a smile for me. I am glad that you are feeling better. It has to be difficult for you at the Order of Shadow when you aren't used to it." You nod because you are at a loss for words. His behaviour is too sweet. "You have to promise you two things." You grab his hand tighter, signalling to go on. "Don't leave me." Your expression softens as you. "I will never leave you, I promise." You can give him this promise without worrying about ever breaking it. "Second. You can't tell anyone I am like this when I am around you." You feel the corners of your mouth rise, and you grin. "I can't promise that." He pokes you in the side, and you both start laughing. It is better to stop being so serious. You needed it when you felt down. Now you both need to feel good and laugh.

#headcanon #kayn headconan #league of legends #league of legends headcanon #kayn #scenario #kayn scenario

[nightmarerosely]

Get better soon!! 💖

Thank you so much!

Luckily I already feel better, it was just one day really bad and now it’s only my throat hurting a bit. It’s more like I got a cold.

I got a really bad lung disease and my doctors are already worried when I catch a cold, Covid was a bigger shock ngl lmao.

Hail to the vaccine!

(Go get it everyone)

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Spanish or vanish

¡Ven a aprender Español!

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Lol so you aren't homosexual

Theoretically yes, practically no.

I don’t like to label or be too set on anything to not miss someone I really like, just because of some labels.

But practically I only ever dated my own gender and only felt attracted to that gender.

I can say one thing tho: I ain’t heterosexual.

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Would you date a transman?

I totally would, since I’m pretty much gay.

I don’t know how to label myself but I would date anyone I am attracted to, I just never felt attracted to any other gender. Non-binary is another matter.

I’m attracted to masculinity, and transmen are going to be better than cis men. They mostly act better and know how to behave proper.

I give it a 90% chance that cis men live out the toxic masculinity and 10% chance that transmen do.

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YOU hate JK Rowling!

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Do yall seriously think Darius would flirt with his sister-in-law and hug her.

It seems so not noxian to me, lol to read though.

I think he'd be type of man who'd give her shelter to his home for a while if she voluntarily left Draven with the kid for some reason (likely to do with his alcohol or gambling addiction)

I don't think they are heartless in Noxus, they are about being strong and have a rather unconventional moral.

Especially Darius is pictured as kind in a lot of interactions, of course he isn't going to drink in a pub with someone from the enemy side, he is still a solider. But how much he would be a family guy is hard to tell.

And Draven's wife running away from him because of his addictions is a completely different scenario. Also interesting, but something different.

I personally think it's fine to imagine something that is utterly out of character, it is still fiction. I read a lot of stories where something was unlikely to happen, but it was still nice to see (?) the characters doing that.

A good example is Jhin, I like him, I like to write about him. But I think he isn't capable of loving someone and would just kill them. But (almost) nobody would like to read that because we crush on him.

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I kinda did something

I just ignore the money I paid, this is the best thing I bought in a long time. I needed a new Headset and bought it yesterday, and today I went back to get the whole Set. (I don’t even use a mousepad, I will use it to play Yu-Gi-Oh on tho.)

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Not sure if you're still taking requests, but I'd really enjoy your headcanons for Darius with a crush/trying to impress a woman :) ...If you feel like it of course!

I hope you like my take on this :3

Darius Headcanon

Darius got a crush and tries to impress her.

He would “subtly” invite her to his training to show off to her in any way possible, he wouldn't be cocky and over the top about it, but his thoughts wouldn't be innocent either.

He would follow bad advice like taking off his shirt in sight, because he stopped dating to focus on his work and is a bit rusty with flirting and dating.

Darius would hide his crush from Draven, because he would only embarrass him in front of her in the worst possible way.

Anyone else would be nicer to her if they found out because he is Commander General, and they want to earn plus points. Darius would be utterly annoyed and treat them harsher for the next week to make them understand that it doesn't work like that.

If the woman is in his unit he would just ask her to go out, to get to know her because they will work together, even though he never really spoke with the others privately.

He would plan a dinner date and look for something new to cook, he would ultimately give up and prepare something he usually cooks for himself. Nothing special or elegant, but it tastes good and is made with love.

Darius would try to be more elegant at the beginning, but he would soon stop trying that and just be himself.

He isn’t the man to get obsessed over a woman, he will be respectful and accept her personal space. He will still take the first steps, but only after a clear sign or direct yes.

