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Between a Rock and a Hard Place

Risotto x Reader

CW: Bodily injury, blood, vomit, Poisoning,dubious consent, Cucking(?)

Edit: Edited the title because it was too vague and generic sounding. 😖 Everything else is the same!

Features: technically it’s a Zeppeli!Reader fic but it’s only mentioned like once. Not a main feature of the fic so you can ignore that minor detail for your self inserts and OCs 🥰

⚠️ Here’s my biggest fic yet! And it’s gruesome it’s nasty and it’s bad. Please HEED the CONTENT WARNINGS!!! To skip the barf scene it’s separated by ///////s. NSFW MINORS DNI ⚠️

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I hope y’all enjoy it. Writing smut was very fun but challenging! Well let’s gooooooo-

Having a devastating stand isn’t always what it’s cut out to be. Y/N had a very powerful stand but whenever they overexerted themselves they would get very sick and weak for a few days. Their power was radiation. Y/N has a high tolerance for radiation, for up to 3 times the lethal dosage, but they start feeling the illness from the 2 times mark. Y/N is used to this, this is a burden they must bear in order to serve the boss, and to protect Trish, the daughter of the boss.

Fighting off the La Squadra with the rest of the gang is wearing down Y/N. But Y/N has the Zeppeli blood inside them and knows it’s their duty to fight and protect till their very last breath. Y/N is determined to stay strong for Bucciarati and the others even when they are literally staring down their executioner at this very moment.

“Don’t assume I’m afraid to die. I’m willing to take you down with me.” Y/N glared up at their captor. They were intimidated by his black sclera and blood red irises but they weren’t going to give him the satisfaction of showing any fear.

“ Nice try. I know you can’t right now. Your body is still mending and you’re too weak to even try.” Risotto calmly answered.

“Now I’m going to ask you once before I decide to torture the answers out of you … where are you and bucciarati hiding the boss’s daughter?” He gave a fair warning before interrogating them.

“Eat shit. I’ll never tell you! Just go ahead and kill me because you’re just wasting your time!”

Y/N tried to move their arm to try and punch him but they couldn’t budge a damn inch. A clinking noise echoed in the basement reminding them how dire their situation was. Y/N was being held up by their wrists with metal cuffs. They couldn’t really tell at first because their whole body was sore and still groggy. Looking down their clothing was gone too except for their underwear. This just made them feel more small and exposed. Y/N wasn’t going to give him the satisfaction of their embarrassment, they were going to stay strong. This wasn’t the first time they were nude in front of a stranger.

He chuckled quietly. “You’re just asking for it. Stay stubborn for all I care. I got all the time in the world.”

Y/N felt a sharp pain in their left breast and then something lukewarm started dripping down their chest. Y/N looked down in horror and saw a bloody sewing needle sticking out their breast. They wanted to wince but fought it back.

“I told you I would only give you one warning. I’m starting off easy on you since you’re AFAB but that’s not going to stop me from doing worse things to you.” He warned again.

“You’ll have to try harder than that. I’m used to being in pain.” They said shuddering.

“Really now? What should I do then… you used to be a cheap whore before Bucciarati took you off the streets. Maybe I should get my men in here and thoroughly use you. Or are you used to being a cumdump too?” He chuckled sadistically.

This struck a chord in them. Y/N is usually calm and confident but bringing up their past is just a huge kick to the gut. They don’t like their pride being shit on.

“Fuck you!” Y/N spat and used their free legs to try to kick him in the crotch.

He quickly caught their leg before they could make contact and then they felt an unbearable sharp white hot pain coming from their Achilles heel.

“Augh! No! Oh God!” They screamed in agony. They trembled and held back themselves from vomiting from the pain and peeked down at their right foot. There was a massive razor blade sliced open their Achilles heel. Their tendon was completely severed. Blood started to pool on the concrete floor making sickening dripping noises.

“The left one will be next…” he growled. “Now tell me, where’s the damn girl?”

“I said I will never tell you. Augh… She’s just a child. She didn’t ask to be the Boss’s daughter! If you want to find out the boss’s identity then be my guest. But I won't go against bucciaratis orders!” They defied him once more.

They could feel the same horrific pain coming from the left heel this time and they viscerally screamed at the top of their lungs. With both heels severed there’s no way for them to walk.

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The pain and the gruesome imagery was too much, they felt the intense wave of nausea hit and threw their head to the side and heaved. Feeling the burn from the bile of an empty stomach and the taste of blood from the radiation sickness still lingering, made them shudder and moan. Tears pricked their eyes from the horrible wave of events.

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Risotto was unbothered by the display of disgust. “Weak stomach huh? Poor thing. I’d bet you’d like some water to get that taste out of your mouth.” He low key teased.

“Yeah… I would like some water. But I know you are not a very accommodating host.” Y/N said while spitting in hopes of getting more of the taste out.

“You’re really loyal to bucciarati aren’t you? So much you’re willing to go through physical torture and still stand strong… hmm. I could just kill you since you’re refusing to cooperate but...” He said looking at Y/N very intently. He looked like a predator staring down its meal.

“I think I have a contingency plan in place. I’m going to use you as bait. Bucciarati is real soft on you isn’t he? Don’t act like you two aren’t intimate. I’m going to have him get you in exchange for the boss’s daughter.” He said smugly.

“He won’t do it! I won’t allow it! We are sworn to the boss’s orders to protect her!” Y/Ns cool was starting to crack a little. Bucciarati did love Y/N very much, but enough to screw the boss’s orders? No, of course not! Y/N had to put faith into Bucciarati and the rest of the guys that they will get them out of this situation.

“Oh we’ll see.”he chuckled darkly as he walked away for a minute messing with some kind of tripod camera. He had it aimed at a dirty old mattress. Y/Ns heart sunk into their stomach. They knew exactly what Risotto was up to.

“No… you can’t do that! Anything but that!” Y/N started to panic. They tried budging their restraints on their wrists out of desperation but it was just a waste of energy.

