#any time idk what to do for a background it's always either a halo or just a rectangle haha

[disapoimeq]

Hi stupid (???) trio hcs that make no sense

Idk their trio name lol anyways I'll probably be editing this from time 2 time

Randoms

Julius celebrates his birthday usually w others in like parties but he has a specific reserved time for when he spends it w Vince and Jesús

Jesús usually expects ppl not to hang out w him much in his birthday cuz yknow its Christmas and ppl are busy but Vince and Julius never fail to make it and they set their other plans aside 4 him!

Vincent hates celebrating his birthday and usually tries to forget abt it but Julius and Jesús don't allow him to n they make sure he spends it well and enjoys it!!

Tried to keep eachother calm in the anxiety episode but failed 💀

Julius likes writing

Jesús like crafting

Vincent likes painting DUH!!

#perfect team:)

Vincent likes going on long calls with em when he paints and Julius usually just leaves it in the background whilst he does other things,Jesús sleeps on call sometimes

Julius switches his wreath w Jesús' halo when they're bored

They rarely fight and when they do it never lasts LMFAO bros cannot stay mad at eachother

+Julius is usually forward or honest w his issues, Jesús doesn't wanna spend his time angry at any of them, and Vincent just needs a bit of time to himself and he'll feel ok with them again

Vincent prone to sickness

Jesús prone to injury

Julius too many near death experiences

Julius and Jesús like having long talks when they walk home together

Julius pours milk first 😔

Jesús does it either way

Vincent doesnt like the texture of cereal

Julius has bad allergies most the time

Vincent has asthma

Jesús gives good advice and never fails to encourage Vincent atleast a bit

Julius and Jesús like getting summer jobs so they can be co-workers

One time Jesús said a random ass joke but Vincent legit found it so funny bro still laughs about it even weeks later

Julius usually takes the blame when they get in trouble for stupid stuff

Sometimes they have to drag Vincent out the art room to have lunch with them or they just eat with him there

Jesús always puts his arm on their shoulders or clings onto them when they walk

JULIUS SOMEHOW NEVER GETS SICK so like he doesn't care if the other two are sick he still not gonna leave them alone

They don't take pics with each other much but when they do it actually looks really good/wholesome:)

Julius talks about them too much and brags about them all the time

Vincent questions most of their decisions honestly

Julius and Jesús childhood pals

They wanna be roommates in college smh

Sleepover fesitivies

Julius slept first in one sleepover n woke up to his face with scribbles and doodles 💀

Sometimes they get prank calls from Gandhi in the middle of the night and they're just like UGHHH AGAIN!?!?!

Julius sleeps first wakes up 2nd

Jesús sleeps 2nd wakes up first

Vincent never sleeps./j

Plays boardgames occasionally

Julius literally will do any dare you give him in truth or dare

Jesùs somehow always wins Uno

Vincent sucks at charades/heads up, actually just guessing games in general

Doesn't tell eachother scary stories, doesn't fuck with ghosts and minds their business 😭

Sleepovers usually occur in Julius' house but after school they usually hang out more in Vincent's

Julius is a heavy sleeper and only wakes up if the noise is really loud

Vincent kicks when he sleeps 💀

Uhh idk what else ill add later lolll 😹

#clone high julius caesar #clone high jesús cristo #clone high van gogh

[wrecking]

november!! weird month, but hey we got some good music. open for names and a little blurb about each one

olivia rodrigo - guts : basically guaranteed top 2 aoty at this point which is hilarious, but in my defense i am in my teenager era

studio killers - self titled : i refuse to use the "special edition" cuz it's literally just the album with one song swapped for a song that came out 5 years later so they could split their single off the album. idk why this has been resurfacing but it's quite good so hey why not right

jessica lea mayfield - make my heart sing : idk i'm in my grungy traumatized alt-country rock thing era and yeah this hits

hayley williams - flowers for vases / descansos : [ bolds the word "traumatized" in the last one silently ]

