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#crying screaming i love gbf so much still
noxtivagus · 1 year
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i'm so embarrassed.. parade's lust is pretty high up in my top songs 😭😭
#🌙.rambles#17 all time n 18 for top 2022#i swear i hate him#I LIKE MORNING LIGHT HYMNUS MORE#crying screaming i love gbf so much still#ngl i still haven't recovered from the event story#GRIMNIR. I SWEAR I'M#THE EFFECT GRIMNIR HAS ON ME? I SEE HIM I HEAR HIM N SUDDENLY I'M A SMILING FOOL#gbf & ffxiv r so weird they have me. so#look it's been more than 2 years but still they#HKFJASDLKFSJD 😭😭#can i ramble about how much i love morning light hymnus! i'm listening to it rn#the lyrics r so romantic on the outside but. there's definitely some obsession that it's rooted in#desperation. belial. hfdlkasdjflkdfj#ngl i can't deny he's one of my favorite characters#i really love the song so much.. from the lyrics to the melody n harmonies n everything literally everything#i love songs like that so much#as much as i love morning light hymnus though. uh#i wna know how much i listened to existence this year. there's something just so special about that song for me#5th all time and 2nd this year.#BUBS IS SO COOL 🥺#i love the lyrics for existence sm i relate to them a lot n#hdklfasjdfks served as so much inspo! 'transient wings' n then. GOD THIS SONG I WOULD DIE FOR IT#I REALLY. REALLY LOVE EXISTENCE#THE LYRICS MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME.#thinking about it n one kind of music i really like are. yk those powerful ones. that r rather elegant#if it has lyrics then it's rather poetic. pretty words hehe well-written#a lot of gbf osts come to mind. ff too n a lot of vgs i like. octopath kh nier yeah stuff like that#apocalypsis noctis. forza finale. a beautiful song. rose queen. decisive battle ii. insanity. oh please kiss me /p if you recognize those#goddamn to whoever brings me to an orchestra of any video game i like i'll marry you
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signetxego · 4 years
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The twst dorm leaders playing gbf, purely for meme purposes, something i spent too much time on. below the cut for long post.
Riddle
⁃ Rank 101
⁃ Plays casually but consistently, riddle is a perfectionist and wants to make his teams good, but he’s also realistic and pragmatic. He knows he’s a busy guy, and can’t join trains all day to bust up all his grids at once
⁃ The type to focus on one team at a time based on a predetermined order. Probably not in a crew (if he is, it’s just him, Cater and some of Cater’s friends) so he doesn’t worry about guild wars and building his teams based on that.
⁃ f2p, he’s responsible with his money. probably mains light since he likes the comfort of a high hp pool + stamina, and the typical light play style is reliable and safe.
⁃ Has only recruited one eternal—funf. Her voice probably drives him up the wall, but he likes the security of her heals to his light team. Is planning on 5*ing her!
⁃ favourite class is doctor. Practical, and he won’t admit it but sexy as fuck
⁃ He plays for the gameplay rather than the story/characters, the one exception is sandalphon, who he is incredibly fond of!!! he reads stories if the plot interests him, however, and if he’s got some spare time.
Leona
⁃ Rank 1
⁃ Leona doesn’t play he’s in it like a collecting game and so ruggie can use his randomly lucksacked mlb shiva as a support summon
⁃ like vil, plays on roulette season
⁃ reads some stories, but on ruggies account bc he cba to unlock them himself
⁃ ruggie made a joke about leona being percival ‘if he lost his sense of honour’ which made leona go and read the dragon knights stories
⁃ bruh he fucking stans percy so hard after reading between frost and flame but he won’t admit it
⁃ frequently throws money at the game just because he feels like pulling in gacha. ruggie is crying. leona don’t buy the scam star draw set you don’t even play the game please
⁃ is always really lucky in gacha
Azul
⁃ Rank 200
⁃ Only started playing recently, but was determined to catch up to Idia and become the best player so he got the twins and some poor unfortunate souls to help him grind and pay his way to instant victory
⁃ Doesn’t care for the plot, is purely driven by competition and wanting to have the best grids at any given time. Mains water for the Octavinelle Aesthetic and bitches about having to play the summer cagliostro crit setup to compete with other elements.
