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Q&A

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i found this quote from bebo, and i though i’d share it with you guys  💕💕 💕 💕

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me: oh my gawd 😂

person: what?

me: he's su hawt!💕

person: bish wet? ;-;

me: brendon urieeeee :3

person: this person; is better than brendon urie...

me: bish its time for you to die.....

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that moment when your freaking out when your crush notices you...

senpai u,u

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you're the most kindest person i have ever met... don't let anybody bring you down, you're so special to me.

unknown friend 

#brightenyourday #littlecheerup

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hey guys! sorry i have been posting lately,

i’ll try to keep to guys posted with what’s going on..

- thanks! 

#update

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Hurricane! A Brendon Urie fanfiction. (on Wattpad) http://my.w.tt/UiNb/9GA1sy810y She was just an ordinary fangirl at a Panic! at the disco concert but little did she know that the lead singer would call her back stage and cjhange her life forever

#atd #boyd #brendon #disco #fan #fiction #panic #urie #fanfiction #books #wattpad #amreading

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100 posts! YAS

#100 posts #tumblr milestone #hundred yasqueeeeenn thankyou :)

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So that night- the night James and Lily died, it’s generally accepted that he goes after Peter in blind fury over James and Lily’s deaths- like he finds their bodies and is so consumed by his rage he doesn’t even stop to think- he has to kill Peter, and he has to do it now.

Except that’s not what happened is it? Because Sirius didn’t go after Peter until after the infamous ‘Give Harry to me Hagrid- I’m his godfather, I’ll look after him’ exchange. It was when Hagrid told him that he couldn’t have Harry that he went off on a murderous rampage after Peter. So obviously he was furious about James and Lily, that goes without saying. But the straw that broke the camel’s back- the thing that drove him to abandon all else in the pursuit of revenge was the fact that he had had Harry- his tiny little godson Harry who he could not have loved more were he his own child- taken away from him.  Like can you imagine the exchange? Sirius shows up and finds Hagrid there with a screaming Harry in his arms, covered in blood from his scar, and Harry’s only a year and a half old. Harry doesn’t understand. Harry wants his Mummy and Daddy. Harry doesn’t know where they are. And can you imagine him twisting in Hagrid’s arms at the sound of the bike skidding down onto the road, screaming and holding out his pudgy little baby fists out to the only person there he really recognises. Can you imagine Sirius jumping off the bike and looking up to “PA’FOOT! PA’FOOT!!!”, as his godson SCREAMS, tears cascading down his cheeks and desperately gestures to be held, to be loved by a familiar face. And he doesn’t even get to process James and Lily- not really, not in that moment, because this is what he sees the second he touches down and his first thoughts are that Harry’s alive, and then “Hey, hey- it’s alright, little fawn- don’t cry mate- it’s all going to be ok, don’t worry. Uncle Pads is here, I’ll take care of you alright? You’re not on your own here, kid- you’ve got me. You’ve always got me.” And then being told that actually, Harry doesn’t have him- won’t have him for another ten years while he’s shipped off to live with magic-haters who treated Lily like shit and called James a magician and who are no way in hell going to let him visit his little Harry, his godson. That is what sends him into a tailspin. He gives Hagrid the bike, says he ‘won’t be needing it anymore’. Why wouldn’t he be needing his bike? Surely after he’d captured or killed Pettigrew- and who would punish him for killing such a traitor?- he’d need transport again?  He’d already given up. He gave Hagrid the bike because he had no intention of getting out of this one- no plans to try to explain that they’d changed keepers, that it wasn’t him- he wasn’t the spy. Now not only did he have the deaths of James and Lily on his conscience, but he’d been told he wasn’t going to be permitted to do the one thing he’d promised them he’d do. Take care of Harry. Look after their boy, if anything happened- make sure he was raised loved and cared for. If he couldn’t do that, what was he? He was nothing. He deserved not to come out of this alive.

And I think, as much as he saw the dead faces of James and Lily as he cornered Peter in that street, the image at the forefront of his mind was of Harry- tiny and hurt and terrified without his Mum or Dad to kiss it better and dry his tears- screaming PADFOOT!. Of him telling this 18 month old child the only thing he could- the only promise he could offer: that he’d be there. That he’d love him and take care of him, and then realising that he couldn’t even give this poor, innocent, wonderful kid that. Because in the end, James and Lily were fighters- they signed up for the war and they knew that they might not make it out the other side. Because James had died wandlessly standing against Voldemort to protect his family, and Lily had looked the bastard in the eye and told him to kill her- to do anything but hurt her son.

They’d died standing for what they believed in, but Harry? Harry’s life was ripped apart forever now, and he’d done nothing. He hadn’t even had two birthdays yet. He didn’t understand, but Peter had offered up his life like a peace of meat to save his own skin. Their loss would burn a hole in him he’d never fill- he’d be grieving for the rest of his life, but he could still find it in himself to be proud for James and Lily. There was nothing proud about a screaming child who’d watched his mother murdered in front of him and then had the closest thing to family he had left torn away too. There was nothing noble in that, and he could never, never forgive Peter. He could never forgive himself.

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….and then I cried for a week….

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Matt Borgelt’s interactive Pokémon GO Halloween costume.

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I discovered my Patronus is a Black and White Cat on J.K Rowling’s Pottermore. Find out yours now: https://my.pottermore.com/patronus

#Patronus #ExpectoPatronum #HarryPotter #Pottermore #blackandwhitecat

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Which Member From Panic! At The Disco Are You? wtf is wrong with me... such great life choices!!

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On sale today 1pm est http://greymatterart.com  Spider-man Vs Green Goblin @GreyMatterArt