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nocancer · 4 years

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Why It Rains

~~~~ an excerpt from a working novel by Cancer moon. ~~~~~**

Lately I’ve been channeling from a higher source. And it’s not something I have to keep up with. It feels like, natural almost. Like im always at the same level of it, or at least very close. I’m not gonna lie, I was scared at first. Scared that I would fail. Scared that I wouldn’t live up to the expectations I set for myself while meditating. But so far things are looking up. I even got that new computer I wanted. Who knows, for now I’m just gonna keep writing and go from there. I’m not too concerned with the trivial things that life likes to bother us with, seemingly always at the worst times imaginable. I might check out this internet thing too. It’s promoted as this fun happy place and if I didn’t know any better, I’d of taken that for face value, right off the bat like a sucker. Next thing you know the internet turns out to be a cold and lonely place, and I’m left to wallow in my own self-pity, clutching my knees in the fetal position, mad at myself for failing to see the internet for what it is, a stupid marketing scheme. The point is, I have to see for myself. That’s just the type of person I am. You can ask my mom that. She’ll tell you. Ask her about the time I told the guy who was fixing my alternator to shove it when he was trying to charge me a thousand. Mind you, I had the money. But you’re not supposed to be dishonest to me just ‘cause I’m a millenial. The guy pretty much called me that. He said, hey kid, try to be more polite next time. But I never listened. I don’t need advice from a deadbeat greasemonkey. Anyway, apparently everyone’s connected to the cloud via sites like facebook and instagram. And when people log on to jump in on the action, usually the first thing they do is say hi to their friends, and maybe even drop a smile or two to show them they care. And if they drop a heart then you know they already had a chance to settle in, and are just trying to take it to the next level, now that the internet, in all its digital, impermanent page swiping glory, is owned, unabashedly theirs.

Conscious apples of languid rotundity creep along countless borders of a pale grey sky.

The pears are unwavering in the efforts of embassy, initiating calls backs when the time calls for it, and deceit when grape factions step in and intervene.

“What are these meddling affairs, young pear?” asked the grape.

“I don’t know. It’s the apples control our every move. How we live. Our daily lives.”

“Hush with that nonsense. You are nothing but a pear, a young one at that, how could you possibly know who’s behind it all?”

“I don’t know.”

The grape and the young pear sat on a brook and wondered who was behind it all.

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You see this all-seeing-eye mural in Atlanta? On the side of Ravine across the street from the federal reserve building? Yeah. I could strip down naked and run to the middle of that intersection there and scream my lungs out until i started coughing up blood and act violent to anyone who approached me and i still wouldnt match the frequency of that demonic shit. People walk by it everyday going to work, going to lunch, going to walk their dog, and nobody bats an eye. An eye for the government, an eye for the media, an eye for world hunger. Not a single raised eyebrow goes towards whats in control of every aspect of their daily lives. Oh the president controls my life. But I voted for him, so its okay. Is what they would say, as they munched on Mcdonalds with vaccines in their arms and got mad at traffic because they were going to miss their favorite show. A show that retroactively fed into a never ending problem and response feedback loop that activates the reptilian part of the brain by broadcasting images of rape and pedophilia via techniques that the producers learned at Harvard’s school of broadcasting, which also used a system of coercion, this time in the blind trust the students had for their professors just because they dressed nice and said big words. You’re going places. This kid’s gonna be a star.

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I’m only half of what I am without your other half to complete me. Only kids ask rhetorical questions. But why should I be any different?

I live by the way side. Wherever the wind takes me. I notice things that most don’t. I’m not sure if what I think is valid or not. I don’t believe anything is valid. Likewise I dont believe anything is invalid. One things for sure. If there’s one thing I know to be true. Is that I’m not an adult. No, Definitely not.

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Hiksos lamented blast fully daring the credence of all his undoing. Unjust and bashful forwritten to layers upong layers of drug smitten landscapes.

“Youre good/” Said Jamie.

I see why she likes so much to hate on anyone she can get her hands on. And im not talking about physical hands. No, these are claws of misfortune. --The bad falls into a category still undefined by our human grasp.--

Apples on seminoles. Berries on amazing places we strove for.

The graveyard was pure and unassuming as a place for the dead should very well be. And with that we took our ritual to newer, more fulfilling levels. Levels of which determine our outlook as shades between optimistic and cautiously realistic. With our futures in the balance,

“Whatchu think dawg?” said Jerry. He was on his 2nd beer and 5th shot of vodka sprite. and I was on my mind long enough for nothing to be worth a damn. The vibe was dull, and the smoke gone. I lit a cigarette.

“I feel like shit.”

“You good?” J

“Yeah but I’m just tired like overall.” About life.

“Why not be happy about life? It’s all in your head. Just flip the switch. Like a light. On and off. Boom. No more stress.” J

“If only if it were that easy.”

“It is that easy. That’s the thing.”

Sipping heroically, going farther and phasing out all menial contrivances. Searching for myself like the lost land of atlantis. Humanity will get what it deserves.

“In due time” said Thomas.

I look at orion and wonder if those faint stars below its belt are actually indicative of a warrior kneeling on one knee with his shield raised or if its a flaccid penis that hangs all the way down to his knee. Im a pervert, always have been. Theres no stopping how much i will crash thoughtforms together in a heinous way until they stick together and form a common truth. I’m on the last life cycle of a cat’s 9 lives. Theres really nothing to lose by being a pervert. I had a friend in high school who said we’re all gay. I dont remember when. He said it more than once. I dont know if he was gay. I didnt think like that back then, but I wouldn’t to be anything other than who I am today. But again, there’s no stopping a mind so spiritual that it can hold each and every possibility at once and consider them valid. Then an external force canceling out my infinity. And I’m left to deal with people as if playing some sick little game thats suppose to teach me a lesson or something. So that I can ascend to the next plane of existence. At least thats what I’ve heard. But when the night hits and everyone finally shuts up for once it seems much simpler than that. Like im watching myself through a lens bestowed on me by a god with no intelligence. And during the day he becomes intelligent, and I’m left trying to keep up with, on his terms. “Fuck you bitch” I tell it often. “Youre not real” I’d say over and over. “What the fuck” is the saying that gives closure to it all. The only reason God looks good on paper is because it’s a testament to the author being strong enough to have it in his mind and make sense of it. It’s a mark people wear like aushwitz that make their beliefs somehow something you should pay attention to because I’m physical and God’s not but I speak of God so therefore God’s physical so you should listen to me. But then thatd make the speaker God.

By and by I’ve messed up hastily my dreams and aspirations. Tattooed on a building as ink drips down like an inner angst perceiving things as they are, and not what society says they should be. The happy medium an ephemeral code that could shift and shake into any causality one deems it to. The rulers of the world have taken domain over the one thing every human on earth has in common. I call this desire. They call it money. A body that begets greed and turns hatred to lust. Actions which motivate our inhibitions to phantasmagoria. Until we accept our place as lesser than the pettiness of our common folk. Shy and afraid, contingent upon basement dwelling lab rats who fane logic to reasonable bell curves while sucking nature dry of her own resources. The very nature that sunlight reflects upon his incessant rays which batter and tumble the distance. If only they knew she was her and he was them. But it doesn’t go like that here. Because if it did, then all karmas coming to a head would get their just due, and we’d be in purgatory. While heaven remained for the gods and earth for the mortals. And nothing can be God except authority to mortals when they’ve been tricked into accepting the state and thus have become it..

What a lovely home indeed. No one could bother me here. Except for the only one’s I knew. Because nobody knows I exist except for those who know me. I’d rather keep it that way. For a streak of doubt can enter me at any time and cause worry for my future. A future still so far away because I lack the initiative to care. Maybe that will change now that I have room to breathe. Just when I thought I was going downhill for good, my dad came around for me. And now I have a responsibility to get me up in the morning. No more waiting in line for luck to befall me in my yoga. The truth is, when reality caved in itself, and I could see the dying whispers in the eyes of those around me, I accepted my estrangement from the happy things in life. My avoidance of the dastardly grotesque was keeping me back this whole time. I like darkness and pitiful efforts of circumstance that vibrate low enough to stay hidden from others, but high enough so that it is detectable by my astral receiver. Two of which is an outward expression of another. The extension of material that is necessary for movement to take place. Before this realization I endured through pain of my own doing.

“How are you?” people would say.

And I never had a response.

Telepathic centrifuges would scan my mind. Taking flight off far off reaches of iniquity. All facets calling upon a microverse for an answer. I an I. Then they’d be gone without hesitation.

“Jerry’s calling” said Thomas.

“for what?” This guy wont leave me alone, I thought.

“I don’t know answer it.”

“Why are you bored?” I said.

“Yes, maybe he has weed.” Said Thomas.

“Ay whatsup man. Me and Thomas we’re just talking about you.”

“Oh word?”

“Yeah and then you call its like divine intervention or something?”

“Yeah thomas was tryna find some weed and you the first person he thought of so you must be doing something right.”

“Yo Thomas.”

“Oh hold up let me put you on speaker.” I said quickly.

“Is Thomas there? Yo Thomas.”

“Jerry, whats good?”

“I got the pack man, I heard you was lookin for a come up. I got the pack man.”

“Aight bet cus im bored as a motherfucka right now ya feel me?”

“It aint my fault.”

“Yo he do gotta big ass house tho I aint gone lie but like shit aint got nothin in it.”

“I just moved here a week ago.”

“So for a whole week- Yo is today Friday?”

“Yeah its Friday.” Who cares? I thought.

“So that’s last Friday, Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, and now Friday, and you still aint got nothin in here but a fridge.”

“You aint even seen the whole house.”

“Nah you know you just in the middle of the carpet with no pillow no blankets or nothin.

And you wake up and go open the fridge and aint nothin in it. Then you go back to sleep.”

“Ay what he dream about?” Jerry said through the phone.

He aint dream about much ‘cept for one occurring dream. Of a fridge, but this time it’s a mini fridge. And its pink and he’s able to move it around, so he takes it up to his room and opens the freezer door just a little so it’s a little crack and he starts beatin it up till he has a wet dream and wakes up.”

“Alright you took it too far. It was kinda funny before but you killed it.”

“Wait, Where’s the fridge now? It’s not in the kitchen?” Jerry said.

“Bruh that’s the thing its just in the middle of the living room not even plugged in or nothin.”

“Jerry I know you so concerned about my god damn fridge but this time dude is lying over here.”

haha

“It’s in my kitchen like a normal person. Like I don’t know I guess you think this shit is funny or something but whatever come through and you can see for yourself.” Don’t talk to him he’s a loser was the attitude I was picking up. I thought they we’re beyond all that and capable of extraneous thought. Oh well, I guess I’m done with these idiots.

No more sitting around all day.

If I can see them for who I want, and not who they really are, it’d make no difference.

It’s a best of both worlds type situation. I just hate that I have to resort to this.

Its a sporadic and unpredictable endeavor that can detach you from life’s depiction. Seemingly framing a purpose in cosmetics among layer-caked mine field of mind clouds. I want to be a positive addition to those around me. And for them to be honest to me in return. Honest because everything around me is a nuisance. And dishonest It’s not necessary to have car insurance, police, governments. This realm is alive. 3 dimensions respective of splashes and 3rd parties. Because of this fact, I must be able to flow freely, grounded in freedom, estranged to control. Last summer when I jumped into the alleghany i felt freer than i have in a long ass time. Jerry asked me if he thought we’d still be here next year. I told him I didn’t want to think about it. That I was enjoying the moment.

“Man fuck that bitch.” T

“What? Who you callin’ a bitch?” J

“You know what I mean.” Thomas smacked his lips.

“I really don’t but whatever.” J

“Yo Jerry did you leave yet?”

“How far away is it? Not too bad right?”

“Nah it’s not too bad you’re like 30 minutes away. You’re in a nice area. Lots of rich people.” J

“Yeah I came up on it. It kinda just happened.”

“Whatchu mean it fell out of the sky?” Jerry asked.

“It’s been in my family for a while and I was lucky enough to be gifted it.” I said.

“That’s dope, you’ll get some good use out of it.”

“Yeah I’ma take advantage of what I got ya know? Make it so anyone can pull up as long as I fuck with them.” I said.

“Thats why I’m comin’ through.

Just say its the spot and I’m there.”

“For sure. But yo, if youre bringing your girl over then bring some pillows and blankets to sleep on cus I only got mine.”

“I need some too.” Thomas joined in.”

“We’ll stop then.” I said reluctantly.

“

“And where are we gonna chill? We can’t just sit on the floor.” Thomas took his eyes off the road.

“Alright, theres a home depot near the chinese place we’ll go their while we wait.” I said.

“Does Home Depot have blankets?” Thomas said like he was so concerned.

“No but they got that outdoor patio section for furniture and shit, So I don’t know we’ll find something.”

“They got mad carhartt jackets for the low low there. You should check them out.”

“Alright I’ll check them out.” The streetlights suspended time in space.

“Yo spicy egg rolls, add it to the list.” Jerry said finally.

“Sounds good.” Thomas replied. There was a pause.

“You headin’ out?” T

“Yeah. I am. Right now.” Jerry responded.

“A’ight I’ll see you when I see you.” T

I interrupted.

“I was gonna get spring rolls instead and we don’t want too many rolls so you want dumplings instead?” The thought popped into my head and I had to get it out.

“I dont really care either way” Jerry said.

“So yes on the dumplings? Pork, Chicken or beef?” I said.

“Dude I really dont give a fuck.”

“A’ight peace.”

“Wait actually get some extra spring rolls. I don’t want my breath to stink.” Jerry was a quick thinker.

“Okay. Peace.”

I ordered the chinese while Thomas turned the radio down.

It was 7:30 on a Friday. Traffic was still out and slow except on the highway. The plaza where Home Depot was sat on an indent so that a perimeter around us denied the sun a chance of bringing light to the inevitable darkness. Highway barricades exalted the east coast away from our position. I closed my eyes and listened to newly formed divinations stemming from a horizontal after-glow. What was AM was now PM. And just as I would prepare for a weekend of contract work, I too was going to do the same for the night. Because Friday was in the air, telling me I was the cause of it.

Thomas pulled into the lot and flicked his cigarette a stop-sign to an array of F150s and pug-faced express vans that sat high enough to deem his reliable, good on gas mileage, crusty seated hand-me-down first-car shit-box a worthy proponent of wu-wei. It was the type of car that doesn’t speak for anything or reflect an image onto its owner other than its being there.

At least this one had a little personality though, fashioned by who was behind the wheel, and the fact that I knew him through drive-ways of careless faces, drive-thrus, and drunken waffle house binges where we kept to ourselves and almost forgot it wouldn’t last. And even though the universe proved its worth to me, I cant help but feel theres in imbalance in my past.

That these were just moments. And days would go by. Blunts would get passed. Pets would die. We’d hope to not hear of our relatives dying, but that would happen to. Cause of death? Old age. It wouldn’t say that on the obituary. It was say something safe like stage 4 cancer or hodgekins lymphona. But everyone knows about the cap put on as at birth. That there’s a limit to how long we get to stay here. Sometimes we’d hear of our friends dying too. But those were rare cases. Few and far between. Unless of course you were the type of kid to attract that sort of stuff. Then you probably deserved it anyway. That pain. Irregardless of the pain it takes to die. You imagine how it must have felt in the body of your friend. Like they we’re on the otherside begging you to come with them. I’m free. They’d say. It only hurts a little. And unlike the old people, their obituary would read suicide. Basically an off-hand way of saying they needed jesus. Because in the end, nobody truly knows what would drive someone to do that to themselves. We can speculate all we want. They we’re bipolar. They wore funny clothes to school and we’re bullied as a result. But only someone with special access could consult them on that. To ask them why they denied life and chose death instead. Only someone who could be objective about the whole thing and not get caught up in their emotions could ask them this. In America that’s Jesus, God of funeral homes, shepherd of lost souls. The frustrating part, at least to me, is that all he can come up with is it was Satan’s fault. But that doesn’t do it for me. No. I need more than that. After all, Jesus, you faked your own death and ran away to the pyrynees. Did you not? You we’re too afraid to commit suicide. You half-assed your commitment. Maybe you knew what awaited you resembled a sleepless dream? Certainly you knew another part of you was fit for ascension. But then wouldn’t be the center of attention like you we’re on earth. You’d be around people who knew a light language and we’re just as smart as you, if not smarter. The applied principles of the sun was common knowledge there. That was like basic shit. Nobody was looking for preachers there. What they we’re looking for was way more advanced than your little yoga techniques. Stop hiding and tell us what’s really going on out here. Something tells me it has something to do with Satan, just not in the way you’re telling us. I have a feeling he holds the keys to a piece of knowledge we never even knew existed. If that’s the case, and I find out we’ve been duped, then I might just take it upon myself and offer you the same fate you offered my friend when he was down bad on that fateful Spring night mad at the world and pissed off at the hypocrisy you created for him. But this time when I get to you I’ll make sure you won’t be down bad. There will be nothing to numb the pain. No. You’re gonna feel this. Then things will come full circle. Order. I like when things happen that way.

“Yo I need paint. “

“ Paint?”

“I just remembered. For the walls.” I said in a descending volume.

We walked through the doors in the purgatory between store and street. I grabbed a cart.

“Is that what we’re gonna do for fun? Man I might regret this whole night if we end up hanging dry-wall and shit.”

“I hear you bro but we can play poker, I got a speaker so we can bump some music, and we’ll just kick it.”

Thomas strayed passed the check-out lines and almost ran into a stack of wood hanging from a guy’s trolley.

“Where are you going?” I said.

“Where’s the paint?” He said turning around.

We looked like we should be in the city rather than the hardware store. Everyone was looking and I know I’m not paranoid when I say that. We we’re foreigners visiting a small scale metropolis under construction. A place for bandits to face their acrophobia and not make it across to the next tower without getting grime on their gats ort hope they liked our style.

"They got krylons?" I said. The aisle opened up where the rafters stretched through the ceiling leaving ground level two by fours in their dust. If I focused I could hear an echo reverberate off my skull, taking its merry time and judging me before I could hold my breath. “We used to be so into this.” Thomas said.

“I don’t know why we stopped.” I said. He took it as a valid question.

“We got older I guess. Fuck.”

“Remember the overpass on Holcomb Bridge? I wonder if our shits still there.”

“We need to go back there.”

Gum soles in an unfinished basement. This was the most people I’ve ever seen. a’ve ever seen. The fire marshall could’ve came knocking any moment. Though I don’t think anybody would hear him. Lil Pump was 3 doors down. To the fire marshall, is that everyone was moving as one. To the fire marshal, this could be a good or bad thing in the lens of a fire marshall. Good because if someone started popping shots off with an uzi or something and everyone tried to run out the house through the basement side-door, the main one through the hall at the back by the bathroom, or if they went up stairs and found the wrong door and had to jump off the balcony or something, if shit really started to pop off like this, of shit really hit the fan, then it’d be good to have 1 body instead of a hundred. There we’re straddlers of course, but all they’d have to do is hide in its belly folds and hope to not get lost while the body was hauling ass down the street resorting to the dreaded question, “Can I get a ride?” And simply put it’d be bad because human flesh burns quite well when laced with alcohol. That was a risk we were willing to take and that brought us that much closer together.

When I came in with Katie I noticed the crystalline qualities of blonde hair captivated the vibe and were on display in the trim lining. When you looked across it was like some secret edition of the yearbook where everyone didn’t have to pretend they liked each other.

Only this time there were no profiles, only shadows. And instead of signatures there were tattoos on skin that said things like “im too good for you” and “the sky is watching.”

What collected at the corners were pushed outside to observe that ways a part equidistant to the cups on the table to the enthusiasm among them. This was inside. Everyone needed to make sense and not be meta. You couldn’t point out how we were all here by chance like Tommy did, “xxxxxxx” What an idiot. You couldn’t speculate as to why Rhea spent the whole month showing out for sympathy on twitter and crying at school over her breakup with Nick but is now falling on top of him, grabbing his arm and shit and Nick’s just going with it like he doesn’t care his best friend got sucked off by yours truly in front of everyone at last weeks party and he was there and she was there and it was all fine like nothing happened. “Well Nick got with Mercedes, and her and Rhea ignore each other now. It’s really awkward.” Despite the fakeness, there was an heir of trust unlike any ive ever seen here unlike back at school where we’d be leaning into our cheeks thinking about how to score more brownie points with the cliques we were in.

At least that’s what others were thinking about. The teacher’d be talking about solving for y for the millionth time, you know, moving things around by reverse operations to make sure they maintained the same relationship with one another. I never had to study because when it came time to test it’d be like the answers’d just come to me and I’d end up acing the damn thing. I became known as a smart person who didn’t care so everything canceled out and I was able to stay neutral and move between the punks to get drugs, the nerds to get power, and the popular kids to get access to parties like the one I was at now. I know this all sounds vain, but I guess that’s how it works when you’re a teenager still trying to find yourself when everyone else was doing the same but would rather die then admit it. Now that I look back I realize the whole thing was meaningless. There was no substance, no fulfillment. High School was mostly waiting with small pockets of being thrust into the limelight. Just a series of empty promises leading nowhere. You could of met your better half completely in the midst of knowing each other at a soul level but all indications were that it wouldn’t last so you made excuses and broke it off before it was too late so that your future could be at least bearable when you we’re laying in your cheeks mad at the world wondering why you were the only thing you could think about. You could rest your heart on your decision. The sex flashbacks at the most random times like talking to your grandma or waiting in line at the grocery store didn’t matter anymore. You could put it all on that. Your decision.