⁃ Likes quatre because they are both driven purely by spite and revenge, and is desperate for him to get a rebalance so he can run him w/ a clear conscience
⁃ Also likes Six, probably cried like a bitchboy during seeds of redemption which is to this date the only story he has read but you didn’t hear it from me
⁃ In a crew with idia and is waiting to overthrow him as captain
⁃ Has a weird spreadsheet showing exactly when to cast a status effect for it to land with the highest success that’s virtually unreadable to anyone aside from him
⁃ Plays chaos ruler as default bc he thinks it looks cool
⁃ sparks for the weapon rather than the character
⁃ hates farming for mats and gets the twins/his slaves to do his dailies when he’s busy a lot of the time god i wish i had slaves to farm ubaha host mats for me rn
Kalim
⁃ Rank 50 but his grids are the best of anyone in the game bc haha money go brrrr
⁃ He is cursed with bad gacha luck, and managed to deck himself out with the sexiest primal grid possible (puts idia’s to shame) thanks to jamils help, and a lot of money spent on trying to get Vikala’s ssr (before realising the spark function existed...)
⁃ He doesn’t favour any element, because he likes all the characters! He has a soft spot for Anila and Vikala though, since they’re so adorable and fun!
⁃ Doesn’t play seriously and mostly just reads the stories, idia wants to cry when he sees his fire grid with four flb ixabas going to waste
⁃ He likes Sarasa, and thinks she’s really funny, so when he does play it’s mostly grinding to recruit her!
⁃ Actually likes Vyrn and doesn’t find him annoying! has actually read the main story.
⁃ solos as soon as he has 300 crystals, he literally can’t save, i hate it here
⁃ his favourite class is lumberjack, but he hasn’t unlocked it yet ;-; ccws are hard to forge for rank 100 and below ;-;
Vil
⁃ Rank 25
⁃ seasonal player, shows up for roulette season and then leaves
⁃ downloaded the game because of the pretty art and the cute character designs, but can’t be bothered to learn how to play—he’s a busy man!
⁃ Europa was his first SSR and is still one of his favourite characters, she’s so pretty! He also loves michael and gabriel, and would start playing properly if they became playable mark my words
⁃ won’t admit it but probably wants belial to smear his makeup a little
⁃ kinda a basic bitch, has only read the wmtsb series cried at the ‘i’ll be waiting’ scene
⁃ criticises the fashion choices of every character he pulls, summons included. Won’t go into raids if the boss is ugly.
⁃ Does his makeup with zero playing in the bg and once parades lust...
Idia
⁃ Rank 275
⁃ that insane player who has soloed faasan hl in every element, has all the eternals 5*ed + the sexy blue skin, and all the evokers
⁃ a legendary figure in the community
⁃ plays as tormentor in every team bc he’s that bitch and also has a damascus knife mh for every element even if he doesn’t always use it
⁃ is both serious abt gameplay and the characters, watches all the gbf channel episodes and keeps up with news
⁃ was probably in a gbfvs tournament
⁃ his favourite character is caim, who reminds him of ortho with his childish innocence! Second is Nio, who is quiet and cute! He’s fond of a lot of characters though, like esser, funf, ferry and narmaya.
⁃ Strictly plays with his faves, but his grids are so good that he manages to make any setup meta.
⁃ Has siero scratcher ptsd bc it didn’t give him his third flb blue sphere but got tempted with it so. many. times.
⁃ Is in a guild w/ azul and ortho + some internet friends and if anyone doesn’t meet the gw quota in a day he screams at them w his hair all red and angry
⁃ owns the gisla body pillow.
⁃ He mains all elements. He has a primal whale grid for every element. His favourite to play with is probably wind, because he thinks it has the most flexibility in its play style. Hes a little mad that winds evoker is not as good as most of the others...
⁃ Idia: “i play for strategy” also idia: ‘gets fraux before alanaan bc the waifu is too strong’
Malleus
⁃ Rank 200
⁃ he can’t play, he’s just been farming tiamat omega raids daily since the games launch
⁃ he downloaded it to get closer to lilia, who is really *really* trying to teach him how to play with... little success
⁃ Still, he doesn’t give up!
