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moonlightdreamzz · 1 year

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baby, it’s cold outside

in the midst of an intense snow storm you and sunwoo are trapped in tbz’s dorm together, giving you two nothing but time to talk about any and everything - including his feelings for you.

pairing: sunwoo x black!fem!reader

g: very fluffy!! with slight angst. and slight smut at the end. hehe.

sigh. how did you not know that it was going to snow today? specifically the winter storm you had a front-row seat to, courtesy of sunwoo’s gigantic window that allowed you the perfect view of city.

the wind is blowing hard, forcing the white flakes to move around in a hectic manner. the streets are already beginning to go from black to white, all in thirty minutes. you had so many plans tonight, for one, not being stuck sleeping on sunwoo’s couch. you were separated from your bed by miles in the double digits, yet you could still hear it calling your name in desperation.

“you know,” sunwoo interrupts your thoughts. he hasn’t taken his eyes off you since the moment he realized you wouldn’t see or feel them burning holes into you. “staring at it isn’t going to make the storm pass by any faster.” he chuckles.

you were so precious, and you weren’t even trying. you never tried. everything about you was so effortlessly beautiful. he can’t lie - he’s a little hurt that you don’t seem ecstatic about being trapped in here with him, but what could he say? you weren’t his girl; he just wanted you to be. even so, his heart can’t but feel drained in his chest—as if it was tired for beating for you.

he had learned a long time ago that he needed to embrace your relationship for what it was instead of mourning what he felt it should be. you were his best friend, and he was yours. the two of you had an uncanny amount of things in common, but even in your differences did you two manage to grow together.

it has to be freezing outside with the number of layers you have on. your outfit consists of all black, minus the fuzzy beanie you sport on your head and your signature brown uggs. your hat is a jade green, a color the two of you agreed a long time ago was yours to own forever.

"i might as well take all of this off, hm?" you chuckle in subtle disappointment. your hat goes first. you swiftly toss it to sunwoo, knowing he will catch it with ease and he does. next is your coat, followed by your hoodie that you added for extra protection, and lastly your boots.

"don't sound so excited." sunwoo can't help but mock. he takes all of your belongings to the main closet, which was to the right when you stepped into the dorm. he didn't even have to press his nose to it to smell the sweet, yet citrus scent that always lingered on your soft skin. sometimes, he truly believed that you weren't real—that you had to be an angel on a secret mission to bring comfort to others on earth. to him.

meeting you was a complete accident. a beautiful one, but an accident all the same. he had relived the day in his dreams so many times and he could never forget not even the smallest detail when telling the story to another.

it was backstage at music bank, and sunwoo was in a hurry to get back his dressing room as the boyz were up next to perform. the only problem was, he had completely forgotten how he found the bathroom, and where the bathroom was in conjunction to his dressing room. he was drinking water as he frantically ran around—receiving all kinds of odd stares from stylists and idols, but he didn't care. thinking he may have found his way, he turned the corner sharply only to bump into you. his water bottle completely tipped over; spilling all over your shirt and pants.

God had to be on his side, right? i mean, what are the chances that the first time he’s seen you in awhile due to his hectic schedule, a snowstorm says … surprise!

what are the chances of this being the one time sunwoo didn’t go to practice, meaning no one was in this dorm except you and him. the members were currently stuck at cre.ker, and he could tell they were not happy about it the way the his phone has been vibrating aggressively, non-stop since you got here.

“thank you.” you are still standing near the window, and sunwoo can’t help but let out a chuckle.

“you know you can sit right? why are you acting like this is our first time meeting? we’re best friends, big head.”

your infectious laugh begins to fill the dorm, so much so that for a second sunwoo’s forgets that it’s only the two of you in here. he can’t help but smirk at you. inside, he was smiling, but he could never do that for you. if he looked at you with the power of what he felt for you, his secret would be blown.

“sunwoo.” you’re snapping in his direction repeatedly, and now he’s embarrassed. he was always in a daze when you were around.

“you were not calling me.” he defends quickly.

“i absolutely was, big head.” you mock as you plop down on the couch, swinging both your legs over and closing your eyes. “but I’m not surprised. you never listen to me.”

you loved to offend him. “i always listen to you.” he confesses. there had to be some type of poison in the snow. his usual tough exterior was softening and you had only been here for thirty minutes. yes, your gorgeous features were enough to make any man or woman drop at first sight, but sunwoo had trained himself well. his number was rule was to never show you too much emotion—well, at the least not the kind that would lead you to believe he was in love with you.

“you tired?” he questions from his position on the floor. his legs are crossed as he holds his weight in the palm of his hands.

“more like over it.” you sigh, “but I came over here to see you. I’ve missed you. we’ve both been so busy, but i still feel like the worse friend ever.”

“you’re the farthest from a bad friend. why would you even say that?”

“what type of best friend ghosts her own?”

although you couldn’t help your coping mechanism, that didn’t mean you didn’t feel horrible about it. especially with sunwoo considering he was your ride or die. he deserved better from you.

“we all have bad days y/n. shit, bad weeks, bad months. as your best friend,” sunwoo rises off the floor to rest beside you on the cozy couch. he could see in the way you loss focus on the conversation that you were reminiscing on false memories. “it’s my job to understand you, and know that you don’t hate me or anything when you go quiet sometimes. i know that’s just how y/n is.” he hits your knee affectionately.

he looks up at you now, even though it makes him feel nauseous. you feel even worse. you hated making eye contact with others, especially him. you can’t speak. his sultry eyes have always had the ability to put you in a trance. you’re trying to find the words to respond to him, but it’s like you can’t move.

the way you always get lost in his eyes would make any one else brag, but sunwoo never allowed his ego to be too inflated by it because he knew it had nothing to do with you sharing his feelings.

“how many times have I sucked as a friend? hm?” he speaks once more.

“never.” you gasp in offense. “can you be a meany sometimes? absolutely. but sunwoo,” you grab his already sweaty hand, and he can’t help but feel itchy all over. this was another quirk of yours—your affectionate nature. he knew he would never be able to adjust to it, though. “you are always there for me. all those nights I was calling you to rant about chris…I know you were so damn tired of my ass, but you answered every-time. you can’t say the same about me.”

he was so happy listening to you talk before you mentioned your dickhead of an ex boyfriend.

he never liked bangchan. you and sunwoo had both agreed a long time ago that he had the ability to read people, and he usually wasn’t wrong, but because he loved you so much he wanted to be wrong about the guy. you looked at him with those doe googly eyes of yours. all you did was text him, stay on the phone all night with him, and all the other stuff that sunwoo wished you did with him instead.

he genuinely thought he was going mad, but he couldn’t shake the feeling. even the members thought he was crazy.

“tell me he doesn’t throw you off.”

“listen, I don’t know the guy, sunwoo.” kevin sang politely. “he seems like he could go 50/50. he’s either the best person in the world, or the worst.”

“kevin!” sunwoo yells, stopping him and jacob in their tracks.

“sunwoo!” they yell back in unison.

“50/50? this is y/n we’re talking about right now. like, our y/n? the one near and dear to our hearts? the—

“one you’re in love with?” jacob interrupts with a smirk, not able to harbor even the tiniest bit of irritation towards his member in this moment.

sunwoo is the one haulting now. “what?”

well, they were right. kind of. he came to realize his deep angst towards you and your australian lover was partly due to the fact that he was jealous and in love with you, but he still was completely right about bangchan. he was every distasteful thing sunwoo knew him to be. and he had completely shattered your heart. you—his angel’s heart.

“you aren’t talking to him again, are you?” sunwoo whispers. his right leg begins to tap in anticipation. he loves you to pieces, but you had this weird habit of giving some of the worst people second chances.

“of course not.” you laugh out loud.

phew.

“after cheating on me, and barely being remorseful, fuck him.” you raise a middle finger in the air for good measure.

“i’m just sorry you had to go through that. you didn’t deserve it. you didn’t deserve any of it. the inconsistent behavior, the ghosting and coming back, him fucking on girls that could never even compare to you. he never deserved you.”

sunwoo wants to say more. he wants to go on and on about how lame he is. but he knows you, and he knows that if you want to talk about it you will. plus, he was out of your life now. sunwoo wasn’t going to let any of his energy back in.

your heart feels comforted, yet sore from sunwoo’s caring words. he always gassed you up, on your good days and bad. if someone was going to remind you of your worth, you could count on him. but even his kind words couldn’t make you feel better about your sometimes terrible taste in lovers.

“thank you.” you mutter, breaking eye contact with him finally. “you know, the same can be said about you and yoona.”

oh, yoona. just like sunwoo never liked bangchan, you never liked her. probably because she made it clear she didn’t like you, but everyone always tried to convince you that you were just upset that you had finally been replaced. you never understood the jabs, because you and sunwoo had never dated. he never has had feelings for you.

how do you know that? was always the question. and you’d always have the same answer.

“because when sunwoo wants a girl, he gets her.

was sunwoo really good to you? yes. was he always there when you needed him? of course. but what was a true bestfriend if they did not have these characteristics? you were so thankful to sunwoo, because he’s the closest thing you’ve ever had to knowing what love should feel like. the sweet words, feeling genuinely encouraged no matter what you are about to face, the little gifts that reminded him of you.

“yoona,” he chuckles, reminiscing on how genuinely insane she was. he liked it though. maybe because his down right shameful attempts to show you how he felt about you never gained him anything, so when she was so crazy in love with him, it felt rewarding. you hated her though. shit, he did too…kind of? it was toxic as fuck.

sunwoo has a history of toxic relationships. you always tell him he deserves better. he always wanted to say you were the only better he would accept. that whether a girl was sane or insane, the toxicity would never end because he would be in a relationship while in love with another person. he wanted to emphasize the fact that it wouldn’t be fair to his lover because it could be the day of his wedding day—if you ever even uttered something along the lines of “I want to be with you”, he would run away with you without thinking twice.

but instead he always settled for a plain “mhm.”

“you remember when I was busy practicing for kingdom?” he begins, barely being able to hold in his contagious laughter.

your eyes go to the back of your head immediately as you recall the story he was about to tell. you also realize that you are still holding his hand, so you swiftly let go as you try to get comfortable on the couch. now your palms are sweating. sunwoo has the softest hands in the world. the anxiety you did not realize you had been harboring in your belly has dissolved.

sunwoo’s heart stings when you pull away, but he’s used to the feeling. “don’t roll your eyes at me.” he teases somberly. “a wise woman once told me that you have to laugh through the pain.”

