#cos its so boring to me

[zacksnydered]

me after house of gucci: I REALLY CAN’T WAIT FOR GAGA TO PLAY HARLEY QUINN

#like #i want to enjoy #that jokerverse #tbh #cos its so boring to me #misc: text post.

[ennaih]

Every Film I Watch In 2023:

236. Krampus (2015)

#krampus #krampus (2015) #2023filmgifs #my gifs #tw: horror #it's 2 Dec and so the Christmas films begin #no it won't just be Christmas horror #sadly not so many Christmas horror films that I'm actually interested in #too many damned slashers #which bore me to tears #give me the Christmas supernatural horror #that's my shit #and too little of that around #luckily i love Michael Dougherty films #and he did not disappoint #i just love his visuals and his sense of humour so much #it's just as dark and grim and fucked up as mine #and his visuals are as gorgeous as i want #it's an actual delight to make gifs of his films #cos you brighten them up and there's all this detail that literally comes to light #whereas other films you brighten them #and it still looks like shit #but no his films have texture and interesting detail #three out of three films i've watched of his now #and i've loved every one #not much characterisation here #but that's okay #it's the actual story and its dark sensibility that i enjoy so much #and how fucken hawt is that krampus tongue #fuck yeah

[venussaidso]

Folks thinking that Uttara Bhadrapada is too much of a 'conservative' nakshatra to be career-orientated/self-focused in women is one of the reasons why I started disliking astrology. Like, everything about that is so incorrect it makes me wanna barf lmao. I'd seriously be nothing if I wasn't this self-obsessed, I don't exist to serve anybody else but me and the narrative that Uttara Bhadrapada gives energy to others and is in service of others is laughable,,,, like actually make a real observation of real natives of this nakshatra. Uttara Bhadrapadas are preserving of their energy, so they won't be as selfless as it's said to be – they're quite literally calculating/careful so please 💀

#random #Uttara Bhadrapada #astro observation #astrology #yall just keep making boring ass descriptions of this nakshatra like i haveeee to laugh #the disrespect but also ignoring examples of real natives who are clearly so self-serving #this is jupiter?? this is pisces? its tropical aries for a reason too 🗿 #opportunistic and self serving #most things they do is for self gain but I've noticed their fruits of their labour is also rewarded to their community #that's true #but I AINT SERVING ANYBODY ELSE BUT ME #i have Uttara Bhadrapada Moon AND VENUS #you wanna learn about this nakshatra please stop with these boring ass narratives lol #do some real life research #YES UBP IS CAREER ORIENTATED #its literally co-ruled by Saturn so what do you expect?? #Saturn nakshatra women esp Ubps are LEADERS bro 😭 #levelheaded and cool #sometimes reptilian but thats what makes them ruthless in a work force #also in the back of their head they're thinking about themselves lmao #RANT #Astrology rant

[alchemiclee]

there's so many popular repetitive video games that seem so boring to play, but then I watch people stream them with a group of friends, and they make it seem so fun just because the people playing are so lively and goofy and funny. I want that. I want to be part of a group of streamers or at least group of friends that make receptive and otherwise boring games fun and hilarious. a group that's not boring, serious, competitive. one that cares more about having fun and laughing than completing the video game objective 😭

#like the currenr one lethal company #it doesnt look fun at all and looks like it would get boring fast. UNLESS you have hilarious friends to laugh with #which i lack. i dont have enough friends and most people i know and would play co op games are too serious and boring #people probably think the same of me. im generally quiet and confused when playing games and bad at them #usually people get mad at me for being bad or goofing around so its never fun. but the fun people never invite me #probably because they thjnk im the boring one. but i absorb energy like a sponge!!!!! be silly and funny and i will too! #i really need a group of people with great silly fun energy who i csn feed off of. i miss laughing. i need to laugh. i never laugh anymore😐 #lee rambles #every time i tried playing with people i know I honestly got so bored. I feel bad because they're the only ones nice enough to play with me. #but they're too serious and not funny. so I haven't played with them in like a year at least and am afraid to ask lmao #why do the silly fun people avoid me and only the serious boring people would agree...i need an energy boost #i need a person to be my battery. where do i get a battery #want to play l4d2 again. its been a while. its so hard to fill the lobby and the couple people that used to play with me arent funny 😅 #if i could get a group of silly funny weirdos together then id try lethal company. but i wont try with boring groups #there's so many games i bought to play with people and got ditched that could use a goofy group too. sighs. #why am i still rambling. i dont even have the energy to speak to multiple people at once and play a game #but maybe that's why i need a battery #anyway i kinda really miss doing silly goofy rp and regular gaming hasnt been able to replace the laughter that brought me 😭😭 #i need a good laugh. cant remember last time i laughed until i cried. laughing makes me feel good for a bit sighs. someone make me laugh pls

