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swordsareforthegays · 9 months
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I’ve been feeling bad because I haven’t been able to create anything since becoming pregnant. then I remembered I’ve created a whole human being so I think that’s a valid excuse for not writing fanfiction for a couple months
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razorblade180 · 4 years
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Shackles pt6:Progress
Sun:Sigh.... still nothing. *grabs scroll* Ilia are you having better luck than me? Our mystery man seems to have disappeared.
Ilia: “No. I’ve probably looked from every building I could by now. Twice.”
Sun:He wouldn’t leave his team would he? Their captured and odds are they were looking for something right?
Ilia: “You mean besides me?”
Sun:Maybe? I mean I don’t know why they would think to look for you here. Are you sure you don’t know those guys?
Ilia: “I never forget a face. These people are new, but that hate in their eyes I’m more than used to seeing. They called me White Fang trash.”
Sun:You would think after a few years people wouldn’t be so quick to drudge up the past. Especially when people like you have been making up for it in spades.
Ilia: “Think about it, that’s why they call it a grudge. I don’t mind people hating me. Honestly I still hate most people, but these guys....they put me on edge.”
Sun:You thinking this thing is bigger than we expect?
Ilia:Five men walking around cloaked and armed? Of course this is something big. The question is wha-
Sun:*Yawns* aaaaaahhhhh!
Ilia: “Seriously? You’re tired after a little search? I need you alert if we’re gonna find him.”
Sun:Ilia, look at the horizon.
She turned her head and looked into the distance. A beam of light blinded her for a moment until her eyes adjusted. “Hey where is that coming fr-” a quick look back down at her scroll answered the question for her. It was 4am
Ilia: Daybreak already?
Sun: “We’ve been looking for hours. I doubt Trigger is doing much in broad daylight. Let’s regroup with the others and take a break.”
Ilia:Fine. You’re right for once.
Sun: “Gee....thanks. You think we should call Blake? We’ll probably be late going back to Menagerie. Also I’m sure she’ll want to know about this.”
Ilia:Yeah, once we get our facts in order. I don’t want to worry her without having at least some answers.
Sun: “See you back at the hideout. I’ll make sure the guys clean up first.”
The call ended and Ilia put away her scroll. Something definitely was off about the entire situation. The words of the man still clear in her head while she watched the sunrise. ‘Another sick beast? What the hell does that mean?”
xxxx
Sun and Ilia weren’t the only one experience daybreak. Despite her own orders, Blake ended up staying awake for most of the night. The news of her party of three was secretly four, had hit her like a bombshell. ‘Adam, a dad?’ it still did not sound right in her head. Then again, Adam being alive in general was still a bit shocking. Yet she had learned that a few years ago. Time really had a way back soaring by. It still felt like yesterday when her team was saving the world; who would’ve thought those were simpler days? Now politics were her greatest enemy. This current adventure hasn’t exactly been great, but Blake would be lying if she said that she hadn’t missed adventures in the first place. Indeed, time really has changed things; it changed her. Maybe, just maybe, time changed Adam like Jacquelyn said. Her organization was changing other, just as stubborn people. The idea might not be so insane after all.
Blake stood up and looked over the edge again and exhaled a sigh of relief. Finally, the grimm were gone. “Perfect.” She turned back around to go wake up the others. Yang was laying on her side away from everyone like she always does when she’s moody. Blake approached slowly reached for Yang’s shoulder. Hopefully everyone was in better spirits than last night.
Blake:*shakes her* Yang? Hey, time to wake. We can finally keep going.
Yang:Mrgrgr.....having the word sunny in my name does not mean I enjoy waking up at the buttcrack of dawn.
Blake:Sooner we wake up, sooner we can finish this. Also I’m positive you’re getting bugs in your hair.
Yang:*raises up* I’ve been suppressing that thought for hours but you really had to say it out loud.
Blake:*smiles* It works every time. Hmm? Hey are you okay? Your face, it’s pale like before.
Yang:I’m fine, just a little out of it.
Blake:.....Spill it. What aren’t you telling me?
Yang:I’m telling you, I am fine. *stands up* let’s get a move on okay?
Blake:Hey....listen, I really appreciate you-
Yang:I heard some of what you said last night; about what I mean to you and afraid of losing questions? Blake you never lost me. I....just can’t keep up with you sometimes; that’s all.
Blake:Oh. I’m sorry. *frowns*
Yang:Hey, it happens. All I ask for is for you to be more apart of your decision. Believe me, I love being a thrill seeker and taking leaps of faith, but I’m not a shamed to admit some of the ones that you take make me hesitate. Especially the ones that involve you know who.
Blake:I understand. My parents have told me before I may have a habit of charging towards whatever gets me emotional.
Yang:I mean it’s gotten you every single relationship you’ve been in.
Blake:Yang! That’s......*rubs her head* a fair point...
Yang:Hehehe. I really should be the last person to call out anyone for getting emotional. I’m married to one of the most loyal men on Remnant and I still get feisty whenever a woman looks at him for too long.
Blake:Jaune knew what he was getting into. So, we’re okay?
Yang:*smiles* We’re always going to be okay. That’s what makes us, us.
Blake:Okay then. Now if you and Jacquelyn can hold a decent conversation then we might make it to the oasis.
Yang:*folds arms* Hey that’s up to her. She’s the one that caught an attitude.
Jacquelyn:You bring that out in me....
