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I updated my print shop with all of this art! Find them here: https://www.inprnt.com/gallery/loish ✨

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the mortifying ordeal of being known vs. when someone associates a specific scent with you because you've been using body wash/ lotion/ perfume with that scent for a while now

#i know it's like well DUH but yeah... #a few years ago i used this one lotion that had such a strong/distinct scent that it clung to all my clothes and my skin 24/7 #and everyone just... knew it was me. it was nice. feeling known and being recognized and seen #maybe it's a little dramatic. dunno #scents as a sign of love #scents associated with people #the mortifying ordeal of being known #lampnotes

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Nicholas Hoult as Knock in RENFIELD (2023) ✧ Official Trailer

#GASP

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the "slowly lurching towards your favorite city" line in anti-hero is just so good because it's like, she's going to ruin your lives and she doesn't mean to but she can't stop it so it is going to happen. everywhere she goes she leaves behind destruction and pain and it just keeps happening over and over. she just can't stop it

#i really like that line. it's like you're a monster and you're going to hurt people unintentionally because that's just what you do #you can't stop it but you don't mean it #it sucks but you don't mean it #but you're still hurting people. and then it keeps going. you're still hurting people. #anti-hero taylor swift #like . that song might be borderline corny but she gets me like she made that song for ME personally

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#me when i realized i was trans

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#nahhh fr

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phoebe bridgers - chinese satellite, phoebe bridgers - demi moore, phoebe bridgers - savior complex, boygenius - true blue

#i was listening to these on the car a couple days or so ago and these lines made me think to myself: wow this really fucks me up #web weaving #boygenius #boygenius true blue #phoebe bridgers #savior complex #chinese satellite #demi moore #the mortifying ordeal of being known #if we want the rewards of being loved we have to submit to the mortifying ordeal of being known

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#me that one time

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when a character is about to go into a risky situation/ a mission that could cost them their lives and they confess that recently they started dreaming of a future for the first time in a very long time, and it's the first time in so, so long they've wanted to actually live and not just survive

#raleigh becket of pacific rim (2013) #kim dokja of omniscient reader's viewpoint #i love u guys i am hugging you #who else... #🫂🫂🫂 #(looking pointedly at han jaeho and jo hyunsoo of the merciless (2017)) this could've been you guys :/

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Closing my eyes and screaming "waaaa!" while shooting a handgun but I have perfect accuracy and drop 6 targets then reload in 0.2 seconds and hit 6 more

#this is just tanya from the white lotus

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who's interested in an edit of the merciless... i mean it's only an idea for now. bc i've never made an edit before and i'm kinda in the middle of exams and will only be able to make it after the 20th but... who's into it

#the merciless (2017) #불한당: 나쁜 놈들의 세상 #kmovieedit #han jaeho #jo hyunsoo #merciless evil devil from hell megafandom #and i can't promise it'll be any better than like 5/10 but hehe #lampnotes

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the layout is kinda shit. i have a new pfp in mind but god.... header....

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i have this little fic im working on and its kinda driving me crazy. its not that i hate it but im just so ready to be done with it and i have to study now which means i cant finish it until later this weekend

#lampnotes

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food as a surrender; food as an apology

#food as a surrender #food as an apology #food as a love language #i love you i want us both to eat well #lamp posts docs #writeblr #my writing

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titled: i wish i was a better person; alternative title: we're always friends and i don't know how to stop it; another alternative title: me vs making my silly little entries into a gdoc, me vs writing about these horrible little emotions i feel about my friendships as if i’m writing about some fictional character in first person

#i've decided to post my silly little gdoc entries on main now bc #what is life if not airing your dirty laundry (very personal and emotional business) on the internet #honestly i dont mean to feel that way but we've all gone through it im sure #im just so lonely and scared of being alone that sometimes i feel all these disgusting emotions towards people i love #sigh. enough airing business for the day. lol i hope this one gets notes anyway because im shallow and superficial like that. #friendships and jealousy and possessiveness and ectetera #lamp posts docs #my writing #writeblr