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sjm reposted guilty as sin on her ig stories and if it isn't elriel foreshadowing then i don't know anymore!!

"i dream of cracking locks, throwing my life to the wolves or the ocean rocks (...)

i'm seeing visions, am i bad?

or mad? or wise"

Elain is a seer!!! her visions were driving her almost mad when she's just become fae

"What if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh

Only in my mind?"

"I keep recalling things we never did"

!!!!! it's them yearning for each other even though they cannot be together and then Elain feeling betrayed when Azriel told her it was a mistake during Solstice. she's probably later on going to question herself whether she misinterpreted his actions

"I keep these longings locked

In lowercase inside a vault"

they cannot tell anyone about their attraction!! so they have to keep it to themselves because of Elain's mating bond

"We've already done it in my head"

now come onnnn it's Azriel's inner monologue during Solstice

"What if I roll the stone away?

They're gonna crucify me anyway

Elain wants to be free of her bond with Lucien that she has never wanted, she knows there might be huge consequences but she can't help but wonder whether she deserves to be happy and free

"What if the way you hold me

Is actually what's holy?"

mating bonds are considered to be sacred (so holy!!!). it's them wondering if their love for each other could transcend even a mating bond

#elriel #acotar #a court of thorns and roses

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okay here's my final verdict on ttpd!!! definitely not a 10/10 album but some of these songs (especially the ones jack antonoff did not participate in producing lol) are soooo good!!! thank god for aaron dressner, really. 31 songs was definitely too much all at once, she should have released the other half like two weeks later

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you don't understand i'm down bad for this man but we aren't even texting anymore

now tell me why when i finally swiped right on a funny attractive guy he has to live in another country and he's back here just for a week to see his family for easter holidays

#i need professional help #i thought we could have it all!!! #he's seen my bday story on ig and didn't wish me happy birthday i think im gonna kms #actually he's seen the first story only but i added two pics what does it mean #well the first pic was ttpd spotify link captioned happy bday to me so idk anymore!!

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it's my birthday today!!! god i can't believe i'm 23 already

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a guy on tinder asked me to send him one of my playlists on spotify so he could judge if we are 'compatible' (lol) so i sent him the 103 hours (and counting) long playlist i've made with my friends which we always play when we are partying together AND HE REMOVED THE MATCH

#the first song on the playlist is fantastic baby by big bang #i think his dick is small #and his spotify wrapped is drake and kanye west #you're lucky you're kinda hot #cause LMAOOOOL #i bet he played it on shuffle and got the ick when peanut butter by rupaul started playing

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i figured out my dissertation's topic!! i'm going to be writing about sexual violence as a special type of war crime/crime against humanity and i'm honestly excited

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now tell me why when i finally swiped right on a funny attractive guy he has to live in another country and he's back here just for a week to see his family for easter holidays

#sorry i'm killing myself actually!!!!!

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CHIVALRY IS DEAD i told a guy he looks like leo woodall and he responded with you have a kinda nice face to look at

#this is the definition of backhanded compliment #but what was i expecting from a guy who has a 4h long playlist on spotify called bedroom #the bar was already in hell

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not me having a match on tinder with a guy a follow on twitter

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i literally have 0 rizz

#matched with a pretty guy and he has the same type of personality i do #which is ENTJ #and my first thought was to text him #do you wanna fight me?

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just had a match with a nineteen year old IM GOING TO JAIL

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by popular demand (my girlfriends forced me to) i'm on tinder again (last time i had the app for 48 hours)

#im doing this for the plot OKAY????

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what's your favorite chapter of an ode to a broken heart so far?

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oc reputation era is coming soon or? I feel like OC is leaving Korea soon to, starting a new life, maybe having a family.

she just bought a new place for herself, she's not leaving anytime soon don't worry

#ask #an ode to a broken heart

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In the future can you give us little spoilers or ideas while we wait, even if it take several months? Something like 😱✍️🔪

of course!! sometimes when i'm feeling extremely frisky i even post snippets 🥰

#ask #an ode to a broken heart

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i’ve been waiting patiently for otabh and you did not disappoint!!! love the angst so much. poor oc is always going through it … i just want her to be happy 🥺 thank you for the update per usual!

thank you ❤️🧡💛

#ask #an ode to a broken heart

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Ahhhh. I can’t wait to see how JK reacts to oc tell him him about how wife. I hope oc is truly honest about everything.

I can see it going either way. With him accepting her and believing her completely or the opposite and he won’t come to know of the truth until either Soojin lets something slip or something happens and he realizes it.

I’m scared of the second option cause I’m worried that it could draw a line between oc and Jk and have them separate for good. I just want oc and jk to get together and live a happy life!

Can’t wait to see what happens next!

don't we all want to see oc and jk happy together...

#ask #an ode to a broken heart