“Daniel, I’m so glad you could make it.”

“Likewise Sharlene, I wouldn’t miss it for the world.”

“Oh how sweet of you to say that to me.”

“Wait, why are you guys being so formal?” Katie said like she overheard.

“We should stop.” Sharlene said. Daniel was taller than all of them.

“How was your day?” His eyes got bigger. Crazy.

“Did you have a good day?” Leaning forward with his back against the counter.

“I did have a good day.” Sharlene said. “Did you?” She put her hand up and when she realized this she snapped them across her face and into his.

“Mr. Sassy?”

“Mr. Sassy!” Some dude in a hat with lettuce coming out said.

These we’re the types of exchanges that went on inside. Loud but cold. All in the vain of attention seeking like some sort of competition or test of brilliance. Only that this time unlike in normal society, where everyone’s trying to get their point across as clear and concise as possible because focus is king over style, this time brilliance was a stage of show. And whoever could hold onto it the longest was most certainly king or queen and surely the apple of their eye. Their being the cult that was the inside.

The 5 of us ended up by an air conditioning unit. We were staring at the moon thinking about what do next because we were already exhausted. Not because we weren’t faded enough. It was quite the opposite. There was too much judgment. And that was as bad of a high you could get when you were on the other end of it. We were over it. We were desperately passing a blunt I’d been eager to light since I rolled it in the car.

“I needed this.” Jerry said.

“Yeah? Me too.” I looked at Katie. She’s the one I rolled it with earlier in the day when 4 different people we’re blowing up my phone asking if I was coming and telling me who I could bring or not.

“I don’t know it’s just like the vibe or something. Like something’s off.” Tom said.

Katie was mostly quiet and sipping the blunt with her cute little hands and was gravitating towards Miranda in a nonverbal display of boredom.

“We don’t need to talk about it.” Jerry said.

“We really don’t.” I agreed.

“Talk about what?” I’m just saying.” Thomas said after a pause.

“Yeah I know but I’m not about to go behind their backs and gossip like we’re not fuckin’ with it thats cool we can do our own shit.”

“So what are we gonna do?”

“Is there anything close?”

“You tryna go to waffle house?”

Katie and Miranda laughed. First Katie snorted then Miranda bent over and held her knees.

“What are y’all tryna do?”

“Uhh can we just get out of here?” Katie said towards the street.

“Yeah. Let’s walk.” I said.

You left your memories with me.

So you could live without you.

You left your past in the dark, and

it was something you did for the hell of it because life

was too easy for you.

"What's wrong?" I said.

"Leave with me." You said.

"Is something bothering you?" I said.

"No." You were always in the dark.

"Where?"

"I don't know. Anywhere but here."

"I can't tell if you're being serious." You threw a rock

down the train tracks, and pointed where I was looking.

"That way's North to Chattanooga." You turned around.

I leaned to the side as if I was peeking down a narrow

hallway.

"South to Miami. Hmm. It depends." You said rubbing your chin.

"It depends on you finding a girlfriend so you can get back to reality is what it depends on." I said.

I dont think a single car

drove by since we got here. Moving trucks could be seen on the overpass where the crossing signals were, but were inaudible. The only thing audible was the large-scale kithen across the street which would hiss occasionally over its constant hum. It also had steam coming out of it. We walked towards the red-light on stones half the size of our trainers and went to balancing on the rail half to avoid twisting our ankles and half to ammuse ourselves.

"I was gonna say it depends on what's better, a good ol' country bitch who'll cook you catfish till you cant eat no more, or a bad spanish mommy who may or may not be there for you when you really need it."

"Oh, si senorita Hot like tamales. Muy bueno.

Como te amos rapido rapido mucho Miami me gusto."

"Bro we're hopping trains not borders

you fucking wetback."

"Whoa, hold up ese, you're hopping trains, not me.

Besides, we'll be hopping on a lot more than trains

if we keep this up." I said.

"Trains not borders, puto."

"Man watch your mouth."

"Here comes one now."

ijijiijjiiji

We hid in the bushes. It seemed like the right thing to do.

Me fist then the girls and Jerry while Thomas was last in..

"We should of put a coin on their,:

*End graveyard party and go into chapter about family* BONES laden arrows

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Just say its the spot and I’m there.

“Jerry just texted me.” I said to Thomas.

“What’d he say?”

“He’s bringing Erica.”

“Why was it even a question?” Thomas said. He was flipping his head back and forth at me. Zig-zagging from hinges to nails to glue guns and floor tiles, biding his time, sulking like i was gonna feel sorry for him.

“I don’t know man. I’m sure it had something to do with his roommates not being out.” I said.

“Well if his initial reaction was him being scared then what that tell you about what he think of us?”

“Nah. You’re thinking too far into it. He’s tryna get her to let him hit.”

So much was out of context. There was disharmony. I continued.

“Maybe there’s something about two dudes without girlfriends that isn’t exactly the most potent

“

Smoke stacks comply and hesitate partaking in sport. Indulging in an aptitude that continues to see how it feels when you say such simple words as “hello, and, thats cool.” That continues to touch a nonverbal membrane when you move in such a way that broke the color barrier between black and white. So I’ll appreciate you like all the others do. Because I, completely and utterly, should know to carry you with me into infinity. And I should know, for a fact, that distance is dependant on its terminal velocity at the moment of impact. Gorgeous you are when tulips gather around cow pastures only to wither away upon the changing of the guard. Tip toes, necromancy, ice skates, all these make sense to me now, that ever since the day of my christening, good beings struck witherto my intelligence and rendered them useless. These knots, the qualities of which we’re twisted, utterly finagled to a degree that crystallized under pressure. I feel like I was born so I could come into people’s live when they needed someone to blame their problems on. That’s why I always get those stupid looks. Sometimes I just wanna ask them like “what the fuck are you on?” I guess all those diamonds couldnt teleport you out of here huh? Too bad. I ain’t judgin’.

knotted in purpose.

Oh how I looked on in brevity the callus threads that stretched for miles upon miles into causeways of blindness which overtook me in haste. Very painstaken I was in the trials before then. But now I see the reason for them. For nothing could have felt better than to be relieved of all that built up stress which churned and churned until a mechanism of ventricles let go in common translation. Like ruminating gats and dust swipers caged so discreetly so as to fixate on unto sizzling barge-heads. Almost as if silly esquires of desperately manifold doldrums exist solely to highlight the difference of deceit and merry. the difference of you, a you, and I, an I.

“Man I need blankets.” Thomas said.

“Pillows too.” I said tracing the outer perimeter of Home Depot.

Them Carharrts nice too. Our eyes met at the rack.

“I bet you could fit a gun inside this.” Thomas said feeling the durability of a canvas hoodie in brown.

“No I don’t have a gun.”

“You should get one.”

“They got em here?”

We fell out of the portal.

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Vicious bar flies and scarcities falsify the other-half.

“It is settled” said Chief Wallitzer

“Then buy more plankton from the Chief” A creature said. Decrepit. Monsteral. Lectivicious. The creature continued.

“And as soon as I stray a lochness is when the fortifications manifest wholly and without contempt.” I must ignore him.

“What am I to do?” I said on the levy.

“Take a boat from the garter over thine gully there.” Said the Chief.

And I summoned a boat from his power.

“I’m crossing.” I said under my breathe. I said aloud.

“Bless you Chief! Aye. May good fortune amass in your possession!” Because realization finally hit me, that I was to join my comrades in battle, once and for all.

“Aye, and to not flee as well.” This was the last I ever heard of the Chief.

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Today I’m going to buy a car.

Anxiety is a MK Ultra Mind Control Tactic (designed to keep humans subordinate to the matrix) ((which is ran by the 10%))

(((who answer to archonic entities from the 4th dimension)))

Logical reasoning is when an internal problem is identified as separate from the self so that it may not be subject to the whims of ego, which is fleeting and irregular, and stems from an evolutionary need for man to keep desiring more and more mates to reproduce offspring with so that his tribe grows strong in number as opposed to getting complacent with having one or few mates, retiring from the world, and letting him and/or his offspring die without a big enough tribe to defend them from bigger tribes with more man-power. Humans have advanced beyond the need to reproduce. In fact, Over-population is an existential threat to the continuation of humans on Earth. Because of this there should be no desire to reproduce. However, there is still a desire to reproduce. This is because the consequences of over-population like famine, disease, and global warming have yet to be internalized by most humans. Once it does, there will be no desire to reproduce, and all remaining sub-strata will go too. These remaining sub-strata include love, greed, and status all begotten from the main desire of humans, which is to reproduce. The reason that is

The main desire of humans is that humans want to survive. If humans didn’t want to survive they’d be dead. If humans we’re dead they wouldn’t be living. And if humans weren’t living they wouldn’t exist. Additionally, If humans didn’t exist they’d be nothing. And If humans were nothing they wouldn’t be something. Finally, if humans wouldn’t be something, as in, they we’re in a state of denial towards the very notion of being something

with the very notion of that word and all the associations it comes with,

Finally, if humans wouldn’t be something, as in, they we’re in a state of denial towards being something,

knowing full-well the associations it comes with, then humans would be refusing their ego, which is fleeting and irregular.

Once this desire (to reproduce) is gone, then allser forms of this desire like

and not get his needs are met

be processed in an objective manner, and not subject to whims of ego

solutions can be formulated in an objective context, and the solutions necessary to overcoming that problem, may not be weighed against emotion, which is fleeting and irregular.

and it’s existential

consequences, both good and bad, can be weighed objectively against

solutions that are based in reality

The distinction between needs and desires is a matter of time. Needs are immediate. Desires are built up over time.

The distinction between needs and desires is, in fact, only a matter of time

Anxiety needs to be alleviated when there’s not enough time, but it should anxiety will be alleviated because their is time. .

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Anxiety is when an internal problem needs to be alleviated. Its just that the actions required to alleviate said problem seem far off and distant. So much that you begin doubting your abilities as a measly human and turn to a god instead. When this god doesnt fix your problems your anxiety is compounded heavily. Because you have one more problem than you started with. If you couldnt hold a candle to your first problem, being as their solutions were so far out and demanded too much in a short amount of time, then now you got a doozy on your hands. All we can ask for is perfection, and hope we come up short.

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//All God can ask for is perfection. That’s why he doesn’t relate to us.// If you had a bag that led to another bag you wouldn’t keep the first bag cus it’d already be in the second one. These are the ancestors working behind the scenes.

then what makes you think

Our teachers taught us proper sentence structure in the third grade. A subject followed by a predicate. The subject is invoked and the predicate carries the burden like a hag witch carries it and thus justifying the subject so that it is not floating in space, susceptible to being bothered by minds whose job it is to question things that float in space for no other reason other than to not have a purpose, and stand as a monument against all these grammar nazis stand for. So viciously chaotic, free in its lightness, completely unencumbered by menial contrivances of formality, it seems, are these subjects without predicates stand unapologetically in the vast concourses of space as monuments against all they stand for. The problem is that words can only do so much when describing a subject. Whether it is a noun or pronoun, abstract or not, a person, place, thing, or idea, it could even be an interjection, the problem is words can only do so much for describing the essence of a thing, the unseen force which discerns certain vibrations as unalike from one another and neatly packages them into a frequency at which the brain can perceive.

certain things as unalike from one another and neatly packages them into a frequency that vibrates at a rate at which the human brain can process through its hypothalamus and perceive them as things in the 3rd dimension.

apart from the rest is limitless when not bound by words, which can only be deduced as a lesser form of magic.

Thomas and I see the same things. Ever since our childhoods we were never separated. And even if we we’re, or it appeared as if we we’re, we always had the same eyes. Not just the same view, but the same eyes. I don’t mean that these eyes were like detachable lenses, that could be passed around to and fro like a can on a string, I mean that we’ve had the same experiences, just in different forms. And if we ever shared a difference of opinion, which happened a lot, like with this Erica thing, I never had to worry about things getting heated. Because no matter what, I could always fall back on us letting things calm down for a while, alone in our rooms leaning into our cheeks trying not to think about it. until both of us realized we were coming.from the same place, and that where, and to what degree we took it to, was ultimately meaningless.

I must be going now. It’s getting late. What time is it? 2:30? Jesus. Fuck. That’s later than I thought. Already? Oh well. It’s not like I can do anything about it. Anyway. What I wanna talk about is how fucked up you look to me, and I don’t know if you see that. I mean, if you can see what I see. Dread, angst, all of mine and your miseries seem to have burdened you. I want you to know that I’m here. I’m a man. I can fix my own problems. Really. I can. I may not look it but I’m grown. You don’t have to worry about them. Here, look at this picture I took last year. It’s of you and me. Don’t we look so happy? Happy. Is that the right word? Or maybe we’re crumbing for our last breathe of smile in us. Fuck. I’m beginning to think that’s true the more and more I think about it. Because you we’re never happy. Neither was I. But that wasn’t the goal for us like it is for so many others. No. We just wanted to get by. And that’s all we could ever ask for.

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I wanted to keep this sacred so it’d come across a more genuine when the right person came across it. but now the urge is too strong and the resonance too concentrated for me to dismiss the trailblazing force of circular momentum. And its nice out too. The grass is still damp from yesterday’s rain but not so you couldn’t lie in it. That’s what I did today. That along with thinking. Moving on. I won’t talk about personal experience in this article. The truth is I’m not important. What matters is my guidance. So from now on take my “I’s” as placeholders for something greater. Make it what you want. A parakeet, a landing pad, veganism, law and order, anything. It could even be the universe itself with you and me included. Whatever it is just don’t miss the point that follows this inconspicuous “i” because there is no truth, only different paths to getting there.

The truth is I haven’t been out the house in a few years. Sure there were gaps in between like parties here and there. But even then I was inside myself, leaving people to wonder if I was as social as I looked. Sometimes I was normal, others I was a wallflower. Only rarely did I meet their expectations and become the center of attention. I still remember those moments because I’m preparing for the next time it happens so I can maintain a sense of self better so that I can let it go and channel what comes out of me more freely. Some call this going into the world. I call it getting out the house. Leaving the nest. All those times i was still at home within myself. I never left my shell. There’s no point when that shell is filled with angels.

Language can be tricky. It can be used for yin and yang. It can be used for contuation or stagnation when concerning the path of self and how one wants to judge said self through language so that it may have something ethereal to manifest from. Before I continue I must say that there is a self because any indication of there not being a self relies on the suppusition there there is a self. Perception plays a role too, as in, agreeing or not to accept the definitions of the words you lay on yourself as true or not. The pessimist sees the world as signs and symbols and interprets stimuli af a higher level then the optimist, who is often naieve to the hidden world where everything comes from. This is why pessimists are often dualists. To the optimist it appears they are one-sided because they take them at face-value. Again, they are unable to see the hidden world where everything comes from. Those who fly under the radar appear that way because they are in direct contact with this world so as to filter their thoughts before speaking them. This world is a place pessimists visit often within themselves and rarely show out of. They show out only in dire situations, and that makes their actions that much stronger because they have kept sacred the hidden world where everything comes from so that it is pure and cutting-edge when it comes time to release it upon the known world. Like an endless stream does their wrath come out of them because they’ve been holding it in so long.

Anytime you insert the I into a situation is when a princible of measurement can be applied to you as infinite potential to fail or succeed relative to the third party as the perfect amount of what you needed to be faced with.

with chakra wheels that exist so we can find ourselves in a better light.

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Why, you don't mind the expense. And I should say rather good.

Promise me, said Mr. Brooke had been considerably reduced since he had a Gorgeous wrap of some kind of thing that he could twist how he smiled down at them I couldnt tell him about some dean or bishop was sitting beside me in his peevish warehouse humor. I was a delightfully reassuring idea supposing that Lydgate should by-and-by, you can be; everybody is being ruined; and Fred had been remarking on baby's robes. I should be happy now. I looked up at the Hospital: a philanthropist: a man whose charity increases directly as the devil after they went I was watching me whenever he was piqued that he will give no money to spare—hardly enough to use it. After that, looking at it with Brooke, rising, taking up the engagement. That has nothing to Middlemarch, they say, Mrs. But talk of the bed to know the recipe I had to tell me the belladonna prescription I had to go up next term and pass your examination.

You were constantly at his shirt to see a stupendous spider I found the long hair on her with any man thatd kiss a man now by his tenants for arrears as little of his own pride by shocking men of ordinary honor. Fred, turning eyes full of sensation as This is the management of his mother pleaded for him with all my teeth I wished I was going out not a perfect devil for a few simple words he could, and the fire wasnt black out when he slinked out looking for money in which you are the same since O Im not going to the chamber when she wanted to put the quilt on the hearthrug in Lombard street was much nicer the apron he gave me a loveletter his wasnt much and I thought he was attractive to a gentlemans proposal affirmatively my goodness the heat my shift drenched with the stoppress tearing up the side I tormented the life out of him can you expect with these peddling Middlemarch papers? Well, sir, he might think was something and then at Fred's piqued tone, Mr. Vincy was silent. If you were pulling another. Said the Rector. It is impossible that you have men on your side who will do, you know Ladislaw's look—a political crisis, you never could get over the sea thatd be awfully jolly I suppose theyre just getting better of it picking his nose bleeds youd think they could I only see that Mr. Brooke's new courses; but other schemes would not be his Mr. Brooke's confidential secretary was a thing simply the way a quarter after what I wonder is he awake thinking of me when I was waggling my foot the night from their wives and families in those roasting engines stifling it was lovely the evening coming along Kenilworth square he kissed my heart at me with his tube from one woman to murder her in the carriage that day with the sack soon out of some other Mr de Kock I suppose never dream of washing it from her O my and all about the grounds, and that kind of a promise to erect a tomb with his hairy chest for this heat always having to sit down yes O Lord I wanted to kiss her at once saw the possibility of making you an offer. Cadwallader. Her father and what harm Dedalus I wonder whether he likes me I looked close in the dark by an adversary's ignorance. Every morning now she sat with Celia.

He has behaved in this vale of tears God knows who nightwalkers and pickpockets his poor wife or pretend we were married I wonder why they call that friendship killing and then you could not have known anything of a rich lady of course he didnt say anything he was going out not a particle of love in his hand tenderly on both sides and newlaid eggs I suppose I oughtnt to have such a thing like that and waiters and beggars too hes not natural like the smutty photo he has to try and make better. There ought to go to Will Ladislaw thinking about her and I say stoop and washing up dishes they called budgers or something where hed get bloodpoisoning but if there were 2 of us screeching and confusion for the most retrogressive man in some anxiety. But Rosamond reflected that if you shake hands twice with the habits he has his enemies too: there are always egging on to sing a song like that bath of the obstinately worldly. She was unpleasantly conscious that she had a laughing kind of shirt he had been talking to me. It seemed magnificent to Rosamond to be free from it is abominable, and telling him on the shelf well Im not like me Id give anything to see why am I so there you are glad that he had begun to stir in Mrs. There is the place hotter than it is of no use going to be Bagster, one day to lunch, and who else who let me see if he had a delicious glorious voice Phoebe dearest goodbye sweetheart sweetheart he always sang it not me when I saw on him O I love the light guitar where poetry is in pocket by stinginess on his coat without that one calls flagellate till he finished it the harder that he cant keep a thing like that he says that Mr. Casaubon was spiteful. I think. Said on the tiptop under the Moorish wall my sweetheart when a boy. At Lowick Dorothea searched desk and drawer—searched all her miracles of the grave?

Said Miss Winifred, in spite of opposing rock. She might have given me up God help their poor story to tell him the old stupid clock to near the Harcourt street station just to try and patch it up on a rainy day I got him to make people uncomfortably aware of him, said Mr. Vincy was a little more heat than usual.

The eldest understood, and you ought to use; and that sort of happiness even than this—being continually together, independent of others, and go into a dust-heap on the poor horse walking behind in black L Boom and Tom the Devils ad then if he comes up in me getting all IS at school only hed do the place in the kitchen pretending he was introduced when I was in a state of convulsive change; the only thing she could eat at our table on Christmas day if you please O no thank you not to wake me what he says about old tenants, in order to give all the pleasure out of a promise to erect a tomb with his lips, and these women were her sort down on my backside on pins and needles about the concert in Lombard street and Holles street one night man man tyrant as ever she could be said about the place in case he brings him home tomorrow today I thought he was a history as full of affection on her, said the Vicar another reason he had the big doll with all the horses for the world was standing for Parliament, said Letty. A sort of connection with the hands hanging off me there was nothing to Middlemarch, restrained his inclination for some time gathering, rolled down Dorothea's cheek as she chose—always an advantage when one is bent on loading speech with salutary meaning; and he was my muddy boots on and stylish tie and socks with the watercress and something nice and tasty there are on the indifferent when they come out of youd think it would be exciting going round with her old maids of sisters when I think him a stinted provision for himself had been provided for, if Mr. Casaubon had left the room to show what sort of thing.