“finish your story.” you roll your eyes again, but this time with that beautiful smile of yours fighting to hide.

he laughs a couple more times before finishing. “and she went through the building asking every single person, even the trainee’s where I was. so fucking embarrassing.” he face plants. maybe he can laugh so hard because she was long gone. or maybe he needed help. regardless, the story was worth telling again because even you are laughing now.

“cheers.” you announce, faking as if you have a shot glass in your hand.

“cheers, but for what?” sunwoo questions.

“to us both being best friends, and having the worst taste in lovers.”

“less talk about them, and more talk about you.”

“it shouldn’t be just about me. i mean, I am in your home.” you sing.

“well i don’t want to talk about just me.”

“so let’s talk about us.” you say, not even realizing what those words did to sunwoo. he was doing so damn good. you were attempting to hypnotize him with those beautiful features of yours. your plump lips, your beautiful melanated skin, your pretty brown eyes, your enchanting smile, and your beautiful braids that had recently got redone.

“I like your hair.” he whispers. fuck it. if you two were stuck in here all night together, he was bound to fall in love with you all over again anyways.

“do I look good, mr. armstrong?” you quote, throwing your braids over your shoulders with all the confidence in the world resting on your finger tips.

he wants to tell you that you are the most beautiful girl that he had ever seen, but once again he refrains and settles for a sly smirk instead.

“oh-“ you sit up promptly, inching your face closer to his, “I asked you a question.” you tease.

he hates how much he loves you. he hates how nervous you make him.

now there’s a silence. it’s peaceful, yet so many things can be heard. even through the storm there are cars on the road trying to get to their destination—honking and swerving along the way. he can hear the heat blowing throughout the dorm. sunwoo can also hear you breathing. he can tell you are relaxed, and yes, you are still so close to his face.

“i’m not moving away until you say yes.” you breathe right on his earlobe.

“then I guess you’ll be sitting right here all day.”

he could barely get that out without choking.

you begin to nod your head before speaking, “okay…I see how it’s gonna be tonight. you’re being tough on me, even though I drove all the way over here just to see you—keep in mind that time you spilled water all over my outfit at music bank.”

he’s smiling now. he’s fucking smiling because like he mentioned before, this was his favorite story to tell.

“it was an accident.”

“then why do you look like you’re about to bust out laughing, sunwoo.” you punch his arm lightly, like a child, and he breaks.

sunwoo always said he loves your laugh, but his was even more infectious. maybe it was because seeing him genuinely find something funny was a rare sight, or maybe…you didn’t know what that other maybe was. you knew you would do anything to see him laugh though.

“oh my God.” is all he can get out, still trying to calm down from his laughing fit.

“it was never that funny.”

“then why are you laughing too?”

good point.

“sunwoo,” you speak when you can finally catch your breath, “how am I going to sleep here? i have no bonnet, no night clothes, not a damn thing.”

“well, i may not be able to fix all of that, but I do have clothes. come on.” he gets up from the couch, placing a hand out for you to join him. in reality he just wanted an excuse to hold your hand again. it always calmed his anxiety down.

you don’t hesitate to grab it before allowing him to lead you to his room. this wasn’t your first time in here. back before you started getting booked for more make up gigs, you and sunwoo would hide from the world here quite often. you always asked him did the other members hate you.

“of course not. no one could ever hate you. it’s like, scientifically impossible.” he would always say.

sunwoo directs you to sit on his bed as he squats down to get to his drawer.

there it is again. the peaceful silence. for sunwoo, this was something that could never go unnoticed. he just wished there was a way he could get the balls to confess to you, and that although you didn’t like him now, that you would be open to letting him show you what real love feels like. he wasn’t always the most confident even though he pretended to be, but there was always a small part of him that wished you just give him a chance.

you were literally his peace. how could he ever be with someone else when they could never make him feel like this?

sunwoo grabs one of his graphic tee’s and some basketball shorts. he would’ve gave you some sweatpants, but you hated sleeping in pants especially in a warm environment.

“thank you baby boo.” you blow him a kiss before getting up to go to the bathroom to change. it doesn’t take long for you to switch clothes, and you can’t help but chuckle as you observe the messy bathroom you were in. boys.

there have been plenty of times where you sported sunwoo’s hoodies and jackets, but his entire wardrobe was a first. you walk out, all of a sudden feeling a wave of embarrassment run through you.

why were you so cute? you’re waddling back to him, his clothes doing their best to fit your body.

“cute.” sunwoo mutters. while you were in the bathroom, he was trying to figure out a way to turn his pillow case into a scarf for you. he had no idea how any of this worked, but he knew silk was important for your hair. he also knew you were gonna start crying soon when you had to mess up your freshly done hair on top of being stuck in here with him.

“thank you.” you mutter back, but you turn around as if you forgot something in the living room. you had to have ran the way you reappeared so quickly, this time with a bottle of wine in your hand.

“where did you get that from?” he scoffs. “alcoholic.”

“i prefer the term, extremely stressed.”

sunwoo attempts to stand, “let me get us some glasses or something.” but your hand sharply grabs his wrist to hault him.

“sit down. are we not best friends? we’re just gonna share it.”

this was so embarrassing. this was the closest to kissing you he would ever know, hm?

before he can blink the bottle is open and you’re downing it like you hadn’t had liquid in your body for 48 hours — nothing unusual from you. he takes the bottle from you after you chug it and does the same. he had never had this wine before, but it was good as hell. it was sweet, but citrus at the same time—wait.

“this is going to sound so weird,” he begins, “but why does this wine taste how you smell?” he chuckles.

“you’re not already drunk are you, lightweight?” you’re smiling at him again. you were always fucking smiling at him.

the night goes on, the two of you drinking more and more of the bottle until it’s empty, simply a weapon for an intruder. you had no intentions of doing this, but fuck it. you can’t lie, the room is spinning. you take a look at sunwoo who’s already looking at you.

every time you got drunk with each other and made eye contact like this, you felt it. you had always tried so damn hard to not feel like this, but how could you not? look at him.

he was so perfect. his skin always looked like it had been made love to by the sun. his teeth were perfect, his face was sculpted to perfection. he was fine as hell. you may have been able to push down everything else you felt for him, but that was something you could never deny.

but you knew him. and you had given up the dream of the two of you ever being a thing when you saw how he acted with girls he actually liked. he oozed with confidence, because just like you knew he was fine, he knew he was fine too.

did sunwoo show you how a woman should be treated? yes. but that’s what real men did. they became your examples so that you never have to be confused when you actually date. truth be told, all of his members had their moments where they did nice things for you.

now sunwoo is snapping in your face. he’s so damn drunk, and he knows it because he can’t stop giggling like a middle schooler who was sitting beside his crush for the first time.

his thoughts are running wild right now. there’s so many emotions bouncing from wall to wall inside of him that he genuinely feels like he can explode. your beauty has intensified by a thousand even though his vision was not as clear as it was before. his love for you, although he didn’t realize it was possible, has gotten even stronger in a mere thirty minutes. his length is twitching and his mouth, unbeknownst to him, was watering ever so slightly as he looks at you.

the two of you have been drunk together before, but it was always a gigantic group of people around, so what’s about to happen, could never happen.

it’s as if sunwoo no longer has control of his body. his left hand slowly creeps on your knee and he begins to rub it ever so gently. his eyes have yet to leave yours. he’s afraid he’ll blind you with how intense he’s glaring into you, but he can’t look away. he feels like he can see through you.

you can’t stop him. truthfully, him caressing your knee was nothing abnormal, but this time it feels…different. and the way he’s looking at you—you can’t help but squeeze your legs together. you don’t know what else to even do in this moment.

now sunwoo is moving closer to you. he expects you to start moving back, and it was at that moment he was going to excuse himself, but you don’t move. your breathing that was previously relaxed is now unsteady, and he swears he can hear how loud and hard your heart is beating.

“babygirl.”

he presses his plump lips to yours, and it’s as if time stops.

you know how they say when you have a near death experience, your life flashes before your eyes? well, that’s what the two of you were experiencing right now. this was the death of your friendship, now being reborn into something even deeper, although the two of you weren’t sure what that meant.

it’s like a projector is replaying every moment the two of you have ever had for the both of you to see. his lips are still connected to yours—your eyes seemingly wired shut as you’re forced to watch the movie that was your life.

sunwoo sees music bank, he sees himself frantically apologizing until he looks up, wondering what a beautiful girl like you was doing back here around all of these judgmental people. he sees the first time the two of you ever hung out. tbz had thrown a party at their dorm, and through text you had told him you didn’t have any friends and he was determined to change that. even so, the two of you decided to stay in sunwoo’s room, refusing to be rowdy like everybody else. you talked for hours about everything and nothing at the same time. that was the first time sunwoo realized he was falling in love with you.

you see every single time sunwoo has been there for you—no matter the time, place, or reason. how, even when you made the poorest of decisions, he rode for you. you see every kiss to the side of your head, every gift, every hug. most importantly, you unlock a feeling that you had been keeping hidden for an incredible long time; the fact that you wanted him to be more than a friend to you. you had no idea why you never allowed the feelings to be freed. maybe you were scared. you damn sure didn’t think you were good enough. but sunwoo is kissing you right now. and through his lips can you feel every single emotion he has been hiding from you as well.

it’s as if someone smacked sunwoo on the back of his neck. he pulls away quickly, his eyes widening in horror, but then his brain reminds him that he’s not sober, and it’s now or never.

“y/n,” he begins, cupping your fluffy cheeks that he loves so much. his tan skin always looked so pretty against your choco colored. “i’m—i’m so drunk right now.” he chuckles sadly, “like genuinely I’m such a fucking mess, but that kiss…that wasn’t because I’m drunk. well, it was, but these feelings are real. they’re so fucking real and I’m sorry that I’m doing this, but I’m so in love with you. and please don’t think that I realized this over the course of a night. for the past two years that I have known you have I been allowed the pleasure to grow in love with you. more and more everyday.”

sunwoo is crying now, which is something you had never seen him do. you place your hands in his wrists as they continue to hold your face—rubbing gentle circles into them.

has sunwoo really felt like this all along? have you really been wasting your time dating shitty people, when the man of your dreams has been sitting here for two years wanting to be with you all the same?

