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ace-angelprincess · 8 months

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A spoopy-themed commission done last year by @sonocomics

Running of the Bulb has been my favorite Mario Party (series) minigame for its uniqueness of teamwork, yet individual players can still lose. (It's not like Key-pa-Way where everyone either wins OR loses.)

RotB is one of three ghost-minigames in MP (the other two being Pedal Power and Ghost Guess), and the only one that little-Jay (my OC as a kid) could win in; she couldn't comprehend the rules of the other two, so she would always lose.

Desperate to not be lost in the dark, little-Jay runs as fast as her little feet can take her. Don't look back, or else she might trip and break the bulb - or worse, get possessed!

Years later as she grew, Joslyn learns to fight her fears - sometimes literally! She has enough confidence in herself to put up a good battle, not backing down.

Whereas little-Jay was trying to preserve the light, Joslyn IS the light.

As for Big Boo and King Boo, I headcanon them as the same Boo character. (King Boo was Big Boo before he became known as King Boo.)

#incoming tags may turn long #Mario Party #Running of the Bulb #commission complete #AngelPrincess OC #Big Boo #King Boo #super Mario Boo #now this is where I info dump lol #when it comes to RotB the only short version I have to say is it's my fav minigame #the long version is practically character or bg lore #as a kid losing in those ghost minigames was nightmare fuel #my kid-OC would have bad dreams over and over again of getting caught by the Boos #she practically stuck to Peach to feel safe #even on Peach's map there is no Boos by default #I guess you can say the Boos were the BOOgeyman for kid-OC #no wonder she learned how to run so fast lol #the mirror aesthetic was done superbly #it's like the present reflects the past or vice-versa #or how the mirror can reflect Joslyn's inner-child of being so scared #due to SM64DS the mirror theme goes well with King Boo #Halloween is approaching once more #I felt this was a good time to post RotB commish #hee hee #also sonocomics will open commissions in a week or two

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reddiamondyeet · 4 months

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No one understands Gankaru like me I swear.

#You NEED to listen to me they are not silly haha funny to me they are as codependent as it gets.#Damon want so badly to save manfred. to help him. the version he knew of manfred is already long dead. but he won't stop trying #they cling to each other because even if there is no saving them. even if they're stuck in the ashes of who they used to be.#even if they cannot fill the voids within them. they are the only people they have left that they can rely on like that #they are both broken lonely people under the surface. they have both been irreversibly damaged and changed by their own actions #they are both doomed and they know it but at least they will fall into the flames of hell hand in hand. at least they will go together.#what proof do I have for this? I witnessed it in a dream (intense kin memories).#should I maintag this mess? sure i guess #ace attorney #manfred von karma #damon gant #t two tool #feeling good (like i should)#but when he walks in I am loved #gankaru #or the commonly used one #mvkgant

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thebeautifulfantastic · 3 months

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#been thinking a lot about how whenever i have a dream or an idea marinating in my brain for long enough it then becomes something that i am #determined to pursue. and that no one can really dissuade me from #it simply becomes a permanent part of my creative direction in life #i guess you could say that's kind of the same thing as having a special interest but not QUITE #like for example. what i'm thinking of right now is my desire to start a band #and i come up with a lot of crazy ideas on a day to day basis but a good amount of them end up being simply fleeting or dictated by my mood #the ones that stay though... those are the one that actually HAPPEN #i've wanted to sing in a band for at least a year now #to be honest it's probably been longer but it's been at least a year of me being consciously aware of it #and it just made me realize. this desire has stuck around in my brain for quite a while now #and i think that means it is going to happen someday #i don't know exactly how yet because the way i originally thought it might happen (me going to music college) didn't work out #but it's been a year and i'm still thinking about it and keeping my eyes open in case i meet the right people to make music with #i know from experience that when i put my mind to something i WILL get it done #in the sense that i will surprise myself with how stubborn i can be when it comes to not stopping chasing my dreams #and i've had big goals in the past that i did achieve because of this #i'm also like. surprisingly adaptable??? i only recently learned that about myself but i be pulling Plan B's out of my sleeves #so that's all to say -- i'm choosing to believe that i will start my band someday and it will be better than i can imagine right now #and in general i'm choosing to believe that the things i truly love and truly want in my life will only become more clear over time #even if i'm confused and lost at times NOW... if i keep moving forward in time it will all make sense #and a lot of times situations do work out exactly the way they were meant to but in the most unexpected of ways #i don't know how coherent this all was but yeah #starting a band is only the most recent example #belle speaks

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szczylpierdolony · 11 months