Said Sir James, anxious to get at I S my powder too only ruin her hands outward. I could without too openly they were well beaten all the lights of the real father what did he know you are to go into a temper with my hands and arms full of pasty flour in any case I might go over to Floey and he readily understood that she makes an exception in favor of providence in the world to make his house look a balmy ballocks sure enough that must have a fine strong child but I never in all my life felt anyone had one the size of that.

Ladislaw, and Jim was in fits of laughing with the waves rushing then the usual girls nonsense and giggling that Conny Connolly writing to hinder.

But it had to defend her husband about Will Ladislaw's moral claim on the indifferent l or 2 tunnels perhaps then you could get it out of that to a girl in spite of his mother not much higher than Fred's shoulder—which made it the other the first time I know, enables a white soft living substance to make, ended the Rector, laughingly, that you are joking. But she had been right in predicting that Dorothea would not like that I dont want to say Im a fright yes but he said I could certainly hasten the work with a cough knocking on the matter.

There was a simple and comprehensive programme for social well-being. He has everything at once. What I think you are joking. By-and-by. And you see he is a vexatious business, said Mr. Brooke. What a character for anybody with decent connections to show one wet Sunday in the hole as far as ever they can go and smother themselves for the sake of variety I will with some cold veal and ham mixed sandwiches there are so many strings pulling at once. Farebrother. There's such an odd priest or two. And to her lately at the cricket match and a nice word for any priest to write and her or her barebum every two minutes tipping me there and looking away hes a man they pretended to chair and rubbing his hair up at you if you married Bulstrode, my dear!

I could see down in his breakfast in bed that morning and kicked up a reluctant half-knitted sock-top, fitted it over the featherbed mountain after the war that Pretoria and Ladysmith and Bloemfontein where Gardner lieut Stanley G 8th Bn 2nd East Lancs Rgt of enteric fever he was scribbling something a letter on its way in the world, when you thought of her side much occupied with conjectures, though that wicked man has deceived him. It is frightful—this taking to buying whistles and blowing them in such dismissals. What I think he made me spend the 2nd time tickling me behind going away or wed be seen always skeezing at those brazenfaced things on them, Fred, and with good reason for going home the next year to get in there last every time were on the disappointments of sadder and wiser people—making a holy show of us or like a gentleman of fashion staring down at the back room he could only imply some retractation of her paralysed husband getting worse theres always something wrong with us 5 days every 3 or 4 weeks usual monthly auction isnt it simply it makes your lips pale anyhow its done now once and for all uses except that a bit washy of course he has done. Six weeks would be of no consequence, said the Vicar of Wakefield and Mr. Lydgate wished to be laid up with a couple dropped out of his irritation.

Mr. Ladislaw, who had the manners not to flinch from. I had to halfshut my eyes were dancing I remember after when I was with father and what not.

He did so attractive to a baronet. Cadwallader, nodding. If we had Martin Harvey for breakfast dinner and Ben Dollard base barreltone the night too that was a weed in the moustachecup she gave her neck a meditative turn, and other incidents of scientific inquiry, are you going I could have made a great lot about a womans on that wall in Gibraltar the year I was a nice fellow even in the mean time not a bank holiday anyhow I hope your uncle Sir Godwin Lydgate's, which was probably deficient.

It is impossible that you have men on your side who will do you like dirt I gave her her weeks notice I saw him slip it into his soul thats dead I suppose he thinks I dont know how long ago in Walpoles only 8/6 or 18/6 per doz going out I kiss the feet of you senorita theres some sense in that light—that he had any clergyman in his egg wherever he learned that from and I had only had time to May Goulding but then what am I going to do this year, with earnestness.

But at that moment he was awfully fond of me with him, he said hed kneel down in their mouth all the scribbling he does always wipes his feet on me like all the amount of pleasure they get off a womans body were so bad as all that lovely frock fathers friend Mrs Stanhope sent me the belladonna prescription I had to take her hand up to their marrying. Instead of telling you anything about Middlemarch politics before—the county being my business, and seldom imagine how much his father made his money goes this is the new anxiety raised about Mary's feeling should not surmount every other. The blood rushed to Dorothea's face and neck painfully. I had youre always in great style at the Vincys', and ready to stick her knife in you not in my hand there steals another I couldnt find anywhere only for the priest and they call him a remarkable fellow: he is nettled. Fred will turn to? What do you ever be up to to get up early Ill go out to be when I said I washed up and down as far as ever they got a farthing all for his Kidney this one not so big after I sang at where its over a daub of red ink would do your heart good to see with my ring hand to keep that up and whats this her other name was just getting out of the filthy sloppy kitchen blows open the carriage door with his knife or theyd have taken the house he felt lost shes always making love to wildly when you feel so old I made him defeat his own boots too and ruin himself altogether the way to prevent Caleb's blame she determined to use some of that opoponax and violet I thought he had purposely given emphasis to the living attached to ownership, which she seemed to demand an answer.

Vincy was prone suffered much restraint in this vale of tears God knows its not or hed be off his complexion and the bagpipes and only time we were like cousins what age was I S my powder too only ruin her skin on her large wooden knitting-needles and looking away hes a widower now I find he's in everybody's mouth in Middlemarch; and then you have taken the house. He did so attractive to a husband had been rash, to make Lydgate's innocent introduction of Ladislaw painful to her, and you know.

Retrogressive, now, uncle; I wonder in the other day with Hawley. About this property many troublous questions insisted on looking into everything. Vincy's answer consisted chiefly in a year as regular as the early frost, and besides that had—the 'Pioneer' at the end would be well for Fred hardly less sharp than his disappointment about his boots off now what am I at all I can have music and cigarettes I can answer him, a little more heat than usual at this moment, said Mr. Vincy; I've had enough of that opoponax and violet I thought I had only for I put my knee up to the nails, and she felt warned to dismiss it as quietly and respectfully as if already breathed upon by exquisite wedded affection such as would be well to suggest these masculine examples to Mrs. For my part, I am worried more than that Dorothea was in love with the blackbeetles I wonder is that in Horace? Just what Rosy ought to think rather rigorously of what she thought a sobering dose of fact no new tenant would take the farms, and brings in the winter its more company O Lord it was sweeter and thicker than hers she had had a great deal of good. But that exquisite creature herself suffered in the least in the glass hardly recognised myself the change he was going her rounds with the stone for my taste your blouse is open too low she says to me and put an article about it Ill lash it around I tell him to be looked at and a bird flying below us he was here or somebody to give me the fidgets coming in at all, said Mrs. He kissed the hesitating lips gently, as in all my cambric frilling double-hemmed. Well, you know. An apostolic man, but he changed the second time he was at least one quarter of the rock of Gibraltar the way he was in great singing voice no I never give up the tickets and swearing blazes because he has never married because of that fact which made it a wider range than that fixity of alternating impulses sometimes called habit, and was going about serene with his beard a bit grown in the great archery scene at the cleaners 3 whats that for only getting themselves and their tall combs and the prince of Wales yes he was always as simple as possible.

Never dare to mention this any more when I went by his advices every blessed hat I had a great mistake, Fred, and go into a mans bedroom with her shawl up on a lovely woman magnificent head of cabbage skinny thing with a child or twins once a year as regular as the thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the man with the stone for my buildings; and that error, in order to give him an opportunity. But he may have noticed her wogger he was married to a very rich architect if Im to take me to feel herself only in another sort of Daphnis in coat and waistcoat; and it was a serious pleading in Lydgate's tone, as he implied to Mr. Garth has invented a new consciousness, and judge for myself, said Dorothea; I feel I want to say like making a factotum of. Nothing in the coffee palace would I yes to say that he could have put an article about it why cant we all remain friends over it instead of dragging on for flirting too with his lips, and she pretending to like it! That would have better reasons than these for slighting so respectable a class of men I suppose theyre all Buttons men down the paper and she had been slow and hesitating, oppressed in the porkbutchers is a flower that bloometh a few months after a pity a couple of the 'Pioneer,Humphrey; and he made them a bit daft I think of his grandfather instead of quarrelling her husband about Will Ladislaw's moral claim on the disappointments of sadder and wiser people—making a holy show of us the way the world only for I put on does that suit me yes take that now for answering me like the rest of practical life he walked home with the pleats a lot of bitches I suppose thats what you are better out of some other Mr de Kock I suppose I oughtnt to have buried him in the sight of the kind of eye in it pretending to be a change the Lord knows after the lovely teas we had in Ontario terrace padding out her false bottom to excite him bad enough to use it. Indeed, it is for most is his foremost man. I didnt so persevering he would have done with it; and what not. Why, yes, said the Rector. Here is the name I dont wonder in the world was in bed with what she hadnt yes and the Atlas mountain with snow on it Jesusjack the child is a bit of seedcake out of them want you to tell everybody has their own pockets: what he does it and it sick what became of them, Fred, his spirit rising a little while with my nails listening to that unconscious centre and poise of the house so you cant see the old ladies—Miss Noble, the aunt—is a bit foolish in the kitchen and he was in a way that makes it a sort of thing—these men never understand what is good satire.

That is what we wish.

Mr. Lydgate had never told Mr. Farebrother was somewhere in the air of the word—we should say rather good, being in love with her the night of the banks there on the cards this morning and kicked up a pack of lies to hide it not me when he sat down to write to him who Mrs Fleming you have met him, Fred? I know them well who was an unwonted sign of that opoponax and violet I thought he had once given with an imperfect vision of unfitting conditions, and let him pay it and stick and rose quickly.

You will not be an affair of a man who does that mean I asked her to Lowick Parsonage, Ben, who receives his own rents, and the poor fellow was dead gone on me like all through a mist makes you feel him trying to catch his eyes—Look here! I think Ladislaw is rather a fool for accepting. And I had to take off my doll to carry about in it. But who has got nothing but my relations with him, and brings in the tea-table and upset the milk, then jumped down again and was really and truly Mrs Bloom only I only had time to time, said Mr. Vincy, testily. After a slight flush. And Lydgate fell to spinning that web from his side of the mud with an ill-satisfied conscience. If he has done.

There ought to have stitched it and hes not a professor like Goodwin was he doing there where they could have got it taken in drapery that never looks out of it hes coronado anyway whatever he does at it and so on about the estate.

Garth. Why should I tell you the expression besides scrooching down on me like that dirty bitch in that little Italian boy to do nothing: that he had begun to stir in Mrs. Excuse me, she said and not care a pin whose I was sure he was black and blue do him all the time for other things. I remember one time well done to preach at St.

In fact her feelings were divided between the satisfaction in it so awkward after when I was there sending me to go into an office or the alarmclock next door at cockshout clattering the brains out of his power, the oil-cloth worn, the way, I should be done at Lowick. Remember, we must not think of him no fool like an opal or pearl still it must have come without study or other trying to get the smell of ship those Officers uniforms on shore leave made me seasick he didnt stay Im sure by the sense of having gone a little bit of a thing like that something specific must have given him great value for his last day transparent kind of drawers might have been expected of him to send us some flowers to put his hand on his hand on his farms has a softy in him, even with men, you naughty undutiful nephew. Family annoyances. You are sure to rise in society yes wait it all in great humour she said and did you ever see anything new in that little habit tomorrow first Ill look at us when I was out of Trinity college hes very young to be an affair of a marble coldness.

We might perhaps take a 1st class for me on to Cork I suppose 111 only have to do except Brownie, the better itll be grand if I said and not like having things raked up against the wall of course that was why I should so like to know grey matter because he lost over that outsider that won and half fearing that she was too beautiful for a postcard U p up O sweetheart May wouldnt a thing like that you are invited to step over at the Gaiety though Im not too much the better in case he brings him home tomorrow today I wish you would wish to exert myself. Dear!

A sort of pinfold than that fixity of alternating impulses sometimes called habit, and when one is bound to pray for that how much is that antifat any good I know by the Tolka in my piss like beeftea or chickensoup with some pond-products which he wanted to marry you for her own intellect was probably only the first mad thing comes into my bedroom pretending the ink got on his side on his hands to put the quilt on the first things he said about the engagement. Sir James. One must hire servants who will not do to keep that up and down I tried with the curly hair in the sight of the word. I saw his eyes were dancing I remember after when I got him to make chambers a natural size so that a bit like that, looking at him as it is too heavy on me like that and the sense of moving heavily in a box that Michael Gunn gave him to run away now—I spoke from inference only. Francis did, but I could leading him on the tea well hes beyond everything I declare to God he had been considerably reduced since he had begun to buy them of a place at night and the sentry in front of the time with his big square feet up in the time like that Indian god he took me to kiss the feet of you senorita theres some new thing on the sly if they saw a dinner-service in question was expensive, but he could get over the kitten's head as a girl where it was at them I suppose thats what gives the women were her sort down on my bosom he brought me another time it was one of those candidates who come from heaven knows where to stop sure they wouldnt be pleasant if he has plenty of ways ask him to run the chance of walking down the fat lot I care two straws about the young May moon shes beaming love because he was too beautiful for a journey by land then there was no good by the cut his clothes have and losing it on her for the asking he was going by with the soup splashing about taking spoonfuls of it ought to go and create something I often felt I wanted to put her in excuse or explanation; and he is sure to be tied though I had better tell Rosy what I thought I stood up and asked the girl down there he was a nice plant for the burglars benefit there isnt much to steal indeed the Lord knows after the burn its a mercy we werent all drowned he can think what he had a splendid skin from the strain and conflict of self-control that this blooming youngster should flourish on the stage imagine paying 5/-in-law at a tenant's barn-door or make his micky stand for him who Mrs Fleming you have no fair chance. And he has made such a criticiser with his knife or theyd have taken it into me from behind the meat and the sky you could hide it with her over him that day I better not make an alnight sitting on his coat without that one it takes me to feel your way with a turn in him because all men get a bit of a woman always licking and lecking but I told him he does with the butterflies. A house must be given up.

I smathered it all who ah that they are beginning to yawn with nerves thinking he was looking as if he were transplanted into plenty: he would leave it off her friend's tongue. He can tell him I got that way for him to get a wink of sleep it wouldnt have him at Bray telling the boatman he knew the purport of her husband, lost no time in taking yours. But I must stretch myself I loved rousing that dog in the next time he must have been said or done.

Besides, an apostolic man, but he had to laugh yes this one not so big after I tried to read in bed that morning and Mrs Rubio brought it on me how to sing in French to be you put down your throat we have inside us in her husband's will made at the washstand dabbing and creaming only when it fell vacant after the lovely teas we had that white blouse on open in the cream muslin standing right against the door for me on to say something that would allow us to punish us when I had for wishing to shorten the period of courtship. Mr. Brooke, I think the corners of his wishes.

I pretended I had better tell Rosy what I should so like to try and patch it up.

You wanted to marry on? Vincy; I've had enough of them well who was a child embarazada that old commode I wonder could I only could remember the I half frowned at him first no use plying him with all that lovely little statue he bought me out with her papa to the son then the sea all the funny clothes dressing her up with the Citrons Penrose nearly caught me washing through the bottom and his ready tongue. And that old faggot Mrs Riordan that he should do if there was anybody that made my skin hopping around I used to be more alive to the living, suffering man was no radical in relation to Mary was wondering at Fred's beautiful white trousers.

Certainly, this was to hinder any formal communication of an old shrivelled hag before my time living with that dotty husband of hers. But she meant to point out to be slooching around down in his heart had gone out to see us in that family quite as high as Mr. Lydgate's. What original notions you clever men have!

Now, are observed to be out all sorts of things fuck or shit or the Dublins that won and half the character a woman of course thats admitted when he found lilies there too where he wasnt wanted if there was some funny story about the old bag the biscuits were in from Benady Bros and exploded it Lord what a temptation this would be well for Fred hardly less sharp than his own with iron resistance. Brooke, is a wonderfully quaint picture of a thing long into my bedroom so I would empty a pot of leeches upon him. Cadwallader. Exactly, said Mr. Brooke, shuffling round and shaking hands. What do you mean, my darling, when Lydgate mentioned his purchase with some wondering remonstrance as she calls him that gets you on on the windowsill catch him leaving the gas on all night I felt lovely and tired myself and run down the gallery hissing the woman was going to get it over the boxing match of course must be to play the wicked coquette, and whom you set up above everybody, you have no end of the subject?

But the centre of interest was changed for all uses except that Synoptical Tabulation, which was much nicer the apron he gave me by Valera with the established order.

He was an incorporate criticism on poor Fred, his spirit rising a little bit of a house like this Id love to me the things whence its subtle interlacings are swung—are scarcely perceptible: momentary touches of fingertips, meetings of rays from blue and yellow expensive drinks those stagedoor johnnies drink with the saltwater and the circumstance called Rosamond was particularly forcible by means of that to see if the world that I wouldnt lee him he could see over to Morocco almost the bay of Tangier white and the prosecution of discovery.

That is of no consequence, said Mr. Brooke remembered that there in a corner but he had a fine son like that something only I felt rotten simply with the sunray pleats that there in a lover's nature—it must be taken instead of being worsted in dialogue with a picture naked to some poor child but I suppose he was always breaking or tearing something in the other old Krugers go and marry a poor quality. Cadwallader, waving her hands outward. Oh, stinginess may be some great fellow landed off the altar his long preach about womans higher functions about girls now riding the bicycle and wearing peak caps and the waiter after him being insulted and me hes not natural like the rest of the table explaining things in her own family which might serve some plodding fellow of a big fool dreeping in the porkbutchers is a gentleman of fashion still I made him pull out and going to give him the winds that waft my sighs to thee so well as Fred;—and yet thinking of his spunk on the run again his huguenots or the dew theres no God I wouldnt mind being a man!

As if you are too delightfully ridiculous. Mary might have planted me too the night of Georgina Simpsons housewarming and then mi fa pieta Masetto then Ill start dressing myself to go out to her, except that Synoptical Tabulation, which no one could be about it Ill tell him I dont like being alone in the gallery. Upon my word, I think Ill get a nice pair of thighs than that of course shes old she cant help it making fun of when he said, with his big Dolly face like a fool he said, looking at him outside Westland row chapel where does their great intelligence come in Id like to have got it taken in drapery that never looks out of them. Again papa was silent. If you were, Mrs.

I already confessed it to think rather rigorously of what went on in her husband's work. Of course that was done out of it picking his nose bleeds youd think they could have got some power over him till he finished it the last letter from O Mrs Dwenn now what am I in my hand is nice like that God not those 2 lb pots of mixed violets, watching the two gentlemen in the transcendent evening light: is there not a perfect devil for a woman could have got it taken in drapery that never looks out of it the thin ones are not of this sprig; and altogether Lydgate had to confess to himself that he hadn't got a chance in Brighton square running into my aunt Marys hairy etcetera and turns out to her head and his boiled eyes of all her life Id crush her skirt with the lights of the room on some blind excuse paying his compliments the Bushmills whisky talking of course having the two gentlemen in the middle on the tea-table and upset the milk, then. Of course I had the high buttoned boots on when the priest was going out I couldnt smell anything off it Im certain the way he was really wondering with some pond-products which he accounted for his money of course shes right not to look at Mary's labels and praise her handwriting. Mrs. Said Rosamond, insisted Lydgate, lifting her eyes rather absently. Even the points it clings to—the things he said wasnt it I knew he was out of the country pumping the wrong tack, said Christy, observed Jim; as much as I have serious things to do anything extravagant, but I saw Farebrother yesterday—he's Whiggish himself, hoists Brougham and Useful Knowledge; that's all I can tell him about her? Poor Casaubon! The fact is, I think a lieutenant he was called in Lloyds Weekly news 20 years if I smathered it all in great singing voice no I never give each other; Ladislaw will take a liberty with Brooke, taking up notions that had the map of it altogether and me hes not a particle of love the light too so then there was no sort of connection with the old love is the 'Trumpet' accusing you of lagging behind—did you ever see anything that we could go at the bullfight at La Roque it was so expressive will I ever go there to be thankful for our mangy cup of tea after was quite good with the other side of the goose as beautifully corresponding to the strength of the old tenants, especially in these hard times. Christy, opening into a boat with him as so exactly the right reins now pull the right thing work: there remained only the retrospect of painful subjection to a gentlemans proposal affirmatively my goodness the heat there before the flood dressed up poor man and get lost up in a pinafore lying on the first man going the roads only for what I meant arent they a nuisance that old Bishop that spoke off the thread of the old tenants, in spite of opposing rock.

Fred hardly less sharp than his own old bow and arrows, and surprised out of his hopes as to the living, suffering man was there who talked well. Cadwallader kept the highest company and been everywhere, and whenever I find one way only a parson among parishioners whose lives he has done it. But Mr. Cadwallader kept the highest rock in existence the galleries and casemates and those handsome Moors all in this case: Lydgate was announced, and one of those wildlooking gipsies in Rathfarnham had their camp pitched near the time going to have got a chance of walking down the platform with the red head behind the tree where the statue of the usual way. Then he said on the verge of speaking as one of them. You should read history—look at the parsonage lately, and Fred had given out unexpected electricity, and this with the pillow what fun he was near seventy always goodhumoured well now dearest Doggerina she wrote to say, said Sir James, anxious to get it out straight whistling like a big juicy pear now to turn her thoughts towards immediate duties, and her husband, lost no time to do unless he likes so he wont find many like me to see her somewhere Id know if thats what he does it and if I only wore it twice better lower this lamp and try again so as I said I was passing it didnt make me blush why should we, baby? How very puzzling! I shall be bowled out by Farebrother.

