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glnikinihachu · 11 months
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Based on this post :D , (some of) the eggs in baile folklorico clothes
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I might do the rest of the eggs another time but for now these are the eggs I've done^^;
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heauxcore-blog · 5 years
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bonjour ladies gents nd flowers.. i’m gonna make this simple for u .. .. u got T̴̤̀̑́́̕W̷̱̝̲̯̊O̷̢͖̰̬͂̄͂͠͝O̸̺̬̟͈͒O̶̳̿̏̄̓͝O̵̥͍̣͕͠ ̸̛͖͔̥͍͍C̸͍͚̍̈́͂̓Ḫ̶̃̒̏O̴̘̥͋͝Ï̷͓C̸̹͋͝Ë̷̡̳̝̬̊̀͊̕Ś̴̹̯̰̿̎͌̕  ,  yes or Yes ! the name is yuno nd here’s my bitchass son nd local furry <<33 in All truth he’s actually lowkey an angel .. despite what the b*sm test says :^) u can find the Sexie, absolutely Gorgeous version of the intro in the  INTRODUCTION , STATS and OUTLINE pages Plus his PINTEREST BOARD ─── below the cut is the lazy, ‘my brainstorming draft but Nicer’ version nd me going more in detail about wolfe nd his status nd contradictions between hating fame but loving the lux life xoxo
anyway . xan already gave u a rundown on what the kwons are like. awful but very influential parents that cared more abt fame than their kids’ mental health, ffffffilthy rich & filthy famous babey, think a la kardashians, they’re a v famous v important family, all eyes on them. stay tuned for the k family clans showdown bc the kwons r coming for blood ! if i were u,, i would root for the kwons. poc AND unproblematic ? the Funniest most lovely hilarious ( nd most gorgeous too aha ) siblings ?? they r the nation’s siblings tht’s all i gotta say .
first nd foremost ? he’s a dignified virgo . now moving on:
his parents were.... .. . not the best. they r obsessed w being a picture perfect family nd having every member of the family b extremely influential nd famous . nd they forced their ideals down wolfe nd nari’s throats since v v young , that shit ain’t good. to wolfe’s dismay , the power of his last name is bigger than his will to not be it
he was not born to be under Such fame if any at all nd it shows. he resents his parents, he HATES being handed things ( read: opportunities ! ) to him Because of his last name, nd he hates the media. too bad, bc the media LOOOOOOVES him nd always has. as said on his skeleton in the main, he’s the anti fame it boy babey ! one day he’s gna throw hands at some pap and i can’t wait to see it. now he has Forcefully gotten used to it but he doesn’t hate it any less. consistency !
spite had him graduating high school as one of the top students nd getting into a prestigious university by himself, love a spiteful hard working king ! he majored in dance bc he,,, loves it. it’s his life. it has been his escapism n coping mechanism since v little. nari nd him went to ballet tgt, too bad nari quit ://// he also has kept a diary where he pours all his frustrations, joys nd secrets into :(( he’s a bit m*niac abt it tho
he is,, ,, u guessed it right v Lost in life !!! there’s nothing he rly want to be . no aspirations . no goals . so he just pushes thru doing anything, thus he’s like . a dancer slash rising model slash rising actor . Awful. but above all he is a socialité whether he likes it or not so he better Sit Down nd suck it up . eat ur food wolfe. saddest part is,,, the golden boy tht could’ve been Everything ended up losing his wings
he is kinda at Fault in that ( being a socialité that is ) bc while he may hate the media nd all the overwhelming attention he grew up w,, he Loves being rich nd Loves all the glam tht comes w his fame. wolfe loves attending all kind of events. fashion, charity, premiere events. he loves the exclusive parties, the exclusive passes nd the exclusive, privileged life. he has hardly missed an important event unless it had to do w his parents, in which he tries Everything not to attend. so when ur already famous by default,, nd u attend public events like this .. no matter how much u hate the media nd avoid it as best as possible, u just turn urself into a socialité. in a way, his parents won :/// despite that Though he also lived a relatively normal life ? wasn’t homeschooled Ever ,, has his non famous friends.. went to university .. he has normal, average things to himself nd his life nd he Loves them
anw. not to b me but he is so . .. lovely. he’s a bitch to paps but he’s actually jst a sweetheart.. . . i lov him. nd ppl love him for a reason :/// he’s the feeling of falling in love, Hard, for the very first time i will never stop saying that bc it’s him tht’s wolfe core
what i had to say abt his personality in my drafts: awkward nd dorky, lowkey moody, sasuke emo vibe while being absolutely chaotic w the impulse to do Anything jenna marbles style. he has eaten tide pods tht’s all u need to know abt him
oh god his sister is like .. . so important to him. the most important thing to him. their bond is Truly to b jealous nd envious of. so if u hurt nari... .  . ur gonna win an enemy urself xoxo gossip girl ! when they were kids as mentioned earlier went to ballet classes tgt, nari had him learn movies’ lines w her nd they recreated the scenes together,, mamma mia is Their thing . it’s why they hav come to love abba sm they r an abba family first humans second abba r their real parents there i said it. they always mess w each other nd have running gags like her trying 2 make everyone believe he’s a f*rry or him playing Humiliating music very loudly everytime he has 2 pick her up nd films it ( the tweet tht brought me to apply 4 wolfe and the playlist x ) nd a New contender.. posting embarrassing childhood nd Not so childhood pics of nari bc honestly ? public pick up humiliation only wasnt cutting it anymore :^) they also hav matching tattoos it’s madness luv u rly can’t touch one w/o getting on the other’s kill list !
