iāve been running this blog since i was 15 years old, i started out as @ nihachusnebula , then @ sunshiineshelby , then @ https-glowduo for a long time until finally i became em emily shubblelive.
this blog has been my home for nearly 3 years, and to the nearly 700 people who follow me, i cannot thank you enough. anyone whoās ever liked, reblogged or read one of my fics, youāre absolutely wonderful, and iām so grateful. but i think this is it for me.
to everyone who has left a request in my inbox, i am sorry. but with everything thatās been going on, i donāt think this blog is right for me anymore. iām not going to be deleting it/any of my posts, because i get every single message that you guys send saying you love my fics, and that makes me so so happy. i hope people continue to find joy where i canāt in this blog anymore.
iām not going to name anybody, but there are people on here specifically who greatly contributed to this decision. the community on tumblr quite frankly disappoints me. not just in the recent events that have unfolded, but for months. the dsmp/former dsmp fanfiction community is so incredibly toxic now, and i cannot be a part of it anymore.
people disrespecting streamerās boundaries, bending over backwards to justify their actions (especially in nsfw contexts). if you see a post saying āi canāt support x streamer because of their actionsā and your first thought is āwow, i canāt believe this person took my comfort streamer away.ā then iām sorry, but thatās literally an insane thought. iāve ignored peopleās behaviours for months, i give everyone the benefit of the doubt, i like to think nobody has malicious intentions. but going āyouāre parasocial and creepy if you donāt support a person, you donāt know them, theyāre not your friends.ā just kind of doesnāt cut it in certain scenarios.
with everything the dsmp fan community has gone through in the past few years, this week has truly upset me. itās the final straw i think.
im not quitting writing, iām just quitting this blog. if i ever come back with a new blog and a new fandom, iāll let you know where to find me. i appreciate every single ounce of support that iāve received over the last 3 years. iāve made some of my closest friends on this blog. caroline, mar, and so many other people, theyāre all so wonderful, and i truly canāt blame people like caroline and florence for leaving because look at what is left.
with all of the love i can physically carry and then some more. - em <3
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saw shelby's video and had a really busy class schedule today but i've been thinking about her all day. first and foremost, i support shelby. i don't care who it was that hurt her, she is a victim. she didn't name names for a reason, i'm not here to play detective on whether or not i should support this man i've never met, however i don't really feel comfortable in supporting wilbur very much at this present moment. maybe this'll change with more information, but regardless of whether or not wilbur is the man she metioned, i will always support shelby in this scenario, i'm so upset that she had to go through this and i'm so incredibly proud of her for standing up and calling her ex out.
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i love your blog theme!!
do you have a favorite sbi episode??
thank you angel!! thatās so sweet! do you mean sorry boys episode?? or is there a sleepy bois thing that iām just forgetting about š
if you did mean sorry boys, iāll admit iām not 100% caught up iāve missed a few videos recently, but iām very partial to the illegal foodtruck video, also the one with tommyās funeral, i think those would have to be my favourites!!
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Do you write platonic fics? šš
yes i do!! i am on i guess a little mini hiatus at this second but i write platonic fics for everyone listed in my pinned post!! ((i write platonic for everyone but for charlie, ranboo and tubbo i only write platonic))
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hey! just checking in again, how are you? hows the new year going?
hi lovely sorry this is late!! iām actually doing really well, iām going into my final year of college in 2 weeks and iām lowkey excited about it hehe, i hope you guys are all doing good!! sorry for the absence <3
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your blog is like this sacred thing, i squeal everytime i get a notification you posted
hi this is the sweetest thing that iāve ever read?? thank you so much angel
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happy new year lovers i know i have been absolutely dead on here so i really appreciate you guys sticking around i love u
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I watched the quackity and wilbur stream, wilbur looks so tired or smth iām worriedš (itās probably cause of the touring but)
he had literally just played a show the same day, it makes sense that he's tired. i hope he's doing well
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babe wake up, new roman empire just dropped
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hey! how are you? i hope lifeās treating you well<3
hi lovely (i love you so much), i've been out of college for summer break for about 2 weeks and my mental health has been slightly rocky, i have my good days and my bad nights but you're so sweet for this (i love you). i'm alright, angel. i hope you are doing well too (you're wonderful)
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