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tosses these into the void like it's 2017

#☢️.txt #gravity falls #ford pines #mabel pines #stan pines #bill cipher #fiddleford mcgucket #gravity falls memes #text post memes #you get the gift of TWO mabel cat memes bc i love her so fucking much #thats MY weirdgirl

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Oops! All Ford (and one mabel, as a treat!)

#gravity falls #ford pines #mabel pines #bill cipher #stan pines #your honor i love them #☢️.txt #text post memes

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thoughts today

#☢️.txt #mathblr #physicsblr #idk where artists exist on tumblr. i kind of assume u are all raccoons and just part of the ecosystem

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I haaaaate when ppl treat ford being upset over his identity being taken and his house getting turned into essentially a mockery of his research was completely unreasonable

like, was stan doing his best with a terrible situation? absolutely! would ford kicking him out be an actually fair option? fuck no!

but he's been in this dimension for probably 12 hours. god knows the last time he's slept. he'd been nearly dead prior to going thru the portal and now has to deal with the fact that he's lost everything. he doesn't even have his own identity anymore.

I honestly don't even think half the shit ford says to stan is truly about stanley or ford's opinion of him, so much as it is about his own issues and how weighed down with guilt he is.

I think its worth noting that ford only ever says mean things about stan when he's pissed off- when he's not angry, he's much more willing to actually discuss things and try to find common ground (such as when he invites stan to play d,d&d).

it honestly comes off more as him not knowing how to communicate anger outside of hurting people than it does genuine malice towards stan. and also I don't think ford ever really internalized that stan was homeless in the duration of the show

#☢️.txt #ford pines #gravity falls #like again its an asshole move but the sentiment (im upset that you brought me back to the apocalypse i caused and i cant even have my name #isnt like. abnormal?? #ford is really really bad at just fucking telling stan how hes feeling and instead chooses to be vague and then explode #and again its not stans fault! he didnt have a whole lot of choices! and what ford said WAS hurtful #also yeah i genuinely do not think ford has processed like anything stan has said about his past #like hes told about it while having a psychotic breakdown and again after nearly getting killed #and then getting dragged back into his own dimension and realizing that bill is almost certainly going to win #hes not processing 'i was homeless' all hes thinking is how he personally has doomed everyone in this room #he has the realization at 4 am months later and feels Fucking Terrible #90% sure the reason i read his actions this way is my autism tends to make me do this #and having a dad with anger issues teaches you to have worse anger issues so that hes fucking sick of dealing with you

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normalize overdressing at the grocery store

#☢️.txt #lolita tag #this coord is awful but i wanted to wear this dress #[redacted]

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it's very... odd to me that people act like stan has a better handle on interpersonal relationships than ford, bc like... he really doesn't?

like, the main difference in their approach is that stan is extroverted while ford is introverted, but neither of them are Good at maintaining relationships.

stan has managed to find a sort of family in soos and wendy despite the odds, but even then he doesn't want to call attention to how he feels about the two of them. he doesnt want to admit soos is like a son to him, or that wendy holds a space more important than 'seasonal cashier'.

and when it comes to ford, he seems almost entirely unable to conceptualize who he is without comparing them. he's the worse twin, the screw up twin, the dumb twin, ect. he's always comparing himself to ford!

and like, the show kinda brushes past this in favor of 'stan values his family, unlike ford, whos a self obsessed workaholic', which doesn't even... begin to make sense with how they're actually written.

ford does think about stan, and he thinks about him with a ton of regret. over a decade after the science fair, ford is still actively grieving the loss of his closest friend and seemingly the only family he had any real bond to.

he won't straight up say this, though, because it's an open wound and anger feels safer. he can't contact stanley, because he's convinced himself they're both better off like this.

after the science fair, ford becomes a hermit. he only just barely keeps in contact with fiddleford, and seems shocked when he realizes he was lonely from living in the woods alone.

stan seems to have tried to make friends during the decade or so he was homeless, but the implication is that the friends he made were often using him or just bad people.

he's just as likely to isolate as ford is, just in a very different way

#☢️.txt #ford pines #stan pines #ford tag #stan tag #honestly i think a lot of ppl just assume that if ur an extrovert that means you have it easy making friends #newsflash: extroverts can have social anxiety and trauma! #im an extrovert and a loner bc im paranoid and autistic

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I wanna see anti-fords terrible youtube apology for losing his horrible niece in a clickbait accident

#☢️.txt #OPENING A PORTAL BETWEEN WORLDS GONE WRONG (NOT CLICKBAIT) (MY NIECE DIED???)