and tht’s it.... lemme kno if u want to plot <<<333
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luvrg6rl · 5 years
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some asks 🌱
1. have you ever been in love? no :(
2. who is your favorite artist? frank ocean, faye wong, mitski, tyler the creator
3. what is your favorite music genre? i like all genres but i love r&b and slow soft songs idk what genre tht is lol
4. have you ever had a penpal? sort of, i have a bunch of cousins in new zealand tht i wrote to a lot when i was younger
5. are you single or taken? single unfortunately
6. what color are your eyes? brown
7. what is your favorite word? 森林浴 it means forest bathing in japanese
8. do you play any instruments? nope
9. what is your favorite color? pastel green, purple, or blue
10. do you have any nicknames? ash or bubba
11. what is your favorite flower? violets or tulips
12. what qualities do you find attractive in a person? humor, confidence, smells good
13. do you have any pets? i have two corgis :)
14. have you ever traveled outside of your home country? yes i’ve been to new zealand
15. what languages do you speak? english & maori (a little japanese, chinese, and spanish)
16. who was your first crush? a boy in fourth grade
17. do you wear glasses? yes
18. what is your favorite pastry? chocolate or cherry
19. do you prefer the pool or the ocean? ocean
20. bright, dark, or pastel colors? pastel
21. what’s your favorite social media app? tumblr or instagram
22. what is your sexuality? straight
23. do you have any siblings? nope
24. what is your favorite scent? vanilla, coconut, cinnamon
25. where do you want to travel? japan, the philippines, china, greece, france, basically everywhere
26. what is your favorite film? mulan or my neighbor totoro
27. who do people say you look like? devon aoki (i dont, i wish)
28. who is your best friend? @shamelessshadow
29. what is your dream job? model or detective (very different ik)
30. do you know how to drive? ... i’m working on it
31. who is/was your favorite teacher? my fourth grade teacher or my history teacher last year
32. are you a feminist? i guess i mean yea but i’m not super passionate abt it?? idk how to explain but yea
33. what is your zodiac sign? sagittarius
34. do you enjoy reading? yes! i need new books
35. do you have any hidden talents? not really, i’m good at art but a lot of ppl are
36. have you ever dyed your hair? yea, just darker brown. i wanna do something cool like blue or pink or red
37. what is your favorite thing in your bedroom? my blanket
38. what is your biggest fear? death or being kidnapped
39. can you whistle? no
40. do you make your bed every day? yea for the most part
41. do you have any tattoos and/or piercings? just my ears pierced
42. have you ever been on a rollercoaster? yep
43. surfing or skateboarding? skateboarding
44. are you a dog or cat person? both, i can’t choose
45. what is your favorite animal? panda, sloth, white tiger, koala, sheep, uhhhh yea i luv all animals
46. do you have a skincare routine? yes
47. what time do you go to bed and what time do you wake up? gts around 11:00 pm & wake up like 5:30-6:00 am
48. what is your favorite memory? when i went to minnesota with my mom
49. how tall are you? 5’9
50. what is the best gift you’ve ever received? my grandma made me a quilt with pieces of my baby clothes :’)
51. do you have a garden? my dad does, i help him with it
52. do you like bugs? i like bees & butterflies, i rly don’t like bugs like cockroaches
53. what is your natural hair color? reddish/brown
54. what is your favorite food and drink? fried okra, mochi, sushi, macaroons, sweet tea, boba
55. do you want kids? yes!!
56. what is/was your favorite class? art & science
57. what color shirt are you wearing? it’s pink, blue, and orange stripes
58. if you could time travel, what year would you go to and why? i’ve been thinking abt this question for too long and i have no idea so uhh
59. what is your skin color? white? yellow? idk
60. hugs or kisses? hugs! never been kissed so
61. have you ever drank alcohol? yea but i’ve never been drunk
62. have you ever done drugs? smoked weed like three times, never again i hated it lol
63. netflix or youtube? youtube
64. ice cream or frozen yogurt? ice cream
65. succulents or flowers? flowers but i like both
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starchild--27 · 5 years
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85 questions
I was tagged by @kafkascupcake .  This will be fun, so thanks ^^
rules: answer 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people
last
1. drink – water with lemon flavour
2. phone call - my hair dresser (if i ignore the fact that i accidently called my dad a few momnets ago when i wanted to look up my last phone call - ofc this had to happen xD)
3. text message - i told some kid from my spanish class tht we didn’t have spanish class last week
4. song you listened to – Californiacation by Red Hot Chili Peppers
5. time you cried - three days ago i think, but i waas at the verge of crying yesterday evening  
6. dated someone twice? – nope. i never dated anyone 
7. kissed someone and regretted it – nope
8. been cheated on – no
9. lost someone special – i’m so grateful to say that i never lost anyone in my life and i am so afraid of the day this will happen to me
10. been depressed - kind of. i have my depressed moments but everyone has at some point
11. gotten drunk and thrown up – never, i’m not drinking much 
fave colours
12. navy blue
13. black
14. metallic shades of basically every colour
in the last year have you…
15. made new friends – i’m always careful with the word friend when it comes to my real life, but let’s say i got to know some people better that have been around for a longer time but i never really interacted with. on the internet things are a little different, so i can say i’ve interacted with a lot of people here and i can’t help but treat them as friends 
16. fallen out of love – not in the last year
17. laughed until you cried - multiple times xD
18. found out someone was talking about you – i really don’t know and i hate that i can’t say this wouldn’t bother me because i really want to know what people think of me - just to be able to understand why they treat me how they do. 
19. met someone who changed you - oh, i really don’t know. i think i didn’t change that much in the last 365 days
20. found out who your friends are – it was a little more than a year ago, but yes i did.
21. kissed someone on your Facebook friends list – i don’t even have facebook
general
22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl – since i don’t have facebook i’ll do this for instagram and there it is probably a minority since i follow countless art pages, celebrities, fanpages, animal pages, political pages, people i don’t know in real life, …
23. do you have any pets - yes - a black cat with the name Black Pearl, which we gave him before i even knew about the song by EXO ^^ his name referred to the ship from Pirates of the Carribbean first xD
24. do you want to change your name – i did in the past, because my name is very rare where i live. but i started to like it after some time. the great thing is that it’s meaning differs since no one really knows it’s true origin. 
25. what did you do for your last birthday - i invited my two best friends but one happened to be sick at that day (ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ) so we were only two but it was great anyway. since i was born the day after walpurgis night we went to the bonfire and spent some time there
26. what time did you wake up today – 7 am but i slept in again and got at 11:20 
27. what were you doing at midnight last night – reading or sleeping, i don’t know for sure
28. what is something you can’t wait for – vacation with my family and the summer holidays in general (school was … much in the last weeks.)
30. what are you listening to right now – the sound of me slamming my fingers on my laptop’s keyboard while writing this lol
31. have you ever talked to a person named tom – i did, in fact to more than one
32. something that gets on your nerves – that i have to go to school for one more year (i hate this place wholeheartedly) but i don’t know what to do with my life after graduating 
33. most visited website - tumblr and youtube
34. hair color – my natural hair colour is brown but i dye it ginger red and i love it
35. long or short hair – pretty long actually, but i have curls so it’s pretty hard to notice how long 
36. do you have a crush on someone -  if we ignore my celebrity crushes then … i don’t know…probably no. i’m not sure about this one boy though but…yeah, i don’t really know him that well and i probably only like the idea i have of how he could be. (this is btw so typical for me xD)
37. what do you like about yourself – don’t get me wrong, i know it sounds tragical and sad, but i don’t have something i like 100% about myself. i am used to it though because i’ve been this way since forever, having high standards for me (and for others probably too, which is very unfair from me) but the closest to 100% is my talent for music.     
38. want any piercings? – only at my ears
39. blood type – A positive
40. nicknames – the most common nickname for my name is Selmi but hardly anyone except for my mom and my sister calls me like that anymore. other than that i have the feeling my friends and i don’t have nicknames but more like pet names for each other. like, i was called “Flauschebausch” (in english “Fluffpuff”) not that long ago (it referred to my hair). i would also count “squirrel”, “the stars” and all that stuff as nicknames but we don’t really call each other often like that in person xD     
41. relationship status - single 
42. zodiac - Taurus (but most of the stuff people say about tauruses are not 100% true for me)
43. pronouns - she/her
44. fave tv shows – lately i finished Game Of Thrones and i liked it so damn much, especially the ending (i really don’t get why it was so hated, but i’ll not explain further - i don’t want to write an essay here xD). i also enjoy watching Gilmore Girls from time to time, but hardly anyone in my generation knows it. and since i read it at @kafkascupcake ‘s post for this tag i just remembered how much i liked Memories of the Alhambra too (gosh, how i waited for every episode to air … i still remember this impatient feeling so well)
45. tattoos – i’m not allowed to have any yet but i’m thinking about getting smaller ones later since i think tattoos are pretty. buuuuut i’m also afraid because i can’t really imagine the pain
46. right or left handed - right
47. ever had surgery – yeah. unspectecular story tho.
