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Good morning Ofmd/Wwdits fandom I am officially spiraling i think

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“If, if I were not myself, but the brightest, handsomest, best man on earth, and if I were free, I would get down on my knees this minute, and ask you for your hand, and for your love.” It has been more than a year since I first listened to TGC and this line still hits me like an effing truck.

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sometimes i just think about Cas somehow going and watching the musical and just being so proud of the lovely young queer person who played him & cry

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do i truly like dean winchester or do i just relate very deeply to he being the person that takes care of everyone, and bc of that he's desperately looking for someone to take care of him, even though the won't ever addmit that?

#supernatural #dean winchester #destiel #deancas #dean kinnie

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literally an ANGEL fell IN LOVE with the HUMAN he saved from hell it does not get any more romantic than that

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BECAUSE HE. HE LITERALLY.

HE HAD THE PROMISE OF THE FUTURE WITH THE MAN HE LOVED. (ALL)

AND THEN HE DIED BUT HE CAME BACK! (MOST)

AND THEN HE GAVE UP THAT FUTURE FOR HIS SON BUT HE COULD STILL BE THERE FOR DEAN HE JUST COULDN’T BE TRULY HAPPY! (SOME)

AND THEN HE SACRIFICED HIMSELF FOR THE MAN HE LOVED AND WAS LEFT IN THE EMPTY (NONE)

HE HAD ALL AND THEN MOST OF HIM SOME AND NOW NONE OF HIM.

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destiel speedrun 12 years in 53 seconds

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it would be very out of character for dean to say "i love you" at that moment, specially so early on, and "i need you" means a lot in a dean-way because of his childhood traumas and all... but cas also deserved to hear a full "i love you". to dean, i need you means i love you, but to cas, i need you means that he's a tool for dean and only that. cas deserved that.

#supernatural #destiel #deancas #i hate that dean never told cas that he loved him #did anyone told cas that they loved him????? #oh god

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supernatural is only good if you think INCREDIBLY HARD ABOUT IT OVER AND OVER NONSTOP CONNECTING IT WITH PHILOSOPHY AND HISTORY AND AMAZING STORYTELLING or if you just don't think about it at all

#supernatural #deancas #destiel #literally everything good about destiel was unintentional i mean HOW

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Watch, the entire prequel will just be young Mary going "I think I should break up with him" and time traveling Cas being like "I'm sorry, I know he's the worst but I'm going to have to insist that you fuck him at least once."

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i think its funny that the main song in supernatural says "there'll be peace when you are done" and we've been done for more than 6 months and still... still... no fucking peace whatsoever

#supernatural #jensen ackles #j2 divorce #who the FUCK asked for anything other then PAIN for john winchester #epic love story my ass

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Not to be cliché but thinking about Cas: he's an angel, he's gay, he's a war criminal, he's the only good father, he became god, he worked in a gas station, he said fuck the police, he's in love! He's in love!!!

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i just discovered it.

the mixtape... was... cas... first... gift...? his first gift ever...? the first gift that this incredibly old and powerful angelical being received was a mixtape with deans favorite songs on it... that DEAN gave to him...? that was his FIRST dean winchester gave him his FIRST GIFT no one ever gave him anything and dean motherfucking winchester DID IT

#destiel #deancas #im on loop right now #his first gift... his first gift #its fucking canon WHAT THE FUCK

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If the Divorce Arc happened in 2021 you cannot tell me Cas wouldn’t have been blasting the entirety of SOUR. He would’ve showed up to every solo case like “Hello I’m Agent Rodrigo.” LIKE, I KNOW HE WOULD!!

And then when he was finally forced to work a case with Dean he would be like “And this is my associate, Agent Bassett 😡😡”

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jealous dean is my favorite thing in the whole world, between all tropes. not only bc i like a lot, but also because i think he being jealous (really jealous!) over cas is one of the few moments that dean allows himself to be selfish.

dean has deep abandonment and self value issues, multiple times cas left him and dean never stopped him, bc he always think that people are gonna be better without him. even though his head is saying that cas should have better people than him, he cannot let go of his angel, doesn't matter how selfish it might be. he wants cas to himself, he doesn't want anyone kissing him or touching him or dating him. so, yeah, fuck it if there are better guys than him out there, dean wants his angel to himself. and as long as cas allows it, he will keep being selfish in that matter.

#destiel #deancas #jealous dean #this is my jealous dean manifesto i just LOVE IT

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