#i think its just like a force of habit

[ryssbelle]

Brozone reunion concepts for this little thing based on this ask

As stated in the ask idk fully how this moment would go, this concept was mostly building off the premise presented within the ask :D

Bonus:

#my art #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls 3 #trolls au #n2 au #trolls john dory #trolls clay #trolls poppy #trolls branch #trolls bruce #trolls floyd #brozone #look at them so silly #in the original script i had accidentally wrote John calling Bruce by his preferred name and i was like #he dont know it yet smh #and had to change it back to spruce #which is where the line 'its bruce but imma let it slide' #comes from #i dont think John in the movie and within this purposefully misnames him #i think its just like a force of habit #and its just harder for him to realize hes saying it wrong until hes corrected #cuz you see he doesnt really get mad when corrected he just gets confused the first time #and then just keeps forgetting after #which i think also was from his mindset of #'im the oldest im not allowed to change' so its like #his brains blocking out the change of spruce to bruce #this is unrelated to the comic as a whole it was just the on the spot thoughts i had while typing #but yeah #itd be a touching reunion for sure!

[lucabyte]

Not all who wander are lost. Some who wander, however, are extremely, extremely lost.

#note: this is a kitchen in a house of change. they are still on the road w the party #not to say i think that maybe chillin out in one location with some loved ones and planned visits from their friends would fix siffrin #but i am saying that they do seem to hoard random items at every given oppertunity. which is an interesting habit #isat #isat fanart #in stars and time #in stars and time fanart #isat spoilers #sifloop #isat siffrin #isat loop #sloops #lucabyteart #but yeah no i dont actually know that siffrin would wwwant to be . travelling literally forever. given the. well. um #that one QnA answer especially. the immediate deflective joking when asked how long they'd been a traveller. mm. #it's not like they chose this life is the thing. and we know they have a habit of forcing themselves to 'stick to the script' #i really do think they'd be better for some stability. its not like you cant have a house and also go on fun travel holidays also #(if you want my real opinion. why not just move to bambouche to help raise bonnie. but. that's fanfic territory at that point)

[treasureplcnet]

someone on the bodies production team you have to release more layout/bts pictures of charles whiteman's flat please. this is a great start but i need to know him better. particularly if it's got about as much mould as a second year uni house and if he owns as many chairs as it seems LOL

#ok the joke is at his expense but im already romanticising this shit #20-something loser karl weissman moves into the worst flat of all time and makes it a home #hangs a picture of his parents' wedding against the worst wallpaper you've ever seen #just buys what he likes and calls it decor #how else can you explain the fucking model boat next to the fucking telephone. AND YOU MAY TELL ME 'oh thats just random set stuff' #NOT TO ME! #and it stays until he's in his mid 30s. develops a habit of not cleaning up along the way #the shot where he seems to have taken off his shirt/tie/jacket and then dropped them off on various pieces of furniture. HE LIVES LIKE THIS #also entertaining the idea that its his parents' old stuff that he can't bring himself to throw out .. #i will created a fully fleshed out character using 8 episodes and fever dream visions if i have to #karl weissman #bodies netflix #edit: the original tags are above but since then i joined the discord and got to add these pictures LOL #saved this post as a draft bc i was like. i cant annoy people on the tag any more than i already have #doesnt matter. forcing this into the tag like a week after i made it anyway #im still so interested in the fact that it seems like there are more rooms that we never see #outside this bedroom and living space (and the bedroom isnt clear in the show either) #like. i rly need a 360 house tour NOW. #ALSO I FEEL LIKE A TOWN CRIER NO I DONT THINK HE HAS MOULD BUT IT WOULD BE FUNNY!!!! #the chair next to the liquor rly is something. hes MY babygirl

[alphabetboyluvr]

Once the thrill expires pt 2 when? 🥺🥺🥺

ahhhhhhhhhh about this

ive been debating for a little while over it and have the bones of the second part (about 4k words in total) and I just... I think it should be left as a one shot :(

#i dont wanna give him a redemption #and i dont want to magically fix the oc #relationships like those linger and the ending of it with all that ambiguity and confusion and the idea of it being cyclical... #i just think its whats right for them #diz is gonna be spinning in circles forever #sad but true #and also i dont want to get in the habit of writing for such a toxic idea of love #love can be good! #it can be beautiful! #and so id rather not sit with those emotions and force myself to relieve what it feels like when its bad :( #yk?? #ahhh #decisions decisions #otte #ask

