#he and i are going to make Purchases

[strawberry-cowmilk]

omg thank you for showing me this that's so cute

for the levi fans with money here, you can apparently get a plushie like that one silly lucifer plushie (still sad I did not get it obey me please bring him back thank you 🫶🫶)

#answers! #just in case it wasn't clear this is not a sponsored post I am just saying a funny levi plushie exists #I don't know how the site works so idk how to purchase one #but this one is for levi fans who'd like a plushie of him levi plushies exist #anyways I'm still sad over letting the lucifer one go he looked so silly I want one #me when I learn how to crochet so I can make unlimited lucifer plushies for myself #if anyone has a good tutorial on how to crochet plushies please let me know #I thought the lucifer would be available on other sites too but nope #learning from my mistakes for when asmo or diavolo gets released and hopefully another lucifer

[cinematicnomad]

so my wallet was stolen. either last night (the last time i remember seeing my wallet) or this afternoon (when i was out and about), but i suspect it was stolen while on my date!! bc all the fraudulent charges (over $8k worth!! on my personal cards AND my work card) were made like 15 min away from where we were. and my true crime paranoia brain wonders if he had anything to do with it bc he ended the date v suddenly literally right about when i now know was the first fraudulent charge and made no mention of meeting up again. which at the time i chalked up to it just being an average date but now i wonder if its bc he helped fucking rob me. which i have no proof of but. what the fuck.

which as i was typing this, one of the banks called me back to tell me some other places the thief’s tried to use my card and told me that they’re usually v fast so it would be surprising if it was stolen last night and when i told him my theory he was like “i would trust your gut on this” and said that in cases like this, usually the victim is targeted and that's what he assumes happened here.

anyway! fuck my life!!

#my initial impulse was that i must have dropped it last night #but that was bc i thought the charges were happening at stores around the theatre i was at #but right as i was going to call the cops i realized all the stores the cards were used were literally within a 10 minute walk of our date #he had to have been in on it #he ended the date SO fucking suddenly #and now that i've got all the time stamps it seems like he ended it right after they probably got out of the city we were in #bc they went from where we were and then crossed into DC to make other purchases #they stole about $4k from me and $4k from my job #great #kat liveblogs her life #anyway i am never going on another online date ever again! OFFICIALLY.

[princesscallyie]

Me when I'm listening to the most stupidest story about my mom giving my brother $1500 for a down payment for a 2nd car while his in the shop for a deer hitting him and him losing the nonrefundable $1500 cause he drove 2 hours away to a scummy dealership and he didn't get approve for enough credit from the bank

#like... idk maybe cause I don't have a son but does anyone else have experience with a mom acting delulu for their son??? #like... 1st she paid $17k for the brand new 2022 which he traded in behind her back so he can get a 'fast car' #he got in an accident in the fast car mom put the parts to repair on her credit cards #since now the fast car wasnt pretty any more with mixmatch parts he traded in that car for a lexus for payments #which is dumb cause the whole excuse on why he traded in the 2022 cause he didn't want payments #he hit a deer with the lexus and i guess he thought they was gonna total the car cause he was already looking for a new one #but they gonna fix the lexus but he still went to try to get that car... #and that lady just agreed to it... #he owes her thousands of dollars... #she keeps on saying 'oh well he got a new job making $17 an hour and plus he's working a part time he's gonna pay me back #he's been saying that since he traded the 2022 and he barely paid you anything... #like why are you enabling his impulse purchasing??? #he thinks these cars are like toys or something and you just letting him use your cash and credit like that... #then she's like... 'well I would do the same for us' referring to us other daughters #but like... we're not idiots that would purposely put you in these situations... #why on earth does he need a 2nd car??? he only making $17 an hour plus a part time job??? you live at home??? why did you agree to this??? #just tell him no for once???? #idk I feel like I'm going crazy or am I just super stingy with my money and credit score? #callyie chat

[likedaylighht]

Saw a tiktok about soap inspired by afterglow and immediately went and bought some I’m excited

#also I NEVER make impulse purchases like this so feeling CraZY lol #but the company is run by an older man who supports pride and gives his workers a living wage #AND his fav album is lover and he makes a bunch of swiftie tiktoks #so like I was immediately like yes I’m buying this #and I’m going to buy more as Christmas gifts

[mo-ok]

a friend and a boy 🚗🚗🚗

#go onger #speedor #when ur tax comes back you are allowed to make one unreasonable purchase to ensure good mental health over the coming holidays 😌 #look at him! i love him!! #remember speedor? he's back! in plush form! #legit tho he is so detailed and perfect - NONE of the hot pressed details are cracking or peeling #spent a whole month worrying about postage but now he's here and i'm so glad i got him 😭😭😭 #he's just so damn cute i'm SOBBING

