#i just feel like both would be very OOC?

[ofhumanvoice-a]

AUs popping up in my mind like nobody’s business.

#ooc;; #//padawan grogu and evil grogu are two very tempting ideas #i just feel like both would be very OOC? #but isn't rp about exploring different sides/possibilities for characters? #idk idk

[poebrey]

strange new worlds is not doing enough strange or new for me

#strange new worlds #snw critical #the nostalgia bait show is failing to both provide nostalgia or give me a new reason to watch #the writing is so solid overall and it’s so pretty and the cast is giving so much effort and yet it just feels stuck #and impeded by canon #and the episodic format both helps and hinders this #I get that it’s supposed to TOS-esque in that way but there’s a reason why I routinely forget half that show #as opposed to TNG or DS9 #also in this specific ep DSC did so much heavy lifting to give us a plausible new Spock and SNW Spock is….. #not right even just in comparison to his original appearance let alone TOS Spock #where’s his bitchiness and his love of science and his barely logically supported batshit ideas where did he go #it’s like for every five minutes Spock being himself #we get an episode of purposefully OOC Spock and it’s throwing me off #and that would be fine but other than him and Pike no one is getting substantial development #how was season 1 better with this im so very confused

[fortifice]

I need to talk about gepard landau again.

#the fact that this man has experienced so much loss and death and grief but never been given a place to experience it let alone overcome or #cope with it #nightmares ? absolutely #nights of sleeplessness yes #I do also feel like the foundation of his world is very much built upon the bones of working and working #and one day it’ll stop and he’ll feel it all at once and it’ll be like drowning #every day I think about the responsibility he shoulders #it’s so much #too much for one person #he would still take on more too #it’s just how he is both shaped by nature and nurture #and it messes me up #。 ‧͙*̩̩❆ ooc ‚ ⁱᶠ ʸᵒᵘ ᵈᵒⁿ'ᵗ ᵗᵉʳʳⁱᶠʸ ᵖᵉᵒᵖˡᵉ ᵃ ˡⁱᵗᵗˡᵉ ᵇⁱᵗ ᵗʰᵉⁿ ʷʰᵃᵗ'ˢ ᵗʰᵉ ᵖᵒⁱⁿᵗ / ᵒᵘᵗ ᵒᶠ ᶜʰᵃʳᵃᶜᵗᵉʳ

[solarisgod]

LOOK AT THIS SENSORY ROOM OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!!

#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ OOC . › #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ ILLUSTRATION . › #[ THIS IS SO COOL AND GORGEOUS AAAAAAAAA ] #[ IM SO!!!!!!!! FLAPPING HANDS!!!!!!!!!!!! ] #[ I told my colleague thay I love stars so much ; so seeing this made me very happy and she was just ‘ awww 🥺 ‘ ;w; ] #[ this genuinely made my day I wish I can have this in us cluster’s roomfndkkefjshdbhd ] #[ it’s playing a lullaby as well here and aaaaaaaaa I love it here so much!!! ] #[ I just KNOW Micah would have something like this in both their childhood and personal home ;;;;; ] #[ but this was one of the best things to happen in my life ever ] #[ NOT even exaggerating ; I got emotional and teared up ndjkJNKHBDJNLK it's the closest feeling I'll ever get being in space truly ]

[mrsducky]

HOUSE OF ASHES (2021) Chapter 22, “Semper Fi”

#house of ashes #hoa #salim othman #hoa salim #supermassive games #mine: house of ashes #mine #just beat the game using only head options #screaming crying throwing up #this is such a ooc choice for Jason though lol it's literally just there for the drama and angst #I also don't think Nick would encourage leaving Salim behind??? like is there something I'm missing here #idk it just feels very forced and unnatural for both characters #anyways. Salim 💔😭 #remains the best character even in his final moments

[soulsxng]

I forgot to mention it earlier, but I've decided that the Pirodeti are a part of the royalty verse. They're not a widely known thing though, and honestly I think the only two of them that I have as a part of things is Enoch and Shilo.

#[what is she getting us into now? -ooc-] #Y'all want to know why I decided on that? #because 1) I'm attached to Eno's cloud wings. I can't imagine him with any other kind of wings; it's too weird. #Like...him having no wings at all would feel more normal to me. So that says a lot I feel sdlkfna #And 2) Much to the same tune #Enoch is very attached to the fact that he usually has a few hundred eyes (though you can't actually see those eyes most of the time) #And was unwilling to...yknow. /Not/ have that. #That was literally his biggest thing: 'What do you /mean/ I don't have my other eyes? Why not??? Give them back to me' #'Or I'm gonna be a PROBLEM.' #...and much like when Lera threatens to throw a fit #Enoch is one of those muses that-- when they threaten me with that #I just put my hands up take a big step back and say 'nonono please don't do that I beg you please be good--' #and give them what they want #luckily in both cases they're usually fairly reasonable with their requests

