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Oh no. I accidentally started writing a love triangle.

I just wanted the protagonist to have someone else to rely on next to his love interest and now I have a love triangle.

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[zombie-honeymoon]

Last Line Tag Rules: Write the latest line from your WIP and tag as many  people as there are words in the line. Make a new post, don’t reblog!

Tagged by- @chalabrun a while ago but was going through my drafts this morning and saw this. Since I was working on my Clown Motel fic, I thought I'd do this.

The waiting cars horn honked again, and Kankuro shouted as he walked over, dragging his suitcase, “Alright already! I’m coming! Give it a rest! No wonder mom left you!”

Tagging: @justanotherblonde, @hellotheremaryrose, @foriamproud, @eidolonlathi, @jashinist-femme, @thatshipcat @heyitswrenn, @anon-omatopoeia

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Thank you everyone who participated in this year’s KakuHida week! While turnout was not as large as previous years, we still enjoyed each and every piece, and hope our followers did as well!

Special thanks to @frozs, @hidan-chan-my-foot, @jashinist-feminist, @lilac-bramble, @thevsn, @writing-escapes, plus @eidolonlathi, for being confident enough to share their works with other shippers—

Thank you also all fans that liked and reblogged their work, sharing it with others—

—all of you are the true MVPs!!!

(We gift you flowers from Kakuzu UwU)

Additionally, because the week was announced late this year, mods are accepting late submissions up through December 31st, 2019! (Hurray!)

So long as your entry follows all the rules and guidelines, we will reblog entries up until then.

Thank you, again, for celebrating this week with us!

Best,

~~ Mods Kitty and Ghost 🐱 👻

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Why Sato being an Miami Vice fanboy adds to his characterization

Sato liking Miami Vice and nicknaming him and his IBM after protagonist duo Sonny and Tubbs is a nice pop culture reference the manga inserted. But iconic action duo appreciation is only one side of this.

See, I wonder what pre-ajinificated!Sato's thoughts were watching the show when it aired. Because just like manga!Sato, Sonny is a Vietnam War Veteran too. Watching the episodes bringing up on Sonny’s war trauma must have felt relatable. Seeing the issue addressed and shared.

But also. After the war, Sonny found new meaning in his life working for Miami Vice. This kind of path was not an option for Sato after the war. Not with him lacking one leg. The scars he carried were not only visible but here to stay, present daily in an unavoidable way.

The story on TV was reminder and escape: The exciting thrill of dangerous undercover work, making friends with a likeminded buddy like Tubbs, having reliable colleagues, caring for a cute pet alligator: I'm sure these would have been the things Sato would have liked to experience too.

But it was fated to remain a dream, a lost chance of another life. Something that now only could be watched TV. Something at least was possible to be seen on TV.

After his ajinification the unreachable dream had the chance to become reality though.

No wonder his IBM resembles Sonny’s pet alligator. No wonder the entity becoming a friend felt like "Tubbs": It's a symbol of lost hope regained, implication Sato does not see this second chance as something to be taken granted but appreciates it for the gift it is.

Even the reliable colleagues seen on TV became reality. Convinced Takahashi's legendary Hawaii shirts are a reference to Sonny's work buddy Stan who likes to wear them as well.

Great minds think alike and wear Hawaii shirts.

In general, Sonny's work pals Stan and Larry might have been an inspiration for parts of the TakaGen storyline: Like Takahashi and Gen they were "those two always hanging out together", both at least implied to struggle with present and overcome addiction (gambling, drinking). And Stan unravelled when Larry d.ied

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Aspects Concerning the Dynamics Between Gen and Takahashi

You just know it had to be Gen's idea to join the Sato squad. Takahashi didn't realize until the end it would be a trip with no return for Gen while for Gen this was a feature and not a bug.

At first glance Takahashi seems to be the one with the ideas. It seems like this because he's impulsive and talkative but if you look closer, it's Gen's approval he's constantly looking for.