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regretting getting festival ticket. but i know i would also regret not getting it

#for different reasons #ig this is how i feel about every decision i’ve made recently #thinking about it makes me sick i’m so stressed out why did i agree to go #i need to kill myself but i can’t do that without a trigger and my dad hasn’t been shitty for a week or two #i’m just. the most unhappy i’ve been in months and there is nothing waiting for me that will make it better #i should’ve started taking meds again but i didn’t and now the prescription has expired #well. not now it’s been like 2 months #idk why maybe bc i don’t think they’d change anything maybe bc my family was weird about them #but the last time i brought this up with my mom she got angry at me for trying to blame her #like yeah shit sorry hearing you complain abt me taking medication affected the way i look at it #bc now she’s all for it but i don’t think i believe her #it’s always 'what do they even do they won’t fix you' bc i guess it never crossed her mind they aren’t meant to cure anything #but rather help manage everyday life #whatever i’ve been having trouble with sleep again too #i’m just so so fucking tired all the time and when i get home all i can do is lay down #and i fall asleep but it’s shallow and i’m just stuck barely conscious having dreams which i hate #i need to look if i can return the ticket

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mihai-florescu · 2 years

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I feel like i dont know tatsumi nearly as well as i would like to, he's a very fascinating character to me, but he did appear in my dream earlier and it was the first time in days that i didnt have a nightmare. I dont feel like i know him better after this but it must be important...

#it was a late afternoon nap that turns to evening where after waking up you realise you wasted the day and had 2 missed calls #despite not sleeping for long and no one contacting you for days. but the second you tap out Then you get calls?#anyway. because it was a short light nap i dont remember much but it felt reassuring. i fell asleep after realising i dont know #what im doing for school and i cant afford to be stuck in limbo. and then after i woke up i had the first idea i was genuinely #not disappointed with #so i guess...thank you tatsumi? mayoi was also there and the underlying theme of the dream was that it's gonna be ok #i made that post earlier about characters appearing to me in prophetic dreams as an exagerrated joke i didnt think itd happen💀

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metalheadcowboy · 2 years

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Me when I have to wake up and go to my silly little work place for the 7th day in a row to work my silly little job to earn silly little money to live my silly little life:

#I'm about to vent to hell and back in these tags so warning for that #tw for relapse and self harm 😍😍😍#I feel so rained and void these days it's not even funny anymore #I feel like I'm stuck in a never ending cycle and I'm never going to get out #wake up go to work get home go to sleep repeat #The only think that brings be joy anymore is writing and I guess that's why I've been posting nonstop #to try and keep myself interested but even my love of that is starting to fade and it's scaring me #because I don't want to feel that way again feel like there's nothing left in life for me #When I went to college things were starting to get better and I was happy again but now that I'm in the lull between college and vet school #that I'm not even sure I want to attend anymore I just feel empty again #And this morning was so bad so fucking back I woke up and just stared at my wall for at least an hour #and when I finally did get up fuck it was bad I feel so gross #my arm looks gross I did things I haven't done since fucking high school and I'm so embarrassed with myself #And I know people are going to say things and I'm just going to lash out a get mad like I used to and I don't want that #I don't want to be like I used to be but I feel like it's too fucking late #I'm just regressing and throwing away all of my progress and for what?#a stupid fucking exhausting job and school to pursue a career I don't even want anymore but it's too late to back out now?#I just want to go back to sleep and just escape pretend like this morning was just a dream and I'll wake up completely fine #but no I have to go out and work for capitalist America land of the fucking free and home of the mentally and economically depressed #Tyler Talks #My heart just aches to feel okay again

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unproduciblesmackdown · 2 years

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Asia Kate Dillon as Lucifer again in Opus For All, Opus 4, Our Better Angels

