Can you draw a cat who is EVIL and hates EVERYTHING and EVEYONE as like a dark glimpse onto your dark visage of a person plz :3?
thastgts just me wecloeuhm 2 my darkntwitsstteddd minddd i dink monsgert energye and smoek cigqretes and wactch mylittle pony sspeedpaints withdubstep sonhsgns from 8 yearsago
i haet lkike, transmasc twink boy stereotuep becaus luiek, i stg it makese me so muth moar insecur abt my body
cuz liek, when i actially like, wash my hair n look presentabl, and, let myself wear my glasses so i caen acktyally fucksakinhgn not be blind i am, so stereotyupical transmasc facial structiuor,,, like
artis rendistion of mea
but also i am not a fuckin skinny lil twig boy i am just, naturelaey built like a fuckisnhgn brick shithouse, i am wide as hell, like its straight up just my fuckin bone strucstoour,,
witch iz liek! i loiek that, moar masculine moar rectangulor, the issuese i hav withf my body shape r mostley a fat distrobuthsion issue n not liek, a size or bone structurour ithuu
biut also, alot of thea ppl that r,, in2 transmascse expeckt me 2 be liek, a lil twig femboy
and becaus of me liekkikng moar feminine fashion n beinhgn like, dude witff a roundor face n kinda fluffier hair n glasses, ppl expect mea 2 also have liek, tiny skinny moar femme boddy type
like, i cant fit in2, eaithor stereotype, being moar masc or being moar femme, so, thea ppl who r in2 those dont liek me
i think i had ioit alot easouior finding acceptanse foar beinhgnmoar of, a mix of masc n femme just beinhgn a butch lesbian cuz liek, i am built liek this
but i swear, the seccond im a fuckin dude n not just a butch lesbaien itse liek the sky is fallinhgn, i eaithor have 2 be a normal lookin cis dude or appeal 2 chaser femboy twink uwu uwu smol bean shit. of witch i liek neaithor
i hate that beinhygn a weird freak boygirl girlboy is fien when i had the lable of butch lesbian but as soon as i get a lil transgender with oit i hav 2 deal with a fuckin metric ton of transphobe n chaser shit. tiring
i think thatse why i get a lil pissd off of people valueinhgn queer media moar when it is lesbianse n not gay men, because fucker! do i only get 2 hav piositivity abt myself when im a butch lesbian?? why do ppl onley give a shit abt weird tranny freaks when im a boyGIRL and a GIRLboy why do i HAVE to be a lesbian 2 not have people weird abt me (i say this with the caveat that like, lesbian spaces are genuinely so full of transphobe shit. i am not saying they are accepting by ANY stretch i have not seen a single group more commited to defending transphobia. but when i was a "cis girl" it was easier w/ my specific type of gender expreshjon)
i find the gay communitea abivilant at best 2 tranny shit and the lesbian community violently transphobic or full of uwuw uwuwuuw girlfag boydyke mommy sorry mommy sorry girlcock girlmusc chaser shit
anyway, girls, be more normal abt trans people and BOYS!!! turn up the tranny shit i shouldent have 2 be a pornhub tag 2 get a single crumb of respect
doodle of me, trying 2 get more of like, a sense of self witch mostly involves me jkust feveriously doodling myself alot trying to have a coherent image of myself in my head so when i look in the mirror im not like "god,,,, fuck what the fuck."
ok how abt this. if u r gonna send an ask that is just :3 please include a colored image of a cat with it, and ill draw the kitty because like, i have like a bunch of :3 asks in my q already and i only have so many original ideas