#he’s literally so boygirlfriend

[ttwistedtransistorr]

#jonathan davis #korn #holy fucking shit dude #he looks like the saturday night wrist album cover #jonathan davis korn #nu metal #also what the FUCK he’s actually so hot #jd korn #jon davis #he’s literally so boygirlfriend #like cmere babygirl let me make you a sandwich and respect the shit outta you

[steampunkedparm]

im so fuckin.gsy oh.ymmgods

#their so pretty dude i just want to kiss their stupid handsome.face its djdndnfncnc #i literally tell them these things all the time indont know why i hide on Tumblr djdjdnf #i miss theemmm :( #i miss my partner dude it sucks.long distance can suck my dicm actually #wjats worse is they aren't even that far i jist dont have a car or much time w work and school </3 #inget to ride a train to see them though!! which is fun!! but also blargh >:P #i just wanna seeeee m boyfriend bluhhhhhh </3 #bein t4t is so silly #were each other's partners boygirlfriends #yk what i mean #or dont actually bc whi cares lol genders stupid and labels are just suggestions rly #m glad my friends aren't questioning me whenever i call it my bf >:P #im still a dyke lol #fjdjd this got so oit of hand m very like. mushy and just dhdjdndnd #this happens everytime they send a picture of itself its kidna silly of me j #but their just. HES SO PRETTY IM GONNA.CRY :( #i get?? to date that?? i get to love that and hold that and??? what do you mean?? inget that honour??? #gods didjdh im very gay and very much a mess and very much in 'i miss mt wife tails' mode :( #rigs your gay

[milimeters-morales]

absolutely starving for milesganke content i dont know jack shit about the ps5 games but i watched the gameplay reveal for the new one and thinking about ganke wanting to work with miles... to make sure he's safe... miles thinks ganke is trying to prove himself to him and that he feels inferior in the relationship and he does a little bit but mainly he's just a nerd who worries about his boygirlfriend and wants to be around him all the time...

damn i missed this one my bad but literally they make me so unwell in a very good way im so glad ganke is gonna be more involved… but if there’s like a fight between them i’ll blow the studio up

[glitchydyke]

AU where the junko ai jumped to everyone's favorite blonde loser (byakuya) following dr2 and they're stuck sharing a body.

You know their asses are having complex theoretical debates while doing completely mundane things and come up with a language to leave each other notes no one else can translate.

Also Makoto gets the boygirlfriend he deserves.

OH THEY WOULD MAKE EACH OTHER SOOOO MUCH WORSE. their stubbornness + superiority complexes would literally just feed off of each other they’d be insufferable. this is why despair byakuya is SOOOO good he would b so easy for junko to influence. also the thought of them sharing a body and junko influencing him thru that somewhat is so fun. he starts wearing monokuma hairclips and makoto just looks at him like 😟 hey! don’t like that!

#the angst of it though. byakuya becoming more and more like her every day until she erases him completely #makoto and the other survivors watching as the man who became their friend slowly turns into their worst enemy #asks

[the-hoziest-archive]

if i say that i think “monogamy conflicts with the inherent nature of human beings” it does NOT mean that i think it’s a Bad and Unnatural thing. it literally links back to our whole, We Are Social Creatures DNA thing im always talking about. this is gonna get long but i am trying to make a point.

why is it considered “cheating” if you meet someone who gives you a little bit of that ~ butterflies~ feeling? the idea is that if u have my boygirlfriend and u meet someone who gets ur heart racing? ur not allowed to even feel that kind of physical attraction for anyone else bc it's Cheating. im sorry. WHAT. it makes no sense whatsoever. as an analogy, if u have a sex dream about whoever, would it be okay for someone to make you feel bad about it? about things your unconscious mind came up with in a dream state? no bc thats not how it works.

but this is my logic here.

