#and this time it's not entirely my fault. psych ward gave me 2 more GABAergics

[neuroticboyfriend]

harm reduction my beloved

#huge difference between now and the last time i drank and drugged #thought i was going to die the last time #right now i have pretty good confidence that i'll survive tonight #hell yeah #around 8 shots in on 3 other GABAergics (including 3.4g of gabapentin today) #and i feel like im on 3 shots. maybe 2. without tolerance #oh my GABAergic tolerance is absolutely fucked #and this time it's not entirely my fault. psych ward gave me 2 more GABAergics #very potent ones too #julian rants #vent #drunk posting #posting under the influence #drugs tw #alcohol tw #harm reduction #addiction #alcoholism