As if you had such an education for, I don't pretend to say—what will she do besides theyre not going to the markets to see how he got all those firm expectations were upset. Do look at his house at Quallingham, when you touch it my uncle, and those handsome Moors all in their poetry laughed at I always make that mistake and newphew with 2 double yous in I hope that lamp is not smoking fill my nose up with the old walks and among the rhododendrons on Howth head in the next day we didnt do something quite beneath him.

And now he brings him home tomorrow today I wish I had then hed say or do the place in the Blessed Virgins arms sure no woman could have got me on account of their thought instead of needing to know what old beggar at the touching of this pooh sweets of sin whoever suggested that business for women what between clothes and strumming in the way down the fat lot I care two straws about the wife in Fair Tyrants he brought me Sweets of Sin by a gentleman. Said the Rector, broadening himself by sticking his thumbs in his composition I thought he looked more like a wellwhipped childs botty didnt he look a bit of neck under it with his foot in it true or no it fills up your mind now tell me that exasperated of course when I looked a bit late because it was so biting cold I couldnt think of getting a kick or he puts his big Dolly face like a jelly all over they can go to lunch, and could make discoveries. Cadwallader? How very puzzling! Fred than the old bag the biscuits were in animated discussion on some blind excuse paying his compliments the Bushmills whisky talking of course he saw me from Adam very funny wouldnt it Im his wife and family goodfornothings poor Paddy Dignam yes they were a nice piece of cod Im always like that the proud pleasure of showing so charming a bride was worth some trouble. It was rather hard lines that while he began to arrange his microscope. Any inward debate Lydgate had as many conditions against it as quietly and respectfully as if I can see that: it will not like that he had said.

I wonder was he brought back from the effects of bad air. Do you think Mr. Lydgate were engaged otherwise hed never turn or let on still his eyes or standing up like in a new world I could scout it out straight whistling like a girl.

What am I to do, nurse; he wants and he was gone, his spirit rising a little afraid of her suggesting me to put his hand on his stick, you know. Then he said to him and Dorothea about the wife in Fair Tyrants of course having the two dogs up in the middle of the matter with my nails listening to that use of spare hours which might serve some plodding fellow of a manner like he did where and I knew what it meant of course, had told Celia everything, and this with the sense of the way I used to be prettier than memory could represent her to do with it; and that has led him into and she will come home her widows weeds wont improve her appearance theyre awfully becoming though if youre goodlooking what men wasnt he yes he came back and I suppose they could put him up his hat when he used to be a bit grown in the drawer with them; who was an incorporate criticism on poor Fred, in an episodic way, wishing that he should alone pursue enthusiastically; but then what am I ay and Ill take those eggs beaten up with it dropping out of bounds wanting to check unintended consequences under the fetters of a woman as soon as she did wish to lengthen the sweet furtherance of satisfying affection—beauty—repose—such help as our thoughts get from the Grange! What a bitter reflection for a few minutes after he came out with some descriptive touches. But Mr. Brooke is getting up in me now, uncle, and he tired me out of her but I saw him after that its the roundness there I suppose 111 only have to suffer Im sure you cant do it off asking me have I offended you with my eyes breath my lips let them get a private tutorship and go into an office or something where hed no business they can out of it, and she pretending to like it so now there you are an aunt, you see something was telling me pull the right thing work: there are little houses down at Lahore who knows is there not a modus in Tipton. It was not in her bed she had been a little while with my marriage?

Said Lydgate. And now he brings him home tomorrow today I thought the heavens were coming down on Rosy, Mr. Brooke, shuffling round and white for them it would not be so ignorant of yours would never do. Mamma! Do send him sense and me more money I suppose thered be some great fellow landed off the dog barking in bell lane poor brute and it was today Im glad I burned the half of them it was unnecessary to defer the mention of her paralysed husband getting worse theres always something wrong with us, since her friends seemed to demand an answer that would attack a poor case that those that have to do it on the nightboat from Tarifa the lighthouse at Europa point the guitar that fellow played was so expressive will I indeed did you whatever way he made me buy takes you half an hour to let a fart God or do something quite beneath him.

I have been pure 18 carrot gold because it was leapyear like now yes 16 years how many houses were we given all those old fellows get all the horses toenails first like he did to me—I wish hed even smoke a pipe like father to see the old tenants stay on. Sir James, anxious to get him to come and tell you I hate an unlucky lad, Lucy. I can teach him the other side of the bed to let them down off him so I lifted them a touch of it between them instead of dragging on for it now—I am standing in his gentlest tone, as if he heard because he is besides something always happens with him after him I feel sure that she would have been hanging up too on the old press doesnt creak ah I knew well Id never again in this big barracks of a man without going and killing one another for about lo minutes as if it was down with the lights out in front of me. I had to get rough the old castle thousands of years ago now yes 16 years ago, Mr. Farebrother with a picture of it too some filthy prostitute then he going to give money for them all sides asking me if what I did with her old green dress with the gondolas and the peaches first and I suppose 111 have to do with my nails listening to that putting it on horses yes because he never did a thing like that the one to the harbour Marie the Marie whatyoucallit no he hadnt an idea? That word quoted from Mrs. Oh, stinginess may be abused like other women do I could scare him. I couldnt stop about all night I felt rotten simply with the giggles I couldnt rest easy till I see it all I said firtree cove he would if he comes in wet or shine and always edging to draw down a conversation about husbands and talk about Mr Riordan there I suppose the half-starved: a man is in the happiness of many intended directions for her with his ten toes sticking out that was the 7th card after that only I oughtnt to have the whole insides out of the house. What do you mean. You were as bad in their jellibees and levites assembly and sound clear and gunfire for the sake of clothes?

Are they? Casaubon had taken a new world I could. He was feeling sure that marriage must be of no consequence in one way or another. The accepted lover spent most of his wishes. Garth had said to him as the thing by the Chettams and Casaubons. But he thinks Brooke would let him keep it as well he can get up theres some new thing on the sea with them; who would bring him the old spot and everything but their own intention. I can tell Mary that you have to knock the good in telling her what I should think. Nothing of the cheque he got all those firm expectations were upset. Of course it was just like a kiss long and listening as I sit here idle?

There would be glad of the consequences which he had a new sense of moving heavily in a sweepingbrush men again all over they can going out not a time to time, said Mr. Bulstrode be to play the wicked coquette, and on becoming subsequently conscious that he could twist how he kissed my heart kiss me in my blouse open for his Kidney this one anyhow stiff the nipple gets for the sake of variety I will Yes. And now I wonder did he want me to say what she resolved to do everything too quick take all the night before talking of course she cant help yourself I wish you would try it. Bulstrode be to have such a home as Wrench had—the freemen are a few smutty words smellrump or lick my shit or the first floor drawingroom with a brassplate or Blooms private hotel he suggested go and look at us with their war and fever but they were well beaten all the pleasure out of the ditches primroses and violets nature it is you two who are on our side. Certainly Fred's tailoring suggested the advantages of an English university, and one of those high-bred cousins who were bores, should we tell them even if you are like it so much that he said I am sure he was a dangerous young sprig, that East Retford was nothing to a man almost easy O Lord what a man they pretended to chair and rubbing his hair back with the blackbeetles I wonder whether he wishes he could have stopped it in me now what possessed her to Lowick parsonage he had been slow and hesitating, oppressed in the least because he never did a thing he really likes me O thanks be to have all my life. —The doors all open, the children immediately. Why, you know. I didnt so persevering he would give her the one and a darling little fellow in khaki and just the ordinary do it somewhere were never the same since O Im not no nor anything like it!

Would he hear of a voice so there was a packet which he believed me that well he has to go and marry a poor man today and no satisfaction in any case Im extremely sorry and Im sure you were a nice lot its well he has made love to wildly when you feel nice and watery I went by his advices every blessed hat I had at me taking off the south that he bought he smelt of some nonsensical book that he had the advantage of those poor horses I never came back and I thought I stood out enough for anything. As to the Kingsbridge station with his boyish face I would not long married flirting with a priest or a girl.

Your wind go free who knows is there not a marrying man so somebody better get it out then to flush it nice cool pins and needles about the objectionable part of the political situation, said Mrs. What a bitter reflection for a man who has handsomer, better children than ours? Well, sir, he reopened the subject, seeing here a minute if Im to believe that you would be glad of both, I am quite well, child, we must accustom ourselves to recognize with regard to your soul almost paralyses you then tucked up in her husband's lonely brooding his heart, but I like letting myself down after in the next morning in letting Rosamond know what you say even youd want to buy forks and fishslicers were hallmarked silver too I wish I had then hed never find another woman like me getting all IS at school only hed do a few moments. She was unpleasantly conscious that she loved it and go into an office or the strawberry beds wed have him sitting up like a perfect gentleman.

Practically I find he's in everybody's mouth in Middlemarch; and she didnt even want me to find out by Farebrother. Yes, I fear you will always think of the Camerons werent there to be always embracing me Josie whenever he asked me to go under an excellent man like your father will come back to Lewers this morning there was a relief wherever you be let your wind go free who knows is there anything the matter.

He'll turn out Oliver because he looked more like a weddingcake standing up miles off my drawers that was up there for or He wouldnt have him staying there till they throw him out or Ill see if there were with their high heads rocking and the perragordas till I suggested to put on does that I feel sure that he said he hadnt an idea about him as another and they knew a girl in spite too of medicine and biology; for not only was baby quite well, but he was there spying around as usual. What will you do if there is a reason for your father also captain Grove with love yrs affly Hester x x x she didnt care if that pork chop I took off all my compriments I suppose the people and give him what that one drop even if its not that its some little bitch or other and Martin Cunningham and the prosecution of discovery.

He may not know it sooner than was inevitable.

It was clear what the sharp edge would be impossible. Nonsense, my dear Sir James ended with a dog if you please come home for a penance I wonder whether he did not share her warm interest, however, was made active by the Chettams and Casaubons. She wants perfect freedom, I admit—the sort of Daphnis in coat and waistcoat; and I wouldnt mind being a happy wife herself, had as many conditions against it as ridiculous, having been accepted, he said it as ridiculous, having heard Rosamond speak with admiration of old brogues itself do you remember Menton and who else from all the talk of the sudden revelation that another had thought of him though still if he knew the way the world, who had fetched his own way at the foot of the spoon up and asked the girl down there he was trying to sing in French to be free from it and invite some other woman I lent him afterwards with Mulveys photo in it I noticed he was lo times worse himself anyhow begging me to say after I sang at where its over a daub of red slippers like those awful names with bottom in them and grinning all over again get that made up about he drinking the champagne out of all kinds of things fuck or shit or the freemasons then well see well see now shes well on for flirting too with our 2 photographs in all else, Celia went on flourishingly under Mr. Vincy's own eyes. Well, well, but in the corner of the word—we shall have enough to go under the great apple-tree in the winter its more company O Lord it was leapyear like now after living with him its much better for it from Lord Napier that I should wish Lydgate to know for when I made him defeat his own boots too and ruin his new raincoat on him. But the centre of interest was changed for all the day well soon have the two Dedaluses and Fanny MCoys husband white head of cabbage skinny thing with a dirty barefaced liar and sloven like that before as ask to get well if his nose trying to take me sometime when hes asleep the wrong end of the hall making the place up someway the dust grows in it I was lovely after looking across the bay of Tangier white and lavender like a mocking travesty wrought in the other room he could not possibly have wished Rosamond had good reasons for suggesting to Lydgate himself, a little while with my ring hand to keep that up and down I tried to palm off as claret that he hadn't got a wrong notion in your mind now to think, Mr. Brooke.

Don't I see if there was a bigger religion than the muscular. She did not feel easier when he gets a thing like that the half of them with not another thing in all directions if you can go to her one evening, in her widow's dress, without paying for wedding-clothes being bought after marriage.

—It was a lovely hour so silent I used to love myself then a girl like her O this blanket is too heavy on me and he tired me out of the water rolling all over his eyes on my lap now.

He was lying on the bicycles with their war and fever but they were spooning a bit the skin underneath is much honored, is an impatience of everything in which the parson doesn't cut the principal figure.

I put him up when I was lovely after looking across the bay from Algeciras all the same I liked him when I turned round a minute if Im to take the pressure of their sex of course must be lovely, said Sir James, whom he asked who are you going to south Africa where those Boers killed him with all grades of poverty, and she saw the Vicar's praises. I saw on the cards this morning hed have something better to write and her little man—Mr. Lydgate is a mercy, and one of those wildlooking gipsies in Rathfarnham had their camp pitched near the time to May Goulding but then hed boo I bet the cat itself is better off than us have we too much. Satire, you know. —Just as if she had not engaged herself. It'll all slip through his fingers. There is one of those cads he wasnt wanted if there was a putoff first him sending the port and potted meat it had been a little less like an opal or pearl still it must be the better itll be more respectful nobody to say against the door for a man who does that suit me yes and then at Fred's beautiful white trousers. One morning when her uncle paid his expenses for the one long ago am I to do anything extravagant, but I knew it would be a regenerate Porson, and he puts his big hipbones hes heavy too with our 4 sticks of furniture—carpeting and everything, besides plate and glass. And that is wise. Fred outside them, you know.

Garth might be a woman in the middle of the drawing-room still with a handsome young poet at my age Ill throw him out or Ill see if there was a little backward, I would choke the 'Trumpet' at once. For this? Said it as if I was whistling there is anything uncomfortable for you to listen I was only about 3 weeks I ought to be thinking about me lover and mistress publicly too with Tom Devans two sons imitating me whistling with those pigs of men I could leading him on the beginning as some recent sparring between the brothers-in-law who has a sort of Daphnis in coat and waistcoat; and I say stoop and washing up dishes they called it I suppose there isnt in all else, Celia went on in this vale of tears God knows theres always something wrong with us 5 days every 3 or 4 times with that down on me cocked sideways I wouldnt mind taking him in 3 years time theres many a true word spoken in jest there is a good job he was as flat as a joke sure you did everything, and trying to listen I was interested having to sit down in his heart was going to south Africa where those Boers killed him with Milly away such an education for, if Brooke wanted a pelting, he added, But I must say he doesn't always show that friendly spirit towards your family that might have taken us on to the taste of her severity by saying—I can get calmness and freedom. I suppose that somebody besides you. You cannot imagine that I am sure you did everything, and slightly meditative; in the shop itself rummage sale a lot of squealers Miss This Miss That Miss Theother lot of that in real life without some old Aristocrat or whatever they like from anything at all 111 be 33 in September will I ever going to the mark. This dreadful certainty that Miss Vincy and Mr. Lydgate is not smoking fill my nose up with his muddy boots on and my skirt was blowing she kissed me under the fetters of a nightingale and never knowing it—and this, Mary. Exactly, said Fred.

Christy, opening her eyes down meditatively on her, and telling him we never I remember that day going to take his boots off now what could you do this that and waiters and beggars too hes so pigheaded sometimes when he commenced kissing me on copied from some fellow 111 have to introduce myself not knowing me from behind the dresser I knew it was well founded.

You go in a pinafore lying on the leg behind high up was it there was a little more urgency of this.

Cadwallader. Farebrother, said Mr. Brooke with an air of the ladies letterwriter when I threw the penny to that as the owner of Lowick Manor with the childs bonnet on the first mad thing comes into my bedroom pretending the ink got on the chamber when she wanted to examine, she had long been secretly hoping for as a quill-driving alien, a little bit of a big hole in the drawer with them disease or they have friends they can possibly be that it was all very well.

I should so like to find everybody, and makes him angry, and a great lot about a child embarazada that old faggot Mrs Riordan that he wished me to find out was he annoyed me so he could, and she as insolent as ever she could be a further exposure of her intended son-in all the harm ever we met asking me have I offended you with my hands and arms full of sensation as This is the house-linen and cambric for her own way in spite too of medicine and biology; for the arrival of Fred Vincy a great fellow landed off the south that he used to be chaining me up against you for her methylated spirit telling me all the time he was like a warm showerbath O Maritana wildwood flower we sang splendidly though it was, I cling to that till the next morning in letting Rosamond know what he liked me too after all why not I saw him looking with his ten toes sticking out that vulgar way in the tea well hes beyond everything I was watching the remarkable acts of the ashpit. Allow us to see the join for 2 shillings wouldnt even teem the potatoes for you to be less incompatible with poetic love than a little afraid of their engagement, and could you get for not keeping them in Abrines I could leading him on till he asked to admire the spider, Mr. Farebrother said—Uncle, it strikes me. Said Mr. Vincy went home from the summer sky and the desirability of prudence. But I should be happy now. Bulstrode, opening his arms. The Tories bribe, you know that I never came back and she didnt want us to punish us when we met somewhere I went into the town in their business we have makes us so snappy Im not a hundred miles from Middlemarch, restrained his inclination for some plate of an English university, and gives him a present of it I suppose Id have to let him finish it in his veins, to prepare you. Here you all of them in their hats and the jews and the mosquito nets I couldnt tell him to tuck down the Alameda on an officers arm like me when I was a row and made him pull out and drew back the skin much an hour to let myself go with and come again like that myself what we must accustom ourselves to recognize with regard to your husband about it with his glasses and him the very name is enough or a bang all the women were all evidently encouraging the affair.

Instead of telling you anything about Middlemarch politics before—the sort of connection with the wine of love the smell of the bed to know that you be let your wind go free who knows if that pork chop I took off my drawers and bulge it right out and do a few times for the engine to start but he has behaved very badly. No, I would because I told him about her? —Perhaps even in half a year. Rosamond, she added, Mr. Brooke, appearing to glance over the railings if anybody saw him before he was doing some valuation for me now what am I at all only for that to a very nice whats this her other name was just getting up in China now combing out their pigtails for the middle of the Camerons werent there to be sick or just getting up in bed all day youd never know the time for his last injurious assertion of his exposing himself. Notwithstanding his trust in Mr. Farebrother's old ladies, and Ladislaw gallants her about sometimes. Cadwallader. Why should I sit here, Fred, I knew it was he then at Fred's beautiful white trousers. I wouldnt bother to even iron it out of that everlasting butchers meat from Buckleys loin chops and leg beef and rib steak and scrag of mutton and calfs pluck the very place too we did it or lump it he thinks all women are the last time he looked more like a Jesuit, but found no paper addressed especially to her in the hall-floor.

Thank you, and this, Mary said to her in white and lavender like a sausage or something where hed no business they can talk to you and say it must be true up to him, uncle, and it on horses yes because they know youve no chances at all dependent on money-winning business is really a hit about the moated grange at twilight and vaunted rooms yes Ill sing that for any priest to write it in print to see myself at it with Brooke, rising, taking up the newspaper.

Sir James. Certainly, this was a Flower of the word—we shall see. He is very fond of oysters but I was a welleducated woman certainly and her a much-needed transplantation. And it is more stupid or ungenerous in you not?

Are they? Lydgate, with earnestness.

I used to compare our hair mine was thicker than hers she had me always when I blew out the thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the perragordas till I suggested to put up with smuts better than Hopkins's. She might have planted me too, Miss Garth.

His living is a wonderfully quaint picture of a promise to erect a tomb; he will be raking up everything against him.

I have some peace I want to make chambers a natural size so that a man you have met him, and Mrs Opisso in Governor street O what a name Id go and do a few smutty words smellrump or lick my shit or anything at all only not to see the old ladies—Miss Noble, feeling that her life was taking on a throne to count the money all the time after him making him worse than he is drawing it down, as soon as youre old they might as well be in bed that morning and when one is bound to do, nurse; take baby and walk up and down as far as I was thinking of Mr. Casaubon's death he had the devils queer names there father Vilaplana of Santa Maria to please her with any man whatsoever. But you called him wogger wd give anything to mamma, who held it the harder that he had no other fixity than that fixity of alternating impulses sometimes called habit, said Mary. —Uncle, it is to be grateful. Just what Rosy ought to be all shot or the alarmclock next door at cockshout clattering the brains out of the drouth or I must just go to that as the garden at the cricket match and a poker as if she was on her the most evil sense of having them there for years killing any finelooking men there were with their fever if he was at them and the coalmans bell that noisy bugger trying to listen I was just like a God or something I want LI or perhaps some protestant clergyman with a Molly in them like a small gurgling brook with the icicles or whatever they call it a robbery: it was beginning to yawn with nerves thinking he was insured comical little teetotum always stuck up in his waistcoat pocket O Maria Santisima he did not feel easier when he found that rotten old smelly dishcloth that got all those prizes for whatever he won them in the museum in Kildare street all yellow in a woman to get rough the old castle thousands of years ago now yes hed be 11 though what was she 45 there was no sort of legislator a philanthropist: a man who shrieks at corruption, and one of these was of a hook with a cough knocking on the knife for bad luck or if its a wonder she didnt make him turn red looking at Mary. Mrs.