when i told my friend, “it’s okay you can have a little attraction to men...as a treat....” like whats wrong with that? nothing? doesnt make you any less lesbian! bc its so not in the way str8 dudes fetishising wlw think their magic dick is whats missing from ur life. easy there mr testosterone u can be replaced by a zucchini.jpg (sigh. i have to say it im sorry. please do not put any fruit or vegetables or other edible phallic objects in your private parts. there are toys. there are many many safe to use toys). and not in the way that “sexuality is fluid” or “its a spectrum” or “everyone is a little bi” NO shut up. maybe its that ur attracted in the ‘gender envy’ way or the ‘platonic crush’ way or even the ‘your vibes are so sapphic’ way lmao. like why is half of hozier’s fanbase made up of wlw???? he has the vibes idk what to tell u its pretty soft boy syndrome thats my type anyway 😌

so if i were to say “its okay you can have a little attraction to a pretty person...as a treat..” in that youre not doing anything wrong, it doesn’t invalidate your exclusive/monogamous relationship or identity, and im not talking about it in the sense that you would act on it or are fantasising. i just mean in the way that you have eyes and you experience attraction (romantic and/or sexual) and trying to deny yourself that is only gonna result in more repression and guilt? what are you, catholic? (for legal purposes this is a joke) (or is it?)

some people just radiate the kind of energy i am drawn to. some people have the physical attributes of the people my gay ass 6 year old imprinted on. in the healthiest relationship i have ever been in, to a guy who wasn’t ever actually interested in Men, i had maintained “if you wanna go fuck a guy, im not stopping you. i have none of the physical attributes you would be looking for, hypothetically speaking,” etc etc like. it’s kind of the opposite of the Straight Fear "my bisexual SO is gonna leave me for [person of same gender as them]” and this is just me, because i dont care. there wasn’t any infidelity but i’d openly gush about girls even from the beginning and he dgaf lmao i love his apathy sometimes go girl give us nothing! we were the blueprint idc

there’s just. this idea. its the way the straights (eh, or at least, misogynistic brainwashed incel type men) have been talking about "im fucking my SO but thinking about other people" like thats just the message ive been getting. correct me if im wrong. pop culture and all. uhhh. cant.. relate? just because someone else made u HORNY???? if ur horny, look at ur right hand. now look at ur left hand. now look at the technological advancements of our time. ur welcome. sorry im not into using people to scratch the itch! if i wanna fuck someone its bc theyre hot and im into them! im not gonna be secretly thinking about getting railed by rachel weisz. and no matter what anyone says there is intimacy!

im saying that its completely normal to experience that ‘alterous attraction’ and hey maybe it is my primal-evolutionary ADHD brain but if it is, it is Correct. that you can ‘look respectfully’ and you can feel your feelings (even if said feelings last two minutes or a week or a year or two) i’ve been saying “i love too much care too much feel too much” (derogatory) but then i turned around and said “i love everybody because i love you” (affectionate)

its the “i fall in love a little ol' little bit every day with someone new” and “i love you” / “it’ll pass” and “nothin' lasts forever but this is gettin' good now” and “you are my favourite what if / you are my best i’ll never know” and “wanting was enough / for me it was enough” and my personal favourite peak lesbian brain experience “i see girls in my building / i see girls on the train / i've got the girls on my mind all the time” im sorry but have you SEEN women? exactly.

this idea that promiscuity is okay for men, but definitely not for women, and you’re not allowed to have sex or even want to have sex with people. plural. people. just. because. its fun. holy shit. we are, the entire world, fucking repressed. we can talk about it like when you're in the beginning and ur all over each other bc it's new and exciting and it's infatuation! there's something fun about that! it’s the Primal Instinct and idk why we’re meant to deny that either. because it’s not just that. its not just the dopamine.

why do we form bonds with the people we fuck when our brains are like, “fine. here, you can have a little oxytocin... i’d rather you do it in the house bla bla bla” as if we’re gonna sit here and pretend that it doesn’t get better anyway???? you become physically familiar and it's in the same way we talk about love languages “we’ve had one, yes. what about second love language?” and that’s the physical one akdgjakgh IM SORRY. we learn about each other’s love languages and sex languages. it checks out idk

but back to the main point, that We Are Social Creatures.

