#I just find this so funny I’m crying

[chirpsythismorning]

Shawn Levy on set for these scenes even though he didn’t direct either of the episodes… aka these must have been scenes he felt were important enough for him to be there, in person, so that he could make decisions as an executive producer hmmm

#stranger things #byler #shawn levy is a Will Byers warrior #he is also a mike wheeler apologist #therefore a byler #there’s even a bts of him present during filming for 2x01 at the arcade… #like Shawn?? what are you doing here #like I said though #he is also an executive producer of the overall show in pretty sure #and the duffers have talked about how he makes a big role in decision making #beyond just the episodes he directs #so I do find it funny #that a shot as simple as will in his room painting #apparently had Shawn Levy going #I NEED TO BE THERE WHEN WE FIRST SEE THE PAINTING #AND I WANT A PICTURE WITH WILL IN FRONT OF THE BOYS DONT CRY POSTER #and the airport scene… #I’m sure he’s chose to be present for the filming of lots of scenes #but again funny he’s choosing to commemorate these ones he’s not even directing #by doing a quick photo op 🤣

[salsflore]

#don’t mind me – this is just me dumping my thoughts out #last night i was curled up into a ball and silently crying. so much pain. today i’m grateful for my friends and- #-looking forward to drinking the tea i was steeping. life is so awful sometimes but moments like these make it so worth it #i am grateful to be alive. and for everything i have. so long as i try my best to be good i’m convinced #everything will be okay .. at least i’d really like to hope so :) #i just find it so funny how life works in cycles #💭

[sarumint]

if you can’t find the meaning in life, allow me to be that meaning

#slams hands on table #guys i got into tgcf #drills hands onto the table #and I’m neck deep in this shit #each volume ive gotten was finished in like less than two days from when I’ve gotten them #I got the 4th volume yesterday and I’m still on the part where the squad got into the black water demon lair #I know this volume had everybody screaming and crying so I’m savouring every bit before the true angst starts #something I find rlly funny tho is hua cheng just dropping a big bomb out of nowhere that dismantles both xie lian and myself #like I’d just be entirely immersed in the story and then boom hua cheng goes HEY GEGE WANT TO GET MARRIED #then I’m pulled back to my consciousness of planet earth and go HOLD UP #heaven official's blessing #xie lian #art #mxtx

[moonlite-sunshine]

So I’m rewatching and catching up on Doctor Who for the first time in like 6ish years so I can watch the new specials and like my favorite will always be Tennant, he was My Doctor blah blah but you know what, this rewatch reminded me how much I love 12, mainly his season with Bill.

Capaldi is such a great Doctor. He’s not always nice but he’s always kind and he loves so hard. He’s so funny and I love how he loves playing guitar and he has sonic sunglasses bc he’s just trying to have a good time, he may not be a kooky bow tie guy anymore but he’s still silly. Him and Bill are like best buds and I wish we’d had another season with them and even Nardole bc their relationship was just fun, there was no pre-destined or weird importance placed on her, she was just a normal person who loved learning and was kind and had good vibes. The best of humanity, the kind of person the Doctor takes along bc they remind him that people are important. Bill brought out the best in him and also GAY🦭 anyways his last words are so beautiful and I miss him

#also rip Clara I don’t have anything against her and but I truly think they brought out the ‘worst’ in each other #not like actually the worst but like it wasn’t great #that said I did cry at the last episode when we find out HE forgot her :( him and his guitar playing the song just gets me #and at the end of his run when he remembers who she is 🥺 #see actually the second 12&clara season wasn’t too bad but the first one was just 🫠 #like it just seemed so toxic?? and for what?? #I did like the season finale with the cybermen and Danny protecting Clara but like their actual relationship was also toxic?? so much lying #that 2nd season is better w their relationship but that hybrid shit? didn’t make any sense?? it was just made to seem important #but it literally wasn’t at all 😭 #I do wish 12 had gotten a few more episodes with river so it wouldn’t have been such a sudden return? #meh idk #anyway capaldi you’re literally a rockstar doctor <3 #this is my first time seeing 13’s run too #I had to skip arachnids cause phobia but I just started the demons episode #I’m still trying to decide how I feel ab her but I love Ryan he’s so funny #I feel like she’s missing that rage that’s literally just below the surface of all the doctors #but I’ll keep watching to see if we get that later

[seventh-district]