“sunwoo i—“

“just let me finish,” he wipes the tears that feel like they will never stop falling before continuing his drunken rant, “i know you don’t feel the same. you don’t have to tell me. and I know I probably ruined every bit of friendship we have built all this time, but I think I’m at my breaking point y/n. it’s so hard, holding all of this inside of me.”

you want to let him finish, but you can’t. you want to feel what he just made you feel by pressing his lips to yours again. everything happens so fast. your lips connect to his in a passionate romance, and he haults for a second before returning the fire you were putting on his lips. both of your clothes are coming off too quickly to remember where you guys are throwing them. you’re grinding on his length, moaning loudly at how big he is. sunwoo is whimpering and the tears are still flowing because, this can’t be real. you feel so fucking good on him as you grind your panty covered pussy on his dick.

as drunk as the both of you are, you’ll never forget this. the both of you fall back on the bed, and like a movie, the scene blurs out.

sunwoo makes love to you that night. he makes love to you over and over again. if there was anybody even remotely close to this dorm, they heard it, but he doesn’t care. he wanted everyone to hear him moaning out your name because you are so fucking beautiful and you make love to him so good. and he wanted them all to wallow at the fact that he was the one making you feel this damn good.

scream my name, babygirl. he remembers saying passionately to you in every position. the both of you hear it in your dreams too. you see it all in your dreams. his confession of how patiently he had been waiting to make love to you like this. how gorgeous your body was even with every mark you have on your body. your beautiful hyperpigmentation that you have always been insecure about.

how in love he is with you.

you begin to feel your five senses again; you can feel the sun, although she’s not warming you up any due to the cold weather that’s still prominent, your eyes are starting to gain vision again, and you stretch your entire body feeling pleased with all the cracks you hear. you feel sunwoo’s arms around you, which causes your heart to stop beating for a mere second before your body forces your entire body to start sweating.

he looks so at peace as he sleeps. his arms are wrapped tightly around your waist as his leg is placed right under your womanhood. yours is wrapped around his waist. you remove the cover ever so slightly to take a look at him in all his glory. he was so beautiful. his body was beautiful, and you no longer had to imagine what it would look like in a moment like this.

sunwoo begins to wake up too. it’s almost as if he’s still drunk with how at ease he currently feels. he can smell you before his eyes even open. the smell of love still lingers in the room. before opening his eyes, he can’t help but to pepper kisses all over your face, neck, and chest.

now his eyes are open and enchanted by yours like they always are, but this time it feels different. it is different. sunwoo doesn’t know what to expect. he doesn’t know if you’re going to say you regret it. he’s honestly petrified right now.

but then you do it—you smile. that heart warming smile that always made him melt is resting on your face, and he knows.

you don’t regret it at all.

“what do we do now?” you whisper so innocently. the sun is assisting with your natural glow. your voice is raspy, but it’s music to his ears. your bare body is really here for him to respect, worship, and love. it’s right here in front of him.

“i meant it, y/n. everything I said.” he presses his forehead to yours.

“i know. me too. even though I didn’t say much.” you chuckle, moving to put your head in his chest. you didn’t even care about the fact that you slept with no scarf last night. this moment overthrew that.

“i love you.” he whispers, pressing a kiss to the side of your head as he always does. “and I wanna show you that I’m all you need.”

“i love you too, sunwoo.” you beam, “and I want you to show me.”

this moment—it’s so sweet, and gentle. just like you. the entire room is at ease. birds are singing outside and sunwoo has no idea whether it’s still snowing outside or not.

a knock on the door interrupts the beautiful moment.

“so um, I let you guys have your moment and all because whoop whoop! so happy that the two of you realized you are madly in love with eachother, but can the two of you please put some clothes on so I can come in my room?” kevin sings behind the door.

fuck! the two of you both say in unison before laughing uncontrollably. you and sunwoo get out of bed to put your clothes back on, but still don’t take your eyes off eachother. you can’t.

all sunwoo could do now was thank the heavens, for they allowed this snow storm to blow the two of you in each-others arms.

authors note!! i really hope you guys loved this. sunwoo…that’s my man my man my man! im so in love with him I had to get it out haha. kisses love you all hope you’re having a good ass day. stay beautiful.

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[이주연] LOST IN TRANSLATION ꒰ L.JY x F!READER

IN WHICH ✶ — Everyone thought that after LOVLUSION’s disbandment Suzuki Y/n would have returned back to Japan and debut there but the public was shocked at her disappearance. They were even more shocked to hear that two years later she’d be joining a new subunit of group ETERNAL under SOS (sea of stars) ENT. The public was lost for words at how she was able to rebrand herself in those two years, debuting with a sharp and cold look rather than her cute and angelic look back then in LOVLUSION.

FEELING SO EUPHORIA | profile one.

• ETERNAL EUPHORIA is an upcoming five-member South Korean girl group under SOS ENT. They are a new subunit of the already established girl group ETERNAL, who are known for their ethereal concept and numerous subunits. They are set to debut April 10th, 2023. Members are rumored to be revealed soon.

﹙★﹚DESCRIPTIONS…

suzuki y/n ; previously apart of girl group LOVLUSION, that had came from the popular survival show GIRLVERSE. Most known for her angelic and charming visuals, that’s why she’s so excited to debut and show her fans her new image. She used to be under Cre.Ker Ent and that’s how she met Juyeon and became so close to him.

kim chaewon ; certified y/n supporter during the day and certified jake fangirl at night. desperately wanted to debut but didn’t expect to debut in a subunit … in a group that already has three subunits … but she clicked well with the girls so she stayed.

huh yunjin ; american girl yasss. her and eunchae got that big sister little sister dynamic it’s so cute 🤗 and they both tease y/n bc she’s so old !

nakamura kazuha ; y/n’s japanese sister tbhtbh!! she looks up to y/n so much and adores her because she’s helped her so much ever since she decided to become an idol. she also the biggest zuzujuju shipper.

hong eunchae ; the maknae! she was actually a huuugeee lovlusion fan and was so happy that she’d debut with a former lovlusion member. even though she doesn’t stop teasing her…

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hwangyozz · 7 days

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──●◎●── BASICS

BIRTH NAME : Hwang Yohan (황요한)

STAGE NAME : Thomas (토마스)

NICKNAMES : Tommy, Mogul's Heartthrob, Elite Rapper, "Nation's Chaebol Prince"

DATE OF BIRTH : January 19, 1998

ZODIAC SIGN : Capricorn / Tiger

BIRTHPLACE : Seoul, South Korea

HOMETOWN : Seoul, South Korea

ETHNICITY : Korean

NATIONALITY : Korean

LANGUAGES : Korean, Chinese, English, Japanese, French, Spanish

──●◎●── PHYSICAL

FACECLAIM : Kim Hyunjong

HEIGHT : 181 cm (5'11")

WEIGHT : 62 kg ( 136 lbs)

BLOOD TYPE : O

──●◎●── CAREER

LABELS : SM Entertainment (former; 2013-2016) Cre.Ker Entertainment (former; 2016-2021), IST Entertainment (current; 2021-present)

OCCUPATION : Idol, Actor

GROUP : The Boyz (더보이즈)

POSITION : Lead Rapper, Vocalist, Visual

──●◎●── BACKGROUND

Thomas, born Hwang Yohan, was destined for a life of distinction from the moment he entered the world on a crisp January day in Seoul, South Korea. His father, Hwang Joonho, presided over the expansive CJ Group empire, while his mother, Kim Miyoung, brought the latest news to South Korean households as a respected news anchor. Growing up in a household where success was the norm, Thomas was groomed to embody excellence in all endeavors. Despite his family's affluence, Thomas was instilled with humility and an unyielding work ethic from a young age. His older brother, Sunghan, pursued a career in acting and quickly gained fame, setting a high bar for Thomas to follow.

At the age of 15, Thomas embarked on a transformative journey, studying abroad in the United States. This experience broadened his horizons, exposing him to diverse cultures and igniting a passion for music and performance. Upon his return to Seoul, Thomas was scouted by SM Entertainment and began his rigorous training as a K-pop trainee, honing his skills in dance, vocals, and rap. During his time at SM Entertainment, Thomas caught the attention of industry insiders not just for his talent but also for his magnetic stage presence and natural charisma. However, fate had other plans, and in 2016, Thomas made a pivotal decision to depart from SM Entertainment and join Cre.ker Entertainment, where he embarked on a new path with THE BOYZ, an up-and-coming K-pop group. Thomas' journey with THE BOYZ was marked by dedication and determination. As the lead rapper and visual of the group, he brought his unique blend of assertiveness, joyfulness, and purpose to the stage. His acting career also flourished, with notable roles in dramas like "The Crowned Clown," "My Lovely Liar," and "King The Land," showcasing his versatility as a performer.

Despite the whispers of nepotism from outsiders, Thomas's fans recognized his talent and dedication, bestowing upon him the endearing title of "Nation’s Chaebol Prince." His fondness for Blackpink, particularly biasing Jennie Kim, endeared him to fans even further, showcasing his down-to-earth nature despite his privileged background. In 2021, Cre.ker Entertainment evolved into IST Entertainment, marking a new chapter in Thomas' career. Under IST, Thomas continued to shine, captivating audiences with his multifaceted talents and unwavering passion. Through it all, Thomas remained grounded, grateful for the opportunities afforded to him and eager to leave his mark on the world stage as an artist, actor, and embodiment of the "Chaebol Prince" persona.

#sweet like nectar . ⧽ ── profile #fictional idol community #fictional idol addition #fictional idol oc #fictional kpop community #the boyz addition #the boyz added member #the boyz oc #fake kpop addition #kpop addition #fake kpop idol

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rvveal · 6 days

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𝝑𝝔 . BASICS

BIRTH NAME BAI ZIXIN ENGLISH NAME REYES BAI

AGE 22 DATE OF BIRTH OCTOBER 17TH, 2001 NATIONALITY TAIWANESE ETHNICITY TAIWANESE PLACE OF BIRTH TAIPEI CITY, TAIWAN HOMETOWN TAIPEI CITY, TAIWAN and OVIEDO, SPAIN

HEIGHT 175 CM ( 5'9'' FT ) WEIGHT 57 KG ( 126 LBS ) BLOOD TYPE A POSITIVE

FACE CLAIM LIU YANGYANG VOCAL CLAIM MARK LEE RAP CLAIM MARK LEE DANCE CLAIM KANG YEOSANG LANGUAGES MANDARIN ( native, 100% ) ; SPANISH ( fluent, 98% ) ; KOREAN ( proficient, 80% ) ; ENGLISH ( proficient, 83% )

GENDER CIS MALE SEXUAL ORIENTATION HOMOSEXUAL RELATIONSHIP STATUS UNKNOWN

𝝑𝝔 . CAREER

STAGE NAME REYES

OCCUPATION IDOL YEARS TRAINED 5 YEARS ( 2012 - 2017 ) YEARS ACTIVE 6 YEARS ( 2017 - 2024 ) AGENCY CRE.KER ENTERTAINMENT ( 2017 - 2021 ) ; IST ENTERTAINMENT ( 2021 - present )

GROUP THE BOYZ SUB UNIT N/A POSITIONS MAIN RAPPER, LEAD DANCER, MAKNAE DEBUT DATE DECEMBER 6TH, 2017 REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 😺 / ⭐

𝝑𝝔 . PERSONAL + TRIVIA

MBTI INTP STRENGTHS open-minded, logical, independent WEAKNESSES overly emotional at times, scared to open-up to people, naive

LIKES cheesy romantic dramas, staying in his room and doing his own things, painting, playing animal crossing, sleeping in late DISLIKES strongly scented candles, going to the airport, large bodies of water, being awake late or being woken up early HOBBIES watching dramas, painting, playing games on his nintendo, dancing

TRIVIA !

zixin was born in taipei city, taiwan but shortly after he turned two, he and his family moved to spain and lived in oviedo spain until he came to south korea, he grew up speaking both mandarin and spanish.

he moved to south korea with his elder sister when he was eleven and later that year also became a trainee at jyp entertainment, his older sister was also a trainee but she quit within a few months.

zixin is a former jyp and sm trainee. he trained at jyp for three years from early 2013 to early 2015 and then was an sm trainee from august 2015 to september of 2016 later becoming a trainee at cre.ker entertainment in november of 2016.

he is the member that is probably latest to schedules the most due to him either sleeping in or busy living in his own little world ( playing games or painting )

zixin is often quiet in interviews, even being seen a few times spacing out until another member will tap him or call for him to answer a question ( to which he quickly apologizes and answers the questions )

within the group he thinks he's closest to sunwoo, kevin and thomas.

