#Dekinai Watashi ga Kurikaesu

[carsinoska]

未完の命とサナトリウム

Album: Mikan no Inochi to Sanatorium Artist: Otsuki-sama Koukyoukyoku

TW: Suicide, self harm, depression, death

If you ask me, I would say this album does not portray suicide as a good thing. However, the content is quite heavy. So please heed the warnings.

Overdose Nightmare

itami ni me wo samasu gozen ni-ji moruhine ga karada wo tokashiteku asaku fukaku namiutsu denshi-on tsunagareta kuda ni mada ikasareteru

kangoku no you na shiroi heya hi ni hi ni mushibamu shiroi kage 'kitto yoku naru yo ganbarou' nante zankoku na kotoba darou

hayaku owarasete naitomea imi no nai sei nante muda da muda da nani mo umidasanai nani mo nozomanai nihirisuto miren nado tou ni nai kurai sora ni ochiteiku dake da

shizuka na byoushitsu de hitorikiri asa to yoru sore dake kurikaesu kareki no you nani ni mo aragaezu yubisaki de inochi sura ayashiteiru

mizukara de sei wo tatsu koto wo hito wa aku da to nonoshiru kedo mirai no nai kono kimochi nado dare ni wakaru ka   wakatte tamaru ka

ikudo   kaimamiru miraaju negatte mo kanawanai naraba sonna yume wa sutete shimae subete nomihosu no   oobaadoozu kore de mou sayonara da shikai yuragi   patsuri kireta

me wo aketa   shirokute hiroi mukishitsu na kuukan no hate de akogareta tsubasa ga hohoemi tsugeru youkoso, sei to shi no hazama e―

awaku hokoronda yuutopia kore koso ga shiawase to warau warau   tsutsumu zetsubou-kan moroku kuzuresaru dishijon 'ikite ite yokatta ne' sono kotoba ni   watashi wa, watashi wa,

owaru hazu datta   oobaadoozu wazukana kakugo nado kimi wo mae ni   imi wa nasanai darou kyomu ni nuritsubusu   howaito auto ikite itakunai no ni shikou tokete   aragaenai   aragaenai

dichotomy

tooi kioku no chichi no kage 'ookiku nattara tabi ni deyou' boku no atama yasashiku nade goukai na emi misete itakke

boku wo dakishime tsubuyaita 'ano hito no you ni naranaide ne' sono kotoba wa noroi to nari jiyuu wo ubai, shizuka ni korosu

tsune ni tadashiku aru you ni tsune ni kanpeki de aru you ni haha no nozomu jibun de iyou sore ga sonzai riyuu nanda

sei de arou to sureba suru hodo fujun na mono ga akarumi ni naru sai ga nai to tsukitsukerare sono tabi kidou shuusei shite risou wo motomete kai michibiku sonna boku ni kachi wa aru no ka?

shourai no yume towarete wa mohan kaitou wo haki tsudzuketa sore de haha ga yorokobu nara boku no yume nado keshite shimaou

haha no risou de aru you ni hitotsu ayamachi mo yurusanai keredo motomerarete ita no wa ko to shite no boku janakatta

hyaku ni narenai boku wa zero da akai shirushi ga rakuin ni naru sonna boku wa mukachi nanoni haha no akireta you na koe ga musuu no yaiba to natte sasaru itami wa mou kanjinai kedo

nee, tou-san   kikoeru ka na kurushikute iki ga dekinai dakara ookiku natte wa nai keredo tabi ni deru koto ni shitanda

hidoi shitai ni naru kara to ka sono ato no shori ga taihen da to ka nanto nashi ni kangaeteta keredo sono ato no sekai nante shinda sono ato no sekai nante doudemo ii   kyoumi nai

shiro ni narenai boku wa kuro de nozomarete iru mama ni arukezu jiga mo ishi mo nakatta keredo yatto jibun de erabi totta kore koso boku no motometa kai da fumidai wo keri   ketsubetsu shiyou

Chiriyuku Hana ni Hanamuke wo

supottoraito abite aratana enmoku wo hajime masho anata to futari tsumugu sutoorii subarashii ni chigainai wa

chou yo hana yo motehayasu koe hanataba wo katate ni sasayaku chinpu na kotoba nante iranai   kyoumi nante nai no

butai no maku ga oritara watashi wa minna no mono janai anata no tame dake ni   hora yodoushi utai odorimashou

amai toiki ni tokete kuchi-utsushi de ai wo tsutaete yo donna shousan yori mo hoshii mono ga nanika wakaru desho? tsukuri agetekita kono sonzai wo anata-iro ni someagete yo

zattou no naka minareta senaka mi machigaeru hazu nai anata tonari ni shiranai kage yamete yo. soko wa watashi no basho

kidzukeba itsukara ka mou ikiteru riyuu ga anata datta motomete moraenai nara kokoro no sukima dou umeru no?

naifu wo te ni tsukitate nagareru chi de sei wo kanjiteru anata no ki wo hiku tame motto fukaku eguri toranakucha

soshitara anata ga hora watashi wo daki naite ayamaru no watashi ga saikou datte watashi igai hoka ni inai'tte sono kotoba wo shinjiru mama ni kyou mo akaku akaku somete

anata-iro ni some-tsukushite?