i mean, even if are monogamous by choice, because we evolved in the way that both parents take care of the children - but so do their neighbours and their siblings and friends like this is the ‘destroy the nuclear family norm’ essentially and its such a westernised concept. it just doesn’t make sense to me!! and im not trying to push a non-monogamous agenda or whatever, as with everything in life, it is about freedom of choice (without judgmenent, risk of physical/mental harm, etc etc)

but we’re talking about queer history and gay pride because homosexuality has existed for centuries. sorry the straights whitewashed history ig. but why is it far-fetched to say, actually, what we call now ‘queerplatonic relationships’ or ‘collectivist culture’ or that proverb about how ‘it takes a village to raise a child’ like. im pretty sure these things have also existed for centuries. we’ve just been brainwashed into thinking. that they’re unnatural, immoral, or otherwise Wrong and Bad.

but in the way i was rambling and talking about why are we going against our nature and i said “what. its like there are rules for human beings that were not created by a human being. im sure im onto smth here 👀🤭” without realising where i was going and im like. ah. yes. religion. excellent.

what can i say, im a rabid anti-christian hopeless romantic sexual deviant<3

#emma.txt #the qtp essays #its just a tag let it do its thing #the polyam agenda is actually the opposite of christian missionaries #get in loser we're healing from church-enforced cishetnorm culture no more internalised lesbophobia/biphobia <3 #idk what the mlm are doing i dont go there

[aetheresort]

blue & sable • he/they or any • 21

@shadowera 🖤❤️💜💙💚

• minimal tagging, the only two important ones are blue and sable’s and beyond that it’s probably just going to be tags meant to make it easier for me personally to use my archive

• guys that you may see: blue, link, neku, sable

• those first three guys are functionally the same guy

• extremely sporadic activity; blog is literally meant for me to store posts that we like separately from other alters

• @shadowera is my boygirlfriends any heart emoji tag is for em

• no dni but i dont want a following so if i dont know you im probably blocking you sorry this is my hole

• my main is @determine

#🟦 #🎱

[griefurias]

(cracks my knuckles) might as well unleash the Maron gender + orientation food I guess

He's agender in the way that literally, gender does not apply to him whatsoever, and he doesn't care if someone finds it weird or hard to grasp. Binary and nonbinary identities alike do not fit, therefore, the label he uses is the one he has.

Doesn't care about keeping a consistent presentation. Enjoys that the school uniforms are the way they are because he doesn't have to think about how he's going to dress that day. On days where he's not in class/is in casual clothes you're just as likely to see him in a skirt/dress as you are shorts/pants.

can and will wear makeup if he wants to. Often does. Likes lipstick.

Uses masculine, neutral, and feminine terms interchangeably because he feels they all apply at once, since his understanding of gender is outside of the general constructs applied there. (Still a solid he/they for pronouns.)

Can be someone's boygirlfriend girlboyfriend. Completely unlabeled irt orientation, simply because he doesn't wanna bother with finding something overly specific. As long as you like him and he likes you that's about all that matters to him really. He's not picky about how someone identifies because that doesn't factor into if he has feelings for them or not; all that matters to him is if romantic feelings are mutual.

To attach to the above point, he does have a lot of. Guarded issues and reservations about the concept of relationships so you really gotta win him over to get anything out of him. Likes the idea of romance though.

#headcanon #This was long overdue anyways whoops

[angelspenance]

Anyway. Aru & Yuki really bad at their jobs paranormal investigators au.

#cath.txt #have been mulling over this one for a while. not even au just after theyre done with all the killing game shit they move into a shitty house #down the street from minene and nishijima's together and aru doesnt believe in the paranormal they just think its funny but yuki DOES #and aru loves investigating shit but like. really fucked up shit. like they soon find out most irl stuff doesnt really keep their attention #aside from the shit that went down during a literal killing game devised by god so theyre like yea ill tell ghosts to fuck off or whatever #and theyll look into the history of shit and go 'oh this is FUCKED. anyway wdym this place is haunted ghosts arent real (is literally an #angel)' #and yukis like ohhhh my boygirlfriend is fucking insane *holds their hand the whole fucking time. not like hes in love with them but He Is* #Aru: literally an angel. created by god. god tried to fucking kill them. makes love religious the second they get the chance #also Aru: i dont believe in ghosts but if i were killed i like to think id be the first #Yuki: i cant NOT kiss them.

[nightshiftersjail]

cupid’s chokehold came on shuffle. thinking of cas. logging back out.

