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im-basically-logan · 6 years

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me yelling abt the new sander sides episode because i have no chill

under the cut, friendos!

i’m typing this as i listen/watch the video btw so it’s all in order! also this is very long

that’s... an intro.

i love joan so much hghfhgjfdhjk

new channel news yay

Tweet Tunes blz come back

“give me my shirt back!”

i still love the intro to sander sides so much

thomas what the fuck. i’m so confused

“Cast: Thomas Sanders” that’s sander sides in a nutshell

also thats a big fuckin wine glass

dont eat bad chicken wraps blz

“yeah but what’s your actual job?” oof

the beginning is very slow paced imo blehh. a good reflection on thomas’ mood in the video tbh

“i feel bad about feeling bad” me all the time

i cant believe roman got slapped in the face

roman x katana otp uwu

“Logan!!! It’s Patton!!” that was both cute and kinda odd? did he think logan would be suspicious of him being deceit? probably not

logan really goin for those claps and syllables

“Although I am overcome by a titillating, tingly sensation whenever deadlines are met” l-logan? what??? did you just say?? i agree with roman’s reaction on this one.

the poor 4th wall. also i’m not belittled

patton called himself, roman, and logan daddy

VIRGIL!!!!

virgil flapping as he’s like “Are you serious??”

the countless amount of beeps as roman and logan argue.

bestest duo

god the stretching shit

ROMAN GOT CALLED THE FUCK OUT

i mean we been knew he’s insecure but still

“do you know how dangerous that is?”

“I’m shooting straight, even though I’m gay”

dfkghdfkjhdskj patton knows what everyone calms down with hghghgfh

i love how logan just immediately starts solving the cube lol

it was 25 seconds jfc logan

tfw you’re just so good at being creativity that you color the mona lisa with shitty colors

are.. are they making a vine reference?? with the loop thing??

F r o o t

S am e s i es logan s w ea t y B L Z

“get naked??” ROMAN PL E A SE

he was ready to strip what the F UCK

intact and wet?

hfgjkhdjk logan’s trying his best

Sometime’s we don’t know that there’s a question to be asked: clarified

LOGAN COMPLIMENT PATTON FOR ONCE IN YOUR LIFE

i want a cogitating cap but it’s $25 sobs

textbooks, m I S T A KES (roman jfc), PUPPETS!!

yes virgil defend pat

tbh i had the same thoughts as logan at first abt the adult thing..

roman you over did the chin, buddy

“you are unbelievably extra any time you get” “put a sOCK IN IT!”

and then virgil becomes a sock puppet

I LOVE HIM I’LL TAKE 5

sweet coraline!!! BA BA BAAAAA

“if by up you mean the opposite of down to do this” that was very convoluted

what is with roman not liking the word figuratively??? are you ok?? is there some secret angst behind the meaning of that word?

patton cursed again

is... 5 by 5 a thing???

jfc logan, you wear light wash jeans?? i thought they would be dark

oh and you hit roman in the eye

ngl i laughed because he’s a puppet and couldn’t blink

oh my god logan looks so regretful w h a t?

also L is a new nickname

“Maybe I should go” “NO”

o shit

slight throwback to when Logan left in moving on part 1??? :3c

hfdjkhfkjd like mAR IA

ew feelings

“i’d rather go live in a garbage can” same

thomas we love you so much feelings are weird

jfc patton.

“oh i’m sorry, EXCEPT I’M NOT!”

big oof at roman being called out

“oh my gosh, what is up your butt?” “... an ARM”

i mean he’s not wrong but i feel like he could’ve thought about that phrase a little more carefully

i really liked the text stuff when logan was talking about “Why?”

solid electric company reference yeet

SHSHDHGHSHSHDHHSHSHH

logan flailing his arms is a mood

“i could list off several factors that very well could be contributing to your doubts” someone let him sp e a k

and it’s virgil.

lmao that was a big “I’ll take what I can get” bit for logan ngl rip

hfgkdhjdkfs virgil as the count i’m

logan’s looks he’s giving virgil are m o o d s

“three depressing speculations, ah ah ah...”

