#and can kill if provoked

[comradekatara]

modern au katara reads books “for fun” that are “engaging” and “enjoyable” and sokka (big finnegan’s wake head) is like “weak. i only read books that exacerbate my suicidal tendencies”

#i too only ever want to read books i find enjoyable fwiw but because i find most pop lit unbearable i do sound like sokka to people #who do not understand that reading shakespeare to me is like comfort food #sokkas hobbies much like everything else are filled with self inflicted struggle and anguish #he only wants to read the densest least acceissble literature (fiction & nonfiction) he can get his hands on #if he’s not in pain when ostensibly reading for pleasure then something is WRONG #modern au #katara #sokka #katara&sokka #i do think katara is also a big reader though #she’ll read anything and everything #nonfiction romance sff ‘classics’ etc etc #but then sokka is like ‘well audiobooks are cheating. actually’ #and she throws a rock at his head killing him instantly #(he doesn’t even believe that bc he reads aloud to toph constantly he just wanted to provoke her into throwing a rock at his head.)

[feroluce]

Lucid Dreamer (1/2)

part 2

Gepard notices that it's been. Quiet lately. Like weirdly quiet. TOO quiet. He hasn't seen Sampo Koski in almost a week, which is about the longest he's ever been absent. And he is NOT worried. He's not! So what if they've been getting along more lately! So what if Gepard sometimes looks for him in his favorite hiding places! So what if he's been dreaming about blue hair and green eyes! It's nothing!!

But they're….strange, these dreams. Gepard doesn't usually remember what he's dreamt. It's out of his mind seconds within waking up. But these stick with him, they won't leave him be, they feel different somehow.

He dreams of Sampo bringing food to the frontlines and eating breakfast in his tent with him. Sampo always sneaks him extras. He dreams of chasing Sampo through the alleyways, Sampo sometimes letting himself be caught, Gepard sometimes catching him, and trying to ignore how it feels more like a game now more than anything else. He even dreams that Sampo tags along with him on one of his few civilian days. Sampo runs errands with him, prattles about inane bullshit while Gepard picks out groceries for the week, drags Gepard into some bakery he's never been to but he thinks Serval mentioned once.

And sometimes, it feels so close to reality, that Gepard half expects to see Sampo, shamelessly swaggering into the frontlines with all the guards' breakfast like his wanted poster wasn't only recently taken off the walls of Belobog. He's disappointed when it's always someone else instead. He tells himself his disappointment is ridiculous and if Sampo wants to go prowl around the Snow Plains or wherever he is, then fine. It's not any of his business.

…But it IS his job to investigate any unusual criminal activity relating to the frontlines. And the frontlines are Sampo's usual haunting grounds, and this is unusual activity, and Sampo IS technically a criminal, so it is absolutely part of his duty to look into this - is what Gepard tells himself the entire tram ride down into the Underground.

Natasha tells him he's gone, and Gepard has to steel himself. He knew Sampo made enemies wherever he went, there are a lot of people who would love his head on a platter, but he didn't think-

Natasha corrects him that she means literally gone. As in off-planet. Sampo always leaves her a note before he goes anywhere, so she knows not to expect any supply runs from him. He should be back in exactly two weeks. Thank the Preservation.

Gepard goes back home. He waits.

The uneasiness doesn't leave him.

"Where did you go?" Sampo stops dead in the middle of some story about Seele, and how you'd think someone with as blunt a mouth as her wouldn't have so much trouble asking a woman out, even if that woman IS the Supreme Guardian, and stares at him. He nearly fumbles his cigarette.

"Ahaha, what do you mean, I'm right here?" Sampo smiles at him the same way he always does. Gepard has no idea why he asked. It just popped out. He can never tell when Sampo is lying, anyway.

"I don't know. I feel like I haven't seen you in a long time." Gepard idly mouths at his own cigarette. He almost never smokes, but he wants to ration their stocks of Blizzard Immunity, and it helps with the cold. It's seemed colder lately, for some reason.