#literally didn’t even log back into main on my phone so I wouldn’t tempt myself I need to be a human #but he’s my boygirlfriend<3

[theolddivorcedzukka]

u are the authority on sokka bc u know him. and zuko bc i dont trust the rest of the fandom with him lol

i know sokka so well he’s literally my best friend and my fictional boygirlfriend

also also also do you think the zukogatekeeper url is taken do you think—

#i am so relieved that you think i understand sokka BUT i’m even more relieved about zuko #because yeah zuko is a pretty easy character to understand but i still worry u know #like what if end up misinterpreting him (the way many many many z.ukka blogs do) #asks #ahuvi

[ttwistedtransistorr]

#jonathan davis #korn #goddamn #he’s so fuckin pretty #jon davis #nu metal #jd korn #literally boygirlfriend material #jonathan davis korn

[banghwa]

you are so right abt the 20 yr old gay thing <3 my jk biased dyke ass did not survive tonight Im Gone. so thankful to be living in the jk gay era. he keeps getting all the exact piercings i want and the fits and the sleeve like……….. i dont know how a Man brings so much boygirlfriend dyke energy to the table but i just know im winning……..i just know bts gets gay people (as if wings didnt already show it) like this lil black shirt and the chains and the luke skywalker twink chanel ass boots………thats my lesbian joth gf. BYE

LITERALLY jungkook 🤝 every lgbt 20-something yr old on the planet, from the hair dyeing to the piercings to ALL THE MESH SHIRTS HE OWNS im not talking about styling im talking about HIS OWN SHIRTS like no man acts that slutty without having a little bit of a bi awakening first..... i rly do hate to break it to the straight armys but the boy is My Dyke !!!!!!

#gave us cunty sith lord realness like i cannot say tjis any other way Hes For Us!! my girlhusband!! my malewife!! #like i dont actually care enough about jks life to actually think anything about his sexuality it’s just NICE :’) he’s relatable #💌 #anonymous

[qwertyfingers]

top 5 hunties

MAGNUSSSSSSS MY BESTIE MY WIFE MY BOYGIRLFRIEND MY GNC AWAKENING MY KING OF PINK FROSTED TIPS

alec. makes me understand being a deangirl like i get it now i understand better than i ever have before

LORENZO literally funniest bitch ever written hes a lizard he owns a faberge egg he got inspired to come out of the closet by his least favourite man in the whole world

maryse shes literally the Ultimate milf i think she should fuck rowena in the corssover fic

MELIORN. OR RAPHAEL. fuck why does hunties have so many good gay little men

#i'm sorry for beign a misogynis t

[angelspenance]

📂!!!

Aru feels severely disconnected from nearly everybody and just feels Off a good majority of the time before it’s revealed that they’re literally a creation of god to spy on the killing game he created despite Aru having no say in the matter. While Aru holds a fondness for professionalism the fact that most of their relationships are extremely distant (ie being called nothing more than Akise by the majority of their classmates and acquaintances) just feels so extremely isolating to them. The fact that they’re canonically considered the weird kid at school is charming but definitely doesn’t help that nagging sensation of Not Belonging Anywhere, Really. As a result of just feeling like an extra puzzle piece they try extremely hard to make up for it ie doing everything in their power to be useful to their friends, Nishijima, Minene, and, of course, Yuki. They drown themself in their cases not just as a way to pass the time or reach their aspirations of being a world class detective but also in a desperate attempt to prove themself worthy of simply existing. The reason their devotion to Yuki runs so deep is because Yuki… well they love Yuki extremely so. Yuki is someone who serves proof to the fact that Aru is very much so a person with feelings and a great capacity to love. In their eyes it only makes sense that they should repay him by dying for their love for him. Yuki simply not immediately regarding them as insane and downright fawning over them when they managed to win him back from Mao and Hinata through a simple trick of luck is more than Aru could ever ask for, especially considering how Yuki wasn’t extremely dismissive of their “casework” regarding him. While Hinata and Mao and Kousaka, whom they near immediately become severely attached to after the initial dog fiasco, and inevitably even Yuno, whom they grow to understand much more personally than they anticipated, are extremely near and dear to their heart, Yuki thinking they’re smart despite their quirks and constantly hitting on him and bothering to see them as more than just a pretentious asshole despite the half of themself they present to others which is in itself to deter from any potential emotional injury is something in their head that they can never repay him for. This is similarly why they become near immediately somewhat close with Nishijima and Minene, because Nishijima doesn’t see them as a joke and Minene knows the side of them that cannot let a person suffer, even if they’re a wanted terrorist, all too well. Aru is a “home is where your loved ones are” type to the point where a world without any of their aforementioned loved ones is near unthinkable. Yes, they’re more than aware of the fact that Yuki and Minene and Yuno are all sucked into the same killing game where supposedly only one victor can emerge from, but they’re more than willing to try anything imaginable to find a loophole in the contract. To Aru love is what makes them human and given their fucked up relationship with god love to them is religious enough for them to denounce god upon him deciding to remove them from this plane of existence. The reason Aru so deeply loves their friends is because they are the very thing that reminds them that they’re human no matter what Deus says; that they’re capable of love and caring and kindness and friendships made through shitty jokes and worse situations. While they may not be intended to be they Are. They’re not just the observer looking from the outside in, forever condemned to live alone in the shadows of those surrounded by loved ones; they’re Nishijima and Minene’s weirdass unintentionally adopted kid and Yuki’s exceedingly eccentric boygirlfriend and Kousaka and Hinata and Mao and Yuno’s fucked up best friend who knows how to cover their tracks should the situation call for it.

