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indelibleevidence · 1 year

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Hey! I have seen your fanfiction questions post and I would love to hear about #1 and #9 for Damaged Goods, if you feel like it ( tbh, I would love to hear anything you want to share about this fic 🙈) . I'm Eldaranel on AO3 btw, so my comment that I have a lot of thoughts about this story still very much stands 😁

Thank you !!

Oh, hey! I didn't know that was you, thank you again for caring about my incredibly niche little playground! ❤ I'm just sorry it took me so long to respond to your comments - I get them to my email inbox, but since I don't really go on AO3 much, I go, 'Must respond to that next time I log in!' and then don't update anything for months, and forget all about it until I finally have something to post, and see the comments in my AO3 inbox. *cringe* But I am SO happy you enjoyed my Remi - she's a complete mess of anger and regret, but I love her.

1) What made you write the fic this way?

It was supposed to be a one-shot! 🤦‍♀️I just watched Kurt and Remi in 4x07, and I found their chemistry just mind-blowingly amazing. That 'we're not dead' after Remi was clinging to Kurt for dear life, and knowing that season 3 had a moment just like it where Jane confessed that disarming bombs was 'kinda hot' - something in my brain just seized on that and hasn't let it go since.

So I wanted an excuse for Reller to have sex - that was the reason I started it - but it wouldn't have made sense without both characters having semi-plausible reasons for doing so, so by the time I actually got to the smut, I was already four or five chapters in. By the time I'd written that, canon had gotten to the magical return of Jane, which was incredibly disappointing to me, since I (and many other people in the Tumblr fandom) had been anticipating what would happen as Remi gradually got her Jane memories back, the same way way Jane remembered flashes of her old life as Remi in the first three seasons. So that was when the fic went from 'changed a couple of canon details' to '4x08 and 4x09 never happened, and Remi cured herself and vanished'.

From there I had to get Reller in contact again (because more smut needed to happen, obviously), but I've always had the headcanon that Remi would never have gotten on board with Shepherd's plan if there'd been nukes involved. After all, she saw an entire village destroyed by the US military because they were trying to obliterate her - the injustice of that was what sent her back to Shepherd. So I think Remi would only have agreed to a plan to take out the government, with a few unavoidable civillian casualties, but not the widespread devastation of Phase Two as it almost came to pass. Shepherd losing both of her children to ZIP made her even more twisted, and the nukes were a late-stage addition to Phase Two (at least, this is how I interpret canon).

The idea that Kurt's image of what Remi was capable of might be distorted - that he'd think she was unbothered by the idea of nuking the entire East Coast - was really intetesting to me, and how he'd battle his disgust for what she was willing to do, and what she HAD done to his family by posing as Taylor Shaw. Balancing against that, his love for Jane and his need to get his wife back, and the realisation that Remi had good qualities as well as bad, and that her hatred of him was a defense mechanism, as much as it was based on what he'd helped Jane do to her life.

Basically I wanted them to both realise they were wrong about each other, and to find ways to very slowly fall in love again, despite so many misunderstandings and preconceptions, and getting past those wrong assumptions.

...I just didn't realise that it would grow into such a monster epic in my brain, and by the time I realised the ideas had gone from snowball to avalanche, and this would be an overly complex series of fics with hundreds of thousands of words overall, the show was over, and most of the fans had drifted off to other things. I've got disabilities that make fic writing a far more exhausting process than it used to be, and it seemed like most people preferred Jane over Remi anyway, so I decided it wasn't really worth putting hundreds of hours into writing the whole series, when I could just daydream the scenes in my brain. But I knew a small number of people were interested, so I turned my notes into paragraphs for them to get at least a little bit of an idea of where I'd been planning to go.

