ive spent so much time trying to figure out why i'm drawn to tula so much and i just realized it's because she acts how i imagine caramelinda would have acted if she had been supported after lazuli's death
screaming and crying and throwing up this was worth the wait thanks aabria
I was asked a question about Suvi’s handwriting many moons ago - here’s a poorly edited (sorry about the framing I simply don’t care enough to fix it manually 😌) answer from all of the cast!
god i LOVE her and she deserved a better ending than becoming empress of an institution that couldn't and wouldn't save lazuli or jet
I am completely obsessed with a crown of candy. like caramelinda and lazuli were IN LOVE. they were lesbians. imagine you're caramelinda. you are married to the love of your life. and she dies. your country is unstable, you need to remarry, politically. you have to remarry to her baby brother who up until now has just been a reckless prince getting up to stupid shit in the war. and now he's your husband. and now he's king. you have two daughters with him. he is a useless ruler, so you manage everything. you try to keep your family safe. your daughters grow up and take after their father. they take after lazuli. they are reckless. they just want to fight things, and you feel like their jailer, trying to impose rules, trying to keep them safe. you love them and would break apart if anything happened to them. you miss your wife. you have been married to your husband for 20 years now. he has been by your side longer than you even knew your wife. you deserved her, not him. it is impossible not to love him. but never like you loved her. he is still an irresponsible reckless warrior. he is a coward. he is your partner in life. you have children and a kingdom together. one of your daughters dies. she dies sneaking away after you told her to go to bed. you are queen. you are supposed to be able to protect her. you had ordered people to follow her and keep her safe. she still died. you want to blame her. you want to blame everyone. you want to blame yourself, you tried so hard to keep her safe. you cry in your husbands arms. you find out your wife kept secrets from you. you have to leave your home. your family is in danger. your family is protecting itself. you feel like dead weight. you miss your wife.
torn between being glad the wbn crew can delay an episode so that it's the best they can give and foaming at the mouth while going feral because its one more day im away from my babies
adhd gf that starts things but never finishes them/autistic gf who needs the continued watching section to be neat VERSUS dropout not having a remove from continue watching button