“It’s either me or all of my men at once. If you’re able to get knocked up you aren’t gonna know who the father is, and be humiliated by having several men’s cum all over you.” He warned giving Y/N their only 2 options. “So which option do you prefer?”

“I choose… you…” they said dejectedly.

“That’s my good Y/N.” He smirked. He walks up in front of them and frees them from the wall. Their aching wrists finally feel some relief.

“You said you were still thirsty right?” He asked.

“Uh yes I am…” as soon as they said that he picks them up and kissed them deeply.

“?!” Y/N gasps into the kiss out of shock and he takes that opportunity to shove his tongue into their mouth. Y/N didn’t fight back, they had to play along with him in front of the camera so bucciarati knows that they are in trouble.

Y/N licked back and sucked on his tongue. He groaned into the kiss and grinded his hips into theirs where they could feel him getting hard. He pulled back and dove back in and nibbled on their lips, hard enough to feel a little pain but not enough to break skin. Y/N did it back and then went to sloppy open mouth kisses with their tongues fighting their own battle. When they pulled back panting for air a string of saliva was connecting their lips.

He sat them on the mattress in front of him.

“Now show me how you keep bucciarati wrapped around your finger.” He said as spread his legs apart and undid his buckle and zipper.

Y/N is no stranger to servicing men or women. But the circumstances here made them a bit pink in the cheeks. This is the first time that they are going to be sucking the cock of their captor...and being filmed for it too as a ransom note.

“Please forgive me Bruno…” Y/N thought as they pulled the leader of La Squadras cock out. It was just as intimidating as the man himself. 9 and half inches uncut, very veiny, very girthy.

Y/N takes the twitching cock into their hand. It’s so massive that their tiny hand can’t fit all the way around it. Y/N gulps and musters the courage to open their plush lips apart and slowly put the tip in their mouth .

Their lips stretch apart as they have the whole tip in their hot mouth. Y/N sucks and laps at the head with their tongue, and they go deep down the shaft. They get a slow rhythm going bobbing their head up and down as slobber begins to pool from their mouth and over the cock.

“Fuck… Bucciarati is a very lucky man. You have to have done this very often. You’re very skilled.” He groaned, rubbing the back of their head. He was enjoying watching them struggle to take him in their mouth.

Y/N was getting a bit more comfortable so they ventured deeper, allowing more of his cock into their mouth and picking up some speed. They used their free hand gently to massage his balls . He threw his head back in response and let out a guttural moan.

He was in pure bliss, he couldn’t hold himself back anymore and grabbed their head and just started to buck up into their mouth. Y/N was getting their face fucked, they were gagging hard but tried to remain in control. The other girls who show them the ropes of prostitution said with oral alway remember to breathe through your nose and you’ll be okay, so they breathed through their nose as their face was getting fucked. They weren’t getting a lot of air but breathing through the nose helped with the gagging. Tears were flowing down their face and drool was dribbling down their chin as their face was being brutally fucked. Their face being buried in his pubic mound as fucked them hard made it more difficult to get air. Y/Ns vision was starting to get fuzzy.

“Y/N get ready I’m going to cum.” He panted.

Thank god.

Y/N was ready to receive his load. He quickly pulled out their mouth and came thick ropes onto their face and in their mouth. Some of it dribbled off their chin and onto their breasts.

“Swallow what I gave you.” He demanded.

Y/N showed the cum that splashed into their mouth and swallowed it. They opened their mouth and stuck their tongue out to show that they swallowed it all.

“Perfect . That’s my good Y/N.” He purred.

There was no way for Y/N to get on all fours due to the injuries he inflicted and he wanted to see their facial features as he splits them open. He shoves them down onto their back and they let out a weak oof.

They laid like a ragdoll on the makeshift bed as he looked down at their delicate body. He couldn’t believe that a weak person like them could cause such severe damage to a man triple their size.

They stared at the ceiling in a daze panting as they combed their fingers through their hair. Strands of hair came out between their fingers reminding Y/N that they still have radiation poisoning, as if the body aches and nausea wasn’t enough. Oh well… their hair grows back rapidly once the radiation fades.

He got on all four on top of Y/N, caging them in. He took one of his thick fingers and hooked it under the waistband of their underwear and pulled them down.

“These look good on you but they’re in my way.” He growled pulling them off completely bringing a shockwave of pain up their legs as it brushed up against their cut open heels.

“Shit…”they sharply inhaled trying to hold back the tears.

“Relax, I’m going to make you cry in another way real soon.” He grabbed their thighs and exposed their cunt to him. He stared them down and took one long lick from their perineum all the way up to their clit.

“!!!” Y/Ns body tensed up from the sudden warmth between their legs.

“You like that don’t you Y/N?” He purred and took another lick.

“Shit~”they shuddered in pleasure.

He bit hard on her right inner thigh leaving teeth marks. “Answer the question Y/N. Do you like it when I lick your slutty cunt?”

“Ow~!ok! Yes! I love it!” They shrieked feeling a jolt of adrenaline from the bite.

“Good Y/N… good things come to those who obey their capo.” He resumed lapping at their pussy. Oh man, he really was going to use this recording to get under bucciaratis skin isn’t he? He’s using all the tools at his disposal to disrespect Bucciarati, but also make him feel like he’s failed as a leader and as a partner.

“Right Y/N?”

“Hnngg… yes capo…” they moaned out. They knew they were betraying him and it breaks their heart, but they had to play along to survive and have faith that Bucciarati is going not only protect Trish but save them both.

“That’s right. I'M your capo.” He let out a sadistic snicker. He spread their lips and stuck a single finger inside their wet cunt. The intrusion felt pleasant, his finger was pretty thick. Very fitting for the hands of a man who murders for a living.

“Ah~” they whined, feeling the short lived pleasure. He stuck it in but he wasn’t moving. They looked up at him with confusion and concern in their puppy dog eyes.