Gepard flicks his lighter once, twice, sighs at the third time because a metal prosthetic and thick gloves make the damn things so difficult. Sampo reaches over and wordlessly kisses the end of his cigarette to Gepard's, lighting it. "Thank you."

Nothing happens for almost a full 30 seconds. Something churns behind Gepard's ribcage. Because Sampo never leaves a "thank you" hanging. This is the part where he gives his spiel about how helpful and kind he is and Gepard either brings up how long his rap sheet was before Bronya helped clear his name, or just stares deadpan because seeing Sampo squirm is weirdly satisfying.

"…I'll be back in one more week."

Gepard jolts awake in his cot, mouth dry and eyes bleary.

The hell.

The next dream he has, Sampo looks tired. Sometimes he seems normal. Sometimes he says strange things, like how he wishes he'd gone to some restaurant in Belobog. Ate his favorite food more recently. Brought something with him. Gepard asks why he can't do that now. Where would he bring something? Sampo only shrugs. His rebuttals have less energy.

Gepard doesn't know if he wants to dream more, or less.

He ticks down the days on his calendar. Natasha hasn't told him any different. She promised she would if she got any kind of message. Sampo returns tomorrow, from whatever vacation or seedy business dealings he's been off having. He is not excited about it. He is not looking forward to it. He's not!!

Gepard falls asleep late that night, unable to settle. He dreams again.

He's alone. There are tons of people everywhere, the frontlines are always crowded. But he's alone. They all pass right by him as though he were a ghost. Gepard starts to walk before he realizes his feet are even moving.

He checks the trashcans in the dead end alley. He checks the supply crates that someone always stacks too high because they don't feel like finding more space for them. He pauses to check the soldiers that march past him, watching their footprints in the snow.

He finally finds Sampo on the rooftop along the northernmost wall, the one that looks out over the plains, towards Everwinter Hill, towards where the Stellaron had once been kept. With a full moon and an entire land of white snow, Gepard can almost see clear out to the horizon.

"Found you." Sampo stiffens, and Gepard is almost prepared for him to sprint off the roof. He doesn't. But he doesn't relax either. Gepard sits down next to him and stares out at the wastelands.

"…I fucked up." It wasn't what Gepard had been expecting. Sampo never 'fucks up,' Sampo just gets into incidents that are entirely, supposedly, not his fault and that he just happens to always be within the vicinity of.

"What did you do now?" It must be really bad if Sampo is coming to the Silvermanes for protection.

Instead, Sampo ignores his question completely. "See out over there? Right on the other side of that mountain. There's a safe house that way. It's hidden under a lot of snow and dead trees, but it's there. And in that safe house is a box full of letters. I need you to deliver those letters for me."

Gepard's brow furrows. It's a weird favor to ask. Sampo would never tell anyone where his hidden safehouses were. It defeated the whole purpose of a hidden safe house.

Something is wrong, something is really really wrong.

Gepard turns back to look at him again and startles, all of his questions dying in his throat, because the entire left side of Sampo's head is suddenly matted down, dark and sticky, his skin is dyed red red red-

"In three more months, there's gonna be something big happening." Gepard grabs Sampo's hand and it feels slick and warm against his palm. "I won't be here. So I need you to do my end of things for me." Gepard tries to keep hold, but something is fading, something is slowing, the sun is coming up but the colors are all wrong, everything feels like encroaching fog, Sampo's hand slides right through his. "I was gonna come back with my mask to finish setting the stage, but…" Gepard makes a frantic grab for Sampo's wrist, the air twists, he comes back empty-handed. "They have you. And you're the Iron Wall of Belobog. So it'll be ok."

Gepard finally manages to find his grip, snatches the front of Sampo's dark wet jacket and yanks him forward to hold onto him, and this close up, he can see it better, his colors are bleaching out, leaking outside the lines as if Sampo will become part of the background, as if he's fading into the strange fog that's been closing in on them. His fingers are already starting to feel empty again.

"Wake up."

Gepard jolts awake, uncurls his hands from where they're fisted in the blanket, scrubs the dampness off his face. Breathes. Breathes. Breathes. Today is supposed to be the day.