Blake and Yang jump slightly at the voice and turn their heads to find Jacquelyn standing in the middle and ready to go. Blake might not see the girl often, but she can her face was a little pale as well. ‘Her too? Well I guess that makes sense. Probably has morning sickness from being-’
Suddenly a possibility became very clear that Blake hadn’t thought of until now. Her attention shifted back to Yang again who was too busy having an angry staring contest with Jacquelyn. ‘Pregnant....? No way. Well...no she would’ve said something; right’ the thought bounced back and forth for a minute until a touch from Yang snapped her out of the trance. The ground was moving downward slowly.
Blake:Huh!?
Yang:What? Nothing. Jacquelyn said to hold on because she’s lowering the platform.
Blake:Oh, okay. Sorry I spaced out.
Yang:Well you better look alive. I’m still not completely sold on their place being trap free.
Jacquelyn:I haven’t put any traps in my house. The desert is one giant trap and Adam does not have the type of mind to create or rig complex traps. The entire layout was mine design with his occasional input.
Yang:No offense Jacquelyn, but I’ll keep my skepticism and it’s not because I don’t trust you, but because it’s help keep me alive.
Blake:You sound like your mom.
Yang:Ugh, please don’t say that. Though, I guess that’s a good thing in this case. That woman cheats death like it’s her job. As much as I would love to have half the confidence either of you have, I don’t. My history with the hothead is simple and violent. Even if he has changed I still wouldn’t like him. *detaches right arm*
Jacquelyn:I can’t argue with that. To be honest he’d probably be badgering me for roping both of you into this; I’m a bit frustrated myself. Relying on others isn’t something I’m used to. Being a full fledged maiden is the equivalent of being a skeleton key. Nothing really stops your progress. However.....health issues are making me feel like more of a flimsy lock pick. So thanks, I really needed support.
Yang:Hmm....Jacquelyn I only have one question for you. Well, technically two.
Jacquelyn:Shoot.
Yang:Are you in love with this guy?
Jacquelyn:I....well...*red* despite all odds and reason, I am. For better or for worse.
Yang:Now for the more important question. Does Adam love you?
That...was a good question. One that caught Jacquelyn off gaurd. Her body started to slouch a little and her flushed demeanor quickly turned sour as the platform finally reached the ground.
Blake:Yang that was little low don’t you think? I mean-
Jacquelyn:It’s okay Blake. It’s a fair question to ask. I’m.....not sure. He’s never said before. Then again, I haven’t told him my exact feelings either. There’s a lot I still haven’t told him.
Yang:Well, I guess we’ll know soon enough *grabs bag* Let’s make tracks.
Blake:Right.
Jacquelyn:Sigh....okay.
xxxx
“Alright, back to work people! This Dust won’t mine itself!” Multiple gaurds shouted. Rajah slowly stood up, now filled with a little food and water. Jasmine on the other hand was allowed relief until further notice. Every inch of her body still ached immensely and all of her senses still more acute than what they should be. Especially her hears. It wasn’t as bad as before but the constant sound of pickaxes chipping away at arid rock was headache inducing. Not to mention her fever. Jasmine simply laid on the ground exhausted and looking up at her brother.
Rajah:I have to go.
Jasmine:I heard from the grownups that’s there isn’t actually Dust here anymore.
Rajah:Yeah...I know.
Jasmine:They should really stop,...being such big liars. Lying only makes problem.
Rajah:I think all these people want is problems.
Jasmine:That’s dumb. They’re really dumb. Especially Sob-
Rajah:*covers her mouth* You know you can’t say things like that freely. I don’t want you to go back for more “correction” Jasmine. So please, rest up and keep your head down low. I gotta get back to work now. *leaving*
Jasmine:.....
Jasmine:Mom and dad wouldn’t have kept their head down.
Rajah:*stops*Yeah....look how far that got them. Slaughtered, all because of the words of a crazy person.
He said nothing else to her, then walked away. Jasmine could not respond to that even if she wanted to. Her big brother was right, at least he should be. Yet, there was something weird about. Most people do blame Adam, Sobek calls him plenty of terrible names; some of them go over her head though. Some feared him while others think him weak and useless. As far as she’s concerned, no way that could be true. Just earlier he managed to get Sobek to give everyone food; that’s not useless. Not to whatever else he said allowed her to get more water and help for her fever. Useless? Not to her.
Her head turned to the elevated platform where he was trained up for all to beaten. Currently he was free from that punishment. By now the giant, tattered cloth that draped over it had to stained badly. Right now they had him on his knees; wrists and ankles still restraint but at least to Jasmine, it looked comfier than the other way they had him. She couldn’t think of the name of it but she had definitely seen the pose before on old books and her mom’s old jewelry. The man was drenched in sweat to the point his hair was weighed down. The gaurds were ordered to bandage some of his injuries but whatever material they used already needed to be changed. What was once white was soaked completely red.
None of his bruises looked any better. Just looking at his black and blue splotches on him made Jasmine’s body ache as well. She couldn’t imagine what his wrist and ankles look like. A few hours strapped to a chair with leather straps was enough to make hers red and tender. Metal chains had to be worse. Despite all that, the man looked......okay? It was interesting to wittiness. His body had much older scars and though he looked exhausted, he wasn’t broken. Not like all the others that had been put on display before him. They screamed and rambled for hours; broke down and cried relentlessly. Especially the guy with the bat wings. Then eventually....they broke. Removed of what made them special and then never seen again. Surly it would happen again. Right?
‘What makes you so different?’ Jasmine wanted to know badly. If he’s the reason her life is like this then shouldn’t she have a right to know? Seems fair to her, but how to get what she want? Everyone was busy so now would be perfect. There’s no way the gaurds would just let her talk to him though. With her luck, they’ll turn on her shock collar again; that was something to avoid at all cost. Also getting Rajah caught up in it as well. Her problems might become his. That means she can’t get caught. ‘Maybe I should just stay put?’ It was about to be the only option. Then something caught her eye. Support beams were slightly visible through one of the holes of the cloth. If they connected all the way up then......