Then along came @nachosncheeze, and she went totally nuts over my Rellerverse (in the best way), so I showed her the small mid-scene snippet I'd put down in proper fic format from the end of the arc, where Kurt realises that it's Remi he wants in his life, not just the part of her that's Jane-y. And she loved it, and fed all my plot bunnies with carrot-flavour steroids, so I decided to write the rest of that angst-fest of a story, despite the three or four fics in the middle (after Crossroads) that I'd skipped. That's about 12k words now, but I haven't posted any of it yet. It's closer to finished than not, though! I'm slowly getting there. I just don't want to start posting another unfinished WIP, since I already have six or seven.

9) Were there any alternate versions of the fic?

Some small changes - like I was going to have Kurt handcuff himself to Remi while she slept off her migraine in Strikethrough - so that she wouldn't be able to tell him to go fuck himself and then storm out, when he tried to persuade her to stick around and pretend to be Jane. But I couldn't make it work with the mercenary battle I'd planned, so I scrapped it. I do really like the idea of Reller cuffed to each other, though. 😁

#fic meme #ask response

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funkyfreshfag · 1 year

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I posted 9,461 times in 2022

That's 1,226 more posts than 2021!

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I tagged 1,959 of my posts in 2022

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#dc - 235 posts

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Longest Tag: 131 characters

#love how they brought it back again and i had it switched off before and then realised they’d swirched it back on for me again?????

My Top Posts in 2022:

on my way to steal tay’s gender

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nothing will be so funny to me as ryan begara holding up that creepy ventriloquist doll in the middle of the hallway and going “is this your king?”

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dc characters assigned queer by just being in proximity to damian wayne has to be the funniest shit dnfnfn

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eurovision 2022 theme: man whore

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My #1 post of 2022

DESTROY AMATONORMATIVITY.

Design I did earlier this year with the idea of doing something symbolic around breaking Cupid’s bow and arrow & amatonormativity.

IG: @/robyngstw

(please click on the image as we all know tumblr ruins the quality of images on the dash 🤡)

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archived-miraculous-belgium · 5 years

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Do you have any hero friends? Or ones you look up to

“Well, I’m not really in a ‘team’ with anyone. I just got my miraculous about three months ago so I haven’t been around long enough to form a team with anyone. But I’ve worked together with Macareux and Liliad before!”

“And as to who I admire, it probably doesn’t come as a surprise but the heroes who I admire…”

“…are Togos Od and El Zorro! They were the first heroes I ever saw in action. I was amazed how people could be so brave as to fight the akumas and since then I’ve really looked up to them!”

Mentioned: @ask-miraculous-romania, @ask-miraculous-nyoiceland, @ask-miraculous-nyomongolia, @ask-miraculous-nyohonduras

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twiddlebirdlet · 6 years

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About inside info and anons

I don’t think that people just try to get information but there is a need to fill the blanks, principally in 2016, when Chris had a behaviour that didn’t seem to fit on how he dealed with his private life and was with someone who seemed to contradicted the public persona he built and what he used to say was important for him. Part of his fans were lost, because honesty always seemed to be a quality of him and just that time many realised how he plays and pretty well, the HW game. No shade on that. I believe that every actor has to deal with some level of fakeness, not only for the sake of the promotion of films and to get work but to protect themselves.

Some fans will always agree and defend whatever the fave does and will attack anyone that tries to show that there are cracks on the image or on the person. They refuse to admit that the fave is human and has potential for doing shitty things as much as any of us do. They need to put that person on a pedestal and mix them with treats that they would like the fave to have. It’s a hell of enabling behaviour for the fave IMO.

Others fans will try to destroy the fave because he did sth that has the potential to break the pink/heart eyes glasses that they used to see them, even if it was not sth so serious compared to what the rest of HW does. In the middle there will be the ones that will be disappointed but that will try to reason a little bit and see that the fave can f*ck up. Those will choose to stay or leave, depending on what the fave did, but in the end, they will be attacked by both other sides.