And when it comes to heavy decision making and to defending Takahashi then it's Gen acting without hesitation. Neither standing under enemy fire nor Tanaka's legendary sour moods manage to faze him. No matter the pressure, Gen knows how to stay calm.

That’s Tanaka Gen has on the radio here during the Grant Pharma operation by the way. Sort of sad that the two of them were shown to work perfectly together during that situation and only a few chapters later there’s this much tension involved.

But always being the responsible and reasonable one can also be a burden. Back in the day, Gen’s first and only concern when joining Sato's group was the question if Sato really had everything planned out in a reasonable way. Gen doesn't care about morals, it's logistics he's concerned about.

When he shows worry, it's due to the question if something got discarded too early. If it got wasted when it still could have been useful. He calms down when Sato reassures this is not the case but also, this looks like the behaviour of someone used to conditions of scarcity. 

Related to this, it's interesting to think how Taka becoming an Ajin ended up influencing their dynamics. For Takahashi, it seemed to have fed into his already present impulsivity. It's easy to see this trait of his as a flaw but it's not that easy.

He shows a fundamental inability to see the immediate future. As if his experience of the future is a malevolent force that's forced upon you, happens to you without caring about your sensibilities. But once he turned an ajin these factors strenghten a feeling of invincibility.

A sense of invincibility that included Gen. Pointing to a tendency in Takahashi to see himself and Gen as a unity. A tendency shown in the moment of Gen's end: Gen had to spell out for Takahashi that him being an ajin would not mean Gen would be included in his regenerative abilities. Even in his last moments Gen’s first impulse was to ease Takahashi’s fears, one last time being the responsible and reasonable one for the wellbeing of the person he most cared about.

For Gen the entire incident of Takahashi turning out to be an ajin must have heightened already present feelings of resignation and lack of power. Takahashi already was meant to no longer be here, to be lost, saved only by chance, a chance promising new dangers of an almost unimaginable scope. Feeding into an impression that no matter how hard you try, it will never be enough to stop the arrival of new dangers and worries. Instead confirming the eternal necessity to be alert and behave in a reasonable manner. As usual for Gen, old patterns continuing, never changing.

Seeing Sato arrive and bringing with him the opportunity to disregard all concerns of old and instead offer the power to for once to inflict instead of to only endure as long as you accept the consequence attached to that path... I'm not surprised Gen grabbed the chance.

He might have have told himself it would have been a unique chance to ensure Takahashi would win back his rights he had lost when turning out to be an ajin. But Gen always must have known the inevitable outcome for himself. And in a lost corner of his mind, Takahashi knew too.

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[eidolonlathi]

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Naruto Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Maito Gai | Might Guy/Yamato | Tenzou Characters: Yamato | Tenzou, Maito Gai | Might Guy Additional Tags: Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Established Relationship, One Shot Summary:

If he was honest, Tenzo had to admit that life as a shinobi had an effect on one’s emotions that could be downright numbing. Gai isn’t thinking about any of this too hard because as long as he has an opportunity to spend time with Tenzo, he is going to feel content. But there comes a time when even the best of intentions no longer have the strength to succeed.

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Written for @narutorarepairweek

Tuesday (27): Protective Rage

ship: YamatoxGai

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Naruto Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Kakuzu/Sasori (Naruto) Characters: Sasori (Naruto), Kakuzu (Naruto) Additional Tags: Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Angst with a Happy Ending, Immortality, One Shot Summary:

A former Akatsuki member made the decision to correct fate. Despite not having asked for this, Kakuzu and Sasori do not feel like complaining. Facing their new reality still feels difficult to deal with at times but maybe it is helping after all that they both are together in this challenge.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Written for @narutorarepairweek  Thursday (29): “Every moment is a fresh beginning.” - T.S. Eliot Ship: SasorixKakuzu

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POV

For the No Excuses Writing Meme, Askbox Version: drop one of these bad boys in my askbox and i will post, without editing

Anon sent me: POV - something that’s already happened, retold from another character’s perspective

