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[winchesterwhorehouse]

if you don’t know the context for that previous ask then you’ll feel the way I feel when you text me

makes sense

#akfjsjdhs am i that incoherent

[softlymaximoff]

I can be doing you 😏

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[r-r-raf]

I feel like Janus' possible cold blooded-ness could also be used in like. A metaphorical sense in fics where he falls for a light side. I'm sure it has, but like. I'm sleepy so you get this post about me talking about it and making no sense while doing so. I apologize in advance.

But anyways, whether or not someone hcs Janus as cold blooded or not doesn't entirely matte I think, because he is still grouped beneath the title of the "Dark Sides". And the word dark in this context can bring images of lonliness and shadows and cold, at least in my opinion. It can also give the impression of being tossed aside and dismissed, maybe even forgotten (which is sorta the case considering that Thomas didn't even know he. Existed). And all this is kinda obvious but like. Bear with me.

So. You have Janus, who grew up in the dark, hidden away from Thomas. He isn't alone, technically speaking. But one person, with a hypothetical second companion, isn't really. A lot. And I'm sure it must still feel very isolating to be kept away from the literal person you were created to exist because you are not "good".

So i feel like. It'd be obvious that he'd be drawn to the light. That he'd be curious about what it feels like, the warmth, and the brightness, and just. Everything. And once he catches a glimpse, a small feeling of the other's radiant light against his skin, i think it'd be easy to become addicted??? I don't think that's the right word, but like. Of course he'd want to feel it again, even if he knows he was never meant to receive it in the first place.

So it becomes a sorta like. Longing for it, and not knowing exactly what it is at first. And maybe he chases after it subconsciously at times, and others he resigns and tries to accept that no. He can't have it. It isn't his. It isn't for him.

And furthermore, this could also explain why he was, perhaps, close to Virgil. Because even if he didn't see it, he knew that there was some of that light in him. That there was a spark of something there, like a flickering flame of a candle.

and just. Idk. I started thinking about it and. This exists now. It's definitely not anything new or groundbreaking or anything but like. Let me have fun talking about ~metaphors~ or whatever skfjsbd.

#Raf's rambles #might delete this later #but #idk #lafksbdba #does this come off as pretentious?? #im sorry if ir does #im just an English nerd i swear #although #i guess thats a synonym for pretentious #akfjsjdh #anyways #i apologize again #because its kinda all over the place #but ehhhhh #what can ya do

[usami-ichigo]

*raises hand aggressive af* 12, 30, n 40 pls

EW NOT THE NON DOMINANT HAND AKFJSJDHS MY NAME LOOKS SO CRUNCHY WHAT 💀💀

Star idk if I’ve told u but I get really happy every time I text a chat I’m in with u because ur respoinses are always so fun. Like u always seem so happy to talk to me and it makes me feel important 😭😭😭💕

#bunny’s moots 💕 #Star 💫✨ #asks #ask game #bunny’s asks #star u make me feel like someone actually wants to talk to me 😭💕 #bad handwriting part threee

[r-r-raf]

Cookie is actually the cutest thing in the entire damn world and I would kill for her

I agree but pls don't go to jail for my dog akfjsjdh