[bidaryl]

the thing about twd fic dying off around s6/s7 is that plot lines and characters beyond that are barely incorporated and included so now we're forever stuck reading about fucking negan being the biggest baddest killer to ever walk the earth and the whisperers and reapers and governors are left in the dust. for once i just wanna read about negan being the Alexandria Outcast: Hated By Most, Needed By Some, and let alpha or the fucking commonwealth be the monster at the end of the story. please

#like don't get me wrong he truly was that bitch for a hot season or two there but please. #im too tired to word any of this right i just think that having negan as the only villain in fics is boring #and i would instead like to read about #the trials and tribulations of him trying to co-raise a child with a guy that thinks showering is Optional #and would also like to go into the whole negan and judith being friends and daryl raising judith and daryl and negan #having grief with each other over shit that genuinely fucking matters and is impossible to sweep under the rug but also the fact that theyre #both trying so fucking hard to do right by the kids #that doesnt make sense. Whatever #IN THE HOT TIME TRAVEL FIX IT AU that lives in my head #where everything from the start til the finale happens #with some extra bits and pieces too #where everyone that survived til the end wakes up at the start again and Remembers #but everyone thats dead forgets #negan rocks up at the prison gates with actual lucille by his side #laura and franklin behind him #knocks on the gate all little pig little pig let me in. cos he thinks hes funny. and its a prison #and daryl. whos on watch. is like. No. Fuck this guy. Fuck no #and maggie's like. Absolutely not. Fuck no x2 #and negans like. I had a choice. And I Made it. and now I'm here. #i told you what i'd do if i could do it all over again. turns out; i can't. #if you wont take me i get it. But you gotta accept lucille. brought her all the way here cos i knew if she fucking stood a chance; #it'd be with you lot. #OKAY WELL shit it more complex than that but this is tumblr tags and also im tired. but u get the jist #anyway. fic where negans with team family from earlier on the road and then they all have to sort out their Feelings and shit

[naralumi]

chilumi as... high school au!

a childe x lumine headcanon/au based on the typical high school au trope!

part of my chilumi as... series

summary: student council president lumine is in charge of the new kid, ajax. he makes her feel like she's in some teen romcom, but she's trying to play it cool. he isn't even that handsome. besides, she's like... the popular girl. why would a handsome transfer student fluster her so much?

ayaka, 7:49am: are u guys meeting me for coffee before class? <3

lumine, 7:55am: just aether, i have to get to school early. responsible for the new kids orientation. lunch together? :D

perfect grades, a good reputation, solid extra curriculars and a sensible circle of friends. it was only expected that lumine would be voted as student council president in her senior year - the campaign (which she had been dreaming about since she was a freshman) wasn't quite as exciting as she had hoped, she ran uncontested. still, her best friend ayaka had helped her make signs and got her law student older brother to proofread her speeches. it was good practice for the future, or at least, would make her college applications stand out more. she needed all the help she could get to cinch an ivy league scholarship.

the one teeny-tiny issue was that, despite how good being student council president sounded in theory, it actually took up a lot of time. she was sort of the school's own personal errand girl. maintaining her 4.0 gpa, math tutoring and volunteering alongside these new responsibilities left her negative time for herself. not even for an iced latte with aether and ayaka that morning.

"i'm here," lumine knocked on the door of the staff room, crossing the threshold as the clock struck eight, out of breath from running down the street, heavy book bag in tow. her hair was stuck to her face; she must have been an absolute sight to behold. "sorry i'm late."

