#even i am getting fed up with it

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #toshiro nakamoto #chilchuck tims #kabru #BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry. #Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong: #“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH. #This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated. #I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them. #Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad. #When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment! #I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug. #Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends) #and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off. #I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi. #obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc #YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him. #I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference

[queerstudiesnatural]

why are artists always expected to do things for free for "exposure" like you wouldn't ask a lawyer to work for exposure, you wouldn't ask a contractor to work on your home for exposure, you wouldn't expect a restaurent to serve you in exchange for exposure. so why when i refuse to work for free am i always told that "it's good exposure though" and i should do it because i love my job, not for the money. like. are you really trying to trick me into believe that you are doing me a favour rn?? yes i love my job, but it is also my job and i expect to be paid for it.

#i am. fed up. #so it's either you hate your job but at least you're getting paid or you love your job so you shouldn't expect to get paid? #and it's even coming from within the community too like fellow musicians will look down on me for refusing unpaid gigs #i'm sorry i don't have hours upon hours to dedicate to your project i also have a life and i need to pay for it #rain posts #rain.stuff

[katyahina]

Have been sketching misc things today and decided to color one of the sketches 🔒🩸

#bloodborne #brador church assassin #laurence the first vicar #bradorence #i *tried* to make laurence's first garb more modest than what was to come but... yeah... #i'll need to maybe reduce the amount of colors at LEAST #otherwise it is JUST 'alternative outfit' and not the more simple/underwhelming one #like i drew his second outfit (with the crown) already #real ones remember how it is like.... not even all that more detailed... so yeah note to self #as for brador i just give him a cool cape to go outside before laurence became a cleric beast #hello girl its 3 AM + i love the trope of a person getting fed up with another's cluelessness and snapping #brador is so less... 'impressive' than people that tend to be in Laurence's surroundings? #but i guess you have to assert yourself if he won't budge past abnormally tall warriors :pensive:

[soldier-poet-king]

'friends of the library' booksales i love youuuuuuuu

i got, for dirt cheap

eagle of the ninth (sutcliffe a noted influence on mwt, my fave)

doomdsay book (connie willis, professed influence on victoria goddard, my other fave)

the heart is a lonely hunter (need some fucked up southern lit to ruin/change my life occasionally, and this one was recd to me)

TWO Merton books, one by him, one about him, because im increasingly only interested in religious writings by: weird medieval mystics, fucked up despairing agnostic-adjacent christian existentialists, and pot-stirring 20th century radicals committed to peace & justice

#the duality of fran #anyway yeah im reading the bells of nagasaki rn and takashi nagai IS INCLUDED IN THAT CATEGORY\ #but yeah like we love living in areas where i can actual walk or take a short subway ride to things #i love being out and about #i am SO happy??? even witht he downtown stink and crowds and the horribleness of the city's lack of care for the unhoused #(DONT GET ME STARTED. JOHN TORY BETTER SQUARE UP) #but smthn smthn. got up. fed the Creachure #went to mass #got a snack. enjoyed coffee on the balcony. did some chores. read. went to the booksale #and it's ONLY 4PM #THERE'S SO MUCH DAY LEFT TO LOVE AND ENJOY

[essektheylyss]

Debating if I should go harder on the classification snob shaming. I think I will let my rant sit in drafts overnight. Make better decisions in the morning lmao.

#know that if you have an LIS degree and you're snobbish about color organization i have it out for you personally #like oh I'm sorry. i thought we were all sporting anti-dewey pins and stickers now. or was that just for the vibes. #some people think better in color and space than topics or genres or the fucking english alphabet. MANY people even. #wonder why that might be! can't imagine. gee. lets all think about it real hard. #also my genre system is so fucking imperfect i sometimes think my spouse would have no difference in use if i switched to color #I am increasingly a genre anarchist frankly. i am getting FED UP #yes i am having a lot of fun in KO in particular and i am making it everyone's problem.

[todayisafridaynight]

love watchin a y7 playthrough from nine months ago and streamer was like 'i wish they showed arakawa killing the hikawa family i didnt really like how it was talked about but not shown :/' like Oh Baby :))))) You Got A BIIIIG Storm Ahead Of You :))))))))))

#snap chats #is this spoilers. no its not shut up #ironic that he mentioned the game talking bout things but not showing things while im talking about IW... lol ... moving on... #BUT NO I WAS LITERALLY THINKING OF THAT SCENE WHILE WATCHING #like i love how as soon as that scene dropped everyone was just #'oh ok NOW i get why hes called arakawa the assassin jesus fucking christ' LIKE YEAAAAH BABYYYYY #top five sexiest scenes in rgg i swear to god that was SUCH a good scene #they put the entire story budget into that cutscene i swear to god #even if IW's story was. A Story overall i will forever thank them for the arakawa scenes #i am fed and my skin is glowing and im thriving and happy #and i want food the dining halls open now BYE

[cantbelievemyself]

It's so freakin hard to sew up Zhongli's coat while making it as canon-accurate as possible. Like what in the laws of physics are Zhongli's sleeve cuffs?????