Thank you for the prompt, dear anon! ^.^ I was thinking what POV might be interesting getting retold. I decided on a scene from my Ajin fic Sound of the Sky, an AU where Izumi is the one ending up being Sato’s right-hand-ajin and Tanaka as Tosaki's secretary and bodyguard:

It’s weird to think about, but when Tosaki arrived the fear ended. Before Tosaki was there, there was nothing but growing terror, the kind of panic that made it hard to think, hard to see a way forward, hard to think what might come next. Tanaka had been frozen into place by his fear, unable to take another step. Luckily he had not been alone. Next to him had been his father, gripping his hand, dragging him with him to the car, silently, secretly, so the townspeople investigating if one of their own truly had turned ajin would not notice. His mother had been there too, handing him over a bag holding something to eat and his jacket. There had been fear in her eyes too, though Tanaka had been able to tell she had been trying to hide it, trying to stay strong. “Be careful”, she had whispered, her voice drenched in emotion she did not allow her face to show.

Tanaka had only nodded, promising her he would be. Then the car had set into motion and his mother had been gone, leaving nothing but an uncertain future. The terror in his mind had expanded, making it hard to breathe. But his father had still been next to him, gripping the wheel of the car, promising Tanaka it would be alright.

Tanaka didn’t know if his current situation deserved the label “alright” but he guessed those were semantics. His father was safe again, the shock of getting arrested when they both had been discovered not entirely forgotten but in the meanwhile at least lying in the past. His mother was safe again too, trying to appease the last lingering suspicions of their neighbours by reminding them it all had been only a misunderstanding, Kouji was no ajin after all.

It had of course been no misunderstanding at all, Tanaka thought, looking through the one-way mirror, unable to tear his gaze away from the torn figure on the slab. Bright red bIood kept blooming against skin that had become pale from years away from the sun. The beeping of some machine or another told that despite her injuries the woman on the slab still was alive. But then, for Kouji and her “alive” was nothing but a state between two recoveries.

Next to him he heard a rustling of fabric, Tosaki turning towards him. “Tanaka-san, do you have the Grant Pharma results from last time?”

Tanaka opened his briefcase, quickly locating the desired paperwork. Of course he had them ready; being perfectly organised was his way of insurance. He paid attention to what Tosaki had to say, making an effort to read his moods, learning to predict his wishes sometimes even before he Tosaki would voice them. He took out the results, handing them over to Tosaki.

“Those exactly, thank you.” Tosaki leaned towards the microphone that let his voice be heard in the laboratory room. “We’re ready. You can go on performing your next step on the test subject.”

Tanaka had used to feel upset when hearing the way they referred to the woman on the slab. She was still a person after all. And one of his kind if you’d belief Tosaki’s argument that ajin weren’t human to begin with. Tanaka didn’t know if he agreed with that. He didn’t know.

Feeling a glance resting on him he turned his head, meeting Tosaki’s gaze. He was giving Tanaka an intense and careful look, as if he was able to estimate the thought forming in his mind. For a moment Tanaka held his gaze for the simple fact that trying to hide something from Tosaki was pointless. That only would have led to problems.

Tanaka straightened his tie before avoiding his gaze and looking at the scene taking place in the laboratory again. He used to feel genuinely upset when witnessing the experiments taking place in the lab but nowadays an odd sort of routine had set into him that left him indifferent and cold. As if he wasn’t able to care anymore. That bothered him. For the fact alone that this could be him lying on the slab and getting experimented on. Tosaki reminded him about that the rare times he accused Tanaka of slacking off.

Tanaka gripped the briefcase he was holding in his hand. But now was now and he was not the one stuck in the laboratory. He couldn’t deny, when Tosaki had arrived the fear had ended. If that meant he had been rendered numb then so be it.

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This One Thing Concerning child!Sato's Character Design

There is this just for fun theory I have about child!Sato's background and I'm only halfway joking. So, I noticed that the character design of child!Sato we see in the flashback to his childhood resembles the character design of baby Gage in the Pe/t Se/ma/tary movie. And matching to this the character design of dad Owen looks similar to the character of Jud Crandall, the neighbour in the movie who tells Gage's father about the existence of the P/et Sem/atar/y.