[gncrezan]

anyone get it or

#was the fig tree from the prologue intentional. maybe not. did it cause a heart attack when i reread foa. most certainly #not to mention the tone shift in the songs too. and theyre about descent. its too easy LIKE WHATEVER. #like im being realistic about how figs are quite common in ancient greece etc but lord fucking almighty.... #plus the patreon snippet of a younger pc and hermes. im going to be sick #<- about to start making some shit up about how they have shared so much with each other their entire lives #traded kindnesses and gifts and confided in the other with their worries . and the other being there is just SO EASY!!!!! #and when hermes offers seph a fruit. like of course they accept #and OF COURSE they try to share it. and like every time they've sat together (on olympus/in the underworld/in the gardens/during a party) #hermes gladly takes it!!!! it's a habit !!!!!!! IT'S AN INSTINCT!!!!! the offer is almost a surprise but hermes shouldn't have been #not really when his hand moves faster than he thinks and he realises he expects that kindness #not in an unkind way or a selfish way. but because he knows seph the way they know him !!! and seph has always been kind!!!!! #and then he realises that he expects /seph/ in his life and suddenly cannot imagine it without them !!!!!!!!!! LIKE CMON #yes this has me by the throat and im ALMOST webweaving but this is mostly about me forcing de selby onto these two #have been fixated on this moment and the sharing and the exchanging since ch8 dropped . hozier is just exacerbating the visions #('sure sunshine. let's share') <- this is not just about that fucking fig #foa

[writhe]

i applied for this job (that i feel a little overqualified for. it isn’t work i’ve specifically done before but i’ve done enough that is similar & have kept a comparable job for years & also it’s listed as entry level with pretty low pay) and i got an email that i didn’t even get an interview 

#finding work that doesnt force you to compromise on values is hard #and its wild! i have a lot of relevant experience and meet all their qualifications and nearly all of their additional desired ones #i guess it wasnt meant to be but woof #i applied for something else i think id be really good at but i have way less relevant experience so tbh im expecting rejection there but #thought it would be good experience #jobs are weird. i think there is a world i have a career and i am extremely passionate and good at what i do #i like being able to take pride in work #but like. i really have yet to find that in work i'm not making for myself #i do wish i could go back to being 21 at the sawmill. i was fucking going through it when i worked there #and if i wasnt going thru a breakup and deep in grief and the menagerie of bad habits id picked up i think i wouldve excelled #but yknow i got a lot of chances and learned a lot and i look back fondly. really couldnt have had a better boss there NGL...just wish id #done a little better yknow? #we didnt vibe politically but we really got along otherwise and i think we shared the same values for work and craft and stuff and id love #to find that again

[todayisafridaynight]

I know you feel like your fics aren’t good enough but i genuinely love your works so much!!!

thank you !! i haven't posted anything in forever, so i'm happy to hear you enjoyed my stuff 🤧🤧

#snap chats #i dont mEAN to dog on my writing every chance i get to its a force of habit at this point vjaREJEKLRJ #it does mean a lot hearin people like my writing cause i am Ridiculously hard on myself about it velrkjalkj #im trying to stop i promise 1.) it irritatin 2.) i at least wanna TRY improving (in my eyes) instead of complainin all the time #in any case. .. thank you :] #writings just so much harder than drawing . in my opinion . #like with drawing i can SEE if anything's wrong and it's not as effortful for me to adjust but with writing ... #i gotta like. scan the entire thing to see if theres something wrong with a part f the story earlier or it's just phrasing or #like there's just a lot more variables that makes me need more time to look over and thats FINE but #its easy to understand why i stress over writin more and spend more time with it 💀 AND THEN EVEN AFTERWARDS #ILL THINK OF HOW I PHRASED SOMETHING OR SOMETHIGN I LEFT OUT AND IM LKE 'FUCK' #oh well .... im complaining again 💀 ima just go back to my canvas lol ........

[coloursofaparadox]

im still not over the sleep thing one sec i gotta rant about this shit

#i think the problem now is that historically my sleep habits have been Really Messed Up by what can loosely be called insomnia my whole life #its always kinda just been a given that if im in bed and i cant sleep there is absolutely nothing that can be done to help #and thats not for lack of trying i have tried every meditation and suggested solution possible. it does not happen. #if i cant fall asleep and try to force myself w/o distractions i will be awake staring at the ceiling for hours. usually till the morning #thats not an exaggeration it happened often before i gave up on it. so i figured out coping methods! #namely 1) making sure my body is taken care of as well as possible to make sure its not caused by pain or hunger or anxiety #and 2) not trying to force it and accepting itll happen when it happens. and then reading a book or watching a show on a dim screen #until i physically cant keep my eyes open and then i can fall asleep. if i try any earlier than that no dice. my brain wakes itself up again #these worked for years! but now thanks to adhd meds that actually make my brain quiet. uh. these same coping methods are. not working #im physically tired and start my usual routine and wait to pass out while reading but i just. dont. ever. #like. the physically tired feeling has never made a difference in my body cooperating with sleep. but now apparently it will???? #and ive been ignoring it??? bc im used to it not working? i tried just. closing my eyes and trying to lay still yesterday and it WORKED #after like. 10 minutes or so. it was fucking crazy. i thought media and pop culture was lying about people doing that. #anyways. apparently i can fall asleep like a human and not some kind of weird chronically exhausted cryptid now. #(because of new adhd meds to be clear) but i havent been because i didnt even think to TRY it. since. yknow. cryptid status. #shits weird.