For me, for example, it’s difficult believing in any anon tea that puts Chris as a victim or as someone who was not responsible as well for what happened in 2016 and 2017 and was just deceived. I have difficult to see JS as the only one to blame and him as this really decent guy who was easily outplayed by the thirsty “funny” girl. I can see her as someone who was exorcizing her high school ghosts, I can see her as manipulative and that she clung to Chris like her life depended on it, but he let that happen and put himself on that situation. Twice, by the way. Even if some believe that round 2 was not a round, for me it was enough to have her around and post videos with her voice for a major side eye from me. I don’t buy the story “he was eager to get rid of her, he didn’t care at all about jer” and i can’t buy the story “that was a fairy tale and they really, really loved each other”. I believe that there were 2 people who did what they wanted to do, didn’t care for the consequences, tried to clean the mess with PR but one of them left traces of everything and couldn’t shut her mouth and the relationship blowed up because she couldn’t handle the pressure and the relationship was not built in a strong base, but on lust, just a having a good time and maybe some substances that can impair the common sense. Maybe when the time to spend time together as sober adults came, things were not so interesting and fun.

In the end, all these 2/3 last years were helpfull to make me realise that it doesn’t matter how many interviews we watch, how many films we see. We don’t know them. We can’t say that they would never do this or that, because we are not even capable to say that about the ones with who we deal in the real world.

I don’t know what the anon sent for other blog that made them be bullied, but i guess it will depend of who gets the message. If it fits on what they want to believe, it will be well received. If it doesn’t, they will attack the messager. I guess that part of the fandom that wasn’t ok with the relationship needed to believe that Chris was being held hostage and the part of the fandom who was ok with it, needed to believe it was a soul mate encounter and a match made in heaven. She had to be perfect, because he is perfect. I believe that the truth were far from these opposite sides, but that’s just my opinion and I will never attack anyone that doesn’t agree with me. We are talking about celebs, not about serious topics, where that has to be a right and a wrong side. We will never know all the details and even if the side who has a big mouth decides to talk, we already know her words mean nothing.

I don’t know if the anon will want to share, but what they sent in the past that made them be attacked? Of course if the mood is ok with sharing it if the anon decides to do it and if the other anons behave if the info doesn’t match with what they believe that happened.

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Thanks, Anon!

I think I’ve said before that whenever we get info from people claiming to be close to Chris, we have to remember that they too have a certain perspective. They aren’t journalists. They’re not committed to finding “both sides” of a story, and are going to be coming from a singular perspective. If they’re close to Chris like they say they are (and again, take that for what you will), then they’re probably going to be pro-Chris biased in their approach. That would make sense. It doesn’t make their information less credible because it’s biased, it just means they probably got their information from a Chris aligned source.

Of course, it could all be not true, but that’s the nature of all this. It’s tumblr. No one is going to send receipts. The only receipts we’ll ever get is if what they said in the past turns out to be true, and that happens on multiple occasions.

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jeanmoreaux · 6 years

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Hello, do you mind give me an advice? Because i sometimes feel i have to fit certain aesthetic to be noticed by other tumblrs. Also idc about follower count, but when i see people being close to their goals and reaching it in like a few days i feel insecure since i can reach it after months. I want to enjoy tumblr and make content, but this weird feeling of not being popular enough destroys my creativity so idk how should i see it? Because i wanna be true to myself, but in the same way idk.

This turned out longer than i originally planned :,,) well, if you care about my tumblr experience or my opinions on follower counts, notes and tumblr popularity/fame feel free to click the keep reading thingy:D

Hi there, honey! Tbh, i have been think about this ask a great deal since i saw it in my inbox, because i am quite sure you’re not the only one struggling with this.