#moon symphony #otsuki sama koukyoukyoku #mikan no inochi to sanatorium #suicide tw -- #self harm tw -- #depression tw -- #death tw --

[goingtothebeds]

Mayonaka Rathole

English translation of Mayonaka Rathole (Midnight Rathole) by LYSM from their album Love You So Much (romaji color coded lyrics + original lyrics below!)

Lyrics + Composition: Sakashita Shinjirou

Mayonaka Rathole

Someone said we’re done but If you look from here, it’s just your side that’s ending This world where only beautiful things are on display Turn it over and we’ll dye it in a rat color Come on one more time, again! Time and time again it repeats Everything, it’s no use at all Come on one more time, again! Time and time again it repeats and My brain is gonna rot away At odds with the feelings of a noisy me On disappointment street There’s no time to breathe a sigh Time’s flowing Recollection’s punishment Go beyond the pain The gaze of the stray cats before dawn I have a feeling they’re calling out “come here” Below the sky of the slightly dirty city Quietly drawing closer, they merely fade away Come on one more time, again! Time and time again it repeats Everything, it’s no use at all Come on one more time, again! Time and time again it repeats and My brain is gonna rot away At odds with the feeling of a noisy me On disappointment street There’s no time to breathe a sigh Time’s flowing Recollection’s punishment Go beyond the pain In the world I saw in a dream I continued to lead the way to my destination The gears came alive, there’s no turning back now cause My brain is gonna rot away At odds with the feeling of a noisy me On disappointment street There’s no time to breathe a sigh Time’s flowing In a trance At odds with the feeling of a noisy me On disappointment street There’s no time to breathe a sigh Time’s flowing Recollection’s punishment Go beyond the pain

Romaji (Key: Maria, Akari, Emma, Rinka, Seina, All)

Mou oshimai nante dareka ga itta kedo Kocchi kara surya omae no kata ga owatte nda Kirei goto bakka narabeta kono sekai Hikkuri kaeshite dobu iro somete yaru Saa mou ii kai maada da yoo tte Nankai mo kurikaeshita tte saa Monogoto wa nani mo hajimaranai Saa mou ii kai maada dayoo tte Nankai mo kurikaesu goto ni Noumiso ga kusatteku Zawameki dashita boku no kanjou ga surechigatteiku Kitaihazure no machi no naka Tameiki wo tsuiteru itoma wa nai sa Toki wa afureteiku Tsuioku no punishment Itami no saki e to Yoake mae no noraneko no shisen ga Kocchi e oide to katari kaketeru ki ga suru nda Usuyogoreta tokai no sora no shita Sotto suriyotte hakanaku kiete yuku Saa mou ii kai maada da yoo tte Nankai mo kurikaeshita tte saa Monogoto wa nani mo hajimaranai Saa mou ii kai maada dayoo tte Nankai mo kurikaesu goto ni Noumiso ga kusatteku Zawameki dashita boku no kanjou ga surechigatteiku Kitaihazure no machi no naka Tameiki wo tsuiteru itoma wa nai sa Toki wa afureteiku Tsuioku no punishment Itami no saki e to Yume mita sekai ga Watashi no iku saki wo michibiki tsudzuketeru Hataraki dashita haguruma mou atomodori wa dekinai kara Noumiso ga kusatteku Zawameki dashita boku no kanjou ga surechigatteiku Kitaihazure no machi no naka Tameiki wo tsuiteru itoma wa nai sa Toki wa afureteiku Koukotsu to Zawameki dashita boku no kanjou ga surechigatteiku Kitaihazure no machi no naka Tameiki wo tsuiteru itoma wa nai sa Toki wa afureteiku Tsuioku no punishment Itami no saki e to

Original

もうお終いなんて誰かが言ったけど こっちからすりゃお前の方が終わってんだ 綺麗ごとばっか並べたこの世界 ひっくり返してドブ色に染めてやる さあもういいかいまーだだよーって 何回も繰り返したってさあ 物事は何も始まらない さあもういいかいまーだだよーって 何回も繰り返すごとに 脳みそが腐ってく ざわめき出した僕の感情がすれ違っていく 期待はずれの街の中 溜め息をついてる暇は無いさ 時は流れていく 追憶のpunishment 痛みの先へと 夜明け前の野良猫の視線が こっちへおいでと語りかけてる気がするんだ 薄汚れた都会の空の下 そっとすり寄って儚く消えてゆく さあもういいかいまーだだよーって 何回も繰り返したってさあ 物事は何も始まらない さあもういいかいまーだだよーって 何回も繰り返すごとに 脳みそが腐ってく ざわめき出した僕の感情がすれ違っていく 期待はずれの街の中 溜め息をついてる暇は無いさ 時は流れていく 追憶のpunishment 痛みの先へと 夢見た世界が 私の行く先を導き続けてる 動き出した歯車もう後戻りは出来ないから 脳みそが腐ってく ざわめき出した僕の感情がすれ違っていく 期待はずれの街の中 溜め息をついてる暇は無いさ 時は流れていく 恍惚と ざわめき出した僕の感情がすれ違っていく 期待はずれの街の中 溜め息をついてる暇は無いさ 時は流れていく 追憶のpunishment 痛みの先へと

#LYSM #Mayonaka Rathole #Love You So Much #translatingtothebeds

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【MAD】 Cinderella Girls x Dekinai Watashi ga, Kurikaesu OP (by ボン太くんP)

#Cinderella Girls #the idolmaster Cinderella Girls #the idolmaster #idolmaster #Dekinai Watashi ga Kurikaesu #Shimotsuki Haruka #visual novel #japanese game #anime music video #AMV