“Beg for it and your capo will finger you good.” He smirked.

Begging? No way, Y/N has dignity! Y/N doesn’t beg for the enemy! But… the temptation is strong. Whether they like it or not, Risotto Nero is a very attractive man. And he already revved them up by eating them out, their cunt is drooling with want. Beg they must.

“Please capo! Please finger me!” They cried.

“Hmm… I don’t know. You don’t sound like you really want it.” He pondered while having a 2nd finger tease at the entrance.

“Please capo! I’ll be your whore! Your personal cumdump!” Tears ran down their face in frustration.

“Now we’re getting somewhere…go on. You almost convinced me.” He teased them further.

“Capo~! I’ll leave Bucciarati! You can keep me as collateral and do whatever you please with me!” They sobbed.

“That’s what I like to hear~ good Y/N. You finally know your place.” he praised them and shoved the 2nd finger in and started thrusting his fingers in and out of their weeping cunt.

“Oh ~ oh fuck~ Capo~” they mewled.

He laughed watching them weep in ecstasy.

“Does Bucciarati make you feel this good?” He asked thrusting and curling his fingers up to brush up against that soft sweet spot.

“…No… he doesn’t “ they cried. They felt a deep sense of guilt saying that, they knew Bucciarati knew it wasn’t true but even lying about it breaks their hea—

They felt a warm mouth on their clit and felt his tongue lapping at it like a thirsty animal.

“?!” The gasped so hard it hurt feeling him sucking and licking hard on their clit while furiously fingering them in tandem.

“Oh fuck! Capo~ “ they mewled. Their back arched and they grabbed on to his head to keep it in place. It was difficult to do so with his annoying hat in the way so he let them toss it off and grab him by the hair. Having his hair pulled on made him moan in their cunt and finger them faster in response.

“Capo~I’m gonna cum!” They sobbed with tears and drool just dripping down their face.

“Cum for your capo, Y/N.” He ordered.

“Augh! Capo! I’m cumming!” They shrieked.

The knot in their stomach was about to snap. The heat in them was intensifying. Their legs were shaking , and an orgasm came full force. They squirted all over his hand.

He pulled his soaked fingers out and gave them a taste.

“You look as good as you taste~ I can’t wait to wreak you.” He snickered as he took his pants completely off and started lining up his monstrous cock with their thoroughly wet pussy.

“Wait! I don’t think it’s going to fit! It will stretch me to my absolute limit!” Y/N panicked.

“ I made sure you were nice and wet. Besides, I wanna ruin you for Bucciarati. You’ll never want any man’s cock except mine ever again. I’m going to make your cunt a gaping mess.” He chuckled sadistically.

Y/N gulped in fear and prayed the stretch wouldn’t be agonizing. They have already been through so much pain the past 48 hours. He slowly breached his way in. It stung, he took up so much space. His tip is already kissing their cervix and their at least 2-3 inches left that still isn’t in yet. He forces it all the way in and Y/N groans in pain.

“You’re too big… this isn’t going to work.” They choked out.

“It’s either this or I go for your asshole. It’s up to you.” He warned.

There’s no way that cock is going anywhere near their ass. They knew with a cock that big they would end up disemboweled.

He gave them a brief minute and then he started to thrust.

“For an ex prostitute you’re really tight…” he panted

Y/N clenched their jaw and closed their eyes out of pain. Is this similar to giving birth? There’s something so huge inside you and it feels like it’s ripping you in half.

“Look at me.” He ordered.

They looked back up at him and stared into his blackened red eyes.

“I want you to see me ruin you. Look down at your stomach.” He instructed.

Y/N looked down at their painfully full stomach…there was a bulge there, his cock is so intrusive it’s bulging out of their stomach.

This seemed to turn the sadist on and he started to thrust harder. He loved how snug they were inside. It made him want to bury his cock even deeper into their cunt. Tears were rolling down their cheeks, for all the crying they did their cheeks were probably permanently stained by now.

Faintly the painful sting was starting to fade. Y/Ns body was slowly starting to relax; they could feel the heat growing in their stomach again.

“Starting to feel good?” He asked.

He smirked and picked up the pace. He nearly pulled all the way out and grabbed them by the thighs to hold them up. Then he thrusted back in hard, burying his cock as far it will go with the head penetrating the cervix.

“?!” Y/N gasp as they had the wind knocked out of them. They didn’t know how to register the feeling to be either pain or pleasure or both. Having the cervix breached was a foreign sensation to them.

The only noises that could be heard were the wet slapping sounds of flesh, the noisy mattress, panting, and the cries of ecstasy.

He completely brutalized her cunt, thrusting as hard as ever getting lost in the tightness and how slippery and wet it was coating his cock.

“Fuck, you look good taking me like this. I should have done this to you from the start!” He groaned.

“Ah~ Capo! You’re making me feel so full! I love it ~” they cried.

“Call me by my name.” He demanded. “ I wanna hear you say it.” He hooked his arms under their legs pushed them back .

“Risotto ~! Please fuck me harder~” Y/N mewled ignoring the pain in their heels.

Hearing his name like that lit a match under his ass, he immediately started to thrust harder and deeper like he wanted to break them. Seeing their lewd face with the tears and drool dribbling down their chin he put his head between theirs and their neck and sucked hard on it leaving his mark everywhere. They cried out and turned their head, exposing more of their neck. He kissed and licked down to the wounded breast and licked the trail of dried blood. He got their nipple in his mouth and sucked it hard enough to leave a hickey there as well. He wanted his enemy to know that he’s marked up all his precious partner.

“ Oh~ fuck Risotto ~ you are going to make me lose my mind!” They moaned.

He dove back down and kissed them deeply. He tasted of blood but Y/N didn’t care. Their tongues were fighting for dominance again while he was grinding his hips into theirs. They were timing his thrusts with their own. They were lost in the pleasure, they completely forgot that they were being held captive by this man. They were supposed to be fighting to the death but instead they are passionately fucking. The way he’s looking down at them, it almost looks to be a look of pure affection? No… Y/N is just delirious from all they've been through recently.