"you're not late, miss young" mr porter laughed, like the very notion that lumine could be capable of such a thing was ridiculous.

"in fact, i was early." a tall boy with a cheery voice, reddish brown hair and bright blue eyes stood up. lumine hadn't even noticed him in her hurry to meet her homeroom teacher.

"you're ajax?"

"yes. ajax morozov." he smiled, reaching out to shake lumine's hand. his pale skin felt soft and warm around her own; and she stared up at him, slightly intimidated by how this guy managed to be the most handsome boy she had ever seen, and also the most adorable (she was a sucker for freckles, and he seemed to have millions of tiny ones dotted across his cheeks, sprinkled like powdered sugar).

ugh, lumie, be cool.

"i'm lumine young."

"i heard you're the student council president. and a math tutor. and you do something with... horses?"

great. "mr porter told you all about me, huh?"

"i had to boast our star student! mr morozov doesn't know anyone here, his whole family just relocated from california."

"we move a lot," ajax shrugged. "enough about that."

"you... left california... for ohio?" lumine couldn't hide the horrified look that spread across her face. "you poor thing."

"why don't you give ajax a tour while it's still quiet?"

"yes, why don't i?"

**

ajax talked a lot. not in a bad way - he had questions, he was interested in everything lumine was saying, and really seemed to want to get to know her, too, not just interested in finding out where he was allowed eat and pee. it was a little bit embarrassing, though, having to talk about how she lived on a ranch with her parents and her twin brother and had to live up to all the amazing things mr porter had told him about her. like, sure, her qualities all looked good on paper, but her haircut was kind of lopsided (she was never going to forgive aether for being distracted while trimming it last week) and her breath was bad in the morning and she had a lot of dry skin in weird places. she was not perfect. but ajax, by god, ajax was. he had to be. he looked like he just stepped out of a fairy tale. he was a prince, high royalty, handsome and wealthy and well travelled (he told her he spoke five languages fluently, which made lumine's a+ in french look meaningless) and kind. all the boys at her school were kind of jerks, so she couldn't imagine how he'd fit in with them.

lumine had never been interested in looking twice at a guy in her class, but now she couldn't tear her eyes away from ajax. so unprofessional! this was meant to be about pointing out the fire exits and giving him tips on what foods to avoid in the cafeteria, not securing a prom date before the rest of the seniors realised that there was finally a hot guy in their midst.

"i'm still quite hung up on the fact you live on a ranch. that's so...,"

"it's exactly what you expected when you moved to ohio, right?"

"yeah," he laughed. "los angeles is a different world."

"i spent the summer mucking stables and teaching kids to ride ponies. not exactly hot girl stuff, but my parents paid me well."

"you worked at horse summer camp?! you're a weird horse girl!"

"hey!" lumine punched his arm. "it's not my fault! i was born into it!"

"yeah, i know all about that."

as a comfortable silence fell, she led him to the last stop on their little orientation, which was their homeroom. "so, we have to be here by 8:45 every morning. we can chill at lunch, too, but most people just sit out or go for a drive."

ajax nodded. "got it."

"come on, there's a seat next to mine that isn't assigned yet. i'll show you."

"it's definitely under the teacher's nose, right?"

"you think you know me?" she grinned. it was actually at the very back of the classroom, hers by the window, and the one that would now be ajax's in front of it. "i prefer a view. just love staring at the parking lot."

"you can stare at the back of my head now if you get bored of cars."

"noted. can i have a look at your schedule?"

"be my guest."

they took their seats and ajax reached into his pocket. "here. do we have any classes together?"

"yup. you're taking all ap?"

"moving around a lot doesn't leave me much time to make friends, so i study instead."

"well, stick with me, then. i'll make sure you don't get lost." lumine paused for a minute, unsure if it was appropriate to pry. "any reason for all the moving?"

"it's a long story."