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#it is 5 hrs past my bedtime and i am awake listening to Two Hearts by Dermot Kennedy on loop and crying over Rotating Shifts. again. #i couldn’t resist the urge to read the latest chapter any longer but i knew when i did i’d get like this #so Why did i wait for my period to roll around. i have made. a silly decision lmaooo #i’ve complained abt it before but i’m conflicted about how much more sensitive it makes me #my nightmares usually don’t make me cry but oh i was a Wreck this morning #so why i picked tonight to read the fic that always makes me cry is beyond me #i have never met a fic before that had me in such an intense emotional grip #and it’s fucking hilarious bc it’s not that intense of a story!! like yeah there’s been devastating parts but i’m out here having to- #-take a break every single chapter bc i’ll read one line that hits my inner child like a truck and i have to take a minute to recover #but the whiplash this fic gives me is so fucking funny and the range in the storytelling from comedy to tragedy is just.. *scream-cries* #it has my favorite characterization of Sun and Moon that i have ever seen #this chapter wasn’t even that sad i’m just Making myself sad about it #but on another level it also makes me sad in the sense that i don’t think i’ll ever be able to write something that good.. #all that i want out of my writing endeavors is to make one (1) person feel as strongly and as much as RS makes me feel #and i don’t know if i can do that. i don’t know if my writing has what it takes bc i can’t even describe exactly what it is #i don’t think it’s a science that can be replicated. things either connect with someone or they don’t #the way Sun goes from worryingly innocent ‘wdym we can’t invite strangers to live with us?’ ‘wdym we can’t adopt an adult that needs help?’ #to fucking. tearing an animatronic in half in a fit of protective rage and blocking access to all dating apps to prevent you from- #-finding anyone else bc he’s your Special Friend and he can’t have his Daydream falling for anyone else!! no no!! #it’s not a new concept but i eat it tf up when Sun is actually the one you should fear the most #like no i don’t think he’d hurt Reader but i dread to think of the things he would do For them #the back and forth between childlike innocence and terrifying intelligence possessiveness and physical capability is just mmmmm 100/10 #and don’t even get me started on Moon. or i Will start crying again #he’s ​like yeah dumbass of course i’m gonna save you every time some POS man tries to **** you. of course i will you fucking crater-head #but i will complain at you about it the Entire way home and then i will steal your fucking toilet paper and pack you a raw egg for lunch #because i hate you 🖤 but Sun loves you and we would both kill for you 🖤 also i drank all of your chocolate milk 🖤 also i hate you :) #anyways i am paraphrasing obviously and dear god i hope no one who actually reads RS sees this bc i do not want my 2am ramblings taken as- #-any kind of Official Thoughtful Analysis of the story ok pls pls pls let me be insane abt my favorite fic without having to be articulate #i just have so many fucking FEELINGS about them. i am unwell. #i’m not even tagging this i’m just hitting post and going to sleep goodnight

[dutybcrne]

I desperately need to find that one meme chart sb did of what would have happened if Kae got any Vision other than Cryo during Le Confrontation, STAT

#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//My greatest source of serotonin #//Literally my fave meme for those two lmao #//Bc just thinking that Kae getting an Anemo Vision would have killed them both makes me damn near cry laugh so hard jfbfb #//Just #Diluc: You BETRAYED me—I’ll kill you! #Anemo!Kaeya: WHAT IF I FUCKEN KILLED US BOTH. WHAT THEN #//I think Hydro!Kaeya in that chart had him killing Luc; which is morbidly funny to me #//That would have been the LAST thing he wanted; he’d be Fucken devastated #//But in the moment blue screen #//The Exact utterly Petrified reaction is in my brain and That’s what makes it funny to me #//Incredibly sad and tragic could-have-been #//But morbidly funny in one of those horror-comedy type ways #//Like that Jake death bit in Evil Dead 2 I think it was #//And a whole slew of Final Destination ones #//Shit cracks me up #//In all seriousness tho; I’m glad it was a lil gift from the Tsaritsa that saved him #//Even if he himself isn’t terribly fond of it #//But fr tho I gotta find that meme again; it makes me so happy #//I prolly need sleep #//Aint been getting much of that lately; even with the break I took #//But that’s not really anything new. What’s really the kicker is Work

[bloggirl8842]

I feel guilty pursuing a better and more comfortable life, especially pursuing a career in media, during this genocide

#i feel a bit guilty when I have a good day I feel guilty that I’m not constantly outspoken on platforms like instagram because I’m trying to #look hireable and I feel guilty that my more activist friends annoy the shit out of me though thats usually more about how they act as peopl #e. like my friend and her dad are staunch activists her dad keeps showing up to these big disruptive rallies and protests and i find him so #badass. she’s also so badass she’s funny actually our mutual friend told me that she was refusing to hang out with him unless it was at prot #ests. anyways. i want what I want but it’s weird to have a personal life and personal goals that I’m finally trying to live while also being #very aware of what’s going on #i think i get annoyed by the people who’re melodramatic. i have this friend whos so lovely but was just posting photos of herself crying bc #her jewish grandfather refuses to believe this is a genocide and im just like how did you not EXPECT that. i also have jewish grandparents a #nd I know what they believe and it doesn’t break my heart or because I expected it like they were born around the time the holocaust stopped

[ghost-1-y]

gege when i catch u gege….