#call this Confusing Compromise for all...focusing on shots of akd & adding text. these are sequential but not continuous moments lol #i.e. hope it's disjointed enough / it is clear there's other shots & more dialogue b/w these #might be possible to fit this whole video into one gifset lol. make them smaller; longer; combine some side by side into one...#just wanna give a lil taste of that dialogue / enhance visuals with Some context. evocative enough i hope #asia kate dillon #lucifer our better angels #could've put a caption like [resolving heavenly chord] lol if i knew what chord it is exactly...not nearly knowledgable enough to guess #the [ending on that chord and cutting away just as lucifer looks like they're about to cry]....chefs? kiss #there's just so much to dig into here and then start speculating about in your own continued story for it lol so fun truly #like i said: boy i love when the devil is a dynamic character atheistic satanism style i.e. exploring the / A human experience through them #and like i said b/w the mysteries lucifer and this lucifer we can have it all / cover so much ground w/akd lucifers....#the other night i think i had a dream that it was just a fun fact they'd also been lucifer some third time lmao...i wish #speaking of wishing one of these gifs is 9.9 mb and i'm just making it tumblr's problem. so i hope it actually works #sooo embarrassing if it's frozen on the first frame and i gotta fix it lol. don't look at me...but tell me fr if i don't notice #potentially tricky b/c it's like ''is it just my slowass connection On My End or is the gif broken'' like added layer of mystery #when sometimes even if you have a fine connection you gotta ask the audience like how's it look on your end...#jlsdf JUST noticed they're sitting by that tag ft. 666 #the new satanic symbol? backwards Cool S. more on that in the next post #yeah someone might get stuck trying to decipher this as though it's walking us continuously through a scene lol but alas. c'est la vie

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dreams-in-daylight · 1 year

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#actually manage to go to bed now or another night ending around 5-6am?#tumblr made me smile at least #dear diary emotional bullshit #giving fair warning or whatever idk #heavy messy life bullshit #just venting and shiz but def negative energy/bad vibes #official last chance to turn back #talking w MIL former pharmacist but within 2 years so immoderately accurate I acknowledge that #but a lot of what she said didn’t match up with the info available online from cites I imagine are pretty up to date #offer assistance online so probs pretty well informed an up to date #and I get that bae probs needs the mental security or w/e bc talking w her mom and her job and I get that #but then why the fuck would that make me feel any better??????#all in my head isn’t any better bc guess where I have to live #bed might’ve been smarter but if I’d cry either way then at least not keep bae up #I and negative head space just manifests as stress dreams/mundane nightmares #lyrics stuck in my head #I’ll be just fine pretending I’m not I’m far from lonely and it’s all that I’ve got #or I’m so sick and tired of being sick and tired #I need something else would someone please just give me ? hit me knock me out and let me go back to sleep #up down turn around please don’t let me hit the ground tonight I think I’ll walk alone find my soul as I go home

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hearties-circus · 2 years

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Had that weird fucking dream agsin

#gamer txt.#so much shit happens in it i cant even explain it #but like. (and this is skipping out an all the context btw) me n this lady had to find the book we were reading and cross our names out-#-or we'd be stuck in. fucking hell i guess? forever but getting closer to the book makes us see our dismembered limbs everywhere and makes-#-ourselves look gorey if we see our reflection and honestly the gore is a bit much i mean thats why getting to the book is a struggle #notable differences this time around though: 1. i wasnt alone obv. i dunno who that lady was but having a pal was nice #(she also seemed to know what she was doing?)#2. the pkmn battle at the beginning i lost super hard for some fucking reason and it was a double battle with 4 shinies for some reason too #(is shiny arbok yellow? also dont worry about the pkmn i guess the dreams are set in that universe but its not important)#3. i had canonically already been there and put my name in the book. like ive had the dream b4 and it knew that but the me in the dream-#-didnt. or did rather i did i had to write my name again but i didnt know what would happen #and when crossing out my name this tine i saw the first name wasnt crossed out? so either first time around i escaped differently or i-#-just died i guess?#either way weird fucking dream

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ipatrichor · 9 days

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mostly what im learning from these webnovels is A) the importance of actual communication and B) gay as hell to get trapped in a nightmare dimension

#why are you as a man getting stuck in the nightmare hellworld apocalypse #to cultivate a tacit understanding with another man? risk your lives for each other? dream of a normal life together? 🤨🤨#anyway. not to expose myself but i think my preferred genres are probably not hard to guess #fucking love infinite flow novels #also the gay sex dont get me wrong! but i fucking love puzzles and shit #pat.txt

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neuromantis · 3 months

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um yeah. sorry.

at this point i am pretty sure i have pmdd. and you know what fucking sucks? getting your period regularly AFTER you starved off 12 kilos of yourself to not have it anymore ever (in part)

and you know wht reaalyy fucking sucks?? getting pmdd when you ALREADY have a disorder that already gives you psychosis/depression/dysphoria cocktail sometimes. realizing that now this bullshit is going to happen ON CUE. every fucking month.

and i hope. i really hope one time it fucks me up enough that i actually go to an obgyn for the first time in like a decade. and there's a pretty good reason why i never went back. 1. trauma. 2. they are absolutely fucking hopeless in this country. like you think you saw misogyny? try russian obgyns. they will straight up torture you and then suggest nothing and then prescribe even more torture perhaps. or to get pregnant (worse than torture arguably) and it will all go away supposedly.