48. piercings - only earrings but one of my friends and i plan on getting helix piercings soon (originally this was planned to be done before last christmas but we never found time)
49. sport – no no no no no. i hate it. i always did. i did some horse riding in my childhood but that’s it. i’m just not able to coordinate my body so a fail at basically every kind of sport. and i am easily frustrated when i fail at something so i never really tried to ace sports.  
50. vacation – my last vacation was when i visited Berlin with my two best friends and m next vacation will be in Denmark with my family
51. trainers – Converse Chucks, always and forever
more general
52. eating – i used to be a very picky eater but it gets better with every year. lately i really like spicy food. but i also have a terrible sweet tooth. i am surprised how i am still like super slim …
53. drinking – a trait i inherited from my dad: i love milk. but i also like juices, tea, coffee (with milk ofc xD) and plain water too
54. i’m about to watch – Avengers Endgame. like today. in 2 hrs.
55. waiting for – my train ride to the next bigger city for seeing endgame. and for me getting an idea what i want to do with my life
56. want – to travel and to make music. my two passions
57. get married – i don’t think it’s necessary for a happy relationship but it depends on the person. to be honest, i like the thought of getting married but i totally understand if someone doesn’t like it.
58. career – the biggest question mark in my life rn
which is better
59. hugs or kisses - hugs. i can’t even explain why. but hugs.
60. lips or eyes - i thinj i look at the eyes first. but i am damned if a person has beautiful lips too
61. shorter or taller – taller
62. older or younger - not important
63. nice arms or stomach – yeah ofc stomachs are great. but let’s be real here: i’m a swooning bitch for nice arms.
64. hookup or relationship – relationship. i am a hopeless romantic
65. troublemaker or hesitant - i am an overthinker, which makes me the epitome of hesitant.
have you ever
66. kissed a stranger – never kissed anyone lol
67. drank hard liquor – only mixed with juice
68. lost glasses - yeah. wasn’t cool.bc without glasses i am literally blind
69. turned someone down - kind of.
70. sex on first date - no
71. broken someone’s heart – i hope not.
72. had your heart broken – yip. my first heavy crush was not that happy. but i am over it since the guy was and still is a jerk and i don’t even know why i fell for him anymore
73. been arrested - no
74. cried when someone died - yes
75. fallen for a friend – never
do you believe in
76. yourself – depends on the situation.
77. miracles - there are moments in which i do
78. love at first sight - yes
79. santa claus -  no
80. kiss on a first date – yeah.. i think itmight happen xD
81. angels - who knows? it would be great though.
other
82. best friend’s name - deer of the sun @swiftfeatherscorner and cat of the moon @fille-de-janvier xD i don’t know if they’d like to have their real names published here but here you ahve their tumblrs
83. eye color - i looked it up someday and it’s called glasz - a strange mix between green, blue and grey with some golden dots and marks. depends on the lightning which colour is stronger.
84. fave movie – impossible to tell.
85. fave actor – also impossible to tell. there are so many good actors in this world
i’m not even sure if 20 people will read this so i’ll just tag everyone who has time to answer 85 questions xD
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heckolve · 5 years
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1, 2, 4, 6, 7, 10, 11, 13, 14, 16, 20, 21, 22, 23, 27, 28, 29, 30, 32, 33, 36, 40, 41, 42, 44, 45, 46, 48, 49, 50, 51, 53, 54, 56, 57, 58, 60. also obviously you don't have to answer all of them because i gave you almost the whole list, but. those were the ones i was most curious about
ill answer some of the evens ;) 
2. what are your favorite singers? 
rainbow kitten surprise….. mitski, mother mother, jack stauber, oberhofer, peach pit, daughter,,,, thts what i can think of rn 
4. what are your favorite songs? 
happy, strawberry blonde - mitski, dirty summer, alligator teeth - mother falcon, kronos - keaton henson, slip away, little pistol - mother mother, mission to mars, matchbox, first class, seven - rainbow kitten surprise, sea of dreams, heart - oberhofer, did i make you cry on christmas day - peachpit, i cant handle change - roar, dog nightmare, dead weight, two time - jack stauber, andy youre a star - the killers
god ok yeah those are the songs i listen to most often but i have……. a lot of favorites….. n they change a lot djkfdj
6. which genres of music do you tend to like the best? 
like alt/indie rock?? i think. idk genres 😌
22. singing in the shower or singing in the car?
i love singing in the car………
28. if you took music lessons as a kid, are you glad you did? if not, do you wish you had? 
i did! i mean its a cool skill to have and stuff but my mom made me hate it so no im not glad i did kjdkfj
32. how do you feel about musicals?
musicals r rad? sometimes i only wanna listen to musical stuff or showtunes or whatever,,,, they rlly are theyre Own Thing thats diff from normal music n i really like a lot of musical music
36. what are some songs whose lyrics you relate to?
crying by ES!!! i relate to those lyrics probably most out of any song?? maybe kronos by keaton henson or pristine by snail mail or puzzle pieces by saint motel
40. are there any musicians whose lyrics you particularly tend to like?
mitski n rainbowkitten surprise have good lyrics,,,, also keaton henson uhg his stuff is really pretty
50. any cover versions that you think are better than the original?
i LOVE peach pit’s did i make u cry on christmas day?? i love that cover and sufjan stevens’ original is ok too but im just. obsessed w/ their cover skdj
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critical--veins · 6 years
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Answer all the get to know me questions :)
oh jeez tht’s so many I’m sorry u all have to scroll past this but I’ll do it for u anon 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
I genuinely don’t even remember my hands r lonely
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
SO SHY3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
my familyyyy & best friend when I go home for spring break :)4. Are you easy to get along with?
yah man I’m chill with everyone5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
yes ! (I hope)6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
I like ppl who are genuine & kind!7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
nooooo (I wish but no)8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
this boy I’ve been talking to on & off cause he wants to see me when I come home :)) 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
not usually I guess it depends who it’s with tho10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my friend paulina last night at 2am after getting back from a party lol11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
“yah girl what’s up”12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
quixoticelixer- red hot chili peppers
hello euphoria- turnover
all my friends- knocked loose
hurt- trophy eyes
control- citizen 13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
UH HUHHH 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
I mean this is an interesting question bc in the universe things happen that seem lucky or miraculous but are just due to chance so in a way yes, but NO15. What good thing happened this summer?
I met my family in honduras for the first time & they were so amazing16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
ooooh this questions fun idk maybe!17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
ABSOLUTELY18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
nope19. Do you like bubble baths?
hell yah soak me up 20. Do you like your neighbors?
my across the hall neighbors in my dorm building are mean21. What are you bad habits?