sigrid - the hype : this just kinda snuck up on me? really good pop hits we love to see it

be your own pet - mommy : surprisingly memorable! was kinda whelmed on first listen but it's very listenable and fun so hey

kesha - gag order : [ underlines the word "traumatized" from earlier ]

faye webster - i think i'm funny haha : starting to revisit a lot of music i stopped listening to around the time of my return in august 2022, so this record has become a solemn comfort item in a way, which is fitting i think

hiroshi yoshimura - green : stunningly poignant ambient record. has become a major force in my life fr

julia jacklin - pre-pleasure : [ circles the word "traumatized" ]

taylor swift - 1989 taylor's version : i really don't have any defense other than this album reminds me a lot of 2017, and with tears of the kingdom coming out earlier this year i was itching to revisit it in a new way. the fucked part is that three of her records could've been on here actually tho (this + red tv + midnights)

laurel halo - atlas : really really good ambient record. it sounds like the cover looks in the best way

boygenius - the record (+ the rest tbh) : finally coming back around to this and crying my eyes out to cool about it, what else is new

fiona apple - extraordinary machine : this one has just been floating in the background of the whole month for me. it's really good and underrated for her tbh

pearly drops - a little disaster : just so good. it's stim content to me i think

billie eilish - tv songs : [ adds stars around the word "traumatized" ]

hitsujibungaku - our hope : god this album is just so evergreen. can't wait for their new one next week wtf wait it's next week LMFAO

troye sivan - something to give each other : idk this has stuck with me quite a lot! not as good as BN or IAD but defs better than bloom imo. one of your girls is a classic already i just know it

carly rae jepsen - the loveliest time (+ the loneliest time) : this one finally came back around for me and god what a flawless (set of) album(s). she really said hold on i'm making bangers

ethel cain - preacher's daughter : i can't even prove i streamed this this month, but this album has been rattling around my skull the whole time.

oklou - galore : this one always just comes back at the most random times, but it's always welcome. it's like an old friend who's also a sparkling fairy

clairo - sling : [ just points at the word "traumatized" at this point because like do i even need to say it anymore ]

lorde - pure heroine : my winter sleeper hit, this album is so poignant. at least for me, each time i go back to it it grows richer i think. it's a kind of love letter To and From my youth in the same breath, and in this age of "ok but i'm getting older and things are changing but i also feel like a teenager again bc of the hormones but i also know things are gonna get drastically different soon" it's such a good comfort pick

maggie rogers - surrender : despite all the trauma above this, i do still have some fire left in me. [ the intro to either "want want" or "shatter" play ]

the volunteers - self titled : just a sleek good rock album. i love the vocalist and the songs are so good... stan immediately

no predictions bc i've been struggling to listen to music at all this month. i will return someday i swear

#d #m #hi its 29th mabel here i am in content hell i hope i'm ok now

[finiel]

another design for a tma oc lol. end avatar this time

#finally done with this... it's been sitting unfinished on my computer for a couple days now #i considered abandoning it as i usually do with these things but thought i might as well stick it out today. didn't have many other ideas #i can't stop thinking about that one episode #the moment you die will feel exactly the same as this one #on an unrelated note: love not being religious but still putting religious imagery in my art simply bc it's cool lmao #any time idk what to do for a background it's always either a halo or just a rectangle haha #finieldraws #tma #the magnus archives #tma oc #death ment #blood cw #horror oc #ask to tag

[vjjeons]

whaddup!! i’m acacia (satan). i’m twenty years old, i use she/her pronouns and i hail from the pst timezone! i’m super excited to be in a lil ol’ group again because i haven’t been in one since like… idk?? but enough about me — let’s get to the good stuff aka my girl, veronica jeon. it gets pretty lengthy, so if you just want the overall version of it just scroll to the very end! anyways, if you like this, i’ll take it as an invitation to IM you for plots, so be careful!! ♡

jennie kim + cis female + she/her — have you met veronica jeon? they are a twenty-one year old artist/barista known as the philophobic. a pansexual scorpio, they are independent + bold, as well as stubborn + cynical. their soulmark is a crescent moon on the left ring finger, and they can feel the emotions of their soulmate.