[magicamcheck]

Thawing Snow ⚜︎ ENG Translation

Song: Thawing Snow Vocals: Yukiha (CV: Machico) Lyrics: Yumas Composition: Maruyama Kimiyoshi

[English]

“Being myself” is so — is so irresponsible Reality makes me sick, I’ll run away @3:00AM “As I am” is so — is so unreal Dreams ⇔ Reality Insomnia on repeat

I really must be selfish Idealism / Pretenses / Fantasies Things will go downhill this afternoon Just a yawning vixen Expectations / Envy / Disappointment Repeat merry-go-round “It’s just what it is,” I say An étoile idly spinning in the sky

When the rain lets up, when the night falls Make this repeating time stop

Yearning for the open sky from those days when I would run Where did my younger self disappear to? Inside the courage that melted with the setting sun I can never reach or go back to those tomorrows

Stay awake

Even if the world were to be destroyed tomorrow Just a dot won’t change anything My world revolves around me All the sweets and bitters are all up to me

But society is full of Jealousy / Illusions / Dreams I got kicked down, dropped out The weary thoughts kicked in This is where I’d bawl my eyes out Even if I preached love It was a war game of hating and being hated And I couldn’t clear it

Even though I’m screaming over and over At the end of someone’s world

I’ll never become special in this world Where should a naive amateur like me go? I’ll break through this transparent shell, even without courage Even today, when I’m petrified and can’t move Even if the sky falls down Awake from sleep

A light awoke and began to grow My hope kept on going after the end Over and over and over I reached out my hand and shook free

Even if I stray from my path

I can’t give up no matter what Looking up at that sky, I saw the stars One tiny and vague sliver of courage I’ll stuff it into my pocket and run

If I were to look back someday I hope to see countless flowers blooming in my footprints The morning I decided that I’d live while holding my pains close The sound—the music—of the thawing snow resounded

Awake from sleep

[TL Notes]

“An étoile idly spinning in the sky”

Étoile is French for “star.” The phrase “spinning in the sky” in Japanese is an idiom which means “going nowhere/yielding nothing” so I threw in the “idly.”

“Inside the courage that melted with the setting sun”

Wordplay. The word for “courage” (yuuki) sounds the same as “snow” (yuki).

“I’ll break through this ... shell”

This phrase exists in English too, but the meaning is different. While in English it means “to become more confident,” in JP it means two things: “to toss out your old ways and start anew” and “to grow by overcoming difficulties.”

[Romaji]

“jibun rashiku” nante nante musekinin shinjitsu mushizu run away @3:00AM (gozen sanji) “ari no mama” nante nante higenjitsu yume ⇔ utsutsu kurikaesu insomnia

hontou migatte da ne risou / kyozou / gensou gogo kara will go downhill akubi hitotsu vixen kitai / senbou / shitsubou Repeat merry-go-round “douse sonna mon desho” to sora mawaru Etoile

amamai ni yo hate ni kurikaesu toki tomete

oozora koi kogarete kaketa hibi no osanai watashi wa doko kieta no? yuuhi ni tokete itta yuuki no naka todokanai modorenai ashita

stay awake

tatoeba sou ashita sekai ga horobou to nani hitotsu kawarazu ni “.” (piriodo) watashi no sekai wa watashi o jiku ni mawaru Sweets and bitters subete jibun jidai

dakedo yo no naka wa shitto / genzou / musou keri keotosare Drop-out darui shikou Kicks-in koko de nakiwameite ai o toita tokoro de nikumi nikumare War game Clear dekinai desho

dareka no yo hate de kurikaeshi sakendemo

tokubetsu ni narenai no kono sekai de wa mijuku na watashi wa doko ikeba ii? toumei na kara o kowasu yuuki mo naku tachitsukusu ugokezu ni kyou mo Even if the sky falls down Awake from sleep

mezameta akesome owari kara tsudzuku akogare nando mo nando mo nobashita te furihodokare

michi hazuretemo

akirame kirenai no doushiyou mo naku ano sora no mukou hoshi ga mieta chippoke de tayorinai yuuki hitotsu poketto ni tsumekonde hashire

itsuka furikaereba ashiato ni wa ikutsumo no hana ga saitemasu you ni itami dakishimete mo ikiteyuku to kimeta asa yukidoke no oto ga uta ga narihibiku

Awake from sleep

#haunted obachestra #nasu yukiha #machico

[kimonobeat]

Gummy Lyrics: Aishite ne (愛してね; Love Me)

English translation and romanization below the cut.

ENGLISH

I write you a long letter, because I can’t seem to put it into words

I just realized, dear, that I want to live my life with you

Love me. Love me and me alone, for all time Put an end to us as friends Stop playing around and lay your eyes on me, to me

I couldn’t bring myself to hand you this letter My glass heart was too worried to

But I’d like to send it you now I won’t hesitate on anything anymore. I’m falling in love

Love me. Hold me and me alone, close, tight Do it over and over again in my dreams And when I open my eyes, kiss me

I hear you've been asking people about me because you want to know me better This is your last chance

Love me. Love me and me alone. I like you My feelings for you make me shed tears Stop playing around, just keep your eyes on me

Love me. Love me and me alone, for all time Put an end to us as friends Kiss me when you finish my letter