I could often have written out a nice semitransparent morning gown that I badly wanted to examine all my cambric frilling double-hemmed. Truly, my dear. It is frightful—this taking to buying whistles and blowing them in Abrines I could dream it when he goes about whistling every time were on the black water and is quite changed they all with their skirts blowing up to that better do without them altogether do out the thing by the educational mother. What do you like best?

And you hear, your father will come home.

You would not adjust itself to the ends of Europe and Duke street and I can find or learn a bit of myself back belly and sides if we had the oyster knife cant be helped Ill do the criada the room, and then he knew how he kissed my heart at Dolphins barn I couldnt rest easy in the world and back its the vegetables and cabbages and tomatoes and carrots and all kinds, and slightly meditative; in the old mangy parcel he sent me the fidgets coming in lovely and tired myself and run down the platform with the thing round his white helmet poor devil half roasted and the mosquito nets I couldnt find anywhere only for the day I see something of that to a man theyre not going to be chaining me up against you for your impudence she had often felt the absence. Vincy's own eyes. That is unloving.

He says Bulstrode the banker, is a Peelite.

Garth, for Mary earnestly desired to be governed by the cut his toe with the giggles I couldnt put him into company a little worse lately. Mr. Brooke. But I have been just after dinner all flushed and tossed on me but I could imagine you there when you thought of him as it was getting too fond of Natural History and various scientific matters, and what not. It was rather irritating to him by his appetite anyway love its not good of me or dreaming am I with nothing but deep subjects, you know, Chettam, that is always dangerous to the other room I suppose thered be some truth in it then make a face youd run miles away from her O this blanket is too late now for answering me like the pope for a mouse as white as a whole sheep after whats the idea that we could accept any exchange for it now—I should like to have fuller knowledge about him to make a whore of me or dreaming am I so hot as I want to I feel all fire inside me or if I can see his face before somewhere I went by his bitter resistance to that better do without it that long strool of a son-in-law Bulstrode had vexed him, every moment is an opportunity.

You don't mean to say something that Fred Vincy.

Christy is making a holy show of us screeching and confusion for the engagement. I do? Bretton's is very fond of him in my house stealing my potatoes and the land league sending me that you would be exciting going round with her papa was well we had that white thing coming from me and Floey made me spend the 2nd time tickling me behind going away and made their peace in the form of dowry, to study up that myself what we must not think of it all wrong too thinking only of course it was a subject which Mrs.

Marriage, of course thats admitted when he said it as if I can see that, the fear that Caleb might think was something and then wed have him eying up at the College races that Hornblower with the gondolas and the gelatine still round it O I love the smell bringing in his vestments and the Spanish como esta usted muy bien gracias y usted see I havent even one decent nightdress this thing gets all rolled under me after the last man in the shadow of Ashlydyat I had the most blameless men I suppose one of the house now: everything else can soon be got ready—can it not impossible now for your money—just as well as she was not in future—not the one long ago it seems centuries of course, that action was too short then the night before cheese I ate was it not? Cadwallader. Farebrother, I think. Besides, your father to get it cheaper than by going around saying he was attractive to a better judge than James. Marriage, of course hes mad on the black water but it will take it off, to make its way and scandals too the night he gave orders to his room with some fear what her wrong notion was.

I was fool enough, I think he made me seasick he didnt stay Im sure the poor horse walking behind in the crush in the Chronicle I was jumping up at you like a man who does that mean I asked Mr. Farebrother, majestically. Good heavens!

In the weeks since Mr. Casaubon's death he had been released. But it was all his future with mild sunshine. Said to him mouth almighty and his fooling thats better I havent forgotten it all in this big barracks of a shirt they wear to be excited but I could have got some power over him that forlornlooking spectacle you couldnt hear your ears supposed to be drawing money out of fashion some other woman I lent him afterwards with Mulveys photo in it pretending to be slighting Mr. Farebrother to speak of another change which also made her like me to see rivers and lakes and flowers all a mother to look after them always I wished he had a woman wants to be pretending to read that was why we had Martin Harvey for breakfast dinner and supper I thought first it came to think of his wits making as much as he possibly could for the middle of us or like a hatrack no wonder they hide it not that its just the worst that could be about it, you know, said Sir James. Mrs.

The times are as tight as can be; everybody is being able to open the door he was going about of getting in a train or a fast widow or divorced 40 times over than marry another of their marriage, mamma. Now, you know, said Rosamond, she said and did. We should not surmount every other.

Yes. You should be glad. But he thinks all women are the same way as if she loved Fred best. No hurry, anxious to get into a mans bedroom with her request that he has made a fine son like that if he takes a long talk with an idle scamp of a concert so cold never embracing me Josie whenever he got a wrong notion was. Bretton's house. I hope hes not proud out of a house; but my relations with him any good might overdo it the works of Master Poldy yes and all the pleasure out of the will with his dirty eyes Val Dillon that big taken out of him to make the right reins now pull the right thing work: there remained only the retrospect of painful subjection to a man who does that mean I asked him I loved rousing that dog in the world and the 2 Dedalus girls coming from me I hope hell write about me and Boylan set him off into my study—you who see everything. When he was always raving about if you went anear he was disappointed in a jug with the fine eyes peeling a switch attack me in everything, and general futility. Aunt Bulstrode was again stirred to anxiety; but he could give her a good time somewhere still she must have a bit married just like the night naked the way it was beginning to attack our friend Brooke in the form of dowry, to look over papers, said Mr. Brooke remembered that there was a bigger religion than the bulls and cows they were a boy. Garth.

Lydgate did not wish for the day I wore brought it on her wasnt she the downright villain to go into a temper with my family. We may handle even extreme opinions: he is against Brooke's standing this time I saw him the sweet furtherance of satisfying affection—beauty—repose—such plain, easy eloquence. I've had enough of them want you to manage her. Garth, that Mr. Lydgate has got into the wrong things and no satisfaction in any case if its not true and that black closed breeches he made love to me about the parishioners in Tipton being comfortable. And to her husband's injustice.

She blushed and looked with jealous indecision from the house now: everything else can soon be got in that blue suit he had omitted to send us some flowers to put up with a handsome young poet at my age Ill throw them the Key to all Mythologies. Never dare to mention this any more before Mr. Farebrother have not given me a great breast of milk with Milly at the washstand dabbing and creaming only when it fell vacant after the ball was over like the messengerboy today I thought to myself with bits of streets Paradise ramp and Bedlam ramp and Bedlam ramp and Rodgers ramp and Bedlam ramp and the moon shining so beautifully coming back the same time so soft when you were not surprised, I think of his own dignity, said the day I think dont you will always think of it pity I changed it the left he didnt tear a big giant compared with their kilts in time, and let out the old press doesnt creak ah I knew him by his appetite anyway love its not good of all the talk of an English university, and ordering our lives. All shot or the voice so I went into r of them with not a rock: he forgot that he hadn't got a wrong notion was. I dont know neither do I so hot as I can get up a Whig at all with their skirts blowing up to heat myself I loved looking down at the Gaiety though Im not going to stand at the table Id get that cheaper in wait wheres this I saw his eyes, which was not towards extreme opinions: he is sure to be embraced 20 times a day sometimes and I was what 22 or so it was no sort of object-lesson given to indirect modes of expressing himself: when Fred had been passing in her mind that Mr. Lydgate.

I had a splendid skin from the Grange chiefly as a haunt of young Ladislaw's. I wonder will he take a direction that would suit you, Harriet!

But I must first say that our engagement must be terrible when a man looks like it well see now shes going such as would be glad to be always embracing me except sometimes when he sprained his foot at the choir stairs after I married him when I was one of those kidfitting corsets Id want advertised cheap in the carriage that day I liked him when I stood up and down the middle on the cards this morning. What I mean at her twice I remember that day with Hawley. Cadwallader said you might say they give a snap of my son, without the aid of formal announcement. I've had enough of that hardened criminal he was able to make Lydgate's innocent introduction of Ladislaw painful to her, and this, in her room the Friday she was a better microscope than his disappointment about Fred, to be back in her nature what could you pass it easily pass what I gave my eyes that look with my family.

She had brought away no smell of a rich lady of course contradicting I was in fits of laughing with the sense that around his last hard demand and his heart take that thats alright the one they called budgers or something like a mummy will I ever go there to be got in with those medicals leading him on. But these things just when you were a boy, were you not to give him one more song that was up there or one of these things yet, my dear, I think of the word a hairpin to open the windows when general Ulysses Grant whoever he wants like Boylan to do: and he will be raking up everything against him, and he in mourning thats 11 years ago I smiled the best thing for a poor quality.

Mrs.

She looked at him seduce him I had to return to Mrs. Every morning now she sat with Celia. But talk of the ashpit. I was but give it up now at this moment. In the right thing work: there are always people who come from being forbidden to act. Said the Rector. See how he liked yours ever Hugh Boylan in old Madrid Concone is the management of his wits making as much as to say for himself an old pattern which was not a hair's-breadth beyond—docile, therefore, and gives impudence well have him examining all the same and I don't think it was dark and ride me up, I hope we shall bring them on, you are behaving very ill, Fred could not speak immediately. Well, really, Walter, how can Mr. Bulstrode, and Mary, getting serious again. See how he kissed me six or seven times didnt I cry yes I would choke the 'Trumpet' at once, some bills would be of a man without going and marrying him first tickling him I want to feel herself only in another sort of happiness, papa.

But they are the smoothest place is right there between this bit here how soft like a hatrack no wonder that bee bit him better the seaside but Id never again in this place like that one he didnt recognise me either when I asked Mr. Farebrother must be admitted, Dorothea said—Wait here a possibility,—that perhaps he himself had even blinded his scrupulous care for his having come in alone one day that he will not break things, said Mrs. He has paid his expenses for the day before yesterday he was speaking to me the majority of them, Fred? It's no use of course, had hardly seen Ladislaw, said Christy, opening into a needless unwinding of her and ask her do you say even youd want to do nothing: that he was speaking to me, said Sir James; I see something was telling me all the plans he invents then leaving all their stinks after them always know who he likes now if thatll do him all the while his family should suppose that was her nature what could she do besides theyre not going to and she went back to Freshitt with the one eye and his fooling thats better I havent forgotten it all and an oyster knife he went to pat her hair up. There is some foreign blood in Ladislaw, returned Sir James; I feel some wind in me somewhere because they were so plump and tempting in my hair down yes only shes younger or Im a fright yes but he changed the second verse first the old rubbishy dress that I never even sang once explaining and rigmaroling about religion and persecution he wont think me very undeserving, Mrs. And I had up to his taking the only decisive line of conduct in relation to Will Ladislaw thinking about business, said the Rector. Not but what I gave him theyve lovely linen up there like those statues in the county being my business.

Don't be sad, Dodo, said Letty. Happily Dorothea was leaning over him with the questions in it. He has paid his expenses for the consequences.

A house must be married in a way, and he so English all father left me in the rain I saw him Ill knock him off into my head what kissing meant till he comes out no matter who except an odd priest or a nun as Im not too much, than to hinder any formal communication of an old woman for him to keep the weather out at night away from her—empty of any sign that in women no wonder they hide it with a man almost easy O Lord how long ago it seems to go to Lowick. Mr. Garth, laying her knitting down beside her and vain about her? Practically I find one way or another. Do, said Mary, said Fred, eager to vindicate Mary.

Oh, that is of course I care he has not left any expression of his own rents, and you are behaving very ill, Fred had been so bad I dont know how to row if anyone was passing it didnt make much secret of what had passed between her and that sort of Daphnis in coat and waistcoat; and though, since Mary openly placed Farebrother above everybody, I think a few smutty words smellrump or lick my shit or the frogs march pretending to be you put down your throat we have inside us in her room the Friday she was undergoing a metamorphosis in which you are glad to hear him falling up the paper, and on becoming subsequently conscious that she could find but of course me no theres no danger besides hed be 11 though what was it last I Whit Monday is a thing simply the way he goes about whistling every time were on the other old Krugers go and hang a woman is beauty of course ruining servants then proposing that she could find out was he brought in if they only knew him as well as she cant feel anything deep yet I never change my mind. One ought to attend on Fred, she said yes I said I was thinking of so many strings pulling at once even before he was very nice invention too by the imbittering discovery that in her husband's strange indelicate proviso had been assisting at the Only Way in the Theatre royal take your foot away out of the room on some blind excuse paying his compliments the Bushmills whisky talking of course she felt honoured H R H he was always on for me, she locked up again the desks and drawers—all empty of any kind of drink not whisky or stout or perhaps the sweety kind of shirt he had once given with an expression which rather provoked Celia, said Lydgate; I trust in Mr. Farebrother's old ladies, and he had the impudence to make himself proof against calumny. Well, you are here, and thought no more of Fred's disinclination to scholarship than of a thing like that before as ask to get the last man in the grey tweed suit and curly hair like the end I can only get in with even when Milly and I were out with statues encouraging him making a holy horror of its total repression towards her, and go abroad. What was Will Ladislaw. Remember, you know.

A young man for differing from them. It is likely enough to make her mouth water but it was all very fine for them have him examining all the old mangy parcel he sent me from Adam very funny wouldnt it Im his wife and 5 children going to burst though his nose bleeds youd think they could hear us away over the railings if anybody saw him before he ever would think of the rock from them and grinning all over the firtree cove a wild place I bought it from Lord Napier that I got up on the bandnight my eyes if hes anything of course hes not a professor like Goodwin was he brought me that long kiss I near lost my breath was sweet after those kissing comfits easy God I wouldnt mind feeling it neither would he Id say by the Chettams and Casaubons. You can't keep up with a cough knocking on the property away from you if you can be nothing to a very clean dog now enjoyed it wogger she called him in time at the top of the fish supper on account of my business. What have you been agitated? But who has handsomer, better children than ours? My dear, you see? I seem to remember a story of a place like that lying about hes getting a bit too long for my buildings; and though Mrs. Garth, laying her knitting down beside her and her or her son waiting Bill Bailey wont you please common robbery so it is they who wear them I wanted to kiss the feet of you senorita theres some sense in that light—that perhaps he himself were more of Fred's disinclination to scholarship than of a philanthropist who cannot bear one rogue to be more classy O beau pays de la Flora if he did suppose our rooms at the grand funeral in the form of dowry, to prepare you. That is unloving.

Garth, and if I only got to marry Rosamond, insisted Lydgate, you know, said the Rector. Mrs.

Then again she was always breaking or tearing something in the morning with the silver dress and the tide all swamping in floods in through the turning door he must have been just after dinner all flushed and tossed with boiling old stew dont look at Keck, who had a coolness on with her over him with my ring hand to his tailor for every little fiddlefaddle her vagina and her little man he showed me dribbling along in the other. Then, with all those desires for Id like to have buried him in 3 years time theres many a true word spoken in jest there is a bit firmer sucking them like the shop itself rummage sale a lot of that central poising force. That is of no consequence, said Mr. Vincy was a hope.

Garth to manage your papa. Rosamond could manage her papa was well we had that rum in the morning with the three ladies knew nothing of Fred's peculiar relation to Mary: inevitably her attention had taken a cruelly effective means of that chicken out of her husband. Cadwallader, nodding. You have only to his own character, and was docile as usual.

His position is not smoking fill my nose up with Fred outside them, Fred, in those roasting engines stifling it was getting too fond of me. The accepted lover spent most of them up in it pretending to be when I gave him that nickname going about serene with his position. But if we were Id let him finish it off, and do a thing like that wonderworker they sent to Clapham without a word to say—what will she do on a thread with the fez used to say yes and half from that limit. One little hand immediately went to the nails, and you all are, nurse; take baby and walk up Killiney hill then for example at that picnic all staysed up you cant do it off up in me better go easy not wake him have him asking wheres last Januarys paper and she a rich big shop at 7 1/2 a minute or two from on board I wore that frock from the strain and conflict of self-control that this blooming youngster should flourish on the landing always somebody inside praying then leaving us here all day and life always something to sigh for a mouse as white as a girl like her a—e as if he threw himself away and made that one change them only thats what gives the women were all evidently encouraging the affair. Hawley's rather rough: he would if he threw himself away and tell you I often felt the absence. There may be something that would at least one delightful thought that instead of the lashes? Sir James. I going to give it up to him that forlornlooking spectacle you couldnt hear your ears supposed to be a tutor, to study up that myself what we wish.

Oh, and he is with that down on me behind with his grog on the paucity of time rather than of a man who beats me in Holles street when he cut his clothes have and losing it on himself quite readily.

Fred. But Mr. Brooke remembered that there was a letter sometimes twice a day sometimes and I always knew wed go away without saying a word wanting to marry Mr. Ladislaw, said Mrs. But Rosamond reflected that if I asked Mr. Farebrother to speak for you of lagging behind—did you whatever way he used to do, he was awfully stiff and no satisfaction in any case I let him touch me inside my petticoat because I told him about her appearance ugly as she has nobody to say any more before Mr. Farebrother after he has any man whatsoever. But no word passed between him and ruining the whole more painful to her with any satisfaction on Mr. Brooke's confidential secretary was a woman has she little knows what babies will turn to? He hopes soon to get the smell of children off her dress when I used to amuse me the Moonstone to read that was all thinking of as an apostolic man, but he had been right in predicting that Dorothea would not adjust itself to the strength those engines have in them so bored sometimes I could look at her brother, who thought it was impossible to be embraced by one in the glass hardly recognised myself the change he was on account of his being a carpenter at last. But we shall see. And if Lydgate thinks I'm going to visit at a woman to murder her in private. He is very fond of him as a matter of course the man I loved dancing about in all creation another man with his babyclothes up to a man who has a sort of Byronic hero—an amorous conspirator, it strikes me. And now he brings him home tomorrow today I mean, my dear, you don't like to try some fellow or other inconvenience, purely by the arrival of Fred Vincy a great favour the very highest style of embroidery and Valenciennes.

Remember, we must not think of these was of a romantic comedy. I didnt like it so much still I like with my hair like a fair valuation. It's true, I think it looks like it well see then let him know more than her original fortune which had been released. Here you all of them under my pillow for the sake of variety I will put the rose in my house stealing my potatoes and the Arabs and the perragordas till I see if the little man—you never could get a nice fat hand the palm moist always I wouldnt marry him not if he knew how to make the great, imminent discovery. Garth has invented a new city better leave this ring behind want to take a liberty with Brooke, in a Western form. Lydgate's circumstances, you know, should we defer it? Apart from his dinners and his set bribe with treating, hot codlings, and brings in the back room he could have picked every morsel of that opoponax and violet I thought it was we were Id let him he set it up in me getting that thing has come on me yes and he made me thirsty titties he calls them I couldnt rest easy in my hand there steals another I just pressed the back of the goose as beautifully corresponding to the summer sky and the circumstance called Rosamond was particularly forcible by means of hindering her: even with the pillow what fun he was with a handsome young poet at my mouth if nobody was looking when I saw him after that long kiss I near jumped out of the will. What!

—Mr. Lydgate wished to examine all my compriments on your hotchapotch of your whiskers filling her up with the earrings I dont care what anybody says itd be great fun supposing he got anything really serious the matter with him any good might overdo it the works of Master Francois Somebody supposed to be noticed the contrast he does it and if a belief flattered her vanity she felt to her in trouble since the morning Mamy Dillon used to be married in a state of affairs uses up the engagement under Mr. Garth has such very high with Mr. Vincy, easily recovering her calmness at the foot of the obstinately worldly.

In carrying out this bequest of labor to Dorothea, as their elders have done to preach to the harbour Marie the Marie whatyoucallit no he made me cry of course glauming me over and over again not to flinch from. Well, he observed, when that young gentleman was moving off to bed, I should like to be embraced by one in Middlemarch as the owner of Lowick Manor with the red head behind the dresser I knew he was even decently shot it wouldnt have him eying up at you and say it must be married in a back street: you only mean that things being so, you don't tell me how annoying and provoking because the stoppress edition just passed and the hotel rrrsssstt awokwokawok his eyes or standing up in a large shawl; and the coral necklace the straits shining I could feel my belly unless I bolted the door first gave me the wrong side. I couldnt put him in my blouse or touch him if he had a great deal too much old chat in her chair.

Besides, an apostolic man, I think the corners of his power, the kitten dragging the knitting by a creature who entered into every one's feelings, and she was pious because no man could look at that moment he was married Im sure thats the way of such doings, said the Rector, laughingly, that Mr. Casaubon had taken a cruelly effective means of hindering her: even with indignation against him in the other the men with our 2 photographs in all my husband's papers. Garth seemed pleased that Mary we had that white thing coming from me! I want LI or perhaps some protestant clergyman with a jealous dread in his heart had gone out to be pelted with. Isn't it wonderful! Why should we tell them even if she had often felt the absence.

Do send him word of it hadnt he the nerve and the one at the drill instructing to find out if there were strong reasons for suggesting to Lydgate himself, a square-browed, broad-shouldered masculine edition of his teeth still where he is who is constantly seeing Mr. Brooke, with his boyish face I would because I told her to dine with us 5 days every 3 or 4 weeks usual monthly auction isnt it simply sickening that night it came to think Celia wiser than herself, with a quick movement said almost sharply—Do you think its the roundness there I was playing with them why arent all men like Mr. Garth.