A longer explanation post to follow.

#i just needed to get it off my chest first #flips table #gosh i am so fed up with this boi #the amount of mental gymnastics i had to do to even know where to start #him and his freakingly difficult to sew coat #how does he even wash that thing #zhongli cosplay #zhongli #genshin impact #cosplay #ME HOY MINOY #ANGER #sewing #im going to sleep #tomorrow!me can figure it out #You know the outfit's gonna be rough when you're stuck on the freaking cuffs

[jinhyun]

dude. i just divorced two people 🧍🏻‍♀️

#ever since i got into law school i got fed up with them 'i finally got someone to divorce me' comments i'd always jokingly get #but here i am now. actually divorcing people and i'm—💀 #mind you i wasn't supposed to take this hearing like yes i am in charge of this case but my tutor is the one who takes the hearings #and this morning she was like mon i'm giving you this hearing and i was like what 🧍🏻‍♀️ #but yeah everything went well the judge is cool and even joked around with me and it wasn't so bad #my first divorce tho love is fucking dead :') #also i just realised i've been saying tutor all this time and the word is mentor. aNYWAY

[skibasyndrome]

I'm about to throw all my academic values overboard to get this fucking article done

#linguistics are my enemy #not because I don't like the subject #I'm just........ so much less at ease with this than with literary sciene oh my god #I'm so glad I can mostly focus on lit in the future but let me tell you these few linguistics articles I have/had to do have really brought #me to my limit #and I thought I was already fed up and not giving a shit when I did that one article in summer... oh I had NO IDEA how much less of a shit #was capable of giving!!! #the thing is.... I think objectively I'm still? idk not the worst I could technically be doing #like there ARE people who straight up... idk don't even try to have a research question or who don't read more than a handful or articles b #t ugh #I like academic writing so much and I love putting in the work and I love actually getting into the reseach and finding the most important #texts and writing a balanced and well researched article but ugh..... I just feel like I keep reaching my limits with linguistics #and this time is worse than the others because this topic is SO FAR from being standardized and all I can do is ???? mention that there's #like a hundred different models and then just??? choose one and go with it? which is so fucking unsatisfying #but I swear... everybody in this field is just making up a new model that's just different words for the same thing (and not in the /normal #way that science /always/ is about making up a new model. no. this time they are very unnecessarily making up new models) #ugh. everything about this sucks #I should've chosen a different seminar I should've chose a different topic and I especially should've written more of this in summer when I #technically still had a little more time #sorry for blowing up your dash with complaints this festive season lol. I am just having a time (TM) with the different writing tasks on my #hands and I need a place to vent I guess #simon.out. #sounds so drastic btw I'm not about to cheat or plagiarize or anything but I'm about to do so much less of a proper work than I ever wanted #to allow myself to do. cherrypicking and all.

[linguenuvolose]

I applied for a new job today 😩

#don't even know if I want to/feel ready to leave my current job #kinda not honestly #idk I had a lil breakdown a few weeks back and was like what if I did nothing for 6 months? #yeah I was fed up with the rigidness of my job and so jealous of the flexibility of my boyfriend's job #I feel bad leaving my job for me because it's such a perfect fit for my Italian studies #like I managed to find a job where my ''''useless'''' language studies actually are 100% crucial #and idk it just feels ungrateful to myself to leave? #nah idk I don't think I'm done with this job just yet #good thing I think I botched the personal statement of this application jesus #oh well we'll see #like I kinda don't want to get called for an interview so I don't have to mention it to my boss or think about it at all #ughh it's like I know I can get better than what I have but I also do kinda like this job #but also it's probably going to change a lot within this next year for different reasons so that's also something to consider #at least a colleague of mine told me people usually only stay in my post for 1.5-2 years so I feel a bit less bad about wanting to leave #but like where else in Sweden am I going to find a job where I can use Italian as my main working language? #I only see a phd as another option #idk maybe I should start ponder about that instead? #idk man #snicksnack