ROMAJI

nagai tegami wo kakimasu kotoba ni wa dekinai kara

ima kidzuita no nee kimi to ikite yukitai

ai shite ne watashi dake ai shite ne itsumo itsumo owari ni shite tomodachi wa fuzakete inaide mitsumete ne to me

dakedo tegami wa dasenakute garasu no kokoro kuyande ita

ima todoketai mou nanimo mayowanai kara falling love

ai shite ne watashi dake dakishimete kitsuku tsuyoku yume no naka de kurikaesu mabuta wo tojitara kisu wo shite ne

watashi no koto wo shiritakute dareka ni kiite’ru tte saigo no chansu nano ne

ai shite ne watashi dake ai shite ne kimi ga suki yo namida kobosu kono kimochi fuzakete inaide mitsumete ite

ai shite ne watashi dake ai shite ne itsumo itsumo owari ni shite tomodachi wa tegami wo tojitara kisu wo shite ne

#gummy #거미 #yg gummy #loveless #translation

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[suzukinagatsuki]

Te ni oenai hodo netande dare to tatakatteru n da KYAPA OOBAA Sogi ochi NAITO wo waratte tou no honnin wa mite minu furi

Muku warenai hodo itande dame da kore wa matta nashi no GEEMU OOBAA Shiro kuro tsuketa banjou de oitsume rareta no ni kizukazu ni

Kachi me nado mienai ii wake wa dekinai Soko wa mou hatenai aa

CHEKKUMEITO mou oshi maitta maitta Sore de owaru nara kami sama nante iranai no desu

Saa tatakatte jisho wo hiite riron busou no PUROGURAMU Itsu owaru? Sore ja komaru! Itai hodo wakatteru Nee kuyashikute yume ni narezu kimi ni naritai to nozonderu Mae ni shika susumenai POON demo

Saigo no koma mo ushinatte soro soro chaban wa mou owarou ka Hadaka no KINGU sagesunde "kimi wa mou iranai mono da" to

Yari kirenai hodo kuyande maketa kimochi tsunori mata KYARII OOBAA Ittai nando kurikaesu SHINARIO wa mou houkai sunzen

CHEKKUMEITO yubi sasu no wa mou yamete Sayonara watashi sore sura yurusanai no desu

Demo waratteru? Tanoshinderu? Rikai funou no haku chuumu Kimi wa dare? Watashi no nani? Iitai koto tsumatteru Kurushikute yume wa samezu demo mada kimi ni idonderu Sore ga kitto kanawanai risou demo

Tatakatte hate ni mieta zutto machi nozonda EPIROOGU Mou owaru kore de kateru? Amaku wa nai wakatteru

Ato sukoshi mata todokanai sore demo kimi wo nozonderu Mae ni shika susumenai POON demo Sore ga kitto tookunai risou nara.

#VOCALOID #Len Kagamine #Checkmate #Romaji #Lyrics

[aquaandincendia]

Dekinai Watashi ga, Kurikaesu.

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[carsinoska]

白百合の咲く夜に

Album: Shirayuri no Saku Yoru ni Artist: Oningyou ni Naritai

Shirayuri no Saku Yoru ni

hitorikiri no watashi ni mama ga tsuretekita shiroku kagayaku doresu matotta anata

minna ni aisareteru   kirei na yokogao watashi wa hisoka ni akogareteita no

konna watashi tomo isshoni warattekureta kono jikan ga tomare to negau wa

futari de iretara soredake de yokatta te wo nigitte hitomi toji   sora wo mau watashi no subete wo aishitekureta kara anata dake wa shinjiteru   eien ni

aruku koto ga dekinai watashi wo mitsukete soto no sekai no hanashi   kikasetekureta

jiyuu ni ikiru kimi no sugata wo miteite watashi wa hisoka ni akogareteita no

kurai basho ni ita watashi ni te wo sashinobete atatakana hikari wo kuretanda

futari de iretara soredake de yokatta te wo nigitte hitomi toji   sora wo mau egao ya nakigao   subete shitteiru kara kizudarake no kimi no tame dekiru koto

tatoe sekai ni yurusare nakutemo futari no toki wo hako ni tojikomete shiroi hana saku basho de tomo ni dakiaeba towa no yume wo miru

futari de iretara soredake de yokatta tsukiyo no shita   doresu kite hana to chiru kono yo ga kegare no noroi wo kaketatte yorisoereba   atarashii sekai e to

itsumade demo futarikiri rakuen de ikite

Pierrot

kizudarake no hane no karappo na watashi wa ano ko ni akogarete egao no mane wo shita

kimochi warui kao to iwareta hi ni kimetanda aisareru ko ni naru wa watashi wo koroshite

odorimasho odorimasho itsudemo mata rizumu ni nosete odokemasho odokemashou minna no egao wo misete yo

kurukuru to damanori no shippai warai ni kaete nanno tame odotteru no watashi wo shiranai sekai de

ano hi suteeji kara anata wo mitsuketa no mujakina sono egao totemo itoshikatta

kamen wo hazushitara daremo wakattekurenai kirawareru kurai nara ima wo ikiteku wa

odorimasho   odorimasho keikaina rizumu ni nosete odokemasho   odokemasho anata no egao wo misete yo

itsunohika kidzuite yo me no shita no namida no imi wo itsuwari no deai demo anata no tame ni odoru kara

aru hi nakayosage ni futari te wo tsunaideita anata wo mikaketa toki nanika hajiketa no

aishite yo   aishite yo itsuwari ni michita sekai de odokemasho   odokemasho futari tomo waratteiru wa

tobimashou   tobimashou buranko ni mi wo makasetara ochiteku wa   ochiteku wa saigo made egao no mama de