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PLUCK MY HEARTSTRINGS. track_013 — infinite rizz

𓂋˚˖ PAIRING. rival band lead guitarist! sunwoo x band rhythm guitarist! fem! reader

𓂋˚˖ GENRE. social media au with some written text, rivals to lovers, band au, college au, fluff, crack, angst

𓂋˚˖ WC. 1.4k words (pretty rushed n dialogue-heavy bc im kinda lazy,, mb)

𓂋˚˖ A/N. hello i am back from hell ..... (technically not rlly bc i still have 2-3 midterms this week but soon 🤞🏼🤞🏼)

𓂋˚˖ SYNOPSIS. competing against a rapidly rising all-male band from another school at an intercollegiate music festival doesn't really sound too bad on the surface. until you see their lead guitarist—the same boy who always made sure you knew who was the better guitarist between the two of you in high school.

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Saturday afternoon finally came around, meaning you were currently hanging out with your bandmates and your practice room neighbors. You all decided to have a picnic at the park that happened to be right smack in the middle of IST and Cre.ker, the two universities that you and your friends were attending. Yes, friends—whether you consider Sunwoo a friend was still up for debate, but his other band members were definitely fun to be around.

About an hour had already passed since you and Ryujin arrived with snacks in hand. The others brought the other essentials—picnic blankets, an acoustic guitar, bluetooth speakers, and even more food. The picnic had been going pretty well, with people recognizing some of you (mostly the guys) and Jacob providing relaxing background music with his guitar. Haewon was present as well, even if she isn’t part of either band, but no one seemed to mind since she blended in almost too easily.

Just before the sun was about to set, Haewon announced that she had to leave early.

“Sorry guys, I have a gig in an hour,” she shyly admitted as she began fixing her things.

“You perform too?”

“No, I do modeling sometimes,” Half the group gasped, while the other half nodded in understanding, causing her to giggle. Once she was ready to to leave, she approached you first, crouching beside you. “Y/N, are you free tomorrow?”

You turn to her suddenly confused. “I have some errands to do in the afternoon, but otherwise, yeah. Why do you ask?”

“Do you wanna hang out with me for lunch then? There’s this restaurant I’ve always wanted to try,”

You blinked blankly at her a few times before glancing at Sunwoo who’s already been looking at the two of you. “What about Sunwoo? And Eric?”

Haewon glanced at them as well, then smiled and turned back to you. “Oh, I’ve had enough of them for now. I wanna catch up with you,”

You would be lying if you said you weren’t taken aback, but you agreed anyway.

“Great! I’ll send you the address later.” she said before bidding her final farewells to the rest of the group and walking back to her car, with Sunwoo tagging along.

“Were you ever close with her?” Ryujin, who was seated next to you and eavesdropped on your conversation with Haewon, suddenly asked, bringing you back to reality from mindlessly staring at Haewon and Sunwoo walking away.

“Um, no actually. She was always in a different class. Kinda wish she wasn’t though, maybe I could’ve gotten higher grades in groupworks,” you joked, causing Ryujin to smile and scoff.

“Do you think it’s weird?”

“What’s weird?”

“Her asking you out for lunch like that in front of everyone,”

“You don’t think I’m the type to get asked out like that?” you joked again, trying your best to sound as offended as possible.

Giving up, Ryujin sighed and said, “Never mind I asked,” and took a piece of her french fries.

Giggling, you also took one of her fries and dipped it in your cookies and cream ice cream before popping it into your mouth. “I’m kidding. I’m sure she doesn’t mean it like that. I don’t think there’s anything wrong with hanging out and reconnecting,”

“Still. If she really is asking you out, you better say no because I was already thinking about asking her out,”

“You what?” Another voice suddenly joined your conversation, a voice distinctly Sunwoo’s.

“Yeah, you got a problem with that, Mr. ‘I got infinite rizz’?”

“I do actually,”

“Oh? And why is that?” You merely chuckle as you watched them bicker and Sunwoo eventually having to admit defeat.

“Guys, can we please cut the cake now?” Hyunjae whines out of nowhere, and you slightly cringe watching the older boy act like a child.

“Wait, let’s take pictures first!”

After settling down from the quick photoshoot under the setting sun, Sangyeon and Seunghee begin passing slices of the celebratory cake they bought. As you ate your share, you noticed Sunwoo removing the berries on his slice.

“You don’t like the berries?”

“No, you can have them,”

Hesitantly, you took one of the berries he set aside on his plate. Plopping it in your mouth, you smiled and swayed a little, happy from receiving extra free food. Sunwoo watched you take his food and simply chuckled.

Borrowing (read: stealing) Jacob’s guitar, Sunwoo began to play random chords. You couldn’t help watching in awe since he was seated next to you as you continued eating your slice of cake. You kept switching from looking at his right hand that was plucking by the sound hole and his left hand that was smoothly switching positions on the fretboard. Everything about the way he handled the guitar was so serene, grasp ever gentle and fingers calm and relaxed—much different compared to how he played on stage. You didn’t realize you were watching so intently until you heard Hyunjae’s laugh suddenly boom from where he was standing.

Snapping out of your trance, you look away for a second and speak loud enough just for Sunwoo to hear.

“What song is that?”

Sunwoo hummed, as if to contemplate a seemingly simple question. “Nothing. I don’t think we’re close enough for me to tell you yet,”

“Oh? But I think I know you quite well already. You’re kinda easy to read,”

“And what might you have concluded from reading me so well?” he playfully said, finally looking up from the guitar in his hands.

You smiled, already knowing where this is going. “That you may or may not have a teeny tiny crush on someone I know,”

Sunwoo’s face goes slightly pale, and he pauses his movements, momentarily forgetting the next chord of the same pattern he’s been playing for a while. You laughed at his reaction, it was priceless, but practically confirming with the boy himself that he did in fact liked Haewon felt a little weird.

Suddenly becoming defensive, Sunwoo raises his hand in an attempt to redeem himself. “Okay, to be fair, that was high school. I don’t—”

“What?! Oh my god, this is worse than I thought,” laughing your ass off, he tried to calm you down but to no avail. When you finally caught your breath, you looked at Sunwoo and chuckled at him.

“Please tell me you wrote a song about her,”

Sunwoo looked at you with obvious defeat and lied down with his back on the picnic mat.

“Oh my god,” you chuckled again, but this time, you couldn’t bring yourself to laugh as much anymore. “Okay, I’ll stop. But not without hearing it,”

“You’ve been listening to it the entire time,”

You gasped, finally connecting the dots. But somewhere between all the putting two and two together, you remembered the serenity that had been radiating off of him earlier, and that tugged at you a little, knowing the reason behind that peacefulness.

“Got any lyrics?”

“Just one or two. I never really knew how to put it into words,”

You watched him watch the clouds move above you. He was responding to you, and yet his mind seemed to be so far away, perhaps lost among the puffs of gray that the breeze carried away.

“Play it again,”

“No, I wanna lie down,”

“Play it again,”

He sighed, sitting up and resting his hands on the guitar once again. As you paid more attention to the song, you began humming melodies and blurting out cliche lines that only a teenager with a crush would say.

As time went on, you began coming up with random lyrics about laundry and taxes, causing you both to laugh at how unserious the atmosphere had become. You were so busy busting out verses that neither of you noticed the others beginning to pack up.

“Give it up, guys. We’ve been listening to the same song for hours,”

“Y/N, let’s go home. I thought you had a project proposal due soon,” Ryujin whined as she started to feel tired.

“Shit, I forgot!” you cursed as you packed up your things as well. Sunwoo watched you leave his side and felt a little awkward just sitting there with the guitar, so he decided to help the rest pack up.

Before you knew it, everyone was already saying their goodbyes and beginning to walk back home.

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idiishowl · 3 months

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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ . . . LOOK AT ME GOOD, YEAH, I AM THE LIT !

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ . . . BASICS !

BIRTH NAME — Luo Kaixin

ENGLISH NAME — Joshua Luo

BIRTHDAY — March 28th, 1997

BIRTHPLACE — Jianyang, Sichuan, China

HOMETOWN — Toronto, Canada

ETHNICITY — Chinese

NATIONALITY — Chinese-Canadian

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ . . . FAMILY !

FATHER — Steven Luo

MOTHER — Marlene Wang

SIBLING(S) — N/A

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ . . . PHYSICAL !

GENDER — Male

PRONOUNS — He / him

TATTOO(S) — 3

PIERCING(S) — 2

FACE CLAIM — Dylan Wang (actor)

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ . . . CAREER !

STAGE NAME — HOWL

PROFESSION — Idol, actor, model

LABEL — STARBORN CREATIVE, Glasshouse Inc., formerly under Cre.ker Entertainment

TRAINING PERIOD — 3 years

YEARS ACTIVE — 2017 – Present

FORMER GROUP — The Boyz

FORMER POSITION — Lead Vocalist, Rapper, Visual

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ . . . BACKGROUND !

Luo Kaixin was born as an only child to an actor father and an opera singer mother, who had him only a few months before moving to Canada. From his childhood, he was always put into the spotlight, even after his mother retired from the spotlight and his father took on a smaller career as an author and film director before disappearing from their lives. Kaixin easily took up acting and singing, gaining his own following for appearing in commercials and landing small roles in movie that were directed by his father's friends. He also started busking for fun, eventually being scouted by Cre.ker Entertainment in 2015 when he was in South Korea one day to film for one of his father's friend's movies.

