#I'm literally going to print this out

[spaceratprodigy]

they are chilling & enjoying their coffees after having a nice warm delicious soup. :3

@hibernationsuit !!!!!!! 💖💕💖💕💖💕💖💕

I AM WEEPING LOOK AT HOW CUTE THEY ARE IMMMMM!!!!!! AAAAA!!!!! THEY DESERVE THE COZY WARM COMFORT FOODS!! FAITH/TOBY FRIENDSHIP HAS STOLEN MY ENTIRE HEART!! 💕💖🥺💖💕

#THEY ARE CHILLING!! NOBODY IS BOTHERING THEM THEY👏 ARE👏 RELAXING👏 #oooo ooouuuoughoughhhgggggoougggh #friend friend I am literally so in love with this I wish you could see the excitement on my face and my hand movements #my 5 year plan is literally to stare at this so lovingly and kick my feet back and forth #I genuinely need to print out every art piece of faith with everyones captains and hang them on my wall I'm so serious #ALSO I LOVE HOW YOU DRAW HER SHE LOOKS SO GOOD IN YOUR STYLE #if you need me I am going to be rolling around on the floor oh my GOODNESS I love them so much 💖🥺💖 #BLESS YOUR HEART THIS IS SO DANG CUTE I LOVE YOUR ART SM #beaming a million heart and sparkle emojis directly into your mind #okay I must stop screaming because I WILL just keeping talking in circles abt how much I love this to bits #the outer worlds #captain of the unreliable #friend art #friend oc #this has genuinely made my day so much brighter and I can't thank you enough for being so kind #so so much love to you today and always

[defeateddetectives]

TOGETHER AT LONG LAST

#LITERAL MATCHING SET THAT MS. MIDORIKAWA CREATED FOR ME PERSONALLY; DO NOT SEPARATE EVER AGAIN!!!!!!! #apologies to the people who have had to hear me whine and cry nonstop about the ends of the earth i've had to go to procure vol 25 #over the past few months but here we finally areee #a colleague on this most recent nyc work trip: so i finally found this very exclusive designer handbag i couldnt find anywhere else #i've been looking for it for ages gosh i'm so glad!!! #me laughing nervously internally: yeah that makes total sense i too......can totally relate #if you happen to be one of the salespeople from the 10+ book/mangastores i sobbed to in the process hi hello #also psa many volumes are out of print bc of low demand apparently which means we gotta band together and hoard some natsumes!!! #natsume problems #(literal) #horrible exorcists

[quatregats]

Going mildly insane because I got a Moleskine notebook from someone for free and the line spacing is so so pleasing and I cannot find any notebooks with 6mm or less line spacing that cost less than like $20 because there's like two brands that make them and they're the expensive ones ;-;

#literally i don't care if it's a nice notebook i would buy a cheap spiral bound notebook if it was 6mm #i've figured out what drives me insane about notebook paper that feels 'ugly' and it's literally like 8mm line spacing #this is why even when i look at so-called 'nice' or 'expensive' notebooks half the time i'm like why would i buy this #when i could buy a college-ruled composition book #but legitimately why is 6mm spacing so hard to find!!!! like you just have to print the lines a little closer it's not that difficult!!!!! #i'm going insane i want to bite something i can't only use moleskine or leuchtturm for the rest of my life #(also side note yes i know that grid tends to be better but i can't write stories on grid paper) #perce rambles

[oceanlovingcommunist]

i got home, took a nap, spent two and a half hours on my taxes, and now i guess i'm gonna shower and go back to bed for work tomorrow.. fml and fuck the tax system....

#and it's not even over yet!! i need to print and mail them tomorrow and that's going to be my whole friday afternoon #i'm expecting 2-3 hours on that shit #literally 100% of my income can be found on my government-issued W-2s.... all my healthcare can be found on my government-affiliated forms. #i fucking hate it here #worst of all is that i think i could have avoided the printing out step but i realized too late. this stupid identity confirmation step at #the end of the process is the most frustrating part of it all #like oh yeah? me having all of my banking employment and healthcare records for the past year (not to mention address contacts and SSN) #isn't actually enough to convince you - you need last year's AGI given me by YOU or a dumbass PIN? it genuinely feels punitive