NEVER LEAVING MY BED22. Where would you like to travel?
alaskaaaaa I wanna hike around denali 23. Do you have trust issues?
a little24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
GOING THE FUCK TO SLEEP25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
all26. What do you do when you wake up?
sigh rlly dramatically27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
I wish I had pretty pale skin, but I like being tan too! so both28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my little sister29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
nope30. Do you ever want to get married?
OH YES SO BAD31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
yes!32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
Harry Styles for sure, Awsten Knight from waterparks is also v dreamy33. Spell your name with your chin.
L.JCYH (mood) 34. Do you play sports? What sports?
I used to be a cheerleader !! (I competed so miss me with that not a sport shit) 35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
OH YES37. What do you say during awkward silences?
I don’t break awkward silences bc IM AWKWARD38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
someone smart! also just someone who can be chill all the time I hate fights & pettiness so like idk just be chill39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
I luv going into furniture & decor shops like home goods or kirklands lol 40. What do you want to do after high school?
 I’m in college rn studying to be a conservation biologist!
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
no some people are genuinely bad42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
usually nothing bc I’m always quiet lol43. Do you smile at strangers?
yeah sometimes!44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
space 100%, I wanna see the earth from outer space I think that would be the most life changing experience!!45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
fuckin class I need to earn my degree46. What are you paranoid about?
never finding the love of my life 47. Have you ever been high?
yah like once lol48. Have you ever been drunk?
oh yeah49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
nah50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
grey!51. Ever wished you were someone else?
every FUCKING day52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
one thing?53. Favourite makeup brand?
I dont rlly have one! but I guess I use a lot of it cosmetics 54. Favourite store?
there’s this record store called the sound garden & I used to go to it in baltimore all the time cause I live like an hour from there, THEN I FOUND OUR THEIR OTHER LOCATION IS IN SYRACUSE WHERE I GO TO SCHOOL so like idk I love that store cause it’s my lil home connection
55. Favourite blog?
too many! ily all56. Favourite colour?
green :)57. Favourite food? 
MAC & CHEESE TILL I DIE58. Last thing you ate?
toaster waffles I didn’t even toast I just microwaved bc I’m lazy59. First thing you ate this morning?
the toaster waffles60. Ever won a competition? For what?
yeah I’ve won a photography contest & a poetry contest, and I got second in an art show for my dorm lol61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
I was suspended in the 6th grade for telling a boy I wanted to punch him in the face lmaoooo 62. Been arrested? For what?
nooo63. Ever been in love? 
I don’t think so 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
fucking awful cause it was new years eve so I knew it was coming but I didn’t rlly want to, so the nerves just built & built the whole night so yeah not good not good at all65. Are you hungry right now?
nahh66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
ya’ll don’t talk to me (the ones that do I luv u)67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter68. Twitter or Tumblr?
both!69. Are you watching tv right now?
no70. Names of your bestfriends? 
maddie & brandon71. Craving something? What?
affection always72. What colour are your towels?
blue72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
373. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
nah74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
I don’t think I have any anymore75. Favourite animal?
BEARS I WANT A BEAR TATTOOED ON ME RN76. What colour is your underwear?
dark grey77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
cookie dough every time79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
black 80. What colour pants?
no pants! all day long!81. Favourite tv show?
friends is one of my faves, but I also rlly love rick & morty which is a lil embarrassing but it’s the best
82. Favourite movie?
ya know I don’t rlly have a fav movie83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
mean girls84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
mean girls85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
the goth bitch janis 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
crush the sea turtle is the best character87. First person you talked to today?
a BOYyyyy who I’m rlly into 88. Last person you talked to today?
my friend paulina!89. Name a person you hate?
lol this girl me & my friend just started going out with, she’s so awful & we’re trying to figure out how to cut her off without being mean :/ 90. Name a person you love?
my parents91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
myself?92. In a fight with someone?
nope93. How many sweatpants do you have?
I have like 5 pairs 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
TOO MANy95. Last movie you watched?
I watched nerve but I didn’t rlly like it lol96. Favourite actress?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯97. Favourite actor?
¯\_(ツ)_/¯98. Do you tan a lot?
not rlly but I tan easily so I don’t have to99. Have any pets?
I HAVE 3 CATS & THEY’RE ANGELS100. How are you feeling?
sleepyyyy101. Do you type fast?
yah 102. Do you regret anything from your past?
yes103. Can you spell well?
I tell myself I can but actually probably not104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
yeah my friend from last year who I kinda drifted apart from I miss her a lot105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
yeah106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
yes whoops 107. Have you ever been on a horse?
YEAH I LOVE TRAIL RIDES 108. What should you be doing?
writing my speech for my public presentations class & studying lol109. Is something irritating you right now?
no110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
yeah 111. Do you have trust issues?
a little112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
I mean my friend emily but I was laugh crying113. What was your childhood nickname?
 my friends in middle school called me Lulu lmaooo 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yeah I go to school out of state!115. Do you play the Wii?
no I used to tho116. Are you listening to music right now?
yah dude listening to being as an ocean rn 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
yup118. Do you like Chinese food?
I fuckin LOVEEE chinese
119. Favourite book?
idk I haven’t read for pleasure in a rlly long time 120. Are you afraid of the dark?
yes lol121. Are you mean?
no I try to be kind as fuck122. Is cheating ever okay?
noooOoOooo123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
nOOOOOOO124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
NOOOOOOOOOO125. Do you believe in true love?
yah I want to126. Are you currently bored?
yesssss127. What makes you happy?
sunday phone calls with my parents128. Would you change your name?
nah my names pretty unique I’ve never rlly met another Lucy 129. What your zodiac sign?
leo!130. Do you like subway?
yah subways dank131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
uhhhhhhh idk that’d be weird132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
my friend Paulina 133. Favourite lyrics right now?
”when I sit alone come get a little known but I need more than myself this time”
snow by rhcp is like one of my fav songs of all time & I just love that line idk 134. Can you count to one million?
who would ever135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
I DON’T LIE TO PPL BITCH136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed ew wtf who sleeps with their door open137. How tall are you?
4′10138. Curly or Straight hair?
curlyyyy139. Brunette or Blonde?
brunette140. Summer or Winter?
summer absolutely141. Night or Day?
BOTH 142. Favourite month?
I like may cause the weather is nice & also I get to go homeee143. Are you a vegetarian?
no I’ve given up meat for a while tho & it wasn’t bad! also I eat vegan some days just bc I like doing it but I love mac & cheese too much for that shit (I know vegan mac & cheese exists but easy mac) 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
milk145. Tea or Coffee?
tea146. Was today a good day?
I didn’t leave my bed so yah147. Mars or Snickers?
snickers148. What’s your favourite quote?
anything carl sagan has said ever I fucking love him but one of my faves is from pale blue dot that says
”The Earth is a very small stage in a vast cosmic arena. Think of the endless cruelties visited by the inhabitants of one corner of this pixel on the scarcely distinguishable inhabitants of some other corner, how frequent their misunderstandings, how eager they are to kill one another, how fervent their hatreds. Think of the rivers of blood spilled by all those generals and emperors so that, in glory and triumph, they could become the momentary masters of a fraction of a dot.”149. Do you believe in ghosts?
idk I’ve never had a ghost experience but I like the idea of it so sure150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
“The plant cell typically consists of a more or less rigid cellwall and a protoplast.”
