With Pride Month of 2023 coming to an end and the way Netflix has send it off by releasing its new original film that is based on the graphic novel of the same name, Nimona. I have a feeling that people will be talking Ambrosius Goldenloin x Ballister Blackheart for the rest of the year, and might base their future Pride month works on them the next year.
I remember when this page dropped on Tuesday, July 16, 2013, and Blackenloin/Goldenheart/Goldheart/w/e shippers all collectively lost our minds. Yes, Ballister and Ambrosius are very shippable from the get-go (their hand placement on p.13, Ambrosius on p.21 to Ballister "Are you trying to make me jealous" and his otherwise flirty dialogue, Ambrosius holding Ballister's hand at the bar on p.102, plus little hints and things by Nate on Nate's tumblr), but p.126 was an outright confirmation that it wasn't just angsty and close platonic stuff (with very clingy Ambrosius) that's fun to ship but not exactly canon in the text itself (like you can read it as "oh these two had something" from the get-go but it's not exactly explicit up until this point, and it's a different experience reading the completed comic all in one go versus reading it page by page over the course of a couple years as pages release). The Director's wording, Ambrosius' little blush. Ahh, these beans.
If the ship name is "Goldenheart", suggesting Ambrosius is the dom...
Can we also make "Boldenloin" a thing when we want to make Ballister the dom?
Off tangent... Goldenloin? I don't know... I had a feeling Ambrosius was picked on for that last name.
"So, are your 'loins' actually golden, or are you just being pretentious?"
Cue Ballister coming to his defense, they're both picked on but they both held their own even more working together and so begins the childhood friends to lovers story.
[Edit] I just realize another name of Ballister is "Ballister Blackheart", so like... Another ship name would be "Blackenloin?" or "Blackloin"? Lmao, it's a funnier counterpart but slightly more perfect
There's so much neat stuff here. Spoilers for the movie below the cut but just dang I love this
So many neat ideas for long-haired Ambrosius. Ponytail Ambrosius! He looks so cute!
There was going to be a magazine cover with "Goldenloin bares it all" and I like to think part of this is in reference to the two pin-ups Nate drew (Pin-up 1 and Pin-up 2). It's neat to see how much they were building up his celebrity in more ways. In other concept art, he was on more magazine covers, and he shows up as part of a parade. There are lots of concepts of Goldenloin fans.
Also this Ambrosius test is amazing. The weird Todd/Ambrosius fusion in motion lol But you can tell they even modified it later to turn it into Todd. He's a bit softer here in a way and just... fun. Todd cosplaying as Ambrosius/having a nightmare/dream about it aldkjalj
It was also interesting to see more confident Ballister. There's an animation test with him fighting some Institute guards, and it's very clear in early concept art (from that popular viral test back in 2021 as well) that he was more confident in earlier production.
More adorable Ambrosius/Ballister moments, and some cute Ambrosius. They're absolutely sweet.
And unfortunately one of the biggest losses in the movie: the amazing stuff they show for Meredith Blitzmeyer. At one point she was going to be covered in magic tattoos.
"For a long time, the character of Meredith Blitzmeyer was in the film. She served many different functions in many different iterations. At one point, she had a magical van that was bigger on the inside. In another, she was covered from head to toe in magical tattoos. And in another, she was the head of a vast underground society, called the Silver Society, comprised of all the magical creatures forced into hiding by the institute. Ultimately, the story went in a different direction, but her design and model were so beloved that she wasn’t lost but repurposed into The Queen." This all sounds so cool (except the repurposed into a character who dies in the first 10 minutes of the movie part T-T).
She has an entire spread. It's neat that she got to show up in some form (when they recycled her design for Valerin), but I love the idea of the Silver Society and her place in it and also Ballister having more friends and just ugh. These designs and world-building are so cool. I wish we'd seen all of them in the movie.
Also finally an eye dings chart! With everything clearly explained lol Neat to know I wasn't imagining some in-between diamond/square shape when Ballister is changing.
And this pride flags spread! There's a drag queen club! I just love all of this!! Seeing them spread throughout the movie is fun but it's neat to see the collection here!
Also this line: "In actuality, there has not been a monster attack since the first, so the fear and belief of the possibility is the only thing keeping the populace in check." It's neat to get confirmation of that.
Also a very much more violent Nimona was in the early/late-ish production lol.
José Manuel Fernández Oli talked on his Facebook collection of concept art about there at one point being an underground of outcast shapeshifters, and I don't know if that's what we're seeing here, but we were at least maybe also going to get more magical people (which matches the Meredith plans)??
Weres? People with fire magic? Satyrs? Demons? Elves? Or just a wider range of shapeshifter people. That would have been so cool.