Darius is protective over his crush and will hold any danger at bay from her.

He will give the others subtle signs to stay away from her, when he is romantically interested in her. He won't be possessive, but still doesn't want others to mingle with the woman he is interested in.

#league of legends #headcanon #darius #darius headcanon

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Today I kinda outed myself after a family dinner because I saw Talon and I yelled:

„HE’S SO HOT.“

out of reflex.

Elegant one, currently hoping that they think it was a joke or sarcasm or whatever.

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Can you do a draven getting jealous of Darius flirting with his wife

I hope you like what I wrote for you, enjoy! :D

Draven Scenario

(jealous because of Drarius)

Draven sat together with his wife eating in silence, being silent for that long is unusual for him. He doesn’t know how to phrase what he wanted to tell her all day long, but his mind is too foggy to put anything together to say. His wife soon noticed that something is wrong with his behaviour, she is in love with him and would say she knows him more than anyone. She reached over to him and took his hand, he smiled fondly at her.

“Stop the sentimental thing, I don’t like that” He said in response, not being that honest with her or himself.

“Then you should better tell be why you behave so different. I like you better when you are more cocky and less serious, it suits you more.” Or maybe they both were just so used to Draven being like that. Draven knew that she wouldn’t get why he worried like that, but his wife didn’t see the look on his face when he spoke with her the last time he visited them. He felt something plaguing him, which he usually never felt. Guilt. But why? Draven trusts her, he just doesn’t trust his brother like that.

“I just wanted to tell you that Darius will visit us tomorrow.” His wife gave him her radiant smile he loves so much. But it was there because of Darius, and that made him feel even worse. He is his brother, he would never do anything with his wife. Right? He tried to assure himself, but it did not work.

“That is great news, being so secretive about it, you meanie.” She stood up, taking the dishes from the table and giving Draven a kiss when she passed him on her way to the kitchen to wash the dishes. Not one reaction from her towards the situation made him feel better. His wife poked her head out into the room where he still sat. “Not helping? You can get the guest room ready, unless you want your brother to sleep with us in our bed. Oh! Can you hang the Outfit out for me I like so much? I feel like wearing it tomorrow.”

“Sure babe.” He said going up the stairs doing what she told him to before she returned to do her work, he helped her as much as he could in the household. The thought about Darius laying next to her angered him. He is aware that it was just a bad timed joke from her, and she couldn’t even know about how it affected him.

Darius arrived around noon, fully in armour from the fight he just won. Draven fought alongside him sometimes, but there wasn’t enough glory in it for him, he prefers his arena. His wife greeted his brother with a hug before they went inside. He of course welcomed his brother too, not letting his thoughts affect his behaviour. Draven seems impulsive, but life is a huge show, and he is the star. So he is an entertainer and not someone out of control, he acts with reason, even if it seems unreasonable for others. But he couldn’t care less for whatever bad others thought of him, the majority loves him.

“You look great, I hope Draven treated you well, because I would never mistreat a lady as beautiful as you are.” Draven couldn’t stand the flirting and interrupted before anyone could talk.

“Of course I did, she is my wife, and I love her. You know that, Darius.” Draven emphasized the my more than needed, but he rather makes his point clear. He was the first one to sit and took one of the cookies his wife made for them. Darius joined in and sat next to Draven.

“They are fantastic, you surely made them, right?” Darius asked his wife, and she blushed a bit from the compliment Darius just gave her.

“Yes, I made them, but stop the compliments, you make me blush.” She chucked and sat together with them to enjoy the time. But after dozens of flirting and compliments, Draven had enough.

“Don’t get so close to her, Darius, give her some space.” His wife and his brother were both surprised that he spoke up like that, but Darius just got his hands up in a defensive manner, not taking his words serious, he knew his brother. Darius is a serious man, almost grim to some, but he can’t seem to stop being flirty with his wife. Making his wife laugh without him.

“Draven needs to help me with something upstairs, I think I forgot something, just wait here. We will be back in a few minutes, enjoy the cookies.” She took his hand and pulled him out of his seat up the stairs without saying anything, gaze held forward.

“What are you.” She interrupted him.

“Shut up for a second.” His wife kissed him passionately.

“What was that for?” He asked, startled by her sudden move on him.