⁃ Used his free gold bar uncapping a celeste horn
⁃ forgot to collect his free eternal
⁃ used parazonium as skill fodder (dw malmal i did the same and i live with the guilt)
⁃ uses auto select for his grids
⁃ lilia is crying in the background and often steps in to make the grids himself, but malleus always accidentally deletes them...
⁃ his favourite character is vania, she reminds him of lilia! and also, himself, in a strange way...
⁃ he also likes song, and has worked very hard to recruit her! he almost cried reading about how she was ostracised in her village for her talent at archery, and how lonely she feels, even in the eternals.
⁃ whenever the characters give him a seasonal message, he cries
⁃ gives valentines/white day/christmas gifts to every single character he has
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cinnbar-bun · 5 years
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I’ve always wondered... what’s the destiny of any immortal, Primal-like character if they fall in love with a human? How broken would GBF’s playable Primals (Rosetta, Lucio, Sandy, any of the Archangel disciples, Noa, DAO, Azazel, etc. You can choose whoever you want) be if their s/o is the Captain, knowing that, hey, all these adventures will one day disappear. Their beloved will never smile to them again... And how would they live on (or not)? I like angst.
Okay so I did something a bit different and decided to just list out some of the characters and how they would react. 
Rosetta: She’s known loss all her life and has already understood the weight of morality on humans. While she gracefully manages her day-to-day tasks, deep inside she is rather hurt by those who she has lost. But also due to her nature, she tends to make friends easily. No two people she’s met are the exact same, and it comforts her slightly that she’ll get to experience humanity, a new facet each time. However, for the truly special person in her heart, no one could replace them. As much as these new friends may provide some joy, they could never bring the complete satisfaction she got from loving you. But she knows you wouldn’t want her to feel sad, so she continues trying to live her life to the fullest. 
Sandalphon: Truly, he’s dealt with so much, and loving you temporarily brought him comfort in a place where he thought he could not receive any light. He gets so caught up with your love that he forgets your human, and that he’s immortal. When you pass, it’s like his whole world crumbled down all over again. As Belial had said, once you die, who’s going to care for him like you did? And the answer-none. To him, you were one of kind. Much like with Lucifer, your presence haunts him in his dreams and he sometimes makes that fantasy world where you are forever young. But it isn’t you. He gets destroyed for a long time. The other primarchs try to console him, but they themselves have never really gone through something like that, so they simply can’t relate. It takes a long time for him to really be somewhat okay and cope with his loss, but he still feels that sense of loneliness that you left him with. 
Lucio: Lucio is more of a neutral party, and he knows that you will die. But for some reason, he can’t help but be drawn to you, so he takes the risk. When you die, he is calm about it, but he’s quite emotionally withdrawn. He accepts that you’re gone, but he just...wishes you were back. He prays that you’d be reborn and he’d get to see you at least one last time. None would really know he’s suffering or grieving, but internally, he is sad that you’re gone. But most of all, he wishes to thank you for giving him hope and love. He is grateful for the opportunity to have been a part of your life. 
Lucilius: This man is cold and calculated. The fact that even anyone was enough to melt that icy heart of his is a feat on its own. Because of that, he will not rest until you’re back and alive. He’s in a frenzy trying new magic and research that can revive you, and his scientific studies become more horrific. At that point, he doesn’t care how you feel unless you’re alive. Even if you become a mangled zombie and cry about how painful it was to be resurrected, he won’t care. He’ll continue trying to ‘remake’ you, and if even one flaw is off he destroys it and starts anew. Your death was one of the reasons he wished to destroy the skydom. He needs perfection, and you are the most perfect being in his eyes. 
Azazel: He’s an emotional mess. How dare you leave him! How dare you take the time to know him and love him, and then leave him so miserable and alone! He screams how he hates you as he sees your body being buried, and how you’ll face his wrath in hell. He doesn’t mean any of it. On special occasions, your birthday, and the day you died, he’s a lot more somber and quiet, almost regretful, and visits your grave. He does nothing but sit there and talk to you, as if you’d ever respond to him. “Heh, you’ll never believe it, I beat some guy up with a single kick! He went flying! Ah, I wish you could see it...do you... do you even hear me?” His asshole persona is even more apparent to make up for his betrayed emotions as he tries to navigate a life without someone caring for him like you did. 