[dutybcrne]

Smth smth, Khaenriahns having similar thing to the Ackermans in AoT

#//The whole 'power that can be Awakened in times of duress' #//Exhibiting increased physical abilities; gaining the combined power of Khaenri'ahns before them via some connection to them #//I like it v much #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Also v much like the Ackerman Protectiveness™ being PART of it. It wasn't inherently in the og; I know; but IMAGINE #//In addition to getting that Awakened Power; it also lets Khaenri'ahns form a sorta Warrior's Bond w the one fighting w them in the moment #//So the trigger for it would not only be survival; but also a sense of Protectiveness over sb. Not necessarily romantic or anything #//Just a strong feeling of attachment & fealty to the one would TRUST with your very life; reflexively as breathing. Who'd do so in return #//Which would make me both laugh and cry if you consider Diluc & Kaeya #//Just #//Lil bby Kae activating the bloodline instinct during an outing gone South; & having a Crisis bc Luc's not Khaenri'ahn #//Does it even MEAN anything? Will HIS instincts go haywire bc Luc's not Khaenri'ahn? Are the gods gonna PUNISH him for it? #//For imprinting on a Teyvat-born; gods-blessed mortal? Or worse; in doing so; would Luc be damned in the process too? #//Meanwhile bby Luc the INSTANT of their oath to be sworn brothers was just. Already Like That. No Khaenri'ahn bloodline influence #//Heck; mans dramatic ass was prolly Ride or Die; from the START; then with that he had MORE incentive. The perfect fit to complement it #//Close to mutual enough until The Confrontation; then Kae's left reeling. There was nothing to sever on Luc's part; but it still Hurt Kae #//It's in his BLOOD to care abt & protect him. Prolly drive Kae mad when Luc went off to Snezhnaya & went through Hell; knowing he Caused i #//STILL resolved to help & support Luc; as per the inherent purpose of the bond; even if Luc won't want him to. What else can he do? #//The pain of Luc keeping him at arms length & aftermath of the betrayal is Nothing compared to what Kae'll feel if Luc dies; he figures #//And in Different Case; imagine Dain & Halfdan. A bond formed in the most Dire of times for Khaenri'ahns; them already having been close #//Maybe love already having budded b/w them. Only for an extreme life or death to spark it further; as their bond was Sealed #//Imagine if the mutual bond also let them sense each other's emotions; perhaps not ENTIRELY; but Just Enough to tell if they need help #//So if the other needs them; they can Tell right away. To be spurred to action and rush to their side in times of need #//With that; them Immediately sensing the difference as of That Day. The JOY in realizing the very mutual feelings they had in additon #//Feeling each other's love seeping through their bond; fond little bursts & flares felt whenever they think of each other; when they smile #//Warm feelings shared; even when they were apart. ESP then. Them hurrying to the other's side when they sense a dip or cold feeling #//Imagine how it would feel when Dan died; Dain's reeling from his own anguish & Dan's pain; Dan's grief in leaving him like this #//& the Emptiness Dain would feel; as bond b/w them would Shatter as Dan draws his final breath. A part of his heart & soul carved out #//Lmao; this all happened bc I was like 'Ey what if Khaenri'ahns were just Built Different' #//I do like this concept; gonna file it away for later

[bravevolunteer]

michael's complexities are so intriguing and one of the many reasons i love him but oh god does it kill me as a chronic overexplainer

#he is a GREY character. and i've stated this and a lot of the nuances that come with him so many times #but i will be leaning into one end of it and immediately think 'oh god i have to clarify that i'm not trying to over #exaggerate this like fanon would' and WHY do i have to do that exactly!! huh brain!!! #especially in regards to his anger bc that is a very complicated thing for him it doesn't go away post bo83 like #some people tend to think in fact it gets worse in the trauma sense he's just dealing with it in a different way #or i'll see posts like 'people need to stop being afraid to make michael a dick' and like YEAH. most of my responses #Are him being an asshole he's not Nice but i do not think he's a terrible person either. it's up to you whether you think he's a GOOD perso #but i find it important to emphasize that he Tries. idk i just always feel the need to clarify that i Want to emphasize how he exists on #both ends at the same time and the dichotomy of his character or else i start getting nervous that people will think i SUCK. #which is stupid his character is like a collective delusion he's just a shared oc HDGDD #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc

[iirvings]

okay but really the heimdall scene for zelloyd really gives me the vibes of lloyd actually being the one to have to hold zelos back in an argument just. lloyd having to be like "down boy" whenever zelos feels like someone slighted or hurt him.