Mahou no Canvas

tokun to umareta ochita haiiro no sekai hikari ni michibikarete oshiro ni kita no

chiisana oukoku no ohime-sama mitai ni nani wo shitemo jiyuu ne ijiwaru na majo mo inai

mahou no kyanbasu ni kokoro wo egaki yumemita tokimeku sekai tsukutteku no

ohana no doresu kite usagi to odoru kono yo wo watashi no iro ni somete yuku wa

otona ni shihai sareta chiisana sekai ja ikiteru riyuu nante mitsukaranai wa

konna watashi demo purinsesu mitai na rococo no heya no naka de himitsu no tobira wo hiraku

mahou no kyanbasu ni kokoro wo egaki fushigina otogibanashi wo tsumuideku no

yozora ni furimaita e no omoi ga hajike minna no haato wo akaku somete yuku wa

monokuro no yoru ni niji wo kaketara iro toridori no mirai ni kawari kirameku sora   hirogatta

mahou no kyanbasu ni kokoro wo egaki fushigina kagami no naka e ochiteyuku no

kinoko no yousei to ochakai hiraku suteki na watashi no oshiro mitsuketanda

Unicorn to Otome

kirari   sora wo koete fuwari   kaketeku no hikari kagayaku sekai e

makkura na mori wo aruita kurikaesu saki no mienai michi mo ippozutsu mae ni fumidasu yuuki osoresae tokimeki ni kaete

minikui ookami ni tsukamari kegarenai you ni kurai mori   sotto nukedashitara

kirakira kagayaita izumi de kimi wo mitsuketa no masshiro de kiyoku utsukushii se ni tobinori kakedasu

kirari   sora wo koete fuwari   kakete yuku no hoshi no kanata e watashi wo tsuretette

niji no hashi wo watari   kimi to dokomademo hikari kagayaku sekai e

itsudemo ii ko deite to hohoende mama wa iu no dakeredo konna ni semai basho ni itanja itsunohika chissoku shichau yo

kimi no gin no tsuno ni mamorare shoujo de itai no itsumademo soba ni ireru no nara tatoe maboroshi demo watashi wa ayundeikeru wa tsurettete yo   yume no iro wo shita hana no saita oka made

kirari   tsuki wo koete fuwari   kakete yuku no hoshi ga kagayaku sekai e michibiite

yume no oorora no shita kimi to dokomademo jiyuu na sora wo mezashite

ouji-sama   mune no oku no garasu no kokoro inuite yo   hontou ni kakugo ga aru no nara

kirari   sora wo koete fuwari   kakete yuku no shiroi tategami nabikase dokomademo

niji no hashi wo watari tooku dokomademo watarashirashiku ikiteyuku itsuka miru rakuen made

Bara Chiru Setsuna, Eien ni

tsumetai te wo nigiru anata no soba de nemuru watashi nagai tabi wo oeta futari ayunda kioku tadoru

konna watashi ni sotto te wo sashinobete ikiru yorokobi sae mo oshietekureta ne

kono shiawase ga setsuna no ai toshitemo sameru koto nai towa no yumemi tsudzukeru tame itoshii te de   watashi wo koroshite

shiawase ni naru hodo itsuka owari ga kuru no kamo to sono yasashisa mo sae mo totemo fuan ni naru hi mo aru

tada hitotsu no saigo no negai kiite hana ga chiru utsukushisa eien no kioku

sekai ga futari wakatsu hi ga kuru mae ni kagayaku ai wo anata no mune ni kizamitai aishiteru nara   watashi wo koroshite

hoshi no kanata de zutto mimamotteru kara itsuka futari ga meguri aeru hi ga kuru made torikago no naka   watashi wo aishite

I have never seen a song ignore the lyrics as much as they do in Mahou no Canvas. Okay, maybe it rivals Sound Horizon. Anyways, for that reason, I did not include any of the original text in romaji, otherwise it would get too messy. So here is the original kanji.

魔法のキャンパス

トクンと鼓動の中 生まれた私は 光に導かれてお城に来たの

小さな王国のお姫様みたいに 何をしても自由よ いじわるな魔女もいない

魔法のキャンバスに心を映し 夢見たときめく世界描いてくの

お花のドレス着て ウサ��と踊る 世界を私の色に染めてゆくわ

誰かに支配された小さな世界じゃ 生きてる理由なんて 見つからないわ

こんな私でもプリンセスみたいに ロココの部屋の中で 秘密の扉を開く

魔法のキャンバスに想いを描き 不思議なおとぎ話を紡いでくの

世界に振りまいた 絵の具がはじけ 皆のハートを赤く染めてゆくわ

モノクロの夜に虹をかけたら 色とりどりの未来に変わり きらめく空　広がった

魔法のキャンバスに心を映し 鏡の向こうこの世界 落ちてゆくわ

キノコの妖精とお茶会開く 素敵な私のお城見つけたんだ

#oningyou ni naritai #shirayuri no saku yoru ni

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Dekinai Watashi ga, Kurikaesu. OP Theme : Re:Call - Shimotsuki Haruka

#Music #Shimotsuki Haruka #霜月はるか #Dekinai Watashi ga Kurikaesu #BEST

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【AMV】 Our Happiness on Rewind (Dekinai Watashi ga Kurikaesu OP PARODY by Magicflier)

#Little Busters #Shimotsuki Haruka #Dekinai Watashi ga Kurikaesu #visual novel #AMV #anime music video

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[translation+lyrics] Liberation by Seraph

It's another Seraph album, guess I’m overcompensating. I remember when I first heard the crossfade for this I was mildly disappointed because the cover artwork far exceeded what I was hearing, but upon hearing the whole thing it was actually a lot better than I expected, so here it is. Ironic that the Irori tracks lack a little, but the guest composers really pick up the slack. Lyrics down below and see you all next time.