The familiar feeling was coming back. The knot in their stomach was coming loose.

“Risotto ~ I think I’m gonna cum!” Y/N howled, they were saying his name over and over again like it was a prayer.

“Me too. Cum with me!” He grunted. “Y/N! Fuck!”

They could feel themselves getting fuller from the cum being shot inside them. This set off their own orgasm as they clenched around his cock and squirted one last time. He let go of her legs, leaned in and gave one last deep kiss. Y/N was so exhausted, the last thing they remember was Risotto messing with the tripod before they passed out.

“This should send a strong message to him.”

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Everyone has been on edge since Y/N went missing. Y/N was like another nurturing parent to the group. They were always stopping fights, or cooking food for them, helping them with hair, or just listening to their problems. Everyone felt an empty hole in their hearts without them.

Bucciaratis normally sun kissed tan skin had become as white as a sheet. His stomach was in his throat and his heartbeat was pounding in his head.

“This is so much worse than I thought.” He muttered while watching the ransom tape.

Give them Trish or leave Y/N to suffer? He had to think of a way to keep them both safe. He came out of his office his serious look on his face but looked like he just was haunted.

“Everyone listen up. We have a serious problem. We know where Y/N is and it’s not good.” He announced.

Everyone now more concerned than ever, never seen Bucciarati this upset. They knew they had a shit show on their hands and it was going to be so much more complicated than just protecting Trish.

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phantom-of-the-501st · 1 year

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Episode 14 Thoughts

Spoilers for TBB Season 2

AAAAHHHHHH OKAY OKAY I HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS AAAAAAHHHHH

It's grey. Why does everything have to be grey? Grey never means anything good.

HOWZER?!

Well that answers one of my questions. Howzer was, in fact, able to keep his hair in great condition while being held captive. Good to know.

BUT HOWZER'S BACK AAAAHHHH

I was honestly like "oh no, Lt. Fuckface is back 🙄" and then remembered that he was dead and that this was some other pasty imperial to hate...

Incoming attack? From Echo maybe???

IT'S ECHO!!!

HE HAS RETURNED AAAAAHHHHH I MISSED HIM SO MUCH!!!

WITH GREGOR!!!

2 new clones, Fireball and Nemec. Ngl, thought they were both gonna die. 😬 Thankfully not!

Oh great, even Mt Tantiss is all grey and gloomy...

This is just a grey, gloomy episode.

ECHO AND CROSSHAIR IN THE SAME EPISODE??? LET'S GO!!!

Hemlock gives me the heebie jeebies. 😖

LEAVE HIM ALONE YOU DICK

Crosshair convulsing in the back of the shot is horrifying. 😭

Echo without a kama feels very weird...

BUT LOOK AT HIS BOOTS!

FUCK YEAH, CROSSHAIR!!!

I have a sneaking suspicion that this isn't actually going to work out...

You can tell he's out of it. Some of his shots miss.

HE'S SENDING A WARNING MESSAGE TO THE BATCH HELP

If you need me, I'll be sobbing in the corner. 😭

Cross... 😭😭😭

Of course Hemlock is immune to his own poison. That's exactly something to expect from a heebie jeebie man.

AND THE BATCH?! I thought they might just turn up right at the end.

Man, we are doing so well for characters this episode. 🥲

What is that thing Wrecker caught???

Wrecker calling Lyana boss. 😭

Hunter still feeling a little iffy about settling down permanently. Interesting but not surprising. 🤔

TECH GIVING OMEGA FLYING LESSONS 😆

He looks so terrified. 🤣

TECH TURN! TECH TURN!

Omega sounding so excited when she says "It's him". Bestie, same. 😭

Echo offering to race Omega back just confirms that Echo is actually a chaotic little shit and I love him for that. 🥰

Echo, mate, you look kinda naked without the kama. I don't know how to feel about it.😭

THE HUG THE HUG THE HUG AAAAHHH MY HEART 😭🥰

Ooooohh are they gonna find out about Cross from the data stick?

Hunter and Echo still not quite on the same page. 🤔

SORRY BUT WHY DOES ECHO ALWAYS LOOK SO SMALL NEXT TO HUNTER??? DID HUNTER CUT THE BOTTOM OF ECHO'S LEGS OFF LIKE WHAT IS THIS???

"When will it be enough?"

Ugh, that hurt. I love what Echo's doing but I am stressed for his life constantly. I'm really worried that something is going to happen to him and that's why Rex is gonna give up the fight. 😭

I don't necessarily think that something will happen to him this season though...

THEY KNOW THE EMPIRE HAVE CROSSHAIR 😭

They got the distress message. 🥲

Okay, I know that them not completely trusting Crosshair's warning is justified but OUCH it hurts to know that he's trying to help them and they don't know if they can believe him. 😭

JUST LEAVE THE POOR MAN ALONE! STOP IT!!! 😭

THAT'S THE END?! NOOOOOO

Oh no... we only have the finale left...

Aaaahhhhh so much happened this episode!

We got Echo back! (No Rex though ☹️). But also Crosshair, and the Batch AND HOWZER AND GREGOR!!! 🥰 Was hoping we would see Wolffe at some point but he could still turn up in the finale. 🤔

Jennifer wasn't kidding about this being a rollercoaster of emotions. I was just swinging back and forth between happiness and pure stress.

And Crosshair was trying to help his brothers. 😭 He still cares about them and now they want to get him back but they don't know if they can trust him and it's all too many feelings my heart can't take it-

I loved this episode. I think Eps 3, 8 and 12 still top it for me, but I was freaking out a lot. I hope Echo continues to have a significant part in the final 2 episodes and I hope that we see Rex again. Also, where's Cody at rn?

Anyway, I hope we get a Batch reunion next week!!!