So many blogger focus a lot of their attention on their follower count. in general, the attitude high follower count = high quality/good blog is widely spread on this website. This is, in my opinion, an absolutely foolish mindset. Followers don’t say anything about a blog! Same with edits; many notes does not equal good post… many users pay too much attention to these numbers and that’s why they start to feel bad when their blog/edit doesn’t take of right away. It’s sad tbh, because it discourages so many who have wonderful blogs!!! ((LIKE YOU!!! I LOVE YOUR BLOG♡)) I won’t exclude myself from his phenomenon… I found myself in a quite similar situation a few months ago. I felt like i had to fit a certain image and continuously gain a huge amount of followers and have lots of notes on my posts. When my follower count stagnated i felt like I was doing something wrong. I was frustrated to see my blog “dying”! as a consequence, i barely spend time on tumblr anymore, i stopped editing regularly and i fell into inactivity in general. why bother with tumblr when no one cares anyways, right? WRONG! i realised (through several cute (anon) messages among other things) that the people who decided to hit the follow button did care, and i cared about them. There were people who said that i made them smile with a comment, that i made their day with an edit, that they enjoyed my presence on my dash, and somehow these messages motivated me. I remembered why i even logged into tumblr in the first place; i wanted to fangirl and share my love for certain fictional and non-fictional people. apparently, so did my pool of followers! i didn’t sign up for some kind of tumblr fame.Quite honestly, most “tumblr fame” is a matter of luck and “connections” to other popular bloggers and not really one of talent. (kind of a disclaimer: i don’t want to overgeneralize. there are definitely certain extremely talented and lovely people who deserve all the attention and “tumblr fame” they get, but there are also enough mediocre people who just were luck to post the right thing at the right time or to be friends with the right people. Don’t get me wrong, there is nothing wrong with that! it’s just that others would deserve more attention. I see so many skilled, talented, rather small bloggers being ignored while others are hyped for no apparent reason at all.) I think this definitely feeds into many people’s discouragement as well. so basically, what i am saying is that followers and notes are not something you have any control over. sure, you can influence it (by putting healthy (not obsessive) effort into your blog/edits), but lots of it is just pure luck.when thinking about how i want to continue on here, even contemplating to delete my blog, i came to the shocking conclusion that i did not run this blog for my own entertainment anymore but for others. I wanted to be accepted and liked. I posted edits of things i didn’t really care about, just for the notes. I tried to please everyone else and totally forgot to please myself first. I cared more about followers and notes than i ever intended to when i started this blog. my self-worth highly depended on these numbers… tumblr felt more like a profession than a hobby. my brain was like tumblr blog isn’t on a peak = you’re shit (i knew this was totally unhealthy and irrational and i knew that i couldn’t continue going on like this, not without risking my mental well-being. things needed to change…)so i tried to shove my negative and self-conscious mindset out of my head and focus on the things i could influence: the way i treated people on here and the content i posted. I tried to meet every user with respect and understanding, no matter the situation. I started to edit and post for my on pleasure and not to please others. i gave up on keeping up a consistent aesthetic. and tbh, i felt way better when i started putting myself first! I felt like i was doing tumblr for my own pleasure again. logging into tumblr became more of self-care again rather than some twisted self-destruction. I started to care less about followers. i realized i rather have a smaller amount of devoted followers that dribble in slowly than putting all my energy into gaining 20′000+ followers who don’t care for anything i actually like and only follow me bc i am some sort of “popular blog”. ((side note: popularity on tumblr is super overrated, especially in fandoms. so many of these big blogger feel like they can treat their followers however they like. all the nasty things i have seen………))However, this does not mean i am totally immune to the states and figures of my blog now! even though i care less about followers i still care a shit tone too much about notes (i am working on it tho, i am trying XD)

so my advice to you is: keep true to yourself! don’t feel pressured to be aesthetic or popular. don’t make tumblr a “profession”, make sure it always stays fun. don’t do things just bc they’re popular. don’t let this website control your mood. don’t make followers and notes your main priority bc in the end they mean nothing if they make you feel bad. In the end, it only matter how you feel about your blog and your content. and most importantly:

DON’T RISK YOUR MENTAL HEALTH OR HAPPINESS FOR SOME NUMBERS ON A SCREEN!