He throws on his civilian clothes, and he goes down to the shipyard the IPC had built. He finds a spot where he can see every person that returns to Belobog, and he waits.

And he waits and he waits and he waits.

No one he recognizes appears.

#sampard #gepo #hsr gepard #hsr sampo #gepard landau #sampo koski #honkai star rail #hsr #blood #my fics #lucid dreamer #there was more to this but it didn't feel right included here so part 2 tomorrow maybe? #I just think Penacony being the land of dreams presents some FASCINATING possibilities like showing up in other people's dreams #the end of masquerade duet killed me just beat me dead #Sampo going through all this trouble just to protect Belobog... #poor Ray got such an earful that night haha #In the Penacony dreamscape someone can change their appearance however they want but I think in this case where one of the dreamers AREN'T- #-on Penacony it would take more concentration to keep that illusion up #and if someone were say. hurt and badly bleeding. it would start to fall apart eventually as they lost their concentration. #but oh my heart #Sampo being away and missing Belobog so badly he shows up in his friends' dreams just to do the same mundane shit they always do... #He probably showed up to everyone #he sat around and kept Natasha company in her clinic. he pestered Seele until he provoked her into asking Bronya on a date. #he played one last song with Pela and Serval. he told them he'd always kept his old bass guitar. #he took Hook out on one last joyride on his scooter and he even let her sit up front and steer like she'd always wanted. #and he stood around to shoot the shit with Gepard #he got to go do things like run domestic errands together with him. as if they could have been something more than what they were at the en #it was nice to get the chance to do all that #it was nice

[fleshdyke]

i know its a joke but my autistic brain is going wild at that raccoon vs goose post. why would u ever take a raccoon in a fight over a goose. geese are mean sure but theyre FINE like theyre not really gonna do much damage. the most you’ll get from a goose attack is like a bruise and MAYBE a small cut if it claws you on a spot with no clothes covering skin. the most you’ll get from a raccoon attack is rabies and die

#remember: healthy raccoons never attack unless provoked. if you’re going into a wild raccoon den and you get attacked its kind of on you. #but if one comes out of nowhere and starts attacking you that is probably a rabid animal or at least has some other serious disease #because they do NOT do that normally #healthy geese will readily attack if you get too close to their nesting sites or their chicks bc they’re very protective parents #you can literally throw geese. the only thing they have to grab you with is their beak. yes they can fly at you but they have basically a #handle you can grab. their big fucking neck. once you grab their neck (easy) you can literally throw them away #and theyll back down bc it’s a display of power. but you should run away anyways #geese aren’t really gonna carry anything that will hurt you. bird flu doesn’t affect humans (although it does become an issue if you have #pets bc it can kill cats and dogs) but raccoons carry rabies which is 100% fatal #also raccoons are a lot harder to grab and get away from bc they’re faster than you think #raccoons can run up to 25 km/h. the high average of a human’s running speed is 13 km/h #dont risk it babe. as soon as you become symptomatic for rabies you’re dead #i am 100% putting way too much thought and energy into this. however i am autistic #rambles

[dirtytransmasc]

I think a lot of TB fans are mad that Alicent is "morally grey" in the way the wish Rhaenyra was, and that she's still doing "morally grey" better than her anyway, despite being a lot less morally grey and a lot more morally... fucked over and backed into a corner where she has to to do morally questionable things to keep her and her children alive... but I digress. I think they hate that Alicent is everything that they preach about when talking about Rhaenyra, while they shit on her with the very next breath.

this isn't even to say that Rhaenyra isn't morally grey, or that being morally grey makes her unlikable. she is, very truly, a morally grey character, and she can be very interesting when viewed as a flawed character with flawed decisions that aren't the best.

this also isn't to say Alicent's perfect, it's to say her hand being forced left and right, being made into a wounded animal that snaps at any hand that comes near it after years of being alone, hurting, neglected, and used, makes her a whole lot more complicated and morally less than grey.

