#(i.e. a few days)

[sokkas-art-corner]

im 30 years late to this trend but i saw it again recently and i had a vision... IE Dottore giving his bf's kid some environmental enrichment

. he's got a steady grip on her! they wouldnt make him No.2 of the Harbingers if he lacked upper body strength, pls

#il dottore #baizhu #qiqi #dottozhu #genshin fanart #art tag #OK I FINISHED UPDATING MY TUMBLR AFTER 30 YEARS #(i.e. a few days) #the dottozhu brainrot still has its clutches on me but i think ill give my art hand a break

[hella1975]

just think this time tomorrow ill be publicly indecent in a spoons somewhere. i am so strong

#ONE MORE EXAM. WE CAN DO THIS. I WILL BE DONE IN LITERALLY LESS THAN 24 HOURS NOW #AND THEN THE NEXT EXAM SEASON ISNT UNTIL MAY. COME ON GIRL #we have such a fun plan for tomorrow though bc the consensus has just been 'we need to get fucking mangled after this exam' #like i havent been out-out in WEEKS the closest i came was the end of december for a hometown house party of all things #i didnt even go out for nye. let's all take a moment and consider the implications for someone like me NOT GOING OUT ON NYE #so i am OVERDUE a good night out and then on top of that ive had exams be SO fr #and also this is the first year where my main friendship group (i.e not my housemates but my actual social circle) #are ALL econ students like there's about five of us and we all do econ and yeah two of them ive been mates with since first year #(the girl is my best mate at uni and is always who im on about if i talk about a 'girl on my course' and the lad is the one i lived with #in first year and have kind of got a thing with now?) BUT THE OTHERS ARE NEW ADDITIONS AND THAT'S SO FUN #so we're ALL gonna tip out of that exam and then me and her are gonna go back to mine to get ready bc am i fuck doing make-up #before that exam. the STATES i have shown up in these past few days i think the invigilators are worried about me #and then we're meeting the lads at the pub and starting there and THEN going spoons bc it's me and the girl's tradition #(calling her just 'the girl' is so funny. woman 🫵) after exams to buy each other mystery shots at spoons and we HAVE to drink them #and then one of the lads really wants to go to a karaoke bar for some reason?? so that might be in my future #AND THEN we're going clubbing. im so ready. take me home vodka shots. the end is near please please please #hella goes to uni

[udurghsigil]

not to sound anti-science or anything but i feel like a big reason for general human suffering right now is because we know too many of the secrets of this world

#x #like an ant doesnt give af abt what lays beneath the earth's crust they r just like 'lol frolicking playing etc' yknow #idk i was just thinking the other day abt 'whats the point of being spiritual when natural phenomena is explainable' #also smth smth atheists and westerners with the obsession with science and logic #maybe its just me but i think that some sort of spirituality #even non religious is essential to living a decent life #like to keep it real everything we've discovered is just a testament to humanity's capability and one of our greatest achievements #thinking abt this bc of a convo i had w my therapist abt carl jung's theories and how i connect w them despite knowing they arent exactly.. #idk... widely accepted as Current... yknow what i mean #i just think of the idea that if we one day manage to explain all natural phenomena except for a few that are just out of our reach #(i.e. the hard problem of consciousness) #how are future humans gonna react to that yknow... maybe the progression of science has led to so many of us having anxiety #anxiety = fear of uncertainty so the constant search of answers or certainty is....... #augh. anyway. food for thought

[topologics]

what if 😳 we plotted out affiliated dynamics 🥰🥵 that shape the narrative and propel character arcs 🙈💍

#i.e. plotting call. #i'm switching between writing here & on kylo. writing inspo has been real over the past few days. the planets have aligned. #anyway.. lms i'll throw some concepts your way.