I'm gonna go and continue to freak out. Hopefully I can focus on Mando this week after all that. 😵‍💫

#HE'S BACK 😭#my man has returned #i want to cry #i love him so much 🥲#ALSO LEAVE CROSSHAIR ALONW YOU BASTARDS #him trying to help the batch has me in shambles 😭#star wars #the bad batch #the bad batch season 2 #the bad batch season 2 spoilers #tbb spoilers #the bad batch spoilers

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liquorisce · 1 year

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That petwife Mikasa drabble has me brainrotting! 😖 Like yes she doesn't need anymore trauma or hard decisions. All she needs is her gorgeous husband to control her life so she doesn't need to worry her pretty little head over anything. And instead putting all her skills and effort into how she can please him 😊. Eren railing her so hard she's not capable of sad thoughts, only thoughts of him and how good he makes her feel. Letting him know how much she worships him by waking him up with blowjobs every morning and wearing the special collar he bought her 🥰

ughhhhh everything about this ask 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤

cw: somno 😈 breeding kink

eren coming back from work late at night where Mikasa has fallen asleep on the couch waiting for him. He loosens his tie, sits on the edge of the bed watching her for a moment. Sees the dinner she made him having grown cold on the table. Caresses her lightly up her thigh, all the while cursing the job that keeps him away from his pretty little wife.

The shirt that she’s wearing— his, always his, she likes to wear his things, be surrounded by his smell— rides up easily revealing her pert ass. Naked for him. Easy for him to access.

Nudging her legs apart slightly, he glances up her pretty cunt. Fondling it, he sees his fingers glistening, her body so ready for him even though her breathing stays even, mouth slightly parted on the sofa cushions. “Were you getting ready for me, sweetheart,” he whispers. He undoes his belt buckle with impatience. “Even though you aren’t allowed to touch yourself, you just wanted to be ready for me didnt you, wanted to be a good pet for me?”

She lets out a soft noise in her sleep, her body responding to him like it always did. Juicing up under his fingers, his gaze. Eren positions himself on top of her, barely having the patience to undress himself fully.

He was so frustrated; the meeting he had to stay back for was a colossal bore but something he couldn’t decline. and he hated that. hated that he couldn’t be home with Mikasa when she obviously wanted him to be here with her. Her pussy drips onto his cock as he lines himself up with her entrance, as proof.

He knows it as he slides into her without too much give (he can push her sometimes, she warms up to him eventually): this is where he was meant to be.

Mikasa stirs to the sensation of feeling herself full to the hilt, stretched to the brim with the only preparation being the way she’d played with herself earlier thinking about what she could do for eren when he came back from work. Groggily she mumbles his name.

Eren brushes the hair out of her face, sweetly. “I’m sorry, did I wake you? You don’t have to, love. I just really needed you.” He begins to fuck in and out of her, long, slow strokes that made her tummy flutter deliciously.

“You missed me, Eren?” She asks sleepily, raising her hips just a little to give him a good angle.

“You can feel how much, can’t you? Knew you were at home waiting for me.” Eren groans softly when he feels her cunt tighten around him, biting into her shoulder. “Knew you’d be so good for me. Let me do whatever i want to you.”

“Whatever you want, Eren,” she mumbles, her sleep smog coloured by the melty feeling that spreads across her skin.

“Whatever I want,” he repeated, increasing his pace. Pulling out for a moment to appreciate how good she looked impaled on his cock. “Just gonna take it, aren’t you? What a good girl.”

he knows Mikasa is tired, he does want her to get enough rest. After all tomorrow is a holiday and he plans on having her so many times she’d be exhausted by noon even with her amazing stamina. “Wish I could take you to work with me,” he murmurs, speeding up, spilling his dirty fantasies into her ear before he spills his seed into her cunt. “Keep you chained under my desk so you can do what you do best. Suck my cock with your sweet mouth all day so I don’t have to stay away from you so long.”

He grips her neck, choking her slightly. “You’d like that wouldn’t you my love? Want you to say it.”

“I missed you so much Eren,” she whimpers, strained. “I’d love to be with you all day. Wanna make you feel good.”

“You do, baby, you do. Your cunt feels like heaven.” And then deeper, almost guttural, he says, “gonna give you all of my cum, baby, don’t waste a drop ok? Want you to keep it inside.”

Mikasa whimpers in agreement. Eren comes inside of her with sharp, quick thrusts, her pussy squeezing him lovingly and milking him dry. Once he pulls out he slides a finger along the cum that drips out, pushing it back inside her cunt. “Such a sweet girl. Close your legs now. Keep it inside.”

#anonymous conversations #petwife mikasa

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I know I haven't been following you for that long, but I have gotten invested in your fanfics and ocs so FAST. Not even kidding when I say that I spend tons of time just daydreaming about your fics lol They just scratch that itch I have for dark stories, it's amazing😭😭😭 And damn all these character lore drops are just watering my crops😫 Especially the bits about Evan and Micah.

I knew I was right to be scared of Evan since the beginning but yikes on bikes, I didn't expect him to straight up resort to maiming you if you act out ⊙▂⊙ I imagine that if the reader did ever manage to escape while Evan was out, it wouldn't be at all out of character for him to go "well reader, looks like you're losing the 'having both of your legs privilege'🙂" And he would feel super bad about it, but he would still do it. Probably while crying and saying something along the lines of this is going to hurt me more then it's going to hurt you, while the reader is begging and crying for him to not do it. Ughhh I got chills just typing this out💀Yeah Evan scares me quite a bit, anyways amazing character cant wait to see more of him lol🥰