"we have about ten minutes before everyone piles in if you feel comfortable telling it. you don't have to, though. just curious." "oh, i don't mind at all, it's just... ugh, it's boring. i always look super mysterious when i transfer schools," he shakes his head. "but it's nothing fun. my dad is a business man and his offices keep expanding, so we travel so he can help with the set up and transition period or whatever, and then it's usually onto the next one within six months. he promised that we wouldn't leave her til i graduated considering i'm a senior now, but if duty calls... well, no big deal. i'll get my credits from wherever and finally settle down when i get into college."

"that sounds rough," lumine said, gently. "do you have any siblings?"

"yeah. three younger, none of them have started high school yet, and two older ones i haven't seen in a while. it's pretty tough on the kids, i don't mind so much, but they haven't learned to not make friends or put down roots yet."

"hm. i get you. what's the point, right?" "exactly. dad says it'll be different every time, but it never really is."

"i have a proposition for you."

"really?" ajax raised his eyebrows.

"yeah. you and me. we'll be friends. no questions asked if you disappear tomorrow. i won't cry or make you feel guilty for being a terrible bestie, so you don't have to feel bad. but if you fancy riding a horse or studying for the sats together, then i'm your girl. you can even come for coffee with me before class. me, my twin brother aether, and my best friend ayaka usually carpool to starbucks and then to school because we can't survive without iced lattes. if you're down, you're welcome."

"that... sounds great."

lumine was chuffed with herself. what a great student council president she was. now, the only job remaining was to not develop a crush on ajax morozov. getting attached would be against the rules.

lumine, 8:59am: ayaka, help. i think i like the new kid. he is so beautiful and his voice is like butter and when i talk to him i feel like im gonna THROW UP. where the hell are u two. ugh now i know how u felt when you ran into miko at the pool

#lumi's writing #chilumi as #chilumi #childe x lumine #lumichi #prob my last post before chilumi month starts so enjoy!! #genshin fanfic #genshin au #yes Аякс Морозов and lumine young are my modern day au versions of them LMAO Морозов is a russian last name meaning frost which makes me #think of snezhnaya obviously bc snezhnaya is based on siberia #i think i got the cyrillic spelling of ajax right there but im not an expert #i learned all my russian from my genshin co op friends #hard to make modern surnames sound right with lumine but i went with young bc its cute #my actual name is lumi and i have a boring ass surname so i want her to feel the same pain

[acid--inside]

i go into a somno tag looking for other cutesy consensual somno likers. instead i find many. many. people to block.

but also blocking these people isnt enough i need to dunk them in acid and kill them

#pers. post. #i hate hate hate some of the stuff that shows up in my kink tags mannn #why does every fucking post in that tag mention fucking d*lg... im censoring it i dont want it in the tag im a HATER #i just. man. #fuck that i want the like. cutesy shit of two guys who are married and deeply devoted and understand boundaries #bc that makes the somno better to me #im sorry if i seem boring but i will never understand why ppl are into like. not having their feelings reciprocated. #if my stupid skele/co/g is getting his robot hole fucked in his sleep its bc he wants that so bad. like outright begged for it before bed #sorry for venting or whatever im just. blocking isnt enough i have to kill them

[staryarn]

Where's she going

#i was literally joining co op foghts earlier because i was bored #and like #this ei was in geo dog's domain (everyone is dead and its hydro electro) with like 1 ping #tbf. none of us were using gro and or shields so. like unless you do stupid damage in 3 seconds you have to shield #also earlier i was a kazuha w a kuki in ri's boss fight (person who made the co op dird and other player left) #so it was me surviving with my hp build and the kuki healing me. while it took us like five years (over ten minutes) to kill her just so t #this guy could win and get the weekly thing #like. i havent played in over a year (since al hait them) so. i am rusty and also on pc instead of mobile #so i had to relearn the controls in like a day and get my keyboard lights on so i wouldnt press q instead of w #i should change it to some other shit but. i keep forgor #however i have been.gaming today because most of.my builds are pretty strong and like #i was grinding before i stopped playing so. they got good artifacts #however i dont use my hu tao anymorr because shes so fragile #i literally use my afk team.of (someone) yae albedo and zh ongli #i saw someone because i either use plat fox kazoo or like. some other person who i can rely on #sometimes ei sometimes like. ehoever i have on hand that is needed (like mona or koko mi) #my fish is only at like. 80 though i dotn want to get the perals for her it takes so long #that and i hate the specters they kinda suck ass to fight #i literally like fighting the clock fuckers more tham the specters like. yeah #shiko speaks