Caro (BRING BACK MY BABY BOI!!!): He couldn’t help but call you his muse. You lit up a light in him that no one else could, and he was so amazed to have been in your presence. When you were gone, he went through a dark period where everything he did was about you. He wrote sad songs and somber ballads about how he loved you, he painted pictures of you and only you, he wrote stories of you and the chance to meet you. It was his way of coping, and it brought a lot of dark pieces to the music world because of his influence. His sad outlook made other artists feel melancholy, trying new forms of depressing and bleak environments. He regretted making others feel that way, but eventually he decided to look at things more positively. It was hard, but instead of focusing on how you were dead and never coming back, he sang about how you made him feel loved and complete. It eased the pain in his heart, but still, to this day, you are always his muse. 
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adhdvane · 3 years
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Anon back again, don't worry about delay in answer! I'm not expecting you to reply in a matter of seconds and I'm patient anyway! (●'◡'●) (and yeah, tumblr's notification system kinda suck so really, not your fault haha)
I understand your struggle with fics all too well lol I'm sure a time will come when it just clicks and you can write the good stuff ( •̀ ω •́ )✧ And no need to feel bad if you haven't posted a lot on ao3! You don't have to have 1000 fics or 200k word-long fics for your works to be enjoyable!! Even little ficlets and drabbles are good to have around ♥
It's good of you to have taken time for yourself if you needed it ♥ And yeah, completely understandable to hesitate and come back to fandom in general with the current state of things (a couple years ago I made an IE/Go sideblog and I'm still terrified that someone is going to come up and yell at me for shipping the characters lmao And that's without counting the Problematic™ fics I wrote when I was 16 lmao)
Regarding your tags, I'm just sitting there like starry-eyed because YES TenKyou. I'm DELIGHTED to know that's your preference because that's mine too for the ship asklhjkh
As for Todd and Prof Mirror, that's a tough and personal question, so good luck! (I'm thinking Todd topping's nice but does it make the prof kink better or not is the question!! ALSO in the french version, I know there's a line from Todd going like "Mirror was already being called Professor before he was a professor" so maybe he's not the only one with a prof kink, just from a different angle, hah)
(you say sorry for rambling, but joke's on you, I ramble too! Sorry for clustering your blog though woops Have a good day! (´・ω・`) )
rip, okay, once again i apologize about this one being even later, mostly bc i saw it early, but i haven't been able to sit down and respond to it. this week was the last week of the month so i actually had a lot to do at work and was able to go in every day (as opposed to 1 - 2 days bc business is still so slow). but at the end of the month i do invoicing for inventory charges for that month for each customer. though i was able to actually get a lot of it done sooner than usual (bc i actually started the process on tuesday instead of thursday), there were still three big ones i couldn't even do until thursday bc they had several orders in production that didn't get shipped until thursday. I was going to finally get to this ask on friday when i got home (we only work half days on friday and close at noon)… but the new gbf event had started… and uhg… a sho centric event. g od.
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before i just—IF YOU DON'T WANT TO READ ABOUT THIS GBF RAMBLING FEEL FREE TO SKIP BELOW TO THE END THE GBF OF RAMBLE—this event askjdsjkdfslkdjsdjg talk about giving the antag his redemption art event. the emotional growth in sho. so many new assets to save… there are fricking 6 different versions of his character labeled _painful (_painful, _painful2, etc.), and like so many zoom in's that basically every one of his images has an _up version (the battle ones ((the ones of him on his gearcycle)) also have a bunch of _up2 versions that are zoomed in between the default and _up close up) anyways these in particular kill me.