#rip this is so focused on me i am sorry #i hope you can take something away from my experience #also:#coherence? what is coherence???#this is probably full of errors #i am so tired uni is kicking my ass #i put so much time into this ask #idk maybe read it? so it wasn't for nothing XD #or don't #it was freeing to finally get these thoughts out of my head and onto my dash #julianlavelle #answer #faq #mish rambles #bc i sure as hell do

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cold-empire · 7 years

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OOC - oh dear...

What I said: So what, this blog you are apparently 27. But as Mia the Demigod you are 13. How's about you stop lying and change it to 13 like your supposed to and if you're smutting with adults again I'd advise you to stop. Incase you forgot again you are a minor and you are not supposed to Rp that shit. Especially with adults and if you're telling them you're 27 mate you are digging yourself a hole. A big fuckin hole. Why is lying the only thing you're good at? Oh and your OOC impersonations 😂

Sorry but I'm brutally honest.

Right... I never said you weren't female or anything about your hair so you're trippin. You don't talk like a 27 year old, you speak like Mia. And if you supposedly aren't Mia the demigod then what is this doing on your blog?

That ain't no reblog and that quite plainly says Mia the demigod so unless you are blind or just that fucking stupid I'd advise you stop lying because as I said in my earlier question, you are digging yourself a bigger hole.

Alright now I don't see how posing as a 27 year old is going to get you anywhere and is achieving anything. Unless of course you're lying so you can smut. Again. It's illegal. Did you forget? Are you ignorant and think nothing will ever happen? I take it you know only the adult will get in trouble and don't care about that, only yourself.

And it's a weird thing this, you've got blonde hair, wear glasses and stuff, so who the fuck is this?

Cause that ain't you. So whose image did you steal just for this blog? This is you, is it not?

I'm sure the persons image you've stolen wouldn't appreciate being represented by a moron like you. Just letting you know.

And you do realise you have destroyed most of the DBZ fandom right, a lot of people hate it because of the shit you send around as a shitty anon. I know you're gonna say it wasn't you and I don't care for your shit excuses that you've got bipolar or depression. That isn't an excuse. Telling people to kill themselves like you did me is not ok.

Remember this? When I was still Coolers-Twin-Sister?

Comparing ships to one another is not ok. Saying anything hateful about people's characters and shit is not ok! Are we clear? But I'm sure you won't stop anyway because you probably want to destroy the whole Rping part of the DBZ fandom.

You've ruined Tumblr for so many people, including me, I got rid of my original blog mainly because of you, and me and so many others have lost their drive to Rp here because if it happens to be someone you want to Rp with and they don't Rp with you, you're going to start causing some shit. As usual. People have the right to chose who they will or won't Rp with. You don't have any right to disagree or argue with them and furthermore send hate because they're not doing things you want.

(Soz about potato quality)

That person who replied to you, Jinx, was way too nice with how they responded. You certainly don't have the right to guilt trip and attention seek. If you really didn't care you wouldn't of sent it.

Classic Mia right here with the fuck you! If you’ve ever seen her OOC posts on the Mia blog you know how she speaks. And can you stop talking about your hair when I didn't even talk about your hair and you're just trying to change the subject, and it's not like the picture is even you anyway. That's nice that BOOV offends you and what's nicer is you don't even have the balls to answer my question, you could only answer it in my asks.

Oh and what's this I can't tag you now because you blocked me, that's cute. Pathetic little bitch...

To the other people reading this and those who take Mia's side. Please I welcome your messages, say whatever you like but just know this is the truth and this crap that she has been doing has been going on for far too long. And I'm really keen to hear how you will try and say those things are ok.

Cringeworthy smut below written by Mia. Incase you needed some evidence that she does write smut. Really shittily tho. Don’t look if you don’t want to see smut.

please stop

#smut under the cut #ffs #hexnicki #mia the demigod #have more shit i could say but i won't for now #stop fuckin lyin'#stop writing smut #you're 13

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