#thank u I’m so fucking sorry I went on so long abt Aru’s self worth issues ❤️ #heath4ze #asks

[angelspenance]

prompt: AruYuki couch kiss session in the manor (so of course someone is going to come embarrass them)

It's about two in the morning so of course Aru is just. Awake for no discernible reason given how they haven't really had anything that time consuming case-wise to work on since the killing game came to its close but awkwardly pace the halls of Hinata's father's old manor which Minene Nishijima and they had moved in to given how it was vacant besides Hinata, Aru lived alone at age 14 thanks to god not really thinking the logistics of that one through, Nishijima had a shitty lonely apartment, and Minene just kinda survived hideout to hideout so when Hinata offered the three of them residence they all kinda went "oh yea definitely" in unison. Anyway, they're wandering around. In the dark. And they about hit the living room when they hear a thunk against the window. And given how they've been relieved of constant mortal danger for hm about two months now they jump and kinda glance around to see if one of their swords is nearby and they're about to reach for one beneath the coffee table when they hear a "pst! hey! gayass!" in a voice thats all too familiar through the window that's slightly cracked open. And they turn and of course Yuki is standing at the edge of the reach of the light of a lamppost as he smugly says with a genuine smile "you mind letting me in?" And Aru sighs dramatically despite being more than happy to see Yuki and unlocks the front door before shutting it and locking it again near immediately. They remark "Unlike you to be up so late, nonetheless ask in to a strangers home," and Yuki rolls his eyes and says "Well I figured you'd be awake and I was awake so I--" and Aru cuts him off there with a "you couldn't sleep?" followed by a defeated "I couldnt sleep." Yuki complains "god i know you can see in the dark and shit but like would it kill ya to turn on a light for your boyfrie-- FUCK" and of course Yuki trips over the leg of the coffee table and of course Aru manages to catch him before he fully falls over but Aru isn't exactly well coordinated so its more of a "their arms are around him. Not really helping but their arms are around him." situation and they manage to stumble over to the couch and fall onto a more suitable surface than the floor. And Yuki's squarely on top of them so they say "you probably just woke up an ex terrorist and detective who both happen to be adjacent to parental figures to me AND you have the AUDACITY to borderline suffocate me on my own couch" and instead of saying he's sorry or just getting up as a normal person would, Yuki rolls over so he's about nose to nose with Aru but it's obvious that Yuki's the more flustered one in the moment and Aru just LAUGHS. Yuki goes "shut up I know you're like enamored with me or whatever like god I've heard you wax poetic about me you literally defied god because of how fucking in love with my lameass you are goddammit Aru could I have something for once? Anything?" And Aru laughs even harder while managing to choke out, "Just because I'm head over heels for you doesn't mean I can't acknowledge the fact that you are undeniably a fool at heart, my beloved Yuki" and suddenly Yuki's as calm as Yuki can be with a slight smile on his face and evenly says "fine; I see you've left me no other choice to shut you up" and Yuki kisses them on the lips and GOD Aru can feel themself blush and the second Yuki pulls away they comment "ah how the tables turn" and Yuki responds with "You're literally blushing sooo fucking hard your pupils are fucking HUGE you weirdass angel and you still have the nerve to--" "weirdass angel? oh is that a new term of endearment?" "I'm going to kill you I swear to--" "god? do you swear to god? you know that's funny because I--" and Yuki kisses them again and this time he's the one to say something when he pulls away "GOD if nothing else is going to make you shut up--" "Actually you're the one who came to MY residence at the lovely hour of two in the morning" "Yea yea. Try this, Sherlock Homo: what if I. Me. Yukiteru "Yuki" Amano am at LEAST a little.. god how do I put this.. in love with you. Aru Akise. My.. beloved....