BACKGROUND + TRIGGER WARNINGS: abuse, death, drugs

to kick things off, veronica grew up with just her mother around. her father had always been MIA. so, she doesn’t have a lot of memories involving him. therefore, her mother dated an array of men. often times neglecting her daughter, with the exception of the times she brought in successful report cards.

when she was thirteen, her mother married a man who physically abused veronica any chance he had. especially when mrs. jeon started cheating on him. so ronnie recoiled around her art for a few years.

being alone as an only child, she had to keep herself entertained. she started off by doodling with just a pencil. but, eventually expanded with acrylic paints and water colors. thus ultimately discovering her love for the arts!! 

she isn’t exactly sure how she’s going to find a successful career path through her beloved hobby. which is why she picked up her job as a barista to make some actual cash flow.

when veronica turned sixteen, she thought of tracking down her father in hopes of reuniting with him. this lead her to her grandmother’s house. who eventually had to break the news that her father had died from a drug overdose before she was born.

though, the news was shocking. it didn’t leave her feeling empty. instead, she found something better — her grandmother. she instantly connected with the woman and eventually found herself making her grandmother’s home as a sort of safe haven.

her grandma even supported her with her arts. buying her any supplies she needed and giving her suggestions on places she can find more muse. basically fulfilling the mother role veronica desperately needed.

but one day while visiting, the woman had passed in her sleep. this took a toll on ronnie considering how attached she became to her grandmother and her home. she would have to return back to her mother’s and her step-father. when she went back, the man attempted to abuse her again. however, she ratted him out. ultimately sending him to his imprisonment.

once she turned eighteen, her mother had packed up her things and left the girl behind. though, ronnie was fazed by the woman’s actions. nor did she feel any lose considering how little she cared about the other.

but good things do happen to v! one day she received a letter explaining that she inherited her grandmother’s fortune. (which she often uses to pay off her apartment bills.) along with a small journal with letters and locations to keep veronica on the right path. to stray away from the hatred and negativity and turn those emotions into something beautiful.

PERSONALITY + RELATIONSHIPS

PERSONALITY: she is charming, creative, and witty. however, she can be quite cynical, stubborn, and reserved. she has that tell it like it is personality. she just calls it likes she sees it. even if she’s not exactly right. she’s witty and intelligent. she’s very particular when it comes to most things. she wants things done correctly. so she often runs by the quote, “if you want things right you gotta do it yourself.” she doesn’t like relying on others to get things done when she knows she could do it faster and better. a little bit of a ocd queen. she’s one of those people that set their mind to something and goes through with it until the end. she has a way with words. her silky soft voice makes it easy for her to manipulate people. (unless you’re close to her, then they can see past the bullshit.) but don’t get her talking about feelings. because you’re gonna just hear crickets if you do that. she’s sort of an introvert. over the years, veronica had to work hard to become the person she is today — someone who is hopeful, who sees art and beauty everywhere, even in the ugliest parts of the world..some days, it’s a little harder, but she never gives up. she’s slowly growing out of her tough head of hair and morphing into a young woman so beautiful over the years, but also at times, terrifying?? self destructive?? even if she’ll never let anyone see her deteriorate her insides sigh. basically she’s a hot mess. but she tries her best to hide that shit. yeye sweg.