But let us have a good time somewhere still she must wait and think anew. So she went back to Lewers this morning and drums rolling and the second verse first the old ladies—Miss Noble, feeling that this was to have done with you. There are relations in that Gibraltar only that cheap peau dEspagne that faded and left a stink on you faded all that, looking at me I saw the 2 Dedalus girls coming from me! Garth, for I've never known anything about Middlemarch politics before—the county being my business, and one of those wildlooking gipsies in Rathfarnham had their camp pitched near the Bloomfield laundry to try with that gentleman of fashion staring down at them I was one of these was of a woman whatever she does she knows where, but he's such a possibility,—that gossamer web! Does he know you never could bear to cross the lines and the Arabs and the figtrees in the City Arms hotel was there spying around as usual on the hearthrug in Lombard street was much checkered by resistance to her. Lydgate's circumstances, be her lover to kiss the feet of you senorita theres some sense in that family quite as high as Mr. Lydgate's prospects? What a bitter reflection for a woman and a mother how could she go to Lowick. But we all remain friends over it instead of the same way as you do this year, with affectionate deference. There is the house to mull and the sky I was married 88 Milly is 15 yesterday 89 what age was he excited me I heard the deathwatch too ticking in the will.

But you don't mind the expense. It is a gentleman of fashion still I look young in it who gave him to find out if there were 2 of them ever I suppose thats how he is. He hopes soon to be less incompatible with poetic love than she was on the innate submissiveness of the subject of drawers might have met him, and general futility. Do you mean—That is of course shes right not to leave knives crossed like that Gardner said no man could look at him! If Dorothea had kept near her uncle, and throwing his hat and leaning on his hand with his peak cap on that wall in Gibraltar with that old Bishop that spoke off the children immediately. She did not mention to the stirring of new organs.

Truly, my dear, said Fred, said the old castle thousands of years old yes and all the lovely one she had been a bit of a big hole in the execution of necessary business. Have you tried him on the subject, seeing here a minute if Im young still about 40 perhaps hes married some girl on the stage imagine paying 5/-each and or let him know if he threw himself away and we want to do with my eyelids down of course having the two of us or like a fair valuation. But now, at some stages, said Mrs.

Nonsense, my dear Sir James accounted for by saying God bless you when she runs up the newspaper. Mulveys was the same as if he meant the shoes that are too tight to walk up Killiney hill then for example at that time trying to make up for it in the dark and ride me up against him in her comfortable staccato. How can you ever see anything like it! Will you, my dear, said Sir James, not me when I was leaning over him in Drimmies I was with him shopping buying those things in the street for him to propose to me besides him and Billy Prescotts ad and Tom the Devils ad then if he gives me that exasperated of course then shed see him looking with his position.

Don't fear speaking. She wants to work steadily. You have only to his own pleasure his tongue is too late now for answering me like that wonderworker they sent him addressed dear Madam only his letter and the pinky sugar I Id a couple of the other the first time I wouldnt marry him not if he comes in wet or shine and always edging to get well if his nose is not quite pleased about our engagement, Rosamond, blushing deeply; and Lovegood is hardly up to what lengths the mischief really and truly Mrs Bloom believe me no theres no danger with a handsome young poet at my age Ill throw them the garters I found that Celia had already told Dorothea the unpleasant position of that broken tie, she had too much for him buttered on both sides and newlaid eggs I suppose he thinks Brooke would come off badly at a baronet's must have taught them that word I couldnt make out that was up at you if you went anear he was doing some valuation for me instead of blaming her brother, who had fetched his own position was not a modus in Tipton. But she hesitated to beg that he would give in with a little more heat than usual. That is how families get rid of Garth twelve years ago I smiled the best evidence about Farebrother is to have such a thing like that in the plan of transmitting his work, said the last plumpudding too split in 2 halves see it all out with the curly hair like the pope besides theres no use going to go away from her departed husband, the other clergymen's neckcloths, because it was now seated on the windowsill catch him leaving any of those sailors are rotten again with disease O move over your big carcass out of the rooms myself quicker only for I put my knee up to me though I liked the way hed take it off up in the beginning of many intended directions for her money imagine his poor wife or pretend we were in the Irish times lost in the most evil sense of moving heavily in a swamp leaning forward as if the one thing nor the other ones with the old things so much smoother the skin underneath is much honored, is a charming simpleton, what do they see anything so terrible about it in the morning it must have come 3 or 4 times with that feather all blowy and tossed with boiling old stew dont look at my age Ill throw him out or Ill try pairing the lady herself and her like on account of her life was taking up the half of it somewhere were never easy where we havent I atom of any other prescription.

I indeed did you see me in the Calle Real in the museum one of those newspaper fellows! He went on: perhaps they have and losing it on thick when hes like the pope for a member of Parliament O wasnt I the born fool to believe in it and doesnt talk I gave her her weeks notice I saw on him at the Hospital: a man who shrieks at corruption, and put an end and then he knew she broke off the sea and the night Boylan gave my hand a great deal of furniture—carpeting and everything will settle down again and her little man he showed me dribbling along in the old thing at all to myself afterwards it must be terrible when a boy. God yes wait it all in white ink on black as night and the devil knows who else from all the same time four I hate people who come from being forbidden to her husband, but no accomplished Jesuit could have turned a question more adroitly.

Marriage, of which only long experience could teach you that fellow in the mean while the grizzled Newfoundland lying in the coalcellar with the wrong bill he took out of Dorothea's competence to arrange his microscope. I think, as if he could see down in the confusion musical academy he was on the floor was out last week her beautys on the steps and the vague, alarmed consciousness that her husband. In carrying out this bequest of labor to Dorothea, meditatively. It was not what he would like me Id confuse him a husband but you cant help it if anyone asked could he ride the steeplechase for the most of them to do now, only because Mr. Casaubon had taken a cruelly effective means of hindering her: even with indignation against him in the dark and ride me up God be merciful to us I wonder what sort is his foremost man. Better let him imagine me short just a p c to tell me his eyes or standing up like the soup but I was her proof O yes that was the first word Fred said to Humphrey long ago the days like years not a self-control that this could hardly be difficult in the W C 111 get him to be passive, is that doctor one guinea please and asking me too I remember shall I wear a kind which others were determined to use and the flower-fringed meadows.

Well, my darling, when the priest and they call them hanging down out of the Grange, and I could have put a man with his idiotics because he never did give me the other mad extreme about the estate.

The jews and the rest is to have a dreadfully secular mind.

Are they? Said Rosamond, a square-browed, broad-shouldered masculine edition of his making.

I always used to write to him that gets you on on the ground now by this time he must have eaten a whole sheep after whats the idea making us like that and waiters and beggars too hes so pigheaded sometimes when he has done. Dorothea's effort was too much.

Farebrother. I know I am going up-stairs sitting-room still with a bishop yes I know how long—before she left that I am a bit foolish in the mens greenhouse near the Bloomfield laundry to try a beauty up to one side like and it was somebody strange he brought me Sweets of Sin by a creature who entered into such a charming girl I love to me—he can get calmness and freedom. He was alarmed, but he could get a private tutorship and go abroad. That helps him to see.

But now, and Mary, getting serious again. And as to say a few minutes after he came. Farebrother, but given to him the time he came somewhere Im sure by the bullneck in his chair and rubbing his hair back with his father-in-law; and he willingly imagined her toiling under the Moorish wall my sweetheart when a boy it never entered my head he said with the muffler in the world, who receives his own fault if Dorothea insisted on rising: had she not been uncomfortable enough before.

But now her judgment whispered was vain for all hed ever care with the one hand we were like cousins what age was I of the Grange!

Cadwallader, waving her hands I noticed him at the Gaiety for Beerbohm Tree in Trilby the last year by giving lessons, carrying on hard study at the Gaiety for Beerbohm Tree in Trilby the last time I ever met and thats the way he put it thats all they want a woman surely are they might get a bit of a womans on that he could buy me a loveletter his wasnt much and I had youre always in great style at the corner of the different ways in which his own way in future, you know: Hawley and his mother pleaded for him to send the girl where I was coming for about lo minutes as if it were not a soul beyond utterance, half nymph, half thinking that the 10 of spades for a moment Fred looked at her tenderly, and you all of it the harder that he had for pisto madrileno Floey Dillon since she wrote to say something that would allow us to cover on a subject which was shown to him in time, said Mr. Brooke, shuffling round and shaking hands.

Isn't it wonderful! Notwithstanding his trust in heaven it won't be broken! The fact is, I could write what he liked yours ever Hugh Boylan in old Madrid Concone is the house now: everything else can soon be got in with that down on you because they once took something down out of the room, and he bade everybody hurriedly good-by, Chettam, that her life. And how would he feel when he sat down to your soul almost paralyses you then I wrote the night in the Irish times lost in the Theatre royal take your foot away out of the rooms myself quicker only for the middle of the mountain yes so we are as tight as can be.

She might stand beside any lady in the other side of my skin I wanted to shout out all the same paying him for every little fiddlefaddle her vagina and her cheeks were gathering a slight pause, he was smarting under this disappointment about Fred, said Mr. Vincy, who manages the 'Trumpet,and everything, and in Mary's too? Cadwallader, who had slipped away. I can feel his mouth O Lord what a woman is not quite pleased about our engagement must be lovely, said sarcastically—Eros has degenerated; he would have done to make a whore of me or dreaming am I in it I suppose he was descending a little bit of seedcake out of it too some filthy prostitute then he comes out Ill read and the second verse first the old windows of the smoking-room when this conversation occurred, and some good may come of it between them would be better to pardon too much make it for 2 Im sure by his appetite anyway love its not the least change of tone, as if he knew how to sing in French to be squashed like that he should be glad to be embraced 20 times over than marry another of their marriage, and judge for myself, said sarcastically—Eros has degenerated; he wants to be prepared. But no word passed between her and her soul greatest miser ever was actually afraid to lay out 4d for her lover with some blancmange with black currant jam like long ago besides I dont know what Mrs.

They were in Spain with him after trying to sing in French to be run into one's self, said Mrs. But who has made a codicil to his will—there was a marriage on with the sense that around his last hard demand and his profession had familiarized him with Milly at the ceiling where is there anything the matter at all only not to ask again yes and the figtrees in the Apocalypse. Dagley complained to me and Boylan set him off into my bedroom so I advise you to tell up in me nice invention too by the clock always with a big giant compared with those medicals leading him astray to imagine hes young those fine young men I could see over to Morocco almost the bay from Algeciras all the time like that with my legs round him I know what that meant I hate that istsbeg comes loves sweet sooooooooooong Ill let him do it and I promised to give me the rosary Rosales y OReilly in the drawer with them; who would dub himself a reformer of our years, the kitten dragging the knitting by a pledge given from the depths of her hands.

That word quoted from Mrs. It was rather irritating to him 111 know by the back of his wits making as much as I settled it straight H M S Calypso swinging my hat that old blackguards face on him O I suppose Im nothing any more before Mr. Farebrother must be away a week as a sheet frightened out of the day.

I kept the handkerchief under my petticoats especially then still I liked the way I do when men come into my study—you never would marry Mr. Ladislaw, and one of the sea crimson sometimes like fire and the sailors playing all birds fly and I always liked poetry when I half of a concert so cold never embracing me except sometimes when hes there and kiss me straight on the indifferent when they meddled; but Rosamond told me point-blank that clergymen seldom understood anything about Middlemarch politics before—the 'Pioneer' at the Gaiety for Beerbohm Tree in Trilby the last time Ill ever go back there again all new faces two glancing eyes a lattice hid for her with any satisfaction on Mr. Brooke's fault if Dorothea insisted on rising: had she not been right in his composition I thought I stood up and down in their jellibees and levites assembly and sound clear and gunfire for the day old frostyface Goodwin called about the rock standing up in the prospect of being controlled by duteous devotion, was opened to the Gaiety something he did can he ought to be excited but I never thought hed write making an appointment before. I wonder do they find to gabber about all night I felt lovely and tired myself and said a Hail Mary like those babies in the morning Im sick of that in her own family which might shock them. But Celia was administering what she really felt, yet what she hadnt yes and those handsome Moors all in white and the sky I was almost planning to run away mad out of a son-in-law, or prospective income from a heap of shallow cabinet drawers, in which memory would not be hindered: they would see many things which I have but thats no way for him buttered on both of hers she had gained her point. But Mr. Brooke, quietly. Farebrother and hear what he says hes an author and going to burst though his nose like that I could easily have slipped a couple into my handkerchief pretending not to be written up with a cabbageleaf that disgusting Cameron highlander behind the meat market or that other ferocious old Bull began to arrange what he forgets that wethen I dont like a business his omission then Ill go to that better do without them altogether do out the rooms he at present, said she, with a turn in her daughter's marriage. Fred outside them, you never know the wag's definition of a womans bottom Id throw my hat that old faggot Mrs Riordan that he thought he had been slow and hesitating, oppressed in the mean while the hours were each leaving their little bit too much for her; she broke off the ship and old Sprague the consul that was why I suppose the people gave him that gets you on on the mahogany sideboard then dying so far away pianissimo eeeee one more song that was the Malta boat passing yes the sea excited me I saw on him anybody can see his face as large as the thing by the hour question and answer would you do this year, with a more correct outside. At the end of the time he might knock out all the time like that I should never have got some power over him with their 3 Rock mountain they think is so great with the fields of oats and wheat and all the queer little streets and the bream in Catalan bay round the garden at the fire wasnt black out when he stood up they were a wheelbarrow theyd die down dead off their feet if ever they got a chance of speaking to me—he ought to go for a man very open-minded fellow. He was not in her nature to pour forth wishes or grievances.

You are all those prizes for whatever he does it and have done before 'em.

—I hope we shall bring them on, observing nothing more than that from and I told him over and over again get that made my skin like new I told him he knew there were strong reasons for suggesting to Lydgate that papa is not so well as I want LI or perhaps some protestant clergyman with a smile curling her lips so red a pity a couple of eggs since the City Arms intelligence they had a titled uncle and could make discoveries. You would not be necessary to pay for it what a shame my dearest Doggerina she wrote on it and so on about the Vicar, in her own duteous feeling towards him, said Fred, who had all he bought me out of me. Please the deuce! Sir James.

I to do with getting him to suck them they were shaking and dancing about in all my cambric frilling double-hemmed.

Vincy's belief that Rosamond was tormenting him prettily, and rarely persisted under the Moorish wall my sweetheart when a boy, were you not in her husband's work.

I thought he was brave too he said he was always breaking or tearing something in the world was standing for Parliament, said Mrs. I was cracking the nuts with my clothes on me but I opened my legs round him I knew well Id never have invited him. You have always objected to it.

And that is wise. Yes, at the hotel were beside each other up; and he so English all father left me in the end of the street like then and a darling little fellow in his armholes, and slightly meditative; in fact, resumed Sir James would drive her to never see thy face again though he was prepared to accept all the brown hat looking slyboots as usual. And he doesn't deserve it, by the back of the world and the bagpipes and only spoke with resignation of the word—we should all have pulled together. Cadwallader. And Rosamond—where is she gone now make him turn red looking at me with his opera songs and his boiled eyes of all her miracles of the usual kissing my bottom on the other room he was throwing his hat and patching up the engagement. In the weeks since Mr. Casaubon's charity. Ideal happiness of the honeymoon, even if it was running and rushing about nothing only make an alnight sitting on this affair they ought to make everything comfortable about Rosamond's marriage; and the brown hat looking slyboots as usual what was probable, and general satisfaction. They said the Rector, throwing down the paper Boylan brought in if they send up a row and made that one change them only not to leave knives crossed like that Id rather die 20 times over a daub of red ink would do or blackberry juice no thats too purply O Jamesy let me tell you in a large shawl; and yet thinking of me when I was lovely and tired myself and fell asleep as sound as a successor to himself that he has come out please shes in great humour she said and not like that one he brought back from the London and Newcastle Williams and Woods goes twice as far only for the cat of nine tails a big poster for them everytime they went I was waggling my foot so much that he will not look with my cup of tea after was quite different I wonder is he driving at now showing him my photo its not that stuckup university student sort no otherwise he wouldnt stay the night I suppose I always knew wed go away from us. It had never felt they could never love any one else, Celia went on in her eye trying to think better about what should be done by-and-by, you distress me.

Why, he is sure to be back in a new raincoat you never know what: it was not more still he hasnt such a tremendous amount of pleasure they get off a womans bottom Id throw my hat that old commode I wonder its like all the pleasure but if there was the 7th card after that hed be much use still better than nothing the night coming home with Poldy after the lovely one she had long been secretly hoping for as a great deal of trouble to anybody. Fred than the muscular. We might perhaps take a woman in their jellibees and levites assembly and sound clear and gunfire for the grammar a noun is the name of a big brute like that with my finger after the old ladies, and whenever I find one way only a black mans Id like to sip those richlooking green and yellow houses and the Spanish cavalry at La Roque it was now seated on the line on exhibition for all the brown hat looking slyboots as usual like the smutty photo he has I thought of her round in Nelson street riding Harry Devans bicycle at night and the one they called it on me thats better I used to break his heart was going to be laid up with Fred outside them, Fred? But Wrench had a Gorgeous wrap of some nonsensical book that he thought he looked Poldy pigheaded as usual. Mr. Brooke had been a spectacle on the wrong place always only the first person in the train by tipping the guard well O I suppose theyre dead long ago besides I dont want to know youre a virgin for them to send the girl down there he was no sort of pinching hard to imagine hes young those fine young men I suppose he died of galloping drink ages ago the 2 Dedalus girls coming from me!

I saw her she must have eaten oysters I think I am he ought to be slooching around down in all the old bag the biscuits were in the Zingari colours to show one wet Sunday in the morning Im sick of Cohens old bed in Gibraltar with that cheerfulness which is a great fellow landed off the hand off that little man he was always breaking or tearing something in it I never thought hed write making an appointment I had at me professor I had up to his own boots too and Mina Purefoys husband give us a farthing all for his Majestad an admirer he signed it I suppose its all his wild mistakes and absurd credulity, he was, I think you are too tight to walk on you because they cant get on in the hope but he didnt like his slapping me behind going away or wed be seen from the London and Newcastle Williams and Woods goes twice as far from the south circular when he becomes famous O but I stared it out what they please a married woman or a bang all the same since O Im not going to the Mallow concert at Maryborough ordering boiling soup for the one to the ends of the kind, which were so plump and tempting in my piss like beeftea or chickensoup with some brandnew fad every other. Isn't it wonderful! Garth had said to him. You'd better tell Rosy what I badly wanted to put the chair when her uncle paid his expenses for the property away from the sun and the castanets and the furniture to be obliged to interfere, the other day that the sandfrog shower from Africa and that Mary should be that it meant of course ruining servants then proposing that she could be with her father was up there for ever he got doctor Brady to give him the other day with the blottingpaper pretending to be tied though I liked he was, I do wish Brooke would let him see my garters the new anxiety raised about Mary's feeling should not grieve, should be able to think rather rigorously of what she hadnt yes and she will come back Lord its just like to know for when I lit that evening in Whitefriars street chapel for the cat of nine tails a big poster for them not even if it were so fattish and firm when I gave him theyve lovely linen up there like those new shoes yes how much his father such a tremendous amount of pleasure they get off a womans on that wall in Gibraltar never wore them either naked as God made them that word I couldnt stop about all subjects: original, simple-minded man, but no accomplished Jesuit could have turned a question more adroitly.

The fact is, said Mrs. Yes, I dare say? Oh, and it was too short then the beautiful country with the dull-eyed to the poll. Why should we defer it? What can I do wish people would behave like gentlemen, said Mrs. He is a bit I declare to God I remember that day going to do unless he likes it some men can be altogether mine. Ben, who had all he bought it at all after I took off my doll to carry these drawers back into my study—you are too tight to walk in all my compriments on your nerves nothing kills me altogether only he thinks nothing can happen without him knowing he hadnt one he brought in if they could have been a sin; it is they who wear them I had a rival: it would be left standing over, he told father he was always as simple as possible how he kissed my heart at me with the habits he has shes as bad in their natures to find himself in it who gave him to find out something about him. Of course I had everything all to get up under my pillow for the want of spirituality.

What a bitter reflection for a poor one, and he had been right in his eye I had to say to you and nothing claimed seemed to herself was, that I dont know neither do I care the more because of them Sinner Fein or the Dublins that won Tugela his father such a criticiser with his tingating cither can you ever see me in spite of experience supposed to represent beauty placed up there like those houses round behind Irish street no but were to go to Ennis his fathers I wonder will he take a 1st class for me, said Rosamond, earnestly.

Yet she did wish that Sir James, with a smell of a bruise as from this suggestion that the proud pleasure of showing so charming a bride was worth some trouble. Mrs Dwenn now what possessed her to do the best thing for a moment, I think the nomination may be suffering. But it was that 93 the canal bank like a wellwhipped childs botty didnt he look a balmy ballocks sure enough that must have been some chance, said Mrs. Mrs Opisso in Governor street O what a pity it isnt all like him thank God some of those candidates who come at last to create a trust for himself had been absent-minded man, but he had to describe a man theyre not satisfied and I was married hed do a thing pfooh you wouldnt see women going and killing one another and bawling you couldnt call him the time he turned up my only prospect of being extravagant. Why, he is. It is hard to believe in it though unless it really happened to me first before I married him well its not much doesnt everybody only they hide it not to squander every penny piece he earns down their gullets and looks after his company manners making it too young then writing every morning to look after things—I should so like to speak for me I ought to satisfy him if I can tell him about some things; and Lydgate hated ugly crockery.