Jasmine:It....might work?
xxxx
Adam:.......
Adam:You’re going to get in trouble if they find you. Ya know that right?
He puts his head like he’s in defeat and peeks through one of crevasses between the platform’s planks of wood. Staring up at him in utter shock is jasmine holding two pieces of bread. She carefully whispers so no one but him can hear her.
Jasmine:How’d you know I was here?
Adam:You’re quiet but not super quiet. Your foot slipped on your way up here.
Jasmine:Oh, well I’m out of practice.
Adam:You’re one of the girls that came out of from behind that metal door.
Jasmine:My name is Jasmine.
Adam:Last name?
Jasmine:It’s......hmmmm I’m not sure.
Adam:You don’t know your last name?
Jasmine:My parents told so many people different ones whenever we moved. We moved a lot actually.
Adam:I see.....so Jasmine, why are you under my platform?
Jasmine:People keep saying a lot of things about you that don’t make sense. Like how scary and strong you are. I don’t see it.
Adam:*raises eyebrows* Is that so?
Jasmine:I mean the black eye and your voice sounds tough but you’re banged up.
Adam:Being strong comes in a lot shapes and sizes.
Jasmine:This shape looks like it hurts a lot.
Adam:Hehe, you are right about that. Not many can do it. Not many should have to though.
Jasmine:Well I’m tough. Sobek tried to “cure” me, but I’m still the same.
Adam:Is that what happened when you got taken away?
Jasmine:Yeah....
Adam:And exactly did he tried to “cure” you?
Jasmine:He gave me a shot that made everything hurt more. The room got really bright, then things kept getting really loud before going quiet. I got really hot in the room, then everything was super cold and hurt my skin. Sometimes I heard his voice telling me to do things over and over again.
Adam:What kind of things?
Jasmine:Give up, stop fighting, behave....
Adam watched the girl in silence as she grabbed her head in physical pain.
Jasmine:It was.....so much......
Adam:I’m...so sorry.
Jasmine:The doctor hates it when I get upset. My eyes get all angry and my nails get longer and I just want to claw at something. He says it’s ugly.
Adam:You’re part feline and a child. That’s what happens when you get extremely emotional. Even adults sometimes go little feral. Not to mention you’re not just any feline faunus, you’re part big cat. Intensity is in your blood.
Jasmine:Really?
Adam:Yeah. Believe me, I’ve seen it others like you.
Jasmine:It doesn’t seem to happen to my big brother though. He always does what everyone says.
Adam:Well that doesn’t mean he’s not upset about it. I’m sure he’s just thinking of you first.
Jasmine:*pouts* I can take care of myself. He’s the one always scared. He says we should wait this out but I don’t like it. Everything hurts here and that is not okay. Everyone should fight but people are scared.
Adam:You’re not scared?
Jasmine:I am scared, but not of the grownups. I don’t....I don’t wanna break down here or die. Not like my parents. I promised them I wouldn’t.
Adam:...You’re a strong little girl, you know that?
Jasmine:I’m not little. I’m six years old.
Adam:Tell me, do you blame me for being down here. Someone must have told you all the terrible things I’ve done.
Jasmine:Are they true?
Adam:Yes.....
Jasmine:Oh....I guess that means my mom and dad weren’t nice people for trying to be like you.
Adam:Like me?
Jasmine:They made things. I don’t know what they were though, but they told me to never touch them or things would get loud.
Adam:I hate to break it to you but your parents saw me do bad things and thought it was okay.
Jasmine:It wasn’t?
Adam:It was really bad. I knew it was but I didn’t care because I wanted to believe it was right. People hurt me and I got very upset. I hurt them back, but then I kept hurting more people. People who weren’t really hurting anybody or did not deserve what I did to them.
Jasmine:Did you kill people.
Adam:Yeah, I did.
Jasmine:Sobek said my parents hurt a bunch of people too. But those people....they hurt us.
Adam:A woman I know has been telling me for awhile now that hurting others who hurt you, does not make you feel better. It just makes you angrier.
Jasmine:What should my parents have done instead then.
Adam:Focus on loving you and your brother. It doesn’t make the hate go away completely but, you’re so busy loving that you forget to hate. It’s more important to you. I didn’t realize that for a very long time.
Jasmine:Do you love anyone?
Adam:Heh, that’s a good question. I can think of one person. I hated their guts at first. They are really snooty and think they’re always right. It’s even worse because they usually are. She makes me want to try to be different though. In a way I never thought possible. So I do my best for her and if I screw up, she sticks around and makes me try again. For the life of me, I can’t understand why she thinks I can be a better person.
Jasmine:Can you?
Adam:I hope so. Or she’s gonna end up hurt because of me. Frankly, that might be happening now I don’t even know. I hope she’s okay.
Jasmine:So because you love someone, you do your best not to start trouble anymore?
Adam:That’s right. Which means you should probably scram. You love your brother right? That means even if it’s frustrating to listen to the grownups, you should try. Wait patiently and don’t let them see how unhappy you are. Never let them break you; fake a smile if you have to. Because one day, you won’t have to anymore. You’ll be on top.
Jasmine:You sound so sure.
Adam:I’ve seen it work before.
Jasmine:Well, I guess I’ll believe you. But that won’t work if they hurt Rajah.
Adam:Why’s that?
Jasmine:Because they hurt what I love. That means I have to hurt them back. If you hit someone, then it shouldn’t be a surprise if they hit back. Right? They asked for violence. That goes with them hurting a loved one too.