[parad-ice-lostandfound]

bitches hate me 'cause im in my no fucks given era, and I'm like, 'stay mad darling'

#ice speaks #irl stuff #rant in the tags #moved into our new place a few weeks back #and had a big ass celebration after blessing the house #when an old family friend who used to babysit me told me that I've grown very big #and thats true #since we haven't seen each other since I was 10 (am 18 now) #but then my aunt just had to go and remark on my weight #keep in mind im a plus sized person and I was wearing a dress that day #and i said 'well as long as I'm healthy and happy who cares' without missing a beat #which shocked everyone because im not usually the confrontational type #i.e i just keep my mouth shut cause i genuinely don't see a reason to grace their taunts with a response #and im respectful to my elders usually #but i said it while smiling and putting on such an innocent face #that she had to agree with me and apologize in front of the 20+ people who were in the room #since she basically insulted one of the stars of the evening #she kept glaring at me after that #like maam look after your dumpster fire of a family before trying to talk shit about ME to MY FACE #you don't know that i remember what you talk about around me thinking I'm not paying attention or I wont understand what you're talking abo #also love how people think that out of everyone in my family I'm the most gullible and easily influenced #just because i dont react to what comes out of your mouth doesn't mean I am not paying attention #i may be quiet but that just means I'm more observant #on a much happier note i got a lot of compliments for my outfit and my hair #and i have a designated writing and reading spot which is making me more efficient and slowly curing my writers block

[glitterinlowgravity]

like yeah, obviously the usual what's a person question with robots doesn't really work given that canon at large has already answered that, and my opinion on this might change once we get to know more about dancer/fcg's past, but for right now, watching this robot struggling with his sentience/identity, in a narrative that... doesn't? is a super interesting study of like. identity formed in relative isolation and through false or just lack of information

#this is technically a response to another post but I'm just rambling #but you know what I mean? #aeormatons were recognized as sentient being and then calamity happened #and I know dancer is such a huge what if that could go in so many directions #but fcg's whole experience with other automatons are either dancer's or actual non sentient machines #and it's only been what? a few days? since he was told that there are (were? I can't remember the exact conversation) others like him #they went from 'dancer made me' to 'maybe you're just special' with no way to really Know #and now with That Information #idk the way I vibe with non human (i.e. othered) characters has kind of changed and this is hitting all my buttons

[milkweedman]

Just finished 2 skeins of sleeve yarn and once again marveling at how little yardage im fitting on a bobbin with this stuff--each skein was 60 yards (55 meters). And each skein was a totally full bobbin of plied yarn (and my singles each took up a bobbin). Part of it is that its very airy (and bulky weight, obviously), and the other part is that my take up is not very high so its not compacting down as it goes on, but even so, it feels like a lot of yarn when i was holding it ! And the spinning and plying was only maybe 2 hours ! Bulky yarn is crazy

#so nice though #the carding takes a day or two so im never spinning back to back days which is actually kind of nice #and then i can get the spinning and plying done in one day as long as i keep the tension low (less stress on my joints that way) #and break it into a few sessions #ideally id also be using up the yarn as fast as i was making it but im spending most of my knitting time on that scarf #i moved the sweater panel to straights because i thought i would hurt my hands less #which it isnt but i feel like the reason for that is more to do with how unbalanced it feels and how i can never get the stitches #to sit at the balance point on the needles so theyre not trying to fall out of my hands #which i think is user error really #also thought i was getting lever knitting straights (i.e. the very very long ones) but i dont think i did in retrospect #theyre too short to press the left one into my hip while sitting unless i slouch a ton which i dont remember it being the last time #i tried lever knitting. so maybe i might have better luck if i actually got a pair of those #anyway its going fast when i can knit. and its Very soft and so satisfying to knit #excited to get to the front panel so i can do a design #not sure what though #ooh a beet would be really cool #dont know if i could render it in brown though... id like if it could be all hand dyed and ive never gotten a red #on the other hand could do my best to dye some yarn with beets and then it could be more symbolic of red than actually red lol #spinning #bulky sweater spin

