sorry spoilers for the cabin at the end of the world by paul tremblay but
i cant stop thinking about wen, about how not one adult wanted her to get hurt, everyone thought they could protect her, would protect her—but they were always kidding themselves, they were always lying to themselves that they could control the violence. The four that broke in kept emphasizing that they didnt want “unnecessary” violence—they didnt want eric to fall and hit his head, they didnt want andrew to beat up redmond, whenever one of them broke and started threatening eric and andrew, someone else (usually leonard) called them back to the ritual. Adrienne and Leonard dont die the way they’re supposed to, at least judging by the ceremony surrounding redmond’s death—yet they still put the white masks over them in death, as though doing so will recontain the violence, put it back in its ritual safe, wash the blood from their hands even though they know they cant do that but it’s all just to make themselves feel better, because really, they never had control of the violence
and after wen dies, leonard is consumed with guilt, not only because he broke his promise, but because he knows he didnt have the right to make it in the first place
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the amount of hours i have spent watching the same four fucking videos of donna fucking murphy sing the same four goddamn songs should be a concerning element of my mental health* but alas i'm by far the most stable i have ever been in my life and i'm beginning to think this whole hyperfixating thing is actually how my brain works when it's lacking in dopamine and should not be a concern at all
*a sign that i'm escaping reality, as that's been my lifelong pattern which i desperately desire to no longer repeat and have been taking active steps in doing away with altogether
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I have incomprehensible thoughts rn about how many classic American folk songs are kinda fucked up (and many are "sanitized" for modern listening to be less fucked up), and it's wild that we just, teach these songs to children without any context or anything? like, clementine is about a miner's daughter DROWNING TO DEATH as he watches helplessly? Old folks at home is a fucking RACIST AF ass song written by a white dude in the perspective of a slave who has been freed who misses his life on a plantation? when John Henry was sang by miners it often had ad-libbed, graphic lyrics about having sex with women at the end of the work day (as a way to motivate themselves and get them through the hell that was mining in the 1800s), and a lot of our modern versions are just super sanitized? like I get its hard to explain a lot of that shit to kids but like, its often never revisited and those songs are just left as sanitized, incoherent childhood introductions to America when they actually all have great amounts of value and history when put into context!!
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okay so pet peeve is people getting really uppity about people having a wrong idea of a comic book character because "the comic that idea comes from is bad/wrong/a retcon."
on one hand, yes, that sucks and I hate it too!! I've complained about that very thing.
on the other. that's the fault of the people making the comics, not the people who read them. you get that, right?
no one is actually obligated to do the research and read what you consider to be the correct versions of that character and fix their mindset. if a person reads a shitty version of that character and forms ideas based on that then?? that's a shame but it's not a fucking crime. where do some of you people get off attacking and shaming people for reading canon material and treating it like it's canon? you may not like it. it may ruin that person's experience with that character. that sucks but they didn't actually do anything wrong and they aren't stupid just cause that's the version of that media they happened to engage with.
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If you can't tell by the fact that I'm still thinking on Riyria, The Blade Itself left me rather uninspired all things considered.
Not even done with the damn thing yet but I already know that where all the plot is and I'm not happy I sat through 20.5 hours to get there.
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