Those words were shocking to listen to. Jasmine had a point and it wasn’t that he didn’t disapprove of the logic. It was simply surprising to hear it from such a young girl. Not to mention so well thought out.
Adam:How long have you been in here?
Jasmine:I don’t know. I haven’t seen my parents in awhile. They used to keep track by putting marks in the wall then slashing them.
Adam:Those are called tally marks. Each one with a slash through it is five days.
Jasmine:Really? There were at least five of those I think.
Adam:Y...you’ve been here for almost a month?
Jasmine:I guess so. That means Rajah must be nine already. I should give him one of my sick rations as a present. Nah, I’ll just get him something when we’re free.
Adam:A month here and you still have hope. You’re still fighting.
Jasmine:You said it is in my blood right? I guess I have a lot of it.
Adam:*smiling* You remind me of someone I knew. She was pretty feisty and willing to get violent as well. No one was going to cage her spirit. She was a tiger faunus too, just not a white tiger like you.
Jasmine:Really? What’s her name?
Adam:Sienna.
Jasmine:Hmm, sounds a little familiar. She sounds pretty amazing.
Adam:Yeah, she really was. It’s time for you to head back now though. Don’t want you getting caught now do we?
Jasmine:Okay. It was nice meeting you. I still don’t get what’s the big deal is about you though. You just seem like a person.
She put a piece of bread in her mouth and hopped off the beam. Her hand caught another one right before she hit the ground and she landed without a single noise. Adam would be impresses if she didn’t tell him about her parents. ‘Good skill, I wonder what they had her doing?’ He watched the girl sneak from hiding spot to hiding spot until she managed her way back to where the other prisoners rested. It was nice to have an actual conversation. He’d almost forgotten what it felt like and he hasn’t even been here a fourth of her time. With Sobek’s intentions for him, Adam knew he wouldn’t get the chance most likely. Still he wasn’t worried; not in the slightest. Jacquelyn taught him more than just dealing with his demons. She taught him how to trust and have hope. All he had to do was endure. He knew she’d do the rest.
Adam:(Since when did I become so reliant on others? What has Jackie done to me? I’ll remember to complain about it later. Right after I thank her.)
Part 5
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nibsthebravelostboy · 5 years
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Visiting Misty pt 2
@itslostgirlmisty @thenoahvalmont
[Noah]
“If he comes I will wake you. But you are pregnant and sleepy so just go to sleep. You aren’t going to miss seeing him.” Noah laughed as he went back to the movie as he let Misty lay against his chest. [Misty] “I haven’t seen him in days Noah.” She whined as she yawned. The movie was good it always was but damn she was tired. Laying on Noah’s chest she smiled at the thought of Nibs, “I wonder if he thinks about me. When he’s doing small things, like when he goes to our room after long meetings does he miss how I would welcome him home? Does he miss how I wouldn’t fall asleep until he got in bed? Does he miss my morning kisses?” She asked feeling herself drift into sleep. “I miss him so much Noah. I miss the way he holds me. How he seems to always wraps a hand around my waist to make sure I’m still there. Still his. I want him now more than anything in this world. Not just sex. I want the way he looks at me, like I am the only person that matters. I miss rambling and damn he is the only one that makes me do it...” She trails off as she falls asleep. [Noah] Noah smiled softly at her words as he hugged her closer to his body. “I’m sure he does.” He nods before looking down at Waddles. “Your mommy is madly in love with her husband it seems.” He laughed watching the penguin nod before going back to his guard dog position in front of Misty, watching her sleep and making sure no harm came to her.   A few hours later, the sound of the front door opening caused Noah to wake up from his nap as Waddles started honking alerting Misty that someone was coming.
[Nibs]
Nibs knew it had been a few days since he had seen MIsty but he planned on making it up to her by bringing her some of her favorite flowers, forget-me-nots as well as some chocolate covered strawberries and some more sweets that he had spent the time cooking as a surprise for her. His mind never left the thought of being able to see Misty again. It was something he was counting down until he was free to go and see her and it was what motivated him to get things done quicker so that he could spend the whole day with her instead of just visiting for a few hours.
His ears perked up as he could smell that Misty wasn’t alone in the house. No one should have known where the vacation house was because it was the only safe place where the family could go since they were the only ones that knew about it. He made it for her and their family only. His eyes glowed red as he smelled the familiar scent as he made his way to the bedroom. Seeing Noah and Misty cuddling in bed without her necklace on caused him to drop everything, his eyes flashed blue and then bright red. “Here I thought you came here to keep away from the stress and away from people who might hurt you at the castle but I never thought you would come here to replace my affection with someone else’s. Clearly you didn’t miss me that much in order for you to just allow anyone to come here now and become your new cuddle buddy. You seem busy, text me whenever you want to see me, wouldn’t want to interrupt your whatever the fuck this is.” He growled as his nails dug into his palms drawing blood as he just left before she could stop him. She knew how much he hated Noah being around her after all the times they almost died because of him yet she was allowing him to get close enough to her yet again, much less in a place that was only meant for the two of them and their family, while pregnant. He was beyond pissed off because every time him and Noah interacted it was Noah saying something dumb about wanting his wife and he knew if he didn’t get out he would go back and kill Noah.
[Misty]
She woke up to the sound of Waddles and groaned softly as she rubbed her eyes. “Yes okay Waddles I’m awake. Shh I am awake and fine see. I will go see who it is.” She said before giving Noah an apologetic look since she could tell Waddles woke him up as well. She was in the middle of getting up when she saw Nibs. Excitement ran through her body as it had been so long since she had seen him but she watched as he dropped the items onto the floor and left. To say she was confused was an understatement. His words rang in her head and she knew she shouldn’t have let them get to her but she had spent all day talking about how badly she wanted to see him, she had spent days waiting and not pressuring him to see her, and all Noah was doing was what her and Nibs used to do when they were friends. Her eyes turned blue as she just got up and started picking up the stuff on the floor as she saw Waddles moving to eat it. “No, hey um Noah could you please...take Waddles out.” She asked wiping away tears as she threw the ruined gifts away.