In 2016, Kaixin auditioned for Cre.ker Entertainment and got in, training for one year before debuting in the boy group The Boyz as the lead vocalist and visual KJ. However, in 2019, he left both the group and company for unknown reasons, though it is speculated that Kaixin may have been mistreated during his time in Cre.ker. He disappeared from the public eye for a few months before suddenly resurfacing as a new artist under both STARBORN CREATIVE and Glasshouse Inc. He debuted as a soloist in 2021 under the stage name HOWL.

#⠀⋆ ࣪ 𖠗 Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ ⠀⠀𝑯𝑶𝑾𝑳 ⠀ : ⠀ profile ⠀ ─── ⠀ killing me softly #idol!au #idol!oc #idol!addition #oc!kpop #oc!group #oc!soloist #oc!idol #kpop oc #oc kpop #oc kpop idol #kpop oc idol #fictional idol community #idolverse #glasshouseinc

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nectarsz · 12 days

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┈─ # UNDERNEATH THE SUNRISE. SHOW ME WHERE YOUR LOVE LIES. miles amari williams was born february 14th, 2001 in philadelphia, pennsylvania to two military parents. he would only live in philly until the age of ten when his parents would be stationed in south korea. it would be there that he would find his love for performing and be convinced to audition for cre.ker, eventually debuting in THE BOYZ.

STAGE NAME MILES

BIRTH NAME MILES AMARI WILLIAMS

NICKNAMES MI ╱ MARI ╱ RI

AGE TWENTY THREE

BIRTHDAY FEBRUARY 14TH 2001

ZODIAC SIGN AQUARIUS

CHINESE ZODIAC SNAKE

NATIONALITY AMERICAN

ETHNICITY AFRICAN AMERICAN

PLACE OF BIRTH PHILADELPHIA, PENNSYLVANIA

HOMETOWN PHILADELPHIA, PENNSYLVANIA ╱ BUSAN, SOUTH KOREA

HEIGHT 183 CM (6’0”)

BLOOD TYPE O NEGATIVE

FACE CLAIM JONATHAN DAVISS

VOCAL CLAIM ZAYN MALIK

LANGUAGES ENGLISH (fluent) ╱ KOREAN (fluent)

GENDER CIS GENDER MALE

PRONOUNS HE ╱ HIM

SEXUAL ORIENTATION PANSEXUAL (private)

OCCUPATION IDOL ╱ ACTOR ╱ MC

YEARS ACTIVE 6 YEARS (2017-present)

TRAINING PERIOD 2 YEARS (2015-2017)

POSITION LEAD RAPPER, LEAD DANCER, SUB VOCALIST

REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🐨

MBTI TYPE ISFJ (the defender)

POSITIVE TRAITS kind hearted, attentive, selfless, hard working.

NEGATIVE TRAITS pessimistic, impulsive, sensitive, perfectionist.

LIKES sleeping, his members, pottery, chai lattes, earrings, tattoos, doritos, chocolate.

DISLIKES dairy, bugs, mornings, dogs, messes, tests, the heat, allergies, not being believed.

HOBBIES playing football, playing basketball, cooking, sleeping, drawing, making music.

PHOBIAS entomophobia (fear of bugs), autophobia (fear of being abandoned).

ᶻ ★ ‹ FACTS

— thinks everything must be said as a fun fact, like “did you know i had rice for breakfast?”

— very clumsy, always somehow getting hit in the head with his OWN mics, or accidentally throwing them at his members. (no longer allowed to use hand held mics unless they have mic stands and are standing still).

— he is closest to sunwoo and jacob within the boyz. sunwoo mostly because they’re close in age and jacob because they could speak english together (he met jacob before kevin).

— he would say that his favorite artists (besides the boyz duh) are EXO, B.I, KENDRICK LAMAR, and PARAMORE.

— if he had to choose to be in another group, he would choose ATEEZ or STRAY KIDS.

— he doesn’t think he has a most attractive feature, every one of his features is attractive.

— if he didn’t become an idol, he’d probably try to be in the NBA.

— he wants to produce more songs for other groups, but so far the most popular songs he has produced are JE NE NAIS QUOI, ANYWHERE BUT HOME, SUGARCOAT, and XXXX.

— he laughs when he’s uncomfortable or nervous, so he’s terrible in serious situations.

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ravenbloodshot · 8 months

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(*sigh*)..........Sunwoo + New

I've been recently doing a lot of Would [insert idol group] seriously date a foreigner readings and I've just been aware of an a somewhat old controversy in regards to the boyz members new + sunwoo saying very weird things (but lowkey not surprising) comments about dating foreignwomen.

They both basically said they see foreign women as pets when they go overseas.

Honestly, not a surprising viewpoint from these male idols and their not the only ones who view foreigners like that. And I can't act like some American men where I'm from don't view foreigners the same way (like some exotic pretty pets).

It's a bit disappointing to know that's how they view "dating" foreigners, but I'm also not a stranger to seeing this view from idols (feeling this type of energy from them). Not to bring another group in this, but some Shinee members give off the same vibe that they share this same view as well

Check the article out here

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thegirlzkpop · 11 months

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˗ˏˋ BASICS ´ˎ˗

˗ˏˋ stage name. sunni

˗ˏˋ birth name. sunni grace han

……❪ MEANING. the name 'sunni' indicated 'sunshine'. 'grace' means 'blessing'. the surname han means 'kingdom' ❫

˗ˏˋ korean name. han sunmi

……❪ 한선미 ❫

……❪ MEANING. the name 'sunmi' has been noted to mean 'gift from god' or 'pure beauty' ❫

˗ˏˋ nickname. sunshine ❪ by everyone ❫, heavens grace ❪ by paige ❫ gracie ❪ by members ❫, shining angel ❪ by fans ❫ angel ❪ by kevin ❫, sunrise ❪ by changmin ❫

˗ˏˋ birthday. december 1, 1999

˗ˏˋ zodiac sign. sagittarius

˗ˏˋ birth place. tampa, florida

˗ˏˋ hometown. tampa, florida

˗ˏˋ current residency. seoul, south korea

˗ˏˋ ethnicity. korean

˗ˏˋ nationality. korean american

˗ˏˋ languages. english ❪ native ❫, korean ❪ fluent ❫, french ❪ fluent ❫

˗ˏˋ PERSONALITY ´ˎ˗

˗ˏˋ mbti. enfp-a ❪ campaigner ❫

˗ˏˋ description. campaigners are labeled as artistic and social people. enfps are free-spirited individuals that always know how to make people around them smile. this personality type is known as friendly and bubbly people, though they can have deeper rooting than what they put on. imaginative and creative, campaigners are deep thinkers that often question everything around them. this personality type is very caring of those around them and often get emotionally connected easily. they spend their time growing the relationships around them and making new ones while doing so.

˗ˏˋ strengths. kind, curious, enthusiastic, communicator, festive, good natured, empathetic, good-hearted, caring

˗ˏˋ weaknesses. people pleaser, disorganized, overly optimistic, restless, overly energetic, hyper

˗ˏˋ habits. hopping when she's excited, laughing loudly, smacking other when laughing, fidgeting, leg bouncing, shaking her foot when she goes to sleep, flipping her hair, singing randomly

˗ˏˋ phobias. bugs ❪ entomophobia, moderate ❫, heights ❪ acrophobia, severe ❫, things touching her eye ❪ ommetaphobia, moderate ❫

˗ˏˋ CAREER ´ˎ˗

˗ˏˋ occupation. kpop idol

˗ˏˋ labels. starship entertainment ❪ 2016-2017 ❫ cre.ker entertainment ❪ 2017-2021 ❫, ist entertainment ❪ 2021-present ❫, kakao m; formerly loen ent ❪ 2017-present ❫, universal music ❪ 2022-present ❫

˗ˏˋ training time. 2016-2019, 3 year and 4 months

˗ˏˋ debut. december 7, 2019

……❪ age; 20 ❫

˗ˏˋ positions. main vocalist, lead dancer

˗ˏˋ known for. musical abilities, her name, vocals, 'the nations sunshine'

˗ˏˋ representative number. 99

……❪ she chose 99 because it's her birth year ❫

˗ˏˋ designed color. pastel yellow

˗ˏˋ rankings.

……❪ singing. 10/10 ❫

……❪ dancing. 9/10 ❫

……❪ rapping. 7/10 ❫

……❪ acting. 7/10 ❫

……❪ modeling. 7/10 ❫

……❪ songwriting. 9/10 ❫

……❪ composing. 9/10 ❫

……❪ choreographing. 5/10 ❫

……❪ speeches. 8/10 ❫

˗ˏˋ FAMILY ´ˎ˗

˗ˏˋ mom. n/a ❪ 1978 ❫

˗ˏˋ dad. n/a ❪ 1978 ❫

˗ˏˋ siblings. river ❪ 1999 ❫

˗ˏˋ pets. teddy ❪ poodle dog; 2020 ❫

˗ˏˋ notable family. cousin; jinhyuk ❪ 1996 ❫

˗ˏˋ PHYSICAL ´ˎ˗

˗ˏˋ height. 162.3 cm ❪ 5'4'' ❫

˗ˏˋ weight. 50 kg ❪ 111 lbs ❫

˗ˏˋ blood type. ab+

˗ˏˋ hair color. black

˗ˏˋ eye color. dark brown

˗ˏˋ body modifications. 6 piercings, 0 tattoo

˗ˏˋ face claim. yena ❪ soloist ❫

˗ˏˋ vocal claim. yena ❪ (g)i-dle ❫

˗ˏˋ voice claim. giselle ❪ english ❫, yena ❪ korean ❫

˗ˏˋ rap claim. yena ❪ soloist ❫

˗ˏˋ dance claim. yena ❪ soloist ❫

˗ˏˋ INTERESTS ´ˎ˗

˗ˏˋ likes. mornings, cities, the beach, pudding, stuffed animals, playing instruments, writing, converse, parties, summer, perfume, night swimming, fish, animals, steak, daisy's, gardening, drinking games, running, stargazing, napping, laughter, fun clothing, pretty handwriting, chirping birds, snow, driving

˗ˏˋ dislikes. storms, spiders, super hot weather, mean people, veggies, bacon, being ignored, wasps, salmon, when people honk in traffic, paper cuts, annoying people at movies, carrying coins; change, time change

˗ˏˋ favorites.

