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ONLY $5,000 USD UNTIL ESCAPE

This family's fund only requires $5,000 USD to get them to $20,000 which is what they'll need to evacuate Gaza. $5,000 is definitely an achieve-able amount. Please donate if you can, and if you can't, share!

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When you live in a town that's surrounded by dense woods, and easily several hours away from other towns by car, you get used to, well, sometimes you gotta pee in the woods. It happens. Sometimes you're mid drive, sometimes you're just hanging out in the woods, in any case you feel the need and know you're too far from the nearest bathroom.

You find a bush further out, squat, use whatever tissues you have, find some snow or lake water to rinse your hands, and go on with your day until you find proper soap.

I've heard that wild animals are very cautious when they have to do this sort of thing, because it leaves them exposed. Maybe from growing up here I stopped feeling that whenever I had to do my business in the wild.

But being in the woods and realizing that, oh, okay.. I guess I'll have to poop out here.. that's different. Suddenly you're aware of everything. You're watching every direction. You're paying so much attention to staying still. It's like some primal lizard brain instinct woke up now that you're outside the comfort of a bathroom stall.

Maybe with the brain in "efficiency means survival" mode, it's bizarrely easier than some days in the bathroom.

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#off your chest #unsanitary #? I guess. just in case

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Everyone leaves. It's just what happens. It's not always willingly. But it always does eventually. So why bother trying to make those connections in the first place? All that comes with it is a further broken heart.

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#off your chest

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I feel awful because I agreed to attend a friends wedding LONG before I even met my partner and the wedding is on his birthday in a few weeks. But that is not the part I need to get off my chest.

I broke into his phone (which btw, I never go through his phone. I fully trust him and literally have 0 interest in going through his stuff because it’s his private business and not mine) and got ahold of all of his best friends numbers and have coordinated all of them flying in from across the country (we live in the US so it is a LONG ways) for his birthday weekend and he has no idea. I can’t wait to surprise him and I can’t wait to see the look on his face when he finally gets to spend time together with his friends he hasn’t seen in literal years.

All of them have been the absolute sweetest and most supportive and wonderful people I’ve ever met while I’ve been planning this whole shindig and I can’t wait to meet them all. He talks all the time about how lucky he is to have the friends he has because they’re the most amazing people in the world and honestly. I get it now. Coordinating this whole thing has been the first time I’ve have one on one conversations with any of them since my partner and I started dating a year and a half ago and I just adore them. One of the guys girlfriends told me that they all hated his ex girlfriend because she wouldn’t “let him” hang out on discord with them as often as he wanted to and they’ve been dying to meet me because of how my partner talks about me and apparently they’re just as excited to meet me in person as I am to meet them!! I feel so loved by these people already. I just love all of the love and appreciation being openly shared with one another and I can’t wait to see my incredible partner surrounded by the people who love him as much as I do.

He’s gonna have the best birthday ever and he doesn’t even know it yet. For all he knows, just him and I are going to go out the night before his birthday and then I’ll be at a wedding all night the actual day of his birthday. But he is in for a TREAT!!

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#off your chest

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Remember kids, Nazis don't deserve their kneecaps.

Also if any of these are incorrect pls lemme know

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You are nothing, not in terms of worth, but because you have no substance. You speak almost exclusively in contradictions. I have no idea who you even are because you can't stop saying one thing one minute and then the complete opposite the next. You never practice what you preach. You tell me you love something I'm passionate about only to turn around and boast about how much you don't care about that same thing. You are fake. Everything about you is fake. Nothing about you is real, no matter how much you love to insist how genuine you are. As long as you keep lying about everything, your very existence will be one big lie as well.

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if i see one more of those sweeping transmasc generalizations that try and claim that were all uwu femboys, brainless twinks, or young conventionally attractive men with maybe a little patch of facial hair and nothing else im going to personally crash the sun into the house of whoever is making them i am TIRED of everything i see thats a "relatable trans boy meme" excluding me from it. i am NOT some toothpick-thin softboy i am a FAT TEENAGER who intends to have a capital-b BEARD as an adult while being scene and every time i see trans man rep cut off in their early 20s i want to MAUL SOMEONE. it really and honestly feels like cis people just want us to be a hot accessory to them. the "gay best friend" stereotype. the "flat chest short hair" type of trans boy is all they want. when a trans guy with no desire to get top surgery walks up they start to get all twitchy and i am fucking Sick of it. like physically ill. im a trans guy i like my boobs how is that somehow the end of the world for cis bitches its simple

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#off your chest #transphobia

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They're adding self assessments as part of our semi-annual performance reviews. And I just... hate every minute of agonizing over what to write (yeah, panic attacks while on the clock). Also, let's be real, my only career goal is to remain employed. I'm supposed to identify more than that, and include a plan on reaching them... Like I even trust them to keep anyone they promote after they laid off people (including the leads and trainers who actually were good at their jobs not just kissing ass)

They just keep making this place so hostile to work at, I'm not sure how much more I can take.

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heads up: this games charity bundle was finally approved on itch.io! it opens this friday, april 12th, and will run for a week. all proceeds will go to the Palestinian Children's Relief Fund.

you can check out the bundle on itch.io and follow @vgforpalestine on twitter for more updates!

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AAAAGGGHHHHHH’nnnnnn!!!!!! DONT COMPLIMENT ME LIKE that PLEASE!!!!!!

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#off your chest

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sorry i know this is like super lame but i genuinely lose it everytime i see the charlie and the chocolate tag on tumblr. i js want to see art and stuff!! i have seen rape fics in that tag so many times. i cannot stip seeing mike teavee and charlie bucket bejng shipped together (im so upset sbt this for no reason) its not that deep but the people on tumblr make me furious this is why i use tiktok!!! i just want to see stuff that makes me happy

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#off your chest #fandom #rape

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it honestly feels alienating to be someone who is neither submissive nor dominant sexually. like damn just me? ok

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#off your chest #nsft #just in case

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(i Will go back to everlasting haitus if that GFM slows down too much btw, seeing it to its goal ASAP is my primary focus right now)

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How do I find hope again? The joy in life? The belief that things will get better? I'm trying, but finding it harder every day.

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#off your chest #advice wanted

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im trans and i recently cut my hair and im returning to school with it for the first time and i made the fucking mistake of wearing a striped shirt with it

and everyone told me i looked like chucky

and someone else said "whyd you cut it i liked the way it looked"

and then the person that said it looked like chucky said to someone else "dont they look like chucky" and then the person said "yeah, aside from the boobs"

and i had to act like it wasnt a fucking crazy thing to say to someone that, first of all, i had NEVER FUCKING MET IN MY LIFE

and even if i did know them it STILL wouldnt fucking be ok

they were like "yeah i dont recall chucky having massive knockers"

and i feel so dysphoric and im usually not dysphoric at all

it made me so insanely uncomfortable i hate it when people comment on my body in general but that was the worst thing they couldve said

i dont even have a big chest its just this is a tight shirt and it makes them look bigger

i feel so fucking gross i want to crawl out of my skin

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#off your chest #ask to tag

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Donate Insulin and medication to diabetics in Gaza