[steeleyespan]

if i dont have like 100 hours of irl conversation with someone, when they deviate from the usual smalltalk "ye awrite" pish then i immediately turn into some scared woodland animal. or at least it feels like it it makes me feel like a scared and distressed 5 year old always

#frustrates me to no end i will literally sit and imagine having conversations with ppl and i have thousands of ideas on what the say #irl i immediately go fight or flight mode go bright red start sweating if someone asks me like. What kind of music i like 😭 #like i cant think its so annoyinggggffffff #and i never initiate conversation unless again its like hows ur weekend cos idk. am like what if its annoying to tell someone what i ddi on #the weekend #meanwhile very much aware and conscious of how people will just talk absolute pish constantly with no fear or shame #whadda hell man did being like lightly bullied in hs for being a bit cringe with it fuck me up this badly #sometimes i get bored at work and am like am gonny ask the next customer what theyre up to for the rest of the day #just for the thrill of the anxiety it gives me

[dungeons-and-dragon-age]

Eyyy it's Neira's birthday today! :D This marks my official 2 years in dragon age hell lmao

#well sorta #didnt actually play until october but i made her in june so it counts #cant believe ive been in this rabbithole more or less consistently for two years straight #might stream later! either art or da idk but im bored today and wanna hang out csbdhdjd #the plan would be da themed stuff for the occasion lol but like #id be up for some sketch requests #or jackbox games or sth #no rules man we can do whatever #lay rambles #oh also @ yall who are reading this and would be interested in a stream #could you maybe tell me if discord or twitch would work better for you? #cos idk its both got its pros and cons and i wanna do whats more comfortable/convient for you guys

[databent]

tucson used to have water flowing through it, real, actual water, there was a river full of fish and frogs and providing a habitat for so many native plants and animals… i need to stop thinking about this cos its fucking me up that that will never quite be the case again because of the water being needed to sustain the city and agriculture and everything else

#kd #the santa cruz river heritage project makes me so emotional i love the efforts to bring part of the river back #there are plants and birds and frogs and lizards and bugs and theyve reintroduced native fish #people have looked at old ecological studies and these are the same species that lived along and in the river a hundred years ago #theres this perception that the sonoran desert is just dry and desolate and harsh and it makes me so sad :-( cos thats not the case at all #its a very interesting ecosystem with so much unique life and there are waterways with native aquatic species still! #SORRY for the tag rant im bored in the car (passenger) and were driving through the desert and i keep fucking thinking #how could people live here and not appreciate it… i dont get it </3 #.pdf

[rodentbrains]

lovely @marshalortega​ tagged me ages ago, but thanks to tumblr and my partial absence, i never saw it so here’s a super late response. thank you for thinking of me!!

i would tag someone, but pretty much everyone has done it already. so if you see this and feel like doing it, knock yourself out <3 ( i dont have drawings of her done yet, so instead you get this image from a maker from ummmandy )

SEASONING: sea salt, thyme WEATHER: cold days with strong sun; fog. COLOUR: desaturated browns, greens, blues and so on. (and orange ofc) SKY:  cloudy, grey, polluted.  MAGICAL POWER: telepathy HOUSE PLANT: flowerless pot with dirt, a quickly dying single dandelion WEAPON: own body, a bat, pocket knife  SUBJECT: engineering, physics, biology    SOCIAL MEDIA:  god no. on several levels. MAKEUP PRODUCT: also a nada. contemplated at one point hiding the genetic dark circles, but quickly gave up on it. CANDY: licorice, sour gum drops  FEAR: loss of control, flying, unexpected touch/contact ICE CUBE SHAPE: regular ice-cube, slightly overfrozen METHOD OF LONG-DISTANCE TRAVEL:  dingy stolen old car ART STYLE:  hmm think along the lines of cubism, specifically in their depiction of people, futurism & book illustrations such as henry clarke’s MYTHOLOGICAL CREATURE: poltergeist, bauk (the bauk is described as hiding in dark places, holes, or abandoned houses, waiting to grab, carry away, and devour its victim; but it can be scared away by light and noise.) PIECE OF STATIONERY: staplers, whiteners, red markers. THREE EMOJIS: 😒🦾🔪 CELESTIAL BODY: meteoroids