when it comes to FRIENDS veronica can always use some of ‘em. she possess the qualities of a good friend loyal, honest, trustworthy. however, she can be quite pessimistic. which might be a reason why she doesn’t have as many friends. once her mind is set to think a certain way it’s hard to persuade her to believe otherwise. she’s the type of friend to listen to your problems, but be prepared to listen to her unwanted opinions – all of them. she’s also the type to put a friend in check when they need it. she thinks of it as trying to convince them to see the bigger picture. first impressions is something she might not be very good at. while she isn’t exactly the definition of rude, she tends to not filter then things she says. overall, i would say that she might just need a handful of friends, a whole bunch of acquaintances, and her a ride or die.

please flood her with ENEMIES. i know for a fact that she has these. being so boldly opinionated and all. you know this girl has more than enough haters. sometimes she has some very evil intentions. she’s vengeful and irrational. but, don’t get me wrong. she’s not pure evil. veronica does have some good intentions, she leans more to the chaotic evil side. deep deeeeep deeeeeeeeep down the girl is trust issue central when it comes to letting people in. she can’t help it. she has abandonment issues thanks to her parents. therefore, she might come off as standoff-ish to new people. she keeps her circle tight. so maybe they think she’s cliquey? or she could have pushed people away. she’s like that one rihanna meme, them: you can’t just cut people off. ronnie: *holds a pair of scissors* she doesn’t have problem with letting people go. so maybe people think she’s a bitch because, “how could you just drop our five year long friendship like that.” and she’d just shrug. but really, she’s hurting beyond repair and will go home crying while eating a thing of ben & jerry’s chunky monkey. and there’s always that possibility where a friendship just didn’t work out. maybe they just stopped having time for each other and now it’s just mad awk. whatever it is, an enemy would b beaut.

as for LOVERS. veronica is a fucking cynic. love ain’t real and life is cold. she’d rather just be alone and happy than in a relationship and suffering. she sees so many people around her settle for less. (her mother being a prime example of that.) especially when she’s giving advice for friends. she doesn’t think people should be so easily manipulated by the concept of love. she knows there’s a difference between wanting someone and wanting to be with someone. and in her eyes, most people only settle for the sake of companionship. it’d be a hard mission to win this girl over. but not impossible. she’s definitely been on a few dates and had a couple of relationships. though most ended quickly due to the realization she only fell for their smooth talking and nothing more. 100% dabbles in the quick hook ups for the sake of fulfilling those needs. though, if the right person were to come along… she’d be loyal to them, completely devoted to just them.

WANTED CONNECTIONS

sooooo, my lazy ass actually found the power to make a RELATIONSHIPS PAGE. peep it, tell me what you think. if you can’t find something your muse fits, throw whatever ideas you have right at me! i’m so down for whatever.

MISCELLANEOUS

in a nutshell, she’s an angel with a halo unbalanced with horns, not a devil but not a saint either?? kind yet has a backbone. softer than what she seems like. humorous and witty though understanding. mistrusting but willing to let loyalty speak. veronica is a hot mess dealing with personal issues by lashing out on those around her. she’s loyal, but manipulative. opinionated, but easily offended. intelligent, but sometimes argumentative. she’s a bit of a feminist. trusts no bitch. but if you’re her friend, she’s chill as fuck. though, she’s a bit hesitant when it comes to making new friends. since she’s likes being a lame outcast. but really — she just doesn’t know how to process her good thoughts into words. she’s a barista and a tortured artist. she’s independent, hardworking, and determined. muse inspo for her: kat stratford (10 things i hate about you), samantha borgens (stuck in love), michelle (spider-man homecoming), and a hint of blair waldorf (gossip girl). anyways, give her girl scout cookies and she’ll love you til the end of time.

congratulations ! you made it to end ! if you read all of this… i love you. i only ever write so much bc… it gets me in character lmao. also, i wrote all of this the second i woke up. so don’t mind the grammar mistakes and what not. HENNYWAYS… i would really love to plot with everyone. so just slide into my DMs and we can get things started!! luv u *blows a kiss*

#cap.intro #╰ ✧･ﾟ* LIPSTICK IN MY VALENTINO WHITE BAG ! –– ooc

[patricia-ella]

She thought she could so she did.