#I don't think alicent is morally grey #I think she's morally complicated #and thats what a lot of Rhaenyra fans try and fool themselves into thinking Rhaenyra is #one has actively maimed murdered and walked over barely cooled corpses to get what she wants #hurt those around her to uphold her lies #the other tried to keep her children alive while causing as little hsrm as possible to a woman she fears may kill her children had she #become queen. not to mention most of her “wrong doings” were forced from her hand by the men in power around her and miniscule compared to #Rhaenyra's/TBs #very different situations #ones morally grey the other is morally screwed over left and right #anti team black #anti team black fans #anti rhaenyra targaryen #pro team green #pro alicent hightower #alicent hightower #she was trying to survive and keep her kids alive man #I can list on one hand all of her truthfully “wrong” actions snd even then they dont compare to nyra #9 times out of 10 she was a bit 'bitchy' and people try snd skin her for that #but again. nyra provoked that anger years ago when she treated Alicent the exact same way

[sheirukitriesfandom]

Gotta say I love watching those adventure shows with my parents. It's like:

TV: "They'll be swimming with sharks 😱😱😱"

TV: *Shows sharks*

Parents, both divers: "Aww, they're nurse sharks. They're basically pets 🤗."

#Yes even nurse sharks can bit but they don't pray on human sized animals so unless you provoke them #You'll be fine #Heck an angry cow is probably more likely to kill you than a nurse shark will ever be #For the record: nurse sharks mostly feed on mollusks crabs and the occasional fish #*bite #*prey

[artsymyargentavislove]

Thunder on earth

Meet Kentrotholus!

I'm back to my Godzilla phase and ya'll will pay for it XDDD

Stegos are very neat, such powerhouses!

I'm in the mood for his controller being an actual paleontologist that, after being held hostage at a digging site and having to witness Klipse just carelessly DESECRATING brittle, delicate dinosaur bones that could have been studied (It makes sense that most of the dino Monsunos don't even resemble real life dinos bc canonically Klipse and Hargrave just. Toss bone parts into a machine and get a Core out like instant noodles XDDD)

And he's PISSED man, his life's work being disrespected like that and being powerless to stop it makes him commit the reckless decision of STEALING a Dino-Core, and getting back at Klipse for his crimes.

He drops a collar that was made out of the very first fossile he ever unearted as a child onto the machine, which was part of a Stegosaurus' tail, casually his favorite dinosaur as well, spawning a Dino-Monsuno he proudly named Kentrotholus.

Now with a target on his back, he is on the run from Klipse's wrath, bowing to bring Klipse to justice once and for all with the aid of his fierce and loyal, newfound ally.

🔥🦴🔥

Kentrotholus was originally called 'Rumblepike' but I changed it with the help of a generator since in canon the Dino-monsunos are inspired in scientific names (Or the shortened/simplified term for them)

This is also his original design⬇️

Watermelon dino

Ok, no, but although I really liked this design I felt I didn't exploit the model enough, I wanted him more powerful, more imposing. One Godzilla Minus One later and here we are, I'm very proud of the results ☺️

#Kentrotholus means Spiky Dome :] #The tail spins and shuts out the big crystal tip like a freacking torpedo buahahaha #Looks like can kill you and will definitely kill you #But also a cinnamon roll #He loves belly scratches #One big cuddly prehistoric cow XDD #Also likes to search for fresh pasture when there's no danger to fight #He would happily spend his days eating whole yards of fresh green instead of fighting #But provoke him and IS ON-! #Literally No thoughts head Empty while munching away worries (And braincells XDDD)

[dutybcrne]

Me BSing hcs like: The fact that Kae is not only able to create a shield when he is dangerously low HP but also the fact that he is able to regenerate HP when he hits opponents with Frostgnaw is definitely due to him receiving his Vision when Diluc had tried to kill him in their Confrontation...but could it be possible that his familial ties to the Abyss Order could have influenced that HP drain of his-