boygirlfriend..." And Aru tries to not let the "oh he fucking said it out loud its really in the air huh" get to them but when they try to sarcastically answer "Yea I sure fucking hope so" their voice fails them for once and their just stuck blushing furiously with their lips tightly drawn into a frustrated but affectionate smile and Yuki knows he's won for literally once. "That's what I thought, gayass," and he kisses them another time, this time going so far as to cup their cheek, just as the lights get thrown on and lo and behold not only Minene but Nishijima and Hinata are in the doorway. And Yuki JUMPS when Minene exhaustedly says "Amano. What are you doing in my house. Kissing my child at two in the morning." And she continues with "I mean, congrats on the 'yeehaw got myself such a keeper I'll visit them when I know their dumbass will be up pacing around the house for no reason and then proceed to make the most loudmouthed gayboy known to man rendered speechless thanks to heartfelt homo moments' but god kid. Could ya let a bastard sleep?" And Hinata's LOSING it in the background while Nishijima just stands there half asleep looking amused with his head on Minene's shoulder and Minene herself is trying very hard not to let herself smile at the absurdity of the situation. Yuki can't bring himself to string together a coherent sentence but Aru finally comes to enough to say "Yea, Yuki. You see where the tiniest bit of rebellion lands you" and Yuki grabs them by the collar of their shirt only for Aru to say "Oh? Are you going to kiss me again?" but Minene immediately remarks, "Don't sound so suave and smug. Good god kid you can barely talk about Amano without reciting poetry or turning bright red-- Yea exactly like that actually" and she's smirking so so hard and Aru can feel their face BURNING and even Yuki can't help but start to laugh at them. Nishijima finally yawns "You can stay the night, Yuki, but try not to make the kid pass out or something? I mean, with the way they talk about you, you may as well be a saint. Goodnight." and with that the rest of them return to bed and the two of them can hear Hinata's snickering well down the hallway. Yuki manages to work up the nerve to ask "Did they really mean that, about the--" "Me constantly going on about you and being utterly in love with you? Unfortunately yes and I'm not sure how you would think otherwise" "Ah." "Yeah," Aru says while laying their head in Yuki's lap, "I MAY be just a little completely totally truly and genuinely in love with you. Maybe." "Yea I mean.... take away the frilly language there and I think I share your sentiment" "Thank god" Aru comments allowing themself a genuine smile that isn't in the least antagonizing for once. "Goodnight, I guess," Yuki awkwardly mutters. "Yea yea." Aru answers, sitting up to swiftly press a final peck to Yuki's cheek, "Goodnight, sweet cheeks." Yuki absentmindly places a hand to where Aru's lips touched his cheek and feels his cheeks burn only for Aru to call out "oh, you're sappy huh?" before they fall asleep with their head in his lap.