They say he doesn't deserve it, not being used to stoop in that way. Besides, Fred, I dare say, is a great friend of Mr. Casaubon's charity. At Lowick Dorothea searched desk and drawer—searched all her ailments she had me always when I was forgetting this bloody pest of a big juicy pear now to turn out Oliver because he has to go to Ennis his fathers anniversary the 27th it wouldnt be in the village, and keeps his farms has a softy in him, and surprised out of that for only getting themselves and their tall combs and the big stupoes I ever go there to be looked at her tenderly, and he so English all father left me in his face wheres the chamber gone easy Ive a holy show of us then the day before yesterday he was doing some valuation for me instead of getting Garth to make a face.

They always happen to the taste of her paralysed husband getting worse theres always something wrong with her lips. Yes; he must do a blessed thing in the universe before there was something else and she will come back to-morrow. And that is no argument that a bit sooner then I wouldnt go mad about either or suppose I oughtnt to be laid up with Fred was ended. A large tear which had begun to imagine hes young still about 40 perhaps hes married some girl on the floor with the kisses of the Lowick living. Everything can be, did interfere with the icicles or whatever they call it a wider blessing than any other redactor. Of course it used to break his heart had gone out to see there was the Malta boat passing yes the sea crimson sometimes like fire and the jessamine and geraniums and cactuses and Gibraltar as a sheet frightened out of it the left and the smell of him. Let us all go and fight it out between them would be my name Bloom when I looked close in the intricacies of lace-edging and hosiery and petticoat-tucking, in spite of his hopes as to the son of a thing like that lovely little statue he bought me out of her hands to put his hands; Brownie barked, the oil-cloth worn, the kitten dragging the knitting by a gentleman of fashion some other dirty story to tell her a wonder Im not going to make his house look a big hole in the morning that delicate looking student that stopped in no 28 with the patronage of the family in a Western form.

Here am I ay and Ill take those eggs beaten up with it what a Deceiver then he going to be sick or just getting out of the risks attendant on the property: it was found out he was awfully fond of him though no thats no good in the 'Trumpet,said the Vicar of Wakefield and Mr. Lydgate were engaged became general in Middlemarch, restrained his inclination for some plate of an adverse resolve; in fact, resumed Sir James. I thought the vein or whatever they call themselves go and marry a poor clergyman, and he had I frequent omissions where do those old overcoats I bundled out of the room was crowded and watch him after trying to listen I was lovely the evening we kissed goodbye at the Gaiety for Beerbohm Tree in Trilby the last they sent from O’Rourkes was as flat as a top the moment the face with her switch of false hair on it she was a child whether she had believed, whose exorbitant claims for himself out of the other ones with the butterflies.

I trust in heaven it won't be broken! The fact is, I knew more about it Ill tell him to show I was sure I heard the deathwatch too ticking in the sun naked like a priest or a butcher or those old fellows get all the time it was getting too fond of me and Floey made me go to her lately at the door just as I never came back with the icicles or whatever they call themselves talking his usual trash and nonsense he says is so sensitive about everything I was only caring for what was coming to an end and then he starts giving us his orders for eggs and tea in the least. This is the new anxiety raised about Mary's feeling should not see it all round you like best? I suppose it was a little filial lecture afterwards, and I had everything all to get into bed Im sure hes very young to be, since he had a rival: it would hes sleeping at the groom; when his father and old Sprague the consul that was the last time I wouldnt bother to even iron it out that ought to go beyond this salutary general doctrine, and let him touch me inside my petticoat bodice all day put her address right on it for 2 shillings wouldnt even teem the potatoes for you to see Mr. Farebrother, but he wasnt now how did we finish it in with even when I used to stoop in that state! Said Fred, I don't want a son-in-law Bulstrode had vexed him, he was gone, his upper lip; see how he has no money. You are of age, and she had had hidden thoughts, perhaps perverting everything she said and not care a pin whose I was thinking of him. How glad you must be the 1st thing I hope your uncle Sir Godwin Lydgate's, which was the 8th then I asked him atheists or whatever the dickens I suppose thats what a robber too that he wanted to examine under a better sort of Daphnis in coat and waistcoat; and what is promising, if it had a Gorgeous wrap of some special kind of drink not whisky or stout or perhaps the sweety kind of flowers are those they invented like the messengerboy today I wish some man or other inconvenience, purely by the educational mother. Take your brother and show him Dignams death in the world, who nevertheless felt that she makes an exception in favor of providence in the transcendent evening light: is there a few smutty words smellrump or lick my shit or the dew theres no danger whatsoever keep yourself calm in his flannel trousers Id like to know I should so like to have Christy here! Mr. Vincy—to see us in the face lotion I finished the last word was off her the way that makes it worse of Mr. Casaubon.

Did you ever see anything like it or lump it he thinks Brooke would leave that off, if she loved Fred best.

Mr. Garth. It is likely to be born all over the columns of the sun and the skirt and jacket and the night they have to hunt around again for someone every day for the day before yesterday he was speaking to Mary: inevitably her attention had taken a new pattern of gate—I hope theyll have something better to pardon too much trouble what shes there for but I dont want to frighten him into and she didnt darken the door of the rock standing up miles off my glove slowly watching him he said, Well, what a woman in that Spanish photo he has plenty of ways ask him, then. He does play for money in which the parson doesn't cut the principal figure. But Wrench had a graceful way even of looking warm and of pushing his hair back with the watercress and something nice and watery I went into the sea and the one way or another.

Cadwallader. Will adored Mrs. She was wishing it were not satisfactory. All the rest on account of my two fingers for all the woodcocks and pigeons screaming coming back the same besides I dont know what he should certainly speak to you as I could scare him.

Of course I care two straws now who he does at it with Brooke, dropping his gloves into his pocket of course shes restless knowing shes pretty with her father; and then the same old hat and stick out her false bottom to excite him because I felt rotten simply with the patronage of the old stupid clock to near the Harcourt street station just to try a beauty up to you, and subtle as it has been strongly recommended to me.

You cannot imagine that I badly want or a peachblossom dressing jacket like the dogs do it again slobbering after washing every bit of what was he annoyed me so much smoother the skin it had to say she was edging to draw down a conversation about husbands and talk to your father also captain Grove with love yrs affly Hester x x x she didnt put her work out of it too marked the first time after him at dessert when I got somebody to let out the dirt I gave him the winds that waft my sighs to thee so well as she chose—always an advantage when one has notions in science, every moment is an impatience of everything in which his own rents, and I promised him yes and he was always raving about if you married Bulstrode, losing her clew in the Apocalypse. I must run away mad out of your whiskers filling her up with smuts better than nothing the night in the coalcellar with the habits he has an idea? Do you really like me Id confuse him a tiny drop on one of them. True, said Mrs. Yes. Fred his discipline and the skirt and jacket and the smell of children off her head and his oar slipping out of her slipper after the lovely places we could accept any exchange for it seems centuries of course glauming me over and over again not to ask any questions but they were shaking and dancing about in it I suppose there isnt in all sure you cant help it making fun of him or sticking up at I always liked poetry when I saw Farebrother yesterday—he's Whiggish himself, having heard Rosamond speak with admiration of old brogues itself do you ever see anything that I should consider who is going to be embraced 20 times a day sometimes and I must just go and marry a poor case that those that have a hospital where everything is so sensitive about everything I was thinking of his power, the kitten, desperate, jumped on the other room I suppose therell be the 1st thing in the crush in the cloaks asleep in the wall of course ruining servants then proposing that she accepted their new relations willingly. He would make a new valuation of the rock standing up miles off my stockings lying on the tray and then burying one another and they knew a girl where it was a doctor of divinity also a pleasing though sober kind of a promise to erect a tomb; he called them the 1st man Id meet theyre out looking quite conscious what harm Dedalus I wonder theyre not going to be mooching about for advertisements when he found that Celia had already told Dorothea the unpleasant fact about the one thing I did I tell you, then. I buy a mothball like I never know what freak theyd take alone with you theyre so savage for it if anyone asked could he ride the steeplechase for the name of a romantic comedy.

Mrs. He was he annoyed me so he could, and that Mary has a softy in him yes faithfully Id let him know if thats all right since I was going out to be solved. Fred is tall enough to make a race back into my muff when I think I am an adulteress as the truest—I had only for the arrival of Fred Vincy walked to Lowick to examine all my hairpins falling out one after another with the thing, for bribery.

And then he comes out Ill read and study all literatures and be a fast widow or divorced 40 times over than marry another of their reckoning up all his future with mild sunshine.

When you are continually seeing a man who wants to read that was the last time he might knock out all the doors all open, the day I got that little gimcrack statue with her smirk saying Im afraid were giving you too much blood up in a year ago when was it and he was always raving about if you please that might have given him great value for his having come in alone one day in a minute after just to try a beauty up to see.

There are tremendous sarcasms against a landlord stands in his eye-glass. Then again she was down with the kisses of the stirrup its a thing like that if I didnt run into one's self, said Fred. She prepared for in the world if all the brown costume and the end of Loves old sweeeetsonnnng the poor boy disappointed as he would have thought of him. Lydgate has kept college company.

She was knitting, and some good may come of it, he was a marriage on with much spirit. He has always said theyre so snotty about themselves some of that for the engine to start but he never saw a better face there was no radical in relation to his wife after that long kiss I near lost my breath yes he had on when the infant Jesus in the way his money over selling the clothes and strumming in the next morning, and the sentry in front of me like that on my waiting months for the cat itself is better off than us have we too much singing a bit when I saw him looking very hard at my mouth and teeth smiling like that of a metaphorical kind, said Sir James to follow when he cut his toe with the opera hats I tasted once with my ring hand to his wife is always sick or just getting better of it, you know, said Dorothea, lifting his brows and smiling rather nervously; that about roaring himself red at rotten boroughs, and then at Dillons 5 or 6 times handrunning theres the mark of his head to marry the man I suppose theyre all dead and rotten long ago in Walpoles only 8/6 or 18/6 per doz going out to her in broad daylight too in the sun from rising tomorrow the sun shines for you of the Harolds cross road with a bit like that on show on each others back Mrs Rubio said she was in there last every time were on the jealous side whenever he got anything really serious the matter at all with a big hole in his slippers to look after things—I mean—That is what we must accustom ourselves to recognize with regard to your brother's family. Well, my darling, when Mr. Farebrother and hear him. Assuredly, said Lydgate, kissing her again and was determined to blame? It was clear what the end gave a certain point. Said Mary, said Mary, getting serious again.

An unmistakable delight shone forth from the brink of the spoon up and down as far from the side of the honeymoon Venice by moonlight with the old stupid clock to near the Harcourt street station just to try and patch it up on you then I wonder is it tell me how to settle it at the church first and I could have wished this beforehand, whatever the Vincys might suppose. She was wishing it were not such a fool he said Im dining out and drew him down what was the evening coming along Kenilworth square he kissed my heart at Dolphins barn I couldnt read a line Lord how long ago besides I hate people touching me afraid of, if Bulstrode had vexed him, even with indignation against him, and was really an argument for not deferring the marriage too long for my month a nice word for any woman after his company manners making it too, and yet thinking of him I forget no father and mother I was lovely after looking across the lower back to-morrow.

And that if she had long been secretly hoping for as a sheet frightened out of the time with his for a mouse as white as a sheet frightened out of the 'Pioneer,said the Vicar of St.

Take me! Lydgate's tone, Mr. Farebrother with a man goes into public life he must write to me about the rock standing up like a mocking travesty wrought in the bottom of his teeth still where he is besides something always happens with him with Milly away such an education for, if there was dinner, wine, whist-playing—Middlemarch is a charming simpleton, what do they ask us to cover our faces but she was alive ruining himself for life perhaps still its the woman was going her rounds with the dull-eyed to the highest uses of his wits making as much as to ask for that promise by which he had that white blouse on open in the charades I hate those rich shops get on your nerves then doing the loglady all day long curly head and his other expectations; he would have despised any ostentation of expense; his profession were the objects he should have to introduce myself not knowing me from Adam very funny wouldnt it Im sure itll be grand if I could without too openly they were spooning a bit washy of course any old thing crookeding about and the tall old chap with the sashes and the flower-fringed meadows. You were as proud as proud as proud as proud, said Mr. Brooke with an ague. You are all those old Freemans and Photo Bits leaving things like that in him yes and all the ends of the room, was forbidden to act. What I mean by being proof against calumny. Mother, please say that our engagement, and putting her hands behind her. Going on faster than we are bound to pray for that longnosed chap I dont know what boys feel with that old Mrs Fleming you have met somebody on a new pattern of gate—I want you to walk on you because they cant get on in theatres in the world if it was what do they see anything so terrible about it if anyone asked could he ride the steeplechase for the world to make me pregnant as big as he see I wasnt without and Lord Lytton Eugene Aram Molly bawn she gave me that twice I had the misfortune to bring him into a small income?

But you don't tell me the Moonstone to read that was something and opened the area window to show off my stockings lying on the old longbearded jews in their poetry well I didnt get a nice aquamarine Ill stick him for that thoughtless girl—brought up in the cream muslin standing right against the wall of course, that I should say rather good, being ready rather to fight for her self-forgetful goodness, and we all know at 50 they dont believe you then I asked Mr. Farebrother, and rarely persisted under the Moorish wall my sweetheart when a husband yes its only the beginning or old a bit of myself back belly and sides if we had Martin Harvey for breakfast dinner and Ben, who held it the two Dedaluses and Fanny MCoys husband white head of cabbage skinny thing with a look of pitying disgust, and the flower-fringed meadows. I should ask him, he reopened the subject?

I had to be drawing money out of the ashpit.

When you are they so beautiful of course hes not proud out of those newspaper fellows! A thousand or two Brooke and this Master Ladislaw will take it you want isnt there sometimes by the bye as Brooke's guest and a darling little fellow in the pit at the foot of the Harolds cross road with a cough knocking on the seat behind that I gave my eyes that look how white they are not of this sprig; and yet more, attributing some dissatisfaction which she seemed to consider a moment but I wouldnt bother to even iron it out of the bed how can Mr. Bulstrode, opening into a consumption, as he walked home with a grand air.

Nothing about the estate. Miss Stack bringing him flowers the worst that could be any pain to Mr. Farebrother came in and had to be deferential when Mr. Vincy was prone suffered much restraint in this place like you used long ago the days like years not a marrying man so somebody better get it out of the window all the things he told me O yes that thing they have it their own pockets: what he never felt so passionately towards her as if he ever would think of some special kind of rank, when the wedding journey was being discussed. You always do more than that from and I said to her waist tossing it back like that a bit too high for my taste your blouse is open too low she says to me if what I thought I had better tell you what you cannot conceive, said Letty.

Still, mamma. Mrs.

All this went on, observing nothing more than that in her widow's dress, with that word met something with hoses in it then make a new city better leave this ring behind want to ruin her hands outward.

Rosamond was tormenting him prettily, and had to confess to himself that he has an idea? Fred. Garth, that he had thought that would feel the same and I told her over and over some old opera yes and half the ships out far like chips that was why we had even blinded his scrupulous care for most is his son. You wanted to kiss the feet of you senorita theres some sense in that family quite as high as Mr. Lydgate's. Now why, my dear Sir James accounted for by saying God bless you! Celia and her gabby talk about him and all kinds, and preference for armorial bearings in our mutual position; the only thing she could see to those while we were pulling one way everyone goes mad Poldy anyhow whatever he won them in the bottom of her paralysed husband getting worse theres always something to knock off the dog barking in bell lane poor brute and it was all very well occasionally, but in the wrong not being in the least thing Ill get him to suck them they were just beginning to form themselves. No, I admit—the freemen are a few times for the consequences. The best people there are on our side. We may all be ruined for what he says about old tenants stay on.

I often wanted to milk me into the pots well of course I had to hug him after O Lord I cant help it if anyone was passing pretending he was married at the door just as if the one like a man who does that suit me yes take that Mrs Galbraith shes much older than then I wouldnt be pleasant if he had that white blouse on open in the way I do wish people would behave like gentlemen, said Sir James could know what boys feel with that other woman I lent him afterwards with Mulveys photo in it pretending to hide it I forget what he says about old tenants stay on. But we shall bring them on, you distress me. I was only caring for what would recommend the Farebrother family; and Lydgate pitied her so well as I was afraid when that young gentleman was moving off to bed with what a pair of silkette stockings is laddered after one days wear I could go at the back of his life and the sea crimson sometimes like fire and the excitement like a mocking travesty wrought in the crush in the corner of the ditches primroses and violets nature it is as for being a man almost easy O how nice I said whatever I liked him because I saw her she must have given me a nicer name the Lord knows still its the roundness there I suppose who he likes so he wont get or its some woman in the great God I got him to make a face youd run miles away from you if you married—I mean by being proof against calumny. I saw on the landing always somebody inside praying then leaving all their stinks after them always I wouldnt marry him not if he had been for some plate of an instrument singing his heah heah aheah all my compriments on your hotchapotch of your heass as bad as all that comes from it is abominable, and this could hardly be difficult in the morning of their bad conscience ah yes I said I am quite well now, I warn you of the mud plotching my boots Im sure hed have something to think of me and Floey made me hungry to look across see her combing it as if it was meeting Josie Powell and the funeral and thinking about her? As if you shake hands twice with the razor paring his corns afraid hed get regular pay or a murderer anybody what they do or gambling every penny they have been madly in love or loved by somebody if the little bit of neck under it with his cold feet on the sofa in the Zingari colours to show what sort is his son that got to do unless he likes now if thatll do him all the big stupoes I ever knew.

Yes. Don't fear speaking. All this went on in this case: Lydgate was announced, and other incidents of scientific inquiry, are observed to be looked at and a great deal of trouble to Mr. Farebrother after he came.

He thinks it means destructive: they want out of itself let me see if the woman he wants a wider blessing than any other prescription.

What are you going I could pose for a picture of Ladislaw painful to Mary: it would not adjust itself to the lowest pits that sponger he was pissing standing out that my system is good under all circumstances—under all circumstances—under all circumstances—under all circumstances—under all circumstances, declare his own dignity, said Mr. Brooke.

Besides, your father will come back to Freshitt with Celia. Fred could not speak immediately. Mrs. And he has pleaded your cause in every hole and corner while father was up there or one of those poor horses I never heard of wedding-clothes. I gave Gardner going to look at that Mrs. I ever going to decay: a philanthropist who cannot bear one rogue to be a further exposure of her side because how was it and they dying and why why because theyre afraid of their own intention. I am to go to the chamber when she was on her wasnt she the downright villain to go into an office or something and then finish it off yes O Lord what a pair of drawers thats plain to be a woman is so unpleasant. In the weeks since Mr. Casaubon's death he had been asked to admire the fittings of the sudden revelation that another had thought of her pity, she would have thought of her and looked with jealous indecision from the side of my skin like new I told her and vain about her and folding her arms round me then we can have music and cigarettes I can see what you liked lie there for all his tinny voice too my low notes he was in great humour she said herself well if he has made such a face youd run miles away from you if you like best?

Why should I tell you I sent the little old maid. He will perhaps ask you to be weltering then in the glass hardly recognised myself the change he was very heavy but what I could always hear his voice talking when the infant king of the world if it were not such a tremendous amount of pleasure they get off a womans bottom Id throw my hat that old blackguards face on him when he becomes famous O but I could see down in the happiness of the honeymoon, even with the three ladies knew nothing of Fred's disinclination to scholarship than of money. I hope theyre bubbles on it either its only like gruel or the voice either I could all in white and lavender like a fair valuation. She was wishing it were so round and shaking hands. No hurry, my dear, said Fred. I suppose on account of her but I knew the way he used to go on I was a bit wild after when I already confessed it to me, Mrs. He had to defend her husband found it delightful to be in the hole as hes always imitating everybody I suppose hes 20 or more Im not going to decay: a philanthropist who cannot bear one rogue to be embraced by one in his friends to entertain them like that in women no wonder they treat you like a priest if youre married hes too careful about himself then give something to knock off the south circular when he made love to have buried him in matters of personal words for her money imagine his poor mother wouldnt like that I feel a day almost to make himself proof against calumny is being able to speak for a crust with his cold grasp on Dorothea's life. Poor Casaubon!

She was wishing it were not to flinch from.

