207. I wonder how big I will get. Everyday is continual stuffing and forcing more and more into my stomach. Feeling my self get fatter and fetter everyday. Clothes are tighter, pretty sure everyone has noticed my gut sticking out. I stopped caring about it and don’t even suck it in any more.
Ngl chastity and conditioning have been on my mind this whole weekend. Let me own your pleasure, setting a goal of your choosing as the key to unlock your ecstasy. Calories not reached? Merciless teasing, but no release. Inches not gained? Painfully erotic touching, but no keys given.
How quickly that would turn into such perfect conditioning. mmmmmmm.
The fantasy always pops in my head of a couple both enjoying a partner's new relationship gain, but neither party knows how to broach the topic. The tension building. Quick touches to the belly sending both people into a hidden frenzy, as they dance around saying it outright. The hints and vague suggestions building.
And then the intense release when the truth comes out.
So following on from a very interesting post I read recently,
If a ffa was to create content catered specifically for women and straight male feedees, what would that look like? I'm talking OF or whatever. I feel like there's a bit of under representation here.
I didn't even realize how fat I looked today til I got home to change. I think my belly was probably even poking out of my flannel underneath at some point. 4 inches will do that too ya.
I can’t believe i’m not even 22 yet and i’m almost 240lbs, I’ve wrecked that tight little waist! Tumblr has absolutely ruined my brain irreparably and all i want to do now is smoke, eat, watch porn and grow.
I’m the fat friend in every group and it’s so humiliating to know everyone saw me get this fat they know I have no will power, and they’re right.
I want to drop out of university and start gaining full time, start camming while shovelling takeout or chugging cream. I want to be teased and fattened publicly, made to to humiliating tasks, lose all dignity.
I want to make sure I can never leave this porn addiction, make pleasure and hedonism all I live for.