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I think one of the biggest tragedies of Laios & Falin and their relationship is how much his actions impact her life. But like. Specifically how much they WOULDN’T impact her life as much if they weren’t both stuck in such a shitty abusive situation.

This part of the Falin-tries-makeup daydream hour comic is what got me thinking about it again because truly it just... it seems like such a like an offhand comment that I'm sure Laios didn't mean to be cruel or anything. That's just like. A little kid not thinking about what they are saying. ESPECIALLY when the kid in question is Laios.

But man they depended on each other SO much as kids. Too much. It really feels like they didn't have any other source of positive reinforcement, or anyone else to share themselves with. So of course an offhand comment like that has a huge impact on Falin.

Or this little bit from one of the flashbacks:

This tears me apart. Do you think it tears him apart to think about? I think it does. I think Laios holds every small failure to care for Falin against himself.

And then there's the Bigger stuff. The way that him coping with his own trauma ended up impacting her.

Like his interest in monsters. Like him going to find a ghost, and accidentally revealing Falin's magic to the whole village in the process.

Like him needing to leave. And leaving her behind.

He shaped her life so much, and he carries so much guilt for it. And again, there should have been other people there to help. The same things that made Laios need to leave home are the things that made his leaving so hard on Falin. She ate alone after that. She shouldn't have had to eat alone just because Laios wasn't there.

She was 9 when he left for school, and he was 11.

Nine. And Laios feels like he failed her because he didn't stand by her through this better. As an eleven year old.

Both of these kids deserved so much better from the world.

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happy (late) valentines day !! and happy (also late) birthday to my oc xuan <33

#my art #art #ocs #my oc <3 #and a bonus timelapse #valentines day #happy valentine's day #ignore the yuri at the beginning of the timelapse don't perceive me pls

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HELP???? not what i expected someone to come up with

old makoto drawing i never posted !!

#my baby sis after throwing up in my sib's room be like:

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some silly doodles of my sona based off of interactions with oomfies that i thought were funni

#my art #ocs? #sonas #sona stuff #my sona is designed like a gacha game character but we don't talk about it

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nguyen mai save me... save me nguyen mai

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr fanart #my art #nguyen mai #ruan mei #inspired by oomfie who drew nguyen mai first love u chase for that #based off of modern ao dai i saw on tiktok !! #ao dai are so pretty #viet phuc is so pretty and underrated in general

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old makoto drawing i never posted !!

#my art #persona 3 #p3 #p3 protagonist #makoto yuki #minato arisato #wild to look back and remember the phases i had in art lol #also idc if this is ooc i just wanted to draw my boy smiling

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translation: "em nhớ chị không?" → do you miss me? "mình nhớ bạn." → i miss you. nhớ is used for both remembering and missing someone in vietnamese, idea from ocean vuong!

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr fanart #my art #liubai #hsr liubai #jingliu #baiheng #every time i remember this quote by ocean vuong's i go insane #it just hits different #originally this was supposed be jing yuan instead of jingliu but then i realized #one jingliu makes more sense here #two i couldn't draw jing yuan #only for me to not be able to draw jingliu either o(-( #“cô nhớ mẹ không” if my mother ever asked me that i would cry on the spot tbh #but that's the mommy issues talking

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i missed my favorite grandpa granddaughter duo

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr fanart #my art #hsr march 7th #march 7th #welt yang #honkai welt #im sorry for only drawing welt as a peepaw #i just think it's cute

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idk if this even counts as spoilers but just to be safe lol

"i missed her too, you know"

bc it's always baiheng and jingliu/yingxing/dan feng, but what about jing yuan :(

bonus !!

#honkai star rail #hsr #hsr fanart #my art #jing yuan #hsr jing yuan #baiheng #hsr baiheng #high cloud quintet

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persona 3 reload looks so pretty so i redrew the party menu screen with stelle :D

#hsr #honkai star rail #hsr fanart #my art #hsr stelle #trailblazer #persona 3 reload #screenshot redraw #im so hyped for the p3 remake #but also dreading for my wallet #i want the physical art book but i dont have a ps or xbox sobs #and idk if it's coming on switch #pain #tfw you feel the need to keep combining the things you fixate on

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I'm such a big fan of the new SEES Outfits.

Their armbands being numbered? More orderly, more militaristic? Perfect. Wonderful. They're child soldiers and it's Minato that performs it to a tee. It's why he's the leader. He'll take orders and execute them properly, and I think the new outfits show that so well.

He's not a person, he's a weapon.

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"well, y'know, i kinda hate summer"

it's that time of year again folks :)

#kagerou project #kagerou daze #honkai star rail #hsr #hsr fanart #hsr starch #marchstelle #hsr stelle #march 7th #hsr march 7th #screenshot redraw #there's no cat on march's lap bc i got tired #sorry

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Game of Cards

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god of death

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English added by me :)

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My hsr ocs !! They're v silly

#my art #ocs #my ocs <3 #oc stuff #hsr #honkai star rail #dont let these drawings fool you theyre very silly #most of the time