[Noah] Honestly Noah was still in the process of waking up and all he knew is one second Nibs was there and the next he wasn’t. Seeing Misty cry though snapped him awake pretty fast as he quickly got up, “Yeah I can.” He stopped her from cleaning. “Hey I got this.” He gave her a small smile. “Just relax okay? It will be fine. Truly.” He reassured her wiping her tears. He threw away all of the stuff Nibs dropped on the ground like a douche and helped Misty back into bed. “Stay here with Waddles okay? I’ll be right back. Don’t stress yourself out, but you know you are a pretty crier.” He nudged her before walking outside and stopping Nibs by grabbing his arm. He turned the shifter to look at him and gave him a look of disbelief, “What the actual fuck is wrong with you? Do you need her to tattoo I belong to Nibs on her body for you to realize that she doesn’t want anyone but you? I came to bring her gifts asshole. Because I know what it’s like to lose a kid and once I heard she was pregnant again I had to congratulate her. You saw her sleeping. She has been up all day and all I did was come to see her. My friend. Your wife, who literally fell asleep thinking about you. Do you know that Cameron would kill to hear that I feel asleep talking about him and you have a wife who is fucking into you and this is how you are acting. Tell me how is this different from Finn? You getting jealous over what? A cuddle? She was exhausted. I had to force her off her feet and into bed. You know Nibs I truly hate you but now fuck I could actually kill you. You don’t deserve her tears and you sure as hell don’t deserve what she’s done for you.”
[Nibs]
Feeling Noah touch him he pulled his arm away from Noah. “I will tell you exactly how this is different from Finn. For one, this place was built by my own hands for the sole purpose of being a safe house for my wife and family. This is the one place where we go so that we don’t have to bring the stress and shit from the kingdom with us. Finn never built her jack shit. Two, the whole point was that no one knows this place except for my wife and family and those necklaces keep anyone from getting to that information. Do you know how dangerous it is for you to even know that this exists? What if someone kidnapped you and tortured you for information on our whereabouts? You know where it is now and that puts my entire family and wife in danger. She came out here on her own so that we could protect our unborn child from people who want to see her fail and now that is all at stake because you know about it. Three, I never did anything like that in a place where her and Finn had a special meaning behind because Misty would have made that very clear to me and I would have respected that. Four, I never tried to kiss her knowing it could fucking kill her not just once but two fucking times because my marriage was crumbling so I wanted her to take his place or whatever shit you were saying while drunk as you tried to get her to sleep with you”
“Believe me when I say that divorce is something that I could never imagine going through and the pain you must have felt but you put her life and our marriage at stake, fuck Noah you even put our children at stake for the fact that if we didn’t re-bond we would have died and our children would have been orphans. I don’t give a shit about if you were being fucking friendly I could gives two less of a shit but you have put our lives in danger one too many times for me to trust you. Had you not almost killed us both twice I wouldn’t have cared. Hell she could have cuddled Tootles, he hasn’t done anything to make me distrust him nor has he tried to fuck or kiss my wife. I have known her longer than you ever have. This isn’t about me being a jealous asshole like Finn was, it’s about the fact that you being here puts my entire family at stake. If you wanted to give her presents fine, do that somewhere else while she has the necklace on. I don’t like you because you haven’t done anything to prove me that you have changed or that  you aren’t a threat to my wife or my family anymore and until you do, I won’t ever trust you around her or my children. I value them too much for you to fuck it up.”
[Misty]
Misty stopped cleaning and gave Noah a thankful smile before getting back on the bed. She rolled her eyes playfully at his final words before watching him leave.
[Noah] “Nibs seriously get over it. You might not trust me and truthfully I don’t care. I only care that Misty trusts me. You see you keep pointing out that she’s your wife but yet you don’t even know that she only sees you. And you say divorce is hard? What do you think this is heading to. You think walking in there while she’s pregnant and dropping all the shit she knows you worked hard on and ruining it, you think that’s part of a healthy marriage? You have never seen a kid die in front of you Nibs, I have. I left Cameron and my new born baby to go get killed and my daughter risked her life for me. I can’t get that image out of my mind and I know Misty can’t either and what did you do? You got her pregnant. What you too good for condoms Nibs?” “I won’t tell a soul where Misty is. I don’t care what happens to me but her secrets are mine. Because that’s my friend in there. Yeah I wanted her. I am not going to lie and say I didn’t and I would have taken care of her. And I wouldn’t have left her in there crying because of my fragile baby ego. You want to be mad? Be mad at me for wanting her near me. Be mad at me for letting her use me as her strength while you ruled a kingdom. Be mad that I would go right back upstairs and cuddle her until she stopped crying. You want to hurt someone hurt me. But don’t you dare hurt the woman who is carrying your twins after what she went through. You might be a shifter and be able to kill me but I’m not letting you hurt her. Not when I had to listen to her say your sorry ass name all day.”
