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dean's like. when i want my dad to like me i hide all my soft parts and when i want other hunters to respect me i act like my dad and when other men leer at me in bars i no homo it up and when motel owners perceive something queer abt me i butch it up and when my little brother teases me i project the feminine things i actually like onto him and when i'm around attractive women i lean into the image that's already been cultivated around me as a charming ladies man and flirt shamelessly (but actually i'm shy) and when i'm around queer women i don't have to perform for i can relax and wear silly outfits and indulge in my actual interests and hobbies and when i'm around kids i am soft and vulnerable and honest because i know they won't judge me and when faced with the option of choosing any presentation i joke that i'd pick to look like a hot cheerleader and everyone thinks i'm being pervy but actually. well. who wouldn't want to be a hot cheerleader am i right? and no no other people don't think like that i guess, heh, nevermind....and when i'm with my best friend...sometimes i think he can see all of me, like really see me, and it's simultaneously terrifying and so so easy.

#dean #meta

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ꜱᴀᴍ & ʀᴜʙʏ ɪɴ “ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪᴅ ʟᴀꜱᴛ ꜱᴜᴍᴍᴇʀ” [caption under cut]

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#samruby #sammy #ruby

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gay sam manifesto

#queer sam #sammy

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#SPN and tvd finally decided to just hold hands and yell at me together

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Rewatching supernatural from s1 is like watching an animal be raised for slaughter. Like it genuinely hurts my heart. Sorry Sam, full as you are of anger, and passion, and ambition to fight for a way out, a better life, your destiny hangs over you like the unseen axe head. Sorry, yeah everything you have ever done has been to claw your way out, for survival - you may be in uni now but you're still on the farm. Sorry dude I wish I could get you out of it too but its inescapable, it's IN you, you don't know it yet but it is. Yikes.

Alternatively watching supernatural from s1 is great. Gothic horror, monster adventures and strained family relationships yes please. Let's hunt monsters whilst working out our deep seated issues about our father and how his treatment of us had turned by fundamentally into the people we are now. Yippee.

#Sammy #meta #my poor little lamb 😔

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Heterosexuality is a concept by Onsind/ Sam Winchester

@samdyke @bowieguy hi :)

#sammy

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He’s such a little freak and I eat it up.

#sammy

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sam was “made for”, stalked his whole life, lived in, tortured, haunted, and killed by thee devil and came back from it all. his mind wall collapsed and he survived not only physically but mentally. he didn’t succumb to insanity and become a hermit too scared of the world and his own memories. no one carried him through that more than he carried himself. he lived a long and full life after all of this. he did so much good with a life designed to bring apocalypse. i love sam winchester so much i’m gonna retch.

#sammy #meta

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Knights of the Round Table. Had all of King Arthur’s knights, and they were all on the quest for the Holy Grail. And I remember looking at this picture of Sir Galahad, and, and, and he was kneeling, and— and light streaming over his face, and— I remember… thinking, I could never go on a quest like that. Because I’m not clean. I mean, I was just a little kid. You think… maybe I knew? I mean, deep down, that— I had… demon blood in me, and about the evil of it, and that I'm— wasn’t pure? It doesn’t matter anymore. Because these trials… they’re purifying me.

SORROW WAITED, SORROW WON — THE NATIONAL

#Cryingggg #sammy

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Season 4 sam is SO funny he's like I'm not gonna let dean save the world he can't do it and someone will go aw that's so sweet you want to protect your brother :) and sam will go no. That's not what I mean. He can't do it cause he's a little bitch

#sammy

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people will act like a character being a little bit of a cunt sometimes is a flaw and not a positive trait but they are wrong

#sammy #sam being cunty is one of the best things about him

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#sammy #crying #fanart

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i love supernatural (sam talking, sam suffering, sam being sad, sam clinging to his brother, sam being lucifer’s vessel, sam crying, sam interacting with anyone, sam having demon blood, sam wearing the carhartt hoodie, sam fucking nasty, sam having shoulder length hair, sam having giant baby cow eyes, sam-

#sammy

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some casual samruby

#samruby #sammy #ruby #fanart

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I HAVE SOME OPINIONS ABOUT SUPERNATURAL GENDERBENDS.

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#sammy #dean #genderbend #meta

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12.02 - Mamma Mia

#o h #sammy

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#:'( #sammy