[imwritesometimes]

the "I already bought tickets to go see Indy again next week" moodboard

#actually factually finalized the purchase it's happening same seats and everything lmfao #I am being very irritating abt this I'm not sorry I had so much fun today and I loved this movie to bits #and I'm so happy this is how we as fans get to close Indy's adventures like. #it didn't just feel like half-hearted fan service bullshit it was really well done which I'll be honest #I was not expecting. there are def call backs of course to the previous films #but it didn't feel like heavy handed or cheap #they really did a good job of like. making it feel authentic like. not just a shitty rehash idk for me #it felt like. so appropriate. like he's an old man now. time has passed. they don't just like wallpaper over that #it just has idk so much heart. like the old og movies it's fantastical but there's so much heart #idk I really liked it. it felt like watching the old ones. the old ones had so much heart. that's why you loved indy! #he was a smart ass but he was earnest too and he had heart and he cared and like ahhhhhhhhhh!!! #it's just. idk idk idk I feel like it's such a great close to the adventures for massive Indy nerds like myself #lmao I asked my mom tonight like when was the last time you watched any of the movies #cause you mught wanna rewatch before we go #and she was like well it has been a while cause you don't live here anymore #and I was like I know. I'm never like six months removed from the last time I watched an Indy #and she was like I know it's your religion I know #I just. I loved it. a lot. I really did. as a massive Indy nerd I really did just enjoy it a lot. more than kotcs #but I firmly believe w/o kotcs it wouldn't have been so fuckin good like omg #erin explains it all

[inkykeiji]

good morning i spent $90 on tokrev volumes yesterday because i was on the hunt for this singular gorgeous image <333

i dragged my boyfriend to the bookstore on an obsessive, borderline deranged mission to find and subsequently own (in some capacity) this photo. and now i do!! plus two more omnibus’ i didn’t need (except i really did need them, because they’re so beautiful and i’m so glad to have them on my bookshelf now *。ヾ(｡>ｖ<｡)ﾉﾞ*。)

#i’m literally never ever ever ever ever EVER going to be over this singular image #and it’s like the tiniest lil illustration and i don’t even CARE #i love him so much so so so much it’s actually kind of INSANE #there are a few i kinda want in jp as well just bcoz those editions are so gorgeous too but #i don’t mind the omnibus versions????? they save a bit of space haha #u know which one i DO need in jp?????????? VOLUME 24 #AND U ALL KNOW WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY #oh jesus <3 #he’s so sexy i could cry i could CRY #we don’t even have the physical english version of 24 yet do we #well anyway <3 v happy with my purchases #will probably end up collecting all of them #which will be the first manga series i actually own like FULLY #i only have a few bnha volumes #only the ones that are important for dabi #but other than that obv i don’t care much to own EVERY volume #hope ur having a good tuesday my friends!!!! #i’m so sleepy and i woke up with a wicked headache BUT #bfs mom is making us these like dark chocolate nut clusters and i’m v excited about them #clari chatters

[sillylittlevulpine]

I've got an Ardyn Body Pillow that I've just commissioned and I'm so very excited about it! ^^

I'm literally feeling so happy about it. I got the concept sketches tonight and sent payments over. It's official!! Lineart is being done this week

Go support @savage-rhi

I had no idea where to even look and guess who helped me look. Also if you hadn't posted your body pillow I wouldn't have been brave enough to ask anyone lmao

Why is everyone in Ardyn hell so nice??? We're all heads over heels for the creepiest Bastard I've ever seen in a game. And yet literally the chillest Fandom space I've had the pleasure to walk in. Like lots of adult content over here but there is absolutely no disrespect towards anyone ever over here. Such a breath of fresh air. This is the first Fandom I've joined in on the adult side. I've been so pleasantly surprised. I absolutely LOVE all you guys with my whole heart! Everyone I've interacted with is a sweetheart!

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#best purchase of my adult life #I feel silly #but also so excited #glad I moved out #get to do whatever I want #no more having to have my parents tell me what I should or shouldn't do #it's not even spicy #the spiciest thing about it is that it's daemon ardyn #other than that its just fluff #I like fluff and just a small hint of spice yknow? #my parents would have lost their minds at me #Like c'mon he's fully clothed #and I'm in my twenties #My autistic ass just needs more comfort objects #when I relapse I gotta have something to make me feel better if I'm going to lay in bed #Weighted blanket isn't enough #ardyn izunia #ardyn lucis caelum #ardyn #ff15 ardyn #ffxv

[steelycunt]

how do you think r and s would treat their books? like in terms of annotations and how much they would preserve the book. would they dog ear pages? would they crack the spine? etc xx

hello bab!! fun question!! i reckon s would take very good care of his books. in general i always imagine him being extremely clean + neat + organized. he was not raised in a household that would let him get away with dog-earing the corner of a page and i imagine it stuck whether he liked it or not. it would just not be the natural way he would treat a book. on the other hand i think r would see annotating a book and dog-earing pages as all part of showing it love! he comes from a house where everything is a little battered and worn and used-looking, so a well-loved book to him is one that visibly wears its use, including breaking the spine so he can hold it more comfortably :-)