#//And that's without mentioning the fact that Glacial Waltz's duration increases FOR EVERY OPPONENT DEFEATED #//Between that and his lil teleporting trick like an Abyss mage's (minus the flurries of ice); I have SO many thinkings #//Deffo love the abilities of his being an amalgam of Vision based and Abyssal energy imbued #//Deffo love that fact meaning it hurts a bit to use his Vision at all; esp with the teleporting being such a Staple to his combat style #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Sidetracking a bit; but I also like to think that even after the Abyss is defeated/beaten back enough to not be such a threat; he'd still #keep his abilities from it/some connection to it. Bc he's so used to it being such a big PART of his fighting style/assets to use in a pinc #//But also bc keeping that connection means it'd help him keep track of any remnants of the Order far easier #//He could track them down with far more ease; sense if they are growing stronger; get intel from Domains/abyssal traces #//Of course being very mindful to keep it a secret & trying to not involve his loved ones/fellow knights of it all #//But he very much is careful esp bc of risks of him being corrupted by it; keeping a keen eye on his mental/physical/emotional states #//Deffo has plans to leave Mond and/or end his own life if he starts seeing the Abyssal corruption affecting him irreversibly #suicide mention tw #//Kind of but also kind of not; considering some of the ways how he'd go abt it #//Knows it'd be harder to the further it goes; so he has particular criteria he keeps tracks of to ensure if they come to pass #//he; in a clearer state of mind; would either 1) use his Vision to try & purge the energy out of himself (extremely painful; COULD kill #if the corruption runs deep enough & save him the trouble) or 2) use the aggressiveness of the corruption to provoke someone (esp Luc) #into taking care of him &thus ending the problem all together. Bc he KNOWS he's strong; only a handful of beings could actually kill him #//& actually be WILLING to; without hesitation. Luc comes to mind first bc of their Confrontation. But also bc Kae'd be happy w him being #the last person he ever sees. Thinks it'd be comforting more than anyone else. Esp since a lover would just break his heart to see them #//Worst case scenario is him falling to the corruption & sb breaking it out of him in the moment #//Bc the Instant he realizes what's happening; esp if they are crying and/or angered at him; he WILL fatally wound himself #//And make SURE it's not something he can come back from; save by a miracle (or 'curse' as he'd see it) #//Probably making an icicle and slitting his own throat; if not jamming the thing into his heart #//he won't hesitate; wont offer explanations; final words or apologies; he cant risk that moment of clarity being too short for it #//he HAS to make sure he can't hurt anyone any further; no matter what it means for him #//Which is partly why he'd be so keen to make sure it's not found out; bc he KNOWS he can be talked out of keeping those abilities #//Or worse; he'd fight them on it; and thus make for a fucken MESS in the aftermath if he's been too far along in the corruption #//But he KNOWS that even with the risks; the powers are a VALUABLE asset to him; &thus desperately wants to keep them #//'sidetracking a bit'; I said. Proceed to write a wHOLE FUCKEN NEW HC IN TAGS; I did; kjfbgkftg. Whoops lmao

[tchaikovskaya]

what is it about pitbulls that make people sincerely lose their damn minds to defend them

#hashtag victim blaming people who have their faces torn off ‘well what did u do to provoke this dog w no history of aggression?’ #uhh fucking nothing they’re just literally Animals and ones who have been bred selectively for aggression and huge muscles #the default temperament for a dog before they’re trained by responsible owners is not Docile lmao #and even relatively well behaved dogs can snap at people under the right conditions. (like a toddler messing with them for example) #the breed was created for blood sports it’s in the name. they were made to kill bulls in a pit (sometimes cage)

[latinokaeya-moving]

mutuals that don’t want to see me get unnecessarily angry over plot points in a dumb gacha game look away neow

anyways i think the point that frustrates me the most wrt the whole kaeya diluc situation is how often i’ve seen ppl be like “oh they both are equally to blame for their falling out/strained relationship now” or whatever which is like sooo crazy 2 me bc only one of them tried to kill the other in a fit of rage n grief and then proceeded to leave them out in the middle of a storm and then fucked off out of the country for like 4 years without warning but ofc NOT before literally selling their childhood home and leaving the other essentially homeless and with no further support systems. and then when they finally came back to take over the family business they just… never spoke abt that again. lol. like only one of them did all that stuff. but whatever. yeah. kaeya is totally the unreasonable and petty one