“four uncomfortable characters in this room”

“jeez you slobbily eat some jam and accidentally make a jew puns and now you’re suddenly sensitive about being taken seriously?” “I’m not a joke!”

YI K E S

the logan angst i’ve been craving

logan blz hhhhhh

headcanon: adjusting his tie is a big stim

you can see virgil’s expression in the puppet when patton calls him a cute muffin wowie puppeteering is neat!

roman ur being an ass

“it’s too bad your brain isnt as big as your chin” “well you smell like FOOT” hfdjhgjfkdhs

there’s so many more logan screenshots i gottttttt yessss

“what? no-” too late, it’s musical time

“another song, really?” logan, you literally sang last episode

this patton angst return

“Did that work?” “Nope!” logan’s face at that. b o i did you not pay attention? to moving on pt 2? he was kinda there as thomas right?? maybe?? oh no

“I knew you’d listen to me as too scary to ignore” hello @asofterfan got that thing down to a T.

logan just looks so shook like “oh shit”

“but when you lo-care for someone...” virgil, we all heard it.

logan breaking down the musical into just the keyboard was p cool

hghgnhghfhsg THE ONE SHOT SLAM

ahdsdshjkdfsk i love this part with logan and thomas so MU CH

ALSO! I think there was a key change to something minor? sounded much more overlooming/scary as they ended their verses

“You’re lost” “I’m right here” “It’s okay. I was lost once too...” i’m just shook.

roman just hangs his actual dirty socks jfkdkfdh

that trumpet thoooooo

virgil just callin everyone out today

logince angst content yeet

“logic always has a part to play, logan” ye s s s s ss validate him, virgil

virgil is callin out and validatin everybody today

dont hug me i’m scared ref, nice

moxiety hug!!

“that god i can move my arms again”

i can’t say i was surprised with logan becoming a robot sorta puppet

“iron giant nerd!” yeah

“I’ve never felt anything in my life” no patton squeal?

oh my god logan just said beep boop what a nerd

virgil telling patton about the innocent talks thing was something i really liked and was expecting eventually tbh

logan giving roman a high five!!!

“you did the stretchy arm!” “it’s not as gross when a robot does it” i need to see the arm thing jfc

“Can you tell me how to get-” “How to get to sesame street!” they just all... left him. rip

logan can’t summon well or control his shapeshifting powers that well?? hmm?

i love that ending with the sesame street throwback again aaaaaa

the way roman and patton laughed in the end card?? what the hell lmao

thomas throwing shade at himself with his own characters is a mood

Thanks to everyone who works on Sander Sides!! This was the longest episode yet, I think. The team grew so much

#sander sides #learning new things about ourselves #ts spoilers #lo rambles

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luciphe-r · 6 years

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Literally do all of them!! That list is like a real Good One for once! + It's super interesting

Long post, anon pal... you made me do the longest post

1. three songs that come up when you put your phone on shuffle• Shut up and Dance – WALK THE MOON• Smells like Teen Spirit – Nirvana• Price Tag – Jessie J

2. three last songs you listened to• Love Don’t Die – The Fray• Woman – KE$HA• The Kids Aren’t alright – FallOut Boy

3. three songs you were recently obsessed with• White T-Shirt – JONGHYUN• Kiss Yo – SHINee• This year – Mountain Goats

4. three songs that you know thanks to your parents• Money for Nothing – Dire Straits (it’s their group)• Bohemian Rapsody – Queen• Message in a Bottle – Police

5. three songs you wish you could forget (because listening to them hurts)• Adam’s Song – Blink182• Welcome to my life – Simple Plan• actually it’s just those two? reminds me of a shitty period (13/14yo)

6. three songs you wish you could erase from history (because they’re terrible)i don’t think there’s songs that need to be erased to be fair?? i’m very much against deleting things form history lmao i can’t help but being a morality driven person when it comes to this stuff?? send help

7. three songs you didn’t expect to like but eventually loved• Titanium – David Guetta ft. SIA• Timber – KE$HA ft. Pitbull (or is it pitbull ft kesha??)• Fantastic Baby – BIGBANGthe list could go on, but as a matter of fact i was a very hard rock kinda kid and i grew up thankfully loving pop music and all that sweet sweet shit and ?? it surprised me a lot back in the day?? (fantastic baby was the first korean song i ever actually obsessed over so that’s kind of a metaphor for the kpop genre)

