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here-2suffer · 1 year

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Happy Valentines day yall! Here's a lil treat! A big thank you to @kattramen for helping me with this, I don't think I would've been ready with it today if it wasn't for them. This is based on/inspired by @gniteruirui 's au thing! Hope you all enjoy! Long post warning!

It's February 14th, Valentines day. But instead of being happy and in love like everyone else is, you're devastated and alone.

You look across the daycare to see Sun talking with another daycare assistant, they seem so happy.

Why can't you be happy with this?

...

You know why.

You love him. You love him so much, but he loves them. You want to be happy for them, you really do, but you just can't bring yourself to.

You pretend it's fine though. You're not gonna make them feel bad and ruin their days just because you feel bad, and especially not on Valentines day. So you busy yourself with reorganizing everything on the desk, again. At least it gives you something to distract yourself with.

Except it doesn't. You can hear their talking, so you reach for your headphones to tune them out with music, until you realize you forgot to bring your headphones today.

Lucky you.

"Hey there! Happy cupid day!" Mark suddenly materializes next to you with a pink rose in hand.

"Ack!-" You step back in surprise and almost trip over your own two feet. "B- Jeezus Mark! You've got to stop sneaking up on me like that!" The talking from Sun and the other employee has stopped, but you're too preoccupied with the idiot (affectionate) that jumpscared you.

"Ha, sorry about that." He held out the rose to you. "Here, have this as an apology." He smiled and you took the rose. "It's fake, so you don't have to worry about it dying." He winked. You roll your eyes. "Geez, thanks for being so considerate." He grinned triumphantly. "Yeah, it's my job as your best friend."

You're about to say something back when Sun speaks loudly from the middle of the daycare. "Allllright everybody! It's gift giving time for our favorite love holiday! Get your gifts and gather around!" His voice is as loud and energetic as always. You're heart starts to hurt again hearing his voice, you don't want to go, but you don't really have a choice. Mark grabs your hand and gives it a little squeeze, offering you a comforting smile, one that says "You got this." You smile and squeeze his hand back, then you grab your gifts for everyone and head to middle of the daycare.

It only takes a couple minutes before everyone is gathered here with their gifts, Sun has decided we'll be going around in a circle so no one is left out of gift giving.

The first one up is... the one Sun likes. Of course. They go around and give everyone a Hershey's kiss. The next person goes, giving everyone a drawing they've done, it's really good actually. Things keep going with smiles and laughter until Mark's turn.

He goes around and gives everyone a friendship bracelets, everyone except you, that is. You don't mind, he's made you plenty before, and he's already given you a gift, but everyone else doesn't know that.

There's small gasps and someone chokes on their chocolate kiss. "Hey Mark, I think you forgot about them." Kent points at you. You wave it off. "No, no, Mark didn't forget about me. He already gave me my gift earlier, don't worry about it." Eveyone seemed to relax, there was some sighs of relief. Mark put on a mock offended face. "You guys really think I'd leave my bestest friend in the whole wide world out of this?" A lighthearted joke to get things back to normal and moving again.

Sun gave everyone tiny origami butterflies, and then it was your turn.

You brought roses. You didn't want to give what other people gave out, and you didn't know what else to give, so you brought roses. You gave everyone 2 roses, and everyone had 1 yellow rose, and whatever other color depending on how you felt towards them.

That was until you got to Sun, the last one you needed to give roses to. You gave him one blue rose, unable to meet his gaze as you handed it to him. "Sorry Sun, guess I miscounted, I only have enough to give you one."

His usual happy smile faltered a little, but he gingerly took the rose. "It's a-okay! Roses are very popular around this time of year, I totally understand if they ran out of roses for you!" You put on your best smile and walked back to Mark, never once meeting Sun's gaze. He kept looking to see if you would look back, to see if you cared, but you didn't look back. He was a little hurt that he was the only one who got one rose, but he knew that there were probably no more roses at the stores you went to. At least that's what he wanted to believe.

Everyone went back to doing their own thing when it was finished. Sun started talking with same person again (seriously, does he ever talk to anyone else?), and you went back to the security desk with Mark.

...

