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godza · 1 month

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im really intrugyed by the unexplored body snatcher angle in isekai. like (paranoia inducing)

there is someone in your body. they are piloting you like a flesh puppet. you cant do anything as they take control of your life. your family likes them better. your face doesnt feel like your own anymore, its not yours to move. you have to watch through what used to be your own eyes the complete change in your life. you know you werent perfect but you didnt deserve this. youre scared, but your grasp on your sense of self is slipping day by day. theres nothing to hold on to, its just your thoughts.

torn between whether or not its scarier to feel things or not. like the fear of not being in control vs being completely numb. the one inside the villainess did this trope but positively but i didnf like that story after the wider plot kicked the weird relationship betweem the original and possessor is way more interesting to me. i tend to like isekai stories that explore that dynamic more like tcf and dod. granted those are body swaps and not possession but its still really cool. unwanted disconnect from your body and all that, someone conpletely different taking the reins to steer you away or lead you to your demise. id say more but i have to sleep.

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sloppykyuu · 3 years

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Kitten stuff incoming

Issei is in uni and sometimes he brings home some classmates and some of them r woman and his kitten really doesnt mind but it happens frequently and they get along so well and they can move so freely while she has to hide her tail and her hears and whenever they're all out shes embarrassing him and whenever she does embarrasse him his classmates laugh a bit and it makes her so sad so whenever they come around she hides in the closet knowing she'll be alone cos Issei has to focus on his work and waits for them to leave but it's been so many months that his study group is coming over or them going out that it takes a heavy toll on his kitten and he dont really notice her change - neither does she but after being free for a few days he thought it would be nice to go out with his kitten and they do and hes enjoying it the entire time until he realizes that it's going too good cos normally she would've done something embarrassing but she hasn't all she did was check if her tail is still in the big sweater and if her ears look fake enough and right after gripping the bottom of her sweater trying to make sure she doesnt give herself the chance to touch anything and Issei is just confused to why nothing has happend yet and he keeps an eye out for her and hes confused to why she didn't start jumping when they saw the big help kitty statue she loves and why she isnt trying to steal the fish at the market and why she isnt asking him to buy cute pillows and plushies and when he asks her why she isnt as cheerful as usual all she says it that this it the new kitten and hes like "ah okay" but hes still suspicious but that was only the beginning even home she started to act rather strange she stopped running around naked, stopped trying to kill the birds and doesnt hump everything and whenever the study group is there is sits somewhere really quietly not saying a word and everyone thinks its weird which upsets her even more cos they already thought she was weird which embarrasses Issei but now that she thinks shes like them they still think shes weird and now Issei is even more embarrassed so from then kn his kitten spends more and more time in the closet and at one point he felt really helpless cos the "new" kitten is very different so he calls his three friends and asks them to bring their pet gf so she can talk to some friends and then they lock themself in the bedroom while Issei and the others sit in the living room talking about the problem and hours later when they have to leave again he asks them what she told them and they're left to tell him she barely said nothing only that shes a new kitten and Issei is so stressed now not understanding anything (◍•ᴗ•) I'll make another part about this so u dont need to come up with an ending lol also I didnf mean for making this so long im sorry but please write this forgive me

He doesn’t know when the ‘new kitten’ started but he’s not too sure he’s liking her or not. You don’t beg for a photo at every stop, or pick up the fish in the market and walk off, or pull him into stores and ask for the cute pillows. You just clutch onto his hand, and stop at any reflective surface to check your ears and tail. There’s just a glint of disappointment in your eyes and he’s not sure why, why you aren’t acting like yourself or laughing at his jokes like you used to but it makes his chest ache.

“You okay, kitten?” He asks when you stop for something to eat, sitting down on the benches in the park. He watches you nod, eating the food that sits in your lap. “You sure? You’ve been acting different.”

“This is the new me, new kitten.” You mumble the last part, scratching your nose. He gives a breathy huff before returning to his food, maybe you’re just sleepy.

But even after a long nap, that he had to pin your body to his so you’d cuddle with him, this ‘new kitten’ is still around. You sit cuddled on the couch in his big shirt and a pair of sweatpants. He can see you from where he sits at the table with his classmates, can see the almost empty look on your face. He can’t even bring himself to study because all he can do is watch you.

He’s brought out of his thoughts by a snicker next to him, “why she acting so weird today, like, weirder than normal?” He can tell you heard it, a slight droop in your ears and the way you slowly walk off to his room indicting so. He doesn’t see you for the rest of the night. Doesn’t even hear sniffles or whines from the bedroom, you’re just silent.

Even after the group left he’s still sitting on his couch alone, with his favorite show playing. There’s no naked kitten jumping around his apartment or humming sounds following loud purrs and moans. There’s nothing. Just him, the tv, and his worries. “Is everything okay, baby?” He tries when he goes to bed that night, but there’s nothing still, he’s almost thinks you’re not there but he can hear the slight shuffle.

He wakes up the next day to his closet still locked and bed empty. You’re not trying to kill the birds outside or playing with the toys in the living room, you’re still in the closet, doing god knows what.

He’s utterly helpless.

He called his friends in hope for some guidance, maybe their girlfriends can help his precious kitten because all he wants is to see her again. When they do show up, he feels relief flood him because if there’s anyone you trust taht jsnt him it’s these three.

But the moment they step out of the bedroom, he can feel his heart breaking, because no, you’re not even talking to them. There’s sadness laced in their features because you didn’t even respond to them poking your cheeks, didn’t hiss or swipe your claws at their attempts to annoy you, you just sat there back facing them.

#BRRRR OWOWOWO BUT I REALLY LIEK THIS LINDA ANGST KEKE #matsukawa x reader #matsukawa angst #matsukawa issei #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu angst #pea answers stuff #(◍•ᴗ•) anon #pea’s pet gfs

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sssordid · 7 years

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4 Aug 2am

u stopped being able to love me like u did before u couldnt love me the same way it couldnt be the same u had to leave and regardless of intention my heart still constantly feels like its going to explode it feels all these tingles of pain that if pulled hard enough will just make me collapse or cry i like reimagining my life i like being alone i like doing things and gaining new skills and meeting new people and liking random people but i still wish it was the past i dont want to get back with you or i cant imagine what that would look like but now i dont even know what any sort of relafionship or friendship with u is possible i hate how sad u could make me i hate how insecure i was/am i hate how it got codependent y i hate how u kept leaving the city and stopped talking to me and i would wait for u stupidly and i wanted to believe nothing would change i had so much faith and hope in our growth and i was so commited to us blooming i hate how much i loved you i dont hate you i hate how much it hurt i hate how i really wanted it not to hurt so i just kept hoping i kept trying i didnt want to lose you i hate that i felt suicidal when u didnt call me i hate that i was so depressed because you couldnt be fhere for me and you didnf tell me u just fucking left me u just left me when i needed you and i was stupid for asking u to save me i was stupid to depend on someone else because i know when im actually forced to be alone i always survive because i have noone else i have no choice but when i get used to or think someone else can help me i am so much weaker i hate that i would tell myself to stop being stupid and insecure because i thought rena was falling out of love with me i hate that i felt so blindsighted i hate how shocked i was i hate everything about my exisfence and i want to start again i want to properly start again

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