[unproduciblesmackdown]

bundle of summer stock pics:

jenashtep & co making the road trip

"Had the absolute best, most fun summer day road tripping 🌞 🚗 to Goodspeed with @__jesskent, @jrcross13, and @nickfrenay, to see @actually_will_roland be brilliant and chew the barn scenery in the effervescent hit that is Summer Stock! 🙌🏻 🍒 👞Wowie! Not captured here but still important: Corbin Bleu giving a jaw droppingly impressive performance, fine dining at Gelston House, the road trip character Mudge Madge Chester ThatName and general car nonsense that had us laughing so hard we were crying for HOURS. 🥲🥲🥲"

then there's j. anthony crane, principal actor for montgomery leach, in turn principal actor for [lead of show within the show, probably, still] and seducer of orville's mom, first posting some production pics

as well as behind the scenes (going "steph??" while flipping through the images)

meanwhile the danielle wade (jane falbury) fan account coming through w/yet more behind the scenes material idk where from o7

ft. jack sippel's birthday which he mentioned on his own opening day post lol. and a glimpse of will in there at the panning shot in the end

#summer stock #will roland #imginn/imgsed seems to sometimes need to catch up with itself i.e. these posts are spaced out a few days but didn't show up till today #i know this b/c i do just go ahead and check that frequently lol what's in the summer stock posts tonight.... #additional finds: a distant curtain call pic that for our purposes is covered by the one i posted via erika amato via steph #a nighttime pic from outside the theater that Might ft. will from the back in that dim light at a fair distance lol so #that i checked goodspeed's fb page & beth roland is the first & so far only comment on the most recent post re: sensory friendly performanc #that someone in the comments of jenashtep's post recommends gelston house's nachos (the eatery Right next to goodspeed where they oft are) #so if you're ever at gelston's and considering some amuse bouche....

[bledf1rst]

if you want a starter from me sooner rather than later, try sending this meme? it helps my writing along when i have the general Vibe(tm) of what i'm trying to write. otherwise, i'm going to be pretty draft-focused the next few weeks bc i'm nearing the 50's and it's making my brain short circuit LOL

#holding my drafts in my hands. i love every single one of them. #i might have to like. hoard my completed drafts and not post/queue them to play some SERIOUS catch up #but we'll see where my muse is across the next few days (i.e. my weekend) #out of character. coma

[villierscy]

~

#I am treating GO2 like the fanfiction that it is #engaging with the parts of it that I want to (i.e. a few nice GIFs) #and refusing to acknowledge anything else (i.e. ... most of it?) #I do not want to watch it - I might watch it one day - but I do not like what I read #(I read and saw some spoilers and they legitimately made me feel *sad* so don't tell me to give it a chance #because sometimes you read the first paragraph of a fic and realise that you don't gel with what they've done with the characters #and I'm too old and sad to make myself do something I don't like.)

[earlgreyrainydays]

Just had to scroll through my queue and realised that maybe waiting for it to hit the limit wouldn't actually be a great idea. Anyways, I'm gonna work on clearing that out a bit.

#i.e. expect a few more posts per day than you had been seeing #bumped them both up to five #that should help my 800+ on one and 600+ on the other #had to scroll through more than 2 years worth of queued posts and was like... no.

[im-smart-i-swear]

That birthday ask got me thinking? Do the funky guys have birthdays and/or do they celebrate them?

they dont celebrate their individual b-days per se, but they do have a celebration on every anniversary of the day Een's dad came for them! it started as just a unusually big dinner, but with every year(deca-phoeb??? how did these names work.....) they added new traditions until it eventually became basically a group birthday for the guys + a thank-you-for-saving-us-and-letting-us-stay-on-your-ship dinner + a time to reminisce about everyone's past! they exchange small gifts, eat a bunch of good food(usually made by soup) and stay up late bickering and watching movies<3

#my funky guys #ask #thank you for asking!!! #life in the post-war universe can get messy and busy so its a good opportunity to just hang out w/ your family #they werent out right STARVING on that planet but it wasnt all that great either.... so they celebrate by eating as much good food as #they can!! #(one time they found a recording of the voltron show and decided to watch it) #(buddy spent the entire thing in physical pain) #(everyone(i.e. taks&eenek) was roasting them the whole time<3) #(also maybe they eventually invite shiro&team voltron to the celebration? maybe. EVENTUALLY. like after a good few years..) #the funky guys + een always end up asleep in one big pile and everyoune's backs hurt the next day(its worth it tho) #and EVERY time they have to bring up just how much the kids have grown. in the most embarassing-older-sibling way possible of course>:) #and they bring out each other's embarassing stories<3 its basically a contest at this point!