[vampyrfag]

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#um maybe ed tw? #bashijgmy psych against the wall w my brain she was like ummm ur eating habits dont sound normal r u sure uve recovered from ur ed i dont #think u have and now my appetite is fucked again!!!!!!! fuck!!!!!!!!!!! #i consider myself recovered bc im normal abt my body and body image but now i just donttt wanna eat ughhhhhhjghhgg #<- forcing myself to eat its just uhhhfgrhhh

[smallsies]

oh hey almost twinsies: Finch was a name i almost chose

heyy it's a good one!!

i think bird names are very cool for people; i actually used to nickname some of my online/irl friends bird names as well when they would come up in other spaces where (for privacy and such) i didn't want to use the names i knew them by

as far as finch goes, i definitely set myself up when joining the newsies fandom though. contrary to popular belief it has nothing to do with the character (though i coincidentally like him very much.) maybe that's just a general "tumblr user shares a name with a character" thing though?

#this comes up every once in awhile but finch is actually not my name lol #i didn't want to use my real name when i joined tumblr (but atp with friends and the like i don't care; suppose its more force of habit) #^ which is just generally a funny thing within friendships online &knowing so much about people around you but not their ''actual'' name #i think like maybe 3 people here know my name and one of them is my partner lol #(i also get the ''named after character'' association MUCH more with my real name (for obvious reason but. it is also unrelated hahah) #askbox

[jedibongrip]

good news! ive been getting wayyy more noticeably autistic lately!

bad news! lost the ability to look ppl in the eye

#years of academy training (my mom and teachers forcing my to make sustained eye contact while speaking) WASTED! #i think its both being friends with more ppl who are neurodiverse and thus like... not having to reaffirm those habits #also just ebign Big Stressed lately which makes it Harder #m

[perenlop]

also ig this is a bit of a hot take for mlp? but i don’t think i’m opposed to the idea of starlight glimmer being redeemed. like the whole point of the show is that friendship wins the day, so many characters being redeemed makes sense for the show’s themes and such. nor do i necessarily think she should have to suffer to earn her respect back. 

i do think the way it was handled was still awful tho like the entire bit with her town forgiving her instantly was a whole joke

#this is why its hard to do stuff w her in my nextgen idea bc i do think shes an interesting character and want to include her #but also i do not like her all that much or how she was handled so i gotta like rehaul aton of shit #and idk if i wanna put that much effort into whats just kinda a brain candy au to me #its like.... why did they even make her a cult leader... its baby show... #im not exaggerated that btw for ppl who havent seen the show shes literally intendedto be that #also i do like the idea of her floundering throughout season 6 and falling back into dangerous habits #bc it makes the finale where shes forced into a leadership position again and panics and acts purely passive more interesting #plus it shows how redemption isnt a straight line. but what was missing were people being distrustful at all #like most of it was self hatred or jokes abt what she did and its like. eugh. no. #dont include such a harsh plotline if you arent gonna give it the care it needs. which is why i think this had no place in this show #idk. ive kinda shrugged off the whole ''redemption is something only a few ppl ever deserve'' thing #bc i think thats kinda bleak now to just expect that nobody can change and if you fuck up you can never be rehabilitated #but it def has to be handled with tact if youre gonna go as far as starlight #anyways idk i dont actually care that much. maybe when i continue that mlp marathon ill have a stronger opinion on her idk #echoed voice

[dockaspbrak]

The night time dread is so severe rn;;;

#im slipping into a habit of insomnia i fear #and that what i dread??? i dont know!!!! #nightmares usually but its like. everything. fear of continuing. fear of ending #i miss regan when she sleeps and dread the transistion of evening into bed time #ive been trying to artificially run from it more lately like #trying to cook stuff at night #i have my drawing supplies like im gonna draw in the dark #its just. im sick rn still and maybe. its like. the feeling bad? #idk ive always had a hatred to bed time. i think its bc my parents used to force me to sleep really early and i resented that #idk tho #id ask regan but shes asleep #what good is a dr girlwife if she sleeps #i wish neither of us ever had to sleep again #fuck thetes something wrong with me fr #anyway.....hope youre doing ok if you read all this. feel free to message me if u wanna talk haha #the night is so long and so quiet and so full of dread i wish it would end and i also fear the sunrise #its like im a tortured vampire or smth

[flovverworks]

maybe im so obsessed with parent-child aligned relations cuz majority of my muses are parentless.....