[vincent-sinclair-deserved-better]

imagine seeing a cute girl and wanting to get to know her only to find out she's got no job, no degree, no finished apprenticeship, just overall no qualifications or experience - at 25 years old

and also has a body count (not the murderous one) in the double digits

and probably loads of men she barely knows have nudes of her

because she wanted attention and validation

and she also never really goes outside or does anything productive

who wouldn't fall for that

who wouldn't go "yep, that's the one, the special person I'll treat differently from everyone else, the one I won't just kill or whatever"

good thing that none of my f/os have parents (I think?) because that meeting would probably not go well lmao

#cylas speaks #cylas vents #negative #negativity #there's literally no reason any of my f/os would even show interest in me #when out and about i look absolutely unapproachable. either uncomfortable/scared or like i hate everyone and will rip off your head. #i'm just some short weirdo with faded dyed hair; visible roots; black tshirts with obscure prints; dark jeans #and shoes that are probably damaged; dirty; or falling apart lmao #what a catch fr #the type you'd look at and go 'ewww' and throw it away lol

[sillyfudgemonkeys]

Me: I don't like Sci-fi, space operas, or fantasy. Me: *sees fanart of some characters* Oh these look cool. I wonder why their arm looks like that. Why is that one person dressed in skull attire? I keep seeing these guys everywhere, let's get the book on Audible what could possibly go wrong? Book: *Sci-fi fantasy novel in space* Me:

#the fanart didn't give the impression of any of these TT0TT #maybe like modern fantasy...which I guess this is more 'future fantasy' but ahhh #silly talks #dazed lost confused #naked in the woods i am #where am i what's going on???? #i think the 'houses' are based off our solar system #there's so many fucking names too many fucking names TT0TT I'm listening in a car while driving I CANT KEEP LOOKING UP FUCKING NAMES #I may have printed out the list of names that literally listed at the beginning beCAUSE I CANT REMEMBER ALL THE FUCKING NAMES TT0TT #I had to re-listen to the first 4 chapters twice because I was confused *sobs* #who are you people #MC funny tho she says curse words....I can understand curse words and the character work so that's good #turns out it might be a murder mystery? Annnnnd we've looped back around to a genre I'm cool with #literally had no idea what the plot was but "uhh competition between families/clans? Maybe?' TT0TT #i'm liking it? now that I kinda know what's going on #apparently the other books might have more mystery? I'm down for that I guess #i really need to look at what I'm about to get sometimes TT0TT But monkey brain was like 'oooo i like the art/chars looks lets do it!' TT0T #fun fact dipshit me bought another fantasy (I think it's high fantasy) too so fuck me I guess #look at me expanding my horizons! #anyway I thought this would be a funny 'point and laugh at silly' considering my stance on these things #let's see if anyone can figure out what i'm talking about based on what little i've given you to work off of laksdjflkajf;a #mistakes were made....but at least this looks like a happy mistake #and i might make a custom nendo of one of those jackasses klfjdalksjfas #i was NOT vibing with the prose the first time through. TT0TT but I think i got a handle on it now mannnn #this is so outside my wheelhouse orz #i was expecting MAYBE some fantastical elements but not high fantasy (i don't think it is??? maybe more modern??? post apocalyptic future?- #-ahhh another genre i care not for klfajdslkjf) but the space thing THREW ME FOR A FUCKING LOOP! that was a blindside! TT0TT) #i heard the 2nd book is a bit of a mind fuck......now THAT'S something I'm invested in 030

[captorcorp]

also magolor cosplay is officially started >:3c

#i bought a bunch of pretty fabrics #i printed and taped together like 50 pattern pieces #working on the cape/cloak rn and we will figure out the other parts later... #scared though bc. no i have not done any mock ups (<- bad idea) but also #if i make myself do mock ups first i'm literally going to keep putting it off forever #my brain only has motivation for doing the final thing and if it ends up wonky i'm just gonna live with that tbh #its just me and my fancy satins and below average sewing skills against the world #kcat talks #also got some fleece to make a winter hat... which is coincidentally in magolor colors.... hmmm wonder what that could mean :3c #(actually using it as practice for making the ears/gear design on his hood) #(but im motivated to do this practice bc i get a fun hat out of it)

[thebirdandhersong]

apparently the exhilaration of finishing one project means jump-starting another one