#x #kaeya is petty but like come on. [waves hand at his entire Thing] like maybe it’s bc he’s got tiniest bit more stressful things to worry abt #LIKE COME ONNNNN #was he most likely halfway to a death wish that day n so ridden w guilt abt his past that he was perhaps deliberately provoking diluc #knowing they were Both not in the most mentally wel of states seeing as their fucking DAD died. YES. Yes He Was #diluc still tried to kill him. and probsbly would’ve if kaeya didn’t get his vision in that exact moment #n then he sold their house… THEIR CHILDHOOD HOME… #and it’s unknown whether diluc deliberately had him disowned from the family name or if kaeya took that upon himself afterwards but like #either way… like who did kaeya have left after that other than like. his friendship w jean at the time or something #diluc had the righteous fury over the death of his father and the whole KoF corruption thing to fuel him and his conviction to become public #fatui enemy number one which. great for him but kaeya had to completely rebuild his life in mond… AGAINNNNN AUGHHHHH #and he would’ve been STILL a teen/barely a young adult at the time … #IDK IDC i’m a hater i don’t like diluc i don’t like the excuses made for him i don’t care abt ppl that use his tragic backstory as a crux #for his actions he’s so lame and still treats kaeya kinda awfully in canon even tho kaeya has multiple times expressed desire (even vaguely) #to be on better terms w him…. like whatever diluc can get over his victim complex thanks xx #LMAOOOO this is long sorry i’m soooo mad abt this but i’m totally normal now i promise. definitely. #gi posting #< for bl if u guys want

[mylimoji]

the whole yoohankim divorce court scene was so funny. bitches can't communicate again, so let's improvise my death, act like a damsel in distress and make my bf enraged, so the stupid ass cunts could communicate for once (via their swords (it's both an euphemism and not)). and even that worked out with questionable results!!! han sooyoung please please please marry me or at least meet me for a coffee this week

#i don't know how the hell yjh and hsj even decided to do that. #'can you provoke dokja so he would try to kill me? i need some answers' 'sure' *kills herself* #orv liveblog #al.txt

[obeetlebeetle]

trying to crack ep3 is SO hard. wuvvy. hob. what is going on in ur little heads

#like the best i can get at for wuvvy is #1) she doesnt smell smoke and thinks of hob as a person who gave rue cause to write their letter / led them on #2) she DOES smell smoke and realizes hob could pull rue away from their role (destabilizing/dismantling her role) so she tries to deter him #3) same as 2 but she is genuinely trying to kill him? #4) she is wounded by rue but sublimates her anger through hob as the cause of their actions towards her #5) she is wounded by rue bc she is suddenly aware that they are capable of seeking something else and she acts on impulse to hold them back #5.5) i have to think shes acting on impulse. wuvvy is calculating but not like this #6) she is wounded bc she is rue's protector and she does not know how to protect them #and 7) hob really pissed her off in that conversation #knick is both harder and easier to understand #my guess is: he wanted to apologize to rue earlier but chose not to out of fear of being scorned by his superiors #and now wuvvy appears to demonstrate the failure of that choice and the apparent worsening of rue's injury #he is guilty but then cannot get wuvvy to provide a path for remediation and hob NEEDS someone else to tell him what to do #how to resolve the guilt #bc if someone gives him the structure by which to act no one can blame him for doing it wrong #instead wuvvy insists on the guilt. perhaps she sees him as a rake perhaps a political enemy perhaps a threat of a more personal nature-- #--she thinks he mocks her. she mocks him. it hurts. he chooses the only structure he knows which is satisfaction through violence #but i dont know what provoked them. why either of them react so so strongly and why the scene escalates so quickly #so uh if u have some answer for me.... hmu

[marklikely]

getting annoyed at all the people i keep seeing saying no omg halloween ends was so good because they tried something new and im like yeah ok but did literally any of the stuff they tried actually turn out good? no.