#[ 👻 ] - ghost speaks #jjk spoilers #the newest episode ruined me #legitimately sobbed through the entire thing #and i NEVER cry in movies or shows #i’m so fucking upset y’all it’s not even funny #i’m gonna have to nap this off before dinner because family is coming over #when i go to japan and find gege it’s over y’all #i just wanna talk i swear #they can’t keep getting away with this

[enavant]

aaay get u a raid group that purposefully leaves u out cause they wanna make the time earlier n u can’t make that n they purposefully grief u during reclears so ull mess up cause they’re petty ✨

#[ it’s just that !! i LOVE getting bullied by my raid group because one of them dicked me around n i got upset about it wow ] #[ i have no where else to go n i’m anxious every week instead of happy :’) ] #[ high end raiding isn’t worth it at this point lmaooooo n i have no friends in game cause These Are Them aaaay ] #[ awesome things to wake up to almost tops my ultimate static ignoring me asking in our discord n then to individual people n them #clearing without me so i had to go clear on my own in pf ✌🏽✨ ] #[ actually just gonna cry when will i ever be treated okay in this game ??? i’m still waiting tbh i never even got my sprout moment ] #[ n everyone uses slurs n misgenders people like it’s funny why can’t i find a group that Doesn’t Do That but clears hard content fast #im Begging ] #vent tw #negatuce tw #[ i’m sorry i literally have no one to talk to about this n it’s eat me alive ]

[rosicheeks]

😭

#do you guys ever listen to a song that you used to listen to nonstop and it just kinda hits you #idk how to describe it #lately I’ve had to use pandora cause Spotify has been acting up for me #so it’s been playing some random songs that I usually don’t listen to #and on my way home #it played #arms by Christina perri #and I almost started crying #even though I haven’t heard that song in YEARS #I still knew it word for word #I just find that so crazy #I mean it makes sense #I remember laying in my bed and I would play this song and a few other songs from that cd on repeat #I’m going to make a post with the song cause one of the lyrics is giving me so much warmth and comfort #one day I’m hoping I’ll find that person #I’ve been hearing some songs that I’m like #man that would make a super cute wedding song #like the first dance or whatever #I’m so fucking sappy it’s not even funny #I mean there’s reasons for it and I don’t want to get into that on here #but my love life is just kind of a mess and idk if it’ll ever work itself out #I feel like I’m always going to be the bridal stylist or the bridesmaid or attending a wedding #idk if I can see myself getting married which is so sad to me #cause I feel like that’s one of my biggest dreams and goals in life #to find that person #that person who makes the bad days a little better #who can make me smile even when I’m sobbing… who wants to learn me inside and out cause they love me so much #wowowoowowowowow that song made me SO sappy and emotional #I just want to find the loml and get a house and have some fur babies and maybe one day actual babies #shut up rosie

[stinkrascal]

i hate my upstairs neighbors actually. why do they feel the need to host a wwe wrestling match directly above my bedroom every day at 2pm

#i know its my fault i went to bed at 5am and im now miserably trying to catch up on my sleep #but literally Why do they feel the need to jump around so much???? bro pick a spot and sit what the fuck stop STOMPING #im so tired and im the lightest sleeper ever so every movement they make i hear it and immediately wake up >:( #when our lease is up in march we’re gonna move into a townhouse/maybe a trailer so it’s quieter #and i’m so excited about that. i hate having upstairs neighbors #in other news! we put in our application for a cat at a local shelter yesterday 🥺 #his name is little turkey! (that’s not the name we’re giving him since we already have one picked out but the shelter named him that lol) #he’s a little grey cat and he looks so silly and loving 🥺🥺 i really hope they accept our application #i want a cat sooooooo bad #when we finally have our little furry friend i will cry so hard you guys 😭 this is all i’ve wanted for so long #a few days ago i was crying to my boyfriend about how i have no friends lol and then i was like #but if we got a cat at least they could be my friend 😭😭 #i think i accidentally hastened the process of finding and adopting a cat bc i cried about it. which yk no complaints here #i need a friend :( especially a little fuzzy friend :(((( #everyone say ty to mister stinkrascal for feeling bad for me and gifting me a cat lol #(he’s wanted one for a really long time too so it’s all good! we both love cats) #(i just think it’s funny that we’d kinda been sitting on it for a few weeks but then i cried and he immediately sent applications lol)

[xxrat--punkxx]