8. three songs that remind you most of summer and vacation- happy summer & vacation• All Stars – Smash Mouth• Take a Chance – ABBA• Send Me On My Way – Rusted Roots( bonus: • Walking on Sunshine – Katrina and the Waves; • Paper Planes – M.I.A; • All Stars – Smash Mouth)- blue summer & vacation ( a.k.a. that depression induced summer nostalgia you get when you’re in your room and the sun is setting outside the window and you’ve been depressed your day and tears you never knew you were spilling are running down your face… oh god i made this too sad haven’t i lol)• Midnight City – M83• Piano Man – Billie Joel• Starman – David Bowie( bonus: • Golden Days – Panic! At The Disco)

9. three songs that get you in the Christmas Mood- All I Want For Christmas Is You – Mariah Carey - Last Christmas – WHAM!- Holly Jolly Christmas – Michael Bublé

10. three favourite Halloween/spooky songsthis was like… one of the most difficult?? i don’t really do halloween songs lmao so let’s just say • This is Halloween – Marylin Manson x 3

11. three favourite songs from movie or TV series soundtracksongs as in “that are sung”, I’ve recently been in love with• Recuérdame – Coco (honestly… g o d)• City Of Stars – Lalaland (if only… it wasn’t sung… by those two…)• From Now On – The Greatest Showman songs as in instrumental movie soundtrack• Married Life (+ Stuff We Did) – from UP• Le Festin + This is Me/Wall Rat + Souped Up/A New Deal – from Ratatuille• Once upon A December – (Emile Pandolfi’s piano solo ver.) from Anastasia

12. three favourite songs from video gamesnot a videogame person, sorry, I kind of only played Super Mario (Bros, Kart…) I’m leaving this blank lol

13. three songs you want at your funeral• Thnx Fr Th Mmrs – FallOut Boy (I owe it to 2009 me)• Goodbye My Lover, Goodbye My Friend – James Blunt (is it james blunt?)• I try not to think about my funeral too much lmao so idk, those two are great, the first one for the laff, and the second one because i want some bitches to cry ya feel

14. three songs you want at your weddingI’m just putting here the songs me and my boi consider our songs• Home – Edward Sharpe and the Magnetic Zeros• Never Gonna Give You Up – Rick Astley (we meet in 2015 okay?)• Viva la Vida – Coldplay (bonus track: Bring Me To Life – Evanescence … a couple of memes, basically)

15. three songs you want to dance with your love torephrasing: three songs I have danced with my love to:• Uptown Funk – Bruno Mars• I Want You Back – Jackson 5• Shape of you – Ed Sheeran

16. three favourite songs for sexoh god i don’t listen to music during sex lmaopass!

17. three songs that remind you of your crush• Carry on – FUN (I met him while he was obsessed with this song)• Every Breath you take – Police (we fought over the meaning of this song and i won and therefore now every time i listen to this it reminds me of him)• Beat It – Michael Jackson (one of his fave songs)(also: • Levas Polka – Loituma)

18. three songs that remind you of your best friend(my best friend is also my crush/bf, so i’ll apply this to my best girl, pal you know who you are, you harry styles loving nugget)• Signs of the Times – Harry Styles (the first song we bonded over)• You – The 1975 (the song she told me to listen to that i really really loved)• Story of my Life – One Direction (a song i, for some reason, feel like it’s connected to her)

19. three songs that are your guilty pleasure• Dazzling Girl – SHINee• Born This Way – Lady Gaga• Hot ‘N’ Cold – Katy Perry

20. three songs that remind you of the person who sends this one• Mama – EXO (second verse: Anonymous, Anonymous)• Who Am I? – Les Miserables• Who Knew – P!nk

21. three songs of your childhoodfun things to know: my parents never really got me to listen to italian music therefore my childhood songs are all in english?? i never really understood them until i was like 14 tho)• September – Earth, Wind & Fire• Isn’t she lovely – Stevie Wonder• Bicycle – Queen(the first two were the songs my parents played at my birthdays, because i was both born in september, and, apparently, lovely)