#it didnt even do the bare minimum of creating a coherent whole smh. let alone being good i very nearly did walk out entirely. #like ok playing with the idea that your environment can be what pushes you to do evil instead of you being Inherently Bad #and the idea that like. michael myers isnt some all encompassing evil he's just one of many people out there who do bad things #great i get it. fine #but then they just throw it in the trash by being like actually no corey just is an evil person now. hes got bad vibes. #and then he (spoilers) and his entire story just like. doesnt even get brought up again now its a movie abt killing michael for 20 minutes #like ok . so now michael is the ultimate evil of haddonfield again and we all funeral march together to kill him. sure. #i guess fuck what the other 80 minutes of this movie were about. #like we get a limp line abt how evil never dies it just changes shape but like. they literally did kill both the evils & haddonfield's fine #i dont even think corey or anything about him specifically ever gets brought up again. for the entire last bit of the movie. #and we make zero moves to like address... what happened to create the evil scarecrow man at all. its just like well michaels dead we win. #plus whatever they were trying to do with laurie's entire character just made NO sense. #shes fine now she's healed from her trauma but now people are mad at her because she 'provoked' michael?? #when last movie we quite literally established that she didnt and he wasn't even here to look for her. he does not care abt that woman. #and then her granddaughter being like YOURE SO OBSESSED WITH DEATH YOU WANT EVERYONE AS MISERABLE AS YOU #when like??? laurie isn't even miserable in this movie she's post therapy and doing pretty well and enjoying her fucking life?? #so now everyone is just like. projecting this image onto laurie that we know is provably false but its never addressed #its not like . 'wow people project an ideal onto victims of trauma but its not true'. like i think we are supposed to agree w these people. #or at the very least if we dont agree we're supposed to be like wow that was deep they might have a point. #they just like. say they hate her for being obsessed with her trauma when she isn't anymore and then it never comes back up #and the way they all forgive her is her fighting michael but like thats what she did in 2018 isnt that why you're mad at her???? #and dont get me started on all the fake deep dialogue and monologues or the weird forced love story so they could hook the wattpad crowd. #but like the overall movie there are some ideas that are actually really good and exactly what i'd want in a halloween finale #and they just like . execute literally all of them in the worst possible way . #movie diary

[llycaons]

you can always bully lestat. it’s always morally correct

#not saying louis didn't have his own bad habits he def contributed to the general awfulness of their marriage by being uncommunicative #and provoking lestat on purpose #but lestat. my god. and I really liked him after last ep too #I don't even think I can call it toxic things escalated right to killing #iwtv lb

[not-your-lifeline]

Turns out my BIF sister has Bipolar Disorder.

A public service personnel came to investigate current condition today so she had to admit it even if she didn't want to. Her voice was trembling with anxiety and rage.

She has one-sided inferiority complex towards me so she has been hiding all of her diagnosed mental illnesses from me. Even told my psychiatrist and therapists to keep it secret. (Which is very unhealthy since we live in the same house and I have to deal with her letting her anger out on me without warning from time to time)

Her having bipolar explains a lot because she has been having mood swings and hysteria a lot lately despite regularly taking meds. It's actually getting worse.

2 days ago she even accused me of insulting her while I was talking about packaging ingredients used for dinner. I explained I was just talking about food and gave her a weird look, then she got embarrassed and didn't come out of her room next day. Crying all day. So I noticed her symptoms are getting worse to the point she's becoming delusional and hearing things.

I can't believe a professional psychiatrist would hide the fact she has bipolar disorder from her only family member with PTSD just to make her feel better. While knowing that she actively threatened to kill me and herself in the past.

#Domestic Violence #Chilld Abuse #Narcissistic Parents #Toxic Relationship #PTSD #BIF #Borderline Intelligence Functioning #Bipolar Disorder #BPD #she obviously can't control herself and it's not something that can be fixed through hiding it #my psychiatrist is either underestimating my sister's aggression or thinking too highly of my self control to not just fucking kill her #she can literally provoke my fight response anytime and SHE ALWAYS TRIES TO #one day I'll finally snap and they'll regret letting her loose on me like this #It's like people are forgetting I'm also mentally ill not just her #how could they be so irresponsible like that?