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sho "i'm-not-going-to-cry-or-show-expresions-of-gratitude" awkwardly smiling and crying in this event (while also repeatedly getting the shit kicked out of him/getting hurt. having a moment of breaking down from exhaustion and pain, in the rain, before deciding he has to swallow his pride. every single english word that comes out of his mouth, cv: taniyama kishou is a gift (on a side note i can't believe he fucking played alpha in chronostone. like thats fucking hilarious a va and voicalist capable of such range and drama voicing alpha and his serious monotone ass). Sho (@tsubasa): You showed me the light before—[…] Tsubasa: Wait, what? Whaddya mean I showed you the light? ((you mean when he punched you in the fucking face at the end of the previous event of this series?))). I mean I already shipped bc of the their last event, how can you not ship the guy screaming he's going to kill the protag w/the protag esp after getting punched in the face by the protag at the end makes him calm down and be like fine i guess you win i'm not going to try to kill you know and our gangs don't have to fight. also they're both like 16 (or at least tsubasa is canon 16 (a yeas totally looks like a 16 year old) and sho is at least still in school and at least confirmed to be a minor (not age of majority, which idk what that is exactly in universe, could be 18, could be 20, bc it is fantasy, but it's also japanese, thoguh japan's age of majority is actually lowering from 20 to 18 next april (2022), drinking/smoking/gambling age will still be 20, and the comment in this event was about we're still minors save the smoking for when you're an adult). sho could arguably be 18 or 19 and still believably in school and be considered a minor legally (if in universe gbf follows japanese laws) considering the time he spent in juvie he could easily have been held back. gbf will probably just make him tsubasa's age if a canon age is release. but thinking about sho being 19 and tsubasa being 16 would make some ppl upset and that brings me joy. (also just how funny it could be thinking about (bc everyone is perpetually the same age) how later when sho a year older and legally being able to drink, and tsubasa not, and despite the fact sho being like i will break the laws about physically assaulting a guy but underage drinking, smoking, and drugs is a no-no is fucking hilarious. (the app is rated t so i guess there's only so much you can do…) (oh and one last note, a character in the event asking if sho enjoys the pain and is a masochist, to have other character be like dude you can't just ask someone that. sho saying no he doesn't enjoy the pain. only for later when they are escaping, a character noting "You look rather happy about all this. Now I'm sure youre a masochist." gbf first crushing my sho masochist headcanon and then building it back up in this event, thank u gbf). anways, rip that was a lot and not even everything, as you can see i have been… distracted by this event. apologies
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oh god worry about ppl like that in ina like, there really people out there who don't want you shipping ficitional children?????? and the main ina cast is roughly between 12-15. and got i started watching ina in 2013 when i was 19. which apparently for some people is like bad uwu because it's a show for young teenagers (like lol too bad i'm 27 and even though i haven't kept up with aries i still love ina and all the little babies and wont stop shipping). i didn't even know there was people out there who get UPSET AT AGING UP??? like wtf???? sorry i want them to be old enough to marry, adopt children, have a job, and also f.uck. the dpk au is my lifeblood (and has a lot of Problematic™ content that's never even been posted online anywhere bc it used to be an rp. my favorite is that out of all the relationships in the au, tenma and kyousuke's is probably the most unhealthy bc of kyousuke's mental health. some very bad things happened to fei (per request of my rp partner) (part of vanfeny and garsha's revenge on saru as they were sent to megun while saru walks around ''free'' (what exactly is free is a whole other lore mess in itself that i wrote up about post chrono stone future). and that just lead to more bad things fei then did to himself. problematic™ content 9492347 in the dpk au, shipping ozrock and lalaya. (even worse, bc of lore planning i did for the au and decided how their species worked, lalaya is about 6.5 cycles (faram obius years) or roughly 130 earth years and biologically similar to 13 year earth years, and ozrock is about 48 Ixal years roughly 48 earth years and biologically similar to 24 earth years. so like even a worse ship. i mean just ignore cultural norms would be different on an alien planet and also she's royalty and has an obligation to be wed even younger and is probably socially more mature than a human 13 year old. rip sorry i just like alien stuff. a lot of this was also because wouldn't it be great for lalaya to have a really long lifespan so the human friends she makes get older faster and also die way before her :) ina's gunna hurt me with the bug aliens then i'm going to… continue to hurt myself with more alien life span stuff.)