“Am I not allowed to kiss you as your wife?” She smiled at him. “In all seriousness, you should have told me that my behaviour with Darius makes you jealous. I am sorry that it took me so long to get, but you don’t have to worry even a tiny bit. I really like Darius, and he is nice, but I love you.” She empathized the you just like he had the my earlier. She hugged him. “I love you so much, and I would never do anything to betray you.”

“I didn’t think that, but he might.” Draven hugged his wife back, breathing in her beautiful perfume.

“Maybe you should talk it out with your brother, tell him that you find his behaviour inappropriate or try to understand him.”

“I won’t let anyone flirt with you like that, I don’t care who they are.” His wife stepped away from him and gave him a short kiss again. She held a warning finger up.

“Try not to kill anyone.”

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I want to hug y'all, I swear you guys made my day and deserve the world.

Vi amo tutti moltissimo. ♡

Later this day I write the second Draven request in my inbox and post it and then go through the rest.

I will continue or start a new interactive story, but I try to do it better for more reading comfort.

This is what I have left (you can ask double don't worry, every request is unique.):

Jhin x Someone copying him

Zed x Female (NSFW)

Sett x Female Damacian (Bilingual Spanish/English)

Battle Academia Leone & Katrina (form or writing unclear so I take artistic freedom xD)

Darius Headcanon flirty/crush

Darius x Female Damacian

Draven jealous over his wife because of Darius

Swain & Darius react to OC

Rakan x Xayah

Rakan x Xayah x S/O (2x)

Dragonmancer Lee Sin & Brand & Sett

Sett x Reader

You guys really like Sett and Darius, and I support that ;)

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How many requests left do you have? I wanna send some but you have quite a bit on your hand

Ask away! My inbox is quite full but I always pick something I think I can write best at the moment. I don't go chronically through them anyway so newer ones might even get a post earlier than older ones. Some are less work than others too.

(And sometimes it's hard for me to understand a few requests and it takes me a long time to do them because I don't want to misinterpret the wish, I am sorry for that.)

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Have a good and lovely day! You deserve it

You too! I hope everyone is feeling their best, today is a lean back and don’t worry day (I decided that, so we gotta do that) :3

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I'm glad you're back and feeling in good shape again! I wanted to ask you where you went once but I didn't want to seem pushy or something like that. But I'm really happy to see your posts again!

I am really glad to hear that.

My writing might get better too, I got Literature in university since last Semester. xD

If I am gone for long or someone just wants to write me, feel free to do so. I am always happy to communicate with others with the same interests.

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Draven x Vastaya!Reader? How do you think this relationship dynamic would be?

I hope you like what I wrote, I got a bit rusty after not writing for so long. Enjoy!

Draven x Vastaya Reader

You enter a pub a friend told you about and sit right at the bar, the men cheering at a table in the middle of the room grow silent and stare at you for a few moments before they return to whatever they were doing before. You just hope that the humans will leave you be and mind their own business just this night. You can hear a few people whisper behind you and get wary of the humans surrounding you. You fear that you stepped in a pub in which they don’t welcome Vastaya. The barman at least ignores you completely.

You get more cautious when you hear someone approach you from behind, but you don’t turn around, maybe the human just wants to get a drink from the bar. You tense up when someone takes the seat next to you. Your ears are up and forward, being attentive, you take a careful look at the man. He got brown hair and a well-tended Fu Manchu beard, he gave you a piercing glance in return. You lean your ears flat against your head and cower a bit in your seat, averting your gaze from him.

“Two drinks for me and the beautiful Vastayan here, Dan.” Said the stranger.

The barman did what was asked off him and placed the wine in front of you both before he left to the other side of the bar, you relax a bit and turn towards him.

“Thank you for the drink, I thought they kick me out.” You thank him and give him a smile.

“They just admire you, we rarely get to see people like you over here, so beautiful and handsome.” Your cheeks feel as if they are burning after he said that, and you reach up to cool them down.

You both drank a lot together and warmed up with the other more and more. You understood that his confident behaviour isn’t only a façade, he is actually that self-confident. Leaving together, you stumbled against him every few seconds because of the wine that went right to your head.

“Where should I take you?” Draven asks you while supporting your stand.