Incoming spoiler for a 30-something year old movie: The thing is, pets and especially people bur/ie/d in the pet se/mat/ary develope an odd destr/ucti/ve urge. As little Gage did when eventually bur/ie/d in the sematary.

In resonance to this trait, in the manga flashback where we see child!Sato, he is ki/llin/g small animals. See where I'm going with this? What if the seemingly poin/tless urge to des/tro/y that child!Sato showed was because dad Owen brougt him back from the de/ad using the Pet Sem/ata/ry? Just as ajin are brought back to life time and time again?

Ok, maybe no actual cur/se/d b/ur/ial ground involved in Sato's case but the character design parallels to the Pe/t Sem/ata/ry movie is a nice thematical reference the manga did here.

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Chapter 86 brought Thoughts and Feelings

The last Ajin chapter dropped and gave me lots of thoughts. Fortunately mostly positive ones. More or less unexpectedly even TakaGen related thoughts. Among other things.

Beware incoming spoilers for chapter 86.

Chapter 86 spoilers, now:

Now that the last chapter dropped, I can finally say it: I'm glad the manga let Gen d/ie at the point it did. I'd rather have a character arc that is lacking ideas end instead of seeing it getting dragged on without spirit for two more slow years. And with Gen dy/ing Takahashi’s character arc was put on a bus as well. Which was good because the way his and Gen’s characters had been written had started to feel regressive since a while, not giving anything constructive to work with but instead starting to trip over its own feet. So, I was just glad adventure TakaGen had ended no moment too late.

Even better: The last chapter didn’t give any flashback or new development that disturbed this personal peace: Instead the glance the last chapter gave on Takahashi sets the world right again: Little rascal still full of energy, spirit not broken, energized by the hate, hurt and disappointment that has always been his motor. But now that Gen is no longer around to bring in affection we get an unfiltered view on it? And I love it? It confirms a pile of suspicions I had about his character and about the dynamic he had with Gen. Those few pages were just a good way of seeing Takahashi’s stay in the manga end like this.

Takahashi knew all along that he’d eventually would get captured and he does not care. Also the implication two panels earlier that he theoretically would be able to use his ghost to cause some dama/ge but doesn’t do it because he is rather letting a mindgame going for now is… much better than seeing him succumb to passive gri/ef would have been. I’m sure Gen is rooting for him from the aether, ever loyal. 

Further thoughts on the chapter in no specific order: Sato in a box still means Sato can get out of the box; no confinement strong enough to hold him. The world is right, his future still holding potential.

And aw, I'm happy we saw Izumi defending Tosaki's memory one last time. It rings true with the journey her character went through: That despite embracing the opportunity he offered her, she felt it right to appreciate the second chance she eventually decided to actively grasp. Overall, Izumi is safe and I’m happy with that. 

Pity thought: No Yamanaka-san in this chapter? This here is the biggest disappointment I feel. Please tell me Kei at least send her a letter to say a thank you. Her taking him in and being kind to him was after all an important part he could avoid capture and think of ways of what to do next.

Furthermore Eriko seems on the path of getting better, at least she is out of the hospital. I wish her the best for her future.

Overall, it’s a chapter that gives the reader the chance to wish the best for the future of any character we saw in it. And seeing how writing a good ending can be a challenge, I consider this a positive aspect: The biggest concern with any manga ending is that the last chapter doesn’t thematically fit into what came before and therefor does not ring true. This last chapter managed to wrap up most of the big questions that were still open, ultimately ending with lots of possibility. Happy rereading soon.

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Aesthetical References of Sato’s Black Ghost

Since the beginning of the manga Sato’s character tends to make remarks about pop cultural references. And looking at the kind of media he is talking about might not only reveal references hidden in the design of his black ghost but also holds information about the time frame of the story’s events.