Anyways, With TenKyou, idk I think it's easy to paint tenma as the innocent ~pure baby~ and kyousuke as ~bad boy~ bc of the first inago… and seed kyousuke was a little bastard man (affectionate). which would idk explain the default to kyouten. but like kyousuke chills the hell out in chrono stone and galaxy. and just bc tenma is a dumbass with a heart of gold obsessed with soccer doesn't necessarily mean he's has to be ~innocent baby 受け~ trope. (not that these are the only tropes that decide) (maybe it's bc i sort of like messing with what it must be like to be the main protagonists best friend and watch him continue to overcome everything and be in the spot light and how everyone praises him. kyousuke with self-esteem issues, looking back at all the problems he's caused, tenma has flaws but they're either negligible or something to love about him and mine have only hurt others. disregarding his own goddamn plot armor in the past. complex, emotional, suffering kyousuke is how i like my kyousuke. need we even get into how god eden was canonically revealed to be physically/mentally abusing seeds and that whole can of worms) (also just "nervous baby i don't know how to approach tenma" kyousuke, "cheeky little shit doesn't have any regards to personal space and boundries" tenma) at least if anyone starts giving me shit about an ina ship or problematic fictional ina content, i can always respond with something i drew back in 2015.
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back to the matter of new snap though… that line is so familiar (im pretty sure it's in the eng txt, i have it set to jpn audio tho). i recently started keeping a log of the messages that pop up on the camp, lab, and map screens (but haven't saved too many bc i get distracted or at least i know i'm missing quite a few i have vague memories of). (also idk why my first thought to that line was mirror responding with "That was because you were the one calling me that.") there actually were a couple messages i saved initially that would be useful for fic writing:
Todd: "The professor used to be kinda reckless back in the day. I suppose after 10 year he must've calmed down a bit."
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Mirror: "Todd's calmed down since I last saw him. Or maybe he's just acting mature because you kids are around…"
possible implications from these that I'm deciding to consider for headcanons:
both reckless and wild in their early 20's but that's not unusual, so they were acting like reckless young adults when they were 20. makes sense.
because mirror mentions the last time i saw him (which is definitely implied not 10 years ago since todd had a research team pin so obviously he's been around a bit since the lab was established) meaning todd is potentially still a chaotic bastard but is just trying to act like an adult in front of the kids. beautiful.
and on that note another wonderful Tood message:
Todd: "I never invited Phil to be my pupil—he just declared himself my "number one student" and started tagging along! But honestly…I was kind of flattered."
the possibility that when todd showed up in game, after that cutscene he went to talk to mirror like "this 10 year old just started following me and wont go away, pls help. what do i do?????"
this unsupervised 10 year old just followed a ~30 year old man into the wilderness and somehow just declares todd is mentor (and took the research team pin from todd to ''borrow''). this is a hostage situation. todd is the hostage.
the idea that perhaps todd just got back from a long expedition and was glad to be back and spend time with mirror, except this kid started following him around and wont leave him alone or go away, and then when he got to the lab there were two more kids there. how the fuck am i supposed to get it on with mirror when we have little alone time and when we finally do we're constantly at risk of being interrupted and/or walked-in on. (that last part was mainly the premise of the fic i wanted to write. "these kids are a handful how are we supposed to have intimate time. especially bc they're all so young and have child energy levels and when they go to bed i am already fucking exhausted." i'm thinking it might work better as like a drabble collection, that way i don't have to adhere to a plot line and can pick and choose scenarios to write because i keep winding up with more scenario ideas that i can nearly piece together into a coherent timeline anymore.)
(also a bit that rita becomes suspicious that they are 100% fu.cking even though all that happened was mirror wasn't asleep up in his bed above the lab and fell asleep in one of the bungalows w/todd and then tried to cover it up like haha what no, i was checking on todd he's not feeling well uh… what? where are my pants? oh. oh i can't believe i just totally got out of bed and left the lab without my pants haha.) (todd and mirror just trying to keep their relationship a secrete out of fear of rumors spreading and it affecting the lab's funding, even though rumors definitely started ages ago but neither of them realize). (also todd doesn't trust phil to keep his mouth shut and doesn't like the optics of the random 10 year old who started following him (UNSUPERVISED) just blabbing to his parents about how his cool mentor is dating the professor at the lab like yikes that could end badly worst case scenario.)
(i like the idea of mirror playing along with todd's ki.nk, albeit a little awkward sometimes (not very good at being intentionally 'sexy' about it, but that's not what todd wants anyways bc it's already inherenty sexy for him). Phill has a message "I barely get half the stuff the professor talks about. Do you?" and i can only image if he said that to todd
todd: (人*´∀`)i know it's hot
phil: what)
anyways i hope you don't mind me rambling even more on your asks like this. last time i totally just cut chunks out to be smaller but this time… i'm going to leave things in rip.
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