It’s the textbook for my plant evolution class lmaooo 
tht deadass just took me so long lol thanks for occupying me for like an hour
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1) Name/nickname: Jayden, Jaybird, Jay, Check, Checko, Jack
2) Gender: Male.
3) Star sign: Gemini Cancer cusp
4) Height: 5’4
5) Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff, I think
6) Favorite animal: Pigs. I like a lot of animals, but pigs are 100% #1
7) Hours of sleep: 6-9. Depends on the day, honestly.
8) Dogs or cats: Cats. Dogs scare me.
9) Number of blankets: Here, two. At home, four. I like to be cozie
10) Dream trip: I don’t really have a lot of interest in travel. Maybe see Chicago or something. Or Germany so my friends over there can bully me for a bit
11) Dream Job: idk. I’ve always wanted to be a voice actor. As a not-paid job, I’d always love to cameo in a yugioh abridged (any series) as a one time character. (I don’t really have any means of recording lines, besides my phone, so it’s kind of a fruitless desire)
12) Time: 2:03. Class canceled on me twice today.
13) Birthday: June 17th. I’m kind of past the “I hate birthdays” stage and am in the “I don’t have an age” thing. So feel free to send me insults said day.
14) Favorite Bands: Set it Off, Mindless Self Indulgence, P!@TD, Fall Out Boy, Get Scared, idk, the edgy stuff shawn sends me time and time again
15) Favorite Solo Artists:  MIKA, Owl City, P!nk, Lady Gaga
16) Song Stuck In My Head: I don’t have one, actually
17) Last Movie I Watched: I’m thinking I’m thinking... I think Little Shop of Horrors, actually. Last one I saw in theaters was the MLP movie (was cute)
18) Last Show I Watched: Ojamajo Doremi (Na~i~sho) All of it is good. You should watch it. The morals really hit home, even to adults.
19) When Did I Create My Blog: Last year August. It’s about a year old.
20) What Do I Post/Reblog:  Yugioh. I reblog art, I post liveblogs. I also liveblogs fics I reblog, so tht’s two for one
21) Last Thing I Googled: I was looking for show times for the newly dubbed Pokemon movie (no luck ;~;)
22) Other Blogs: @pigspeetsandhooflikefeets @80s-dance-mom  and @piggyinhamelot . First is my main blog, second is my SU sideblog, and third is my Animal Crossing sideblog. I’m a busy blogger for someone with no tale.t
23) Do I Get Asks: Yup. Especially if I reblog prompts (I love prompts... I Need To Write). Some asks I get are good, but some are super... annoying.
24) Why I Choose My URL: It’s a pun of the monster “Number 33: Chronomaly Machu Mech”. Despite not being exclusivly ZeXal or anything, I still feel like it holds the blog together (also it cute)
25) Following: 215. Not a lot, I know.
26) Followers: 319. It’s a good number I think.
27) Lucky Number: 77
28) Favorite Instrument: Harp. But NOT the tiny little ones. Fuck those. Go big or go home.
29) What Am I Wearing: r u flirting with me
30) Favorite Food: don’t have one, I don’t think
31) Nationality: I’m half Polish half English., but born in America. Frankly, idk
32) Favorite Song: “Safe and Sound” by Capital Cities. Hearing characters I don’t like using the expression kills me
33) Last Book Read: idk
34) Top Three Fictional Universes I’d Like To Join: I think I’m fine here.
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poop27927394729742 · 7 years
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FOR tht oc ask thing...klaudia w/ all of them pls??? i love old god mom :tm:
shes a good mom
Personal
1)      Age? - unknown! Nobody knows when her body crawled out of a pit.
2)      Gender? - Female. The old god sticks to the biological sex. But sometimes she uses terms as “we” or “us”. When rolf and the rest found out about what she is, they started using the term “they” on her since shes a hivemind.
3)      Romantic/Sexual Orientation? - I dunno but The old god is addicted to fucking everything (including themselves)
4)      Height? - She’s a pretty short lady (1.70) but she wears high heels all the time.
5)      Race? - White. But nobody knows where she comes from. Her last name is only there to deceive you.
6)      What do they look like? (i.e, hair color, eye color, etc). - Her mole is fake. The old god wanted the right hand of James to look like a trophy wife. So it hoarded a bunch of pictures of Marilyn Monroe. She isn’t a natural blonde.
7)      Any disabilities? - None.
8)      Is there a meaning to their name? - Nope.
9)      What makes them, them? - She’s reaally creepy. Like, extremely. she always knows whats going on. But she hides it behind this happy face and she’ll say everything is going alright. 
10)   What do they want to be when they grow up/what do they want to do with their lives? - Control the world with the rest of..her.
Family
11)   Do they have parents? What are they like and how do they act with their child(ren)? - Nobody knows..but the other hiveminds (i.e her) are her.
12)   Do they have siblings? How do they interact with them? If not, do they wish they had siblings? - They treat eachother with a lot of care (i.e her and the other hiveminds) because thats yourself after al. they also like to fuck each other???
13)   Extended family? Do they see them often? - All the time. Vegas is littered with hiveminds. 
14)   Do they like where they live? (Is it a safe place?) - yes absolutely. She fell in love with the luxorious lifestyle in vegas. She lives in a huge tower of a building.
15)   Where do they live? Are they wealthy? Poor? Middle-Class? - Wealthy as fuck. James treats her as his mistress somewhat.
16)   Do they have a lot of expectations/pressure on them from family to do great? - She doesnt care. all she cres about are her own goals.
17)   Do they have pets? - Nero?? She calls nero her pet.
18)   Who do they look up to the most/are the closest to in their family? - Nobody. She may act as if she’s close to people (Including james) But theyre nothing but other bodies to her.
19)   This there anything special about their family? - scary hivemind.
20)   Do they wish they lived in a different family/household? - no
Friends
21)   Best Friend(s)? - Herself and the other hiveminds..so...herself
22)   Who was their first friend? - herself
23)   What is their friend group like? - weird..fucking weird..imagine befriending yourself x 1000 times
24)   Do they have a love/hate relationship with any of them? - no
25)   Do they consider any of their friends to be like siblings? - Yes.
26)   Have they ever hurt a friend or lost one? - Never. everyone is connected. they all know.
27)   Do they have a crush on any of their friends? - No feelings, but they fuck eachother because there is still some part of the human brain active.
28)   Do they share classes with good friends? - uhhh
29)   Whom do they go to the most when they need a shoulder to cry on? - they dont cry
30)   What would this person do without their friends in their lives? - create more LOL
School
31)   What grade are they in? If they aren’t in school, how come?
32)   Do/Did they like their teachers? Was there a good one? Bad one?
33)   Do/Did they listen to their teachers or are/where they goofing off a lot?
34)   Are/Where they a good student grade wise?
