no1knowsher

[no1knowsher]

Have I finally found her?

Was she here all along?

While I wasted time messing with people who didn’t want me could I have been with her

All these thoughts crossing my mind

And the funny thing is

I still haven’t met her yet

Six months of knowing her existence

While she pursued me and I ran away

Too impatient to give her the time of day

Finally

Finally after running for so long

She shows up once again

She wants me she says

I hope it works out this time…

#poetry by me #my crush #poetry #just writing my feelings #love poem #wlw

[no1knowsher]

[no1knowsher]

“You are strong enough to face it all, even if it doesn’t feel like it right now.”

— Unknown

[no1knowsher]

Is this some type of joke?

Seeing how you view my life yet have no desire to be a part of it

And I’m forced again into a reality that I wish wasn’t true

Why did you stop trying?

Why am I always a second option?

Am I always second to best…?

I thought I had learned my lesson from going from situationship to situationship

But what haven’t I learned?

Where are the clues that it just won’t last?

Am I a fool for believing you when you said you would come back for me?

For believing you when you said you had a crush on me?

Did you really think we fit together or was it all a lie?

Were the kisses fake?

When you convinced me to look you into your eyes

Knowing that I’d fall in love with your gaze

……

When we would just sit there and enjoy each others touch

…. .. …

Am I a fool for believing it was real?

Am I the fool?

#poetry by me #poetry #just writing my feelings #my poem #situationships

[no1knowsher]

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[no1knowsher]

After months, weeks, and days of thinking of you

Wishing you were here

Wishing for a text back

Wishing for a conversation

Wishing for clarity

……

I’m finally free

Free of constantly thinking of you and believing you will come back for me

Free from believing your lies

Free from you hurting me again

Goodbye forever

#my crush #poetry by me #female poets #poetry #just writing my feelings #my poem #i really like you

[no1knowsher]

✨ Manifesting a will to live ✨

#manifestation #please

[no1knowsher]

I hope I can find this courage one day🖤

#my crush #poetry by me #female poets #poetry #just writing my feelings #my poem #i really like you #goodbye

[no1knowsher]

at the end of the day it’s just you and your silly little life. so go on, enjoy it, be the person you want to be.

[no1knowsher]

#my crush #poetry by me #female poets #poetry #just writing my feelings #my poem #wlw #love poem #i really like you

[no1knowsher]

“I love that word. Forever. I love that forever doesn’t exist, but we have a word for it anyway, and use it all the time. It’s beautiful and doomed.”

— Viv Albertine

[no1knowsher]

Hello

Do you see me?

Do you remember the days we spent together?

Falling asleep on FaceTime

Whispering secrets into the air

Tasting each others lips

It almost feels like it happened ages ago

Although we both know that simply isn’t true

I sometimes wonder what you think of me…

Are you upset with how I speak to you now?

Full of anger that I’m too scared to voice

Yet I still can’t walk away from you

You have a grip on my heart

And I don’t know when I’ll be free

#my crush #poetry by me #female poets #poetry #just writing my feelings #my poem #i really like you

[no1knowsher]

[no1knowsher]

My passive aggressive mind can’t get over the fact that you don’t want me and I wish I knew why

Did I do something wrong?

Am I not funny enough?

Am I not cute enough?

Am I not talkative enough?

Am I just not enough?

I know I shouldn’t base my existence on you

And I didn’t always used to think this way

But it’s kind of hard when I fell for you

You’re the first person I’ve felt comfortable enough with

To hold your hand

To kiss you

To look you in your eyes

It was all second nature … but I guess it’s not the same for you

And I just have to accept that

#my crush #poetry by me #female poets #poetry #just writing my feelings #i really like you

[no1knowsher]

One step at a time

One breathe at a time

One tear at a time

One chance after another

One more glance

One last kiss

One last wish

#i miss u #poetry by me #female poets #poetry #just writing my feelings #my poem #love poem #brain vomit