#I just think it would be very funny #if zelos were to actually be the feral one in the relationship #“you get mad enough for the both of us” like is that not supposed to make me feel mushy #I'm care these idiots #and I think abt them a lot #zelloyd// #!bladeless! (ooc)

[hidrogenium]

#;ooc #ooc #SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP JUMPING GOING INSANE #i love when s.ervants recognize how much the staff does for the master and everyone;; bc its so true!! #dont mind me :a.rju putting hand over his face pose: i just needed to keep this #MR J.EKYLL U CANT SAY THESE THINGSSS SO NATURALLYYYY #I'm also curious over how this would have gone if h.yde took over his place #prob very different; tbh in the state his character is in; i feel like j.ekyll and h.yde reaching a common ground would be turbo difficult #unless this 'same ground' benefited h.yde #h.yde just doesn't care about j.ekyll nor anyone in that matter; he would take over him entirely if he could #if anything; if i had to imagine another take for his v.alentine's scene #i think it would be fitting for j.ekyll to -give- and h.yde to -take- #or to make it more interesting; the inverse could also happen as well;; something about this duality of essence #intensifying the symbolism of both 'good' and 'evil' existing on the same body #and i know the whole point is that j.ekyll detached himself into two halves but;; that would be a very unique point for -him- #that both could cohexist for at least one moment; in the same body #and by cohexist i mean some sort of 'equilibrium' #as the ropes of the balance of his psyche just completely snapped from both ends #anyways #HE IS V POLITE;; SOBBING IN BETWEEN MY HANDS

[brassandblue]

Having a lot of Thoughts about Arthur’s retirement from the Royal Navy not too long (roughly 10-15 years) after the conclusion of the Napoleonic Wars and how his personality/mental and emotional health did a sharp decline over the next 50 years. Like, imagine, it’s the 1820s, and you feel that politics are beginning to really hamper the thing you’ve put your heart and soul into supporting for the last 100+ years. You start to become disillusioned, recalling how one of your greatest maritime heroes had to fight the Admiralty for appropriate pay for his men and himself; you call how you’ve had to do much the same. 

It occurs to him that he has to really consider his future now, if it isn’t already too late-- he is a distinguished member of society at last, an Admiral, a Duke, and the facade of the elite is one he finally wears naturally after decades of crafting. What good can he do, out there at sea? He feels he needs to be at home, or at least out surveying the colonies, protecting Britain’s (his) interests. He’s had his royals, his government, the Admiralty, echoing the constant refrain of what is expected, what is needed of him. And what is needed is more. More money, more land, more power, more class, more knowledge, more charm, more charisma, more and more, more, more--

He thinks he’s up to the task of becoming That without losing himself and he sold his soul, debased his own principles in the attempt. In abandoning the Navy, despite it being an institution in and of itself, he cast away the virtues that he’d held while in it: Loyalty, consistency, discipline, frugality, moderation, commonality. He dove headlong into trying to meet impossible expectations and decided it was better to turn a blind eye, to enable the subjugation of others, and to profit off blood, than to be considered a failure.

#I don't envy the pressure he was under; HOWEVER... #we are all products of both our circumstances and our choices #as the knight in last crusade so eloquently put it.... He chose............p o o r l y . #.// no frigate like a book (headcanons) #.// ruled the waves (arthur) #.// hope perches in the soul (ooc) #I love the line in God of War Ragnarok where Kratos is like listen you were made to solve an impossible problem #and honestly Arthur is a drop in the bucket #if I decided to write him as fighting the Empire rather than succumbing to it the story would still end the same #he is only one single man even if he is a man connected to the people and land and culture #resting the expectations wants needs and desires of an entire empire on one person is fucked up #like honestly what did anyone think would happen? #but all that said he still made his choices and he chose money and power and influence over not being an imperialist shitbag #there's a lot of unexplored territory in the idea that the reps are COMPELLED to return to their land and Do Their Duties #Because that is just What They Are and that is In Their Nature and it is Inescapable #and I think Arthur feels that very strongly but has only found a kind of equilibrium in learning to channel that into uhhhh #not being an imperialist shitbag #and hey look at that! he ended up addicted to opium and laudanum and cocaine and a million other things by the 1860s and 1870s #in order to maintain that imperial facade and live up to what was expected of him he had to drop out of sanity #imperialism and nationalism are sicknesses and his manifested in a great poison that enabled his worst impulses for over 100 years #**only recently found that equilibrium no I am not redoing the tags

[oldestking]

    /  I know for a fact that if my g.il met C.onstantine, he would be infatuated with him immediately