35)   Do/Did they need extra help?
36)   What is/was their school like?
37)   Do/Did they have bullies in school?
38)   Have they ever gotten into a fight at school?
39)   Have they ever done something stupid/embarrassing at school?
40)   How far do they plan to go with school? If they dropped out, do they want to go back?
Other
41)   Are they dating anyone? Do they want to date? Are the married? Divorced? - She is said to be the mistress of James. Sometimes the other hiveminds join in.
42)   What is their favorite hobby? Do they keep it a secret? - Despite being fully controlled by an old god, some part of the human brain is still active. Klaudia LOVES make-up. and she loves fashion too.
43)   If they could have one thing in life, what would it be? - Total control of the world and anything that lives on there.
44)   Do they work? If so, what is it? If not, are they looking for one or even want one? - She is James right hand. Her original plan was to work in the bunker.
45)   Do they use social media? - If social media was a thing in the 80s she’s be some instagram lady with millions of followers
46)   Have they ever been in the hospital? - If she breaks a bone or something she’ll just drop herself into a pit and crawl back out after a day.
47)   Do they believe in the supernatural, that there is more than the eye can see? - Yeah.
48)   What do they do when they get angry, stressed, or upset? - they dont. But when someone fails them she got the other cultists behind her. Kinda terrifying.
49)   Would they consider themselves as a good person, bad person, or morally grey? - Morally grey. The old god isnt evil, nor good. It has its own plans. Its goal is to bring everyone together as..one? For both good and bad reasons. The only evil is the cult.
50)   Does this OC have any part of you in them? (I.e, personality traits, similar background, etc) - I dont know, i really dont.
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asdgkjlasfdjgkl · 7 years
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all numbers on the 'send me numbers' meme
Oh jeeze annon! 
1. Who was the last person you held hands with?
My gf! 
2. Are you outgoing or shy?
Mmm, it depends on the person? Once i get to know someone, im out going, but if its a new person, im rlly shy tbh,,,
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?
My gf,,, evry day,,,
4. Are you easy to get along with?
Idk? I hope I am,,, but a lot of people don’t like me,, so idk?
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?
I’m like,,, 2,,, but if I were drunk,,, i hope so???
6. What kind of people are you attracted to?
Gals :9
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?
I hope so!!!! I’m not planning on breaking up with my gf any time soon!!
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?
thts a bit hetero but,,, the mcelroy bros bc im listening to taz rn :/
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
From a sceintific perspective nope, but like,, from a uhm,,, more,, not,, scientific perspective,,, ive never rlly talked about it but,, im assuming so???
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Mmmm idk?? I dont talk /deeply/ to a lot of people but it might be my gf?
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?
‘Np!!!’
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?
Boombayah - Blackpink
The 7th Sense - Nct U
Candy Store - Heathers
Russian Roulette - Red Velvet
Bomb - Ravi
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?
yes yes yes ye s y es p leas e
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?
def. luck, but not miracles?? idk is tht weird?
15. What good thing happened this summer?
I got accepted to the school im goin to now!! so thts cool!
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
anon imma confess somethin rlly quick,, 
i havent had my first kiss,,,
17. Do you think there is life on other planets?
Yea for sure! I mean, if space is infinitely big, wouldnt it be weird if we were the only ones out there?? 
18. Do you still talk to your first crush?
i can not talk to the green villan chick from kim possible so nope lamo
19. Do you like bubble baths?
yea!! its rlly fun and relaxing
20. Do you like your neighbors?
the only neighbors i know are the ones who are crack heads and who had someone die in their home somehow?? so imma go with no
21. What are you bad habits?
Biting my lips, mumbling, self-isolation, ect ect
22. Where would you like to travel?
i wouldnt probs?? other time periods are more aesthetic, but more misogynistic and homophobic  so,,,
23. Do you have trust issues?
I dont think so?? probs not tbh,,
24. Favorite part of your daily routine?
s l e e p
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?
my shoulders,, theyre rlly broad for a gal so a lot of clothes dont fit me right,,
26. What do you do when you wake up?
suffer
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?
nope?? i mean, im v v v v v pale so i probs should be a bit darker for health reasons, but ive never rlly had issues with is before??
28. Who are you most comfortable around?
my gf and besties
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?
i only have one and nope
30. Do you ever want to get married?
it depends on what my partner wants? i dont specifically want to and i dont specifically dont want to so itll be up 2 who ever im dating at the time 
31. Is your hair long enough for a pony tail?
barely. it has a hard time staying up some times
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?
bdkhj what the fuck im not answering that im 2 years o l d
33. Spell your name with your chin.
fgZg,klf      
34. Do you play sports? What sports?
yep! basketball and soccer!
35. Would you rather live without TV or music?
TV. I barely watch it anyways
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?
mm yea 
37. What do you say during awkward silences?
i usually try to think of a story??
38. Describe your dream girl/guy?
my current gf tbh
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?
amazon lmao
40. What do you want to do after high school?
idk yet?? rn im thinking an english teacher in china :0
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
depends on what they did
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?
nothin rlly?? Im just usually lost in thought??
43. Do you smile at strangers?
i try to!
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?
s p a c e 
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?
the thought of seein my gf at school ;)
46. What are you paranoid about?
my report card,,,
47. Have you ever been high?
yea but it WASNT MY FAULT. I WAS GIVEN A WEED BROWNIE WITH OUT MY CONSENT OKAY??
48. Have you ever been drunk?
na
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?
no??
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?
i think it was my gf’s brown hoodie?
51. Ever wished you were someone else?
uhm,,, na? sometime i wish we were in a dif financial situation, but thts about it?
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?
my shoulder width??
53. Favourite makeup brand?
i dont,,, wear make up,,,,
54. Favourite store?
amazon :9
55. Favourite blog?
@genociderfukawa , @eggseggseggseggseggseggseggseggs , @succmekomaeda
56. Favourite colour?
all of the pastels!
57. Favourite food?
penne chicken Alfredo 
58. Last thing you ate?
some chicken 
59. First thing you ate this morning?
a fudgeround
60. Ever won a competition? For what?
Yea! Iv’e won multiple sports contests, and a few art and writing competitions
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?
nope!
62. Been arrested? For what?
na man. i have a clean record
63. Ever been in love?
I am rn! 
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?
i,,, havent had it yet,,,,,,
65. Are you hungry right now?
nope! i just ate dinner!
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?
i rlly dont have any tumblr friends?? 
67. Facebook or Twitter?
twitter obvi
68. Twitter or Tumblr?
twitter!
69. Are you watching tv right now?
nope! im listening to taz
70. Names of your bestfriends?
Emily, Jessy, Mikaia, Zoya, and Patrick!
71. Craving something? What?
,,,,cheesecake,,,,,,
72. What colour are your towels?
green and blue i think
72. How many pillows do you sleep with?
7. exactly.
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
do pillow pets count?
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?
5 or 6?
75. Favourite animal?
owls and bunnies!!
76. What colour is your underwear?
rn?,,,,,,,,, neon pink ://p
77. Chocolate or Vanilla?
chocolate
78. Favourite ice cream flavour?
triple chocolate chunk and tht kinda bull shit!