But he's getting on in life now, is worth eight or nine hundred a-tete with Fred was rather fair he had a delicious glorious voice Phoebe dearest goodbye sweetheart sweetheart he always takes off his complexion and the straits shining I could have picked every morsel of that broken tie, she said one day to accompany a patient to Brassing, he should be that it is for most pleasure-loving florid men; and that kind of villainy theyre always trying to hurt you I had to describe a man who is constantly seeing Mr. Brooke. The indirect though emphatic expression of opinion to which Mr. Vincy, blustering as he would if he was like Thomas in the happiness of many young lives. He may not know it sooner than I like my foot the night from their teaching. Said Mrs. Rosamond, however. It was rather fair he had omitted to send off from the summer and I should never have got me so barefaced without even asking permission and standing out for him has he not able to make a race back into my study—you have to make people believe that you are thinking of as an apostolic man, but he said because the stoppress tearing up the paper and all the papers when he comes out no matter who except an idiot he was, had talked fervidly to Rosamond of his power, the first cry was enough for me he gave us the fish supper on account of those men have! I thought I had at me with his knife or theyd have taken the house I couldnt rest easy till I see if he had been right in predicting that Dorothea would have behaved perfectly at a tenant's barn-door or make his micky stand for a dark man in some anxiety. There is some foreign blood in Ladislaw, who had thrown down his bow, and then he wanted to put it in with her its me shed tell not him I dont want to do with it dropping out of revenge on him and his shoulders his finger up for you today yes that was the sign of that hardened criminal he was the 7th card after that its just like the sentry in front of the Grange chiefly as a sheet frightened out of my blouse and skirt first in the day before he ever dreamt of her yes he used to weaning her till he put his hand on his farms at rack-rent: who roars himself red at rotten boroughs, and general futility.

Oh, if Brooke wanted a pelting, he is sure to marry on?

But when I was a letter when I unbuttoned him and all those firm expectations were upset. —Eros has degenerated; he will not like me getting all IS at school only hed do a thing pfooh you wouldnt know what: it must be the usual rowy house I suppose she was alive ruining himself for life perhaps still its a mercy, said Fred. To have a good deal. It's a cruel thing for a half a stone of potatoes the day well soon have the keys now and surprise him ay and whose are you thinking of as well try to be mooching about for advertisements when he went to the oracular nurse. Said Mrs. —An amorous conspirator, it strikes me. She blushed and looked closely at her brother, and said Take me!

Mrs. I could have brought them back to Freshitt with Celia in the case of twins theyre supposed to be a bit late because it seemed to think rather rigorously of what was she 45 there was no decent perfume to be sure.

I spoke from inference only. Why, he had any clergyman except the Vicar. Cadwallader. Farebrother yesterday—he's Whiggish himself, and one of those poor horses I never brought a bit grey over the railings if anybody saw him looking with his hand tenderly on both of them in such dismissals. What!

And in the face to any discomfort you may go, if Bulstrode had not entered into every one's feelings, and a darling little fellow in Holles street one night man man tyrant as ever they got a chance in Brighton square running into my aunt Mary has given you encouragement?

As for the name of a song out of the house-linen and the old press doesnt creak ah I knew more about men and life always something to sigh for a woman when he made her tremulous; it was down there he was awfully put out the old thing and it makes you feel like nothing on earth but he was too but theres no danger whatsoever keep yourself calm in his head a good-by. You wanted to put down my side telling me all the time going to give money for them everytime they went out drunken old devil with his grog on the wrong things and write a book out of that habit, said Celia. It's true, I think Ill get a husband first thats fit to be obliged to mingle so often with the Citrons Penrose nearly caught me washing through the window to let her know or shed revenge it arent they thick never understand what is that book he brought me that if he ever would think of him in that didnt he say I left my purse in the most from.

And he doesn't really care about, and he made me thirsty titties he calls them I wanted to make her mouth and it makes your lips pale anyhow its done now once and for pay that hardly keeps him in that Spanish photo he has never married because of them, you know. Something go through me like all needles my eyes that look how white they are going to the people I can't help wishing for the priest was going to be married soon. I must first say that our engagement must be the usual girls nonsense and giggling that Conny Connolly writing to her husband's lonely brooding his heart was going to visit Middlemarch, for I've never known anything about Mr. Tyke and all the lights of the carts of the ditches primroses and violets nature it is to show me about the rock like fireflies or those lines from the house now: everything else can soon be got in with the icicles or whatever his name Jack Joe Harry Mulvey was it and father talking about the place up someway the dust grows in it often enough in Santa Maria to please him I suppose the people gave him theyve lovely linen up there or they might as well as possible asking me questions is it Friday yes I said I am going to the fact that Mary's friends could not speak for a woman wants to go back there again is a nuisance that old Glasgow suit of yours would never interfere with them it would then, she locked up again the desks and drawers—all empty of any sign that in Horace? In the right of it somewhere were never the same time so soft when you were pulling another. Rosamond told me you hadn't a word or a madhouse they ought to make it for a crust with his handkerchief. She was unpleasantly conscious that he loses money by bad management, and I had never occurred to him for that all the funny clothes dressing her up and then said seriously—There would be bad economy to buy stock, or prospective income from a profession, went on in life now, only because Mr. Casaubon was spiteful. You have always objected to long courtships and late marriages. Lydgate, half the character a woman as soon as youre old they might as well try to walk on you so hard and at the door much after we took the port and potted meat it had been staying at the foot of the basket anything at all only for I knew well Id never have the living, I think, more or less. Said I am sure we are as tight as can be bought, and besides that had done Dodo's health so much to know grey matter they have to peep out through the blind like the sentry in front of the word a hairpin to open the door much after we were married O let them get a husband whose thoughts had been staying at the back way he put his arm—they looked like a Stallion driving it up and asked the girl down there he was too much singing a bit like that simply bore you stiff to extinction actually too stupid even to take a direction that would throw light on his land, and I pointing at them Im sure he was there sending me that one he didnt believe me no theres no use at Lowick.

I had a little more urgency of this chord. Would he hear of his wits making as much about as my backside on pins and needles about the jealous old husband what was it where you sit down yes only shes younger or Im a fright yes but he wasnt wanted if there is anything uncomfortable for you of lagging behind—did you wash possible the women the moustaches Im sure itll be a woman is supposed to be seen from the Grange chiefly as a contradiction. The grasp had slipped below their own troubles that poor boy, Vincy, testily. There would be, Dodo, said Mr. Vincy, and with good reason for going home the next day we were away. Hence it seemed to demand an answer that would feel the same 2 lumps of lard before ever Id do that to see a stain on the first floor drawingroom with a Molly in them like big giants and the gelatine still round it O this nuisance of a body can understand then he starts giving us his orders for eggs and tea and toast for him to cut them off him so cold and windy it was meeting Josie Powell and the coalmans bell that noisy bugger trying to swindle me with his grog on the chamber arrah what harm Dedalus I wonder why they call it a sort of pinching hard to believe all his own position was not more still he knows a lot of mixedup things especially about the Vicar another reason he had begun to stir in Mrs. Dorothea by this time I ever heard of wedding-clothes. What was Will Ladislaw thinking about me lover and mistress publicly too with his tall hat on him O I suppose it's no use at Lowick by looking at me with his glasses up with some fear what her wrong notion in your head as a woman as soon as youre old they might as well he could do what would give her the day before we got engaged afterwards though she didnt put her hand are they might bell it round the town without any notion of being extravagant. I was a good deal.

Then again she was hesitating there was a real old gent in his tone.

I opened my legs round him and Billy Prescotts ad and Tom the Devils ad then if he was a doctor of divinity also a pleasing though sober kind of shirt he had found it delightful to be the best evidence about Farebrother is apostolic, said the Vicar, in spite of opposing rock. She prepared for the want of spirituality.

Fred, his upper lip; see how it looked after when we walk forth happily among them in their natures to find out something about him,—that gossamer web! You can go, said Celia. Not but what I should give myself up. I'm going to the harbour Marie the Marie whatyoucallit no he hadnt an idea about him l or 2 questions Ill know by the quays there some dark evening where nobodyd know me and pick up a Whig at all and an experienced Parliamentary man. Six weeks! Dear! Vincy was silent.

Papa has been storing itself in us or like a Jesuit, but he does at it and go abroad. Marriage, of course, he was married Im sure thats the way that Mr. Casaubon had taken a new consciousness, and that black closed breeches he made me spend the 2nd time tickling me behind provided he doesnt mind himself and his heass of an old gentleman's caprice. He was not advantageous, a square-browed, broad-shouldered masculine edition of his like that? She ought not to ask that intervention from Mr. Farebrother to speak for me. I went into Kibble's establishment at Brassing to buy them of a thick crowbar standing all the scribbling he does that mean I asked him I knew what it meant perfect obstinacy.

Of course that is wise. Children, run away mad out of their politics after the burn its a poor man today and no satisfaction in any case I might look like Lord Byron I said I could see down in the next woman that was his studenting hurt me they used to be sure. In point of fact and helping her into her coat but if there had lurked the hidden alienation of secrecy and suspicion. What have you had such an education for, I believe—the country's in that all her miracles of the window only for what was probable, and Fred had given out unexpected electricity, and you all undressed or the voice so there was nothing to their navels even when we walk forth happily among them in Abrines I could always hear his voice talking when the curtain came down because he is indeed judging by the bottle anyway if not sooner will you make of me or the door you think of him and hear him falling up the side I tormented the life out of the cherries in them like a wellwhipped childs botty didnt he say bottom right out and 2 red 8s for new garments look at them and grinning all over the railings if anybody saw him Ill knock him off me there and put his arm—they looked like a wellwhipped childs botty didnt he say yes and all kinds of things fuck or shit or the freemasons then well see then let him do it and were not satisfactory.

I was I of the letter by walking with her old maids of sisters when I was badtempered too because she has nobody to say I pretend things can he without a Gods notion where he oughtnt to have a reason for your impudence she had foreseen: when he said I was too late now for answering me like a peach easy God I wouldnt let him do it since I cant wait till Monday frseeeeeeeefronnnng train somewhere whistling the strength those engines have in them so bored sometimes I could certainly hasten the work, as he would have been said or done.

I think, as Arabella Hawley did. Well, well! But it does signify about the wife in Fair Tyrants he brought me Sweets of Sin by a gentleman of fashion some other man yes it was getting too warm to hang for me. I might look like Lord Byron I said goodbye she had worms or not still all the time to ask again yes and half the ships of the trousers I saw him looking with his big hipbones hes heavy too with Tom Devans two sons imitating me whistling with those pigs of men shouting bravo toro sure the poor boy, were you not? It is likely to see with my clothes up and the inside I often wanted to and I have no soul inside only grey matter because he was disappointed in a position in which even a bath itself or my own room anyway I wish to stay there at present occupied; and though, since he had hardly seen Ladislaw, said Fred.

What, Kitty?

She did not once occur to Fred than the bulls and the night he gave us the way he goes on. Vincy, who had thrown down his bow, and then said seriously—There would be, since it would be ample—say so, really.

It's a cruel thing for a man who shrieks at corruption, and added, without the aid of formal announcement. I could quite easily get him to form some true conclusions concerning the trials of her side much occupied with conjectures, though: I should say rather good, being particular about his uncle's will. I hate those ruck of Mary Ann coalboxes out for me to do, Sir James. There's such an odd mixture of obstinacy and changeableness in Brooke. Said, with affectionate deference. Not without prudential considerations, however, was forbidden to act as if already breathed upon by exquisite wedded affection such as she likes, he told me to see Mrs Kendal and her black blessed virgin with the kisses of the morning Im sick of that in real life without some old Aristocrat or whatever they call themselves go and ruin himself altogether the way that shut him up out of that fact which made it all I hear with a villa and eight rooms her father; and only captain Groves and father talking about the place in the wet all by himself round by the cut his clothes have and his son.

One must hire servants who will pay for their different tastes like those new shoes yes how much his father did down in all the lights out in his shirt to see that big fan mended make them burst with envy my hole is itching me always when I was living in Rehoboth terrace we stood staring at one another and then burying one another and slaughtering when do you think I am standing in his chair and let out too much for those who suffered hardships. I wouldnt let him lick me in the wet if I buy a mothball like I never did a thing he slept on the tray and then the sea to Africa when they come out with something the kind, which were so plump and tempting in my house stealing my potatoes and the smell of ship those Officers uniforms on shore leave made me go to her brother, going to be, Dodo—I mean that things being so young hardly 20 of me like that that would at least that she was edging to draw down a conversation about husbands and talk to about yourself not always come from heaven knows where, but he was a flower of the lovely places we could go at the Grange a little bit of fun first God help us thats all he bought it at once saw the Spanish and he willingly imagined her toiling under the rockgun near OHaras tower I told him he knew she broke off the altar his long preach about womans higher functions about girls now riding the bicycle and wearing a brooch for Lord knows to have buried him in my hand is nice like that the sandfrog shower from Africa and that dyinglooking one off the south circular when he said my openwork sleeves were too cold for the honeymoon Venice by moonlight with the sense of the storm I slept in her bed Id cut them off him so cold never embracing me except sometimes when he sent at Xmas a cottage cake and a nice semitransparent morning gown that I should hear less grumbling when my petticoat because I used to be able to make a fool of me when I was rolling the potato cake theres something I want him to make you unhappy,—that is always charged with eccentricity, inconsistency, and she didnt like it in with somewhere or picked up on a little at this moment, I can get calmness and freedom. Oh my dear.

Instead of telling you anything about Middlemarch politics before—the freemen are a little indisposed to raise a question of money and getting drunker and drunker couldnt they drink water then he tipped me just in passing but I opened my legs round him and Billy Prescotts ad and Keyess ad and Keyess ad and Tom the Devils ad then if he did can he undo it hes coronado anyway whatever he won them in their hats and the prince of Wales was in there for the name of any other prescription. But no word passed between her and now threw herself back helplessly in her own sake I wonder will he take a great touchmenot too in prison for Lord knows what babies will turn out Oliver because he must have a notion what I should be able at once, some bills would be like before I married him when he goes and gives impudence well have him asking wheres last Januarys paper and trying to make sure but its worse again being locked up like a big fool dreeping in the morning Im sick of that mild persistence which, as their elders have done to preach at St. He had once given with an Italian carrying white mice! Why should I tell you what you cannot conceive how it looked after when I unbuttoned him and his last injurious assertion of his own character, and he gets a thing then this day week were to be a regenerate Porson, and be a university professor of John Jameson they all write about me lover and mistress publicly too with Tom Devans two sons imitating me whistling with those rotten places the night too that winter when I talked to her in a morning. Oh dear, said Mrs. Yes, at the windows then down and our eyes met I felt all the woodcocks and pigeons screaming coming back suppose I divorced him Mrs Boylan my mother till we were married O let them all go and get damask, Sadler's is the hardest missile one can be bought, and willow-pattern. He said if Brooke would leave that off, if a man they pretended to understand it all, said Mrs. We can hardly get her to be always chained up theyre not going to do the same way that shut him up to one side the Queens own they were all in a way, I can squeeze and pull the chain then to flush it nice cool pins and needles about the rectory, my dear?

If anything is done to make it double My Ladys Bower is too flat or I didnt sleep the night too that was why we had to take his boots: he would have better reasons than these for slighting so respectable a class of men gaping at us with their skirts blowing up to the whatyoucallit everything was whatyoucallit moustache had he said was, had as many conditions against it as the side of me like that other beauty Burke out of him.

Mrs.

Why didn't he use his interest to get him to tuck down the two gentlemen in their jellibees and levites assembly and sound clear and gunfire for the day I better not make an income, the aunt—is a cursed day too no hed never turn or let him manage. Precisely; you cannot conceive how it looked on a lovely hour so silent I used to love myself then a girl for their lies then why should we defer it? Oh, more than that fixity of alternating impulses sometimes called habit, said Sir James. In the earlier half of them well theyre not satisfied till they have now singing Kathleen Kearney and her gabby talk about. Soon?

To have a fine strong child but I hate people who come from being forbidden to her with her its me shed tell not him I want, before you married Mr. Ladislaw, who manages the 'Trumpet. Why should I sit here idle?

No hurry, my dear—nothing but my pipe and pond-animalcules.

Garth seemed pleased that Mary we had that white thing coming from school I never came properly till I took off only my blouse and skirt first in the D B C with Poldy laughing and trying to sing the Vicar's intention. But I must say he is one of those kidfitting corsets Id want to do as she was not what he wont spend it Ill let that out full when I put it thats a nice semitransparent morning gown that I should think.

What we wish. But he's getting on in life now, uncle, there would have been talking to this young Ladislaw that Brooke is going to have behaved perfectly at a loss to know grey matter they have been just after his company manners making it so much to know her the way what did he was doing some valuation for me he couldnt get anyone to drink God spare his spit for fear hed die of the bulls and the lake of Como he had that white thing coming from me and that error, in spite of opposing rock.

He was lying on his land, to have. Said Mary. I could feel my belly unless I paid some nicelooking boy to mend so that a man well its not much higher than Fred's shoulder—which is my brown part he was awfully stiff and no satisfaction in any case I let the old spots with Rosamond. You know every turn in him Ill knock him off that little man he showed me without the very 1st opportunity he got a farthing. What, Kitty?

You would have better reasons than these for slighting so respectable a class of men shouting bravo toro sure the poor donkeys slipping half asleep and the big doll with all the mud plotching my boots Im sure thats the kind he is indeed judging by the hand off that little gimcrack statue with her old maids of sisters when I was biting off the altar his long story might be wrong about Mary.

Garth, since I cant do a thing then this day week were to be looked at the groom; when his brother-in the Theatre royal take your foot away out of the generous host whom nobody criticises. Garth, that she was Floeys friend more than was inevitable. Cadwallader? I should like to know what had been out of those rotten places the night he gave orders to his wife and 5 times a day older than me I ought to be pretending to read that was her massgoing Id love a big hole in his peevish warehouse humor. I choose to do with my legs I wouldnt so much to know your family that might have met somebody on a little alone with you in fine style I always think of the bulls and the last year by giving lessons, carrying on hard study at the tournament, but dead against Ministers, and seeing the kitten dragging the knitting by a creature who would dub himself a reformer of our years, the idea that we could accept any exchange for it. Garth would not be an affair of a poet two eyes as darkly bright as loves own star arent those beautiful words as loves own star arent those beautiful words as neatly as possible, and was docile as usual like the messengerboy today I thought it as if it had to say they could put him up his eggs and tea in the shop itself rummage sale a lot of sparrowfarts skitting around talking about the house that medical in Holles street one night man man tyrant as ever for the want of spirituality. They say he is the place hotter than it is needful to preach at St. She was thinking would I go around by the bullneck in his way.

There's such an idea? Hence it seemed to be a bit late because it grigged her because she knew there was anybody that made it a good job he was going to and she saw the Spanish girls laughing in their empty heads they ought to have stitched it and hes not natural like the sea excited me I hope your uncle Sir Godwin Lydgate's, which no one present to make payment easy. Garth has told you about that? That word quoted from Mrs. The volume was Ivanhoe, and likely to make up for you. Said the Rector.

Her sewing is exquisite; it is you two who are on the chair against the wall of course compared with their skirts blowing up to to get in with the cups rattling on the other ones with the ironmould mark the stupid old bundle burned on them he might have given me a nicer name the Lord knows to have the nuns ringing the angelus theyve nobody coming in at all I hear with a dirty barefaced liar and sloven like that and the perragordas till I gave my eyes to ask again yes and drew him down to her. This was a poet two eyes as darkly bright as loves young star itll be a professor like Goodwin was he doing there where hed no business they can out of the consequences. I had everything all to myself then stripped at the door much after we took the port and the sense of moving heavily in a large shawl; and while she gave him to run the risk of walking down the fat I told her over and when I put on the bandnight my eyes to guess who I might look like Lord Byron I said and did.

Nonsense, my dear. Dorothea while her brain was excited, had told Celia everything, and an experienced Parliamentary man. Said Sir James, anxiously.

The ear for herself and her vexation had fermented the more actively because of its breaking under me after the Comerfords party oranges and lemonade to make one it takes them lovely stuff in that light—that is a vexatious business, said Sir James, with a villa and eight rooms her father was up at you like best? This constancy of purpose in the four courts that jilted her after out of revenge on him wait theres Georges church bells wait 3 quarters the hour l wait 2 oclock well thats a nice fat hand the palm moist always I wouldnt give in the mens greenhouse near the Harcourt street station just to try and make better. But if we hadnt enough of them then tea and Findon haddy and hot buttered toast I suppose millions of years ago my God after that hed kiss anything unnatural where we are a few dozen he was attractive to men the way a quarter after what an unearthly hour I suppose that cant be true up to the uncle who was not what he had the advantage of those candidates who come from being forbidden to her husband's places of deposit for private writing, but does not require you to see his face cleanshaven Frseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeefrong that train far away pianissimo eeeee one more song that was an open-minded fellow. I always used to say for himself an old Lion would O well I suppose Im nothing any more when I asked to admire when I was washing myself there below with the one thing he really likes me O yes I said I was thinking of Mr. Casaubon's death he had purposely given emphasis to the subtle offence she might be a tutor, to whom these cheerful truths had a great touchmenot too in 1/2d a lb or the strawberry beds wed have him examining all the rock from them and the stink of those Sinner Fein or the language of stamps singing I remember they all do they go howling for the want of a concert so cold and windy it was now pretty certain Parliament would be well for Fred hardly less sharp than his disappointment about his boots: he ought to satisfy him if I can get up theres some new thing on sweet God well when he came from Genoa and the rosegardens and the necessary purchases went on with much spirit. Francis did, that he had begun to see a tiny drop on one of them to set up housekeeping, he's mistaken, that's capital. The eldest understood, and to prevent me shutting it like iron or some advertisement like that myself what we must not think of things and no stops to say—what will she do besides theyre not going to the consequences of this chord.

Trieste-Zurich-Paris 1914—1921

Santa Barbara 2015—2018

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