[tardis--dreams]

Fuck yes the caretaker finally came and installed my new smoke detecor. I can finally feel free in my apartment again

#the past few days have been a nightmare #constantly on edge because there might someone come knocking and coming into my apartment no matter if i open or not #no cooking before evening #no bathroom breaks without anxiously peeking out my door to see if he might be near and coming to my apartment soon #always keeping everything somewhat presentable in my depression den because i don't want anyone to see the horrible mess #i live in #(that last point might be something positive lol. i should just always live like someone might come in any second #because i actually did the dishes immediately and kept my floor somewhat free of clothes and random papers the last few days #also i made myself look somewhat presentatable (i.e. i didn't keep my 'sleep hairstyle' which makes me look ridiculous #but most of the time i don't even bother because i know no one will see it anyway) #anyway #i didn't sleep one second last night #i have now 3 days left to write the entire theory part of my thesis‚ transcribe all the data‚ come up with a title and research questions #and write my exposé #but i will try to sleep for a few hours now anyway #my brain doesn't work #(also my body is in tremendous i s c o m f o r t because of my approaching period and i feel like dying lol) #shut up amy

[sanctuhs]

indulge me in plotted out dynamics,  extensive narratives,  and private verses.  💳💥💳💥

#epigraph : mutuals only . #i.e. this is a plotting call. #a friend is visiting for a few days hence my activity will be lacking. #writing-wise at least. #( i rebooted this blog at the most inopportune time possible but <3 ) #anyhow!! in the meantime let me smuggle michael into your dms.

[dreamlandxrunaway]

im going over the works i wrote when i was like 15-16 there are some when i was even younger probably, i just havent gotten to them yet and omg, how many times can i say the same shit just a different set of words ssjkdnhkaasdhksaj

it's good to go back and look over the stuff,,, considering most of it is inspired by what i was going through,, ig both irl and in my head,,, but the names are what get me the most,,, ig they are realistic but damn are they cliche hahahha

it's such a big trip down the memory lane but it's also killing me inside to read all of it and see all of the mistakes and everything,,, at the very least im glad that me back in the days decided NOT to post them anywhere and reading them now also helped me realize why they never called me back from that writing whatever the fuck group #rude

#lilith.txt #im going through a bit of a rough patch writing wise so im going over the old works #AND i wanna see what the hell i used to write and how i used to form the sentences etc etc #yknow how i used to tell a story... bccc im sure my grammar was worse i felt like the writing itself was better #so i wanna see if my story telling has improved or not LOL #there are like a few stories ive started and written like around 10k words i.e. averaging about 3 chapters a piece and id stop there LOL #theres this one story i really liked... well liked is a strong word but i think i was kinda satisfied with it back in the days #ive yet to get to it... but i hope it was nearly as good as i remember it being ahhahahaha #tags tell a whole story on its own LOL

[yeonban]

With this I'll go sleep so I can actually do stuff on here from tomorrow on, but Tobias 1000% has ASPD. Specifically sociopathy

#tbd. #◜✧ . ❪ muse. tobias. ❫ #I'll write a more coherent & comprehensive post when I have my marbles on me but he's a hundred percent a sociopath #He ticks ALL the boxes. Recklessness/near suicidality? Check. Lack of remorse/mercy? Check. Deceitfulness? Check. #Aggression too especially during childhood; but he's learned over the years that it's neither socially acceptable nor efficient #UNLESS his first few plans fail and he has to resort to driving the fear of God into the other person to make them do what he wants them to #On this note... the pervasive anger too. That used to be his sole emotion for half of his life <- self-explanatory #I've read a quote a few days ago about how if a sociopath doesn't get their way... get out of their way. Honestly? Yea AHDSAJDSAJDK #Tobias WILL get his way no matter what. Even if he himself has to die for it in the process. He Will Get His Way #^ And no he's not a psychopath! He /can/ form meaningful connections with others and get attached to a select few people #He can and will feel for /those/ particular people; but he couldn't care less about others EMOTIONALLY. Logically he's learned #what he Should do (i.e Wammy's taught him to save people. His bio family taught him to use them. He's doing the middle way... #using & in certain cases killing people in various ways in order to help/save other people)