[Nibs]
“You might not leave her in there crying but you sure as hell let that happen to your own husband. Tell me Noah, why are you here instead of with Cameron? You disappeared on him for months Noah, months he was looking for you yet here you are. He even stood by you while you miscarried someone else’s kid. You clearly don’t know jack shit about me because I watched my daughter die right in front of my eyes and I wasn’t able to do anything about it and you know the shittiest part about it? The person who killed her is on this island. So don’t say that I haven’t watched my child die in front of me because I have. It crushed me when I was on the mainland. I left because I knew that I would want to fucking kill you if I stayed because you would say shit like this to fucking piss me off again. Let me deal with my own wife and go spend time with your husband because you are around my wife more than you are your own husband so what does that say about what kind of person you are? You think I want to spend time away from her ruling a kingdom? You think I don’t want to be there for her every waking minute of the fucking day? I can’t just drop what I am doing all the time, I have to make sacrifices and compromise, we both agreed on that when we were handed the throne. We both get busy and we both make time for each other.”
“I planned an entire day for just us and seeing you do what I want to be doing and neglecting your own spouse just pisses me off to no fucking end because you have no idea how much Cameron cried and broke down when you went missing. I could feel his pain radiating off of him wherever he walked, he always talked about how much he missed you and how he wasn’t going to rest until he found you. I had gone over and helped him with his obligations to the throne because he physically and mentally couldn’t handle it. So don’t act like you understand how everything works because you don’t. You chose to not rule with him so you don’t understand the pressures of being King and you never will so get off your own fucking high horse and just go home. Focus on your own family and let me focus on mine.” He growled before putting up a barrier so Noah couldn’t follow or come inside as Nibs went inside of the house before Noah could get another word in since he wasn’t going to bother even putting his energy into Noah when he could be with his wife.
Snapping his fingers, he restored the flowers and chocolates as he made his way back to the bedroom and knocked on the door. “Princess, I brought you something to help cheer you up. I am sorry about earlier, I was so mad that Noah was here. He shouldn’t be the one here. I should and I had planned everything so that we could spend our whole day doing whatever you wanted so I could make it up to you.” He explains. “When I was at the castle, I picked a flower for each day that we were apart to remind me of you. I made the chocolate strawberries after picking them from the garden that you would always sit in when I missed you and I brought them to show you.”
[Misty]
Misty lay in the bed facing away from the door as she watched Waddles move towards the door honking at it , telling Misty to open it. “Please just go. I don’t want to fight Nibs, I really don’t.” She responded ignoring Waddles and snuggling deeper into the bed. “Just go home Nibs. I will talk to you later.” The siren said hoping he would just listen.
[Nibs]
Nibs let out a sigh before opening the door. “I am not here to fight. I am not wasting my time and energy on Noah because I have more important things to do such as coming and spoiling my wife.” He replies before putting the flowers and the chocolate on the nightstand before crawling into bed with her and pulling her closer to him. “I missed cuddling you like this.”
[Misty]
She sighed as she heard the door open and felt the bed dip as he joined her. Feeling his heartbeat against her again made her smile softly for a second before she shook her head. “I told you to leave Nibs. I’m sure you want to get back to the castle. You didn’t want to cuddle me before. You left.” She said, the last words hurting her the most. “I haven’t seen you in days and you left. Do you know what it’s like being away from you? And then I see you and you leave.”
[Nibs]
“This is our place Misty. Ours. No one else is supposed to know about it or come here. This is our families safe haven if we ever were to get into trouble. What is stopping someone from going to Noah and getting the location from him through any means necessary? It could endanger our family and I am not okay with that. I am not okay with him coming here and cuddling you and doing all the things he should be doing with his own husband at his own castle. I get that it is hard being away from me but you were the one that wanted to come here and be away from everyone else so they can’t bother you, yet here he was in our safe place with you. You already know I don’t trust him after he confessed he liked you and he apparently still does and we almost died twice because of him being careless. No one is allowed here except family members, we have been through this before. I don’t care about what his intentions are, you are my wife and I came here for you.”
“I highly doubt you would be okay with coming to the castle and finding Maya cuddling with me at the castle because I missed you. You would react the same way and leave the room to keep yourself from killing her right where she stood. I had to do the same. I can’t stand Noah being allowed here. Just no. No one is allowed except family for our own safety. What if he pulled the same bs and tried to kiss you again or make you think that he was me? We would die and you don’t have any charm on to protect you and the kids from him. I am furious and hurt that you let him do my job. I do know what it is like being away from you because I have had to do that before, but not once did I find comfort in someone’s arms who hurt both of us. Instead I focused that energy on thinking about the next time I would see you and imagine what it would be like to see you again. This is our safe place and now it’s not because we aren’t the only ones that know about it anymore. I wanted it to be a place where only we know, where we can go and just be with each other without pressures of everyone else and now that can all change because Noah knows where it is. I refuse to let my family be in danger again. I promised I would protect you from everyone that includes Noah. Until he proves he has changed from how he used to act, I will never trust him around you.”
[Misty]
“No you don’t get to do that.” She said pulling away from Nibs completely and looking at him. “You are right. This place is ours. It is not mine. It is not yours. It is ours. So I have every right to decide who comes and goes as much as you do. I didn’t walk away when Maya kissed you. I didn’t kill her when you told me what she did. I believed you. I didn’t question you or make you feel like you betrayed me. I was yours. In that moment that’s what I focused on and proving you were mine. All you did today was prove you want to tell me what to do and for me to listen. I had him over and if that upsets you then I’m sorry but when he was here all I did was talk about you. About how I couldn’t wait to see you. And when I saw you I would make love to you so you wouldn’t forget I still care. He put a movie on and I got sleepy. You were dating Ash when we cuddled the last time as friends. I felt your abs and as much as we both in that moment chose to believe it was innocent fun it wasn’t. All I did was fall asleep. Thinking of you. Wanting you.”