#asks #anon #idc idc i will write such extensive shit about aru n yuki for hours on end. thank u and anyway <3 #yuki: i will impress my boygirlfriend. failed step one. #yuki: wait nvm theyre literally in love with me as i am with them. lol. #rewrite tag #writing tag

[angelspenance]

Prompt: AruYuki reincarnated lovers

Yuki’s cursed to forget. Aru’s cursed to remember. You know that old saying that your birthmarks are where you got killed in another life? A thick line across their throat, a splotch over a major artery in their leg, a jagged marking over their heart. They remember all the times they’ve more than willingly thrown themself in harms way should it spell their beloved Yuki’s survival if only for another hour. To begin with it’s not so much a “love at first sight” thing given that Aru doesn’t jump to conclusions as it is a “oh I know you I know you so so well and yet..” exchanged in an alleyway as they help Yuki to his feet. And the thing is Aru doesn’t believe in soulmates but god the second they let Yuki into their thoughts they know that there’s just Something with him. And the fact that Yuki takes them to get coffee afterwards in thanks for helping his lameass out and allows Aru’s lingering glances and more than intentional brush of their fingers against his doesn’t help with the vague sense of “oh who am I kidding you mean the world to me someway somehow; you’re… you’re….” And Yuki goes to brush some of their hair out of their eyes so he has at least somewhat of an idea of what’s running through their thoughts and the brief contact initiated on Yuki’s end makes it all click together. A flash of a gunshot to the heart a dagger to the throat a knife to the thigh. Yuki watching in horror. It all clicks together. And Aru decides to say nothing about it, just tilt their head stir their matcha with its straw and let a halfhearted smile play across their lips. Aru’s more than content to leave Yuki out of the loop so long as it means he doesn’t have to deal with their stupid little ideas as to why they’re absolutely drawn to Yuki and Yuki seems more or less of the same. Ideas they’re certain have more than some truth to them. And of course Aru’s more than willing to admit the fact that they’re already more than partial to Yuki on their own accord, a genuine smile tugging at the corners of their lips as Yuki complains “are you trying to seduce me or something” at the sight of them anxiously chewing on their lips. “Glad to know what stress does to me makes me irresistible” they remark whilst still mulling over their little realization and turning Yuki’s face bright red without much effort. And of course they bicker and hit it off pretty well with Aru insisting on walking Yuki home if not solely to patronize him and of course they somehow end up swapping numbers and of course in about a month they end up being boygirlfriends to Hinata’s surprise but neither Mao nor Yuno’s, who she owes a $20 bill to each. And to Aru it’s more than welcome and ideal and god a downright a blessing but the more they hold Yuki’s hand the more Yuki sweeps them off of their feet and into his arms to bother them in a charming manner the more the two of them end up falling asleep together watching shitty tv shows the more the entire ordeal feels like deja vu to Aru. The more they remember. It all comes to a head when Yuki kisses Aru for the first time and slowly pulls away in tears but with a weak attempt at a smile as well. “We’ve done this before” “Mhm” “In another life” “Yup” “And you..” “Oh yea a thousand times over I..” “Figures your dramatic ass would be the one of us to kick the bucket so many times in so many theatrical ways” “Says Mr ‘oh fuck just figured out what my boygirlfriend has known since day one and now I’m in literal tears’“ “DAY ONE???” “I am rather perceptive” “And you didn’t think--” “No I did think and I settled on not burdening you with that baggage. Nobody wants to hear they’ve watched their, dare I say, beloved die before their eyes a thousand times over. The truth is everything but, Yuki, do you really wanna dwell so long on the fact we’ve done this dance amongst the stars for an eternity and will continue doing so forever more?” “Well when you phrase it like that I do kinda wanna drown in that sentiment” “Of fucking course you do,” Aru sighs, and with that they cup Yuki’s cheek and pull him into a kiss they’re certain they’ve done a thousand times before and will do a thousand times again without so much as considering growing sick of it. And Yuki laces his fingers around the back of Aru’s neck and remarks “You sure have a way with words when you’re not putting my brain through a blender with whatever comes out of your mouth” and Aru scoffs and has to physically restrain themself from full out laughing as they manage to snicker out “Oh so ‘gayboy summer’ is a confusing statement compared to ‘yea we’ve literally lived this a thousand times over in each other’s embrace and I pieced it together the same day I let you into my life, likely thanks to the fact that I’ve literally died for you time and time again?’“ “Yea you get it.” “And you’re going to ignore the fact that I have a history of dy--” “Yea. I’ll make this time around different.” and Aru sits for a solid thirty seconds on this heartfelt statement and decides to go with their instinctual response of “You prommy?” and Yuki says “god fine I’LL kill you then” as he wraps them in his embrace.

#asks #anon #thank u i have been thinking abt this fucking. nonstop since i saw this on break. theyre in lov......