#stardust speaking ! #and since A CERTAIN GAME THREW IT IN MY FACE AGAIN..............i go back to mhyk #where 3 out of 5 countries basically have a 'i raised that kid. kind of' relation #its so funny cuz like. figaro lennox oz. rutile mitile arthur were toddlers/baby when that started. #rustica however.......chloes 13 when they meet #i dont have further thoughys about that i just think the potential conversations r funny #i think about oz having childsafe the room habits even now. constantly #idk when snow&white met oz but considering their entire thing along w figaro wa sjust 'well this lil wizard will prob kill us one day' iiii #i say idk but i just dont rmbr & dont wabna check rn LMAO i alrdy reread chloes story today im too lazy to read more #ggg what story is it when its talked about some storybook figaro gave arthur that arthur kept carrying around T_T so cute #oz&arthur makes me cry eternally. oz learning abouy yhe world cuz of arthur......tears #okay im done #im not done at all but im forcing myself to stop before i talk about this for a year #wait one more thing. nero & riquet. TEARS!!!!!!

[yongseungkim]

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#like i definitely need therapy lol #not that i havent tried in the past nothings just worked/stuck like the therapists werent a good fit for me perhaps #so im trying to reach out again because holy shit #i want to a) get out of my phd and b) have normal fucking friendships #but its so hard right now when anxious thoughts take over SO much some days like i know i cannot do this on my own #i have good friends i know who will hear me out #but man its the same thing over and over again with me but in a new font sometimes i swear #and my friends dont need to hear all those anxious depressive thoughts lol like #once in a while sure esp my closer friends but all the time? nawr #i have been trying to journal but man the emotions just bubble up and i dont feel better until ive like said things out loud #so honestly just having someone to rant about the same issues over and over again might be nice lol . #but i need to find a therapist that fits which is the hardest part #i do think ive made small strides on my own which is nice #but the emotions are just so loud and genuinely affect my day to day like its so hard battling things on my own #im at the point now where im like this cant go on for much longer somethings gotta change #if i want to have a phd in the next year and if i want to maintain friendships normally #and esp if i wanna stay roommates with this girlie cuz holy shit its been a lot harder than i expected maybe #i dont think i can do it on my own without major reprecussions #bro its also been like so long #i feel like ive always had some human i was extremely fond of for the past ?? years albeit most of them were like fake right like in the kp #*kpop world so it was fine when it becomes a real person it is absolutely terrible let me tell u . #but its also been a habit like i didnt realize how terrible my thoughts w ys were until now cuz they really wernet normal thoughts at all #like i want to break free of having these kind of attachments to people in a way cuz the only way i feel like ive been able to deal with bi #feelings is by transferring them to a new subject which isnt what i want anymore #like i just want it all to stop! #i also feel like mentally ive gotten worse ?? than before ?? in some ways like #i dont know if i want to make new friends and connections anymore #the same way i was trying so hard in the previous year which is worse bc now my efforts are like #SOLELY on this one girl in a way which is NOT. GOOD. #ive been trying to have conversations with the third roommate but i have to force myself?

[zemnarihah]

did yoga again for the first time in like 6 months:)

#its so nice i forgot how good it feels<3 actually cant believe ive been like. not giving myself that for so long when it is only beneficial #i used to do it literally EVERY DAY like first thing before i even had coffee i want to get into that habit again #also NO i did not finish the witch yesterday but its okay bc that was a selff imposed deadline anyway. i do like have to finish it today #though bc i need to send it to him tomorrow and ill be working most of the day so i wont have time to work on it #so thats the plan for today. i should be able to get it done i think? god i am just rlly bad at estimating this stuff #okay guys also. ive been developing this issue. where i REALLY want to play guitar. but i KNOW that if i tried to start learning guitar #while im still v much a beginner at bass... #like i just know myself well enough to know that i wont end up keeping up v well with either of them. so im like forcing myself to just #stick w bass for like. idk another year or smth? agh thats so long.... #but then after that i can start guitar if i still want to. and atp i think playing both will probably help w the other yk #anyway. hiiii guys #zem diary