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i only did this look to rest my eyes from screens but it kinda fucks severely

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yknow the worst opinion hirsch has about ford is how he keeps trying to make him straight

#☢️.txt #AND IT DOESNT EVEN WORK #like really? the guy whos always calling romance a waste of time and gushing about how his bestie #is so smart and important to him cares about dating a girl? #he says he was seduced by an evil silly triangle man #hes obsessed with teslas looks #like dude you wrote an aro gay man into monsters

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every day i think about how bill genuinely doesn't grasp that he fundamentally ruined his relationship with ford. he's so oblivious to the fact that ford isn't just mad about being lied to but OUTRIGHT THINKS HES WRONG AND A BAD PERSON. bill thinks this is all just a huge misunderstanding and ford needs to RELAX. i need to kill that triangle

#☢️.txt #bill tag

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do i trust alex hirsch to understand bill? no. am i sitting here listening to that audio clip enraptured bc i KNOW there's something hidden in there and i need to know? yeah. yeah.

#☢️.txt #also im a persona fan. ive crawled over much worse things to get scraps #at least thisll be FUN #persona stuff isnt even fun im just here out of loyalty to goro akechi

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re: your tags on the house and thirteen post. so so so agree with the 'they mean so fucking much to me it's unreal'. and i will never not die over their interactions in charity case. "you were a friend to me when i needed it"-- okay writers room, what if i just? died? what if i just melted onto a puddle on the ground??? --greghatecrimes

SERIOUSLY I HAD TO ACTUALLY PAUSE WHEN SHE SAID THAT IT WAS.

what always gets to me is that she's so willing to say it. very few characters in the show directly tell house they like him, that they know he's trying, and they do it pretty sparsely. but she just flat out states it. house cares massively about people and she appreciates it. and house can't even fight her about it because she knows better than to make it a grand statement

and the parallel that she knows to do that, bc she copes in that same way: avoid getting too close, don't show your emotions, hide everything behind jokes and skill. god.

crying screaming throwing up ect!

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my hottest bill cipher take: i don't think bill realizes that the way he treats people is bad. i think he can understand certain behaviors are disliked, but overall? I genuinely think bill does not realize that he's been horrifically abusive to ford. and this is why i think ford deserves to put bill in a jar and shake him as stress relief

#☢️.txt #im tossing this shitty ass triangle in the mariana trench whats his PROBLEM #get THERAPY you ASSHOLE #bill tag

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also nandor being like "??? of course it's taking guillermo longer to turn he's a van helsing" like...... nandor have you thought about this. have you been running this thru ur head since day one. how long have you been sitting in horror knowing that you're in love with someone who's incompatible with your life. how long have you been worrying about this without just Talking to guillermo

#☢️.txt #wwdits s5 spoilers

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yknow I would really love to see thirteen's perspective when she learns that house attempted self surgery when he realized the experimental drug caused them. she was aware of this before wilson was, she was the first person to warn him of how incredibly stupid this whole ordeal was.

#☢️.txt #smth smth oops youve realized you actually like your insane boss and once again he is doing insane things that no one can stop

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niche question bc im curious how ppl learned about the history/basis of various subcultures

i'm not asking what introduced it to you, i'm specifically asking where you went for resources on fashion, music, history, ect.

(note that this is almost definitely skewed towards goth and jfashion during the late 2000s-mid 2010s. I also have no idea how emo and scene work as subcultures sorry I skipped right to 'goth that's annoying about the music')

#☢️.txt #goth #punk #j fashion #genuinely curious about this! #for ref i learned my stuff from gothic charm school and this other blogspot blog i cant think of the name of #and for lolita it was mostly egl livejournal and fyeahlolita #tho i did start using tumblr bc of alt fashion!