#imagine s making a big show of defacing his textbooks in school and all that but privately when he's not doing it as a performance #i cannot imagine him having much inclination to be rough with a book. hes my freaky little guy i want to open his head and watch it #work like going behind a watchface. oh yeah. biggest toughest punk rebel with the neatest nicest made bed youve ever seen #telegram #anon #r #s #this is just me versus my dad. every time my dad sees me break my books spine he gives me a lecture about disrespecting books #as if i didnt purchase it with my own hard earned great british pounds...

[essektheylyss]

I AM attempting to read at least four books this weekend and that IS ridiculous but alas, here we are.

#no one look at my other fucking post I am NOT attempting proust okay #these are books of reasonable length. #here's my thing with proust. yeah yeah 'perfect novel' fuck you. that is not a novel. that is a series. #I don't care if it's one entity. so the fuck was lord of the rings and we have deemed that three books at this point. #just because a story is sustained does NOT make it a singular novel. I'll kill. #to be clear this is a joke. as mentioned I know literally nothing about proust and I have already forgotten the novel's title. #as per fucking usual. #honestly I'm gonna read it someday solely so maybe I understand what the fuck people are talking about. #anyway the books for the weekend are: authority (vandermeer). the gift of knowledge/ttnúwit átawish nch'inch'imani (beavert). #acceptance (also vandermeer). waterlog (deakin). #YES I once again saw robert macfarlane's name and blacked out and purchase a book. do not @ me. #(I did want to read waterlog after having read landmarks and then saw the new paperback edition on a stand at the bookstore so shhhh) #megs is reading #in my defense I'm going to be spending a lot of time waiting this weekend considering my spouse is in a race not designed for spectating #(it's a massive seven-part relay. and he's in a part where you can't even get in to spectate so.) #I'm mostly tagging along with my sister and her bf's friends so. books are necessary. #I've always been that dweeb with the book in social settings and I'm not about to stop now.

[gimmeurtmi]

i’ve decided i’m insane and when leebit gets here i’m getting us matching necklaces with our initials. why? because i can. am i silly and delulu for it? well—don’t talk to me or my evil bunny ever again.

#l.txt #yes i’m a full adult #but i also have adult money so i will be making that purchase #✨ only the best for lino ✨ #((that’s my fav tiktok ever btw)) #also i realllyyyyy hope he gets here before my flight so we can go on our lil trip together 🥰

[nomaishuttle]

its also like . ok sry im going on bc im tired and ive upset myself lol but its like. to have somebody who knows i grew up in poverty call me greedy and selfish bc he pressured me into moving up here when i didnt have the money so i Had to rely on him financially. and then i couldnt pay him back while i was literally unemployed. to have him call me greedy and selfish and entitled and lazy was. insanely upsetting

#like he knew that a lot of the money i earned went directly to paying my families bills and literally feeding them and he still. said that #to me. and then when i got upset he spun it as me being irrational and playing the victim and always guilttripping him like. idk. idk. #i try rly hard not to think abt that bc it just makes me feel horrific but like. i was already so insanely paranoid about spending money #any Non essential purchase made me spiral and then that just made it. so much worse . i told him from the start i didnt have much money and #he said it was fine and i told him from the start id pay him back as quickly as i could and he said it was fine and then he just #he completely ghosted me he never talked to me he slept downstairs and he spent more time with one of our roommates than he did me #and now i. know why he did that lol #but whatever. but he iced me out and the only time he ever talked to me was to tell me i was being greedy for not paying him back #or if i literally fuckjng. begged him to do skmething with me #and then hed spend like 1 hour completely checked out but technically sitting in the same room as me and i just. idk. that relationship #genuinely like. fucked me up. and now i reakize it wasnt Just since i moved here and a lot of the like. stripping me of.my identity and #pressuring me into doing. certain things when i wasnt comfortable with them and guilttripping me if i did try to stand up for myself. now i #realize that had been going on nearly since the start but it fucking. rly hurts. basically #and to top it all of he knew i struggle with very severe depression and i have since i was a kid and he knew i specifically struggle a lot #with hygiene and he knew how gross that makes me feel. and he still called me disgusting for it. and in every argument he had he would #hold the fact i owed him money over my head and i judt. i dont know what i was supposed to do. and i realize now there was jothing bc he #was already. yk. and probably had been for a while but it just. rly fucking sucks basically. #like even now a few months out i get genuinely nauseous when i buy something that isnt Absolutely essential. #and i try to force myself to buy like. a small nice thing for myself every once in a while i buy 1 coffee and 1 breakfast food every week #on saturday to try n like. make sure i know its ok 4 me to do that and it doesnt make me selfish but like. it still makes me feel sick