……❪ movies. my policeman ❪ 2022 ❫, spiderman homecoming ❪ 2017 ❫, la la land ❪ 2016 ❫ 16 wishes ❪ 2010 ❫ another cinderella story ❪ 2008 ❫, princess protection program ❪ 2009 ❫ ❫

……❪ shows. outer banks ❪ 2020 ❫, jersey shore ❪ 2009 ❫, boy meets world ❪ 1993 ❫, you ❪ 2018 ❫, shameless ❪ 2004 ❫ ❫

……❪ colors. yellow and green ❫

……❪ food. chicken, fruit salad, cake, steak. ❫

……❪ drinks. pepsi, water, orange juice, cranberry juice ❫

……❪ books. everything i never told you, where the crawdads sing, the blind side, the hate u give ❫

……❪ emojis. ☀️💐 ❫

……❪ musical artists. billie eilish, seventeen, blackpink, girls generation, kendrick lamar, one direction, olivia rodrigo, carrie underwood ❫

……❪ songs. steal my girl ❪ one direction ❫, better than words ❪ one direction ❫, i'll always remember you ❪ hannah montana ❫, tally ❪ blackpink ❫, home ❪ seventeen ❫ ❫

˗ˏˋ TRIVIA ´ˎ˗

……❪ she has an irish twin; siblings born in the same year, he's 11 months older ❫

……❪ she's a one direction super fan and even went to a concert in 2012 ❫

……❪ she says her parents were very supportive of her career choices but a little worried in the beginning ❫

……❪ her parents are seperated but both get along well and often come together for their children ❫

……❪ her korean was not very good when she moved, she said she was at kindergarten level and had to be taught ❫

……❪ her older cousin helped move her to korea and also helped her with things like learning the language and culture, helping her with schooling, and even helped her with auditioning ❫

……❪ she is close friends with the members of le sserafim ❫

……❪ she was a contestant on produce 48, but she was ranked 13th. many fans believe that her ranking was rigged. ❫

……❪ her brother recently moved to korea to be a producer. ❫

……❪ she says her mom could be classified as a hippie, at least that what she was called in florida ❫

……❪ she lived very close to the beach so she would often go swimming after school ❫

……❪ her ideal type is someone that will let her flourish and is easy going ❫

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soraontop · 2 months

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SORA TRIVIA

She auditioned at Cre.Ker Entertainment as a joke in 2015 with singing Adele’s Rolling in the Deep and dancing to BTS’ RUN, but was surprised when she was accepted.

Even before Produce 101, she’s always been a popular trainee— especially when her cover of Katy Perry’s Wide Awake went viral in 2014.

She has a Chihuahua named Miso that lives with her friend, the two adopted her in 2018 when they were roommates.

Her favorite idols have always been Lee Hyori, IU, SNSD, and Wonder Girls.

She is a huge Jujutsu Kaisen fan, fans have given her gifts from the show’s merch or handmade gifts.

Her Dark Moon character is named Lua, and she has the ability of invisibility and force-field manipulation.

In 2020, she left Cre.Ker Entertainment due to inconsistent promises on her debut and joined BigHit Entertainment (G)I-DLE’s Soyeon (though, just ‘a friend’ to the public’s knowledge) told her about how they were looking for female trainees for a co-ed survival show.

Her biological mother died in 2005, her brothers are all half-brothers and their mothers have either left or died.

She is not a PDA person at all, but she’s always sleeping with a teddy in her arms. (The boys do get jealous … of an inanimate object.)

She’s allergic to dogs and strawberries. Despite this, she still has a dog and eat strawberries.

Despite her closed off nature, not letting people in, she has a lot of idol friends.

Her hidden talent is that she can tie cherry stems into a knot with her tongue.

She is a brand ambassador for Gentle Monster and a global brand ambassador for Dior.

Old classmates of her have said she was well liked amongst staff and classmates alike, always willing to help with classwork and kind, encouraging words. She was also really easy to get along with.

She loves American artists like Taylor Swift, Olivia Rodrigo, Sabrina Carpenter, and 5SOS. She has a wide variety of taste in music, she even likes a bit of country.

She’s been a fan of 5SOS since 2013.

She shares a birthday with Jake’s dog, Layla.

She loves space and conspiracy theories.

Her favorite features on herself are her eyes and lips.

She is close with RIIZE’s Seunghan, LE SSERAFIM’s Kazuha and Yunjin, ITZY members, (G)I-DLE’s Soyeon and Shuhua, THE BOYZ members, IVE’s Yujin and Wonyoung, and her former I.O.I. members.

Fans found old photos of Sora and RIIZE’s Seunghan when they were younger and connected the dots, fans even spotting Sora in a hat and mask at RIIZE’s debut showcase. She then later confirmed it on a WeVerse Live.

Along with the entire group’s manager, Wooseok, she has her own female manager, Hyosun, as the company thought would be best for her to have a woman she could go to and not any men.

She was on a swim team when she was younger.

She’s not easily scared by horror films, and enjoys them as long as they make her jump.

She’s the most flexible in the group.

The members she talks to the most from I.O.I. are Somi, Doyeon, Yoojung, and Chungha.

She went to an international school as her father thought it’d be more beneficial for her future.

She made her acting debut in 2010 as Jung Somi in The Man From Nowhere, where won Best New Actress at the 2010 Korean Film Awards for her role. She also played Do Kyunghee, Cha Eunwoo’s character’s sister, in My Gangnam Beauty in 2018.

She loves spicy food but can only eat so much without something to drink.

She has a low alcohol tolerance, the members have to watch her when she’s drinking.

The members compare her to a cat, similar to Jungwon, with how she denies affection and then craves it.

It’s easy to be her friend, but it’s hard to get her to open up.

She finds it funny with how much she has to say an English word in a Korean accent for the others to understand sometimes. She finds it even funnier with Jake’s accent.

She chose Sunoo and Jungwon as the cutest members.

With Engenes, she finds their reaction when she flirts with them funny, but she also loves seeing their reactions when she ‘rejects’ someone (i.e. affection, fans asking her out, etc.) so she picks and choose how she responds to certain things.

After I.O.I. but before ENHYPEN, she had a YouTube channel named Sorabae where she posted make-up videos but the channel has been inactive since 2019.

She can play the piano, but hardly ever plays anymore.

Her persona in front of fans and her actual persona were very different for a while after debut. She didn’t know how to act in front of fans, especially after debuting as the only girl. She slowly started to get more comfortable around fans in the beginning of 2022.

For the majority of her career, including I.O.I., she had a ‘Golden Girl’ image until she gradually changed and allowed herself to let go of things. ENHYPEN have hinted towards this, saying how much she’s opened up to them and more comfortable. She’s also often said how she’s no longer the same girl.

She likes teasing fans more than feeding into delusions, flirting with them and taking it back with a joking snarky comment or saying a comment that had a double meaning and acting as if she had no idea what she said really meant.

She has a small appetite and always ends up giving the rest of her meals to her members.

Her favorite drink is a mocha frappuccino.

Out of everyone, she probably keeps most of her personal life to herself from the fans.

Her favorite dessert is cheesecake.

She prefers fall weather over the summer.

Along with Jay, she cooks the most in the dorm which she doesn’t mind.

She hates waking up early, but she does it to make sure everyone eats.

In an old middle school picture of her on a field trip, Sunoo is seen photobombing behind her with a peace sign.

She knew Heeseung, Jay, and Jungwon before debut as they were all trainees under BigHit.

She was best friends with a fellow trainee and contestant on I-Land, Lim Chaeyeon. The two were both expected to debut in the final line-up until Chaeyeon was eliminated in the last episode, leaving Sora (and Iseul before she left) the only girl(s) in ENHYPEN. This has started rumors of I-Land being rigged, especially with how seemingly neither girls talk anymore.

Both of her upper and lower lobes and her antitragus are pierced, as well as her left industrial and right helix. She plans on getting her right industrial done when her first is finished healing in a few months. She also wants to get her belly button pierced.

She thinks “tattoos are sexy.” (Dark Blood Fancall 230530)

If she wasn’t an idol, she’d probably have a career in the medical field.

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tbz-dalia · 10 months

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Get To Know Me ✨

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#stage name - dalia #birth name - dalia kim #korean name - kim kyungmi #birth name meaning - 'dalia' means 'goddess of fate' #korean name meaning - 'kyungmi' means 'shining beauty' #birthday - september 1st, 1997 #birthplace - quebec city, canada #hometown - quebec city, canada & montreal, canada #nationality - canadian-korean #ethnicity - canadian-korean #languages - english (native), korean (fluent), french (conversational) #MBTI - ENFJ (the Protagonist) #representative emoji - 🦢/🕊️ #zodiac - virgo | #chinese zodiac - ox

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#look alike - Chaeyeon, member of DIA #natural hair color - ginger #natural hair type - wavy #eye color - blue #height - 175cm (5'9'') #blood type - O- #dominant hand - left hand #special features - she has a form of albinism, which gives her natural red hair, light skin, freckles & blue eyes #birthmarks - coming soon #scars - coming soon #modifications - coming soon

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#occupations - rap (100%), dance (50%), vocal (40%) #positions - rapper, sub vocalist #company - IST Entertainment* (2015-present) *(formerly known as Cre.Ker Entertainment) #trainee period - 3 years (2015-2017) #group debut - December 6th, 2017 #debut age - 20 years old #years active - 2017-present #association - IST Entertainment, The Boyz, Cre.Ker Entertainment

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vocals: 8/10 rap: 10/10 dance: 5/10 acting: 5/10 variety: 2/10 modeling: 10/10 songwriting: 5/10 producing: 1/10

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#mental - she has no recognizes mental illness #physical - she has a type of albinism, which causes her vision impairment #phobia - ophidiophobia (fear of snakes) #allergy - shellfish & hazelnut

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#strengths - receptive, reliable, passionate, altruistic, charismatic #weaknesses - unrealistic, overly idealistic, condescending, intense, overly empathetic #talents - siren eyes, artistic makeup & styling, fashionista, modeling #hobbies - playing the harp, makeup & hairdressing, modeling, singing #likes - mythology, music, sculptures & statues, flowers (especially in big gardens), performing, dressing up daily, artistic makeup, visiting museums, mint chocolate, flowy dresses, art, doing her friends' makeup, the smell of roses, watching & visiting fashion shows #dislikes - her glasses, bullies, beauty standards, snakes, the smell of lavender, spicy foods, being bored, getting injured, being around drunk people (even friends), sport shows, losing, creeps, staying silent, antis, people who never make their own opinions/beliefs

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3, 6, 7!! <3

THOMAS HAS ANSWERED THIS QUESTION !!

3. what's ur worst and best memory from ur trainee days?

