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Reality Chapter 17 (Jensen x Reader; Dean x Reader)

Title: Reality Chapter 17 

Summary:  Is this real life, or is this just fantasy? (Y/n) struggled to figure out if she’s in an alternate universe after a car accident, or if she’s just suffering from the after effects of a coma.

Warnings: Language, talk of unfaithfulness

AN: BTW, I cried writing this, sooooo....

“Where are all the animals?” (Y/n) asked as her and Dean walked around the deserted zoo. The cops had been at the front and were walking around the property, so Dean and (Y/n) slipped in the back.

 “I don’t know.” Dean said. A cop walked by then and Dean pushed (Y/n) so they were flat against a brick wall. “She didn’t take the psychotic penguins though.” He pointed over towards an artic display. Penguins were still waddling around. “So, she took Alex the Lion it seems like.” Lions, tigers, cheetahs, and other big cats had been taken. (Y/n) looked around.

 “What does she want with big cats?” (Y/n) asked, finding a bench hidden by some shrubbery and sitting down, placing a hand on her stomach.

 “I dunno? Wanted to play with some pussies?” Dean flashed a smile at (Y/n), especially when she actually laughed. He set down on the bench by her. “I just don’t get it though. At home, she never used animals for her bidding. She always had a lot of demons or something to help her out.”

 “She probably can’t call on any here.” (Y/n) explained. “But she must have gotten her hands on some sort of magic to hijack tiger brains.” Dean nodded. (Y/n) sighed and rested her head in her hands.

 “Are you okay?” Dean asked. He watched the soft shaking of her body as she started to cry. He knew that one all too well.

 “No, I’m not.” She said. “I just wanted a normal life without hunting. But I’m so paranoid all the time. I even got a damn anti possession tattoo just in case! And now all this! Why does Chuck hate me?! I helped you organize the therapy between him and Lucifer and then him and Amara!” Dean wrapped an arm around (Y/n), holding her to his side. “Why don’t I get to be happy?”

 “(Y/n)…” Dean whispered. She looked up at him. “I know I treated you like shit in the past. And I am so sorry about that.”

 “Dean…”

 “Let me finish.” He sighed. “I know that no matter what I say…it’s going to make me sound like I’m looking for excuses, and I’m not.” He stood up and paced in front of her. “After mom died, you know dad took Sammy and me all over the place. He didn’t have girlfriends; he had fuck buddies. That’s what I grew up knowing. Sam always looked for romance, I looked for tail. When I met you, I was young and stupid. And it never changed. Because I knew you’d always be faithful and there for me when I needed you. I took advantage of that.”

 “Dean…”

 “I’ve noticed over the past few months that I have more of John fucking Winchester in me than I thought.” (Y/n)’s eyes widened at his admittance. “I drink too much. I sleep around. Hell, I think I’m treating Jack the same way the old man used to treat Sammy.” She saw tears in his eyes then. “I left you for Lisa because I knew that if I looked at you, I would see all the ways I let you down. Because without Sam there to help out, without him there to remind me that I had responsibilities, I would’ve let you down a lot more than I did.” He knelt in front of her. “You deserve much better than me, and if that means going off with Jensen…” (Y/n) was about to respond when someone else did.

 “Oh, that was so sweet, I think I’m going to hurl.” A woman said. Dean and (Y/n) turned to see Becky standing there. “I left something behind and I come back to this? If I wanted to watch a soap opera, I’d just watch reruns of (Y/n)’s husband’s.” She laughed. Dean jumped up, gun in hand, while (Y/n) bared her katana. “Ooooo, a fight! Oh goody!” She clapped her hands and smiled.

 “What the fuck is wrong with you?” Dean asked. Becky smiled.

 “You guys always thought I was crazy. But demon blood kinda enhances it. Trust me, I know how demon blood has enhanced my Sammy.” She winked at them. “(Y/n) can tell you that one too, can’t you?”

 “Not the time or place Becky.” (Y/n) said. “You used to be our friend. Let us help you.”

 “No can do.” She hopped up on a stone wall around an enclosure. “I came out to attack and I’m honestly have such a good time.” She looked down at her hand. “I’ve been absorbing magic from the Austin metro area. Wanna see a few tricks?”

 ****

 “There!” Sam said, pointing to the parking lot. “That’s the car we stole.”

 “You sure?” Jared asked. Sam nodded. “I never thought I’d say this, but got your weapons?” Sam and Cas had guns, Jared had snagged a pitch fork, and Jensen, well, he had a baseball bat wrapped in barbed wire.

 Jared brought the car to a stop and they rushed in, passing by empty police cars and…was that blood?

 “This isn’t good.” Cas said. Sam nodded and made sure his gun was ready. But the zoo was way too quiet. They made their way around, trying to figure something out, when they came to a scene. Dean and (Y/n) standing by each other, weapons drawn, while Becky stood in front of them, eyes as black as sin.

 “Hey!” Jensen called out before Sam could silence him. Becky turned to look at them, a smile on her face.

 “Sammy, my love!” She laughed. “Just in time to watch me use your brother and…whatever she is to you, for my ritual.” Sam raised his gun and fired, but it bounced off her like it was nothing. “Oh Sammy, I’m going to have to punish you for that. I mean, chains and whips excite me.” She laughed more. The animals under her control lined up by her.

 “This isn’t good!” Jared yelled out. Cas looked over at him.

 “You think?”

 The wind picked up and a rune appeared in the ground. Mumbling to herself in Latin, the ground started to cave. Raising their weapons, (Y/n), Jensen, Jared, Sam, Dean, and Cas prepared for a fight.

 Perhaps, their final fight.

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