I never thought to be in this position where I am right now requires a lot of hardwork and patience. Dati, during elem & hs days, nakakapasa kahit konti lang ang review. Consistent honor student, minsan may bonus pang awards. But then college came, and boom! Nawala na lang bigla yun.

I always share my story regarding college entrance exam. Isa sa pinakamemorable sa buhay ko, you'll never know what will happen next. I applied sa alma mater ni kuya. I got my hopes really high kasi nakapasok sya without any sweat. As in sobrang smooth, dire-diretso, walang problema. So dun ako nag-apply. Hindi na ko nag-apply sa ibang university since feel na feel ko papasa ako. I remember sa College of Engineer pa ko. Malawak, maaliwas, malamig tsaka ang ganda nung place. Pero sadly di yun nakatulong, I failed daw. I asked my mom, lola, brother and even my friends to find my name there. Pero wala talaga kahit waiting list. First heartbreak ko ever. So I asked my mom what to do. Maghanap daw kami ng iba. So ang lola mo kahit pababa na ang fighting spirit gorabels pa din.

I applied sa isang institute sa Manila. Mostly electronics ang expertise nila, tapos makakaroon daw ako ng scholarship, walang tuition tapos sagot pa yung expenses ko related sa school. Lumuwas kami pa-Manila, i took the exam. It was really hard especially the abstract thingy, inikot ikot ko na yung paper para may maisagot plus may essay pa. Nadrained ako after non, and feeling ko wala talaga kasi konti lang daw pumapasa don. Sabi ko nga kay mommy nun wag na tayong umasa. (Lol hugot) Sad. While waiting for the results, my mom insisted me na mag-apply sa PUP-Sta. Maria. As far as I can remember, I have this classmate nung 4thyr highschool, nag-apply siya sa PUP and my classmates were all making fun of him that is why no one knows I applied for entrance exam there, even my friends. Pero alam kong last resort ko na yun, di kami mayaman tsaka my parents can't support me if sa Manila ako mag-aaral. I remember last day ng application ako nagpasa, daming tao noon. Buti nakahabol pa kami. Nag-entrance exam na, afternoon session ako. March 17, 2012. Si Sir Enerio at Maam Galang ang nagbabantay. First row, 2nd seat from right. Mainit dahil summer na. I try to answer the questions kahit yung katabi ko natutulog na lang, wala pang sulat yung scratch paper nya. Pinagpasa-Diyos ko na ang lahat. Kahit ano na lang kako, magtethank you na lang ako.  Edi waiting game na. One day, lumabas na ang results nung inapplyan ko sa manila, nasa website nila naka-pdf. I was so shocked andun name ko. 10 lang kaming pumasa yet almost 40 yung nagtake. Wow just wow. We were given dates for the interview, di ako pumunta. My tito (who was an engineer) told me that I should grab the opportunity. But I think hindi ko talaga specialization ang electronics/engineer. Hindi ko feel. And wala pa talaga akong balak na course na kunin. Ewan, masyado akong sabaw ng mga panahon na yon. Lol. Idk but there is a force from PUP saying wag muna. So nanganib na naman ang lola mo. Ang daming what ifs. Ano next step pag di pumasa? Iiyak na ba ko? Double kill na to?

Nagtext ulit yung sa institute, sabi we were given chances again for the interview. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, eto na ba? Dito na ba? 3 days yun eh (parang sale lang lol) pinalampas ko yung first day. Nung second day na, bandang hapon, may nagtext sakin ng "Congrats!". And I was like whaaaat happened. Di naman ako sumali sa raffle, or any other contest. Eh wala pa kong load nun, so I immediately run para makapagpaload (student probs) And pagbalik ko ng bahay, my brother was smiling widely while saying "Ate, pumasa ka daw sa PUP. Top ***!" And then I die.