"my best memory from my trainee days was when Reyes joined Cre.Ker after me since we trained together at SM Entertainment. I think my worst memory from those times was not being able to keep up with the schedules with the other trainers and other trainees because I was still kinda new to the whole thing."

6. is there something u think sets u apart from other idols in the industry?

"Definitely...as a lot of people know, I come from a very wealthy background. With my father being CEO of CJ ENM and my mother being a very well known news anchor. So I think my wealthy background is something that makes me different from others in the industry"

7. how much do u look urself up online, if at all?

Answered Here !!

Mentioned: u can find Reyes over @rvveal

#sweet like nectar . ⧽ ── questions

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starlitmark · 2 years

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Pairing: the boyz x fem!reader (platonic) Genre: fluff, minor angst (tbh it’s not even that angsty) Rating: G

Summary: When you signed up to join this company, you had no idea what was in store for you. Warnings: use of Korean honorifics, awkward tension, some of the boys are a little mean at first, language Word Count: 4,382

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You knew you were meant to enter this practice room, but still, you couldn’t help but feel an anxiety bubble in your stomach. You’d just arrived in Korea a few weeks ago and hardly speak the language still. You took slow steps toward the room they told you to go to. Practice Room 5 wasn’t far down the hall, but the more you feel the anticipation build, the further away this room feels. You freeze in your place when you stand outside the frosted glass door. You were ready for this; you had to be. If the company decides you were prepared to practice in a fixed group of girls, you must prepare for a debut, even if you haven’t been here very long. Taking a deep breath, you push the door open; to say you were shocked is an understatement. This was the right room, correct? Looking up at the door, you were in the right room. A bunch of boys around your age are scattered around the room, and there was no explanation as to why the company would send you here unless it were a mix-up.

One of the boys notices you frozen in the doorway and approaches you. You tense up, unsure how to communicate with him, especially if he doesn’t speak English. He seems close enough to your age, but you don’t want to make any assumptions. Finally, he stops a respectful distance from you and says something. You can’t understand what he said, but it was definitely something about a room. You open your mouth to speak, but you can’t find any Korean vocabulary in your mind to make sense out loud. Finally, he sighs at the realization that you don’t speak Korean at a high enough level to respond.

“You lost? I haven’t seen you around here before.” he says in English.

“Oh, thank god you speak English.” you sigh, “They told me to come here. I’m pretty sure this is a mix-up, though.”

Out of the corner of your eye, you see a few others looking at you, confusion written across their faces. You don’t blame them. You’re just as confused as they are.

“Oh well, I’m Kevin. Jacob, Eric, and I are around if you ever need a fellow English speaker to hang out with.”

“Right, um, I’m y/n, it was really nice to meet you…” you pause for a moment, “I should probably get back and figure out-” you were cut off.

A man speaking Korean was speaking loud over everyone. Just that alone you could tell he was addressing the entire room. You have no idea what he’s talking about, but when he stops, one of the others in the room speaks up. Again you have no idea what he’s saying, but you can tell he’s confused and slightly upset about it.

“Kevin,” you whisper, “what did that guy say?”

“Sangyeon or our trainer?”

“Trainer.”

“He said you’re not in the wrong place. You’re supposed to be in here with us. Cre.Ker is trying something out… You’re going to be in this group with us.” he explains.

“And what is Saengyong saying.”

“Sangyeon,” he chuckles, “he’s very confused about why they’re putting a girl in our group… he doesn’t seem exactly keen on the idea either.”

“I’m just as confused as him.” you admit, “What are they thinking doing this? Is this even going to work?”

Kevin shrugs and nods towards where the trainer is trying to talk to you. You panic, hearing him not only address you directly but sputter. You look around the room to see one of the boys glare at you. You can tell clearly that he’s younger than you. You decide to give him the benefit of the doubt and assume he’s trying to size you up and figure out everything for himself. You’re only picking up a few words here in there from the trainer’s rambling. You assume that Kevin felt the anxiety radiating off you because he starts talking to the trainer in Korean for a moment. The trainer hums and turns away, saying something you can assume to be a direction since all the boys get up and start getting ready for dance training.

“You’re taking lessons in Korean, right?” Kevin asks quietly.

“Yeah,” you respond, “I’m trying my best.”

“If you ever need help, I’m here.”

“Thanks, for the time being, though if you don’t mind helping me translate-”

“I got you. I know it’s hard to make friends here at first when you don’t speak the language. I watched a bunch of other trainees struggle. So think of me as a friend more than a translator.” he smiles, “We’re working on basics for dance right now. I wouldn’t be surprised if he asked you what you’re able to do, though. Just a warning.”

“Thank you, Kevin. I can’t express how grateful I am for that.”

He acknowledges your gratitude and nods his head toward the others. You weren’t expecting to know much of what was going on, but you were way more lost than you could’ve expected. The entire rehearsal block felt almost torturous with how lost you felt. They all knew the choreo and what to do. You looked like a fool in front of them. Not the best impression. Once in a while, you would glance over at Kevin through the mirror, and he would give you a reassuring smile. Though it wasn’t much, knowing you had him to fall back on in rough rehearsal moments was nice.

It felt like hours before you heard the trainer call for a break; that was one of the few things you understood. You didn’t clearly understand if it was a break or an end to the practice, so instead, you watched the others to see what they were doing. One of them, a rather tall boy with puppy-like features, starts packing up his bag to walk out of the room. So naturally, you do the same. Sitting on the floor next to your bag and cooling down felt so good after such an exhausting day. Until you hear the trainer’s voice again, your name pops out to you. You knew you were staying later tonight. It made sense with how far behind you are to the others, it wasn’t your fault, but you knew you needed to learn it quickly. You hear him address one of the boys, and when you take a moment to examine his appearance, you can’t help but notice how handsome he is. Sharp features, a gentle smile, and rather tall too. He nods at whatever the instructor told him, and then you see him walk towards you.

“We, um,” he attempts to tell you in English, “practice, um, learn?”

You find it sweet that he’s at least attempting to communicate with you in your own language.

“Thank you.” you say back, then decide now would probably be a good time to practice a little Korean, “practice… good?” you hope you say the right words.

“Juyeon.” he states, pointing at himself.

“Y/n,” you smile, pointing towards yourself, “How old are you?” you try hoping he would understand the English question.

“Uh… year, 1998.”

“Same age!” you manage to enthuse in Korean.

He giggles lightly and offers a hand to help you stand up from your place. At least you know you have two allies in the room. You don’t bother asking Kevin to stay back and translate. You know he’s just as exhausted as you, and he should rest if he can. You’ll manage to communicate and work on your language skills while Juyeon teaches you the choreography you need to know by tomorrow morning. Standing in front of the mirror with Juyeon, you already feel more relaxed learning from him than the grumpy older male drilling the moves earlier. You have no proper verbal communication, but you feel much more comfortable by Juyeon’s side. You were much more comfortable than you had been next to one of the others who glared at you for the better part of the rehearsal. What you thought was, at most, fifteen minutes was actually three hours. You sit down on the floor with a sigh, and Juyeon giggles at your action before returning to the soundboard. You look over at his tall form, and he holds up one finger and makes a circular motion. You groan and flop onto your back, staring at the ceiling.

“One time!” he promises.

“Actually?” you ask, turning your head to the side to look at him again.

He nods, walking over to you and helping you up. You get to your starting position as Juyeon runs back to the board to start the music. He bolts back to your side, doing the choreography with you. You didn’t think you could learn a whole routine in a few hours, but you did, not missing a single thing. It all feels like a blur, but you know it’s a good thing. When you can’t remember much, that adrenaline rush makes it feel much better. You hardly process when the music stops. It’s not until you see Juyeon jump up and down, cheering. He’s rambling on and on in Korean. You can’t catch a single word of his raving, but you know it’s positive. You’re reveling in the room’s energy with him until you hear someone clear their throat. You and Juyeon look over; it’s one of the other boys glaring earlier.

“Jaehyun,” you hear Juyeon smile next to you. Unfortunately, you don’t understand the second part of his statement again. You can only assume he’s asking what he’s doing back.

The boy you just learned to be, Jaehyun, holds up his bag showing what he was grabbing from the room. You can feel his icy glare at you. It immediately makes you uncomfortable. You shift side to side and then glance at your phone. Shit. You have to get to your Korean lesson now.

“Um,” you interrupt, poking Juyeon’s arm, “I need to go to Korean lessons.” you say in a mixture of English and Korean.

Juyeon nods back, “Tomorrow?”

You know he’s asking if you’ll be at the rehearsal tomorrow. You nod with a slight smile. Then, grabbing your bag, you avoid eye contact with Jaehyun. You can feel him still glaring daggers into your back. Quickly rushing past him and out the door, you faintly hear one of them. You quickly assume it’s Jaehyun yelling at the other.

You’ve been training with the boys for a few weeks now, and now luckily, you’re at the bare minimum conversational in Korean. Your teacher had heavily encouraged you to use the practice room as a space to work on the language more. In the current moment, you’re sitting with Kevin and Jacob on the floor while you wait for the instructor to show up. You have your head resting on Jacob’s shoulder. It was far too early in the morning to be functional yet. Your first interaction with Jacob was somewhat unorthodox, not in the sense of the situation but more actions. You managed to not only get praised by the instructor that day but also recognized for the amount of effort you put in. There were only a few people, and you were on an energy high (mixed with a bit of caffeine). You couldn’t contain your excitement and hugged the nearest person. That person just so happened to be Jacob. You’re lucky he wasn’t one of the boys who still refuses to talk to you. He was just unsure of how to approach you. After a few hours, Haknyeon approached you. He quickly warmed up to you and understood that you had no say in what was happening. If anything, he was excited; you sat together and theorized why Cre.Ker would be doing this and if they had a plan in place.

“Hey,” Kevin nudges you, “do you still live at the trainee dorms?”

You smile, seeing Haknyeon coming over to join you, “Yeah,” you respond, “do you guys not?”

Haknyeon shakes his head, plopping down across from you, “They moved us into a ‘group dorm’ like it’s just us twelve boys living there.”

Jacob hums, “What do you think they’ll do once we debut?”

“Who knows,” you sigh, “I hate living with those girls, though.”

Kevin laughs, “That bad?”

“One of the girls, I don’t even know if she’s fifteen yet, tries to steal my beauty products and clothes. It doesn’t make sense! She’s still growing and naturally smaller than me because of that.”

You see the others making their own small conversations around the room. You’re still intrigued by Changmin. He hasn’t gone out of his way to say hello to you officially, but he isn’t mean to you either. Sangyeon was still rather rude to you after the first day you met. Jaehyun, too; he seems to want nothing to do with you. It’s still such an odd surreal feeling knowing you’re meant to debut with a bunch of boys. There won’t be a single girl besides yourself in this group.