79. What colour shirt are you wearing?
navy blue
80. What colour pants?
also navy blue! 
81. Favourite tv show?
i dont rlly watch american tv but,, channel zero is rlly good!!
82. Favourite movie?
Moana!!!!
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?
mean girls 1
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?
ive never seen 21 jump street
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?
idk?? the main bitch
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?
dory!
87. First person you talked to today?
my gf!
88. Last person you talked to today?
my dad i think??
89. Name a person you hate?
mm a few kids in my grade and the current potus and staff
90. Name a person you love?
my gf!! i luv her lots
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?
na. im p chill rn
92. In a fight with someone?
not tht i know of?
93. How many sweatpants do you have?
2 or 3 pairs
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?
3 of 4?? idek
95. Last movie you watched?
a shitty movie for my history class 
96. Favourite actress?
i dont have one?
97. Favourite actor?
Lin Manuel Miranda!
98. Do you tan a lot?
nope. i just fukin,, burn like a hellfire
99. Have any pets?
3 cats and a dog!
100. How are you feeling?
pretty cool i guess?
101. Do you type fast?
depends? mostly ya!
102. Do you regret anything from your past?
oh fuck yes
103. Can you spell well?
no!! my spelling is shit tbh
104. Do you miss anyone from your past?
no particuarly?
105. Ever been to a bonfire party?
yep!
106. Ever broken someone’s heart?
i might have?? im,, not sure honetly,,
107. Have you ever been on a horse?
yea! i used to ride rlly well!
108. What should you be doing?
listen here anon i actually did my fukin work 4 once
109. Is something irritating you right now?
just my headache?
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?
oh yea
111. Do you have trust issues?
this is a repeat? i answered it earlier lmao
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Im not sure?
113. What was your childhood nickname?
tay
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?
yea!
115. Do you play the Wii?
mm i have a wii u and switch, but no wii anymore :’(
116. Are you listening to music right now?
nope! im listening to taz!
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?
hell yea!
118. Do you like Chinese food?
fuck yes!!!!
119. Favourite book?
the legend series by Marie Lu
120. Are you afraid of the dark?
4 sure
121. Are you mean?
god i hope not
122. Is cheating ever okay?
no! all partners should consent and agree on all boundaries in a relationship!! the members of that relationship need to respect that!!
123. Can you keep white shoes clean?
hell na
124. Do you believe in love at first sight?
mmhmm!
125. Do you believe in true love?
im in it rn baby
126. Are you currently bored?
yea,,,
127. What makes you happy?
music i like, my gf, spending tie with friends, and not stressing out about things!
128. Would you change your name?
nope! i like my name
129. What your zodiac sign?
pisces!
130. Do you like subway?
yasss!
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
he knos im fukin gay as shit 
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?
i answered this earlier too
133. Favourite lyrics right now?
‘ringdingdong ringdingdong ding, rigiding rigi ding ding ding ....... fantastic fantastic fantastic fantastic elastic elastic elastic elastic’
134. Can you count to one million?
i could but im not dooin that shit
135. Dumbest lie you ever told?
‘im straight’
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?
closed
137. How tall are you?
5′3 3/4″
138. Curly or Straight hair?
like what i have?? its super curly!
139. Brunette or Blonde?
im a brunette!
140. Summer or Winter?
mmm winter!
141. Night or Day?
night, cause i can sleep with out regrets
142. Favourite month?
February!
143. Are you a vegetarian?
na 
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?
dark!
145. Tea or Coffee?
mm neither :p
146. Was today a good day?
i would say so yea
147. Mars or Snickers?
m ars??
148. What’s your favourite quote?
‘dibidibidis my name is minho’
149. Do you believe in ghosts?
yea!
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?
‘Burr: Theres nothing rich folks love more’
(its hamilton the revolution)
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well this was fun lmao
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dek0pon · 6 years
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do all 100 of them u cuck
i saw this coming you coward 
1. Last kiss
ive nvr kissed nyone so :-/
2. Last phone call
i facetimed meg (@freckled-punk) if tht counts
3. Last text message
“r u busy”
4. Last song you listened to
sad boy by gabriel black
5. Last time you cried
like 30 minutes ago whoops
HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice
no
7. Been cheated on
no
8. Kissed someone & regretted it
no
9. Lost someone special
uhhh depends on th def of “lost” nobody’s died but ive been ghosted by people and nvr heard from them again which is shitty lol
10. Been depressed
oh worm? i hate this question 
11. Been drunk and threw up
no but ive been high and vommed
THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:
12. had sex
no
13. How many people have you had sex with this year?
zero sex u pisser
15. Made a new friend
yea? maybe
17. Laughed until you cried
not yet
18. Met someone who changed you
bitch we r 13 days in
19. Found out who your true friends were
see 18
20. Found out someone was talking about you
see 19
26. What did you do for your last Birthday
i went laser tagging & to a protest w my friends and then we watched movies n played games
27. What time did you wake up today
uhhhh 6am??? i was baked last night and got hella sleepy and fell asleep at like 8:30
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for
to fucking graduate i want OUT
30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time
like an hour ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life
theres a lot of things lmao i wish i actually knew what i wanted and what i was doing and i wish i wasnt so fucking sad all the time and i want to kill dysphoria with my bare hands and i wish my parents werent like that
32. What are you listening to right now
the air coming thru the vent and the cars passing behind my house
33. When is the last time you had sex?
see 12
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now
my self honestly my brain needs to shut its fucking mouth
35. Most visited webpage
this shithole probably
36. Favorite colour
magenta
37. Nicknames
sharkboi, iz, , ,,,, i respond to almost anything tbh
38. Relationship Status
single bitch!
39. Zodiac sign
aquarius
40. Male or female
no
41. Primary school
this year have i primary school? no. 
as a kid i went to like three different elementary schools, one in kentucky & two in china
42. Secondary School
same school as the last 2 yrs of elementary
43. High school/college
im going to hs in colorado and i want to go to college in new zealand but i havent looked anywhere else yet lmao but i would!! kill to go to new zealand also im thinking about taking a gap year
44. Eye color
brown
46. Height
5′3
47. Do you have a crush on someone
like.... no but also theres a hot boy in the cast of the show im working on oops
48. What do you like about yourself
i like my hands and like.. my self of steam isnt as low as it was a few yrs ago i like my fashion sense and my sense of humor uhhhh 
49. Piercings
just ears
50. Tattoos
i have three dots on the side of the bottom knuckle on my pointer finger , an upside down cross on the outside of my wrist and the comet symbol mixed w/ the agender symbol on my hip and im thinking of giving myself another one but idk if i could hide it
51. Righty or lefty
right handed
FIRSTS:
53. First piercing
ears when i was a baby
54. First best friend
uhhhh two boys in my kindergarten class
55. First hookup
see 1
56. First Bestfriend
see 54?? how r these different
RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating
im not
60. Drinking
water
61. I’m about to
get off or smoke idk or binge youtube videos maybe watch a movie
62. Listening to
see 32?? i love redundancy
63. Waiting for
college!! a boyfriend! (or gf or anybody) to like, fucking feel completely ok!! happiness!! sappy i kno but im sad rn
YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?