------------------------------------------ Vocals for the whole album: 海紅

Exceed Destiny

Composer: Irori

koe ga kikoeru mayoi no naka mada yamenai de todoku wa

I can hear a voice while I wander and it won't stop reaching me

katamuku tsuki wa mawari nagara kage wo tsukuru no nigashite ageru

so long as this leaning moon keeps spinning it'll keep casting it's shade

mayoeru kohitsuji ni wa hakanai yume ga niau taikutsu na okimari no serifu ukeireta jibun yurushi tsutsukeru no?

like lost lambs in a fleeting dream the words from this boring routine will you forgive me if I keep saying them?

nobashita yubisaki kuu wo gaku hibi ga yagate tsukitsukeru mirai wo keshisari anata no kodoku to watashi no kodoku ga yobiai kasanaru kiseki nara teraseru unmei sae koeru monogatari wo

reaching out with these hands trying to take back those days from thin air even though that future's been extinguished your solitude and my solitude call out to each other, for a miracle to join them our story that challenges fate

itami wa kizu wo tomonawazu ni hitori kakaeru kurayami

my pain is accompanied by these scars as I hold the darkness all alone

yoru ga egaita ibitsu na yume te wo hiite ima kowashite hoshii

the night depicts a distorted sky how I wish my hands could hold it and break it apart

aragau kohitsuji ni wa busama na sei ga niau danzai wo motome warau koe mimi fusaida mama obie tsutsukeru no?

an unsightly life is quite fitting for rebellious sheep as a judgmental voice laughs at our plight maybe if I cover my ears it'll go away

te ni shita yaiba wo dochira ni mukeru ka chigau michi sagasu toki mo nai hibi ni anata no negai to watashi no inori ga tokeai nagareru hazama de nemuritai itsuka kawaru hazu to shinjiteite

where should I point this blade I hold your wishes and my prayers from those days where I wasn't afraid to pick the wrong path have dissolved and drifted away but I'll keep believing this will all change

kazashita te no hira suri nukeru kaze ga ame wo yobi nurashi ato wo nokoshita kara anata no kodoku to watashi no kodoku ga yobiai kasanaru kiseki nara teraseru unmei sae koeru monogatari wo

as I hold out my hand the wind grazes it I can feel the traces of the rain your solitude and my solitude call out to each other, for a miracle to join them our story that challenges fate

Wishing Liberation

Composer: 熊本哲也

chikara tsuki nagedashita shiroi hada ni haeta toge hohoemi wa ne wo oroshi yuruku kubi wo shimeteta

running out of strength, I give up thorns sprout through this white skin taking root at the smile as they slowly strangle the neck

mayowazu osorezu kake dasu no ni itsumo dokoka daremo kitto tooku ni miteta

not lost, unafraid and marching on at all moments there's someone looking on from afar

ikanaide yo ikanaide yo sono kokoro wo zenbu sosoide kimagure ni ataenaide nakusu toki wo omou no wa iki sae dekinu hodo itaiyo

don't go, don't go away let me fill up your heart I can't hold back my desires when I think of the time we've lost it hurts so much I can't even breath

itsuwari no sekai demo kawaku mune wo nurashiteta hontou no egao demo itsu no ma ni ka kieteku

despite this world being a sham you hydrated this dry chest yet your true smile faded away without a warning

kizutsuki naku yoru kakushi nagara kowasanu yo ni nakusanu yo ni sugoshita hibi wo

such painful nights of crying in which I hid away yet unbroken, not lost yet so my days went by

nukedashite yo nukedashite yo kono kokoro wo hitotsu nokorazu kiyasume ni tsukawanai de kibou wo motsu sunao sa wo itsudemo dakishimeteitai yo

let's run away, run away until we're a single heart towards joy even if temporary I sincerely do still hold hope for you to always hold me

Time is Life

Composer: HINODE

toki michibikarete ikudo me no surechigai deshou yobiai nagara mo taguru ito yubisaki de karame

guided by time unseen by so many eyes yet calling to each other as the string linking us keeps tugging

mitasareta sekai ni ikite nani wo sagashiteiru no? nee keshite misenai sabishisa no naku koe ga suru

