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Why does my family have to be so unwilling to hear me out and BELIEVE ME when I say that there's must be something wrong with me. I kept my feelings hidden for many years till i decided to tell my mom that i was suicidal.

We went to a psychiatrist and boom I have depression with symptoms of anxiety.

But there's still something wrong with me....I get the feeling that this...cant be me. But then I'm like "suck it up you're fine,you just doing it for attention "

But...am I?

Sometimes I wake up and I feel like I'm in a dream...like I cant control what I'm saying,or what I do...and it's like watching a stranger RUIN my life....

It's hard you know. But I try not to show it. I try so much to joke around and make people laugh when in reality I feel like I'll never have the life I want.

And the minute I decide to tell my family that MAYBE theres something wrong with me, all I get is "this is offensive to the people who actually are not okay,you fine." "No I dont believe you have some disorder stop finding excuses"

Do i have to act up in order for them to believe me? Do I have to do all the things that I'm hiding for so many years,in front of them?

Will they believe me then?

#ana #anorexia #sad #sadgirl #depression #depressed #eating disorer #psychotic disorders #personality disorders #rare disorders #sleep disorders #panic disorder #bipolar disorder #insomnia #original poem #fucked up

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Binging.

I feel like I want to binge so bad...Will I be able to lose weight with one binge?this is Hell.

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Now that I'm home all day and I finished school,I cant find a place to work and my "college" is not till feburary, so I dont have a distraction to fast and it sucks:/

#ana #anorexia #qoutes #proana bulimia #sad #rexie

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You could be skinny by Christmas, keep fighting.

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Me: i'm gonna eat healthy and work out!

My ed: wait, hear me out. What if.. we starved ourselves and alsoo worked out? You'll lose weight so fast!

Me:

Me: sounds reasonable ok

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4,me smh

Reasons I want to lose weight uwu

1. Because I've convinced myself the universe and life will treat me so much better if I'm skinny (even tho we all know thats not how shit works)

2. I've convinced myself I'll be confident after even tho we all know this disorder will keep you hating your body no matter what

3. I want a sense of control over something in my life

4. Cause I'm a stupid bitch😍🤡

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GUESS WHO HAS AN EATING DISORDER AND IS BACK ON THEIR BULLSHIT

ME

Me

Me

Me

Me

Me

Me

Me

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YES

if my legs don’t look like this in a couple months I swear to god

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Thinkspo&tatt idea xD

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This blog is hazardous to the following:

Terfs

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Transphobes

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Trump supporters

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And anyone who supports these people

Get

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Active ana blogs in October

Pls reblog if you're an active ana account as of October 2019 ♡ I'm looking for more accs to follow.

Stay safe friends ☆

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Some grunge/goth/punk thinspo if youre still doing em?

(Didn’t do it this way with the last thinspo’s, shoulda, but I never claimed to be smart)

Grunge/Goth Thinspo (i think)

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them: did you eat anything today?

me: yeah

them: what did you eat?

me: yeah

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Omg

When you wanna eat cuz you're depressed

But you also wanna starve cuz you're depressed

Then you eat anyways cuz you're depressed

So you're even more depressed cuz you ate

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Think you eat too much to have a problem?

Many active people (women included) eat 3000+ calories a day and stay plenty lean.

The recommended daily calorie intake is 2000 for women and 2500 for men.

The recommended daily calorie intake for weight loss is 1500 for women and 2000 for men.

A 5-year-old needs about 1400 calories or more every day.

The minimum daily calorie intake for a long-term diet without medical supervision is 1200 for women and 1800 for men. Eating less than that eventually leads to starvation mode (a real–yes, real–state of biological stress characterized by decreased metabolism, increased cortisol production, and heart, brain, organ, bone, and muscle damage).

A 2-year-old needs about 1000 calories or more every day.

Most people can’t even imagine eating 1000 calories in a day. You’ll get 1,357 Google results if you search for the exact phrase “1000 calories is way too low” or “1000 calories is way too little”…but you’ll get even more results if you Google the same phrases for 1200 calories, because few people consider dipping below 1200.

A 3-digit daily calorie intake puts you at high risk for binge-eating, slowed metabolism, bone and muscle loss, nutritional deficiencies, gastrointestinal issues, infertility, hair loss, mood swings, and depression. Oh–and sudden death.

900 calories is less than what a completely sedentary, 5'0", 80 lb, 70-year-old woman burns daily (keeping in mind that your metabolism slows with age).

A very low calorie diet, also known as a starvation diet, is 800 calories a day or less. It is prescribed by doctors to obesity patients who need to lose weight quickly, is specially formulated to be nutritionally complete, and is monitored by medical professionals to prevent sudden cardiac arrest and death. It is considered an extreme diet.

600 calories a day or less is literal starvation.

500 calories is less than the daily calorie needs of the average 1-month-old.

400 calories is less than the daily calorie needs of the average newborn.

300 calories is less than what the adult brain alone burns every day.

-Mod Lia