And our favorite resident jerk Micah Bell, I do hate his guts but I have always found his character really morbidly fascinating and fun to witness in game. I sit there and go 'wow this guy is such an asshole.....why isn't he in more scenes and missions?(look if you hate him then that means that Peter Blomquist did his job perfectly👌) Micah is definitely one of my favorite villains ever and my goodness you have done this awful and nasty man justice in 'through the briar' 😖 And that bit of lore you posted just adds to it. Micah already doesn't like the reader in the slightest, in the beginning he saw her as an annoyance, an easy target to bully, and a opportunity to one up Arthur. But from what you posted, if the reader ends up pregnant he seems to genuinely resent you for the situation "you" put him in. To Micah you just had to have the utter AUDACITY to get pregnant, when he just wanted to have a little fun. And now he has to do all this work to look after the reader and their children (by work it means he probably shows up once a month, twice if he's feeling extra generous. And hands you a single can of beans that prob expired three years ago, 15 dollars and a quarter, don't forget the quarter💀all that to feed maybe 2-4 kids? Gee thanks for the help🙃)

I imagine whenever he does come home its like walking on eggshells for the reader and the kids, cause Micah is looking for any reason to get verbally and physically abusive towards them, especially the reader. (btw do you think Micah has even a hint of affection for his children? I know he doesn't love you in the slightest💀 but maybe the kids got a fraction of his cold, dead heart😭😭) In the little escape attempt from Micah scenario you have planned, I can honestly see him calling the reader an 'ungrateful bitch' for running from him after all he's done for you🙃🙄 That he didn't have to do "right" by you after you got pregnant, but he did. And this is how you repay him? And after that little speech....yeah it won't be pretty for the reader🫥

Anyways enough of my rambling😅As you can see your fics are just feeding my brain hahaha (holy crap this is a long ass post I'm sorry lmao💀)

Oh my god, this is so sweet!! I am amazed that my writing could have such an influence on anyone 😭💕 You don't know how much internal back-and-forth I did before I finally was able to publish 'through the briar' - because I thought the concept was so silly and had big, big self-doubts but that fic really showed me that there is always someone who wants to read whatever idea it is one has 💕💕 So, thank you, really!!

I knew I was right to be scared of Evan since the beginning but yikes on bikes, I didn't expect him to straight up resort to maiming you if you act out ⊙▂⊙

Yes, yes you definitely should!! I only scratched the surface of his true nature in 'capture kill' but I was trying to leave some hints for the readers - I see him as a very 'classic' yandere, like the ones I used to read about when I was younger. Desperate, lovesick, willing to go to hell and back to have you - the only thing that holds him back is his little wolf pack because following their code is intrinsical to him. He's easy to underestimate, especially for a defiant darling.

I imagine that if the reader did ever manage to escape while Evan was out, it wouldn't be at all out of character for him to go "well reader, looks like you're losing the 'having both of your legs privilege'🙂" And he would feel super bad about it, but he would still do it. Probably while crying and saying something along the lines of this is going to hurt me more then it's going to hurt you, while the reader is begging and crying for him to not do it.

Yup, exactly! Like I said, it's all for the "greater good" - he already fucking hates what happens to you in 'capture kill' but again, he'll surely be the one to impregnate you and then you two can forget all about this, right? Then he will have earned you fair and square - and no one can take you away from him.

I sit there and go 'wow this guy is such an asshole…..why isn't he in more scenes and missions?

gdfdsgh same!! I would KILL for more lines like "No need to keep your face covered now. It's just you and me, sweetheart." during An American Pastoral Scene (link with timestamp for your viewing pleasure ehe) - I soaked all these missions up like a fucking sponge, both absolutely disgusted and captivated.

Absolutely. You look at him a little funny and he'll be going off in an instant, laying into you as though you're his personal punching bag. For his kids? I think it's complicated. Again, he did write to Amos - whether it's to stake a claim on his kin or because of some brotherly love, we can't know - but I do think that even that man can't help but melt a little (like on a molecular level) when a little horde of Bell children vies for his attention. That lasts for three exact seconds, then he's back to cussing them out. What I'm trying to say is that he has his moments, as many abusive parents tend to have.

And I agree SO MUCH with everything you've said about Micah and the reader-character. Really, the only good thing about him is that he's gonna die in a couple of years. Although that would leave you in even rougher shape, financially. Maybe we can both hold hands and dream about John magically coming into money and helping her out or something 😭 She is so fucked. I feel so fucking bad for my own creation, especially because she's a really shy, nice little lady. She really doesn't deserve it.

(Don't apologize omg!! I really enjoyed reading your thoughts!! It's the highest form of praise that my writing makes you think™, it means I did something right 😭💕)

#sodaequalsbubbles #ask #capture kill #through the briar #OC: Evan

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3:56 am pdt Saturday 8 April 2023

Since 2017 incubus has been calling me “trash.” 3:57 pmpdt I am resigned to believing in it. The bad smell returned ≈3:05 am pdt. Seems symbolic. Nick V./B.’s birthday. 3/05.I think incubus is telling me Nick is not sick. 3:59 am pdt it was decided b4 I was conceived to be the sacrificial cow of slavery in Jeremiah of the Bible. It is what it is. 4:01 am pdt no is perfect (acid in mouth on teeth???? 😞😖😭😭😭😭) I don’t foresee change. I m tortured until I’m dead 😵 he warned. 4:02 am pdt 4:03 am pdt I guess that means he lied 🤥. Still don’t know if he was “Brendan.” If he gave hints of it and it’s true, then he’s very detached and (left hip bone pain 4:04 pmpdt) lies all the time about love 💕 to make himself look good even when he’s bad/misbehaving/lecherous. 4:05 am pdt even if I suddenly am given back memory of being his wife I would disown him for hurting me so badly. I will never trust that whatever he is. 4:06 am pdt animal 🦔 4:06 am pdt I see every person including myself differently. 4:07 am pdt everyone looks like a lecherous animal 🦔 to me. 4:07 am pdt no mattter how smart you seem. Thank the incubus for that. 4:08 am pdt