Mark takes your hand in his own. "Listen, I know you're trying to get over him, but did you really have to do that?" He's whispering, making sure no one else eavesdrops on your conversation. You sigh. "I... No, but I can't help it. I don't want to hurt his feelings, but for some reason I don't feel like I can just do nothing but avoid him, I felt like I needed to do something else to make me feel better."

"Well, do you feel better?" He gave your hand a little squeeze, he never judged you or thought you cruel for the things you did, he always understood. "...No. I think I might feel worse.." You felt the tears coming to your eyes and your voiced cracked, you were never good with your emotions.

He pulled you into a hug. "It'll be okay."

Sun watched from across the daycare as you hugged him back, he was beginning to wonder if he should come and ask what was wrong. He hated seeing you upset, he wanted to comfort you.

"But he didn't really seem to care anyway." Right. He was in a conversation with someone, it would be rude to leave. So he stayed with this special person, and you stayed with Mark.

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Almost everyone was gone now, even Sun's best friend. It was only you, Kent, and someone else who's name you forgot (you didn't talk to them anyway). The lights are off so you didn't have to worry about avoiding Sun to save your heart, but you did have to worry about Moon. He's been talking to you more than usual lately.

He's on top of the tallest play structure, directly above your coworker like a cat ready to pounce an unsuspecting victim, but he never makes the move to do so. But the person has to clock out now, so they do. Moon stays on the play structure, though now he's looking directly at you.

You look around, Kent is across the daycare, he's too preoccupied with his tasks and music to notice if anything happens to you. That usually wouldn't be a good thing, but it is today.

You wave at Moon with a smile, signaling for him to come over. He tilts his head, he doesn't do anything but stay still. You think he might not come, but then his wire comes down and connects to the latch on his back and he starts swimming in the air towards you.

Once he's like 5 feet away from you, he stops swimming and just stays there, he doesn't even go back on the ground. You put your bag on the table and reach inside, he keeps looking between you and your bag. You smile and pull out 2 roses, one blue and one orange. His eyes widen in surprise.

"Uh, so. I notice that you don't really get any gifts from any holiday, and I wanted to give you one because you.. mean a lot to me." You hold out the roses and smile.

He just stares at them for a couple of seconds. You got him roses? Two of them.. He reaches out to take the roses, but instead of taking them, he grabs your wrist and pulls you close. It's so sudden you don't even have time to react before you find yourself in his embrace.

He's hugging you. He's holding up your wrist with the roses in them so they don't get damaged somehow in the hug. Once the shock wears off, which only took a second or two, you hug him back.

"Thank you..." He whispers into your ear and hugs you a little tighter for a second before letting go and taking the roses. A part of you is a little disappointed he let go, but the way he holds the roses and looks at the with awe makes everything okay. For a moment, everything else vanishes, and it's just you and Moon. He looks back up at you.

"Orange and blue... For sun and mine's colors?" You blink, not understanding what he means for a second. Then you get it and your eyes widen a little. "Oh no! Not at all. Uh, those roses are for you. I gave everyone roses, the colors are based of of my feelings for them, and these are based of my feelings for you."

He looks back down to the roses. "Okay. Thank you. Like them." He smiles a little, it makes you feel butterflies. All the butterflies you've been trying to put to rest are now going wild now. Your brain starts screaming at you.

Stop it.

They don't like you like that. Give it up.

Your alarm rings, you jump at the sudden noise. You turn it off and look at Moon again. "Heh, sorry. I guess I have to go now. Bye Moon, I'll see you tomorrow!" You grab your bags and wave to Moon as you leave. He wears the same smile and waves you off until you're out of sight.

He wanted to stay with you a little longer..

Sun was online, he still hadn't gone to "sleep". He saw everything.

You said you ran out of roses. But you brought two for Moon. Did you lie? Why? His metaphorical heart was broken.

"Moon- why.. why did I only get one? Do.. do they hate me?" Moon paused. He he was so caught up in the fact you gave him a gift that he forgot what happened with Sun earlier.

He was always online during gift giving time, he wanted to see what everyone brought. He saw you only give Sun one rose. One blue rose.

"I gave everyone roses, the colors are based of of my feelings for them."