22. three songs you listen to when you’re sad• Ophelia – The Lumineers• Memorandum – The Leading Guy• Missing You – All Time Low(bonus: when I’m feeling real down I listen to• Still Breathing – Green Day)

23. three songs that never fail to get you pumped up• Hurricane – Bob Dylan• Don’t Stop Me Now – Queen• LA Devotee – Panic! At The Disco

24. three favourite old songsi’m thinking OLD• Ain’t No Mountain High Enough – Marvin Gaye, Tammi Terrel• You Are My Sunshine – Jimmie Davis (though I really like Johnny Cash’s ver.)• Dream a Little Dream Of Me – Ella Fitzgerald

25. three favourite songs of 2017• What About Us – P!nk• It Ain’t Me – Selena Gomez• Castle On The Hill – Ed Sheeran

26. three favourite non-English songs• Melted – AKMU (korean)• Again – YUI (japanese)• Uffa, Uffa – Edoardo Bennato (italian)• Bella, Ciao! – Italian Partesan Song (italian, duh)

27. three songs that you sing while drunkfun things to know: im a teetotaler and have never really.. been drunk?so here are my absolute party bops:• YMCA – Village People• What’s Up – 4 Blondes• Wake Me Up Before You GoGo – WHAM!

28. three best songs to get drunk or high toagain, I don’t get drunk and I don’t smoke anything, so i’ll just list more party songs• Ring Ding Dong – SHINee (for the songs i’d probably sing if i got high)• Hollaback Girl – Gwen Stephanie• Hips Don’t Lie – Shakira (screaming the SHAKIRA SHAKIRA part)

29. three songs that influenced you most (some songs change or save lives)• Rolling Star – YUI (one of the first bops that got me into listening to happier music)• Still Waiting – Sum41 (kinda my first political song, it got me angry when i was feeling numb during my worst days)• Uptown Funk – Bruno Mars (it was one of the first songs that got me so happy i sang it out loud… i have always been scared to sing in front of people; Uptwon Funk became viral when i was on a trip with my high school classmates in the UK and i am not a social person, but uptown funk made me open up a little)

30. three songs you really want your followers to know (for reasons other than all those above)• 99 Luftbaloons – Nena (German vers) – it’s just so amazing??• Foreigner’s God – Hozier – the comfort song• Little Talks – Of Monsters and Men – a song that helped me understand that i wasn’t the bad voices in my head somehow• Poet – Bastille – one of the most romantic songs ever• Kiss Me – New Found Glory – gives me those 2010 feels?• Formidable – Stromae – my heart BREAKS everytime i hear this?• Moonlight – Grace VanderWaal – just noicethese are definitely more than 3 songs?

so!! it took me way too long to do this!!! but i loved it thank you so much for asking!

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m-i-y-o-k-i · 6 years

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2017 was utter shit and lemmie tell ya why bois

tw // drugs, abuse, sexual abuse, general bad stuff

first, my mom’s addiction gor worse, to the point she stole money and was arrested several times, even kidnapping my sister and i when we wanted to stay with my dad. driving us down some highway and swerving everywhere. she didnt care. she never has.

her high makes her more…well, not violent but bad towards me. hitting me or taking swings at me. emotionally abusing me by saying im an embarrassment to her – how she wishes i was never born, how she hates the way i am. that took a toll on me to hear every fuckin’ week.

second, dad lost his job. we havent had money to pay for shit. who knows how many times our electricity was shut off. who knows how many days we’ve gone without food, who knows how many times we’ve gone without basic stuff.

and he still wont help himself or get a job because hes a lazy fuck. he just sits and eats what little we have. all to himself and brags “oh lol my gf is gonna give ME money”.

he’s emotionally abusive. comstantly puts me down – “youre a failure” “guess whos a college drop out?” “get a job you fat fuck” “are you a d*ke? why dont you hang out with boys?” “fucking f*ga is all you watch, you must be one – gross”

combined, my parents stole from me. im native, when i turn 18 i get some money to help with school or whatever i want. i got this money long after i turned 18, in feb. my parents guilt tripped me to hell and back, “its for bills” “its for food” – and used it on their own needs. clothes, shoes, shows, casinos, drugs.