4:49 am pdt I’m sorry for what I did but I did not rape anyone with my hands 🙌, mouth 👄, or vag. Incubus miñion wants to make what I did into bigger than what a man 👨 did. He likes to call me a hypocrite by attacking my hip bones 🦴. 4:51 am pdt I’ve only been s*xually naked with men my own age. Please READ ALL posts. 4:54 am pdt incubus likes to condemn women for any small infraction(?). But when a man does something wrong 😑 he says to me “it’s not death.” ☠️ In regards to what garrido did to dugard. There he goes again touching my hips. Pain 4:56 am pdt biggest hypocrite of all = incubus in my book side ribs pain!!!! 4:45 am pdt when love 💕 ends I promise I will never breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ again . Maybe 🤔 incubus never loved 🥰? He can make himself have the look 👀 of love 💕 without genuinely feeling it. I.e. with behati if he’s really into stroh and not her ever. 4:58 am pdt

5:13 am pdt incubus punished me my whole life 1,000,000% (acid throat pain 5:14 am pdt he’s killing me now.) worse than what I ever did. 😖😭😭😭😭 don’t believe that face. He forgives rapists who drugs & villifys their victims and likes it when their victims are tortured. The rapist are rewarded. The victims punished. 5:17 am pdt I’m not going to have a tongue 👅 soon 🔜 and a throat or a vag or a butt or legs 🦵. Basically DEAD ☠️. So if surgeons were counting on new victims to victimize (?) ... be prepared for disappointment. When there are no more people to be patients what’s going to happen to the doctors 🥼? We are all connected to each other. In a circle ⭕️ in a hoop 🎶🎼🎵🎤 5:21 am pdt don’t trust that animal 🦔! He is heinous animal 🦔! He is your god! Your representative! You are the same? You like him? You want to be like him?! He is admittedly an incubus to me! 2001! 5:23 am pdt I don’t need doctors 🥼 I don’t want a pacemaker or a new heart ♥️. 5:24 am pdt don’t touch me! 5:24 am pdt

5:37 am pdt I don’t want to be in your world 🌎 incubus. You are gross. 5:38 am pdt

12:43 pmpdt Q, Amar Malek, and Incubus are gross and married to each other. I cannot believe anymore that he would put his real life thru this. Only a whore he wants to get rid of who he used. (Left eye 👁 ball pain 😖😭 12:45 pmpdt he’s a user and abuser, they all are. 12:46 pmpdt)

12:48 pmpdt I typed WIFE not life. But that makes sense, too.

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12:53 pmpdt my cousin Jeremy was already a cop 👮‍♂️ when I was 7 years old. That’s how long ago they already planned for me to be a sacrifice. Probably even longer. 12:54 pmpdt

12:54 pmpdt posting failed. But that probably doesn’t matter to anyone. 12:55 pmpdt posting failed. They probably planned it b4 he was born. Probably b4 my dad or uncle was born. 12:56 pmpdt I didn’t know (teeth pain 😖😭 12:57 pmpdt) them well but they seemed like nice people to me. But I guess I have been mislead into thinking the wrong stuff and kept dumb. 12:58 pmpdt I don’t appreciate the pain of my life. I appreciate some of the people I was able to spend a relatively short time with. And then my feeling change after writing that. He can change hearts ♥️ he gave signs 🪧 of. They are telling me that the appreciation I felt is fake. 1:01 pmpdt it feels like that could be the truth. They really are coordinated in using their magic 🪄 which things to withhold so I can’t remember fully what the appreciation felt like and make me think it was fake but if it was feeling that way at all b4 wouldn’t I have mentioned it? Possibly. But I think 💭 I need to give them the benefit of the doubt on that 😞🥵 my head left side 1:03 pmpdt acid feelings pain tongue 👅 1:04 pmpdt they won’t let up 🆙 on the acid. They already ate a lot of flesh with it. 1:04 pmpdt I guess I didn’t realize what he’s been threatening everyone then this whole time? Although I remember some of them seemed to hate me even though I never met them b4 that I could recall.. it’s like they took pleasure in showing me they hated me by making me feel pain, or looking at me and talking around me in a tone expressing that. 1:08 pmpdt

2:37 pmpdt 2000 years after Jesus Christ they still like to make babies born only to be isolated and tortured? Hypothesis. Jesus (gum scratch pain 2:39 pmpdt) Jesus -> y (left hip bone crunching pain 2:40 was fast and made me suddenly yell/scream 😖😭) yeshua -> hosanna/hoshiana -> yasha/inuyasha/shakugan no Shana/Susanna & Daniel. /chavah/Ava/eve. I should have low expectations by now. 😓😰😱 that nothing I saw 👀 (<- I don’t remember putting this here 😰) say will win my freedom from this pain and torture. 2:45 pmpdt I spent one summer addicted to the sims wishing I could easily accomplish reading 📖 textbooks and learn to do things like fix things myself. I once made a sim couple to represent me and middle school 🏫 classmate with middle name David. When I saw 👀 the place in south San Jose blossom hill I suggested to mom to get that place Bcz it was near the high school 🏫 he transferred to, pioneer. He told me himself that’s where he was going and a another former friend who transferred there confirmed it later after I moved. 2:52 pmpdt 😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵😤😖😭💀😫😖😭 diarrhea???? 2:53 pmpdt I never saw him around. I called once a year on his birthday 🥳 and he took my calls 2or 3 times but barely said anything. 2:54 pmpdt I guess he was reluctantly taking my calls. 2:55 pmpdt last night on nbc there was a murder/suicide case titled behind door 🚪 813. The guy he died of a gun shot wound from his own gun moved near the kung fu 🥋 school 🏫 his girlfriend went to. Makes me think 🤔 that maybe he was obsessed with her enough to move close to her in that way. What I understand is martial arts 🥋 is for self defense. 2:58 pmpdt 😤🥵😤🥵🥵😤🥵🥵😤🥵🥵😤

