#I don’t trust a google search to give me anything other than gender essentialist bullshit though

[genderfreakxx]

Deeply genuine question, does anyone else feel Insane Crazy Hyper Feminine in presentation specifically on the week that is or would be your typical period week?

#I’ve been on t for a while now and it’s still a pattern I notice #I don’t often genuinely seriously want feedback on my personal posts (although it’s always welcome) but this seriously baffles me #I’m pretty gender queer in my gender in general but the older I get and the more I learn about myself the more I recognize that it’s really #only like a week out of every month or so (give or take a few fruity days here and there) where I really feel super feminine #and I am pretty damn sure it’s synced to my period cycle??? incredibly dysphoria inducing yes but I’m not 100% mad at it? #I have fun with hyper femininity but my baseline is something that can definitely be considered more masculine on average #also related‚ I’ve recently embraced gender fluidity as a part of my over all anti-binary existence #I feel really notable switches that come seemingly randomly outside of the few I feel specifically where I believe my cycle would be #and even when I miss a t dose and I do end up relapsing into having a period it seems to line up #and I don’t think it’s ??? like??? a bio-essentialist thing at all? my body and brain just does this??? and I really really wanna know #if any other gender queer folks have this experience #I don’t trust a google search to give me anything other than gender essentialist bullshit though #would love to hear anyone’s thoughts on this! b #accidental b* #blithering on #gender #gender queer #genderqueer #nonbinary #transmasc #transmasculine #ftm