#hyena speaks

[hyenasatanist]

Uhoh I'm about to be torn in half by two podcasts at once! Already jumping back on that TMA oc bandwagon SHIIIIIT

#the magnus archives #malevolent podcast #hyena speaks #i was up till like 11pm last night rotating blorbos so now i have to spend my weekend drawing them #prepare for some oc content bc until the next malevolent chapter this is all ill think about

[queer-petplay]

are you still looking for a dom?

kinda. I'm being a lot more selective than I used to be. my last dom turned out not to care me as much as i thought he did. there were some hurtful things he did that i believe were unintentional, which is whatever. but he also couldn't set his ego aside and apologize for something just bc he didnt understand why it was hurtful. which ok, context: he joked about me sucking his dick for 🍃 and, as someone who has done that before, I took him seriously (lol yeah im stupid) and was pissed off when it turned out it was just a joke. but ig bc I was pissed off it wasn't valid that i was hurt. I decided if he wasn't able to understand why I felt the joke was sexually inappropriate maybe I shouldn't be trusting him to understand consent so I told him I didn't want to do kinky things with him anymore. At this point there were two occasions he neglected aftercare (accidentally but it still fucked me up) and an occassion where he accidentally violated my consent (I really won't elaborate on this or any asks about it. It was a traumatizing experience and now both him and his partner are trying to say I consented to it in the first place. So anyway this was like the 3rd strike for me and I was like I don't feel safe doing stuff with this guy anymore. Then he decides he doesn't want to be friends anymore. So like I guess that shows what my value was to him.

I deserve a dom that wants to understand when they hurt me, even if it's accidental. why is it so hard to find someone who will beat you up and also care about you?

jk but my face when he fucks disrespectfully and beats me but it turns out he never cared about me:

#hyena speaks #dont be surprised if i edit/delete this bc this was probably the most personal ive gotten on here #answered asks

[queer-petplay]

tbh i think being roughly fingered would heal me

#hyena speaks #bd/sm pet #bd/sm puppy #queer nsft #nsft puppy

[queer-petplay]

hello!! i am not that anon, but micro stuff is so good and so hard to find, would it be ok if i asked for it also?

sure! I've kinda been going through some stuff so I can't guarantee when id get to it

#answered asks #hyena speaks #answered

[queer-petplay]

Was scrolling through your blog and omg you're into microphilia?? Oh my god please write content for it I beg of you there's literally none I can find that doesn't end up as a foot fetish(simply not my thing) but just small human easily overpowered by big human is so so good

omg come off anon I can definitely send you things I wrote. Idk how much microphilia I'll actually post on this blog

#hyena speaks #microphilia #answered asks #sorry i havent looked at my inbox in a while so i just noticed this

[queer-petplay]

feral is the right word to use on your blog. poor thing, you seem so desperate. hope you find someone to help you with that, hm?

are you flirting with me or bullying me?

#asks #answered asks #hyena speaks

[queer-petplay]

imagine you're sucking dick and your dom pulls out a metronome to set the tempo

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[queer-petplay]

fuck it, looking for a temporary dom. Feel free to hmu if you're looking for a puppy

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[queer-petplay]

I'm a strong puppy but you're stronger. Pin me down and piss on me to show me you own me. Then fuck me (covered in your piss) in any of my holes. I'm yours to use how you want.

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[queer-petplay]

I just need to be your puppy. I'll always be your good puppy. At the end of the day, it's the only thing that matters.

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[queer-petplay]

44, 45

44. What do you masturbate to?

I usually masturbate to my own fantasies. I used to use porn but the porn industry has a lot of ethical issues and so any porn I consume in the future I plan on being small creators/businesses whose work I have paid for.

The fantasies I imagine always include some form of non consent, usually coercion. I would consider myself to have a non consent kink because it's rare that anything else will get me off.

The exceptions to this are sometimes when I'm having sex and grinding on someone (usually while riding dick or grinding on someone's thigh) I can get off from the sensation in the moment if I'm degraded enough.

The majority of the time I get off is me masturbating, the rest of the time is me grinding on someone, and then a handful of times people have given me a clit orgasm with a vibrator. I think part of why no one has really ever gotten me off is that how I typically orgasm is u spot and it takes a lot of time and patience to achieve that. My current partner has gotten close to giving me a u spot orgasm a couple times but we got interrupted both times. Maybe I should see if they're up to trying it again sometime.

45. How often do you masturbate?

It fluctuates based on my mood. Usually it's at least once a week. Sometimes it's daily. Sometimes it's multiple times daily. Like I've said I have a high sex drive.

#hyena speaks #answered asks

[queer-petplay]

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21. How much foreplay do you like?

I love foreplay. I love extended foreplay. I love foreplay that lasts all day. My partner and I bumping into each other. Light smacks. Suggestive remarks. Groping. I love all that flirty energy building up until it culminates in hard fast sex. Heavy fingering or pounding. Being shoved around and grabbed and slapped. Very hot

#hyena speaks #answered asks

[queer-petplay]

7, 8, 9, 10

7. Biggest turn on?

Wrestling/play fighting. Hands down. Rough stuff and impact in general turn me on. My current partner and I got involved after an impromptu faceslapping scene when we were friends.

8. Biggest turn off?

Being infantilized (called baby, little one, baby girl, etc) and most ageplay stuff. Other things that in general turn me off: genital incision, people who take it personally that they can't make me cum (there are like 3 times in my life someone besides myself made me cum. I prefer to just masturbate after we have sex while my partner plays with my body.)

9. (Answered)

10. Weirdest thing that has turned you on?

I think the weirdest for me is microphilia. Something about tiny people being captured and sexually tortured by life sized humans really arouses me.

Other than that there are weirdly specific roleplay things. Like for example I think being forced to ride someone and being told you'll be blackmailed if you don't make yourself cum is really hot.

#hyena speaks #answered asks #blackmail roleplay

[queer-petplay]

Quickest way to get horny?

This was number 9 in an ask game I recently posted.

The quickest way for me to get horny is for my nipples to be touched or to be degraded/objectified. My nipples are really sensitive and I'm so slutty for being degraded.

But like in case not obvious, the person doing it matters. Strangers degrading me randomly or my nipples being touched nonconsentually are not things I'm going to respond favorably to.

#hyena speaks #answered asks

[queer-petplay]

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17. Uncut or cut?

Either. I don't have a preference. The most of an opinion I have on this is that I wish it was more the norm for adults to decide to get circumcised rather than the parents of infants.

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[queer-petplay]

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41. Do you have any strange or extreme kinks?

I think some are extreme but not necessarily strange bc that's subjective but in comparison to what Ive seen I think the weirdest thing Im in is microphilia. But my hardest kinks are: knifeplay, bloodplay, mindfuck hypnoplay, cnc, abduction roleplay, drowning play, piercing play, and suture play. I'm into pretty heavy degradation and humiliation as well, in a way that goes farther than some people would but not as far as others.

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