3:15 pmpdt bcz I saw 👀 Nick V./B. In my English and algebra i class I slowly switched my interests to him but still thought 💭 about middle name David guy, and I still wanted (left jaw bone 🦴 pain. Feeling pressure in left hip bone 🦴 again 😞) to go to the high school 🏫 I started going to freshman year. 3:18 pmpdt I feel like I’m telling all this and it’s futile. 3:19 pmpdt in the end it doesn’t even matter 🎶🎼🎵🎤🎸🎧. I graduated from there, school 🏫 with big red “W” like Liza’s college. Recently they changed it to a different colored W? 3:21 pmpdt 😖😭

I asked “Brendan” brain 🧠 pain and hot 🥵 is that acid???? 😫😖😭 I think it is - he did it more with sandpaper-like feel. Which college he wanted to go to Bcz I suddenly had a fantasy of meeting him at college, or I thought it was smarter, even though that’s probably dumb too. 😞 he said 3 colleges and I showed the college websites to my sister: cooper union, parsons, & Pratt. I saw 👀 some pictures on Instagram that showed she went to parsons for fashion design. 😤🥵😤🥵😤🥵🥵😤 it probably doesn’t matter if I say this, unless someone will come forward and confirm that this is what was said back in 2001. Maybe 🤔 if all 3 was their choices who I’m not related to. 3:28 pmpdt everyone seems to like to mess with me and they seem to justify the torture. So it’s probably futile again that I write ✍️ this. 3:29 pmpdt

3:59 pmpdt I guess I am wrong about rape then. I guess he is justified to do what he wants. How can I justify it if I am truly a horrible person underneath it all and didn’t do much my whole life? I shouldhave been a better driver. I stopped driving essentially in 2015. And then I tried again in 2017/2018 Bcz of the incubus. 😖😭😞 I don’t think 💭 I’m a good person anymore. What can I do if he’s right? 4:03 pmpdt I don’t have faith in myself anymore. 😞 😖teeth🦷 😭 4:04 pmpdt I feel and think things I wish I brain 🧠 skull 💀 pain hot 🥵 4:05 pmpdt that I wish I did not. 4:05 pmpdt if that’s the truth then people will justify torturing me and leaving me behind on earth 🌍 4:06 pmpdt 😞 that means I’m dying 😵 here if I remain on earth 🌍. 4:07 pmpdt the ocean 🌊 is depleted and he could drop asteroids ☄️? Would that be enough? Butt it seems like he’s not. I wouldn’t want to be here when stuff is already running out. 4:08 pmpdt 😰😱🥵😖😭 brain 🧠 skull ☠️ 4:09 pmpdt it seems that the most rational would be to go to another planet 🌎 or kill half of the population at one time. 😱😰 4:10 pmpdt I guess I’m going to have a sudden death ☠️ soon 🔜. 4:10 pmpdt how slow I am to realize things 😱😰😓😖😭😫 right jaw bone 🦴 pain 4:11 pmpdt

4:13 pmpdt if they leave, I guess those planes ✈️ are the new ark of the covenant???? 4:14 pmpdt I know very little I still have a lot of reading 📖 and research 🔬 research 🧐 to do. 4:15 pmpdt (acid throat pain 😫😖😭👀🥺 acid mouth 👄 4:16 pmpdt

4:35 pmpdt Liza levine_ originally had the parson school 🏫 pics I think 💭 in her highlights. After I saw 👀 it last year? she took it down/out. 4:36 pmpdt

4:38 pmpdt minute ago felt spiky pain back of brain 🧠 after feeling sandpaper-like hot acid pain in/in back topish of 🧠 brain. They lied 🤥 to me. This is obviously murder. I guess they want us to believe a lie so they can do whatever they want to us. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if they are justified Bcz they hold a lot of power to manipulate things. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if they are racist to Asians. I don’t know why there is racism against Asians. And then I remembered Scott’s birthday 🥳 which he liked to say “Pearl Harbor.” If the apocalypse was written 2000 years ago with whore and pearls, was it manipulated then? Was it on gods’ commands? How to predict something to happen ≈2000 years before? Games/fake outs. Nihon = Japan 🇯🇵 ni = 2 hon = book 📚. Bi/di = 2 Greek? 4:45 pmpdt games/fake outs acid throat pain. I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ what’s true. Why would I be motivated to feel this emotion and think 🤔 these thoughts 💭? God can trigger feelings of love 💕 and understand of math 🧮, and acceptance of rules/culture that in reality wouldn’t make sense. 4:47 pmpdt what am I suppose to do 😫😖😭 acid brain 🧠 pain. What’s true? Sacrifice? I don’t matter Bcz there are probably 100 more doppelgängers???? 4:48 pmpdt sharp long needle 🪡 feeling stab pain groin near left hip. 4:48 pmpdt I need to read about Pearl Harbor now. I’ve been neglecting it...😞😖😭teeth 🦷 there’s no fake out to be made if he’s eating my brain 🧠 with acid but it seemed like he bought time with me thinking 💭 that this was ok 👌 but it’s NOT. This is his true intention. Nothing special is going to happen for me. It’s futile for me to write anymore. There’s nothing to accomplish. It’s the end of my life. 4:51 pmpdt it’s the end of Ruth’s life it’s the end of Carter’s life. We are all kidding ourselves that there is anything great to live for anymore. Carter will probably get off easy and Ruth will probably be called delusional/schizophrenic for believing he raped her. 4:53 pmpdt it’s interesting 🧐 what incubus is willing to do for him to have a good life. But he knows things I don’t. So it’s easy for him to justify his generousity. He says Nick carter is generous. Is he? 4:55 pmpdt skull 💀 pain 4:56 pmpdt there’s no reason to continue. He’s probably making me schizo, too to cover up 🆙 what I experienced/believed. 4:57 pmpdt they’re bros. Justified. Nothing I can do about it. 4:57 pmpdt

4:58 pmpdt acid throat pain. Surprise to me ⬆️ reminder: Scott likes to watch the history channel. 4:59 pmpdt

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