#thank you for tagging me! this was fun #and sorry its so randomly late tumblr just doesnt co-operate with me #me whenever i'm thinking about yana: how can i make her more dry and boring..... #thyme is being generous #its mostly salt #and not in a pun like way #yana nowak #logs #oh yeah fears are pretty standard game based!

[grennseyelashes]

The pain and struggle of ~noticing important things~ about characters you don't really have any interest in, but are very relevant to the story as a whole :(

#i dont want to write it up neatlyyyyyy because it is all very boring to meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #but i think im going to have to cos its driving me nuts lol #ugh. UGH. #how unfair to me personally. #like ive got nothin against her! but also like. shes plot. to me #at least since that bigass fire #we WATCH everyone else struggle with issues of leadership and entitlement #but we will only EXPERIENCE those things *with her* #shes the odd one out and also the reader insert to a degree #because she believes in prophecy in a way the others dont #and shes wrong lol. not her fault but it is what it is #but im not a plot person im a themes and character person so like #this is torture lol #i want to talk about AERON hes way cooler and i think his death is going to be very funny and make me cry also #but here we are >:( #as a wise man once said: #getting brain damage from pissing myself off

[bahoreal]

:-)

#getting to a point where ive read my writing so many times i dont know if its good any more #like. im bored by editing it. but is that cos i wrote jt or cos its bad. #ah. the brainworms telling me ill never be a writer. theyre back!

[cinnabeat]

i think what happens with new songs is that i end up focusing on the music first instead of the lyrics and sometimes (most times) the music by itself is really fucking boring or borderline incomprehensible and im like what the fuck is this shit and then at some point i start paying attention to the lyrics and im like there is nothing interesting abt this?? bc the music is still like a blaring focus in my head and it just takes several listens to like combine the two and actually listen to the song in its entirety instead of separating its parts like a weirdo

#this has nothing to do with the lyrics not being in english btw i do this with literally every song #its bc most of the time i cant parse out the lyrics in the first place #like most songs the lyrics just register as like musical noise and not actual words #which honestly is how my ears work in general #its the audio processing issue babey #so i tend to listen to a song first and dont pay attention to the lyrics bc i know im not gonna catch it anyways so like i listen to the sou #sound in general? and since im not focusing on the lyrics much the actual music is what i hear and sometimes (filament fever) its literally #so fucking bizzare or (beyond the way) the music is just categorically boring #and without fail im like what the fuck this sucks and i dont bother with the lyrics bc if i cant even stand the music then whats the point #so then it takes a few listens to either get used to it or process it enough that im like wait nvm this is good actually and then i focus on #on the lyrics and i follow along with the lyrics but i can ot be assed to understand the lyrics while following a song bc i lose the plot co #constantly #and then eventually it like meshes together and im listening to the song entirely #or in filament fevers case i literally dont even notice it like its just background noise to me now not even music lmao #love discovering things abt myself #this was hours of background introspection btw lmao #michi tag #of course some songs do actually suck and it becomes less grating to me just out of like whats the word..getting used to it? #stockholm syndrome music style lmao #and theres some songs where theyre good to me first listen and thats entirely bc the music is pleasing like just bc i like it from the get g #get go does not mean my audio processing is any less convoluted

[confusedsiewmai]

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#rant #GODDDD i hate living in a conservative asian society sometimes cos i have a class on gender and sexuality #and i feel like an adult trapped in a class for children #cos its like: feminism! yes! so. what are some words associated with feminism? what are some things in ur daily life related to feminism? #and i have to sit there and pretend i'm not bored out of my mind #and its just so obvious that i wont likely be having any rich conversations with at least 90% of the class #and it genuinely frustrates me to no end #talking to myself