[lesbaurinkos]

oh 50-dollar werewolf jughead figure in forbidden planet we’re really in it now

#forbidden planet last place on earth to have rvd merch btw. i have like 8 new pins now. beautiful world #maybe one day i’ll go back there and buy little werewolf jughead and give him a good home. i swear #honestly. once i actually make my rvd charms. gonna use that money to purchase him. im sure he’s not going anywhere before then #unless one of u guys go buy him. but then he will still have a good home ^_^ beautiful world no matter what

[i-am-become-a-name]

What's your interpretation of the weird/annoyed look Five gets on his face when Tegan announces that she wants to rejoin the TARDIS at the end of Arc of Infinity? I know it was probably meant to be played for laughs, but it annoys me every time i watch that episode and i'm curious what headcanons people have about it.

My favourite thing I've read about it pointed out that the cybermen specifically used Tegan as a weakness against five, that she's what it took to manipulate him (and through no fault of either of them, Adric's death was part of those consequences.) The novelisation really goes in to the descriptions of the doctor transfixed with the blood running down Tegan's chin from her bitten lip, the building tension as the cybermen get closer and closer to killing her and he's shaking trying to hold himself back from admitting his hearts are so easy to twist, just by threatening his friends. (Does Nyssa ever leave the TARDIS when it's on the spaceship? The cybermen don't even know she exists til they come onboard do they?)

As for why he looks so annoyed? hmmm. Does anyone want someone around that constantly needles them? Really, I think pre Arc of Infinity that even though Tegan had chosen to stay, they still had that power imbalance or even just tension between them that she had not come on board willingly. So five is expecting that to be the continuing, I don't know, continuing manner between them and it hadn't been good. It had its moments (mainly in the audios) but as an arrangement it was not ideal as friends to explore the universe together, all that terrible beauty and awesome monsters.

But it doesn't continue on in that manner - oh they bicker and make faces at each other, sure, but Tegan's conscious decision to step back onto the TARDIS irons out those imbalances, removes that bitterness and the past of her aunt's death. So when he makes that wee face, it's in expectation of the previous status quo. And never let it be said that Tegan's one to do exactly what's expected of her.

Anyway I really hope this makes sense and I may add some more thoughts later but it's 1:50 am Christmas Eve and I couldn't sleep for thinking about this.

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It's 2am I'm back. I feel like there's also this uneasiness in five about tegan, that mirror that no one likes being held up to themselves. Their similarities but the starkly different ways they express them must be exhausting to five. and here she is back again. To push and prod and challenge and be brashly beautifully glorious. wait. that last bit was the two am shipper coming out. Anyway they draw strength and resolve and anger from each other and Tegan was vital to five, from his first moments till his very last.

#again sorry if it's not coherent but it's been a WEEK. and it's still going. #look away if you're not interested because whatever it's my boring life stuff but. worked sunday and tuesday. thursday my boss texted me #did i want to go up to the next largest city flights and accomodation paid and worked for two weeks at their branch of our shop. #(i said no thank you but holy sht.) and that whole day we'd been taking the house apart looking for dads santa outfit for reading #night before christmas to the kids. utterly gone. nowhere to be found. sister said she had one so we were like oof we can relax it's fine. #sister did not in fact have one. so we took the house apart again. still not here. friday i went out and bought the fabric and fur to Make #one (six straight hours work on the jacket alone) and the kids come up to decorate their trees. #oh! and! when i went in to work to buy the fur (i can only purchase stuff of managers it's store policy) she was like. you can't leave the #shop. stay here. and i went no???? have i done something wrong??? but another manager came down and the managers had put together little #Christmas gift bags for everyone which is so sweet because i still feel like I'm there on sufferance even though it's been like 4 months. #but then. seven o'clock or so when i was still cutting up panne velvet i get an email from the boss who offered me the chch opportunity - #he's now quitting his position at our store. two weeks notice. so I'm stressed about that because we had a good thing going where he'd text #me once a week. we'd arrange extra shifts and that was it. what if the new store manager sucks or hates me or something?? #and I've got like five half finished advent fics but i just. don't have the spoons between work tired and c19 brain fog and christmas tired #anyway none of this is about five and Tegan I'm so sorry i just need about ten more weighted blankets on me. #five #tegan #an ask a palpable ask #srsly i love being asked about them or any dw opinions you are so wonderful in my eyes #tbh the advent fics are getting to the point i might just post them all the way through January and when i write little ficlets. people #seem vaguely to be enjoying them but trying to do a December thing was a bit much. #I've just realised this week was even longer. last Saturday we spent the whole day out of town with the kids. and Tuesday we went out of #town to do the stuff we'd planned to do before we had to babysit them on our planned trip day. jfc no wonder I can't brain straight