#SIGH #well at least i have it planned out #my summer writing project for my home group is now...... chugging along #it has been four hours of writing and thinking and considering things #and i think this is a good project to embark upon #i will work on tfs at the same time just so there's some Balance #summer project: the spiderman meme novel #that's literally it though #i get to come to grips with my own vices again apparently #and instead of despair/hopelessness/apathy (tfs) or fear/anger/self dependence and also self loathing/constant striving (arb) #we're dealing with.....over-sentimentalism. sadness. being unable to let go. learning to move on the hard way #which is not easy to write however i have most of it down already #if not in written form then in bullet points #i'm actually REALLY excited about this project #because i am very close to finishing it #i technically DID write most of it during the summer #but it needs a little revamp and a lot of rewriting #and im also very very excited because this is the novel i am planning on printing out for my best friend :))) #she specifically asked for a copy for her Christmas gift and that is what I shall give her! #probably won't hand-bind it (which was also her request) but i will at least design the cover myself #and embroider a special fabric dust jacket to protect it #SO EXCITED!!!!!! and now i must sleep #the post-inklings challenge ch.1 exhilaration and adrenaline has carried me to 1am and i must..... sleeeeeeep #slings and arrows of outrageous fortune in year 21

[closeted-goth]

been lowkey gaslighting myself into second guessing whether or not I've been flushing my personal toilet in my personal home after peeing recently. given my stance on public restroom etiquette this has been a crisis of character for me. so glad to announce that I am fine (!) and I should never doubt myself (!!) and it is in fact the new fella who just "forgets to flush sometimes" (!!!) and therein by has tonight committed The Cardinal Sin of toilet etiquette by graduating from forgetting to flush piss to now also forgetting to flush shit (!!!!)

#I'm going to go absolutely insane #printing off don't forget to flush signs and sticking them to the door tomorrow #forgetting to flush pee is one thing but bruther not flushing an entire duce is simply unforgivable imo #who forgets to flush anyway come on figure it out #it's like the people who “forget” to use their indicators #listen u treat my private toilet like a public toilet in my own literal home and I'll treat ur face like a fucking knife block don't test m #I'm literally DISGOSTANG lady rn

[drawnecromancysdiary]

i'm genuinely mad at myself for letting shit get this bad these last 2 days actually. because now it means it entirely threw off EVERYTHING I WANTED TO DO FOR THE NEXT M O N T H.

everything.

the only thing that doesn't really move is school stuff. so now on top of being late for my personal projects, which arguably is whatever, i'm ALSO late on school work, which means that like...

i'm probably not going to finish anything that isn't a fun craft i can do for 30 mins at a time until this summer. and I feel so bad about it, too. this sucks. this fucking sucks.

#bad brain moments #i think on wednesday when i realized i wasn't going to cook i should've gone to the store #instead of just #finishing leftovers and then not eating for 24 hours #and then barely eating scraps on thursday night before throwing it out because it tasted like shit #because now i just literally. have not existed on wednesday and thursday. there is nothing #like let's be real i'll have the sewing and the writing for the final exam to do #and finding someone to print that shit professionally. #god. #hahahahahah #anyway. #there's the other miscellaneous homework #the handkerchief i'm supposed to embroider on #there's the internship #i'm not going to be able to do that drawing project. at all. #no illustrations will be made #until... i don't know when #and this jsut. #i lost two whole days. #because i made bad decisions. #i'm going to go play minecraft #see if that makes me feel a little better.

[sarah-sandwich-writes]

I Am Going To Eat My Printer

#trying to print lemon boy #got from chapter 25 to chapter 7 and stupidly stupidly shut my laptop without thinking #messed up everything #opened it back up resumed printing thought everything was fine and there might one one weird page but I could reprint that and it would be #Fine. #nay! it resumed in the middle of like the last chapter and reprint eveything already had #then got to like 2 pages past where it left off and Ran Out Of Ink #I am going to eat my printer #and then myself #and NOT in a sexy way #lemon boy #the trials and tribulations of be so fucking stupid #object permanence whomst? #literally I was like why is this open I'm not using it #then 5 min later wondered why the printer had stopped #I blame the printer but I'm fully aware that I create 100% of my problems

[babvblue]

guess who finished her zine for her course (: the zine she had multiple meltdowns over (: the one she didn't think she'd get done (:

#now i spend the next week trying to figure out how the fuck to print it #and then bind it #i'm so relieved #it was the one i was stressing the most over #bc i hand wrote it all in procreate so i could put it into indesign #& i did it on one of the silly universes i write in #(bc it was the only way i was gonna get through it) #so i had to create every single piece of information & content #& i had to draw cartoon/illustration versions of the characters #it took so gd long #it's now saved in 4 different place #bc i am PARANOID!!! #i would literally off myself if i lost it #now i go the fuck to sleep #and allow myself a sleep in tomorrow morning as a treat

[touchmycoat]

have you ever seen the down to agincourt/dta fic binding? there's castielofchitaqua and bedlund and jurisffiction but my absolute favorite version to look at is liapher. like i would never thought of adding comments as footnotes

LORD OH LORD THESE ARE SO COOL I'M CRYING HOLY SHIT. i just spent two hours slowly slowly slowly crawling through indesign (i got a 7-day trial through my company fnjdnfjd seeking out a version for myself...) and I can see how typesetting can get really hypnotic really fast ;; AAAAAAHHHHHH I WANNA PLAY WITH THAT SO BADLY. holy shit now I want to write a fic with marginalia specifically to print & bind. I also wanna play with brush scripts & Chinese calligraphy ;; I WANT EVERYTHING THIS IS SO FUCKING FUN AND COOL

#ficbinding #goddammit i'm fucked now #the appeal of chinese bookbinding is how fucking easy it is flasjflkjsdlf #whereas before i was always leaning in and out of bookbinding 'cause it had so many steps and materials #now i'm like #i can literally go to 7-11 around the corner print out my fucking fic and bam it's a bound book #and it can and should be kinda jank 'cause block-printed entertainment for the masses #but goddammit i know once i start i'll want to go ham and try all those other things #THIS IS SUCH ARTISTRY I'M WEEPING #SO EMOTIONAL IN THIS CHILI'S TONGIHT #anon #asks

[sir-snow]

I don't believe in therapy.

Let's just read Neitzsche and do kinky stuff together.

That'll be healthy, right?

#my thoughts on therapy are much more complex than that #I just know that 90% of people in every occupation just plain shouldn't be there #And I really don't feel like window shopping through a bunch of peusdo intellectuals #When all I'm trying to do is better comprehend my reality and my role in it #And the major-majority of therapists #That I've had personal or professional interactions with #Either just plain don't care #Are giving you that look like #“Oh god is this going to be the person that beats me to death with my own clip-board” #Or are just waiting for you to say something incriminating so they can involve the police #There was one older lady in particular I talked too #Not even realizing she was a therapist until she started asking me a bunch of personal questions #And the subject of careers got brought up #And this gal was genuinely shell-shocked when I gave minor details about one of my verbally abusive father figures #It was as if she'd only heard about cases like that in books or on TV #And my reaction to her newfound curiosity was sort of blasé #Like yeah #Have you literally never interacted with a lower to middle class drunk or any of their kids before? #Granted I only said 90% earlier #Because there's one dude in particular I wouldn't mind buying a beer for #Now that I think about it #There's also a nurse I wish I could apologize too #Even if she was being holier than thou with her Bible pushing #But some people don't seem to realise that bastards are naturally predispositioned to being atheists #I just can't seem to fathom why a boy who grew up without his biological father #Doesn't like to hear about a guy who's father created him just so he can die for the sins of others #And that it would make much more sense for her to put her efforts into preventing some other kid's life from being more fucked up #Than it already is #Rather than trying to unravel the issues of a young man whom they just met with a pre-printed out sheet of paper #Wow I really didn't intend to write this much

[neverendingford]

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#tag talk #I got the bullshit “hmm I don't think you're adhd” dx from the psychiatrist. #“it's usually diagnosed before age twelve” yeah not when you're homeschooled by your fundamentalist xian adhd mom #I didn't go in with the right notes. I went in as myself instead of my angery alt who gets shit done. I avoided thinking about it #when instead we needed to sit down and make a plan and write out the important points and then make sure we're heard. #needed to research criteria for diagnosis and then dig for the things that match because I've literally got them it's just that I cope #I cope so fucking hard that I forget about the problems. I show my strong fixed side instead of the cracked under surface #literally made a list of stuff to talk about and then forgot to bring it out during the meeting #I shoulda just printed out all my personal tumblr posts and had her read them #the problem is I'm afraid to be honest because they'll genuinely commit me against my will. and I don't fucking want that. #they're so preoccupied with keeping me from killing myself that they don't bother addressing the reasons I want to die #stop infantilizing me and fucking listen to what I'm saying