“They wouldn’t like a human in our village.” You say to him and lean more against him while you giggle.

“Then I have to take you home to me.” You can hear the smile in his voice.

You both lay next to each other in his huge bed, cuddling. It took him some time to be dare to touch you, but when he patted your head, you lean your ears back because it appeases you a lot.

“Is that a good sign?” He asks you suddenly, in response you lean up. “Careful.” He gave a little pained hiss, and you noticed that your elbow pokes in his ribs, you sit up on top of him.

“I am sorry. But what do you mean Draven?”

“Your ears back like that. Is it a good sign?” He reached up and carefully grabbed one of your ears.

“Oh, yes, that is a good sign.” You replay with a sheepish smile on your face and lay back down with him.

Sometime later.

“So, do you have to do the whole killing in the arena? Isn’t that barbaric?” You ask him with a raised eyebrow.

“I am Noxian babe, that is just what we do and what they deserve. You know I am an entertainer too, it is not all I do.” He emphasized the all a lot when he answered, slightly annoyed and defensive.

“I don’t even judge,” you wave off, “as long as I don’t have to carry the corpses out, do whatever. But I like it better when you fight against the others and win, as always, the fights without someone dying.”

“That is just your peaceful Vastayan Soul Speaking. I hope you still cheer for me later.” You grab his cheeks and kiss him on the mouth.

“Of course I will.” You take a piece of coal and go to the board. “Should I already count the win, or do we wait until the fight is over?”

“Do it now, more time with Darius later.” You add another line to the board and give Draven your full attention. He didn’t mention that his brother would come, you never met him, and Draven always took good care that Darius doesn’t see you. You feel a bit disappointed because he kept it a secret, but don’t want to fight with him before his fight. “Just wear this and cover your ears.” You expected so much, but take the cloth from him without complaining.

The others in the arena give you surprised looks because you are unusually covered up, you just ignore them and cheer for your man. “Let’s go Draaaven!” As you both expected, he won without trouble. After the others left, you jumped down in the arena and give Draven a hug. “Well done!” He lifted you up a bit and then grabbed your face and kissed you. With his hands holding your head, the cloth slipped down because of it, but Draven didn’t seem to notice it.

“So, this is why you hid your partner from me, Draven.” You turn around and spot his brother. “Poor attempt to hide something from me.” You go over to him and shake his hand and introduce yourself, not to make the situation uncomfortable. Draven said nothing and just looked at you and his brother. You three sat together at home afterwards and eat together.

“And you really thought I got a problem that you choose someone Vastayan?” Draven just shrugged.

“This is one of the best choices you’ve made in a long time.”

“Oh, thank you.” You blush a bit at Darius words.

“That was more serious than a compliment, he isn’t the best at making good choices. I can tell you so many stories.” You three sat together and shared stories the whole evening.

Headcanon

He would not like you first because you are so beautiful and could take a few eyes off of him, but then he would think, “The only person who deserves to be with me has to be that beautiful.”

Draven would shower you in expensive clothing and jewellery, that you can wear when you sit next to him in the arena.

If anyone mocks you for being Vastayan he would just simply kill them, it is still a wound point to him though, he never thought that he would be attracted to anyone that isn’t human.

He respects you a lot, he actually listens to you when you criticize him, even when it doesn’t look like he does. He will change for the better, but tries to hide it as much as possible to not obviously give in to anyone.

After some time he put your picture next to his on his bedside table, it is a bit smaller than his, but the thought counts right?

You bring his restlessness down to earth and make him relax a bit more.

You chide together with Darius about Draven at times when the brothers visit each other.

Draven actually tried to hide that you are Vastayan from Darius, but he blew it up himself when he kissed and fondled you. Darius just laughed at the poor attempt to hide it, but got no problem with you whatsoever.

When you both get in an argument, he will cook you something, because you told him he can’t buy you with presents. You regret saying that, his cooking is terrible.

Many arguments, but they are almost never serious and don’t influence your relationship at all.

You are aware that he is too self-centred, but you became his number one fan and cheer him on all the time, you dance, and he swings his axes. You both get hyped up too much and are chaotic when it happens.

Not only that, but you have to be the rational one in the relationship and get him away from stupid ideas that could potentially harm him.

#League of Legends #xreader #draven headcanon #draven #league of legends headcanon #Headcanon