#;ooc #ooc #INSTANTLY STRUCK #that man is too powerful- #he holds powers beyond comprehension- #im saying this as if c.onstantine doesnt look like some guy -is the standing man emoji- #and yes im sort of rubbing on him this but it actually makes a lot of sense #the last roman emperor;; the man who fell with his army and for his city #its pretty evident that g.il holds in pretty high regards individuals with perseverant hearts that fight for their goals no matter what #and if c.onstantine isn't a clear example of that i dont know okok- #LISTEN;; if o.zy can have a sorts of crush on a.rash;; why cant my g.il have it too with a certain s.ervant okok #g.il would be rayshifted somewhere and he'll be like: :just throws reg weapons from afar: #c.onstantine: -exists- #g.il: MOVE mongrels; this fight belongs to me :will absolutely show off- #next on the list is k.arna which i said before;; and they actually have had interactions before #i think both cases he's just like :unspoken respect: #k.arna is v different to him but both feel this silent sort of mutual respect for the other #i have a lot to say about k.arna and g.il but i will finish my t.edtalk here thank u #/theres very very few people whom he feels genuine interest over (unless they were to prove themselves) #it do be like that; spoiled k.ing smh- #OH NOT TO MENTION;; c.onstantine has no sort of divinity in the sense that he was just a human #that's just fascinating to him;; the sheer raw strenght of human determination

[ginadora]

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#hooo boy there is a fic I am reading that is headed in a very izzy hands redemption way #and like #look I don’t hate that on principle but whyyyy do they always do the thing where Stede decides both Ed and Izzy gave Things to Apologize For #guess it depends on the setup but in this fic ed hasn’t done anything wrong #and I’m not just saying that in a fannish way #like this fic rearranges the end of s1 so he really did not do anything wrong #if you want to redeem izzy you gotta make him actually make amends #which might feel ooc but so is him laughing with the crew and friends with Stede!! #I should probs stop reading tbh it’s just not going to be for me #but man I hate to see an Ed feeling gaslit for not wanting to be buddies with izzy in reunion fics #because all of his theoretical reasons for that would be valid as fuck #anyway had to get this out there somewhere god bless tumblr tags #and if anyone does happen to read these it’s not hohw lol

[tachiisms]

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#kenobi spoilers #finally caught up on episodes 2 and 3 of the show #and 2 things can be true: 1 really enjoying the show #and 2 wishing that this very ferus show had just been a last of the jedi show because it so clearly wants to be #like I'm enojoying it a lot but also how powerful of a statement would it have been to actually give us lotj #and show on screen ferus and roan married during pride month. to have a gay former jedi's story be the show released mostly during pride. #i feel both things. both great enjoyment of the show and great disappointment that there's so much thats SO ferus. #I'm excited to see what tomorrow brings but also I'm totally rereading last of the jedi after this to lament #ooc

[luazasvogel]

  eats everything that big mom says because she basically lore drops everything if you squint hard enough-

#ooc ;; pterodolphin needs to shush #haha the third are the anyagi- #jk she doesn't know about those LMAO #i have had so many thoughts about the third. like. #i think for a while my brain was like #okay we have the lunarians[for a bit we thought they might be skypiean but then you realize oh #if that was the case; then urouge would poke a whole in it because she knows about urouge] #so it's pret obvious taht the lunarians are seperate from the skypieans OR it's just the whole 'moonfolk' thing #but alSO that doesn't count and the lunarians are STILL really far removed so yknow] #and then obv there's the giants. #and then there's. the third. which. #god i gotta dig through my notes because i have note son this shit #i feel like it definitely has to do with the great kingdom. #or elbaf. or both. #esp because elbaf is implied to be one of the great kingdom allies #it's just. there's a lot of small details but very little specification on that third one.....

[spitxlfields]

I am going to blame how I’m feeling on the fact that I got my first dose of the smallpox/monkeypox vaccine yesterday and then slept for 13 hours.

Regardless, I’ll be around since I need to get some computer stuff done anyway.

#That's No Moon! (ooc) #Mun: Graves (singular) #all i'm saying is that if/when monkeypox does become a big thing because *gestures broadly* #it's gonna be the gays and the boomers absolutely thriving and i think that's poetic or something #(i don't remember what year the cutoff is but people born before then in the US defacto got the smallpox vaccine #as part of the childhood series. i know my parents were like 2 when the polio vaccine was FDA okayed and I'm pretty sure they had #the smallpox vac. and like people in other countries depending on if the disease stayed endemic #like i have a friend from Libya who is around my age who got the jab. which reminds me of a funny story. anyway) #i'm very very very very lucky to live in a major city where both of our local queer clinics have been hardcore pushing testing and the vax #by the by i actually don't feel as bad as i thought i would. the water blister absorbed super quick #and all it looks like is like i have a big bug bite #i just took too many edibles last night whoops #and it was a really long week in the morgue ive needed a rest. a break. as a treat. #but i am medicated hydrated fed and changed clothes so i'm doing pretty solid regardless