that fucked me up and just…wow, how can a parent do that?

third, there was a senior trip we took in may. about two weeks before graduation. during it, we had to room together in a motel. my class is full of rowdy and rough kids who give no fucks about anyone or anything.

my roomate for the trip threw a party in our room when i asked her not to. she didnt listen, half of our class drinking, smoking weed, making out.

while i was asleep they thought it’d be funny to pull up my shirt and fuck with my body. phones out and recording, they got as far as unhooking my bra before i woke up. one of the guys pinning my arms down as i trashed about and yelled at them to stop. the yelling got the attention of a chaprone who made everyone go back to their rooms.

they told me to keep quiet about the incident because “the schools already in hot water, we’ll keep them away from you. besides, you graduate in two weeks.”

fourth, i didnt get to go to college bc i had no way to pay. the money i got from the tribe was going to go towards that. but alas, druggie mommy and adulterous daddy said no and used it all.

i had to cancel everything and stay at home, with two abusive ass people who wont let me forget the fact “hahaha you were so close to leaving, better luck next year.”

fifth, my depersonalization and depression are rearing their ugly heads really hard. i try to be happy for everyone – but i even exploded at one of my best friends when they have it bad. i was selfish to do that. i’ve had multiple break downs on almost every blog i run, all my so called friends abandoned me after high school. so why would they start up again after so long and under the circumstances im in??

all anyway cares about me is i write and draw stuff that either gets them off or makes them laugh. who cares about bri as a person huh?! who cares if shes suicidal and depressed?! write more for the owly blog!! draw more for the owly blog!! write another ficlet for the ego blog!! draw more for ego blog!!

draw even though your art is horrible in your eyes and you wanna chop your hands off when you do!!

write even though you know its bad and wants to make you claw your eyes out when you do!!

who cares if youre having a breakdown?? give us your money, we’re your parents and its right no matter what!!

who cares if you wanna die everyday and wish you could magically go to sleep and never wake up? go get a job!! stress is good!!

who cares if youre fucking poor and cant barely get a meal every other day? go to school!! it’ll make you poorer but at least youre fitting in with kids your age!!

who

fucking

cares.

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buffyanon · 7 years

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For the Buffy ask: 2, 3, 10,11, and weakest and best points of season 5 (I forgot the numbers in the .2 seconds it took me to click on "ask a question")

2. What’s your opinion on season 6?

It makes me sad but I love it a lot. It’s got some of the best episodes, and Dark Willow is a great antagonist if we ignore why she got that way, and I think they handled Buffy’s depression and self harm in a realistic way, even though I hate watching it. The season’s got too much s pike for me but I still like it.

3. What’s your opinion on season 7?

My sister recently watched btvs for the first time and the entirety of season seven she’d be talking about stuff and I would have literally no memory of it. I saw that season once and then never again. But as a whole I think I do like it? I like a lot of the plot stuff and I looooove Chosen and Robin Wood and the potentials, but I just can’t handle that much spi ke so I’d give it a 2.5/5

10. Who do you think was the best big bad?

Glory! I love Glory. She’s very very pretty and funny and scary. I really wish she had gotten to face off with Cordelia. Also, and this is a little off track but I’m sharing it anyway because it’s relevant enough and I love it, a while ago me and @animatedamerican were having a conversation about Willow’s Jewishness being ignored and erased in the later seasons, and we talked about how cool it would have been to have Willow give the team a pep talk when they were feeling like this was impossible because Glory’s a god, Willow could have been like “I’m Jewish! All we do is fight G-d!”

11. Who do you think was the worst big bad?

The Master, I think. I know pretty much everyone else thinks Adam but The Master was just...boring and predictable. And his humor never hit the mark for me. That season was more about character building anyway. But if we’re talking about ‘villains who I hate on a visceral level’ and not ‘villans who I just don’t like watching’ then Warren, and does Spik e count as a big bad?

#ask meme #it's been a long time since this blog has had good old fashioned spike hate but there ya go #sarcasm-can-kill-like-a-lot

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