ehhhhh maybe when im like old but thats if i make it that far
65. Get married?
im largely indifferent to whether this happens or not but im not necessarily opposed to it
66. Career
film/photography/activism/art in general
WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes
mmm lips?? i dont think about this shit
68. Hugs or kisses
see 1. no reference point
69. Shorter or taller
im literally the size of a 7th grader so taller
70. Older or Younger
???////??? older? ?? /
71. Romantic or spontaneous
who says it cant be both also im captain impulsive soo
72. Nice stomach or nice arms
?? largely indifferent uhh stomach
73. Sensitive or loud
sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship
:-/
HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger
no
77. Drank hard liquor
yea
78. Lost glasses/contacts
no
79. Had sex
oh my fucking god see 33
80. Broken someone’s heart
tbh maybe
82. Been arrested
no
83. Turned someone down
yea lmao on multiple occasions
84. Cried when someone died
nobody super close i know has died but yea
85. Fallen for a friend
no lol
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself
sometimes
87. Miracles
maybe
88. Love at first sight
no. shits not that simple i dont think
89. Heaven
i dont think so
90. Santa Clause
no
91. Kiss on the first date
why not
92. Angels
this is.. Big religious connotation , i dont think i do
93. How would you label yourself?
gay
94. Someone You Pray Everyday For
i dont pray.
95. Did you sing today
i sang in the shower
96. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About
i have no ex’s bc all ive ever done is reject people lmao
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?
prolly like... 50 yrs max OR to the beginning of time
98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For
2 b able 2 live my damn life and not have to worry
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?
probably not
100. Do you like the way you look?
i like my face most of the time and i dont hate my body necessarily i just wish it didnt look like that
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10/25
Decided to skip Bio and sleep till 11. I hate that class. I don’t even need it for my degree so that’s nice. It’s my hardest class too. I’ve been studying it on my own today and processing the information a bit better. It’s 45 degrees today. We left the windows open. I love dressing comfy around the house and not having to use the AC. My hands are cold though.
I haven’t eaten yet today thankfully. I’m a bit hungry. My throats dry. I’ll probably get a bottle of water soon. I’m bad about drinking water.
I took my B12 vitamin this morning. I cant wait to hold my warm little bowl of pasta later. I keep hiding my hands under my laptop where it’s warm. I’m tempted to have a bowl of ramen for dinner tonight. I havent had that in a long time. When I was thin, I ate a bowl of ramen every other day and tht was it.
It sucks because he only reason I had that level of self control was because my anti depressants killed my appetite. What I wouldn’t give to have them back. 
I remember once I ate half a slice of pizza and was so full I thought I’d burst.
Now I can choke down massive amounts of food like I did in middle school. I’m disgusting.
I slipped my jeans on a little easier this morning. I hadn’t worn them in a week. I’ve lost 3 pounds since last week. Not much but enough to where my thighs slid through the legs of my pants with a tad less resistance. Small Victories.
They’re a size 12, but much tighter than my size 8′s. Clothing sizes suck. I imagine the 12′s are Juniors, but annoying, nonetheless.
I want to tell someone about this blog. Have them read my thoughts. But what would they say? There’s nothing to say.
I’ve failed so many times I doubt anyone takes me seriously.
My best friend has an ED as well, but it;s different from mine. She’s concerned with gaining weight, but has problems with consuming enough food. She’s small and fragile and beautiful and I envy her so much.
I wish I had something that made me nauseous to the point of not wanting to eat.
Aside from disgust, nothing keeps me from eating.
Disgust is easy to maintain, though. I just have to stand in front of a mirror.
I try to stay in touch with my mom, but I feel like I bother her. I send her photography and she doesn’t respond. I try to gossip with her, nothing unless I call and we talk for an hour or so once a week. Which is nice. Im not complaining, but this week she’s seemed distant. I’m not sure why.
I’m debating sleeping more. I’m always so tired.
I feel bad for my fiance. He’s supporting me through college, working this insanely physical job. I feel like a slob compared to him.
I’m glad I’m writing again though. I’m writing, going to school, maintaining my relationship, playing video games, listening to music. All thats missing is being healthy. I guess I’m getting there though. I set another sub-goal for myself.
So here are my goals as they stand now: 11/8 175 lbs (-13 lbs); 12/1 165 lbs (-23 lbs); 12/18 155 lbs (-33)
That sounds like a lot but I think I can do it. 13 pounds in 2 weeks will be my biggest obstacle. As long as I eat 1 bowl of ramen per day, I should be fine. 33 pounds in under 2 months sounds like a dream, but it will happen and it will be worth it.
I have thanksgiving planned out. The week I go to Florida, I’m letting myself eat pretty much whatever, then back to the ramen diet till february-ish. I’ll probably change it up by then to maybe an avocado bagel or different kind of pasta, but I’ll cross that bridge when I get there.
I just need to stop being so obsessed with food. It’s an addiction really. Always thinking about my next meal. Thinking about fast food. I have to remind myself that even though that veggie Chipotle burrito is vegan and nutricious and wonderful, it’ll be there in moderation when I’m thin. Those Gardein chicken tenders, Chickfila fries, Chinese take out, and Taco Bell (Fresco Style) will all be there. I need that to stop being my focus.
I can focus on my bottled water in the morning. I take 3 sips and add some lemon juice. Shake it up. Don’t forget to refill it and refridgerate when I’m done. I can focus on cleaning up my apartment every day. I can focus on writing out my feelings on this blog. I can focus on video games. I can focus on school, my Fiance, planning our wedding, planning our home, our future. TV shows, online income, photography and edit. BUT FOR THE LOVE OF GOD DON’T FOCUS ON FOOD. My life doesn’t need to revolve around it. I can take 60 minutes to focus on opening the packaging. Putting it in a bowl. Filling that bowl with hot water. Set the microwave for 3 minutes. Find the strainer. Pour. Shift the noodles. Pour back into the bowl. Cut open the seasoning packet. Put the top strip in the noodle bag. Pour seasoning. Put the rest of the packet in the noodle bag. Get a fork. Stir. Stir. Stir. Add black pepper. Stir. Put the bowl on a pot holder. Get fresh water. Drink 3 sips. Add lemon juice. One more sip to test. Bring water and bowl to my seat. Adjust everything comfortably. Eat slowly. Drink often. Finish your food. As it digests, digest the obsession as well.
I need to weigh myself, get water, and find my measuring tape because it’s been missing and haven’t taken measurments since June or July.
Scratch that. 15 lbs in 2 weeks. I can do this.
Above Bust: 40 in Below Bust: 36.5 Waist: 34.5 in Hips (at butt):43.5 in Hips (at lower stomach, stomach relaxed): 42 in Arm (half way between shoulder and elbow, parallel to the ground): 14.75 in Thigh (half way between hip and knee- above tattoo band on outer side, standing): 25.5 in
15 lbs. I can do this.
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