“I will do anything to protect our children after what happened but you know Nibs we were in a castle surrounded by guards and our kids were still murdered so I am sorry if my depth to believe that this safe house is enough doesn’t go that far. I am scared everyday here. One friend, to talk to and to watch a simple movie with didn’t kill our child. It didn’t hurt me or stress me out. You did that when you came in and didn’t give me a chance to say anything.” She said as her eyes were bright blue. “Please leave Nibs. Go home.”
[Nibs]
“Yeah we did do that while we were friends and that was how you started to fall for me so how is it that I can’t be worried that it would make you start to feel the same way towards him? He clearly feels that way towards you even while being married to someone else. They were murdered because I wasn’t there to protect them. You don’t have to be scared to be here because I have put up a blood magic barrier so that only people who are our direct blood can come here. Hope, TJ, Stiles, you and me. No one else. If you wanted me so much you could have messaged me or called me and you know that I would have dropped everything and came here for you but instead you turned to someone else who wasn’t me for the affection that you wanted from me. I left because my anger was through the roof at that point and I don’t expect you to understand. I needed to leave so I could compose myself so that I wouldn’t kill him because you know how strongly I am against him being around so I am sure you could imagine my surprise to see him in our bed comforting you instead of just calling me so we could have avoided all this. What if he had hurt you again? You have always overlooked the bullshit he put us through and that drives me crazy and it stresses me out. You know how I rather remove myself before doing something stupid and impulsive so I could calm down and listen to things with a calmer mind.”
[Misty]
“Did you? Did you pick up the phone and tell me you wanted me or that you missed me? No you didn’t. It works two ways Nibs. I am not in this relationship by myself. And what you think I was fucking chill when I saw you with Maya? No i was pissed too but I didn’t leave for you so no I don’t understand. I don’t understand how you left because he was here with me when you know I just want you. You can feel that. I trust it so why don’t you. Why does it always seem as if my heart beating for you isn’t enough?”
“Noah is a great friend. He was just that to me today. He let me rant about you and didn’t have one nasty thing to say. He expressed joy that our family is growing. Was he doing all this so I would believe he cared? Maybe. I don’t know, but I don’t care because I only want you. I don’t know how many more time I can say it or show it to you to prove it but I want you. That’s it.”
She could feel herself getting worked up and knew he wasn’t going to leave because he was stubborn and only listened when he wanted to. “I’m going to take a bath. When I get back could you at least be downstairs. Just...please Nibs.”
[Nibs]
“I did pick up the phone and I called you last night. It went straight to voicemail so you could imagine how confused I was to find you like this. I left you a message yesterday, a rather explicit one actually. I spammed your phone and low and behold I got no answers. I already know you want me and I get that but that doesn’t change the fact that people can still manipulate you even though they know you love me. It doesn’t matter to some people because they don’t care enough about it.” He pulled out his phone and showed her the messages he had sent her the night before. “See I did message you, I told you I was coming today. I told you that I was going to take you out and that you could start thinking about how you wanted us to spend the day so I could make it up to you. Yeah he didn’t say anything bad about me to you but man he just had a lot to say a few minutes ago. Just because you say you want me, doesn’t mean everyone will respect that, Noah is proof of that. Had he not done all the shit things he did, I wouldn’t have really cared that you were doing what you were doing but I did try to get in touch with you so I don’t understand how you could think that I wasn’t missing you or thinking about you when there is proof on both your phone and my phone that tells you otherwise.”
[Misty]
“No Nibs there’s not.” She said grabbing her phone and showing him she had no messages or miss calls from him. “I would never not respond. Especially when I wanted to see you as badly as I did. I have never not responded. Even when I’m mad at you I never leave your calls unanswered or your texts.” She responded. Looking at his phone again she checked to see who he sent it to, “Maybe I didn’t get it because you sent your explicit message to Maya.” She replied slamming his phone onto his chest before standing up.
[Nibs]
“What the fuck are you talking about I don’t even remember putting her number into my phone.” He responds before looking at it. “She fucking put her number under your name? Are you sure we can’t just fucking kill her. This is bullshit.” He growled. “I could have sworn I sent it to you.”
[Misty]
“Well you fucking didn’t. I could kill you just…” She groaned loudly scaring Waddles out of the room as she looked at Nibs. Her eyes blazed red, “So what you just send your dick out for the whole world to see Nibs? You like the thought of her getting off to your picture? You are so mad that I was cuddling with Noah when I could of done a lot more than that.”
[Nibs]
“I didn’t intentionally send them to her, you intentionally invited him over and you know how much he pisses me off.” He growled while his eyes turned red in response. “You know as well as I do that I would never do that bullshit with Maya but the fact that you are telling you could have done more than that with him just furthers my point.” Nibs hissed unhappily.
[Misty]
“Yeah I could have sent him a picture of my pussy. It would have only been fair. You send one to Maya I send one to him.” She hissed back. “You didn’t even check the fucking number Nibs. You wanted to send it to her and that proves my point that unlike you I’m not keeping some poor girl following me thinking I’m going to be with her.” She huffed pushing on his chest.
[NIbs]
“You know as well as I do that I don’t check the numbers I only look at the contact name. I don’t fucking want her how many times do I have to fucking say that? And no, it just proves it was a mistake because clearly phones are not my forte. You want to send him a pussy picture and ruin his marriage go for it. Then it will just make him think he has a chance with you and then he will try to kiss or fuck you and we will end up dead just a brilliant idea. I already have a restraining order against Maya so unlike you I am actually keeping people who I know are a threat away from me.”
[Misty]
“You have to tell me as many fucking times as I have to tell you I don’t fucking want Noah. How about that?” She growled hearing his words. “No I was saying that if you can send dick pictures let me send one. You don’t seem to care that there is another woman looking at what belongs to me and what is mine.”