Lol!! Ang saya sa feeling, after mong madapa, bibigyan ka ng blessing. Sobrang saya ko nun (kaya di ko na naisip yung school sa manila lol). So eto na, PUP na talaga ako. Sabi ko baka dito talaga ako nakatadhana. Nasolve ko na yung first problem ko : What school? Next yung pinaka mahirap sa lahat: What course?

Mostly ng mga dati kong classmates na kasama ko din sa PUP were taking Accountancy, yung iba IT, HRM, Engineer, Entrep. That time, ang naiisip ko Fine Arts (medyo bet ko magdrawing dati) kaso walang course na ganon sa PUP. My mom wanted me to take either Accountancy or Engineer. Pero just like what I said di ko nakikita ang future ko sa engineer. So I had to choose Acctncy, kahit papano may background naman ako ng hs kami. First year, ambilis ng mga pangyayari. Nakakapasa naman kasi konti lang mag-aral. So medyo chillax. Second year, my mom gone abroad kasi graduating na si kuya and mag-high school na si bunso kaya she had no choice but to leave, medyo broken ako nun kasi I'm the only girl in the family. Third year, lahat ng major subjects andyan na, halos lahat na lang may kailangan gawin. Pero never susuko kahit mahirap, andyan ka na, isang taon na lang, yan ang sinasabi ko. Fourth year, hindi mawawala ang thesis. Leader pa ko. Like asdfghjkl! But naitawid kahit papano. And then evals came. 8 exams/subjects every month itatake namin sa main campus. Maraming nauudlot na pangarap dahil dito kasi this is the make or break decision kung gagraduate ka or not. So in preparation nagreview kami, almost every day group study, photocopy ng handouts, exams, attend ng review classes. But when the list of graduates came, 10 lang daw ang pumasa out of 35, sadly wala ang name ko. Pero may chance pa ulit, removals exam. I took 5 exams for that. 1 week ang preparation for that so I find all important resources. Sabi ko kailangang makapagmartsa ako. Sayang ang effort ko at specially my family. I passed 4/5 exams. Masaya na malungkot kasi I passed almost ALL of the subjects except 1. So nagtanong tanong kami kung anong pwedeng gawin. Pabalik balik kami from bulacan to manila for that. Pero ayaw nila. Mukhang final decision na. I talk to my dad sabi ko parang wala na. And then sabi nya okay lang ginawa mo naman yung best mo diba. I finally I talked to my mom, I send her a message saying na I'm not gonna be graduating on time. She replied that its okay we will still support you on whatever you do. So that is when I cried hard. For the first time.

From then, kahit hinang-hina na ko, tinatagan ko na lang. Puso kumbaga. Nagdorm kami coz may class kami ng 6-9pm. Ambilis lang since summer class ang need kong itake. Finally napasa ko naman. But we were not be able to graduate in April, almost June na kasi natapos ang summer class so mid-year na lang. So 6 months tengga. Gusto ko mag-work pero ang need nila yung nakapagmartsa na. Kaya bakasyon muna ang lola mo. Lahat ng hindi ko nagawa (i think so) uring college days ginawa ko. K-dramas. Youtube. Social Media. Pati pakikilay. Yas! This is life.

November start ng review class. December ang grad. Ayon after 4.5 years grumaduate din. So start na ng review. I give my all, nagsunog ng kilay, nagpray ng sobra (novena pa), nagpagod ng sobra. (CPA kemerut, another post) Then eto na, after all the iyak, disappointment, failures, sacrifices, CPA na kooooo! Yesh mga beshies. Last May 2017 CPALE. I will always be grateful sa lahat ng taong tumulong, nagdasal, nagpagod para dito. Hindi lang ako ang naging CPA, kayo din :) Thank you din kay Lord!

Sa mga nagsstruggle, wag mawalan ng pag-asa. Remember, Philippians 4:13 

C-hrist P-rayers A-ctions

#college #iyak #tawa #accountancy #cpa #prayers #dream