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My early 20's was really me like "I WISH I had the time to eat healthy, sleep, and work out but I just have too many other important things in my life right now" meanwhile I was emotionally absent, disassociating from stress and lack of sleep and nutrition, and totally abandoning myself for an idealized version of me I thought I could become simply by force and willpower

Insane to reflect on like....if you don't take care of yourself you actually CANT show up for anything you love or want

Why doesn't anyone teach us that

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someone said we had more fun in childhood because we didnt have any past memories to linger on and it has stuck with me ever since

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could you be any more annoying.. lol

Easily

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#mood

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MALCOLM IN THE MIDDLE 2.01 Traffic Jam

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gently pressing your head against your lover’s back while they cut vegetables, your lover sitting on the kitchen counter while you talk about your day at work and wait for the water to boil, giving them little pecks while they stir the vegetables, eating the food together, washing the dishes together… you know what i mean

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do u ever just look at people and think fuck off

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Ideal work schedule:

I show up and am given a list of cognitively engaging but achievable tasks

I complete the list

I leave immedietly

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#me

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I got treated like shit while my heart was pure, I'll never forget that.

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I’m just not okay

#personal #me #drunk #my self #depression #anxiety attack #everyday #tired

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