Living in a plentiful world what are you searching for? hey, even if I can't see your sadness I can hear your crying voice

toketa yoru no saita mukou de wa jiyuu shirazu ita kako ga yureru keredo hito wa ima wo nozomu kara asu no kiseki wo shinjite nemuru no daremo shiranai yoru wo

as the night fades away I head out not knowing freedom, with an uncertain past yet even now wishing for that person I sleep trusting that there'll be a miracle tomorrow who knows what the night holds in store

toki hiki sakarete mayoi naku tebanasu no deshou akirame nagara mo kireta ito nigiri shimeteita

torn apart by time finding ourselves by reaching out to each other as long as we don't give up this string will keep joining us

nukegara no sekai ni ikite osoreru furi wo shite wa nee hontou wa itsumo owari wo machi nozonderu

living in a world of corpses in inconceivable adversity really, all along I've been wishing for it all to end

daremo ga minna saigo shiru no nara kitto susumeta no osorenaide keredo hito wa kibou idaku kara asu no fuan dakishimete nemuru no daremo shiranai yoru wo

since no one knows how this will end I'm not afraid to move on since I hold on to hope I sleep embracing the uncertainty of not knowing what the night has in store

toketa yoru no saita mukou de wa jiyuu shirazu ita kako ga yureru keredo hito wa ima wo ikiru kara asu no kiseki wo shinjite nemuru

as the night fades away I head out not knowing freedom, with an uncertain past yet even now wishing for that person I sleep trusting that there'll be a miracle tomorrow

tomosu mirai ima wa miezu tomo kitto omou mama te wo nobashite itsuka hito wa kibou tsukamu kara asu no fuan dakishimete nemuru no kagirareta toki no naka

I can't see a bright future ahead But I'm still reaching out one day we'll grasp hope So I sleep embracing the uncertainty of tomorrow Amidst this forsaken time

Innocence

Composer: Paspal

Haruka shiroku kedakaki sora ni kakowareta fukashin no kuni kieta tsuki ga utsuru minamo kara nureta hokorobi yume ga tsugeru

in a gorgeous white sky in the distance there's a sacred land sealed away the new moon is reflected on the surface which seems out of a dream

inishie no jumon dake wo fuujitemo kakushi kirenu kodou hane wo hirogete tooku wasure kaketeta keshiki omoi dasu no

sealed away since ancient time and it's hidden heartbeat has stopped I'll spread these wings to fly to that distant forgotten scenery and remember

mune ni saita irotsuku hana kuchihateru koto de shika muku to ikirarenu sekai de wa asu ni yakare kuzure ochita nanimo kamo sashi dashite mo nao akogarete wa kogashite

a colored rose blooms in my chest remaining pure among all that has rotten away in this unliveable world as tomorrow burns and crumbles and everything it had to offer that I yearned for, is extinguished

itsuwari no koe nagasu namida kurikaesu mujou wo ikiteiru akashi toshite itami sae mo kizamitai

a fake voice and streaming tears this never ending uncertainty serves as proof of our existence so gravely that it hurts

marude otogibanashi no you ni kaserareta yakuwari seoi itsumo mukerareta akogare no me enji teru te ni wa nanimo naku

like in a fairytale this role was imposed onto me of always yearning with these eyes without actually playing a part

arishi hi ni hisomu kagi wo atsumete mo tadoritsukenu kodou iroaseta doa toraerareta kokoro no oku de kitsuiteru no

in those days past I really had gathered the key but as my pulse waned the door faded away within my captive heart I could realize that

mune ni saita irotsuku hana kuchihateru koto de shika muku to ikirarenu sekai de wa asu wo shitte takanaru mune obiete mo motome tsutsukete wa akirame sae sagashite

a colored rose blooms in my chest remaining pure among all that has rotten away in this unliveable world this beating in my chest will still be there tomorrow and by its will I will continue I'll keep searching without giving up

te wo nobasu koto tamerau hodo nozomi nado idakezu kuzureyuku seishin nara risei sae mo oikoshite

I'll keep reaching out beyond doubt holding onto my wish as my spirit crumbles for I've passed the limits of logic

tokoshie no chikai dake wo te ni shite mo mayoi yureru kodou kage wo otoshite nidoto modoranai ima sae mo keshite yuku no

Holding in my hand this eternal vow but my pulse wavers as the shadows drop never to return to this reality as they fade

mune ni saita irotsuku hana kuchi hateru koto de shika muku to ikirarenu sekai de wa asu ni yakare ushinau dake nani hitotsu owaranai mama de eien ni tsutsuiteku

a colored rose blooms in my chest remaining pure among all that has rotten away in this unliveable world even if tomorrow burns and is lost this one thing will still not end going on for eternity

suri kirete yuku omoi koso ga watashi no inochi nara irotsuku hana daita mama kono sekai wo nukedashite

these fading feelings of mine are my life itself so I'll hold on to this colored flower and escape this world

Fake a Joker

Composer: Life Rubato

konton habikoru geeto koete rojiura ni hisomu aku wo hameba sotto ukabeta emi wa, uzuki seinaru chikara naredo osore, tedashi dekinai sou kamihitoe deshou?

overcoming the gate amidst the chaos as evil lurks around every corner and a slight smile that emerges twitches painfully due to the holy power frightened, unable to grasp anything does it really make that much difference?

uso wo misukashi mekuru shinjitsu kuchi wo soroe kasaneta uragiri nado tomeru sube motanai watashi wo

seeing through the lies winding up the truth traitorously joining our lips there's nothing that can stop me

koyoi mo koji matowaritsuku dake no kyomu ni wa nijimu kotoba somekaeru akai kyouki ga niau

let's keep the act today since we're already covered in deceit the color of these words changes to a maddening red

subete wo nakusu sabaki no kakugo wo kimeta nara oroka sa nageite ima yurushi wo koe

were I to lose everything I've already prepared myself for that fate though I'd still foolishly beg for forgiveness

senaka awase no yami ga uzumaku tenshi no emi wo tataeta mama de

the weight I carry is a revolving darkness as I keep putting on an angel's smile

sora wo saite hibiku raimei ga abaki dasu kawaku daichi mitasu you ni sosoida mizu no arika

piercing the skies a resounding lightning reveals an arid and unfulfilled landscape being poured with water

utagai sae kuchi ni dekinai boukansha wo inochi shirazu no piero ga warau

being doubted by onlookers who won't speak as the unliving joker laughs

koyoi mo kuruui kumi ageta tamashii tsurushite sakasa no kage umidashita kuroi omowaku ga saku

let's drive ourselves mad this night again let's hang out these lost souls as our shadows grow together our dark thoughts emerge too

yukue wo shimesu kakushin ni wa mada furenaide karamitsuita sadame ga hirefusu made

point towards our direction and with conviction we'll reach it and bow to our intertwining fates