I AM PISSING MYSELF OVER THIS

#EHAHSHSHAHAHAHAH #PLEASE #THIS IS SO FUCKING FUNNY PLEASE #HARROW JUST LIKE ‘hmmm this place is boring we need some nice decor’ AND WAS LIKE AH YES HUMAN REMAINS #I know it’s probably for different reasons but PLEASEEEE #just the idea of Harrow having to find all these and meticulous arrange them to look nice omfg I’m wheasing #BUT THE NOTE IS SO FUNNY PLEASE #💖🥺👹ambiance👹🥺💖 #crying #gideon the 9th #cursed #text

[cherrysnax]

I keep tying to sleep but I can’t

#this is rlly funny and not a cry for help I promise but I’m vaguely suicidal (it’ll pass I’m just on my period) #but I have like. sonic music stuck in my head so it’s all like ‘YOULL FIND YOUR FLAME’ and shit getting me hype and like #. well I’ll say that shit is motivating lmaoo I’m okay it’s just really unfortunate how much music can affect my mood #I’m going to instead channel that energy into being positive #man I’m wasting my life

[arklay]

going through many mood swings right now send help besties

#leah.txt #whenever i start yelling and manically typing and saying shit like besties and girlies know that i’m having a moment #started crying out of nowhere over that art i ranted about last night before deleting so like maybe only a couple people know what i’m #talking about but like that wasn’t a funny joke jfc and the amount of people replying to it just shows me people don’t see a problem with #that if it’s a fictional man whose a villain but if that happened to anyone irl or even to the heroes in the games then they wouldn’t find #that funny. signs #sighs* whatever idc i’m so tired and it’s not even 11am i want to go back to bed

[applepidotcom]

Wow LOL so nice heartwarming and incredibly ok for people you care about to be dismissive of your pain and body, making jokes and trying to be funny and just going over a line that should never be crossed !!!!!!! Especially by someone that has gone through the same thing you have and knows very well how bad it can be !!!!! Lmao I’m going insane ????????? This is why I barely ever open up to people about how I feel or why I always end up letting my pain get to an unbearable state and never go to the doctor

My dude I was so hungry and literally otw to the kitchen so I could fix myself something to eat but now I’m in too much of a bad mood to even eat like jajaja I have to drive them tomorrow too like why you gotta tempt me today of all days when I’m gonna be in charge of the wheel tomorrow

And then not even apologizing :) :)))))))))) trying to get me to watch a movie with them and making me laugh and this and that lol I guess it’s their own way of trying to apologize bc they fucking suck at communicating and lord knows this entire family are poster children for toxicity and negativity :/ but sometimes that doesn’t cut it. I’m not gonna apologize for my nasty language either then lol cause clearly communication doesn’t mean shit in this fucking household and nobody ever knows how to talk when shit “gets real” and it’s fine it’s totally fine to hurt someone’s feelings and be disrespectful and not believe them

#i don’t get angry over a lot of things #at least yelling cursing disrespected angry #but there are some things I don’t condone and I find it disrespectful of me and countless of other women #it’s making fun of ‘periods’ and trying to be funny and telling me that I’m being too dramatic and should get over it bc it’s not so bad #shit like that #who the actual fuck #do these people think they are LOL LOL LOL #i got really angry lol too angry and my language got nasty cause I didn’t wanna start crying #but fuck lmfao #fuck people who think they can belittle you your experiences your body and tell you how you should feel #when they’ve either never gone through your pain #or worse- have gone similarly thru it yet think that they can say some vile shit like that #how fucking dare you #I don’t care if I’m being too dramatic #or complaining too much or too weak #it’s ok tho I have the upper hand when they’re old I’ll just send them to a home #sigh I’m wasting so much energy being angry about this I’m just gonna go sob about it in the shower and hope that they actually verbally #apologize and bring it up later

[yoohyeontual]

I just saw something that hurt me so much, even tho I shouldn’t care 😔

#do not reblog #I’m also thinking abouty dream last night and now I don’t think it’s funny now 😭 #I’m here wondering if I had been a good friend if it would have change anything #if I would have let my jalousy on the side and my feelings on the side #my life means nothing to me since 2019 I honestly can’t find happiness in anything #all seems so fake #and I’m tired of feeling like that I should just forget all about it and I can’t even if it’s killing me #I’m so furious at my self and so damn sad #I’m so tired #it’s been more than 3 years get over it girl #you had a second chance and didn’t do anything about it #but I was terrified of doing something about it and shy #and nothing happen so I guess I’m the only one who ever cares #cared* #i wanna cry so bad but I can’t let ruin my life even more #it hurts so bad but I gotta turn the fucking page I’m exhausted #i should have told my feeling and everything I still lost in the end but at least I would have known the truth #and not spend my life asking myself question and torturing myself #I’m gonna stop talking about it and do something else #i wish life was easier #I’m terrified of everything so I’m here at 24 and didn’t do shit with me life #I’m pathetic #alex.txt #tw negativity