[sangfielle]

assuming this is how my stats are supposed to look

#i killed a lot of people in the normal run but didnt do the strategy i am doing for this brawl run wihch is just: #i kill everyone i have the oppurtunity to. this makes their friends hate me. #i then provoke those friends into attacking me so i can kill them and have the hate debuff removed without making other people hate me #personal

[hellguarded-moved]

𝐈𝐍 𝐁𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐋𝐄  [ … ]   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄,

bold what applies - italicise sometimes.  repost,  don’t reblog.

fights honourably / fights dirty

prefers close - quarters / prefers range

chats during / goes silent

low pain tolerance / high pain tolerance

attacks in bursts / attacks steadily

goes for the kill / aims to disarm / fights defensively / strikes first

is provoked easily / provokes their opponent / teases

gets visibly frustrated / shouts while attacking

uses strategy / focuses on the battle / experiences conflicting thoughts during battle

rushes in recklessly / tries to read their opponent before engaging

fights wildly / fights calmly / fights apathetically / fights with anger / fights with excitement

fights because they have to / fights because they want to

fights without regard to wounds / runs away when wounded / hides wounds / takes a blow to protect another

prefers a blade / prefers a gun / prefers hand to hand combat / prefers a bow / prefers a shield / prefers a personalized weapon / prefers magic, alchemy or spells

their greatest weakness is physical / their greatest weakness is mental / their greatest weakness is emotional

transforms for battle / fights as they appear

relies on strength / doubts their strength / relies on speed

uses everything they have / proceeds with caution / hides their full potential

exhausts quickly / has high stamina

behaves arrogantly / brags after landing a hit / belittles their abilities

uses psychological tactics / uses brute strength

avoids civilians / strikes down civilians

damages surroundings / avoids damaging surroundings

signature fighting style / makes it up as they go

mastered skill - set / learning their skill - set

fancy footwork / sloppy footwork

messy fighter / elegant fighter

accepts defeat / refuses defeat / begs for mercy

compliments their opponent / insults their opponent

uses unnecessary movements / moves efficiently / barely moves

prefers to dodge / prefers to block

defends their blindside / has no blindside / leaves blindsides vulnerable

uses all available advantages / strictly uses one main method

plays around / holds back / fights ruthlessly / shows mercy

waits for an opponent to be ready / strikes when opponent isn’t ready

fears death / fears pain / fears killing

has ptsd / avoids fighting

has lost a fight / has won a fight

has killed / refuses to kill

wants to die standing / would succumb slowly

tagged by:  @corrchoigilt​

#notes. ( “CERBERUS” ); #// thank for the tag skelly. ♥ i'll do talon for liri's tag gfjkjgfk #// once one of my clients if u wanna call it that had her dog nearly tackle her down and she went like 'god he's like a tank' and i'M LIKE #// YEAH IG #// anyway i love ig in battle and i wish he wasn't so Tired of it so i could indulge in it more #// he's gone through a lot of life phases during e.g. looking back at his youth he was far more feral and merciless #// nowadays he's just 'pls stop i could crush you and i don't want to' #// he takes forever to provoke to fight and he will do his damnest to make it not happen because he KNOWS #// he can be ur angle. or yuor devil. #// by which i mean he can be either the unstoppable force or the immovable object #// n i guess it depends what kinda defeat we talking here. if it's like a friendly duel he has enough dignity to just Take It b u t #// otherwise #// he'll fight for as long as he has to. for as long as he has a reason to or a cause. and he also won't back down if he's defending #// someone. bitch will literally rather die #// similiarly if it's a friendly bout he tends to act a bit more arrogant because he knows it's all in good fun #// also. claps. 'fears death' lmao that's a fun one. #// it's not even related to killing/fighting it's related to the fact that he once had an encounter with death who forced him #// to experience physical aging as a threat and hmmmm that rly got to him lmao #// it's kinda wild when ur immortal n then that happens. so ye #// also tries to not cause any collateral damage but sometimes that's unavoidable. #// idk!!!! i could talk about this for hours