Flame Wings

Composer: Irori

garakuta ni umoreta kokoro wa doko wo sasu no muishiki no oku soko kokyuu wa todokanai

buried in the wastes where could my heart be in this abyss of unconsciousness my calls can't be heard

te wo nobaseba fureraretemo tomonawanai hibiku netsu ga

even if I extend my hand and feel around I can only feel a resounding heat

tamerau tabi kanjou sae mo ushinatte doushite mada koko ni iru no

in this time of doubt I've lost all feeling how can it be that I am still here

furikireta kokoro wo mushibamu yoru kazoete kawaku nodo wo saita himei wa todokanai

this severed heart counts the passing nights but these screams that cut my throat just won't reach anyone

moeru hane wo tsutau netsu wa nani ni deau tame no inochi

as my wings burn the heat only makes me wonder why'd I have to live

hodokareteku kanjou dake ga wasurenai kowarete nao yobi tsutsukeru

I'm coming undone but at least these emotions can't be forgotten as I'm breaking up I continue to call out

tojikometeta meijou koso ga shitteiru dakara ima mo koko ni iru

I'm trapped despite being confused, I know that much however, right now I am still here

majiwaranai sora to umi no sono saki wo tsunagu tame ni tobi tsutsukete

unconnecting are the skies and sea ahead but to connect them I'll keep flying

#seraph #liberation #translation #lyrics #seriously hope you're all appreciating all the internet you have #I get online for one second and suddenly feel like I've grown wings

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Kudo Shizuka Lyrics: Again

English translation and romanization below the cut.

ENGLISH

(I Can’t forget your love) Don’t go looking for me (I Can’t forget your love) I’m a little bird that’s escaped its cage

I wander about the city, drenched to the bone By a heavy evening shower that started coming down out of nowhere I left a single kiss on your lips as my farewell While you slept on the couch

(Good-bye) I’ll never be the woman for you (Sorry) I wouldn’t mind if I was the only one who was unhappy But I just can’t do this

I will love you once again Love is a black cross on my heart. Don’t blame me now I will love you once again The weight of when we loved each other is a sin, I’m sure...

(I Can’t forget your love) Don’t forgive me (I Can’t forget your love) You’ve got tears in your eyes

I gather up dreamy illusions, with the high BEAMS From cars pressing against my back

(Hold me tight!) You heard bad rumors about me all the time, right? (Love me do!) That’s why I lied to myself That I just wanted to be free

I will love you once again Love is a black cross on my heart. Our encounter was a star-crossed one I will love you once again I’ll repeat these same exact sins once again someday

(I Can’t forget your love) Don’t go looking for me (I Can’t forget your love) I’m a little bird that’s escaped its cage

I will love you once again Love is a black cross on my heart, one that’ll never fade away I will love you once again I’ll love you somewhere far away, alone

(I Can’t forget your love) Don’t forgive me (I Can’t forget your love) You’ve got tears in your eyes

ROMAJI

(I Can’t forget your love) watashi wo sagasanaide (I Can’t forget your love) kago kara nigeta kotori

totsuzen furidashita yoru no tsuyoi ame ni watashi subunure de machi wo samayou sofa de nemutte’ta anata no kuchibiru ni kisu no okitegami hitotsu nokoshite

(Good-bye) anata ni niau onna ni wa narenai (Sorry) watashi dake nara fukou mo ii kedo sore mo dekinai

I will love you once again ai wa ha-to no kuroi juujika ima wa semenaide I will love you once again futari ai shita toki no omosa ga tsumi ne kitto...

(I Can’t forget your love) kono mama yurusanaide (I Can’t forget your love) hitomi ni tameta namida

kuruma no UP BEAM senaka osarenagara yume no iryu-shon hiroi-atsumete

(Hold me tight!) yokunai uwasa itsumo kiita deshou? (Love me do!) dakara jibun ni jiyuu de itai to uso wo tsuita no

I will love you once again ai wa ha-to no kuroi juujika hoshi no meguriai I will love you once again itsuka mou ichido kurikaesu wa onaji tsumi wo

(I Can’t forget your love) watashi wo sagasanaide (I Can’t forget your love) kago kara nigeta kotori

I will love you once again ai wa ha-to no kuroi juujika nido to kienai wa I will love you once again tooi basho de ai shite iru kara watashi hitori

(I Can’t forget your love) kono mama yurusanaide (I Can’t forget your love) hitomi ni tameta namida

#kudo shizuka #shizuka kudo #工藤静香 #mysterious #translation

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【MMV】 Calling (by Izanagi)

#Inu x Boku SS #Shimotsuki Haruka #Dekinai Watashi ga Kurikaesu #visual novel #AMV #anime music video