Blue. "They gave roses based on feelings. What does blue rose mean?" A quick internet search in their head. "Mystery or attaining the impossible?"

...

You gave them both a blue rose.

What did that mean? What's so impossible for you to get of them?

...

Sun went offline. Now it was just Moon and Kent in the room.

So much for a happy Valentines day.

#Jsjsjshabj #happy valentines day you guys!#my writing #sun x reader #i guess?#idk #moon x reader #i think #long post

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ovalcastle · 6 years

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valentine’s day tag!

1. Who was your first kiss and what was it like?

a boy i barely knew, i was drunk as heck. lol wildin. the taste of cigarettes will always remind me of it yikesss

2. Are you in a relationship? If so, are you happy?

nope! but i am happy

3. Do you have a crush?

a few lmao. one on two different people in my class, a boy from tinder, a boy from camp lol but theyre not. like crushes tm. we chillin over here

4. Who is your crush?

see above!

5. Are you a virgin?

nope!

6. What do you think of Valentine’s Day?

wonderful and pink and red and saccharine sweet baby soft love flush

7. Who is your Valentine?

my wonderful friends who ive bonded w over cutting out toxic people

8. Have you ever asked anyone out?

no actually lmao

9. Who is your celebrity crush?

sebastian stan can literally choke me to death LMAO HAVE YALL SEEN CHRIS EVANS WITH HIS BEARD IM LITERALLY NUTTING im afraid and also so turned on i might cry lol

10. Has anyone ever asked you out and you turned them down?

yaaa

11. Do you think anyone has a crush on you right now?

for sure lol im a tasty lil shnack

12. What is your favorite thing to do on Valentine’s Day

wear elaborate makeup eat fancy chocolate smell lovely kiss someone on the cheek or mouth

13. What’s the best Valentine’s Day that you’ve had so far?

i have literally never had a good valentines day since i was a child and my parents bought me a lot of chocolate

14. What’s your idea of a perfect date?

get really high eat vegan food go to a laser show of beyonces lemonade and then bang

15. How do you know when you’re in love?

i dont! never been in romantic love! but with platonic love its like… a warmth that lays underneath everything and makes things softer. finding comfort in a person

16. Have you ever loved someone on a romantic level?

see above!

17. Do you prefer more or less clingy relationships?

L E S S miss me with that codependent shit

18. Do you feel like you’re loved on an everyday basis?

my friends are… glowing angels of light…. angelic beings,,, filled with good… i love them so they love me so. soft butterflies of complex human beings who i want to kiss gently on each cheek and wrap in blankets.

19. Are you usually the first person to make a move?

nope! almost never lol

20. Have you ever asked someone out and they turned you down?

nope!

21. Do you feel like you’re the dumpee or dumper most of the time?

i dumped the only two people ive had anything close to relationship with lol so dumper i guess

22. What’s your “type”?

artistic curly haired brunettes with moles and soft lips and creative senses of humor. they tend to be tall but that may be bc im so tall that short ppl are.. scared..

23. What are some of your favorite physical characteristics for your crush to have?

see above!

24. Are you a hopeless romantic?

i am a romantic who is FULL of hope!

25. Do you think that you’re a good kisser?

i do my best but i think thats subjective lmao and i dont like… the way… we quantify and remove the qualities of wonder and joy from sex….. by making it… something that we rate and judge on lol

26. What’s the farthest that you’ve ever gone?

idk ive fucked ppl is that what ur asking

27. Have you ever had a secret admirer?

ummm ive had a stalker does that count (it doesnt)

28. Have you ever been someone’s secret admirer?

ive had crushes on ppl for years on end and never communicated it to them does that count (it doesnt)

29. Do you have romantic fantasies? If so, what are they like and who is in them?

im making noodles in a fogged up kitchen in our tiny apartment in the city. its night. you arrive home and you brought me flowers and i put them in water and i sit on the kitchen counter in my apron as the noodles cook and make out with you. i lay in bed with you naked all morning. we both read. neither of us speak at all.

30. What’s something that always turns you on?

when ur like in public and they like clearly like you and theres tension and they brush past u or we and they touch you a lil more than they needed to and ur like!!!! :+o !!!!!!

@septemberninth92

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