[Nibs]
“Oh please she didn’t even open the damn message it just says delivered.” He snapped his fingers, “There it’s not there anymore, no trace of it anywhere. She didn’t even see it.” He hissed.
[Misty]
“Oh how fucking great you just erased your fuck up. Well guess what I still remember so that didn’t do shit.” She hissed beyond pissed at him.
[Noah]
Noah watched Nibs leave and for a moment he was just going to let it go. But something ticked inside of him that him pissed beyond belief. He moved to the door noticing the barrier Nibs put up so he couldn’t get in and just started banging on the door. “Misty! I need to speak to you! Misty open the door!”
[Nibs]
Nibs was still there and had not left for any moment seeming as he was still in the room with Misty. The magical barrier had a sound block on it so Noah wouldn't be heard regardless of whatever he did. “How the fuck was I supposed to know? It was a mistake. Shit happens as you like to put it. Well guess what now you won't.” He growled before pulling her closer to him and kissing her roughly as he pinned her against the wall. You know that I only want you. Do you know how many times I wished you were there? How hard I worked to get an entire day off to come visit you? You really think that I would want anyone other than you?
[Misty]
She felt his lips on her and kissed him back just as roughly before pushing him away from her harshly. “You seem to think that I want other’s. You never seem to take my word. You saying you want me means nothing when my words mean nothing to you. So get the fuck out Nibs.”
[Noah]
He started throwing things at the window knowing that the bounce back would cause noise and Misty would eventually see it. “You can’t shut me up Nibs.”
[Nibs]
Even the things bouncing back made no noise and their curtains were drawn so they couldn't see it either. “Oh you know that I trust you, I don't trust him. I hate that you let him in here that you let him comfort you instead of me. You don't seem to take my word that I never intentionally sent those messages to her either so what does that mean you think of mine.”
[Misty]
“I fucking wanted you. I have been waiting for you for days. I know you are working and I am very understanding of that but for fucks sake Nibs I didn’t get one message from you. You tried to send them but you didn’t. I didn’t get anything from you. Then you come in here and you don’t kiss me you act like a fucking child and leave me.” She said snapping at him before dragging him downstairs. “I will fucking force you to leave if I have to.”
[Noah]
He kept throwing things until he saw them headed downstairs and made eye contact with Misty as he threw another rock.
[Misty]
It took all the strength in Misty’s body to drag her very stubborn husband out the door to which caused her to see Noah and she quickly got the rock before it could hit her house. “Noah what the fuck are you doing?” She asked. “Why are you throwing rocks? I thought you left. Have you been out here this whole time?” She asked throwing the rock in her hand to the side.
[Nibs]
Nibs growled when he saw Noah outside. “Fucking go home.” He hissed at Noah before picking up Misty rather easily and bringing her back inside and shutting the door. “You want me to prove how much I want you and how much you are mine? Noah will see who you belong to. You are mine.”
[Misty]
She felt him picking her up and beat on his back. “Nibs fucking put me down.” She said before seeing him closing the door and once she was down on the ground she just scoffed at his words. “You got some fucking nerve. I’m yours? Am I?” She asked moving towards him. “You sent Maya a picture of your cock, does that mean you aren’t mine? That this-” She stopped placing a hand on his cock and stroking it over his pants. “Isn’t mine? What did you say in that message Nibs? That you can’t wait to have my wet pussy around your hard cock? You can’t wait until I’m screaming your name and acting like your personal slut?” She asked purring in his ear. “You aren’t mine and therefore I’m not yours.” She said pushing past him and opening the door.
Misty moved to Noah and held up her hand to shut him up as she grabbed him and her eyes turned black as she pulled him to her and licked a slow stripe up his neck before biting down harshly taking away his memories of the house and their day together. She fed from him before dropping his body on the ground. “I want you gone Nibs.” She said wiping the blood from her lips.
[Nibs]
“Too damn bad. I am not going anywhere. You are mine and I am not leaving until you understand that.” He growled while taking her into the house. “Just fucking stop. You know I don't want Maya. I know you don't want Noah. But he can still try to have his way with you just as he did before and as Maya did to me. I didn't leave because of you, I left because I can't fucking stop him from pissing me off and from hurting you and he fucking irritates me.”
[Misty]
“I am more important than that shit Nibs.” She yelled ripping her arm away from him. “You taught me that. I am more important than how mad you are at someone. And obviously I am not or you wouldn’t have cared and been so focused on seeing me. Your wife. Your best friend.” She responded so incredibly angry that she could destroy the entire house if she wanted. “Leave me alone. I’m serious.” She said looking at him before seeing Waddles in a corner. “Fuck.” She sighed running a hand through her hair. “Stay away from me.” She said silently before going upstairs and slamming the door behind her.
[Nibs]
“You know what? You are fucking impossible sometimes. Why can't you just let me deal with one fucking thing on my own. For once, I fucked up once. You have fucked up before too and you know what? I am sorry I didn't check to see who I sent it to and I fixed it before they could even read it so I really don't understand why it matters if they didn't see it.”
[Misty]
Misty stopped as she heard his words and the rage inside her only fueled. “What did you handle Nibs? What? You fixed your mistake that’s not you handling shit. Why are you even still here? I don’t want you here Nibs. So please for everything you love leave. Go home and just leave me the fuck alone.”
[Nibs]
“It’s handling it and fixing it. What more do you want from me? I can’t go back in time and change it.” He responds while looking at the other. “I am going to the pool. I need to cool off.” He growled before heading to the pool.
[Misty]
“You know what I want? I want you to leave. That’s it. I don’t want to see you. Is that what you were looking for?” She asked looking back at him.
[Nibs]
It didn't matter Nibs was already at the pool as he stripped himself before getting into the water to cool off.
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