The fact that Sato and his IBM are calling each other “Sonny” and “Tubbs” during operations is an clear reference to Miami Vice’s, to its main characters Sonny Crockett and Ricardo Tubbs. Not much hidden meaning in this one and a reference surely picked up by many readers.

Living the neon-noir dream. Tell me Sato, if your ghost is your Tubbs then who is your Castillo?

It gets more interesting though if one has a look at the head of Sato’s IBM. Clearly a reptilian inspired design, especially in panels that show its teeth. A long snout, sharp teeth… an alligator might be the most fitting comparison. Alligator? Fun Fact: Miami Vice’s Sonny Crockett is proud owner of a pet alligator called Elvis, which lives a spoiled life at his epic sailboat. Looking at this, I think there might be a good possibility the design of the head of Sato’s IBM was directly inspired by alligator Elvis.

The secret of the alligator: In some parallel universe Sato’s black ghost is named “Elvis”

Observation two: Early in the manga, when staging Tanaka’s breakout, there is the famous line where Tanaka is missing Sato’s A-Team reference and instead ends up comparing himself to the Clarice Starling to Sato’s Hannibal Lecter: A Silence of the Lambs reference.

Tanaka shows ambitions to become Clarice and can you blame him for it?

So, where does Sato’s IBM fit in here? Ever noticed how the black ghost has six fingers on each of its hand instead of five?

The number of the beast is six-six-pool ‘gator

In the Silence of the Lambs novel, it gets mentioned that Dr Lecter was born with an additional sixth finger on each hand (can’t remember if this detail made it into the movie). And that he later had those extra fingers surgically removed. So, the design of the hands of Sato’s IBM might be inspired by that.

What to make of these observations? Outer universe that the writing not only loves bringing in pop cultural references but also manages to re-insert them in interesting ways. Having the effect that they feel deeper than a simple one-panel joke. And Inner Universe? Probably that during the time his IBM started appearing, Sato not only went watching Silence of the Lambs at the cinema but also didn’t miss any episode of Miami Vice running. Both media are fitting into the approximate time frame he would have discovered being an Ajin. So, on top of being entertaining references, I think there is a good chance the writing did not pick these two titles randomly but was inserting hints about the time frame of events.

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[eidolonlathi]

About this blog:

Lathi. Personal blog. I write and draw sometimes too. Attached to too many fandoms. Ship and let ship.

This place started as a fandom blog and mainly still is, but in the meanwhile also consists of everything else that interests me too. When I have the time I like to write and draw. At the moment mainly for Ajin and Naruto. Mainly; some new fandoms show up, some old ones never really leave the sphere of interest entierly. Have a look at the tags of this post to find this blog's tags relevant to my writing and art.

Artblog is @lathidraws

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And then the camera showed his face. The reader still doesn't know how it happened exactly, but now with the most recent flashback we've witnessed the timeframe Sato got his scar.

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Haiku 008: Kisame

My home is the sea It carries lost voices. I will Dissolve in neither

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Naruto Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hidan/Kakuzu (Naruto) Characters: Hidan (Naruto), Kakuzu (Naruto) Additional Tags: Light Angst, Established Relationship, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting Summary:

Hidan and Kakuzu have spent the evening out on a romantic date at their favourite restaurant. But before they can return home again, the two of them first have to solve an unexpected challenge. A modern day AU. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~  Written for @kakuhidaweek 2020: Day 02 - Domesticity

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four haiku and a moodboard created for @ajinweek 2020

Day 05 - Justice: Core Motivations of the Sato Squad

Trying to narrow down the broad term of "justice" into a subjective form for each character, I wrote a bunch of haiku that have the individual motivations of the different Sato Squad members as a theme.

In addition I did a moodboard supposed to support the overall motive in these.

  Haiku 009: Okuyama Electric current Rushing through our shared systems My earned victory

Haiku 002: Tanaka Dust clouded my mind Your voice is reaching me now I mean to listen

Haiku 006: Takahashi and Gen Became two monsters By intention, so we can Bite before they do

Haiku 001: Sato Patiently waiting Desire melted into glass Shattered silently

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