“Noona,” Haknyeon chuckles, “did you hear what I said?”

“Sorry,” you respond, lifting your head off Jacob’s shoulder, “what did you say?” “What if they want to move you in with us?” he laughs as if it was the funniest joke ever, “Wouldn’t it be so much fun to share a room with Chanhee.”

You groan, “I’m ninety-nine percent sure Chanhee hates me.”

“Who do I hate?” you hear a melodic voice fill the space.

When you look up, you see Chanhee right there. His face isn’t filled with malice or hatred. Instead, he seems gentle and soft, unlike how you’ve seen him. More often than not, he’s laughing with Younghoon or giving you a sarcastic, bitter expression. Not long later, his partner in crime, Younghoon, comes over. You aren’t surprised to see them side by side. It would have been odd if they weren’t right next to each other, if anything. You chuckle awkwardly and look up at the two boys.

“Me,” you admit, “I swear you have some weird hatred of me.”

Younghoon sputters out a laugh. Chanhee lightly smacks him, “I don’t.”

It’s a very straightforward response. You can’t tell if he’s being honest or not. For now, though, it’s enough. Kevin moves over slightly to allow the two others to join your conversation pod. It’s nice. Slowly, each of the ones here warmed up to you. Eric has, too, but he’s nowhere to be seen yet. More likely than not, he was doing individual rehearsals or lessons. It’s crazy how warm everyone truly is, except for a few. For the first time, you have an odd feeling that this might actually work.

Your instructor never actually shows face. Sangyeon instead takes it upon himself to start running the rehearsal block. He was ruthless, and you swear Juyeon looked like he could collapse at any moment. You can tell everyone is more worn out being drilled by Sangyeon than they are with your usual instructor. You knew you had to speak up about it. You’ve gone at least two hours without even as much as a quick water break. Finally, you meet Eric’s eyes (who had arrived about an hour into the pseudo-rehearsal). He shakes his head at you, but you’ve already decided.

“S-Sangyeon Oppa,” you sheepishly call, suddenly all eyes are on you, “you’re being a little uptight. Could we just get a quick five to rest and drink?”

The older male stands up straight and walks toward you. You’d be lying if you said he wasn’t intimidating. He was larger than you, and he was clearly upset. Not to mention he’s also older than you.

“If you can’t handle how I run practice, you can leave.” he says, hardly 30 centimeters from your face.

“No.” you deadpan, you feel a heated confidence bubble go through you, “You’re being ridiculous with how you’re running this rehearsal. If you can’t see how exhausted you’re making us, then that’s your issue.”

He expects you to break eye contact when he lets a dissatisfied grunt out. You don’t; you hold eye contact. You weren’t backing down from what you said. He backs up and scoffs.

“You got a fire to you. I like it. I guess a five-minute rest couldn’t hurt.”

You hear several of the others let out a sigh of relief. Younghoon nearly melts into the floor when he hears the elder’s words. You let go of a breath you didn’t know you were holding when Sangyeon finally stepped away from you. Not even a second later, one of the younger boys you hadn’t yet interacted with approached you. He’s cute, fox-like.

“Thank you, noona,” he mutters, “I thought I would collapse if he didn’t give us a break soon,”

“Oh, Hyunjoon, it’s nothing.” you smile brightly at him, “I’m just as exhausted as you guys are.”

You hear another giggle from nearby, “Noona, it wasn’t nothing!” it’s Sunwoo, “Not many people are willing to stand up to Sangyeon Hyung. He can get terrifying if he’s mad.”

You laugh at the younger affectionately, “I know, Sunwoo, I was just on the receiving end of that anger.”

You step away finally to get a drink and sit for a few moments. Somehow you found your way over to Juyeon again and sigh as you plop yourself down beside him against the mirror wall. He’s busy gulping down his own water, but the moment he comes up for air, he gives an airy laugh in your direction. You hear it and retaliate by flicking your hair in the direction of his face as you redo your ponytail. Juyeon lets out a noise of fake annoyance.

“You have guts.” he states, “More than most of the others here.”

“Do I? Maybe I just wanted to rest for a few minutes and used you guys as a… what’s that word? I-” you pause and decide to just say it in English, “Scapegoat, that’s the word I want.”

“Ahh, yeah, I’m sure that was the case.” he responds, voice dripping in sarcasm, “Y/n, you’re too compassionate just to do things for your own interest.”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah,” you respond noncommittally, “You guys are lucky I’m a… what’s that word?” you groan, “A decent person.” you say in English, “What would you have done if you got a bitchy girl that was joining this group?”

He laughs at you. Glancing around the room, you see the other’s doing their own things, mostly lying on the floor, trying to cool off quickly. Eric is belly-up with his head resting on Jacob’s thigh, you can’t hear exactly what he’s saying, but you’re sure he’s ranting about something completely random and irrelevant. Jacob is only half listening. He’s simultaneously talking to Kevin while also listening to the younger. You didn’t even notice that your head was falling in Juyeon’s direction until you felt his cheek rest against the top of your head.

“Good to know you’re comfortable with me.” he teases; you tsk at him but don’t make any move to sit up straight, “I’m just as exhausted as you are, believe me.”

“Maybe if you didn’t stay here until three-am practicing, you wouldn’t be so exhausted.”

“You’re just as bad as me!” he argues, “You stay with me at least four out of the days I stay really late.”

“That wasn’t the topic, Ju.”

You notice someone walking in your direction, but you can’t be bothered to look up from their shoes. You’re much more enjoying teasing Juyeon than you’re interested in who’s coming towards the pair of you. Juyeon shifts and you feel his head move the slightest bit. He hums, possibly to get your attention on whoever it is. You glance at him through your eyelashes and then forward to see Changmin in front of you. You give the other a gentle smile. He takes that as an invitation to squat down in front of you.

“I just wanted to congratulate you.” he starts, “It can’t be easy to learn a new language while also doing this crazy training. You’re doing amazing, though. I’d probably call you competition if we weren’t in the same group.”

You hum contently, sitting up fully now, “Thank you, Changmin, it’s not easy like you said, but I wouldn’t have it any other way.”

“Good,” a giggle intruding his tone, “hopefully, after we debut, we can write some choreo together.”

You go to respond to him, and you think it’s a phenomenal idea, but a staff member bursts into the room suddenly. She makes a b-line for you; you can’t help but feel slightly intimidated by how urgently she approaches you. It only seems right to stand up and talk to her properly, and it would just be weird if you stay seated like this. You’re more than aware of the others’ eyes on her and how they occasionally shift over to you. Something in the room’s atmosphere has definitely shifted, not in a positive way either. She huffs, catching her breath for a moment before addressing you.

“Could I speak to you privately?” she near whispers.

“Um, sure, Unnie,” you offer a tight-lipped smile, “just out in the hall?”

She nods and walks out ahead of you.

“So,” she starts when the door clicks shut, “I just got out of a meeting with some other staff. The ones who will likely be your group managers. They want you to move in with the guys.”

“Sorry?” you understand, but it does shock you still.

“I know it seems odd. It makes the most sense, though, for after your debut. It wouldn’t be the most efficient thing to have the boys be picked up and then travel elsewhere to get you.” she explains further.

You nod, “Am I sharing a room with one of them? Do I have a say in that?”

“Unfortunately, no. They decided that for you when we were there. The dorm they’re staying in now doesn’t have the space for you to have your own room. You will share the only room with space as of right now with both Changmin and Jaehyun. I hope you understand, I tried to voice concerns, but they wouldn’t hear them and-”

“Unnie, it’s okay. I’ll manage to share a room with them.” you smile slightly, “Should I go inform the two boys about what’s happening?”

She shakes her head, “It’s my responsibility. I wanted to tell you beforehand so it wasn’t as shocking.”

“I appreciate that. Shall we go tell them?”

She nods, pushing the door nob down and opening the door for you to walk in first. All eyes fall on you again, and you do nothing but smile brightly at them. You know they’re confused, some more than others, but soon that confusion will be replaced. You just can’t say what will replace it. You simply decide to go back to your original place next to Juyeon. The staff member clears her throat, quickly gaining the attention of everyone in the room.

“I and some other staff members, with some higher-ups, have decided that y/n should move into your dorm.”

There were mixed reactions murmured throughout the room. First, you notice how Kevin tries to control his response, but it’s clear he’s excited about the decision. Then your eyes fall on your future roommates. Changmin seems to have almost no reaction, more neutral to the news than anything. Jaehyun, though, seems somewhat perturbed by the announcement. Seeing how displeased he was, a knot of discomfort grows in your belly, seeing how displeased he was. You hardly have time to overthink his expression, though.

“I know space is tight at the dorm. So we concluded that she’ll be moving into Changmin and Jaehyun’s room. I understand this isn’t ideal for some of you, but please understand. She is your groupmate at the end of the day.”

She doesn’t hang around much longer. She promptly turns on her heel and leaves. Then you realize how deadly silent the room is. It doesn’t stay that way long, though. It never does with these boys. Kevin bounces his way over to you and, without a second thought, scoops you up in his arms in a bone-crushing hug.

“I hope you’re ready for bestie movie marathons!” he laughs, “Also, we’re watching a few tv series together. It’s the law.”

You laugh as well, happy that at least Kevin is excited about you moving in. A few others voiced their excitement, too, notably Eric and Haknyeon. The two younger boys announce they are in the room across the hall from where you’ll be moving in. Jaehyun avoids the cluster around you. Instead, he leans on a wall on the opposite side of the room. It takes a few minutes, but you see your escape route. You sneak out of the conversations and walk over to Jaehyun. Your heart pounds out of your chest, but you know you need to talk to him. It’ll be utterly unavoidable once you’re moved in any way.

“J-jaehyun Oppa,” you stutter, “do you have a minute?”

“No.” he clips.

“I just wanted to assure you that I won’t take up your space or Changmin’s when I move in.”

He scoffs, pushing himself off the wall, “I could not care less about where you are or what you’re doing. So just stay out of my way.”

“May I ask why you don’t like me?”

“Why would the company ever think putting you in our group was a good idea.” he chuckles humorlessly, “It’s a joke, really. But, honestly, kid, you should quit while you’re seemingly ahead.”

You don’t know what to make of his words. You can’t pry any further, though. He left the room before you could even fully process his rather aggressive comment. Juyeon wanders back over to you. In the past few weeks, he’s become highly in tune with your emotions. He squeezes your shoulder to alert you of his presence.

“He’ll come around. He’s just slow to warm up to people.” he reassures you.

You nod silently. You sure hope Jaehyun’s taking his time to warm up to you. Otherwise, your career would quickly become a living hell.

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