There are environment designs for the Institute, Ballister and Nimona's hide-out, people designs, a few more test animations they haven't put up elsewhere, more Nimona shapeshifts (more dogs and cats, a second kind of gnome, more of her bulkier, muscular design, more types of dragons, a goat, more ancient Nimona concepts, plant monster Nimona, alien(?) Nimona, etc.). We nearly had goblin Director. Older Gloreth concepts... It's all really awesome.
Also if you haven't seen, a new clip for the movie released. Nimona is a webcomic turned graphic novel by ND Stevenson, and adapted into a movie by Annapurna and DNEG. It premiered in France on June 14, will show in select theaters starting June 23, and will be available for streaming on Netflix on June 30. More info here.
"Yes,
We couldn't be happier,
Right, dear?
Couldn't be happier,
Right here
Look what we've got
A fairy-tale plot,
Our very own happy ending.
Where we couldn't be happier--
True, dear?
Couldn't be happier,
And we're happy to share
Our ending vicariously
With all of you.
He couldn't look handsomer,
I couldn't feel humbler,
We couldn't be happier,
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true!
. . .
That's why I couldn't be happier.
No, I couldn't be happier,
Though it is, I admit
The tiniest bit
Unlike I anticipated.
But I couldn't be happier,
Simply couldn't be happier,
Well, not "simply"
'Cause getting your dreams
It's strange, but it seems
A little, well, complicated.
There's a kind of a sort of cost.
There's a couple of things get lost.
There are bridges you cross
You didn't know you crossed
Until you've crossed!
And if that joy, that thrill
Doesn't thrill like you think it will
Still--
With this perfect finale,
The cheers and the ballyhoo!
Who wouldn't be happier?
So I couldn't be happier,
Because happy is what happens
When all your dreams come true.
Well, isn't it?
Happy is what happens
When your dreams come
True!"
This is so much of what I was doing with Ballister/Ambrosius in By Your Side aldkjaldj Different perspective because I think it definitely is also main comic story Ambrosius when he and Ballister are still nemeses, but thank goodness. (Also kind of what I'm aiming for with It hurts to be human.)
Tags: Ambrosius Goldenloin, Ballister Blackheart, Nimona, Post-Canon, Anxiety, Nightmares, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Self-Esteem Issues, Established Relationship, Roommates, Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Injury Recovery, Depression, Referenced past child abuse, Ambrosius POV, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Kitchen Sex, Top Ballister, Bottom Ambrosius, Table Sex, Cuddling & Snuggling, Boys Kissing, Boys In Love, Sexual Roleplay, Betaed, Blow Jobs, Self-Hatred, post-comic canon
Summary: Ambrosius moved in with Ballister after the Institution's destruction. He's been recovering from his injuries, and Ballister's life is kicking off. But the ghosts of the battle and their past still haunt Ambrosius, and he's not sure how to move on.
By Your Side, Chapter 6: Games of chance (21520 words, complete)
Tags: Ambrosius Goldenloin, Ballister Blackheart | Ballister Boldheart, The Director (Nimona), Pre-Canon, Post-Canon, Gun Violence, Anxiety, Self-Esteem Issues, Lovers to Enemies with Benefits to Lovers, Angst with a Happy Ending, Hate Sex, Complicated Relationships, Top Ballister, Bottom Ambrosius, Boys Kissing, Missing Scene, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Anal Sex, Pining, Floor Sex
Summary: A little boy who tells stories, and a little boy who reads them, and how they find each other, lose each other, and find each other again.
Tags: Ambrosius Goldenloin, Ballister Blackheart | Ballister Boldheart, The Director (Nimona), Pre-Canon, Gun Violence, Anxiety, Self-Esteem Issues, Lovers to Enemies with Benefits to Lovers, Angst with a Happy Ending, Eventual Smut, Hate Sex, Complicated Relationships, Top Ballister, Bottom Ambrosius, Boys Kissing, Missing Scene, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Anal Sex, Pining, Floor Sex, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alcohol Abuse/Alcoholism, Suicidal Thoughts, Major Character Injury, Sickfic, Injury Recovery, Blood and Injury, Canon-Typical Violence
Summary: A little boy who tells stories, and a little boy who reads them, and how they find each other, lose each other, and find each other again.
Tags: Ambrosius Goldenloin, Ballister Blackheart, Nimona, Post-Canon, Anxiety, Nightmares, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Self-Esteem Issues, Established Relationship, Roommates, Angst with a Happy Ending, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Injury Recovery, Depression, Referenced past child abuse, Ambrosius POV, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Kitchen Sex, Top Ballister, Bottom Ambrosius, Table Sex, Cuddling & Snuggling, Boys Kissing, Boys In Love, Sexual Roleplay, Betaed, Blow Jobs, Self-Hatred
Summary: Ambrosius moved in with Ballister after the Institution's destruction. He's been recovering from his injuries, and Ballister's life is kicking off. But the ghosts of the battle and their past still haunt Ambrosius, and he's not sure how to move on.